Fubar Blogs 2

To All My Friends...
"The laws that forbid the carrying of arms...disarm only those who are neither inclined nor determined to commit crimes. Can it be supposed that those who have the courage to violate the most sacred laws of humanity...will respect the less important and arbitrary ones... Such laws make things worse for the assaulted and better for the assailants, they serve rather to encourage than to prevent homicides, for an unarmed man may be attacked with greater confidence than an armed man." ~Thomas Jefferson, quoting 18th century criminologist Cesare Beccaria in "On Crimes and Punishment."Let Us Remember Tacticus who warned, "The more corrupt the state, the more it legislates." A teacher in a Detroit kindergarten class asked the kids what kind of sound a pig makes. Little Tyrone stood up and yelled: "FREEZE, MUTHAFUCKA!!" Not a lot of farms in Detroit. This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder abo

To All My Friends
I just can't believe all of the love that I've been shown today. I never expected anything like it! I have made very special friends on here who have made their own special places in my heart and who I will never, ever forget. Some people may say that this is just the internet, but you know, this is becoming the way of the world now. You can make friends on the internet just like "the real world." There's so much more that I want to say, but I'm close to tears again just thinking about it all. Sorry if this sounds so sappy. lol All I can say right now is I love my friends and thank God for each and every one of you!!!!!

To All My Fubar Friends!
I wanted to let all my friends on fubar that I love you all and I appreciate all the love and support that I received from you all while I was going through the death of my father. Wanted to let you all that you are in my thoughts daily.

To All My Friends, And Family Memebers
That I am out of picture and stash rates for today... But you can still do mine and I will return it as soon as I can, Thanx! I will be startin`with all my family memebers on here...I`ll be ratin all their pictures then I will do their Stashes. Please return the favour, Thanx!

To All Self Proclaimed Rednecks
It cracks me up .. but being a writer i always pay attention to the meaning of words. And it seems that a lot of confusion has grown between the difference between "hick" "country" and "redneck" .. the result is that then people start using these terms without being aware of what they mean. When you call yourself a "redneck" .. read below to see what you are saying about yourself and decide if this is really what you mean: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/redneck Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1) red·neck Informal: Often Disparaging. –noun 1. an uneducated white farm laborer, esp. from the South. 2. a bigot or reactionary, esp. from the rural working class. –adjective 3. Also, red-necked. narrow, prejudiced, or reactionary: a redneck attitude. Also, red-neck. [Origin: 1820–30, Americanism; red1 + neck] Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1) Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006. -----------------------------

To All Family/friends/fans
You appeared before me Like an angel from above With such I'd never have seen You've shown me there's hope for love A friendship began right then and there In my heart I'll forever cherish you For you taught me anything I can bare For this I swear, I'll forever be true hi all snuck my laptop into the hospital. had to have emergency bck surgery. Will be back soon! I hope all you are doing well. leave me comments or something. Let me here from all of you! Hugs n love Ok I am NOT taking the time to post this indivually so this is an easier way to let all of you know how much you mean to me.... """""Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fi

To All My Wonderful Groups
Here is a list of my all my groups, families, trains, tours, etc. that I belong to. Please check them out and consider joining as well!! Fubar World Cruise Club F.A.R. Team Love-part of Club F.A.R. Club United Fu-Angels Chuck Wagon Fantasy Flight Leather & Lace Convoy Justice League Rock Star Tour Military Parade Billboard Hottie and Hunks Rope n Ridin' Rodeo

To All My Family And Friends..
Well I guess this is it. My very first Happy Hour was a great success and I would like to thank everyone. I have met many great people on here and i will miss you all. Some of you do know where to find me so we will be in touch. I will try to answer everyones questions on here or it will take me a month to get through all your emails... Oren and I have had nothing but physico bitches since we started dating then fu married... well you can ignore, block then , but there is so many fakes account they just keep coming back..the last straw was somehow my home number got out (no one gets my phone number). As of today Oren and I had our numbers changed to unlisted and we made new emails... and now it's time to move on to the next chapter of our lives..... for those of you interested , Oren will be transferring to a company here, but still doing long haul. He decided this was better for my daughter, that way she will still see her dad and won't be uprooted from what she knows. Plus he

To All My Friends You Rock!!!!
i will from todat not be able to charge anything with money at all do not ask or need ,want will be fubucks only. i have to or dlete everything. it saddens me this day because i have bids out there i apologize to all and feel so bad. please except my apologies but something has to be done , want to block me then so be it. bye for now. thank you jim '$ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Fu-owned by Ashley}-[Demon Crew recruiter]-{ShadowLeveler}' HE wants to be owned so let's go and win him just think owning him could and will be fun!!!! if really want a shot go here http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1686375&i=2023289246&albumid=1089386 AND WIN HIM!!!! show here love and rate her plsss

To All Who Are With Me
come one come all to the new clown launge. to all my FRIENDS,FANS,AND FAMILY MEMBERS help wanted for all,dj's, bouncer's,staff, talk to dj bad ass or leave questions for me at my email.than you for your support.your friends here at INSAIN CLOWN LAUNGE!!!!!!!!wwdt4h and DJ BAD ASS. Donn

To All Women
This is sooo true! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away~If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay~Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior~Allow your intuition to save you from heartache~ Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be~Slower is better~Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy~If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends."~A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend~Don't settle~If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is~Don't stay because you think "it will get better."~You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better~The only person you can control in a relationship is you~Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women~He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?~Always have your own set of friends separate fr

To All Bombers....
I'm in a giveaway right now for a bling pack, 20k wins...can you come lend me a hand and bomb my pic? Would apprieciate all the help and luv!!!! Thanks to all my friends that have helped so far...luv you all!!! MMMMMUAH!!!! Please come show RAIDERGOAT alot of love!!! Show him what bombers are all made of! He needs all our support...as of right now, he's not in first place so give him all the luv that you can!! Thanks to all that helps...MUCH LOVE!! Please come show RAIDERGOAT alot of love!!! Show him what bombers all all made of!

To All The Guys
Which color eyes are you? ____________________________________________________________ Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.T

To All My Friends
I wanted to thank everyone that helped out during my Happy Hour! I gained 292,955 points and made it to level 24(fu king). 228 people also leveled during my Happy Hour...congrats everyone!! But most of all I want to thank the person resposible for the Happy Hour...my fu-hubby Tomme "Tomme"MileHighClub"ClubFAR"(FuHubby To "Mandi")(MyMistress"Brenda")@ fubar Check out these other people they totally rock and need to be shown some lovin for all the love they show me everyday and in my Happy Hour!! MY MOM wyorose~Fu Owner Of Miss Crys~Fu Owned By slyspy~@ fubar MY SISTER virgo151978@ fubar MY NEW FU-SLAVE Dj KrOn1C !! -DLS-~*Fu-Owned by EasyOnTheEyez *Brings Sexy Back Every Day OF THe Week!! And Then Som@ fubar MY GOOD FRIEND THE Irish Diva Vice President of The IRA Bombsquad

To All My Friends
Someone last night stole my morphs...I made new ones with a copywrite to them..If anyone is seen using them now they will be deleted in their album..They might even get their account deleted too. If you have special pics you don't want other to steal..my advise is.. set your albums to friends or family only. put a copywrite in them..you can check my morph pics for a sample. This is the person who steals others pics: http://fubar.com/user/1998502 Ty for all your support threw this... Hope you enjoy you new pics... Radisome *HUGS*

To All On My Friendslist.
I am writing this to say i'm sorry for not being here and to say i have missed you all. i know i have not sent comments in such a long while and i just feel like i need to tell you all that i value your friendship and i am sorry that i have not been as attentive as i should. i do appologize. thank you for all the lovely comments. I promise i will do better. i am finally settled into the new house and it is wonderful. i still have some unpacking to do. but God am i glad its finally over lol. Love you all. hope you all have a wonderful summer and i hope to get back into the mix real soon.

To All That Like Poerty On My Friends List.
All my poems or newer poems will bi In the dunno section In my stash,I'm back to writing but my poems are all dark for now.I found out something that made me very emotional today.That has really hurt me,so when I'm hurt my poems are dark In nature.My poetry takes on a writing style of how I'm feeling when I'm writing them.But I know that there are some of my friends that like the dark poems so you can read them If you want to do so.

To All My Friends
I just wanted to tell all of my wonderful friends that I miss you all very much and I'm sorry that I haven't been online for a while. I had a lot going on with my kids for about two weeks, then car troubles that cost me $900 to fix and to top it all off, this Friday they fired my office manager. Now I am doing my job, her job and training the boss and the district supervisor how to help. Therefore, I now have more STRESS and less TIME. But screw that, I miss all of you and I am going to make time to catch back up with you. Love to you all, Sherri (Smiles1270)

To All The Ladies
To All the ladies I have rated and will rate,I only rate you as high as a "9" unless you are nude THEN the score goes up,I know I sound like a "pig" or a "jerk" but hey alot of the "9"s I have rated are in the "upper 9".,huggsssss

To All Wrestling Fans
I am part owner of a website that plays free ppvs over the internet so if you have a fan in your life of wrestling give this link to them asap we want to see them on the 17th of august for summerslam thanks and hopefully you guys can spread the word it is totally free no sign up and no hassle totally free. http://tommydeath.piczo.com/livewrestlingstreams?cr=5&linkvar=000044

To All My Friends
I GUESS YOU THINK IM STUPIED WILL YOU GOT ANOTER THING COMEING IM NOT YOU DONE LIT A FIRE YOU DID NOT WANT IK WHATS GOING ON AND I CAN TELL YOU IT AINT GOING TO HAPPEND NOT GOING TO GO BEHIND ME AND DO THIS TO ME IT NOT RIGHT NOR FAIR TO ME OR MY FAMILY HOW CAN YOU SAY ONE THING AND DO ANOTHER THAT MAKE YOU 2 FACE AND I DONT LIKE 2 FACE PPL I CANT STAND TO BE LIED TO JSUT OT GET WHAT PPL WANT IN LIFE YOU KNOW I THOUHGT THERE WAS FRIENDSHIP BUT I GUESS NOT BECAUSE IT JUST SLAP ME IN THE FACE I SAID THE BITCH WAS GOING TO COME OUT WILL IT IS AND YOU JUST SIT AND WATCH IK AND ILL FIND OUT I ALWAYS DO CAUSE IT WILL BIT YOU IN THE ASS SO HERE A POME YOU NEED TO READ BOSS BITCH YOU TRY AND PLAY ME BUT IT DOSE NOT HURT I ALREADY KNOW THAT ALL GUYS AND GIRL ARE ASSHOLES AND BITCHES YOU LIKE TO PLAY OUR MINDS YOU LIKE TO STEAL OUR HEARTS BUT NOT ALL GIRLS CUS SOME ARE JUST TO SMART YOU THINK YOUR A ASSHOLE AND BITCHES IT COULD BE TRUE BUT KARMA A BITCH AND IT

To All My Good Friends U Know Who U Are
HI TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS IVE GOT AN AUTO 11 FROM A GREAT FRIEND ON HERE SO PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL TO DISCIPLE WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECCIATED HI EVERYONE HOPE U WILL HELP ME CELEBRATE MT BIG BIRTHDAY TODAY RATE MY PICS ,SEND MTE GIFTS ,BLING ME PLZZZZZZZZZZ LOVE BLING MAKE MY SPECIAL DAY A DAY TO REMEMBER THANKS XXXXXXXXXXXXXX IM ACTIVATING MY AUTO 11 LATER WOULD REALLY APPRECCIATE ALL UR HELP GETTING ME TO LEVEL 24 WHERE I WAS ON MY LAST ACCOUNT IM ON 22 AT THE MO SO WOULD REALLY LOVE TO GET BACK TO FU-KING THANKS

To All My Friends
World At Large Soft breeze upon my face Come whisper in my ear Tell me sweet things The things I need to hear, Warm the chill With your words alone Cascade my aches Of not flesh and bone, The mind is powerful And it’s hardly new Pressures with in Starting to brew, Look to the darkness What’s there to see Total blackness There’s more to me, A world at large Of many race Emotions the same Just under different face, Makes me think My needs are small The little wants Don’t matter at all. …D…R…

To All The Ones That Owned Me
there one person thats getting a hh soon will have a friend of mine pic the one tomorrow but thay wont know in till thay get it its one of the ones that owned on me its a one time so good luck all Please Help Out This Woman She Is a Great Friend Of Mine ..Help Her Win A Auto 11.....

To All My Dear Family, Friends, And Fans!!
This is to my son but I want to share this with all of my dear friends....Yesterday, My son told me he signed papers to go into the marines and that the recruiter was coming on Tuesday night at 6:30 pm for permission...Now, let me tell ya I was a single mom that raised him for 17 yrs with NO help from anyone not even the state...I put myself thru college and raised my boy..Now I'm in Cryin for not only Sadness but for Joy..This young man that I thought hates me looked at me and told me he would like to be like me one day, and have the honor...But tears overflow my heart of sadness cause my little boy has grown up...Why is it I know I should be so so proud but yet I feel this void already taken over and it just tears me apart inside...He will be very strong as he takes on part of me a survivor, But yet I Yearn for him that Our World is so full of hate...As of tonight 10-14-08 I have signed him over to the U.S Marines and I feel sad as a mom, but Feel soooooo Proud as a U.S Citizen...GOD

To All The Women On Fubar
Id love for all you hott, sexxxxy women to cum and be my friend and maybe add me to your family. I love it when women look at my tight little body and tell me the things they wanna do to me. So add me and if we're lucky, we can abuse eachothers bodies!!!!

To All The Ones Who Have Hurt Me, You Have Made Me Who I Am Now!
I'm not sorry that I opened up to you, and told you that I really liked you. I'm not sorry that I was raised with respect, and that I don't sleep with every guy that comes around. I'm not sorry that my body's not perfect enough to 'satisfy' your wants. I'm not sorry that I'm not 'hot'enough, to be your lady. I'm not sorry that I'm actually nice, and not a bitch. I'm not sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm not sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of going out. I'm not sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm not sorry that I am there to comfort you, When you and your new girl got in a fight. I'm not sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when a hotter girl catches your eye. I'm not sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you whine about how badly girls

To All My New Friends
TO ALL THOSE OF YOU WHO ACCEPTED THE FUBAR INVITE FROM ME AND HAVE JOINED...PLEASE POST A PIC OR SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLING ME WHO U ARE......AT THIS POINT WITH NO INFO I DON'T KNOW WHO U ARE...SO PLEASE...AT LEAST SAY HELLO !!!!

To All Club Members And Friends
I am so sorry that I have not been as active, and there for you, as I always try to be, but this HepC is finally really got me sick. I don't know if it has anything to do with getting a flu shot at my doc visit last week or if my system just can't fight this virus, only time will tell. I ask for prayers, for my health, and strength to fight this deadly virus, for a cure for HepC, for our damned government to allocate some funds for treatment of HepC, for all the people that are suffering from this damned virus! Please, if you don't do anything else, send an e-mail to your congressmen and senators, and ask them why there is no help for Hepatitis C Virus victims, when 10 times more people (about 4 million) have HepC than HIV/AIDS? There are so many programs for them, but until we raise hell about help for HepC, we will not get any! Every where I have been, I have been told there is nothing to help me... that I need a specialist....(with no money and no insurance, impossible!)

To All My Friends And Family
I am so sorry that I have not been as active, and there for you, as I always try to be, but this HepC is finally really got me sick. I don't know if it has anything to do with getting a flu shot at my doc visit last week or if my system just can't fight this virus, only time will tell. I ask for prayers, for my health, and strength to fight this deadly virus, for a cure for HepC, for our damned government to allocate some funds for treatment of HepC, for all the people that are suffering from this damned virus! Please, if you don't do anything else, send an e-mail to your congressmen and senators, and ask them why there is no help for Hepatitis C Virus victims, when 10 times more people (about 4 million) have HepC than HIV/AIDS? There are so many programs for them, but until we raise hell about help for HepC, we will not get any! Every where I have been, I have been told there is nothing to help me... that I need a specialist....(with no money and no insurance, impossible!)

To All My Friends , Fam, And Fans ,
sorry i have been around for a while i do plan on makeing a come back here hopefully soon . withsome sickness in my family it has been hard . to even come on and say hi to you all. and seeing as i am helping out with the person that is ill . i also have not been look after myself as well ad have had some preety close calls and i am going thu one right now . i got on here today and looked thru my stuff and well i have not had a comment in 4 months ....that is bad because i know it is because i have not hit anyones page with luv in a while . jut know (even though i am DARKNESS) you all re still in my thoughts and my DARK heart.thank you to all my fufriends and fans and family. forever, DARK

To All My Friends
I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALL MUCH LATELY [ HAVEN'T EEN WELL. I WAS TRNSPORTED TO THE HOSPITAL ON SEPTEMER 17, 2008 AND I STOPPED BREATHING ON THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL, LUCKILY THEY GOT ME BREATHING AGAIN BEFORE WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL. I HAVE REALLY SEVERE ASTHMA AND I AM STILL IN THE HOSPITAL TO THIS DAY I GOT TRANSFERRED TO LAHEY IN BURLINGTON, MA WHERE MY PULMONARY SPECIALIST IS. THEY HAVE SOME OF THE TOP SPECIALISTS HERE. I KNOW I HAVEN'T RESPONDED TO MANT OF YOU AND MY INBOX IS JUST OVERFLOWING WITH MAIL THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET TO AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM SORRY. I REALLY APPECIATE ALL HE GET WELL GIFT, PRAYER & KIND WORDS, BUT I HAVE ALL THE ENERGY I CAN DO JUST TO GET OUT OF BED AND WALK A FEW FEET. I WILL PROBABLY BE IN HERE FOR AT LEAST ANOTHER 2-3 MORE WEEKS LONGER, HOPEFULLY I WILL BE HOME FORE CHRISTMAS. BUT PLEASE I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND PLEASE BEAR WITH ME UNTIL I GET WELL, I DON'T WANT YOU TO THINK I AM IGNORING YOU.

To All Of Those
Just wanted to say Merry Christmas to all of those who are an important part of my life and to all of those who cant be home for the holidays. I am off to Iraq at the first of the year and will be gone for a while. You all will be missed and I will try to stay in touch.

To All Of My College Football Fans
For all of my fellow college football fans. I have a Pick'em league started on yahoo. Click the link to sign up and join. Hope to see you there. http://football.fantasysports.yahoo.com/bowl/register/joinprivategroup_assign_team?GID=40438&P=scooby

To All My Friends
I recently found a way to waste even more of my time online. I offered to do my mom a favor. I adore my mom and there really isnt anything i wouldnt do for her. Now my my is not computer literate, so when it comes to things she wants done online I will do them for her. She had asked me if i could go online and find coupons for her. If coupon clipping was an olympic sport my mom would hold the gold medal. So I sat here and was trying to find coupons online for my mom... Ok, if you have ever attempted to obtain coupons online then you will understand when i say.. "OMFG JUST SHOOT ME!".. However if you have never had the pleasure of this joyful experience... then you are probably just looking me like i am freak.... which is okay because i know my outburst was justified. If you are ever bored at work or at home... there is a fun game you can play. Its called "Keep up with the pop up ads".. simply go to google and type in printable coupons, click on any given link and LET THE FUN BEGIN! It

To All My Friends
Just wanted to say ,that I hope that 2009 is a great year for all of you (my friends).It has to be better than 2008,I am wishing all of you ,great joy and happiness for the new year .I also want all of you to know ,that I miss talking to all of you ,and hopefully I will be able to be on more this year coming up .Well that's pretty much all I have to say for now so HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS HOPE TO TALK TO YOU ALL SOON HAVOK :D

To All My Fu-friends Out There.
...I got back to all of you. Sorry for not really talking much. Just been a little busy and whatnot. How is everyone doing. I hope better than I am right now. lol. It's so hard trying to find a job over here in Mass. Even Burger King wouldn't hire me. I mean what is up with that if a burger joint can't hire people. Bullshit right? Well that's not all... A manager at CVS led me to thinking I would have a secure job at a new store they built a few months ago and when I called him up the other day he fed me this bull shit story about how they were cutting back. More bullshit. My mom's pushing me to go in to the military which really doesn't seem like a bad idea at this point. If anyone would like to chat with me about anything feel free. I'm always here.

To ~*aleriel*~
In depth, life is real. In this life we are friends. You are true in every way. You are real to me. You are like blood, richer then family. Life is full of the unreal, so stay close to what you know is real and true to you. You can tell the truth within your eyes and swim within the sea of the unknown. You carry a light of beauty and grace, but most of all strength. To you my friend we drink to the real and the unknown!

To All My Friends!
I am missing the hell out of you and your sexy body!i will post my address here tomarrow and you can send me any dirty pics ya like. i am gonna get excited when i see your letter in thge mail. miss ya sexy! take care.

To All My Friends On Fubar,hugs..
im in a butt contest, come and help me out guys, hugssssssssss BabiTag Comments - Sassy Trendy SexyBabiTag Comments - Sassy Trendy Sexy IM IN A AUCTION, PLEASE COME AND SEE ME, ITS ON APRIL 4TH, AT 8PM EST TIME, HOPE TO SEE ALL OF YOU GUYS THERE, HUGSSSSSSS...

To All My Rating Revolution Family/friends
To all my Rating Revolution Family/Friends I've done a lot of thinking lately and have decided that I cannot give rating revolution my fullest attention, and feel it would be fairer if I left. This may not come as a shock to some of you for I haven't been happy on fubar for a long time, the site has in all sense of the word killed itself, with the autos, and blings. Dont get me wrong I have had some wonderful friends give me blings and things and thank you to them ... but with the rush of the auto came the obvious point whores, the so called friends that I hadnt seen for months and months suddenly came out of the woodwork and were all over my page, and then as soon as the auto stopped my page became a ghost town. I always got great pleasure from finding pictures to add to my folders, I liked sharing them with friends but again only a small handful of loyal true friends stopped by regularly unless the dreaded auto 11 was on. The ezee rates are just pointless no one can see what

To All Wiccan People!!
Come talk with me on everything Wicca. I would love to know if there are any more like me in the Tallahassee/ Crawfordville, Florida locations. I will post a photo later when I can get my camera hooked to the computer. Maybe on my 4 day weekend coming up. I just would like to know I'm not alone in my religious world. Please blog in and show your pride and support!!

To All Married Couples And Singles Who Intend To Get Married
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn't love her anymore..I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years

To All My Friends Here At Fubar
I'll be in and out for awhile due some important and disturbing news concerning my son. We have several meetings we have to attend and that's going to keep me tied up some. These are not things I look forward to but have to be addressed. I'll be checking in from time to time.so don't think I will forget any one because I think all of you are very special. I just hope all goes well for my son. He's haveing a real hard time right now.

To All The Haters
Ok first off to all you haters that dont like me and Jeep being together i dont give a fuck. as for my so called friends if you are goin to treat me like shit just dont even bother me. im sick of peoples bullshit. im in love and thats all that matters. if you dont like it to damn bad. If you ever dated me or wanted to date me and are now mad at me cuase im with someone and im happy. get the hell over yourselfs. seriously if ya have a problem with me bein with someone then just leave me the hell alone. i dont need to be treated like shit anymore. i want friends who will be here for me NO MATTER WAT. and if u aint that type of friend keep fuckin walkin. yes im goin to go see jeep. and if cauwses a problem for any of u to damn bad. as for everyone who supports me and jeep thank you guys so much. i love you guys. that also goes for my true friends you guys are the greatest. so again to all you haters FUCK OFF

To All My Friends That Want To Stay My Friend
Hello everyone its been a long time since i have done this lmao . so any way i have been on here for 7 years a long time i will be staying on here but to those friends who would like to contact me off line i now have texting yim and skype so leave a comment and if i feel you can be trusted or have been agood person to me on here i will give you one of the 3 so to those who commented on the one i deleted but it was very old need to go thorugh and delete others lmao ok thats all hit me up if you want to contact me off line only ppl that comment on this post will be considered to be add off line do not hit my sb

To All The Girls I Loved Before
I want to thank all the woman that I have come to know and love on Fubar... You are my pack, my loved ones... There is something to be said about a bunch of woman who will do anything for each other and stick together.. I love you all! Note; Seamus is included in the group.. don't ask how but he is.... Thank you for all your help going for spotlight and leveling me.. Note most of you don't know that I have a "do" list and your names are all on it.. Wicked ps: if you would like ot be added to said list just comment below.... woman only need to apply

To All That Love My Husband
Do all you women that talk to my husband really think that he loves you. Someone that won't give u his home number and doesn't answer his cell most of the time when you call. Are you all that desperate that you need to try and take someone else's husband you should all be ashamed of your behavior. He is playing each and every one of you and if you don't believe me have a chat with Madnezz Lady she has come and got him twice from my house and had to bring him back twice cause he don't want anyone but me. Do you really think someone you meet online on a drinking site is for real he's playing each and everyone of you.

To All My Friends/fam/fans
I'm not real big in the blog scene. I just put some on here just to see if anyone reads it. I know some people do. That's cool. So...I'm gonna do some thing outta character for me. Am I crushable??? HEHE. I look at peoples profile and all these crushes.....I have none. Am I admirable??? HEHE. Anyway. Sometimes I just get strange stuff in my head. I guess today was one of those days. I caught myself scrolling once. I thought that was cool. Anyway...I'm off to work. First off, I would like to thank allllllllllll my friends here. I love all of you. Some of you have kept me here over the past couple months and I thank you. Let me cut to it. I have got so much stuff going on right now. I'm not gonna bore you with details. I just think it will be in my best intesest if I leave the Fu. I don't want to. I've met so many colorful people here. I have enjoyed all of this insanity here to the fullest. But, I gotta take care of me. I need to get back to what is truly important...my family

To All My Fufriends...
It has been a very long year for me and thank you for your comments and such. I am sorry not to have been here more for everyone. I Lost my mother the week of Thanksgiving last year do to a long illness and I am taking it slowly day by day. So just be there and know that any emails you send I do read even if its just a few min. at the email. I hope to be able to get back to the chatting and such soon. :)

To All Who Tried To Find Love
If you find yourself in love with someoneand that someone does not love you be gentle to yourselfthere is nothing wrong with you love just did not choose to rest in that someone's heartIf you find someone in love with you and can not answer that love feel honored that love came by and called on door but gently refuse the feeling you cannot returnas love did not choose to settle in your heart If you find yourself in love with someone and the love returned it still can happen that love chooses to leave do not try to reclaim it and do not assess any blamelet it go despite the pain there is a reason and meaning to this...you cannot choose love by yourselfLOVE CHOOSES YOU

To All The Girls That Look Passed The Nice Guys
GUY:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen

ToÂall The Girls
That are wrong. her friends want her to leave me and want to kick my ass but im not only hurting herw im hurting her 2 year old daughter and i better man up before someone mans me up for hurtin my 2 girls hi girls, im russell and i just wanted to tell you all that i have the most beautiful girlfirend in the world ive been dating her for almost 6 months now and continue to break her heart by talking to you ladies like this and sending and recieving pictures

To All That Matter!!!
My fuwedding was beautiful. i thank all those that helped make it what it was hugss. Crypt it was beautiful ceremony, u came thru for me yet again - is it any wonder that i say u the best boss. you rock. Punisher the music rocked. Thanx for doing it I know u been busy latly and appreciate u taking time. Crypt's Insanity thanx for putting up with my ditzyness over pics and times and making not one but two beautiful bully's. Riffraff you a true friend. I know u will grr at me saying that and poofoo it away but thanx. DJ Nookie thank you for being there for me( i know wasnt easy and im sorry for that). But u know what true friendship means at least in my book and i love you for that. To all that came or messaged that they couldnt make it or came late even. IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME THAT SOME PPL STILL CARE. I HAVE LOST A LOT BECAUSE OF A PERSONAL DECISION AND AM GLAD I DIDNT LOSE AS MUCH AS I WAS WORRIED I DID. To all that choose to not come and had no plans on co

To All Fu Friends, Whom I Truly Adore!
Dear Fubar Friends, I'm writing this quick note to let you ALL know that I appreciate your fu-friendship greatly. I am amazed and dazzled by the fucking crazy amount of friends and fans I have on here. It's really rad, and I'm psyched!! Sadly, I am finding it IMPOSSIBLE to keep in touch with all you via my shoutbox. The conversations in that thing alone are confusing, and sorting through the absolute bullshit messages to find the meaningful ones is a hard job. So. I've closed it down to family only. This doesn't mean you can't send me private messages! I'll check them and get back to you asap... Again. I wanna stress that I'm not trying to be a BITCH. It's just truly impossible to keep up with all of the shouts, and by leaving it open I'm only letting you all down. And I don't wanna do that

To All My Friends.
You are cool, you are sweet. Stay that way and never change. Keep cool and stay the same. Never change for any one but you're self. You are all number one in my books. I am looking for dj's to help me out with my lounge that I just got up. Plus some one to help me get the music on there and for the skins etc. Any help would be greatly appreciated. You all rock. I am looking for good people to join my turf. I have paid positions open. Here is the link. Please come and check it out. http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=11951 Thank you.

To All Juggalos And Juggalettes.
If you claim to be either a juggalo or juggalette, delete yourself from my friends list. I choose not to associate myself with someone who cant accept the fact that ICP is just a couple of bad musicians that paint their face and your taking this thing WAY too far. BTW your hatchet, is a fucking meat cleaver! Go to school.

To All You Haters Out There!!!
I am filled with so much right now..I don't even know where to begin..so Imma just write watever comes to mind I guess..I don't go on a personal level with many people...I don't reveal things about myself..things I am faced with..because I know that regardless of how bad I HAD it..or HAVE it now....I know there are people that have it MUCH worse...there is SOOO much hate..and it is uncalled for...no reason for it..even on here..an ADULT website...altho there are people that don't act like adults here...they call others names..people they don't even know..FU-WHORES or BLING WHORES...it's bullshit and who the fuck cares!!...is it really bothering anyone who posts what here...I mean it is obvious that if they didn't WANT and LIKE the attention they wouldn't be posting what they do....why hate someone for something they obviously enjoy....jealousy is an ugly little creature..and I say do WHATEVER it is that makes you happy...and if ANYONE isn't ok with this..then TA HELL with em...

To All That Helped Me On My Blast Feb 14th 2013
Arguments Oral disagreements a discussion involving differing points of view. each of whom advances facts supporting his or her own point of view. A controversy or a dispute may involve two or more persons the act, state, or fact of disagreeing. Their is enough " Fighting " in the world and here we are "fighting goin on among us " sad and I Refuse To Be Any Part Of It. Friends are brought to " Us for a Reason " Some Might Not Get It . But Fact Is Fact .. Their Brought To Us For Reason's God Only Knows . I Treasure All That Has Came Into My Life . I'm Far From Perfect I d

To All The Real Women On Fubar..
Hey, This blog is for the real women who have NSFW pictures on Fubar. If you have NSFW pictures on your profile please lock it up or take them down. Members have gotten there NSFW pictures stolen or saved by male members when viewing the pictures. Please get to kñow the guy before alllowing him access even female members who are lesbians same for them get to know them make sure they are who they say they are. Also set ground rules an if you have your NSFW pictures set to take credits make tjem higher then what it is now. please this site design to have fun be smart an be safe. Another thing to all men please "Read Prolises" before you do anything thanks hope this helps..

To Anyone Who Need Love
its funny how you can love someone knowing its going nowhere but you show no intrest in the person that loves you why is it so hard to find love or even a good friend these days the quality of people and relationships have gone down hill signing off LOOKIN 4 LOVE

To Anyone Who Knows How Much It Hurts.
Only Time Will Tell Sometimes I feel like my life isn't worth living, like I don't mean anything, like i'm not supposed to even be here on this Earth. I tell myself that suicide would make everything easier for myself and everyone I know but then I think and realize that that wont solve a thing it will only make things worse so I ask god "why am I here? what is my purpose?" and like a fool I wait for an answer that may never come. So I go on living each day wondering if I will ever know that answer. Will it come to me after my death or will it come sooner? And everyday it troubles me in my thoughts and in my dreams and I wonder if it will always be like this. Will I ever be able to just let go of this lingering question and live my life or will it just linger forever? These are the things only time will tell. Deborah S. Corkran

To Anyone Who Says They Love Me
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com What Are You? Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward in a new email with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sigh t. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO:. The sex addict

To Answer My "do You?" Blog From Poet.
an answer to your "Do You" blog.. (last one for today) Cogito, Ergo Sum When you look Do you see my fat? Or the kindness in my eyes? When you look Do you see my short stature? Or the loving mother? When you look Do you see my prominent proboscis? Or the accomplished pianist? When you look Do you see my comb over? Or the poet? When you look Do you see my advancing age? Or the wisdom of a world traveler? When you look Do you see my acne? Or the missionary? When you look Do you see my slant eyes? Or the pastry chef? When you look Do you see my blackness? Or my spiritual nature? When you look Do you see my gayness? Or the caring man within? When you look Do you see my homelessness? Or the Mother’s son gone awry? When you look Do you see my mental illness? Or the love I impart willingly? When you look Do you see my alcoholic rage? Or my helplessness? When you look Do you see my missing limb? Or the decorated veteran? Wh

To Anyone With Children Please Read!!!!
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

To Anyone That Wants To Know Me
My name is Mary Joy Osborn. I am 26 years old, 5'6", 175 lbs, and have 4 children. Elizabeth Nicole is 6, Robert Charles is 4, Hailee Marie is 2, and Ryan Alexander is 1. I am currently divorced from their father Richard, but I am in a relationship that is so much better. I met Jason Adam Vine about a year ago. Him and I have been so happy together and would like to eventually get married and add to our already large family. I love it because he is great with my kids, and although we have just met in person a couple months ago, he treats them like they are his own. The kids love him so much and even asked if they could call him daddy. Their father is now in the Army National Guard, and he is going to be going to Iraq in October. Just 4 days after our youngest sons birthday. The thing is, I don't see him coming back. He is going to be driving a fuel truck, which is just like driving a big target. I hate to think of things like that, but such is life. I joined CherryTap to f

To Anyone That Really Knows Me.....
This is crazy. I seen a bulletin about assholes that make stickys so I opened it. The bulletin consisted of everyone stickying the same thing. Well I have 2 stickys pimping out Stang to help her God Fathering which i was asked too do. I was just making conversation in the bulletin in which i thought thats what we could do.Seems that an attitude had to take place after I asked if the stickys were all pimping him out would it be ok. So to whom ever stickied both my bulletins thank you im not even for sure whom too thank myself. I know it was obviously someone that loves Stang. But for a comment too be made that i help whomever i want is absurd i help whomever ask for help with guide lines. How many people are on this site? We have helped alot of people some new Fubars and some old.Yes we help GodFathers again if its you GodFathering its a different story. I cant see my bulletins either but im not complaining. So too anyone that wants to delete me cause i posted a bulletin and it got

To Any Fucker Who Asks To See My Private Folder
So I keep getting alot of pig headed men straight up asking and begging to see my private folder.... well, I snapped and typed this letter back to a guy....he is no longer on my friends list, and I thought the letter I typed him should be made into a blog. How nice. ----------------------------------- Its very hard to make me mad...I don't give losers on the internet that much credit. Its not my fault half the population on this site doesn't know to read, or even use the whole left side of their brain. What pigs need to realize is, this may be an adult site, but that doesn't mean every woman on here is going to whore themselves out to strangers. Some chicks actually have brains...and things to do in life that are productive.... Now why on earth would I show you my private folder, when I don't even know you, and you have made no attempt what-so-ever to get to know me? Do you think because I'm young...I'm desperate for attention, and stupid? LOL I don't think so.... ---

To Anyone
1 Year Anniversary Let's get her to Godmother, A Woman that has helped so many in contest and leveling, It's Time to repay the love. Her Anniversary is Dec 6th But her Birthday is Dec 2, She will start uploading pics for rates since FUBAR has screwed the comment thing up. P.S She does retern Rates and stuff, Like me a diffrent type of Godfather ( Godmother ) ★☆★ƒreedom ίsnt ƒree★☆★**No Salute=No Add**@ fubar Viper Pit Lounge Staff Come By and check out some of the staff At The Viper Pit, Cool DJ's and Securty personel. SHOW EM SOME LOVE........... Lacey WildCo Ownder Viper Radio ~DJ Philburg360~Viper Radio Co Owner DevilGirl~Viper DJ DJ Mr. Nice GuyViper DJ djcone01Viper DJ DJ DragonViper DJ

To Any One That Cares
this is to any onyone that cares im tired of trying and im tired of crying tired of wonder y y i get treated the way i do and y i let it happen im sick of wanting and giving so much but recieving and getting so little. im worth so much but i let me ppl treat me like nothing i keep bending to appease u are u hapy yet? NO i will never be good enough for u, or her, nor him, i will never be good enough for him! but i am i am more than he deserves really, but i will never be in his dreams i will never be all he thinks about i wont be good enough. he sleeps like a baby every night he lays down his head, while i wonder waht i have done wrong, or y i deserve thsi treatment. i will cry myself to sleep yet again while i wonder y. y he cant love me y he cant txt me y i let him in to hurt me again. and more important yet would i again? sadly the answer is yes i would let him hurt me a third time. cus twice was not enough heartach i would let it happen again. i am in love or lus

To Anyone With Children Please Read!!!!!
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

To An Awesome Week!!
Some of you already knew we were meeting, and for those of you that had no clue, well now you do .lol There was no stress or awkwardness,as we met for the first time and hugged. It was brief as I had some running around to do. We met back up, the conversation flowed freely and the relationship between us felt like an old glove. I can honestly say he is my best friend. There was never a certain agenda on any given day, which made it a lot easier for me to flow with. We went for drives here and there. The funniest adventure was when we went up to Fredericksburg, I spotted a house for sale that I liked. We got out to look at it and about 20 mins after being there a Realtor shows up, and is all apologetic about being late. Me being who I am, played it off. I told her we weren't her apt. She offered a tour of the inside of the house and we accepted. After looking at the house inside and out. We carried on a conversation about what we were looking for and the price range. LOL!! It was abs

To Anyone And Everyone
I am the way into the Doleful city, I am the way into Eternal Greif. I am the way to a Forsaken Race, Justice it was that moved my great creator Devine omnipotence created me and highest wisdom joined with primal love. Before me nothing but eternal things were made, and I shall last eternaly. Abandon every hope all you who ENTER! Spc.Orozco Jose Angel 1/187 Bco. 3rd Plt. FOB Striker APO AE 09344 if anyone wants to support your troops heres your chance LOL Gummi's Movies Ramen Noodle cup's Lil debbie food snack's porn Import Tuner magazine athletes foot spray Marlboro menthol 72's green or anything else youd like to send everything will be much apreciated

To Anyone That Thinks I'm Bitchy Lately
So in two months, I've lost 1 friend, my friends mom who helped raise me, two aunts and as of Monday, 2 uncles. I've moved to help out another aunt and uncle while my uncle is sick, going in and out of the hospital for surgey, and left all my friends and the rest of my family at home. I have to look for a job in a place I don't even know. I've been sick for the past two weeks and might have to get chest x-rays to find out the official problem. I'm stressed out constantly and trying to deal with a lot of shit that's being put on me. I thought that a certain person actually gave a shit and cared about me, and turns out, he only wanted what was easiest for him and truly doesn't care about anyone elses happiness or well-being but his own. I tried. I'm tired of people bitching at me about shit that I have no control over and then getting pissed at me for not being in the mood to joke around or even make any attempt to boggle myself more with constant contradictions between actions an

To Answer A Few Questions
Ok just here to answer a few question for some of the not so considerate people...i have not been on much for 2 reasons...(1) my heart is in A-Fib and they are trying to control it and i went in Thursday for a Cardioversion and it was NOT succesful and still working on that....(2) A ladder fell on me that my cousin was on and fell 15ft and i broke his fall but crashed my knee into the concrete and gouged n cut n bruised my back up really BAD.....i DONT want no sympathy but i have had a FEW so called FRIENDS wanting to know why im not returning the rates and love....Soooo i guess be mad if ya want or be patient and hopefully soon i will return back to as NORMAL as i Can Be....... THANKS CAPPY

To Anyone That Has Ever Experinced Child Abuse! Mine And Also My Mothers Childhood And Adult Personal Fight!!!
Tell me what I did to make you treat me so cheaply, What did I do to make you so angry and make you beat me, You could see I was broken up inside and you just threw me around, You left me lying dazed upon the ground. I did not dare to meet your eyes but prayed you would see what you had done, You picked me up and told me "we’d just have some fun". A lump lodged uneasily in my throat, my eyes glistening with tears, My tiny body exhausted, yet knowing the worst was near. I wanted to scream and fight you and run for the door. You broke me ..you wore me down.. but still wanted more, incapable of movement,frozen to the core. Bit by bit ripping my dignity, You left me on the bed shaking and broken. I prayed someone would come, please let someone waken, I would lay and go to a place where when I cried for help someone would come, And where people didn't hurt people who love them "just for fun". I’d talk to my friends who’d come and rescue me from the

Toast Of The Day
Here's to the breeze That blows through the trees And lifts the skirts above the knees To show us the things that tease and please Oh, how I love the breeze! Here's to me, here's to you, if you don't like me then FUCK YOU!!

To A Special Person
I love you, my darling, and you know it's true I thank God in Heaven for someone like you. I never knew how empty my life really could be But this is what I lived before He gave you to me. Whole is my life for you are here now To continue without you I do not know how. So be with me forever my heart needs your stay 'Twould stop its rhythm if you ever went away. I know this love for you will last You are my future, my now, my past.

To A Sweet Young Man I Love You
Dom To a young man my precious son if theres a spirit thats pure its yours and a nature thats placid it yours one filled with love and compassion its yours..i love you son your my wee man in my life and that i as your mother will always treasure your laughter and thoughfullness. your a fine young man and im ever so proud of you and all your achievements. your sports you play and the true meaning of sportsmanship im so proud to see you display that and its also to be admired..Your growing into a fine young man and you have taught me so much over time you have given me strength in times where you have been injured, and shown that you have a high tolerance to pain and my son thats amazing to see a young person go through some of the kinds of injuries that you have suffered. Your talents grow each day you apply them, your good in all that you set forth to do, i've never met a childs heart as pure as yours.. and the compassion you show to others its a marvel to look at you and see what a

A Toast To Women
here's a toast to women so pure and divine who bloom once a month and bear every nine But are the only creatures this side of hell who can take juice from nuts without breaking the shell lol sadly i cant take credit much as id love too ...lol thnx hunni sure do love this one :D

A Toast To The Douchebags!!
Brawndo TA...: start talking or i delete To Brawndo TA...: took care of that for ya Brawndo TA...: looks like ive been right all along i accept almost all friends requests and i will speak to anyone.. i love a good conversation..more than points, pimps, bling or anything like that but being an ass will get you blocked immediately. Jake250: I wanna cum right in ur hair To Jake250: you're disgusting Jake250: mm I wanna shoot all my warm sticky cum all over ur face and in ur hair..and rub it around with my dick To Jake250: never gonna happen Jake250: mm it would if I were there To Jake250: no. it wouldn't. you disgust me. Jake250: oh it would happen.. if I had to hold you down and force you To Jake250: so you're a rapist? no wonder you're online perving women Jake250: whatever it takes This is just really disturbing to me. Sitting behind the computer seems to make little boys feel invincible. Rape is real. Its not something I find amusing at all. Do the women of th

To Augie
It's not that bad you know All your dreams came true After a fashion The scars The girls The adventures You're a bona-fide storyteller now. You're no longer a runt In fact, you're pretty tough By the time you get to be me, You won't fear pain anymore. And true, it's a long distance between us, One not easily traveled. And even when you get to be me. . . You'll still feel lost, and alone at times. But it's better now. All your dreams come true. And you'll be amazed when you realize That you'd forgotten that you dreamed them. I wish I could give you something more tangible. I think of you there alone, hiding in your closet, Crying again. And all I can do is write you this letter. More than two decades late. We turn out ok, I swear. You're an amazing guy. I'm still stunned that you never gave up. Never stopped believing Never stopped trying Didn't even consider it. I'm proud to have been you. Even though it sucked at the time. It's better now. You'll be ha

" To Awsome Sis I Love You Caught Me Off Guard "
WOW LIBERTY , GOD IM SO LOST FOR WORDS AND COULDN'T SEE WHAT I WANTED SO I GOT THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE LIKE A SISTER AS ARE AFEW OTHERS , WOW DAMN CHERIE IS LOST FOR WORDS TY TY HUGS CHERIE TY FOR THE GIFT . Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

To A Wandering Mind
To the one who lights my fire, and leaves me wanting more, I beckon you to come hither, your invite stands as thus: RSVP ASAP with me, and I'll fulfill your every need!!! As for the rest of you, this is a place to beckon the wanted to your arms!

To Awsome Person To You From All That Knows You For You !!
YOU LIGHT UP OUR LIVES EACH DAY YOUR HERE , ALWAYS HAVE A " LIGHT ABOUT YOU " YOU SPEAK WITH WISDOM FROM THE HEART , YOU ARE AMAZING SWEETIE , YOU WILL BE IN OUR HEARTS , AND THOUGHTS AS YOU TAKE THE JOURNEY TO YOUR COUNTRY . ALWAYS REMEMBER WE LOVE YOU . AND WHAT I GAVE YOU TODAY . " MAY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WING'S AROUND YOU'S AND PROTECT YOU'S ALWAYS" . WROTE BY CHERIE'MARIE AKA WITCHESBREW 3/14/97 . THIS HERE IS FOR YOU FROM ME AND ALL THAT KNOWS YOU HERE ON FUBAR .OUR LOVE AND THOUGHT'S GO WITH YOU .SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! BESAFE BECAREFUL HUGS CHERIE' MARIE

To Be Truely Happy
spiritual means the mind and spiritual people are those who seek its nature. Through this they come to understand the effects of their behavior, the actions of their body, speech, and mind. morality is the wisdom that understands the nature of the mind. when you know the nature of your own mind, depression is spontaneously dispelled. whatever pain, pleasure, or other feeling you experience, it is all an expression of your mind. when you discover that true satisfaction comes only from the mind, you relize you can extend this experiance without limit, and then it is possible to discover everlasting happieness....so its actually very simple Lama Yeshe

To Be Thinner
Fat bitch, lard ass, huge-a-saurus rex, you name it I've been called I and it's got me pretty vexed. Some people can eat a side of beef and still keep their weight down; me I can drink a glass of water and pick up twenty pounds. Should I really care about what people look at me and see; or should I be proud with how my GOD chose to make me. Could I be supper thin, you know like a model type; or is thin truly over rated, a whole bunch of media hype. Well, maybe not super thin, don't want to loose to much weight; just around fifty pounds or so yeah that would be great. So that's settled, I'll do it, I am on the path to be thinner; I will start my diet right now , as soon as I finish eating my dinner. By THICKA

To Be A Creature Of The Night
To Be A Creature Of The Night The moon rises full in the darkness of the summer sky, I stretch My black wings and ready Myself to fly, Leaving My physical form behind for it is not needed, Traveling the Spiritual world, My progress unimpeded, No matter the shield that may try to block My way, Shadow Lord, Fallen Angel, Vampyr, and Shaman, not Fae, My powers follow no rules, for they are not Mine alone, Each comes with a price, some darkness for which to atone, A Wolf of the shadows, a race that has mastered the in between, Slipping in and out of planes at will, sight unseen, Cast out from His pack for His only true desire, Loving a rival, her love quenched the burning fire, My Ancestral calling, the Shaman, Master of Nature’s magic, That part alone, the only one with a story not tragic, Guided by five totems and blessed by His kin, Through faith and conviction learning balance again, The Fallen Angel, cast down by consciences accord, Tired of the war between the Shi

To Be Or Not To Be
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69 Do you like it rough or sensual?: sensual first, then w/e Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite How often do you like to have sex?: 24/7 Is sex a top priority for you?: YES!!! Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: never have :( How do you feel about one night stands?: probably nice How many one night stands have you had?:0 What's your favorite position?: legs on shoulders Where's your favorite place to have sex?:nice big bed Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: make love Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yes How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: 20 mins or so Do you get off first or do they?: him Do you like kissing during sex?: ya Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: semi loud Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Loud Does size matter (for g

To Be A Hero
I read this and it made me cry i wanted to share it with all my friends it was made by firefighter I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a buildi

To Be Continued...................
ONCE AGAIN A LIFE GONE/SHOWN ALL I COULD SHOW BUT STILL NOOOOOOOOOOO/I OPEN MY HEART BUT IT CLOSES ON ITZ OWN/WHY...BECAUSE OF THE LOVE IT WAS SHOWN.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT MY HEART DOESNT SHINE/ BUT IT WILL BE FINE IN TIME/I GUESS ITZ A MESS..../SEE IF U DONT KNOW LOVE CANT SHOW LOVE/ SO DONT HATE ME WHEN I CLOSE UP/HELP ME DONT RUN/SHOW STRENGHT AND COMFORT/SHOW LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE SCARZ AND PAIN PUSH U AWAY/ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE TURMOIL INSIDE MAKES US BOTH CRY.../YES I CRY..IM A MAN WE DO/ITZ A PUNK MOTHERFUCKER THAT CANT BE TRUE////BUT GUESS WHO HURTZ /THE REAL ONES THAT CAN ADMIT IT/SHOW IT/BE REAL WIT IT....NOW THINK ABOUT THIS BEFORE U JUDGE A HURTING HEART......TO BE CONT.................

To Be Lied Too......some Of My Thoughts
In the darkness, I see thee Thee like an angel of light. Slowly guiding my way. Backing to me. Calling to my soul. Showing there is hope. Filling every inch of space. Time slowly stops moving. Drawing pleasure from one another. Drawing closer together. Bodies entwined. So wrapped up in each other. Hunger. Passion. Juices. Flowing freely. The aching, needing hunger. Meeting in soft kisses. Tongues mating, entwining. Body's touching, rubbing. No one else exist in the lovers embrace. Pulls at his body urgering him closer. To take her. Stroking each others body tenderly. Slowly ever so slowly. Not wanting to miss any of each other. Slowly takes him into her body. Hardness meeting wetness. The dance slowly starting. Wetness flowing freely. The desire becoming torture. Racing to the end. She pulls him deeper. Hearing his sighs. The dance of their hips reaching a feverish level. Moaning. Lips meeting, Mating. Within the dance of there body's. Learning ea

To Be Continued?
Wasting Away! (BcM 11-3-07) My eyes drop and scratch the pavement, My ears echo with the ringing silence. Stones thrown through my heart, Past the flesh with not scratch upon them. Wild fantasies of love & lust fill my thoughts, My mirror returns me home once again. Yearning, Screaming, Gasping for that place, To find a parking lot over my paradise. Wicked feelings of anger & rage, I hunt for victims in my cold. Torture and torment they are my shield and sword, Forever cursing & cleansing the holly ground. Freedoms hand reaches out, But slaps me in the head again. Time tocks and ticks and rolls on by, Leaving me wonder when will I just die. Today is the same, Yesterday too Claws scratch at my door, The search for it too Y

To Be From Long Island Is To Understand Lmao
ANNOUNCEMENT: Mattel has recently announced the release of limited-edition Barbie Dolls for the Long Island, NY market. They are:___________________________________________________________North Shore, Nassau County Barbie :This princess Barbie is sold only at Roosevelt Field Mall and Walt Whitman Mall. She comes with several Prada and Louis Vuitton handbags, a Guess watch, Lexus SUV and a foreign dog named "Honey". Her Glen Cove mansion and Gotti family neighbors sold separately.Manorville Barbie:The modern day homemaker Barbie is available with Ford Wind Star Mini-van and matching gym outfit. Included is a King Kullen grocery store and Hunter's Run or Frontier Trail Dream House When you press the button on her back she screams at her kids "Hurry up and get in the van, we have to go pick up your father up at the 6:20 train in Ronkonkoma!" Traffic jamming cell phone sold separately.North Bellport Barbie:This Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, and 4 summons to appear in Islip Central Court

To Be 30!
I have started this year with a new out-look. I have decided, whether the past brought laughs or tears that it is the past.. and now I must create and live for the future. I have awesome people around me, I am always happy. I have created some goals to which I would like to accomplish in time. The each goal has a certain time limit and I am doing well with conquering each one successfully. Setting smaller goals, makes the larger ones so much easier to reach and not so far fetched. My horoscope for the past week, has been amazingly similiar to situations I have found myself a part of. Its funny because I was thinking "wow, they are good," not looking at the whole picture. there are so many people, and we all received the same horoscope. It was actually reassuring to know, there are probably 10,000 people reading it and saying "wow, that is so true" lol. I went from thinking too much into it, to just reading it and saying "how are we going to change this....or; ok, now wher

To Be 6 Again
To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. "I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over

To Be Free... Depressing
Sometimes I wish it would just go away The thoughts, the feelings, just the whole day Sometimes I feel as if I'm not me I just want to be free What causes this feeling What am I concealing Am I alone in my thinking Or do others too feel like they are sinking To make it through a day and a night Sometimes that alone, is out of my sight Does it have to do with my past How long is this going to last Will I make it through What is your point of view Do you ever think like this Do you ever reminisce Thinking about how things were before It was like God was holding open the door Now it's like I'm locked in a place With no way out and no one to embrace Locked up inside my head Holding on just by a thread I think the string is about to break I wish I could awake To open my eyes and see I am blessed Just can't happen because I am too stressed Too many depressing things Where are my guardian angel's wings How do I continue All I do is sit here and stew

To Be Alone...
Who knows if anyone really reads everything on here, and to the ones that do I really do appreciate it. Does anyone out there ever feel like they're always playing second best to someone? No matter how hard you try, its like your never good enough for anyone. I feel that way right now, and the pain is too much to bare. Im in need of a lot of alcohol, good music, and a few friends to just drink my pain away. If I cant have that, then I pray to God that things start getting better and fast!! One Love!-David Unspoken words lead to an empty heart, now I look for what is true...The pain inside tears me apart; all that’s left are memories of you...Grey clouds boil overhead...Rain floods a path of torture into the night...I silently play out the words I said...In hopes it would shed some light...I tried to drown my sorrow deep...Hiding within the shadows...I find myself fighting with sleep...No one knows...Unbreakable hearts will never be, as love will blind us all...Taking things so we canno

To Be The One
I want to be the one you run to When everything has gone wrong I want to be there in your time of need When you need someone that is strong I want to be the one that is on your mind Late at night when you cant sleep I want to be the one you think about When you want a friend to keep I want to be the smile on your face When fond memories you recall I want to be the hand that stretches out When your about to fall I want to be the one that dries your tears When you have a broken heart I want to be the one that was there Like you wanted from the start I want to be the one that you see When you forever want someone in your life Dedicated to Michael aka Crazy

To Be A Witch
To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything, and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth. To be a Witch is to change the world around you, and yourself. To be a Witch is to share and to give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods, and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magic, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is good and right. To be a Witch is to is to harm none. To be a Witch is to know the ways of the old. To be a Witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a Witch is to follow the moon. To be a Witch is to be one with the gods. To be a Witch is to study and learn. To be a Witch is to be both the teacher and the student. To be a Witch is to

To Be Prepared..for Everything That May Go Wrong Or Get It My Way ;-)
Growing up I have been raised to be pretty close to nature. Mainly how to live off of it. We lived back in the woods of Jasper,Tx. This blog only goes into my father's side of survivalism. Peace through superior firepower, and always be prepared. Much earlier than most would even imagine. I was shooting my BBgun at age 4. * Attn parents. The BBgun is a "gateway gun", becareful. Along with that comesthe first rifle.* He taught me respect and care for firearms. Next was my .22lr at 6, then a lil 410g shotgun. That was about it on the freebies. Instead, he shared his for the teaching. A varied assortment of arms. I never reallly cared for the non-sporting hunts. A timer and feeder. Isnt sporting. There have been many day and night spent out in the Big Thicket or river bottoms of S.E.Texas deer and squirrel hunting. Now, when I was told to shoot some squirrels for dinner by my Mom. It carried a different tone. A few opossums, a skunk here and there did fall under my aim. Neither of which a

To Be On My Top Friends List
IM OPENING UP MY TOP FRIENDS LIST TO THOSE IT MATTERS TO. SINCE ONLY 10 IS ALLOWED ITS A FIRST COME FIRST SERVE BASIS. MESSAGE ME IF YOU WANT TO BE ON MY TOP FRIENDS LIST. I WILL BE CHECKING THE TIMES OF WHEN THEY ARRIVE TO DECIDE WHO WAS FIRST, OBVIOUSLY. START MESSAGING ME IN 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... 0... WHY ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? GET TO MESSAGING ME NOW

To Be Red
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

To Be In Love!!
To be in Love is nice To find Love would be nicer To be in Love with someone and share life with To be in Love is hard and takes work To be in Love isnt easy To be in Love takes patience To be in Love takes time To be in Love with someone isnt easy To be in Love takes two people To be in Love takes communication To be in Love takes a lifetime to do To be in Love hurts at times To be in Love always hurts others To be in Love is a lifetime of enjoyment To be in Love is joyful with the right person To be in Love is a wonderful experience To be in Love and to love is wonderful To be in Love is giving feelings To be in Love is sharing thoughts To be in Love is giving Love to someone special To be in Love sucks and hurts when heartbroken To be in Love takes time to heal from To be in Love, I hope you can be the one and only true love that can heal My broken loving heart I already know who My Fu-friends are on, and you know who You are too!!, and thanks for being t

To Beautiful, She Knows Who She Is
You hide your parts like pieces of a puzzle. Never letting anyone see the Real You, not all together. Insecure and worried that others may find the picture ugly or imperfect. But I look at each piece individualy,and each is a work of art. Not one of them a sign of ugliness or shame. Only beauty can I see. I've tried putting them together, but in futility, realized just how unimportant that is. So, I return to appreciate each piece in itself, until the day I may be blessed and see "You".

To Be Diseased Or Not To Be Diseased
The causes of epididymitis tend to vary with age. In men over 35, epididymitis is usually caused by the same bacteria responsible for urinary tract infections. In many instances, the condition develops shortly after the man has a medical procedure involving the urinary tract, such as the insertion of a catheter (a flexible tube used to drain urine from the bladder) or a prostate biopsy (removal of a small tissue sample). Some patients actually have a typical bladder infection at the same time they are developing the signs and symptoms of epididymitis. In such cases, the bacteria spread up the urethra (the tube that urine and semen pass through) and enter the internal sex organs through the prostate. In young men, however, epididymitis is usually the result of a sexually transmitted disease (STD), caused when a disease-causing microbe -- often chlamydia or gonorrhea -- enters through the urethra after a sexual encounter. It usually takes a week or more to develop epididymitis after

To Be Loved
Be careful if you make a women cry, cuz god counts her tears. The women comes out of a man's rib not from his feet to be walked on, not from his hand to be superior, but to be equal, Under the arm to be proteted, Next to the heart to be LOVED.

To Be Honest
Ok, so I am usually not one to complain about much, but recently my boyfriend and I broke up. We were together for four years. He has three daughters and well, his oldest is 12. I found out he had been cheating on me with an 18 year old girl. He is 34. I gave him my life and did everything for him. He never had to worry about anything. He never had to ask or want for anything from me. I guess loveing someone isn't enough these days. The hardest thing for me to except was the fact that I not only lost the man I loved very dearly, but I lost three angels that mean so much to me. I still talk to the girls and his family, but as far as talking to him it is just to hard to hear his voice. I won't lie. I still love him dearly and hope things work out for him. I will not be around to take him back when he realizes he had a great thing. I guess the only thing I can do is look at it as a lesson learned and move on. I have been knocked down before and got up, so I guess this is not

To Be True (my Poem)
To Be True You don’t touch me like you use to, what am I to do, it’ such a Hard thing to do In this Position it’s a man’s Intuition especially when there are so many girls I remain faithful but, I don’t want to test your trust But, I’m floating on a life saver in a wide sea of lust Is it me or us, feeling we are both obligated to each other and must Stay together but, all we do is fight and fuse Break up to make up; make up sex is a plus On the occasion but, you got me waiting While these other girls’ spinning my head like Dayton’s Wanting me to ride, girl I’m serious, you got me heart aching Quit playing with my heart before I start breaking My pledge to you With so many beautiful girls it’s getting hard to be true Written by LAZARAZ

To Be Cheated On
WE GO THROUGH LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN WE GET INTO RELATIONSHIPS..ALL WE HOPE FOR IS TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND FALL IN LOVE AND LIVE HAPPLIE EVER AFTER..BUT YEA DON'T REALLY WORK OUT THAT WAY..ALL THE RELATIONSHIPS THAT I HAVE BEEN IN THEY ALL CHEATED ON ME AND YET WHEN IT WAS DONE AND OVER BETWEEN US THEY ALWAYS CRY FOR ANOTHER CHANCE AND TELL YOU THENSAME THING OVER AND OVER "IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN" SO FULL OF IT..SOME GUYS MIGHT NEVER DO IT AGAIN AND SOME GUYS JUST CAN' STAY WITH ONE PERSON, THEY GOTTAH BVE WITH ME AND EVERYBODY AND THEIR DAMN MAMA'S..REALLY TO ME I HAVE NO TIME TO PLAY DAMN GAMES AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE WITH ME IT'S ME ONLY AND NO0 ONE ELSE CAUSE IN THAT CASE KEEP YOUR ASS MOVING AND MOVING FAST RIGHT PASS ME SO THAT I DON'T WASTE MY TIME ON YOU.. THAT IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT PPL'S THAT CHEAT..YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TIL IT'S GONE AND GONE FOR GOOD

To Beautiful
TheDark... When You Know When you're with that someone, Your heart begins to pound. You try to say what you feel, But cannot make a sound. It blinds your heart to see, It's like not having any sight. You feel it driving you crazy, But know that it's right. You feel like you're flying, As free as a Dove. It's the feeling that you get, When you know you're in love. Your heart lies in fear, Your mind wanders in confusion, You swear it isn't real, But know it's not illusion. You look into your heart to see Your heart's point of view. Your soul reaches out to thee And pulls it into you. Your heart is finally set, Your soul wanders the stars above. It's the feeling that you get, When you know you're in love. TheDark... All My Life I see your shadow on the wall, Just one Candle burning Bright. I hold your picture to my heart, I'm alone inside the night. The moon shines in my

To Be A Sadist Or Not To Be That Is The ?
Believe it or not, the dynamics of a BDSM relationship are often driven by the submissive, not by the dominant. The submissive sets the limits; the submissive decides what places can and can not be explored; the submissive has the ability to call a halt to the scene. The dominant, in many ways, is simply a facilitator. It's the dominant's job to create a setting where the people involved can explore the submissive's fantasies. (As an aside, it's important to note that these limits can change over time. It may be that something that used to sound like it wouldn't be fun or interesting might in the future tickle your fancy; and that things you enjoy now, you may not necessarily enjoy in the future. People change over time. It's important, when you explore BDSM, to remember that, and to make a habit of talking to your partner about things you like and don't like as those things change.) Dominating your partners does not mean that you don't want to please them. It is not always, or e

To Be A Saint
NEVER SHALL THE BLOOD OF THE INNOCENT BE SHED... YET THE BLOOD OF THE WICKED SHALL FLOW LIKE A RIVER... THEY SHALL SPREAD THEIR BLACKENED WINGS AND BE THE VENGEFUL HAMMER OF GOD...FOR THEY SHALL SEEK VENGANCE FOR THE WEAK WHO ARE TOO AFRAID OR FEARFUL TO SEEK IT FOR THEMSELVES... AND I SHALL COUNT THEE AMONG MY FAVORED SHEEP AND YOU SHALL HAVE THE PROTECTIONOF ALL THE ANGLES IN HEAVEN "A MAN WITH A FAMILY GOES HOME EVERYDAY AFTER WORK... HE TURNS ON THE NEWS, YOU NO WHAT HE SEES... THEY SEE RAPIST,MURDERERS, AND CHILD MOLESTERS ALL GETTING OUT OF PRISION... DRUG LORDS GETTIN CAUGHT WITH 20 KILOS GETTIN OUT ON BAIL THE SAME DAY...AND EVERYWHERE, EVERYONE THINKS THE SAME THING SOMEONE SHOULD JUST TAKE EM OUT...KILL EM ALL...

To Be A Friend!!!
Friendship needs no studied phrases, polished face, or winning wiles; Friendship deals no lavish praises, Friendship dons no surface smiles. Friendship follows Nature's diction, Shuns the blandishment of Art, Boldly severs truth from fiction, Speaks the language of the heart. Friendship favors no condition, Scorns a narrow minded creed, Lovingly fulfills its mission, Be it word or be it deed. Friendship cheers the faint and weary, Makes the timid spirit brave, warns the erring, lights the dreary, Smooths the passage to the grave. Friendship- pure, unselfish friendship, All through life's alloted span, Nurtures, strengthens, widens, lengthens, Man's relationship with man...

To Be 6 Again......
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observin his wife lookin at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. I'd like to be six again', she replied, still lookin in the mirror. On the mornin of her birthday, he arose early, and made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park: the Death Slide, The Wall of Fear, the Screamin Monster Roller Coaster- every ride there was. Five hours laterthey staggered out of the theme park The wife's head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. The husband then took her to a fast food restaurant where he ordered her a burger with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, with popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted.\ He leaned over his wife witha a bi

To Be Wasted Or Not
My sexy lover doesn't like me drinking. I enjoy drinking. I don't do it often but when I do I usually get wasted. Should I drink? I really love him and don't like upsetting him. Maybe there is a way I can compromise. Let me think. I know I will only drink at home. Of course I could get drunk on fubar!!! Love you babe!!!

To Be Your Next Angel..
I'm hosting a Happy Hour today and that will give me all my points to Angel. However, I'll never make it without your help. I still need 22 referrals. I have no real life friends. So I'm calling out to my fu-friends...if you have a friend, family member, co-worker, business partner or class mate...and you think they'd do great on this site, perhaps you can give them this link and they can join under my name. It'll help me...if not, I'll forever be Oracle. Let me know if you send any invites, I'll do whatever I can to repay you. XoXoX http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1983444 Much Love... Bri-Tah-Nee

To Be Continued. Ha
hey you.. bloggers. sexys;) just thought i'd write a quick blog before ii go.. so i'll be back with some new pics, they are on my cell then we're just chill out i guess. anyway be back later;) rate me! it was a moment of weakness when you said yes. well you should've said no, you should've gone home. you should've thought twice before you let it all go.. you should've known the word but what you did with her would get back to me. And i should've been there in the back of you're mind, ii shouldn't be asking myself why. you shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet. you should've said no, and baby you might still have me.. :P i love that song ...

To Be Honest
Some time in life we want things in our life that are amazing we want them to flourish generally one of two things happen: a it is not truly what we wanted and it self desructs or be it works out perfectly and it goes great . if we want something bad enough is it worth waiting for worth giving it our all even if it is risky. If we are ready to change and want to finally work to make a true give and take can it work. Is it worth it to risk taking the time even if nothing may come of it. If you put yourself out and you lose it do you let go. If time changes all, why is a risk to let things go back to how they were. If relations can truly build from friendship and can sex ruin relations could the former and the later balance out and actually become something good . well the fact of the matter is that whatever life brings there will be pain there will be pleasure and everything in between and if we are to scared of those things life will be miserable and we will be alone for the rest o

To Become A Child Again.
As adults we are always taught to be grown up, to be strong, to have it all together. Agenda's, schedules, and calculated tasks are always at hand. We are taught to not fail, or have mistakes, failings, or weaknesses, or we maybe viewed as foolish or immature. But in all of this we can so easily lose sight of laughter, play, innocence, and the wonders around us, that we fail to see, because we are unaware. Children see something new all day. They can find joy in the least of things. In the least there are many treasures to behold, and to inspire. A child inspires because of their ability to be and do things that we secretly would like to have again. Yes we can live vicariously through them, but as an adult, try to see through the eyes of a child and to not forget who you once were, when the world was new. DarciRead more:http://www.myspace.com/alenda_1/blog#ixzz0z2oPQmgq

To Be Or Not To Be!!! Is Tha Question
Please give me your input on a spiratual view, please bont be corny!!! DOES IT MATTER TO BE OR NOT? just to be average or above? and if so should it cost real money to buy your friends and family, or base it off personality, and loyalty to them?

To Be Passed Around, Or Not To Be Passed About...
To be entirely honest, I think I could stay at level 23 permanently. I'm not going to put any money into this game and I don't expect you to put money into it on my behalf. I'm really not enthusiastic at the thought of several people having to 'own' me... I mean, ffs, I do understand that it is a game. The point of the game being to make passing e-acquaintances and maybe see naughty-bits belonging to members of the sex one happens to be attracted to. Well, if that's all it is.... I'll just stick to the social aspect of it that doesn't include trolling for women and begging them to show a breast here or whining them to stand up.... If you see my webcam broadcast on, expect me to be wearing pants. The "I've seen Grey's Cock Club" doesn't need e-members. I honestly am not looking for more real life members for that club either. If you see me pop up in your broadcast, assume correctly that I'm at werk and killing time, or that maybe I want to hear a glimpse of your voice over the wail of

Tobis
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

To Bid Or Not To Bid...
That's right Ladies & Gents...This girl is being Auctioned as one of the Sexiest Inked Women of Fubar!!! So stop by and throw down a Bid, you know ya wanna ;) http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1651712&albumid=963992&i=654554771&idx=1

To Blog Or Not To Blog...
I know that it really doesn't matter, but I am looking anyway. I am looking for Kelly Weide. She used to live in Westlake Village, CA. She used to work for me at a lighting company. Then she moved to Reno, NE and I haven't heard from her since. I think she would probably say it doesn't matter either. Kelly is 32 or 33 or 34. Maybe 35. She is the kind of person that can and usually does get what she wants. Not without effort. What I mean to say is, like me, she knows that everything is attainable. All you need to do is find the right angle of attack. I've been looking for Kelly for a few years now. Guess my angle is all out of whack. So if you know her, will you please tell her that a guy she once worked for, is looking for her. And if you aren't scared, maybe you could tell me how I can reach her. Think about it for a minute. I mean really think about it. It is what ever is on your mind, right now. Did you think about it? Now ask yourself, "Does it really matter?" Sure i

To Blessed To Be Stressed
[ Home ] [ The Controversy ] [ Online Books ] [ Study the Word! ] [ GOD's Health Laws ] [ Religious Liberty ] [ Links ] MANY CHURCH LEADERS and politicians are unified on the hotly debated issue of legislating Sunday as a day of rest. Today, great efforts are being made to gain influence in the executive and legislative circles of the United States federal government in order to enact laws for the observance of Sunday as a national day of rest. The thrust is not overtly religious but is couched in a concern for the welfare of the American family. This activity is being duplicated in other parts of the world as well under the same pretense. It is ironic to see this kind of legislation being promoted when you consider what has been said by the leaders of the Christian churches at different times in history. Considering this, it is also ironic to see what was the practice of Christians throughout history. In even stronger words, Pope John Paul II has asked for more st

Tobobot
I appreciate this new welcome. I hope to find an online bar, different from the bars in Raleigh. I'm here for the drinks, and the friends. Sorry ladies, I'm taken. There's nothing fake about me, so I hope this here is legit. I usually do it for the blogging cause I love it! This goes for all my Al Ka Holics representing to the fullest! I luv yall, but keep it rated PG!

To Break The Cycle
Last Friday I went to court with my ex husband.... to say this decision was easy is far from the truth as I never wanted it to go this far.. The History... I got married and stayed married for nearly 10 years for the sake of my children. The man I married was controlling, abusive and cruel. It was so hard to break the cycle of abuse that I had not only been subjected to throughout my marriage but my entire life in one way or another. As a mother, I did not want my sons to think the was I was being treated was okay or my daughter to some day find a partner who abused her. I left. Oh, but I was punished severely for that choice but I chose not to retaliate for the sake of my children. My ex comes from a large family who has always taken care of him since the death of their parents. Nothing will ever be "his fault" because it will always be one excuse or another. I walked away from our marriage with nothing more than my few personal belongings and my vehicle. He threatened to t

To Busy For A Friend?
Too Busy for a Friend ? One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't ma

To Buzz, Since This Is The Only Way To Communicate With You
A friend of mine on FUBAR posted an awesome blog and I would like all my friends to rate it and take a look at it. Thank you Jackie Here's the original bulletin he posted: Im gonna keep posting ths till the women here actually feel comfortable enough to talk to people wothout having to worry about whats gonna be said or until they stop receiving unwelcome pics just because you wanna show off your little friend...so any questions after you view this..just die cause you're truly stupid...later http://fubar.com/blog/88834/376004 Ladies please repost im fighting for you here ok?...ty Irishtoad_UnBroken_saNGuiNE_PriNCe I can understand you being upset and all, you could have given me the common curtursy to say something if you were upset of if someone did not like what I was saying. You tell me you wanted to ban me from day 1, well what stopped you, at least then i wouldn't have grown close to some of the people in there, and if I made some inappropriate remarks, how

To Buy Or To Repair?
And if I fix the how soon should I do it? Just found a big leak in the heater of ol' Poppa car. Spewing water and anti-freeze all over the inside of the car. Poppa is a 90 Blazer with about 175,000 miles. Last year the fan clutch went out and tore up the radiator and everything. Cost $800 to fix that. The guy across the street said it is just the heater core and to dump some of that aluimnun stuff in the radiator and it should be ok. The guy down the street said thing could blow up at any time. That the block could be cracked or the head warped or the head gasket shot. Is this family heirloom worth saving?

Toby Keith
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Toby Keith
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Toby's Stuff
A Night Walker's Lament Ages have I passed Millennia are as decades More monster than man Though I still wear man's skin Have not loved since I was alive Did not think myself capable anymore 'Til I met her, and amazing vibrant child Barely in her second decade, I've seen more than 500 An old soul she is with the vitality of youth She captured my essence, like afly in amber How can she see in me, what I was When I myself had almost forgotten Her touch on my skin brings heat sorely missed My touch gives her chills, she says do excite her If I grant her immortality, will she lose what I desire And become yet another in a long line of no-ones I can see her in a blood red gown Made of silk and velvet and lace Regal beauty my not yet undead queen Decided to offer my greatest gift I sit alone in a cavern black as pitch She ran when my gift was offered Saying she never wanted to live forever I sit alone, unable to die, could Hell be as bad as this? A Night-Walker

Toby's Thoughts....
you have made me believe this stupid lye... you lyed in my face and lye to my parents face... you arevery deceiving... i'm now happy to know that we were one together and i know that this falling isn't the end... we are stronger we may have our downs but then we help each other and bring each other to the top again... i'm SORRY.....!!!!!

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To Call Or Not To Call
HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE. George Phillips of Meridian , Mississippi was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked 'Is someone in your house?' and he said 'no'. Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, 'Okay,' hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. 'Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them.' Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and ca

To Cb Or Not To Cb
ok, so i have always been interested for a long time in chastity belts i know odd any one else on here thought of using them or playing with them, lol, i know i cant be the only one.... i hope post your thoughts and i will chime in!!

To "chad"...in Memoriam.....
Sometimes we go through life not knowing who to trust or love..not knowing who`s going to help or hurt us..who`s going to be there or leave us..that`s why some of us choose to be alone..but being alone is not always good..We were created to have someone in our lives..be it family..friends..or lovers..So don`t live your life alone..it`s not worth it..Take a chance at being hurt..being left..being helped..having trust in someone..but most of all..take a chance at being loved COPYRIGHTED 2004 BY Kimberley Renee Natasha Johnson... I met Chad (Shederick Deon Farrell) in an online chat room on Blackplanet.com. This was June 2004. We hit it off pretty good...talking from 11pm to 6am. We talked about anything and everything...just laughing and having fun. Found out he was a truck driver with 10yrs OTR experience...(for those non-truck people...OTR means "Over The Road" or "On the Road"...lol) Later on we decided to finally meet each other...and the rest like they say...was "History".

To Chris Benoit
To all of those who loved him. He will be sadly missed. I am having a hard time believeing that there was no foul play involved. But what do I know I am not an investator nor a police officer. I do know that when someone kills there family they would die with them not later on. I guess noone will ever know the truth cause noone was there. All we know is what we are told and that is what we have to go by. I know that I will miss him and he will forever be in my thoughts.

To Cindy
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To Clear Up Any Confusion
You can't hurt me, it's impossible you see. You would have to matter, you don't count, not to me! The walls are so high, i won't lie. You have no chance to get in, once, someone did. He mattered, i let him count. He had my heart, without a doubt. Then, he ripped it out. Tore me apart, shattered my soul, he took his toll. He made me feel, things i though were gone. He destroyed, what i thought was strong. What i had been building, for so long. Now he is gone. i have rebuilt, stronger and higher. No one in, no one out. No more love, but no more pain. It keeps me happy, it keeps me sane! So, before you even try, know that you can't hurt me. Know...that you don't count!

To Contact Me Other Then Here
i am on fubar because a friend sent me the link an i thought it would be fun to actually talk to her since i havent for awhile but i am married an if u want to talk to me outside of fubar then pm me on yahoo at lil_mama_sweetgal87 or u can leave me a myspace message my url for myspace is www.myspace.com/mindless_mom thank you sincerly mandie

To Continue On
You go through life and have relationships, husbands, partner and or boyfriend. I used to go into a relationship with an open mind and open heart. I used to take men at face value and believed in what they would tell me. Now you may be thinking I have been in a lot but no. I have been married twice and had one boyfriend. However I do not base my past experience on men in general. There are real, honest, and good hearted men out there. The 3 men I have been seriously involved in would have tainted any woman's eye's to the point where it would be hard to trust another man. I was 18 years old when I married my first husband. He was different, kind, and gentle, romantic but of different orgins. I had two wonderful boys by him. The first few years were great and I was madly in love. I gave him my heart, and enjoyed pleasing him, until he started making me feel like I could never do anything right, and wasn't pretty enough. I lost my identity, my self esteem basicly who I was as a person, a

To Crazydevildog You Lying Cheating Two-faced Bastard
You would think that it wouldn't hurt as much to find out close to a year later that you cheated on me. But it did, even though it's been so long since we broke up. Joseph Eugene Thompson....you are a DOG. I'm not angry now, though. I found out that the man I fell in love never really existed. The man i fell in love with was a lie, someone you created just to reel me in....to get me to put out. Because that's all I was to you-a booty call. You only temporarily called me your girlfriend long enough to get what you wanted. And you only said we were breaking up for my sake so i would stay friends with you....so you could still get the benefits when your girlfriend wasn't around. You never cared. And you never even said you were sorry. What kind of man texts a girl and says "i've had a girlfriend for over a year" like it's nothing? Like it doesn't matter to him if he breaks a heart...if he makes tears fall. You cheated on me, Joe. I was nothing but good to you-I did anything you asked me

To Crave A Woman
The come hither look on her face Our naked bodies pressed in a long embrace Your skin soft under my finger tips Always wanting to kiss your lips Hands cuping your ample breasts Considering your body a beautiful quest Gripping all of your curves Time now to get rid of all your reserves Moving down to your most precious of parts Making love like sweethearts Spreading your legs inserting my tongue Moving around excitement has sprung

Today
Gawd, it has been one of those weekends I guess. Just when you think things are going great, something happens to toss it around a bit. I have found the love of my life, and it hurts me every day that we cannot be together, but last night was just so hard. I want him here so bad, that it just gets to me sometimes. I know he will be here on the 6th, but that is a long time for me to wait, I mean hell I havent seen him in 4 weeks. I just cannot wait til he moves. Last night some issues that we have had put a lil strain on our relationship, and caused a lot of stress to where I wasnt sleeping, eating, or anything. Just pretty much just sittin here staring at the walls wishing he would call. Then finally I had heard from him and it was just like all my stress, everything that I was feeling had been lifted off of me. He is what I need, he is who I want, and I want him now.. I hate having to wait. My kids love him to death, I love him to death. I just dont want anymore nights like last night

Today On My Mind
Ok on websigtes like this all the rage is being a part of a group calling itself a fmaily. My question is this have you personally met many in your 'family'? Have you chatted off the site with them in any manner? If the answer is NO then how are you actually a family and not just a netowrk faction of folks wanting desperately to BELONG? The group I am in the Posse is comprised of people who have known each other in some cases for 20+ years. To my thinking that is truly a family

To Dana ((9-11-06))
Have you ever lost someone who meant more to you than your while soul? How does someone deal with losing their best friend? Yesterday was the most tragic day of my life. Not only was it the remembrance of what happened 5 years ago with terrorism, but it was the day that I lost my best friend. Dana Asbury was only 18 years old when she was killed in a car accident. It hasn’t fully sank in yet and I don’t know that it will ever, I don’t want to believe that its true. I want it be a bad dream that I wake up from; I want to call her and know that everything is ok. To hear her voice one last time is all that I want right now, but I know that it will never happen. Dana and I were inseparable, we were always together, no matter where we were. We were sisters that everyone wanted to have. She was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen whenever I had something going on. I remember I could always call Dae and she would always know the right words to say to c

Today Is A Good Day
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Today
My wife's mind was going in the right direction,it just needed a push. Married a while and happy,with two kids,we enjoyed nearly all things sexual. But my mother and stepfather were poles apart from each other and us. I felt sorry for the guy,so I covertly offered him some sexual relief. --------------------------------------- One day,me and the wife were discussing my parents doubtful relationship. Clearly a marriage of convenience utilizing mutual funds and housing. I knew my wife found a commonality factor with my stepfather,possibly she felt sorry for his situation. I never pressed her on this point you see,but I'd recognized,her being a flirty prick teaser and he being sexually deprived,it seemed reasonable for me to give her a push in the right direction. The afore mentioned conversation was going along the lines of whether they ever had sex. Clarifying this point,I said to my wife Linda, 'Probably at an earlier time,but I reckon the last time he probably had it w

Today
Its wednesday morning, and I cant wait for Friday morning to get here. Im leaving this weekend to see my Buckeyes take on Penn State in Happy Valley aka State College Pa saturday night at 8pm. Im so pumped up for the road trip, I take a year ly road trip to a big ten away game for ohio state and I always have a blast. Then next Saturday Im going to the Ohio State game in the Horseshoe to see them take on Wisconsin, Im so pumped up!! i just finished watching one of the most depressing movies ever. It was FEVER PITCH. some of you may ask why a movie about the redsox with jimmy fallon is depressing. well the whole story line of being in love and having a girl who sits by your side and loves your team as much as you do. its something i havent had, and more more reach day its looking like its something i never will have. I cant seem to find that special buckeye fan for me. oh well, damn depressing movies. I really hate dating. Even when i wasnt looking to date, i meet a girl and j

Today's Verse
Stuup works best when the lights is off/ I don't need no lights to see yo life go out/ Wife went out for squares, never came back/ Everytime I rob a nigga, it's never the same strap/ Never the same hat, never the same clothes/ Walk up in the club with never the same hoes/ Niggas got nerve to try and steal my wealth/ Here go some chalk, might as well outline yoself/ Cuz ain't nobody take'n shit from me/ A couple of spare bullets is all they get from me/ I got this shit down to a TEE/ Roll by myself no matter who wanna roll wit me/ Go wit me, "Nah, maybe next time"/ "Get the fuck outta my face", thats the next line/ How the fuck you make figures/ If you come up on 30 G's and gotta split it wit 4 niggas/ No niggas.......take my advice/ Get yo own hustle homie before you lose ya life/ I blaze from the three point range like Reggie Miller/ You got nuts nigga then blaze at the gorilla/ I blaze like Carrie when I burn the spot/ Call me Nick Punisher when I blaze the glock/

Today
Dedicated In The Memory Of Christine & Dawayne A mother and a son have passed on to the promised land,To those who knew and loved them the most the mother and son will forever remain in the hearts and memories of those they leave behind. But do not weep for them in sadness I say, But be that it may you rejoice in knowing for that they are in the presence of our lord. They are standing together,side by side, hand in hand, with each other with our lord, waiting and watching, over us and knowing that we shall all meet again soon someday. In the hours that are ahead the lord shall come to comfort and stand beside you and in the midst of the hour the lord shall whisper in your ear these sweet tender words of love, "Give me your fears"

Today Under My Desk
Day after day she sits there smiling and we exchange our thoughts... Our desires from 2700 miles away. The internet extends it's hands for us to meet from over mountains rivers and street lights. She waits for my tickets each day as the mailman's foot steps come and go, wearing a path in our imaginations to what can be possible. Will her lips be as sweet as described...? Will our eyes lock as they do over pixel? Finally the day arrives with touchdown from thought to California.... straight through. Each footstep brings our thoughts to a boil as I am stuck on the otherside of her security checkpoint... (much less romantic now due to todays terror restraints). She peaks over heads and shoulder to see her destination. I stand at a distance with the upperhand as she has never seen CA. She truststhat I be there and I am. Waiting to pass through her eyes and make our ears ring w/ excitement. There she is! Never more beautiful, even from my imagination... I was wrong! My hand

Today
well my day has been going really sucky i couldnt sleep all that great last night and my sister is baby sitting my cousins baby and its crying alot lol umm im bored as hell right now and theres nothing to do im on AIM and no one is talking to me it sucks ass oh wellz well umm buh-bye

Today's Society
.I'm currently going through a divorce and have a son. I got married six months after I graduated and then had my baby boy..see I got married first then had my child, I did everything the right way or so I thought.. I found out my husband cheated on me and left him...not going into details here..but anyway I say that so u know where I am coming from. So, I talk to guys on this and in my daily life not wanting to get with a guy just friendship and as soon as they find out you have a kid..they want nothing to do with you... I'm not asking you to be my babys father or to support me nigga's I'm merely talking to you as a friend...My question is why is it more exceptable for a man to have a child and us as woman except it...but if you're a single mother u are looked down upon and judged? Or is it because you would rather not care for another man's child or show them love? In my case I did everything right and still ended up with a dog and would rather not be with a cheater but in tod

Todays Thought
101 Things Not To Say During Sex 1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (In a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead... 6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn never hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today. 12. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think -- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (Using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (Holding a banana) It's just a

Today
My cynicism amazes even me at times. I’m tired of the confusion. I look to the people I know who are in loving relationships, and I admire what they have. The trust, the love, the honesty. The way they miss each other before they’ve even left each other’s gaze. The way a look or touch can right the world. The arguments, and tearful apologies immediately after. The struggle, the fight. The constant awareness that they could be taken from each other at any moment. I feel all of these things with Joey. He is what is right when everything else has crashed around me. He is one that loves me when I feel unlovable. He is who makes me feel beautiful when the tears have washed my eyeliner down my cheeks. And I’m so afraid of losing him through my own insecurities. Yes, our situation is fucked up. We’re not together. But we’re working on it. We want to build a strong friendship to be the solid base to our life together. We want to do this right, so that when we do end up married, it is for li

Today
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Today....
Today is mine It is unique No one has one exactly like it It holds as the sum of all my past experience and all my future potential If frightening thoughts of the past or unsure thoughts of the future come to mind I will put them away for they will not ruin today.....

Today In History
On this day in history .. 1620 - Great Patent granted to Plymouth Colony 1903 - Columbia grants Panama independence 1917 - 1st Class Mail now costs 3› 1918 - Poland proclaims independence from Russia after WW I 1930 - Bank of Italy becomes Bank of America 1930 - Detroit-Windsor tunnel opens-1st vehicular tunnel to foreign country 1952 - Clarence Birdseye markets frozen peas 1953 - 1st live color coast-to-coast telecast (NYC) 1955 - 1st virus crystallized (announced) 1956 - Wizard of Oz 1st televised 1957 - USSR launches Laika 1st animal in orbit 1973 - Mariner 10 launched-1st Venus pics 1st mission to Mercury 1978 - UK grants Dominica independence (Natl Day) 1979 - 63 Americans taken hostage at American Embassy (Teheran Iran) 1986 - Lebanese magazine Ash Shirra reveals secret US arms sales to Iran Famous birthdays for this day .. 1718 - John Montague, 4th Earl of Sandwich inventor of same 1794 - William Cullen Bryant, poet (Thanatopsis) 18

Today
I am an independant PartyLite consultant and I was asked to set up a table of my stuff today to sell. I was so honored to be asked to be a part of this and I would be happy to help out again next year, this is an awesome cause. I had decided that I would donate the profit from everything that I sold. Well you would think that being a benefit that was advertised over the radio and everything would have been awesome, especially for a good cause. WRONG!!!!!!!!! =( I even sent out emails to everyone that I knew. I was really sadend to see that there was only like a hand full of people other than the vendors to show up. The profit from this even was not to go to research, it was to go to a person struggling with Breast Cancer, who is down and out emotionaly, physicaly, mentaly, financialy, and etc... This benefit was also held to get the awareness out there that breast cancer can be undetected at an early age. The lady that asked me to do this event was throwing it in the honor of

Today Sucks
still feeling kinda down today. i sulked and watched movies that gave me a reason to cry last night. trying to cheer up. one of my friends refused to let me be sad today and forced me to leave the house. boo her. i didn't want to go outdoors. she sucks. i know that i'm whining and i'm sorry that you guys have to suffer through this but i have to get it off my chest. if only you knew my dating misfortunes of the last year and a half. i guess you could say this blog will be partly my daily journal and partly for fun stuff. i think i'm gonna be following in my mom's footsteps and not get married til i'm 37. gonna be a long 9 yrs. hopefully not a long celibate 9 yrs. I have decide that the reason that I am still not in any kind of a relationship has got to be me. I thought that I was ready to start dating again after I got back home but I guess I wasn't really. Also I have been attracting alot of no good for nothings lately and I'm starting to get tired of the bullshit. I don't real

Today
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who hate, and let that love embrace you as you go out into the world. May the teachings of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and whose have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you would have wished. It is the content of the enco

Today Just One More Day
Today just one more day ,, I find that most people are good at heart and after 2 years of dating all the wrong people for all the right reasons .I do know that .. You can't look for Love or the one to spend your life with, this must come naturally. Searching is only going to bring you back to square one . We look online and trust me I have dated from internet and pay sites where you have to be a member . Only to find short term relationships , Times of joy that pass and then one day I look around and realise, I am not in love .. But looking for something you can't force or rush into . This will only leave you empty and its wrong . But in hope of that special person to share our life with .We have to continue to date and fill the empty void we feel inside . Without knowing , You may look for a reason , not to be with the person you are with and if you do this , its because they are not the one .. There should be "no doubt " no second thoughts . If there is then move on . You

Today
Well today went reasonbly well, apart from been used as a pin cushion, before they started the tests I had a ECG which came out as normal, then came the part I hated the stress test in which they speed up your heart rate with a drug, this test lasts for about 10 mins and is the equivilant of doing severe exercise, the guy doing the stress test said my heart was acting normal for a person who was doing extreme exercises. When this test was finished they injected me with the radio active dye and was told to go and have a drink and something high fat to eat and come back within the hour, this give time for the day to work round my body. When i came back, I had like a top half scan under this machine that takes photos of your heart from all different angles, I wont know the result from this one until about Wednesday

Today Was Not My Day
Today was not a good day for me today. The day started off all wrong. It rained this morning and then I had friends calling me very early in the morning. I leave and go to work and my manager is not acting rite. She is 4 months pregnant and she was getting on everyone's last nerve today just because the head people will be here to inspect the store in the morning when we get there. She wanted us to do everything from putting clothes out to cleaning the bathroom, the stock room, under the registers, plus mopping and sweeping the floor. I felt like snapping on people today and the customers were no better. I just hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Today Is A Good Day For Pie.
just rediscovered my joy of the little miss sunshine soundtrack. how wonderful it is! Now why did I ever want to be a professional actor? Oh! That's right. I just love it when idiots reject me. I'm apprehensive about my callbacks coming up. Not only do I have two in one day, but they're after an eight our opening shift at coffee wonderland. My theory is, however, the less I care about it, the better I'll do. Hell, it's gotten me this far. ... yeah, so maybe I'll work on them a little.

Today...
And the Voice Said... "You honor Me on this sacred night, when you bathe the world in a forgiving light in remembrance of One whose holy birth has instilled prayers for Peace on Earth. So be pure in heart in all you do, and know that I am ever mindful, too of what rewards your journey may bring, when a merciful hand relives suffering. For I am with you in the air that you breathe, In a Spring's first rain, in the Autumn leaves, in a sunrise, a sunset, an evening's demise, in the loss of a loved one, or a newborn's sigh. Know, too, that my love endures without end as the binding warmth of a constant friend, for I am the keeper of inextinguishable stars,

Today And Tomorrow
u probably won't see much of me for the day or tommorrow... should be back tomorrow night... my misfit is headed in for a overnighter... which means today I clean... tonight I spend with him... and tomorrow I run errands... i might pop in as i can but probably won't see me very much on yahoo msn or here... but I will be back as soon as possible... my misfit comes first lol enjoy your day and night... Cherry love and Hugs...

Todays Fun
Well today I went out and had some more fun in my truck and this time I was able to take some pics and a couple of video's. I have on video in my stash and pics have been posted in my gallery. Come check them out and please don't forget to rate them. Hope everyone is having fun cause I know I have been. Please when you get a chance go to this website and vote on my poem Thank You http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=4762667

Today's Society
I'm not gonna complain much i'm just sick of being treated like i dont know whats good for me and it seems like every fucking time i go see a doctor they give me a different one and this last one i had was a fucking moron and if i could get away with it i'd bash his head into a wall and tell him to kiss his ass goodbye.... but i cant and i wont cuz there idiots and i guess i will deal with it. All i have to say is watch what your doctor does and always ask for a second opinion Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Today
Well here goes all .. hehehe loves my Family dearly.. even the one on Line onez as well.. Love my Hubby for the rest of my live .. And I support him 100% in anything he does.. Even in Racin his dirt track.. I love racin Period. Love Nascar as well .. Dale Jr go get them next yr.. Your the Man ..

Today
well todays the 13th and that means there what like 11 or 12 days till christmas well hope every one has a great fucking holiday shit u kno wit the new year and all to today was well a fuckin gay day nothin to do bein bored sucks during the holiday season i recently quit drinkin so not much to do now. i went to a NA meeting today and met some new people and drove around in my boy scotts brand new mercedes nothing much today but ill let u kno when somethin goood happens

Today I Watched The Sun Rise
I remember you standing at the end of each night, Awaiting for me to return from my flight, The look on your face of truest love, As the first of dawns ray filtered in from above, I remember you being there, night after night, Never questioning what you knew wasn't right, I remember you loving me without unconditionally, Never asking or demanding, just accepting it as Me. With a heart filled with sadness, and tears in my eyes, To be rejoined with my Love, Today I watched the sun rise. I remember you by my side all those long years, Through good times and bad, laughter and tears, All the joy we shared in a timeless perfect love, Feeling so right as though blessed from above, The days of the years passing with a blur, The endless passion in my heart you stir, The Pain brought by the one thing you didn't see, The one decision that would one day be the death of Me. With a heart filled with sadness, and tears in my eyes, To be rejoined with my Love, Today I wat

Today Is My Birthday!
Ya so today I turn the big 2 3 hehe its been all good so far. I cant wait to see what else happens the rest of the day. Feel free to leave me some bday luvvins and if your really risque my email addy is Drbradley00@yahoo.com if you want to leave me some presents ;) haha Later

Today!!!
the reason im saying that is because i just spent the last 3 damn days in the hospital and i am ssssssssssssooooooooo glad to be home!!! and thank you so much prostreet for coming to see me it was nice to see a friend.

Today Snoopz's Calendar Says:
January 15th 2007 Today my calendar reads... Dogs shut their eyes to shag my leg! Tues Jan 2 2007 You're all just a figment of my twisted imagination! Today my calendar note says: Wednesday 10th Jan 2007 I only do humans...

Today I Thanked A Vet!!!
I was going into K-mart this morning and as I pulled in right before me parked a disabled Vet plate. The Man walked in and I right behind him. I followed where he went and asked if he was the Vet he said yes. I then Thanked him for all he did for our country. He thanked me I said your welcome Thank you! I then walked away feeling very proud of what I had just done and for being an Amarican!!!!! origanal post by Lovelaceez69.

Today...
My power today lies in opportunity. I lay it on the line, take a chance, and look for signs of positive encouragement. I am open to new worlds and am actively patient in expanding my connection, increasing my standing, or waiting for my "ship to come in," but "if I can't get to the party, I will bring the party to me." I am empowered by a sense of responsibility and a readiness to believe and receive and I transform through creative resourcefulness.

Today
I just wanted to remind everyone that today I will NOT be around as I am going out of town. I am going to the Toronto airport to pick my mom up. This is the first time I have seen her since September of 2004. I will not be around much tomorrow if any. I have lots of things to get done around my place help my mom get her stuff in order. I will get my comments done as soon as possible. I hope everyone has a great day and I will be back as soon as I can. I don't think I have ever gone a hole day with out being on ct all the time to check my messages and talk to my friends. Don't miss me to much everyone. Well I am off have to drop Tristen off at preschool then a quick run home to pick up my stuff then I am out of here. Have a great day take care all. Happy tapping Stay at home mom Well today is my young son Alexzander's birthday he is turning one. I can't believe how time flies by. He is my last kids I am not having anymore so each birthday he has is the last of that age for me. I guess

Todays Rant
well its close to valtines day one of the most depressing day for me. i been single most all my life and i hate that day becuse its a day of love and i dont know what love is. but i am sure its great for people who are in love and all. but anyway happy v day everyone why is it that when you add some one no one writes ya i cant figure it out. all i want to to do is write people and be friends with them. but i dont mind them adding me at all. at least drop me a line and say hi to me or something. i not here to complain or nothing i like all my friends and respect them alot. but i was just wondering that all. why must people be mean i meant its point less like to day i went to the gas station and this lady said i was ugly so i just ingored her and she kept going and going then finally i snapped i said hey i bet you a fake lady with a fake face and all and then she shut up. i respect women alot but gosh if you dont like the way i look and all just dont say anything . i mea

Today
What dose one do if they dont know what they want . I mean I married and I love that part but what is next I thought there wasnt anything after that . I mean I would be married and nothing more but I want more but what? I got a job and I still feel as if something is missing. And kids are not the answer so what is? Work sucked major ass today ....Just thought I would announce that....Thank you I have gone to the movies several time s here lately being that I have been on vacation and such and just let me say "300" was awesome great movie. I also saw "Blades of Glory" and it was stupid but pretty funny still good. And I saw " The Number 23 " and that was really cool you'll never figuer it out till the end.

Todays Funny
It was snowing heavily and blowing to the point that visibility was almost zero when the little blonde got off work. She made her way to her car and wondered how she was going to make it home. She sat in her car while it warmed up and thought about her situation. She finally remembered her daddy's advice that if she got caught in a blizzard she should wait for a snow plow to come by and follow it. That way she would not get stuck in a snow drift. This made her feel much better and sure enough in a little while a snow plow went by and she started to follow it. As she followed the snow plow she was feeling very smug as they continued and she was not having any problem With the blizzard conditions. After an hour had passed, she was somewhat surprised when the snowplow stopped and the driver got out and came back to her car and signaled for her to roll down her window. The snow plow driver wanted to know if she was all right as she had been following h

Today
Last week i tried to board a train from saltlake city.the train was 5 hours late, the reason that i could get was 1.A train hit a car in cali 2.lengths of track had to be replaced because of the weather.This was i sat in a bus station all day because my didn't leave until 3:45 am the station did not open until 12:00 midnight.although the mountains and rock roads we rode through we nice to look at.I had no cell service no internet service.was stranded in chi town amtrak did foot the bill for a hotel {very nice i might add}.i wandered around union station carry bags all the way at 1 point i sat down the recharge my cell and laptop.I felt like a fucking vagrant.it was good though for all purposes i was a vagrant.it took me a whole week to get home and for what bullshit. My moral is simple sometimes the grass ain't green nowhere sometimes it's all brown. today is the day that i can just exhale the bullshit of my past day. Today is the last of an adventure and the start of a new 1.

Today Couldnt Be Worse
well ive managed to keep the kids under a semi level of control and todays been ok cept im bored off my ass an i miss chad like fucking crazy! ugh but its good he does his thing and i do mine keeps things running smooth im just happy i finally found the person i want to share the rest of my wonderful life with and i cant wait to meet his friends they sound like such awsome ppl! i had to take cvandy home the car broke....my childs crying over candy, i have a headache, my arthritis hurts...oh well itll bebetter tomoroww

Todays Funny 2/07
MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!!! As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked, and that he must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4 PM. Eastern Time all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think it's okay to see nude women other than their wife and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation in this anti-terrorist activity. God bless America . It is your patriotic duty to pass t

Today Is The 1st Xday Of The Rest Of My Life!
I am having an exceptional day, so I thought I would let the world know! Right now I am in Los Angeles visiting after spending 15 months in New Orleans, working on the clean up. It is harder than I thought to go to work every day for over a year and see little or no progress. The mass destruction that the Gulf coast went through is as about as heart wrenching as anything can get. Although work is steadily being done, believe me it will be at least 10 years if not more before completion. (Of course that only goes if they remain blessed with good weather, & the mountain of people that are there to help can stick it out). This is the first so called vacation since our arrival on Thanksgiving 2005. Being in Los Angeles its like "New Orleans" is some far removed country that few people know about. Our friends look at us like we are from another world when we tell them that we have been in Louisiana all this time and it isn't even close to being done! If you think that is check out the l

Today Sucks
today is a very boring day, but this sunday is jr.1st b-day party and im really happy that he is one. She is almost walking and the talks alot. His thing that he like to do the most his to head butt them and slap them around. its funny. My daughter is getting big too. just the other day she told this guy to go home cuz no one in the house liked him but grandma. all i did was laugh. Next person on my list that is having a birthday is my daughter and she still has a way to go. Kids are our future in life if we don't give them what they need in life the respect, and everything else then our kids well not be able to live in the reall world. I also would like to share that my lil man is crawling and its so cute. My daughter is getting bigger and is getting a mouth on her also. im at work and it sucks, but i get off soon. anywaz my kids are doing good and im like being a mom for 2 kids. i love kids but im done having!!! i have a boy and a girl so no more!

Today
just got home from work...i cant complain too much because what i do isnt hard or long or even tedious but still id rather be with wenny making fun of porn and hasseling gas station attendants. homemade tacos are calling my name and im hungry. bye for now. _sailorbritni ps ashtastic is my idol!

Today
I guess today is more or less a quiet sorrowfull day at home. I have but 2 days to get everything done before the dreaded Tuesday. Tuesday will bethe 6th of March year 2007 I am 21 and now get to watch one of the most preachus women in the world to me get baried. I saw her about 2 months ago for the last time and she was so sick and down I was scared to leave her side (which I didnt for about 3 hours when the damn nurse came in and informed me it was time to leave) I left and returned to my life of working out working at work and playing my computer game. To say the least for the past 3 days I have bin a walking zomby and not a plesint one at that. I Guess what Im saying is hold your loved ones close to your heart and remember the good times and spend as much time with them as you can. Even if that meens maxing out your credit cards to see them. R.I.P Granny .H

Today Sucks
so i have to work MORE with the retard i spoke of in my last blog. GREAT. JUST what i wanted. the oil company just called me. i was supposed to be on a payment plan for my last delivery. i'm not. they want $250. i don't have it. my car died last friday. 200$ to fix it. i would have been able to pay the oil people, too. i'm annoyed. and ready to bite someone's head off. any volunteers? :) god.bless.MIDOL.

Today!!
well first things first my car had her kittens but we have to give them away but i'm gonna upload pictures of them to the site though.My family is mad at me for using cherrytap they think it's a bad site.So i may leave but then again they say it's also okay for me to use it.I think their just saying it to protect me from bad people.Since i'm only 19.But not reallyt sure please let me know what you think.Do you think i should stay off the site or not?> i haven't done anything all week.So i'm basically here just thinking of something to do.I went to a dog show on saturday.That was fun.Didn't take my dog cause he needed to be shaved.Were gonna have a cookout and invite my sisters friends.I'm also going to a concert sometime with drake bell corbin bleu and aly & aj i think.As ironic as that is i actually like them.I am 19 though so i would obviously like them.

Today I Began
today i began my journey on finding my self worth. from now on i will be the man i set to be. i will also embrace being single and not worry why i am in this stage. i will achieve goals i have set before and thank God for each day he gives me. i will work hard to make myself a better man, so if a realtionship ever comes my way, i will be the best man for her. today starts my journey into a new me with peace

Today's Lesson
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as The farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; It just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is going to sh

Today
So today I went Centennial Olympic Park here in Atlanta, home to the 1996 Olympics. We have Final Four weekend here and I have to say, the city is alive and kicking! I saw the band Live which is my favorite band and Ludacris perform today. Totally awesome... Next up- The Warped Tour!

Today's Cherry Spotlight Bidding & Happy Hour
When I first joined a few months ago the Today's Cherry Spotlight bid was being won for 400,000 Cherry bucks and sometimes up to 500,000. It has gotten to be such a bidding war now that it has been over a million Cherry bucks, which makes it so far out of reach for most others on here. I have an idea that will bring it back down and make it more available for others. DO NOT bid over 300,000 bucks for it. If everyone that is going to bid on it does that for a few days, a few weeks, then it will bring it back down to where other people may get a chance to bid on it. Also if we were to BULLETIN and BLOG and petition for the happy hour to be lowered to 25 or 30 dollars, alot more people could afford to do it and alot more people would do it and CT would make more money from the increased sponsors. Please repost it for me, this bulletin, if you don't mind.

Today I Had This Urge.
Today i had this urge The urge to call someone When i awoke from this urge I realized There was on one to call No one to express my love to There was no one to talk to No one i could share my heart with So i sink into myself once again This place i am used to The quiet inside Love so pure And the innocent fear the world A place of solace Away from the coldness No humans there Not to see With eyes closed I enter myself

Today Is A Great Day!!!
TO TRIN AND ALL THE OTHERS...THIS IS JUST A SAMPLE OF THE BEST...WRITTEN IN JUST 3 MINS... DEEP INSIDE THE WOUNDED SOUL KEPT LOCKED AWAY FROM HARSH REALITY PUT ASIDE LIKE WASTED DAYS SHELTERED FROM THE HARDENED PAST IF LOVE WERE TOO SHATTER YOUR WORLD WOULD IT CRUSH YOU OR MAKE YOU STONGER WOULD YOU REJECT AN OPEN HEART AND TENDER ARMS OR ACCEPT THAT THIS IS YOUR FATE PUT ASIDE YOUR JADED WAYS AND EMBRACE THAT WHICH IS A PHENOMENON A TRUER LOVE HAS NO-ONE KNOWN AND A BETTER LOVER SHALL NO OTHER BE. Just to inform you all I am writing personal and specific poetry for anyone interested.....they will all be unique to every individual and written with 2 hours of your request. I will need no payment, just my way of saying thanks for making me welcome GRRRRREAT! leave a comment on this BLOG if you are interested. Thanks KingDrago REFLECTING ALL MY INNER BLISS IN TIMES OF DOUBT AND MEMORIES MISSED ALONE AND YET NEVER LONELY FORGOTTEN BY THE WAY OF LOST DEAM

Today!!
Morning Ramblings..... I wish one day I could wake up Happy! I wish one day I wouldn’t wake and say not today! I wish I had someone there to tell me it’s okay! I wish today was that day! I say this everyday! I did wake up HAPPY today! I did wake up and say “YAY It’s TODAY”! I didn’t wake up today to hear someone tell me it’s okay! But it’s okay because one day he’ll be there And he’ll tell me “Baby it’s okay”!

Todays Horoscope
Relying on others isn't exactly part of your usual MO, but you need a third party's advice right now. This person has much more perspective on a tricky topic than you do. Their point of view could be immensely helpful. This is exactly what we are going through right now, trying to decide whether to have hubby change jobs, and for me to go to work or not, LOL

Today
LIFE CAN BE FULL OF CHALLENGES. JUST GETTING UP IN THE MORNING CAN BE HARD. WHEN YOU ONLY HAVE YOU KIDS AND THEIR KIDS AS COMPANY, IT CAN BE A SUCKY DAY. YOU LOVE YOUR KIDS TO DEATH, BUT WHEN YOU WOULD LIKE YOUR SPECIAL SOMEONE WITH YOU INSTEAD, IT CAN GET TO YOU. MAKING WISHES SOMETIMES ARE ALL YOU HAVE. HOPING THOSE WISHES WILL COME TRUE, WAITING AND WAITING, THAT CAN BE THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE OF ALL. LIFE CAN SUC, BUT IT CAN ALSO BE THE BEST, IF YOUR LOOKING.

Today
Today it rain here and I went out in it with my three old cousin. It was the best time ever. We stood there letting the rain fall on us then she went and had the rain falling off the roof get her all wet. We then picked up her chalk and started to write all over the porch, once we were done we used our feet to erase all we wrote. Then I went and got her scooter and bike out of the rain. Lastly we sang "Sing in the Rain" we laughed and danced around. She stepped up on my feet and we danced some more it was great! I can remember playing in the rain as a little girl I always loved it then and I loved it today. I can also remember watching my babies play in the rain when they were little, I use to laugh at them as they played but didn't join in, the rain was to cold for me. I can say this evening has been very enjoyable.

Today....
I'll be here as soon as I can... they are working on the cable locally, so I've been off and on since yesterday. Maybe when they figure out what they're doing it'll be fixed. I'm not ignoring anyone... just never know how long the connection will last. See ya'll in a bit!! Hugs, Raven

Today
so I just joined the site and its been interesting to say the least. I think its pretty cool and has given me a few laffs already. So you know I am just confused today, I just don't understand the games people play, I mean whats the deal if someone (in my case a guy) says I don't want expectations its all good fun and then gets jealous? Does that make any sense? I don't have expectations and I certainly don't get jealous, why would I? its online flirting and fun? And why say crap that makes you think something else is going on? drive me nuts and not with lust! Pfffftttt!!! I just am irritated that a no expectations unless we meet and decide its all good type of guy suddenly thinks I need to hear promises and emotional crap that we both know he doesn't mean? Grrrr ticks me off royally and ya know I am already a B!tch in my own right I don't need any help in enhancing that gift.... Anyway thats cool, he can go find another playmate I am so done with him. So today is one o

Today I Challenge You All!
I challenge you to look outside the window of your normal thoughts and explore something other than average and typical. I challenge you to speak on something other than body shape, hair color, sexuality, or hormones. I challenge you to focus your verbal and reflection efforts away from "haters" "players" and "drama" and retune your perceptions towards positive time worthy topics. I challenge you to display your opinions as edification opportunities as apposed to the common force filled tactless mind dumps and verbal molestations. I challenge you to go out of your comfort zone and say hello to someone you think you're too good to say hello to or someone you wouldn't normally say hello to. I challenge you to inquire about someone else's day, their thoughts, their values, their beliefs rather than force feeding yours first and asking questions later. I challenge you to listen, hear, THEN speak. I challenge you to not judge, not blame, not make e

Today I Hate:
1) Assholes that don't wait their damn turn at a 4 way stop. WTF? Who made them King/Queen of the road? 2) being too far away from your friends and those you'd LUV to get to know better I've decided to start a blog about things I hate. We do this in a forum I'm a mod for and it helps to relieve tensions and anxieties...not to mention let you vent...lol...so feel free to post a comment with your own hates for the day...it feels good to get it out!! So here goes.... 1) Long responses between IM messages or shouts...anyone awake on the other end? 2) men that think they are my Master..LMAO 3) rude customer service....whatever happend to being courteous? 4) weeds...need to pull those suckers soon 5) stubbing my toe on a hand weight and now the sucker is purple and hurts like a MUTHA...shit! 1) Assholes that don't wait their damn turn at a 4 way stop. WTF? Who made them King/Queen of the road? 2) being too far away from your friends and those you'd LUV to get to

Today I Love:
New York....can't wait to get back there...I love New York every day actually...lol ;) I've decided to start a blog about things I love. We do this in a forum I'm a mod for and it helps to show appreciation for those things you love and care about....so feel free to post a comment with your own loves for the day...it feels good to get it out!! So here goes.... 1) sunshine....give me lots of it and every day! 2) watching the birds outide my window...some of them are quite mean when it comes to the bird feeders...lol...DAMN 3) the new charm bracelet my boys got me...LUV IT 4) sex...this is an every day thing...LMAO 5) coffee...I'm addicted 6) music...I'm a music junkie and cannot breathe without it ;) 1) the smell of rain.... 2) music....forever and always on this one ;) 3) the rumble of a throaty cam...DAMN 4) candlelight 5) did I mention the rumble of a throaty cam? LOL ;) It deserves to be mentioned twice ;)

Today's Thoughts...
WHAT WAS... WELL OK, WHAT WAS IN MY LIFE. IS NOW THE PAST... WHY IS THAT SOME DAYS MAKE YOU RE-LIVE YOUR PAST? WHY ARE SOME DAYS HARDER TO GET OVER YOUR PAST THEN OTHER'S? THE MIND IS A WEIRD AND WONDERFUL THING... TODAY'S THOUGHTS ARE ABOUT WHAT WAS... AND WHAT IS... AND WHAT'S NEXT... MY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT IS... WOULD BE MY THOUGHTS OF THIS WONDERFUL MAN WHO IS WILLING TO COME AND SEE ME AND CHANGE MY WHOLE WORLD... DOES HE KNOW THAT HE ALREADY CHANGED MY WORLD? HE HASN'T EVEN MADE IT HERE YET. BUT IT'S GUYS LIKE HIM THAT MAKE ME SEE WHO BRIGHT MY FUTURE REALLY IS. WHY IS THAT SOMEONE HAS TO SHOW YOU HOW BRIGHT YOUR FUTURE IS? WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE LIKE ME CAN'T SEE IT ON THEIR OWN? IS IT BECAUSE OF NOT BEING INDEPENDENT ENOUGH? IS IT BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE ME WERE READY TO GIVE UP ON LOVE? THERE'S SO MANY POSSIBILITIES.... WHAT IS IT ABOUT THE PAST THAT'S SO HARD TO LET GO? IS THERE'S SOME THINGS YOU HAVE TO LIVE OVER AND OVER? IS IT LIFE SAYING... YOU HAVEN'T LEARNED YOUR LESSON... S

Today I'm Not So Strong
Today i'm not so strong, today has been filled with fake smile and falls "I'm fine"'s! I heard our song today and had to walk away. I saw his picture and I had to through it away! I keep finding peices of him! I try and try not to let it show, just some times it over comes me. No reason at all i'll start to cry, then wipe my tears and say why. Today i'm not so strong tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow always seems better then today. Tomorrow is another day closer to me finding my heart again and one day farther from when it shatterd to peices. I think I found a peice of my heart today. I smilled and it didnt hurt, for the first time in weeks. Laughing is getting easier day by day too. Tomorrow I will be strong, tomorrow you wont hurt as bad as today. Tomorrow like today you will still just be a memory that makes me cry. But tomorrow I wont cry as hard as today because tomorrow is a new day.

Todays Horoscope
Get things shipshape when it comes to your personal life. It's a great time to mend fences and strike up friendships with appealing new faces. Don't put this off. It's time to make some real progress. The stars say it's about time you drop any lingering doubts that you're not good enough or that you haven't somehow earned this current bout of enjoyment. It's time to revel in all the love and luck coming your way. If only I could get past the sinking feeling that fate is going to bite me in the ass somehow, this would be a decent horoscope. Good relationships move to the next level under this celestial influence. However, that means one that's faltering is on its last legs. Be open to change, and you'll see results. Fight it, and it'll get more difficult. I'm not sure wht all this means, other than I hope its all good with V.H. I am confident that that is the one that will move to the next level because it is a good relationship. As far as the one on its last legs? Not sure a

Today's World
I just got Snapvine! It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7878 and enter *4220396. And, if you get one too, I'll reply Ok first off I just wanna say this is my opinion about things. If you wanna comment go right ahead, but I'm NOT going to argue about anything. I just wanna get some stuff off my chest. First off Gas Prices... What the hell is going on here? Why are the gas prices so damn high, did someone at OPEC sneeze or what? I understand that there are things going on in this world that effect the prices but come on... We have oil companies making RECORD profits every year!!! Why can't they take some of that record profits and build more refineries, or lower their prices a few cents? That just seems absolutely ridiculous. I am on the fence about gas prices, I think the oil companies are ripping the American people off but I also look at this way, If you don't like the gas prices buy a bike. I do ALOT of biking now(which I need to day anyways :P) if I need to run to the store to gr

Today
well she found out about me..and in the end he picked her..I kinda knew that was going to happen..I just kinda wished that in the end he would pick me..He told me they were having problems and that he wanted to be with me..Theres more going on that I found out..Her dad is his boss..so I dont know if that has anything to do with it..who knows..I havent spoken to him in a few weeks and I do miss him like crazy..also I found out that he is leaving to Iraq in September for 6 months..this sucks.. I hadx such a crazy night..it started and 11:30pm and ended at 5:15 this morning.. I'm getting attached to a guy that has a girlfriend. When I met him he didn't tell me he had one. Now I'm just stuck and I like him a lot. I'm like his GF#2..when she isnt around I am..I want to let him go but I cant. I want him to choose but I dont want to pressure him. I want to be with him right now..even though I was just with him 3 hours ago.I didnt want to leave his side..I had to go to work. If not I wouldve

Today Fucking Sucks!
My day started out good, but got progressivly worse as the day went on. My children have stressed me, my husband has stressed me and all I want to do right now is leave. I want to go away. I want peace, tranquility. I am desperate forit! I need to laugh! Can anyone help bring a smile to my face? I woke up rather chilly, its actually cool enough this morning to open windows! My head is stuffy with a head cold, I gotta headache, my husband has been workin on his music all fucking morning and there is no milk in the house so I cant have my hot tea! I really hope my day starts to get better soon! Well I guess I should have seen it coming. All 3 of my kids have had the stomach bug, why shouldnt Mommy get it??? I could feel it last night before I went to bed, I knew it was coming. This morning I woke with terrible tummy cramps, even my skin hurts. All of this the day before my birthday :-( I was supposed to go to a concert tomorrow night, guess that wont be happening now eithe

Today
today started off with me waking up late, get to work. Have all kinds of FUCKING SHIT! work to do! it's 103 degree's in that damn place. get through that then get off work and go to pick up my daughter, only to drive the forty-five minutes there, And she can't go with me, she has a thing at school with the ex and her mom. No call to tell me not to bother driving that far. So then i get home to get on here and find out im gay! damn what a fooked up day! im gonna play poker and go to bed! i fart on this blog! :P i get a bonus today and have very little to do tonight, so i was plannin on findin something to do, then the boss man comes in and tells me theres a truck comin in at 7pm, and they really need me to stay. Doing shit like that got me my bonus, but now i can't even get to the damn bank to cash it! GODDAMMIT! So it seems like every thing that starts looking good, turns to SHIT!! i'll still be going out somewhere, but it would have been nice to have been home by now and get an early

Todays Salute To The 60s
Wolfman Jack Tribute tribute to woodstock 69 Janis Joplin- Try (Live at Woodstock 69) Joe Cocker-Woodstock 1969 With a Little help from my friends At their peak in the 1970s, Cheech and Chong represented the mainstream embodiment of the attitudes and lifestyles of the underground drug culture. Much as W.C. Fields shot to fame by making alcohol the focus of his act, the duo of Cheech Marin and Tommy Chong emerged from a cloud of pot smoke, simultaneously championing and lampooning the stoner community which became the team's most ardent supporters; although derided by critics and dismissed by the general populace, the team's stature as counterculture heroes was unquestioned, and for both aging hippies and dazed-and-confused teens, their comedy defined an era. The team began to take shape in the late 1960s when, after entering show business as a guitarist in a rock band, Chong established City Works, a wild improvisational troupe later joined by Richard "

Today Was Fun
i put all this bull shit aside and well im glad i can now relax even though there are some thingds hidden its ok even though i know more than i want to its ok even thought the one thing i hate was done towards me its ok the reason it is ok is because ill be ok. when things happen at that moment it hurts real bad maybe up to a month after. i mean healling time is unknown but as for today, today i tried to put all aside. well it worked, for a bit then there was a small line crossed then i was ok again i changed the subject!!! so heres to excepting what i can not change!!!

Todays Thoughts....
grrrr. take the little things i was talking about in the last entry and added about 4 more on top of them. yeah i know you dont know what they were or how many there were but now that count is somewhere around 10. but one of these new little things is a really big thing that pisses me off regaurdless of the person doing it. thats ignoring me. i cant stand it. i really hate it when the person ignoring me started the converstation. i mean my god if you dont wanna talk to me dont say 'hi' first. and if i say 'hi' dont just say nothing, just tell me you dont feel like talking. i mean damn i wont take it personal if you tell me something before i get pissed off bc your ignoring me. after i get mad about dont try and talk to me like nothing happened or make some piss poor excuse as to why you didnt answer me. that will do nothing more than piss me off even more. grrrrr. sorry to waste your time reading my rant but hey i had to do something before i got to mad about it and mad someone else ma

Today
When lost what does one do? One reaches out their hand. But at the other end of that hand what is it? What is the ultimate reason for what is at the end of that extended hand? Do you know? Do i know? Do you want to know? I dont think I do..... Love it all!! SEX, SEXY , SEXY, SEXY What will it take? I am what I am......... What do you want???? What do I really want????? ANSWERS?.?.?.? Who has them??? TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~Eilish Okay now I really do not get it..... I have a pic on here of a chick with her lips stiched shut. I have had this on here since I signed on to this site and all of a sudden on Dec 8, 2008 they decide it is NSFW.... What is the deal... I have been a member for 2 years same photos and then all of a sudden things change??????? when did this pic become NSFW????? What the hell is going on with this site????? Is FUBAR going some where we really do not want it to??? REALLY. Think about it. One has to specify what tyoe of picture

Today
On july 21, 2001 I was in a terrible car accident. After a day of fishing at lake travis, a friend and I went to the store and at a stop sign a woman in a blue dodge pickup rear-ended us. I was wearing my seatbelt but I still suffered a severe brain injury. I can't walk without a cane, my speech was affected, as well as my vision. In other words, I almost died. Now days I chat a lot on the computer. I don’t have any frieds (except people I meet online). I have’nt had a girlfriend since july of 2001. That is a big change in my life. Don’t go out much except for mom or someone taking me places.) probably because I have no car any longer. My car had engine problems, that I was working on. The most important thing that I miss is friendships & SEX( duh )! update: Hello, these are a few questions that people ask me: 1. Did you get any money for your accident? Well, I don't want to get in all of the details, but I will not have to ever work again. Although, I do get pretty bo

Today's Memory
You were my world, my occassional pain left me behind alone in the rain drunk with your residue i lie here waiting, stretched out and bruised as my existence is fading moondancing silhouettes were my friends and my foes they calm yet they taunt they amplify my woes "close your eyes sweetheart, let dream take you down, the wall is our dancefloor it was ours since sundown" the silhouttes and you are so much the same you love me, you suck me in then you make me insane. you'd love me at night then you'd be gone tomorrow they'd dance for me all night then hide under my pillow there's a difference, after all between the silhouettes and you they don't break my heart they just do what they do so just write the word "love" on a piece of scratch paper i'll bury it with your smile. and mark it "R.I.P Heartbreaker"

Today...
I am almost 30, and I am single.. Which to some would be horrible, but to me, its not.. Call me crazy but I love my friends(the VERY few I have), and I love my son, he rocks, and really right now that is all I need. So, FOR THE LAST TIME, I am not strange cause I dont want to meet a man and live happily ever after. My happily ever after will come, when its damn good and ready. Quit trying to rush me!! THE END !! LOL !!

Todays Theme For Me
To all my friends ~ Beleive me .. in the darkest of hours in our lives we all question ourself, our paths and our direction. I certainly have. I am extremely sappy today considering all that Taylor and my life have been through lately. This song hit me right where I needed it today and I wanted to share. This is soo true for me and I know this song has become my theme and my reality. YOU are loved too. Lets all try to be kinder and more understanding of those around us and their life struggles... Kindness truly gets your further... I am living proof Thanks for all your support. We love you and appreciate you more than you will ever know EnableContextMenu='0' Da>=utosize='true' au'1' ShowStatusBar='0' loop='true' tostart='1' src='http://www.bestvideocodes.net/bvcasx/joshgroban-youareloveddontgiveup.asx' width='300' height='260' ShowControlsisplaySize='1' pluginspage='http://www.microsoft.com/Windows/Downloads/Contents/Products/MediaPlayer/'>You Are Loved (Don't Give Up

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Today
today is not a rant or a rave or a soup box or anything like that. it is what it is and it aint much but im supposed to find that release..that "happy place" and this is supposed to be a way to do it so here goes...i doubt it will be any form of happy place today..just a place. ok so first let me just say i was on the way to the psychodocs and i was listening to metal opera and saw this bald eagle flying over lake sammamish and HOLY MOTHER OF GOD that was so powerful that i just wanted to bust out into tears and why is that..who knows..it was magical and surreal and breathtaking and blahblahblah ok enough of that. what was i feeling before that...hmmm i was listening to heavy dark operatica so i must have been in a very dark place...how can opera be dark...easily listen to Nightwish "Sleeping Sun" thats metal opera...for example the word to that song are on my profile under music for that fact its deep. so that must have been the mood....deep and dark and heavy. which isnt necessari

Today's Awesome Lake Trout
My Annual Sunday Fishing is Upon me once more.The last 3 x's out being skunked hopefully changes.The Salmon, Brown + Rainbow Trout are Running.Hope to nail a few,even a laker be ok.Hugs + Peace WEll Saturday night passed out watching them awesome Red Sox.Must get up early to fish.u all have a great night,peace an hugs. Be Salmon Fishing Early Pre Spawn.With the Turbines (Aqua Duct) Running many Awesome Salmon + Br.Trout are Running + Rainbows. Wish everyone Luck in your Contests + Congrades Boogie Momma on her Contest.Thank you so much Kingdom Bombers For Uniting with Unity,Respect,Loyalty + Love.I have so much Pride,in how all K.O.W. new members have pulled together.The Love Displayed on a everyday basis is phenominal. I am so Honored to have such an Awesome Family of Bombers.So Greatful u all Chose the Kingdom of Wolves.An I have some great new friends.The Unity the recent K.O.W. Family have Displayed has Ignited the entire Kingdom. Hugs + Peace have a Great Weekend.

Today
Thanks everyone for the love you have given me. I was ranked #208 for today thanks to that.... i hope it keeps up... and i never thought i would get that .... Keep rating and commenting me and i will try to return the favor.. Lots of love! HUGZ N KISSES! Jessica There's just alot on my mind that i dont know where to begin.. i actually dont even wanna say anythin on here being that this site is more public than myspace... myspace is fuckin pissing me off though.. i wrote 2 different blogs and neither one of them posted....im frustrated because bloggin helps me get my thoughts out in the open but i cant even do that.. fuckin sucks. work is bothering me.. im so bored there.. and i think im gonna start lookin for another job. I just cant take it anymore.. when there are no customers there's literally nothing to do. It's AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ughhhh i just cant say what i wanna say on here so whats the fuckin use... im frustrated.. can't sleep.... i just need t

Today's Words To The Wise!!
Someone's fast-talking ways and impeccable style bowl you over. Go ahead and let yourself get swept away in the whirlwind, but keep one foot on the ground. Sooner or later, you'll want your own life back.

Todays Funny 7/11/07
The Cowboy Boots An elderly man, Bert, always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. So, seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife: "Notice anything different about me?" Margaret looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bert storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Margaret looks up and says, "Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Bert yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, MARGARET?" "Nope," she replies. "IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!" Margaret replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat."

Today
As some of you know one of my best friends died Monday. He had worked with me for many years before retiring. He had pulled away from all of us and Monday for reasons unknown he decided to end his life. So today July12th again became a day that I dislike very much. 18 years ago Today my father died so it has been an emotional and long day for me. I want to thank those that gave me encouregement this week and sent me special wishes.... Greeneyed girl especially.... You left me comments that were very dear thank you. But the one that stepped up for me at all hours of the day and night almost every day to show me she cared was Steph. I will never forget what you did and will always love you for that. Time to move on and tomorrow that sick day passes and it is time to get back to life I am tired of wondering and being sad... So I hope that this weekend the old Russ will be back and I will be sharing things with all of you again. Again Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers and wishe

51 Today
Wrote this for my Aunt back in high school. R.I.P. Here lies the body of Marie C. Lawrence Biker Like a broken down bike its seat, where once sat a generous woman is now cold. The tires now deflated. Its rubber worn away. The smoke has now cleared. The ride is no more. A new adventure lies up ahead that brings many new twists & turns. The highway is waiting... It is the highway to ~*Heaven*~ Bless you forever... So you would have been 51 today huh? God how time flies. I still wish you were here with me. You could have seen me graduate high school and you probably would have helped me get a license. Knowing it I'd be carting you from bar to bar to party since I'm 21 now. Haha...You'd really have me trashed on the special days. You're in my heart everyday of my life and around my neck. My cross means the world to me. It never comes off. You really helped me this past April at state bowling tournements. I bowled better than anyone on my team and it was my first year so

Today;s "h"
"The buck doesn't always have to stop with you. Take a break! Why not let another person take charge of this situation? They've got a million and one ideas about how to get things moving. You'll benefit from this respite." I admit, I saw this one and started to laugh... but then I had to think; Had a bit of a problem ordering a piece of equipment today at work,, turned it over to the Office Expert and let her run with it.. I still beleive it's something our section shouldn't be getting into and she agrees.. but... well it's outa my hands now :D Now.. Home.. No one to turn it over to. Wife depends on me to tell her how much we have... and today I looked at the spreadsheet I made up, trying to figure out how to afford Day-Care for a set of 2 year old Twins... and I'm not seeing it.. Depressing.... :( "The true test of any relationship is how both parties deal with conflict. Right now, for example, if you two have to tussle, make sure you both fight fair and, most importan

Today
Today was a good day. I started off this morning a little tired and unwilling to go to work. I went to the MK class at the Nursing home and facialed 3 women. It was a lot of fun. I got quite a bit of one on one time with the ladies. I found out that 2 of them were 90. One had just turned 90 in March and the other was going to be 91 on August 7. The one that has the Birthday on August 7 had 7 brothers and sisters. she was the 2nd to last one born. There is only one of her other siblings alive. And she is the mother of 7 herself. It was neat just sittin' there talking with here and putting make - up on her face. After it was all done she gave me a hug which was really sweet and put a smile on my face. :). She was walking around the nursing home the rest of the morning showing off her face she was so proud! I walked into the therapy (physical therapy) room where she was showing off her face to one of the ladies (probably her daughter - because she did tell me that she had a daughter that

Today
Quote for the day: 'Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So - if you give her any crap, you will receive a TON of SHIT' May 25, 2008 Quote of the Day "Life is like music; it must be composed by ear, feeling, and instinct, not by rule." – Samuel Butler

Today, It's My Choice.......
Today, its my choice...... I invariably find that at some time in the past I've made a decisions based on self which later placed me in a position to be hurt. With the realization and acceptance that I had played a part in the way my life had turned out came a dramatic change in my outlook. It was at this point that I had to turn my life over to someone greater then me and that someone is God who then began to work in my life. In the past I had always blamed others, either God or other people, for my circumstances. I never felt that i had a choice in altering my life. My decisions had been based on fear, pride, or ego. As a result, those decisions had led me down a path of self-destruction. Today I will try to allow God to guide me on the road to sanity. I am responsible for my action (or inaction) what ever the consequences may be. I accept my humanness. Charles

Today's Issues
Today.... I'm stuck at work, bored as hell. Today is my last day for the pay period to be stuck in the fiscal dept. Thank fucking god! The fiscal dept. is lame! Last night my fiance Dusty was driving me crazy by teasing me with some Harry Potter tidbits.... The bastard finished the book before me! Ok.... Today is my Mother's Birthday! Lucky her she turns 56... Love that woman to death... anyways... Last night I went home from work walking on a little bit of air... my day went well! Dusty then decided to sleep for 5 hours and after I watched the new really stupid show "Rock of Love" I descended back into my world of Harry Potter.... (yeah I already know I'm a dork, you don't have to tell me!) So anyways.... then Dusty decides to wake up and of course since I'm a bitter woman I begin to argue with him, for not paying attention to me.... The night ends with a happy ending, and I went to bed around 2 am.... Had a very very hard time getting up today... Hopefully I'll be able to ta

Today Sucks
I never thought I would ever feel this way. Tonight I am ready to go to bed I was tired but I have been talking with a friend. and my home phone rings. I needed to pick it up I knew immediately it was bad news Tuesday night after 11:45 Well it seems my little sister patricia. she was 10 years younger than I was fighting with her husband. took one of his firearms and ended her life. 28 years old fucked up marraige but WHY PATTY WHY Why end it I would of come and got you. Now I have to explain to my sons what happened they wont have their aunt at any weddings births graduations NOTHING I cant stop thinking of it. We may have had differences in the past but you are my sister. Unconditional love. You were the baby. You were finally putting your head on straight then this. At a time to be happy all we have is sadness. I cant believe you are gone little sister. I will be gone from the net for a long time. I need time to think and clear my head. I dont want

Today Kicks Ass! I Am A Divorced Woman!!!!
the papers have been signed and I am no longer tied to the asshole that kept me down for sooo many years.....time to move on my way and do my thing and that is to be remarried within the next year or 2. hmmm the next best thing is that my fiance and I are getting our new truck tommorow so the last week has been the greatest for us!!!! got the papers in the mail....it's finally official I am a free woman YAY me! I will never look back and I don't think that I will ever think of him again iffen I have to...I just feel so liberated and so me on my own again....no answering to someone that didn't have control of me for so long and the kids can finally take a breather knowing that the man they love as dad is gonna finally be around forever!

Today Is The Day!
So my oldest daughter who is 9 has been gone since July 1st visiting my aunt and grandmother in Cali......We leave in about 20 minutes to go pick her up from the airport! Woot! It has been so long and I miss her like crazy! She called this morning crying, she is so ready to come home! It will be a beautiful drive, we are about an hour and a half from the airport........I will update later on how it went:)

Today's Truth
i really love luisa me and her have been through so much and we click like nothing i ever felt b4 and to tell the truth i think she will be the one i want to marry for the rest of my life and have kids with and be able to settle down and have a good marriage with it has been a long time coming when me and her got here because i did hurt her in the past but i am working and going to stay the man i am changing into for a long time till i die for her and any other plans i have i want to be with her by my side and i hope she reads this caus i do love her and see her alot we hang out lots and i love the time i spend with her. so luisa if do read this i love and always will and it will never change and it is not fake. demonstar. i love luisa dearly and she is the greates thing in my life and i hope sonn in the future we can be parents and have kids 2gether and a long marriage as well and a long 2gether i hope all goes well and i do even if brenda or other love is sorta against it maybe.

Todays Inked
I am lookin for the people on fubar that have been INKED !!! so come on fubarians show me your ink... Possible contest later on for the best inked on fubar..prize to be included are.. blast..happy hours..vips..etc. Will be collecting those pics showing your ink and having 1st..2nd..3rd..place prizes. What are you waiting for hit me with your best shot.

Today
Hello everyone, sorry i've been afk alot lately. Had alot of shit going on. Well anyway's... It's not going to stop till I move...lol.. But during the day when I have time I will def. be bombing like mad crazy.. Love you all, laterz. -Pyroinc I got this as an email from Casper, but had to repost...lol..wtf.. 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wo

Todays Out Look
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears & light for the way. God determines who walks into your life.... it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.

Today Is The Day
And God said, "let there be light." And the prophet spoke, and the minds of the people were illuminated to the Truth of the Word of God. As the ancient prophets before, the man said, "God stands at the door of your heart and knocks. If anyone opens the door, God will come in to them and have dinner with them." The Bread of Life will dine with us, and share the knowledge of Himself with us, and allow us to share in His love, as we open the door of our hearts to Him. In this day of violence, calamities of nature, muslim extremist terrorists, sexual "freedom", and liberal agendas, the only One in whom we can trust is God Himself. We must repent (change our minds and actions toward our rebellion against God), and turn to Him with all our hearts, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. During the 2009 Video Music Awards, while Taylor Swift was getting an award she rightly deserved, singer Kanye interrupted her award speech to say that Beyonce was better. I don't know about you, but to me tha

Today
CHECK US OUT HERE!My new site with Games including trivia channel, Movies to watch, Up to 3 Cam viewing at once, Profiles and buddies, And the best damn chat around. Click the pic!!! I used to have an ISP called sigecom and recently a company out of colorado springs bought them out. They are called WIDE OPEN WEB or WOW. They started last friday to upgrade servers and the routing within the server structure from servers to hubs to links and all. My problem was that they waited until the first week of school to do this and had no clue how to even figure out how to fix the problem. It wasn't until last night when I spoke with a tech support individual and told them it was the same issue as when they upgraded to dhcp from static ip's. This finally one week later let them know that they simply needed to upgrade the modems firmware but did not consider the fact that the user cant do this on their end and that they should have done this before doing the rest of things. I am stil

Today
Precious Little One Precious, tiny little one you'll always be to me. so perfect,pure and innocent- part of heaven's family. We dreamed of you and your life and all that it would be. We waited and longed for you to come and join our family. We never had the chance to play. To laugh,to rock,to wiggle. We long to hold you, touch you now And listen to you giggle. I'll always be your mommy, He will always be your daddy. You will always be our child, the child that we had. But now you're gone... but yet you're here we'll sense you everywhere. You are our sorrow and our joy, There's love in every tear. Just know our love goes deep and strong, we'll forget you never- the child we had but never had, and yet will have forever. to my angel baby lanah jane, i love you and miss you... i long for the day to hear you giggle..... luv, mommy... Today I got ready for work like I always d

Today
Before the next person asks me why my status say stressed is because I AM!!!! My moms surgery is tomorrow morning and I am very worried! I am probably going to be a mess until she gets out of surgery and i know everything is ok so please bear with me! Today i am spending the day with my mom since her surgery is tomorrow so i wont be on til later today. I will talk to everyone then.

Today's Rant
I was watching the news and Hilary was explaining her proposed health care plan. I tried to find it on the net and was able to get part of what she said. Here it is: Hillary Clinton Unveils Healthcare Plan That Requires Insurance For All Americans Reported by: Regional News Service Monday, Sep 17, 2007 @01:54pm CST (Des Moines, IA) -- The nation's healthcare system could undergo major changes if Hillary Clinton becomes the next President. Clinton unveiled a plan to require all Americans to have health insurance during a visit to a hospital in Iowa this morning. Clinton is proposing to require Americans to pay for their health insurance at a level determined by their income. Her plan would require businesses to either offer health insurance or pay into a federal pool that would be used to cover the uninsured. Numerous tax breaks would be offered to help Americans and business owners pay for insurance. Insurance companies would not be allowed to deny coverage to p

Today
ok here we go again...If you read a profile I clearly state that I will NOT do the Yahoo thing. If I say no I am sorry but is that really a reason to call me names? Geez...get over it already....sorry guys..just letting the ones that think its ok to try and harrass me into doing something I don't want to, know that they can't!..LOL Hugs and Kisses Like always...MUAH Well...I tried to call for a tee time and the dang course is having a tournament...why on a Saturday is beyond me, but what can you do? So...looks like I am here for the day..LMAO So show me some luv and and lets have a Sexy Fubar Saturday! Hugs and kisses

Todays Targets
if you have time we can use some extra luv lets stop in & say hello :D:D Warlock@ fubar Hello Everyone. Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA attention & Luv to Your Profile ? It's gonna be an open theme pic contest but no NSFW entries . Well here comes how You can get extra luv all the way around. Contest is gonna start on May 25th(Sun) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern)& run til June 4th(Wed) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern). All entries need to be sent to ßlðñÐïe in private message to enter.Link is at bottom to her profile. All pic rates will be worth 10 points over all so theres no need to worry about down ratings of your pics. 1ST Place needs 40,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 350,000 Fu Bucks. 200-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 3 profiles for a week & pimp out bully for a week. plus a vip or 7 day blast. 2nd Place needs 30,000 comments to qualify.

Today
A tender breeze touches my skin a horrible pain it's bringing and I wanna go running but I know I’ve got to let it in it's so hard to face it all cause I know tonight I'll fall don't drag on me cause I can't keep strong cause tomorrow I'll move on but today, ohh today I've got to cry it all away and tomorrow will bring back my sun but today it all feels wrong ooohh today, yeah today, I've got to cry it all away and tomorrow with eyes dry I'll be ready for another try go walking in the park it's suppose to make me feel good but today it hurts even more than I'll go try out on the beach but the sand make my eyes tear every time another spear who makes the burden even harder but I'll be fine one day farther but today, ohh today I've got to cry it all away and tomorrow will bring back my sun but today it all feels wrong ooohh today, yeah today, I've got to cry it all away and tomorrow with eyes dry I'll be ready for another try it's just a blas

Today's Goal
OK SO EVERYONE MUST HAVE A GOAL.....I DECIDED THAT I WAS GOING TO SET MY GOAL TO SEE HOW MUCH LOVE I COULD GET IN ONE DAY AND MOVE UP TO LEVEL 20. IN ORDER TO DO THIS I NEED ALL OF YOU LOVE. SOOOOO DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR PLEASE HIT MY PAGE HARD!!! RATE IT ALL....STASH, BLOGS, PICS......LEAVE ME COMMENTS.........JUST LOVE ME HEHE. I KNOW WITH ALL OF THE AWESOME FAMILY AND FRIENDS I HAVE I CAN DO THIS!!!! COME HELP ME PROVE IT!! :):):p:p LOVE TO YOU ALL.............SUGAHHH

Todays Comment By: Yours Truly
January 21, 2009 Welcome I hope this finds YOU well, I must say YOU look wonderful ... A sight for sore eyes! As it goes looking ever as nice as I remember and better than I could have imagined - being I haven't seen YOU since, Well, since LAST YEAR! It's not that I didn't miss YOU ... It's more like I just tucked YOU away and knew that YOU were there and If needed ... I could hopefully find YOU I'm humbled by the warm reception I recieved last night from all of YOU! Truth being, this site is just plays havoc on my operating system. Unsure if my lack of computer strength or if its my windows 98 or the cold hard fact that dial up & fubar are not a happy combination ... It didn't take long for me to finally get logged on, to realize why I stopped coming by daily. I should note, I've attempted to log on a lot here as of late. IF (big -IF-) I did get connected, My screen would either freeze right after the long wait -or- worst yet: During a long

Todays Comment
The comment I posted today wasn't directed at anyone I promise, it was a quote I found and so very true. People tend to believe rumors without knowing all the facts and good friends are lost because people are afraid to ask is something wrong. Hugs to you all

Today Life Isn't So F*#kin Beautiful!
Just got back from having a wonderful weekend. Over 1000 mile round trip. Life was Beautiful. Then all hell breaks loose. To make it short, totaled my truck within 5 miles from home just 15 short miutes ago. Ruined MyFuckin Day! So yeah, Life ain't so Beautiful in my eyes right now. Peace Ya'll! Later, TheUnLoved

Today's Life
So the question i had was the bf going to like the early Christmas gift. The answer to that was written on his face the moment i opened the hotel's bathroom door. With one glance at me his eyes widen and he got the look of anticipation written all over his face. I wore that red number i have in my hidden me folder with the fuzzy red slipper heals that i got from Fredrick's of Hollywood.(which is my favorite place to shop for my bedroom only clothing.) I laid on the bed and the kisses i got from him from my ankles to my lips made me feel so relaxed and content to where i wanted to be that content on a daily basis. The touch of his skin against mine made me feel as if i was in a force field and time was standing still, when in reality time was flying by. The moment of the first penetration of his cock going into my pussy made me feel as if there was a fireworks celebration going off with the sensory overload i was feeling. the feeling of the passion and the emotions our bodies were

Today
You are spending a lot of time with one person, though it may not be a romantic situation. A good friend or close coworker may just be absorbing most of your energy and it is all for the best. ^^^^^^nu uh, not for the best^^^^^^ My ex is driving me crazy and I'm not even staying with him yet. I thought it would be okay since we've been over for so long but he seems to think he's in love with me again...YIKES I don't want that. (or him) I guess I'll look at it this way...the more he pushes the faster I'll get my ass to the mainland. =} My horoscope for today.... (how ironic!) You need to deal with the situation at home before it gets any less stable. You've certainly got what it takes to handle it all, but the weirdness could get to be a bit much if you try to do it all yourself. (I'm doing 90% of it myself, hurts but oh well) Do you ever feel like being here (and there) but not rating? Well that's me right now...hopefully I'll get on it so I can keep up on my daily

Today Is The Day
You're the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You're in everything I do, And everything I say. You put a smile on my face, And a twinkle in my eye. You're the tingle in my soul, And the hand that's laced in mine. You're my best friend, my love, The happiness of my life. You're the warmth inside my heart, You ease my pain and strife. You are all I ever want, You are all I ever need. You are all I ever dream of, You are all of this to me. Today is the day! All of my love baby, Yours forever, Michael

Today Is A Gift
Many people will walk in and out of your life, But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you twice, it is your fault Great minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses much more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me ... You brought another friend ... and we started our group ... our circle of friends ... and like a circle ... there is no beginning or end ... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.

Today Is The First Day Of The Rest Of Your Life...
OK, well today started off as a really crappy day. I stopped in Prinn NV to scope out the casinos a lil bit, and take a little nap, before driving the last 4 hours to make my delivery in Riverside CA. When I woke up at 3 A.M. to finish the last leg of our trip, Stephanie was no where to be found. The sad thing is that I knew exactly where she was before I even started looking for her. But I looked anyways... hoping and praying that my instinct was wrong,for almost 3 hours. I scanned the casinos floors, the restaraunts, the bars, and the ladies restrooms of all 3 casinos. I enlisted the help of security, who paged Stephanie over and over. Finally, I had to leave at 5:45 A.M. to make my delivery appointment on time (actually, I was 6 minutes late). I was forced to leave Stephanie's things (most importantly, her insulin) at the security desk at Whiskey Pete's so she could retrieve them when she finally showed up. (Stephanie's mom and dad were convinced I had murdered Stephanie and b

Today
Do you ever weak up and know you love everthing you have? I got out of bed and me house was so clean and my kids were being so good and plaing like there was no tomorrow. The only thing that was missing was the best wife anyone could ever have,but i had the best dream about her and all i can do all day was look at clock to see if it almost time for her to be home and now it is.so to all i wish the best to you all and hope you are just as happy with the poeple in your life as i am. If you are then you most have a great life. so heres to my family that loves me for me. the good day's and the bad day's

Today
Today has been a very exhausting day. I had church choir practice, sunday school, and church this morning, which is always enjoyable. But today was slightly different. I am also in the choir at the University that I attend. So my today, actually started way back in August, but the stress started yesterday with dress rehersal. We started DR at 1015 am, and concluded around 12. Making sure that all soloist, instrumentalist, and logistics were all squared away. The today, starting with my morning this morning, then home for about an hour the off to the college for the concert. The concert started today at 3 and we concluded about an hour later. I will say that everything went ok. Soloist (me included in that) all did well, the instrumentalist all did well, and the choir pieces that we performed seemed greatly appreciated by the audience. And of course, in my fashion of not knowing when is enough....I still have to help someone with a research project, go to a gift exc hange drawi

Todays Message
BELIEVE!!! If I BELIEVE in myself I CAN DO ANYTHING I truly want to do. AND if I plan my goals and work my plan. I will SUCCEED! GirlyTags.com - Girly Comments & Graphics Today's Message of the Day is: Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.