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It's hard to juggle all these different online communities. I give the most attention to Vampire Rave and MySpace... but this is a very cool spot on the web, and I need to give it more time ;) So- here's to hoping I can remember to log in ;) *Cheers!* So here I am at this online 'bar'. In reality, I don't drink. I will drink a glass of wine if I need to try and put myself to sleep~ or at Communion (lol)~ but I surely don't hang out in any bars. Not the kinds any of these LC folks seem to go to anyway. I guess it's alright, it is after all- only 'virtual'. I am a Southerner, through and through- proud too, I am not a racist Rebel- but a person who appreciates and KNOWS the life of the South. People here aren't stupid, unaware, or not street-smart. If anything, they think a hell of a lot- and pass on traditions and stories that 'used' to be important in society. This sort of thing happens in other parts of the US, but I still don't feel it like I do in the South. I grew

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1) Do you drive the speed limit? i set my own limits 2) Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? hahhahahahah why ask me 3) What's the fastest you've ever driven? 140+ 4) Do you listen to music in your car? most of the time 5) Would you rather be the driver or the passenger? DRIVER 6) Do your passengers like to be backseat drivers? Dont care dont ask lol 7)Whats the longest distance you've ever driven in one day?Michigan to Cali 8) Where was the first place you drove when you got your license? To matts to go hunting 9) Did you have restrictions on where you could drive when you first got your license? NO 8) What kind of car do you drive? 86 mustang T-top and 93 jeep cherokee 9) What was your first car? 89 suzuki 10) How many cars have you owned? 7 11) Did you pass your learner's permit test the first time? yes 12) Are you nervous about driving over bridges/tunnels? NOPE 13) Do you have a lot of junk in your car? nope 14) Is your car clean? c

Randoms
...take it anymore! My heart hurts. I cant keep crying over this. 5 Girls Dead in Amish School Shooting By MARK SCOLFORO NICKEL MINES, Pa. - A fifth child wounded in the shootings at an Amish schoolhouse in Lancaster County died Tuesday in a Delaware hospital, state police said. The child who had been taken to Christiana Hospital in Delaware died about 1 a.m., state police spokeswoman Linette Quinn said. The girl was one of seven wounded in the school shooting Monday, the nation's third in less than a week. Three girls, and the gunman, died at the school, in a bucolic area of Lancaster County, authorities said. Quinn said the two girls who died in hospitals early Tuesday had suffered "very severe injuries, but the other ones are coming along very well." Another victim, a 7-year-old girl, died about 4:30 a.m. at Penn State Children's Hospital in Hershey, hospital spokeswoman Amy Buehler Stranges said. "Her parents were with her," Buehler Stranges said. "She was

Random Stuff
I lost..... but one day i hope to get Alana Back someday... And when that day comes ill be happy as ever, a loss of werds, and probably, i dont know how to feel lol the one thing that bugs me the most is why she left me? I was soo hurt by everything she did. it pretty much made me feel so low, and shattered my heart into little million pieses..... you wonder why i still like this girl.. its because she makes me complete inside whever im with her. i feel comfortable around her when ever shes near. i just dontk now why shes not with me at all.

Random Things
I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE ONLINE VERY MUCH FOR THE REST OF THIS WEEK. SADLY MY DEAR GRANDFATHER PASSED AWAY MONDAY MORNING. LAST WEEKEND WAS OUR LAST WEEKEND WITH HIM. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW SO YOU DONOT THINK I AM IGNORING YOU. I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL SOON. HERE ARE 2 PICTURES OF MY DEAR GRANDFATHER. XOXO~ SERENA Answer these so I know how much you know and care lol Current mood: lonely 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish i was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have

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Me and buddy's went to a concert this weekend, and it was freaking great! I got too see Incubus, Rise againt, and Jacks Manequin.. it's was cool. Best part of the night though was when me and my buddy Smitty were standing around just talking, and we see this mud puddle that people keep accidently walking into. So were laughing, and everytime someone walked through it, we would be like "ooooooooohhhh" and start to laugh and point. Before you know it there's like 30 of us standing around this mud puddle laughing at these people walking into the mud. Every 10 seconds, it never failed. Then we were instigating people to jump in the mud. A couple drunk dudes got in it, but everyone was trying to get these two girls to mud wrestle. What's even funnier is people are throwing money into the mud, like these chicks are supposed to just jump in and grab it.....

Randomness
I took the most of these pics randomly one day on the ride home from picking someone up from work.... The others I took this evening (10/5) in my front yard... including the one of my POS car that I need a new engine in LoL... Enjoy Ugly ass Idaho! July 4th, 2oo6 Potato Feild The remains Idaho Power leaves around haha Haystacks in BFE This is a "Tractor" according to some redneck... I call it heavy duty equiptment, but *shrug* Home on the farrm Moooooooooooooooooo Corn Feild (For the stupid fucks) My Yard/Home: Walnut Tree beside my house, all pretty like Tree's in front of my house on the street kinda The evil "Cricket Tree" I refuse to go under at night.. eek Apple Tree My 5 Bedroom oldddd school Farm House... My Piece of Shit Car *ownd*: 1990 Pontiac Grand Am ^_^ I bought it myself, had it worked on 'n paid for it myself, Blew the engine MY DAMNED SELF!

Random Random..ness..
Being the non-christian that I am, if I were to get pulled over for doing something stupid while driving, you think they'd be mad if I said Jesus took the wheel? If I were nuts, you guys would tell me....right? Got this from Maggie :D How Do Men See You?Men See You As PlayfulMen want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

The Random Babbelings Of An 18 Year Old Soul
ive been putting off updating since friday but not for any real reason- just the fact that i procrastinate, a lot. So ill recap from friday until today- 5am, on sunday morning....lol friday Caitie, Steve, Joe and I headed to the meatpacking industry for our digital class assignment and basically took the entire time just getting there- because we were all easily distracted by fun things like the homeless---or not homeless man since he gave steve his adress to mail the photos we took of him- man who performed for us on the streetcorner, and messing around with joes fisheye that he rented from the cage, stopping to get caities colors to 'pop', and walking into bakeries that smelt good, photo equiptment rental places with 'cute boys' as caitie put it (totally not cute, blehh), the chelsea market, and of course at some point we DID photograph the sign we needed to shoot, among other things..... i was sorta dreading the trip because it was alittle chilly and i wasnt really in the mood

Random Thoughts
To my friends at the LC; For the Veterans on LC; For my Family; For my Brothers and Sisters in arms: This is a work that I did in 1997 as part of a counseling program for PTSD. There have been many similar type works out there, but this one is unique, as it was written over the course of only about 15 minutes as I poured my heart out on to paper. Some will understand, others will not. For those that have family in the sandbox; Your Brother/Sister/Son/Daughter/Father/Mother will seem different after they return. They will have a different look in their eyes... a serious one. Use this to learn. Use this to understand. Use this to love again! Please feel free to repost this, but PLEASE... This is copywrited work. Please leave this unchanged in content! Thanks, Dave Stopher www.davestopher.com/warrior.htm +~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+ Shed no tear for me for I am a warrior. I chose my path willingly, only to be granted my wish. I've suffered, I've toiled, and I’ve bl

Random Thoughts
I have figured out some things i would like to share if i am wrong let me know. Our elected officials are taking away the rights of american citizen at a much faster rate. Since it seems that only a small majority actually count, they think the rest of us are stupid. The problem I see is that most americans are. If something bad happens than they find a way to "fix the problem" Well when the fix the problem they add fuel to the fire which is our fears. they feed off it promise you that everything is going to change once this new law or bill is going to pass and when it does most relize how horrible it is when it effects what they can or can not do. We have over a millions homeless people in the united states alone and a good majority of them are american vets. THIS IS UNCALLED FOR. The reality is we do control what happens to our country. Remember the CONSTITUTION and THE BILL OF RIGHTS and THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE is still valid today. It is up to you

Random Thoughts
Why does the strongest emotion the human society is capable of is also the most painful? Why does love hurt so much? Then why is it when we finally get over a love that is lost, we would rather feel the pain than being comfortably numb? Once we have the pain, why is it we can never seem to get enough? Someone once said "it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all", Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have never loved at all. As the sun in the sky shines so does my love for you. The sun is eternal as is my love. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Some only see the outter beauty that fades over time. The few that see the inner beauty are graced with a vision of beauty that lasts forever. Life ends when you stop dreaming. Hope ends when you stop believing. Love ends when you stop caring. Friendship ends when you stop sharing. To love without condition. To talk without intention. To give without reason. To care without expectation, is the hear

Random Thoughts...in No Particular Order
Today I reflect on recent events, and a quote comes to mind, one that causes me to stop and hold back the tears..."A parent should never have to bury a child"...I don't where it was I first heard it, it's a quote I unfortunatly say often, to often...I remember whispering it to myself at my cousin Willie's funeral, ha killed himself...fresh out of high school and kills himself...but I digress...amny know of the past weeks events of which I speak, the senseless killing of innocence...what was once considered the last safe haven for children all over the world has become the final destination for the children, schools...from the United States, to Russia,(brings to mind another Sting song "Russians"), France all over, so you see it's not just here...not only are children dying where they should be safe, but in the streets, there's the obvious war zones, but aren't they all...I am so disgusted, that I can't even think of solutions, and those officials chosen by the people to work for us...r

Random Poetry
It's about time To give up hope I've tried for so long It's too hard To keep hanging on Don't want to say good bye But it's hard to have things All one sided I care too much I want to hear you say Just hi would be good enough today It's been too long I've waited my time What is so wrong with me That you wont even tell me goodbye Keep me hanging on Looking for hope My hope is dying out It's my time Time To let go I'm out of time Back to reality I go Watch him leave Walk though the door He'll never re-enter again It's time to breath It's time to cry It's time to face myself and all the reasons why I gave up hope today Once again I'm brought back to this place Tears come to my eyes Memories fill my mind The thoughts of the once was They pour over me Until nothing else survives A touch floods my sences Stronger than it ever was before The sensation is embracable Makes my body quake My knees buckle The thought The Visual The effect of somethin

Random Thoughts
So yeah these last couple days been pretty interesting to say the least. I havent posted a blog in awhile so i really thought this would give me the chance to get things out on the table. I fucked up giving info to someone i thought i could trust and that got showed to another person. So basically it boils down to this you learn from your mistakes and you really gotta watch what you say to people. I dont care really because reguardless its not going to get me to think diffrently about the whole situation, i am a hard headed son of a bitch i admit that and i am totally stuck on my ways someone crosses me i dont forgive or forget i just stay away....So gratz anyways. I must thank you though because threw all this i met an amazing girl and would do it all over again if i had to :) So all in all i am outtie!!!! Why does it seem when things are going right, life has to throw you a curve ball that u totally swing and miss on? Why does love have to be so hard to understand and so hard to

Random Thoughts From The Edge
England (5) 14 Try: Lewsey Pens: Wilkinson 2 Drop-goals: Wilkinson France (6) 9 Pens: Beauxis 3 Jonny Wilkinson landed two late kicks as the champions fought back to reach their second World Cup final in a row with a dramatic win over hosts France. England took a second-minute lead through Josh Lewsey but two Lionel Beauxis penalties put France 6-5 up. A penalty apiece from Beauxis and Jonny Wilkinson saw France lead 9-8. Wilkinson hit a post with a drop-goal attempt, but landed a penalty and drop-goal in the last five minutes to stun France and send England through. The match started in explosive fashion as England took the lead after just 78 seconds. Andy Gomarsall clipped a box-kick down the line and Damien Traille, usually a centre but playing out of position at full-back, dithered as the ball skittered along near the touchline. When it popped up Traille momentarily slipped and Lewsey latched onto the ball before blasting over and through the

Random Thoughts Of A Twisted Mind
KIDS... evil demons or evil aliens? Either way, not the angels that people portray them to be. I mean how many angels do you know that are so evil that they hide the tv remote?! Hellions! They're like computer viruses...they sneak in as cute cuddly little heaven sent bundles of love. But, then they get older, and realize that they have supernatural powers! Beware of these creatures!! they'll start off as being innocent, but then, when you least expect it...THEY SCREAM AND YELL IN A VOICE THAT WOULD MAKE A BANSHEE TURN TAIL AND RUN!!!! Cats don't make very good bookends. They tend to run when you try to plaster them. it's even worse if you take them to get bronzed. They don't seem to like it. I need a customized license. Not for my car though. I'm thinking I should get one for my dog. It would say something like I8ITAL. That bastard will put away some food. Which brings me back to children. (see, all things are relative.) Kids use up everything!! I mean, you go to the store to buy food

Random Thoughts
Was talking with a very close friend the other night and was trying to explain why I said I was patient. This song really does explain it well. Innocent Man by Billy Joel Some people stay far away from the door If there's a chance of it opening up They hear a voice in the hall outside And hope that it just passes by Some people live with the fear of a touch And the anger of having been a fool They will not listen to anyone So nobody tells them a lie I know you're only protecting yourself I know you're thinking of somebody else Someone who hurt you But i'm not above Making up for the love You've been denying you could ever feel I'm not above doing anything To restore your faith if i can Some people see through the eyes of the old Before they ever get a look at the young I'm only willing to hear you cry Because i am an innocent man I am an innocent man Oh yes i am Some people say they will never believe Another promise they hear in the dark Because t

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Hey everyone...I'm in a new contest...It's a nipple piercing contest, which means there is a picture of my pierced nipple out there for you to go vote on! It's a hot picture, so check it out! And maybe repost this for me. :) Here is the link.... [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1786689443 ] You can vote as many times as you want, and its based solely on comments! So leave me lots and lots of love! ~Erica aka Incomplete and All Alone Hey everyone...I entered the Sexiest BBW contest...I just wanted to let you all know, all of my amazing friends :) I wish all the girls luck...if you decide you want to vote for me, here is the link to my picture... If you all could repost this, that would be awesome! :) Thank you all! Love you! ~Erica aka xPrettyInPunkx hey everyone one of my good friends on lc is ina sexiest bbw contest an she's in 2nd plce rite now, plzz help my friend XprettyinpunkX out an click on her pic below an go rate her a 10 an leave a comment.. she's really sweet girl, an

Randys Blog
My big hobby and part time job at this time is writing articles for pay. http://www.freewebs.com/randync/ will show ya my work. Click the associated content link on the page to make money (not alot but some) writing.

Random Thoughts
I remember "walking to school, in bare feet, in the snow, uphill both ways" (just kidding). Actually, if I wanted to, I could probably tell you the names of every teacher I had from Kindergarten through High School, not because I'm that good at remembering, but because there are traumatic experiences related to almost every year of school. I can't think of one year off the top of my head that something bad didn't happen. Kindergarten was te year I broke my ankle on Halloween while Trick-or-Treating, and for some reason, I remember being carried into the school for a party for Halloween and I remember getting laughed at by all the kids because my dad carried me into school. First thruogh 8th grade were in a Catholic School--with mostly nuns for teachers---now if that doesn't bring nightmares, nothing will. Which brings me to a question---If these "religous" people are supposed to be excellent examples of the way we should be, why would they ridicule and belittle children who were poor,

Randomness
Goin to the football game tomarrow... WSU vs Cal its gonna be a barn burner... hmmm not sure what that means... but w.e. Any Cal fans in the house... prepare to cry as we kick your ASSES! ... whatever lataz Took lunch early... boss is comin' today.. leavein for a week tomarrow... im sure he will piss me off today... Bah @ work... goin to leave now... sleepy

Randomness
Basically everyone knows what fractals are. We may not know the EXACT definition but we know it applies to twisting and warping colors into other colors, causing designs in the twists and turns. Example below:Whether certain images are intended is not known but there are definite patterns and pictures in the blend. Now on to the point of this blog in particular. Why do I think about fractals a lot? Because I often feel just like one. Like my life was made from a little of this...a little of that. Then taken and mixed and blended to form something much more than meets the eye. To the person who just takes a glance they see the obvious things. Height, weight, hair color, etc. To the person who stops and takes a closer look there are designs, ideas, thoughts, emotions, SUBSTANCE to what they see because they take the time to see it.Those are the people I enjoy meeting. People who actually WANT to take the time to see what lies underneath it all. Those are the people one can nev

Random Musing #1
Create your own friendquiz here Never Date a Libra Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear. Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear. Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio You Are Socks! Cozy and warm... but easily lost. You make a good puppet. What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?

Randomness And Chaos
chaos in death, chaos in life. all we are are cess pools for chaos and rage, we are the disease, we are the carriers of the apocolypse. one day we will be mankinds greatest threat, and the only way to deal with it is to get rid of that threat, and by that way of thinking we are even greater a threat to ourselves, so we are chaos embodied, and the apocolypse reincarnated I am randomness embodied today, and everything I do comes from this deamon within who touches every part of my soul. my heart and body cry out that this is normal, and so I continue to be random, I am chaos, I am the anti everything. nothing is as bad as me, yet I am nothingness, I am nothing, a small speck in this world, I am nothing in the face of history help me, don't help me, come hold me, stay away from me I am diseased, I am unclean, I don't know what I am or who I am, what am I where am I I am randomness I am chaos. I am the end of the world

Random Nonsense
Sure, I'm a dude, but I can still tell you that you dress like an FFR. See, FFR is the new replacement for BFF, except that it stands for Fat Fucking Retard. So many dirty slobs looking like a douche. Well, I'm hear to help with some friendly tips for you losers: If you wear it to the gym, they are not clothes, they are sweats. This goes for all you IROC driving hair metal fuckers still wearing wrestling crazy pants. Be comfortable in your own goddam home. When you are out in public, try to look a little better than the jackass that always hogs the treadmill just to walk at 1MPH. Damn FFR. If you wear it to bed, they are not clothes, they are pajamas. You stupid little bitches know what I am talking about. Sure, you think it is all cute to wear fucking PJs out in public. Where is your dumbass teddy bear? Here, let me read you a bedtime story - "There once was an angry old fuck that kicked the shit out of people wearing pajamas outside and the world was a better place. The end." If y

Randomness
I feel like I'm capable of anything, I'm willing to do everything, yet in the end I gain nothing. I'm accustomed to disappointment, I expect to be denied and rejected, yet I can't find the strength to fight back. I'm constantly reminded of my failures, I can't escape the echoes of the past, though I feel like I could move on... But move on to what and where, Who will accept and console me, and why would they bother? A broken soul and shattered being, My grasp on the thin strand of my life, one more slip and I fall to the abyss. I believe my life will always ride the line, Faltering and stumbling all the time, hoping someone will help me avoid the obstacles. I work so hard only to fall on my face, I constantly have to reinforce my own integrity, but adapting illusions can only take me so far. I'm told I have no focus, I think my focus is too broad to understand, and my tenacious drive completely misinterpreted. Too many dreams to cloud my thoughts

Random
I just found out that I have a vampire name. 3 different web sites have all given me similar names. Some of you may not believe in that stuff, I myself am skeptical. But I like anything mythical, mysterious...and it wierd that 3 different places come up with similar names. Well here it is.... Angelique VigÃ©e-Lebrun Known in some parts of the world as: Leto of Wallachia The Great Archives Record: Died and rose again in the name of eternal love. This could be a random thing, who knows. But its cool to learn! I grew up on Rock n Roll, which is now considered classic rock. I love Metal, Hard Rock, Alternative, even some Pop. I absolutely HATED country until a few years ago. I like a few artists, but I can not get over the WHINING that is in a lot of that music. (This coming from a girl who grew up not too far from NASHVILLE.) Go figure. What do you like? Just a Place I thought I would post names of some people I have lost touch with. Tami Kaiser ~ Brian and Cheyenne's mom.

Random Thoughts
i just got a call from the cancer society of america, i would love to pledge money to these people to help out cancer research. sence i have been a surviver of cancer for about 15 years or more. but i refuse to donate money over the phone to a group that tells me to pledge 15 dollars minmum donation so they can send me a package in the mail that cost them 3.50 to send. am i stupid they tell m i pledged last year ( no i didn't) wich if they did recive my donation they woulnt call 2 times a year. so for everyone online thats a worker of this please forgive me but.... im not going to give my hard earned money over the phone to a person reading a peice of paper and will not send me info on themselves to me. if you wana repost this go for it im thinking of starting my own fund raiser the Central America Shelterpayment Helpers make chcks out to us use the initals CASH Create your own Friend Quiz here you can have a day rotten as hell pissed and gripeing till the end of ti

Random Stuff
Tale of a blonde pilot............. A blonde pilot decided she wanted to learn how to fly a helicopter. She went to the airport, but the o nly one available was a solo-helicopter. The instructor figured he could let her go up alone since she was already a pilot for small planes and he could instruct her via radio. So, up the blonde went. She reached 1,000 feet and everything was going smoothly. She reached 2,000 feet. The blonde and the instructor kept talking via radio. Everything was going smoothly. At 3,000 feet, the helicopter suddenly came down quickly! It skimmed the top of some trees and crash landed in the woods. The instructor jumped into his Jeep and rushed out to see if the blonde was okay. As he reached the edge of the woods, the blonde was walking out. "What happened"? the instructor asked. "All was going so well until you reached 3,000 feet. What happened then"? "Well," began the blonde. "I got cold, so I turned off the ceiling fan."

Random Thoughts
As defined by Merriam Webster: Main Entry: friend·ship Pronunciation: 'fren(d)-"ship Function: noun 1 : the state of being friends 2 : the quality or state of being friendly : FRIENDLINESS 3 obsolete : AID So. What is the definition of "friend"? Main Entry: friend Pronunciation: 'frend Function: noun Etymology: Middle English frend, from Old English frEond; akin to Old High German friunt friend, Old English frEon to love, frEo free 1 a : one attached to another by affection or esteem b : ACQUAINTANCE 2 a : one that is not hostile b : one that is of the same nation, party, or group 3 : one that favors or promotes something (as a charity) 4 : a favored companion 5 capitalized : a member of a Christian sect that stresses Inner Light, rejects sacraments and an ordained ministry, and opposes war -- called also Quaker This all makes me think. I have always considered myself a good friend, but now I'm beginning to wonder. I have to reflect, because the people

Random Crap
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!You are a Vampiric Elf!92%You are a Demon58%Fallen Angel58%Vampire58%Black Witch42%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Orange. Your heart is orange. You like mischief, whether it\'s breaking the law or just being kinky! You like any kind of fun that involves danger. That\'s good, just make sure you don\'t get caught. Go you, I\'m very proud!Orange89%Red

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It's NOVEMBER!! Day 1 to vote for your FLAVORITE!! ;) It's November!! Day ONE to vote for your favorite girls for this month!! Yup. :) That's what the pics are for...the wet t shirt contest. I'll be on the evil angel team for the lingerie contest soon - so if you wanna vote for me for the wet t shirt contest, go ahead and rate and or comment. Luv yas. hehe ...you can vote for your favorite dollyz on BrokenDollz AND TummyToToes. Come on! Show the Dollz some love, let us know you think we're hot! Join, and vote! Plus it's really fun if you create a profile and add us as friends! I'm on BrokenDollz and TummyToToes WAYYYY more than any other site.

Random Blurbs
It was my mother, little niece, older sister and I that went out earlier this morning before my sister and I had to go to work and so we ventured to The Dollar Tree. Exciting? Not really. The store had the radio on and a song by The Wallflowers was blaring over the speakers. Me being me decided to sing along with it. After all, I tend to sing at any time I feel the inkling to do so. I don't know who he is but this guy that works there told me of his friend that has a recording studio up in Hartsille..Heartsville? Fuck. How is that town's name spelled? Anyways, the guy told me that I need to go and talk to his friend about getting a demo out and whatnot. I was like, wtf? 'Are you a singer?' -worker 'No. It's a hobby...' -me. 'I have this friend with a recording studio in (dunno the spelling) and he is looking for new talent. Here's the number.' -worker. '....okay..?' -me. Eventful, ne? Question is, do you find this odd? Yesterday when I was at wor

Random
No one gives a DAMN if your single, you just want them to pitty your ass. But just remember Bitch.. When i'm walkinq down the street with him Bitch i know your qunna be jealous, Look at me, you know i'm better and you can't fuckinq stand it.. When he puts that ring on MY finger your qunna wish that he said he loved you But you can keep on wishinq bitch because he's all mine. . . Oh and if i see you talkinq to him you won't have the quts to do it aqain =] Stay away from him or you'll pay, it's not a threat bitch, it's a promise... =] It hurts being so close and seeing you walk away.. why does our first love have to walk away from us anyways? why does it have to hurt so extremley much? I'm just glad i've moved on and found someone I truly love now. And I know we will last and be in love. I love him

Random Stuff!!
Friend told Me to post a blog… so here goesAm I the only one seeing point sluts who ARE NOT on My friends list activating their Auto 11’s in the alert box? I do not care about them or their silly points… leave it to fu to mess up what works perfectly fine….*when writing this* …I am also seeing point sluts activating their Bombs in the alert bar as well… Also am I the only one seeing point sluts photos in their “recent upload by friends box”? When I told a certain fubar Admin about this, he said that I was not telling the truth basically…well he said that was not possible …^^ screen shot just 5 mins old and hm look at all those point sluts in that box who are not on My friends list… damn I guess anything is possible like that saying says :P^^On a lighter note… damn I got rick rolled yesterday when going to click on a link a friend said was from a hot gothic model with a gas mask on and instead I found Rick

Random Stuff
I was tagged by CutieRozie Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details.(6+6+6 ?) Here Goes: (in no particular order) 1.) I like watching sports center like 24-7 2.) I NEVER wear shoes in the house. 3.) I really hate traffic. 4.) I hate getting carded when i am dayum near 30 lol 5.) I have a habbit of being to NICE to people. 6.) Boxers never briefs lol I TAG Crys Amber Robyn JoJo HoneySuckleLips Kati

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hey everybody well everybody who is actually gonna read this. i do alot of writing in blogs and stuff so consider reading these entries as a way of getting to know me.if you would like for me to read your blog simply ask and will read and comment..and feel free to comment on my entries.also be avised some of my entries may be a lil dark. but everybody have a nice day and thank you for reading this.

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Lots of things on CT have certanly changed... I'm having a blast trying to figure out what's what now. Hope ya'll don't mind too much that I'm sharing some of my music interests, just let me know and I'll remove you from the sharing process. Hopefully, I'll have some time this week to add some more pictures... I have lots to post. I go camping thhis weekend, it's long overdue vacation time, and I'm psyched. I'll blog about how it goes when i get back. Have a good day everyone :)

Random Stuff
So I need some ideas on what to do for my 21st birthday on December 28th or around that date. BTw every1 is invited so coolio huh?? I might have it at the local hott spot the Amarean Cafe (the hooka bar)or at Rancids favorite performance place (Java) but those are so overused give me some ideas ppl and then i can give out the information on the party date Check out my project!! Myiasis projectAdd to My Profile | More Videos

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Well, as you can see, I never did delete my account. But, as to what else is new in my life, here's a list. Separated from the hubby. Lost my grandmother to a stroke. Moving back home (no, not in with my mother, just back to my home state.) I know all of the above sounds pretty shitty but don't worry about me. It's all good. Life may not be going the way I planned but it all the unexpected shit seems to be pointing me in a direction that makes me happier anyway. So, much love to my friends and maybe I will see you around when I get settled. xoxo I have been hard at work on BG's blanket. And for future reference, top stitching is time consuming. I only wish I could have gotten the alligators to come out right. But half an alligator just doesn't look good. Anyway, I will be back more as soon as this is finished. I just got the 30 blocks top stitched and ready to put together. I just need to sew them up and then top stitch the borders and get them on. I will put up

Random Thoughts And Stupid Shit
She was merely 16, too young to experience life on her own, but too old to have it spoon-fed to her, she wanted to be independent, a rebel, she wanted to say she had done it, without her mom knowing, but she found out 2 a.m. knock on the door, "I'm sorry ma'am... but we found her" ...she wasn't even 16... I sit in my room, rapped up in a ball, going through old letters, containing so many secrets, reading old notes, looking through pictures, that were left to be forgotten, trying to forget the memories, that still haunt me when I sleep, a familiar face reminds me so much, I had her buried in my mind, before the dirt even covered her casket, I should have gone too, I came across this note, her name signed at the bottom, oh, the memories we had, still overcome by the last one, she shouldn't have been lying on the bed, covered with all that blood, the doctors should have saved her, instead I killed her, in my mind, a cold chill ran

Randomness
I wanna be a guy who would move your hair away from your eyes and then kiss you. Hold your hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A pretty boy, but not so pretty that you feel awkward. A guy that would think you were beautiful even if you were just in sweats. Someone who would sing to you at random moments. Who would let you sleep on my chest. A guy who would beat the shit out of someone if they made fun of what you looked like. I want to be a guy that would call you 3 times a day if i went away. A guy that would let you gossip to me and would just smile and agree with everything you said. I would throw stuffed animals at you when you act dumb and then dog pile on you and kiss you a million times. And a guy that would make fun of you just to make you laugh. I would surprise you with 25 cent rings. And we would have contest to see how far we could spit our gum. I would take you to the park. And put my hands around your waist and give you big bear hugs all the time. A g

Random Questions????
why is it that woman are so blinded by love that they think the person they are with loves them and is loyal and faithful to them but when you sit there and listen to the excusses that they give you... we beleive them... as if our hearts are saying i want so much to beleive my other half.... but yet in all do rality infact they are not faithful... or they do not find you attractive???? they lie and desive you and tell you what you want to hear... how come everytime i am in a relationship i get hurt???? that i am ALWAYS cheated on... damn am i not giving it up enough guys???? do you not find me attractive??? am i that bad of a lover??? friend??? companion??? woman we need to open our eyes and not our hearts.. i think i am just going to turn into a cold heartless i dont give a fuck bitch and then maybe i wont get hurt.. i am fed up with being the nice girl the loving and caring girl the one that puts every one elses feelings befor mine because in the end my heart always gets ripped out

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We see without purpose in a world full of significance, one solid arc surrounding this point; a slow and infinite division, order is ever shifting; observing only a reflection of all that has and will become, we dream our own fate; we fear our own creation. Can we choose our birth, our fate pain bound to earth, others fear our essence, self-hate motionless, forced action sharp gradients, spiral entropy in motion, this hunger slowly decays, both withering, it burns, still uncreated, future consumed past; nothingness waits at last, in any direction; the first moment, first movement. It is something that we far too often take for granted. The term narrate actually initially comes from the same root as knowledge. Latin narrare, narrat-, from gnarus, knowing; gno- Now we are at a convenience cross roads in our own history, which happens to finally converge again as one path in our present society. Around two and a half millennia ago, the concept of Gnostic and knowledg

Random Crap
so yea,,i have a blog..again..*shudders* i remember the horror my last attempt at blogging had..lets just the swelling should subside soon..as for the burning and itching..they have creams for that.. anywho.. kick startin a new here since..well..i can.. problems with that?..no didnt think so...move along..these arnt the droids your looking for..

Random Thoughts...
Have you ever had one of those days where you don't wanna wake up? Everybody sucks, everything is fucked? I HAVEN'T! If you read the first couple of my sentences you might have deemed them slightly familiar. Limp Bizkit originally wrote the song. The fact that Fred Durst thinks that he is a lyrical genius makes me feel pitty for the world. Whe the hell packs a "mutha fukin' chainsaw"? I mean, seriously, who is he kidding? The fact that the only good thing to enter his band (Wes Borland)put him to shame when he went solo. Big Dumb Face was listened to more frequently, even though the songs were horrible. Wes wasn't even trying. In believe, in my honest opinion, that Fred Durst should die of VD and rot in hell. Just a random thought for you...

Random Shit
are you really in love very much in lovewhoever you are with right now is in love with you just as much as you.... you are made for each other Take this test awww i love you my wonderful husband Are you Loved?!?! Yes, ur loved!SOMEONE "SPECIAL" is totally falling head over hills for you, your such an enjoyable and fun to be around person! This "someome" is truely in love with you! Take this test what candy are you chocolate kissesu have a warm personality!! u r very comforting when ur friends need you. but you are romantic and sexy when it comes to love:) Take this test

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Is there ever a time in your life when you feel you should change your perspectives entirely? If so, what would be the reason? Is it wrong if it is for someone? This man, I feel so deeply for. I could fall in love with him in a heartbeat. I am not me when I am around him, but the person I long to be. He brings out in me, all the things I desire.. and so easily. He just makes me the real me. He completes me. Like the other half of my soul. There is one thing, that stops all these feelings. He left me. But for all this, should I take him back? He asks for so much, yet so little. How do things get to where they are? How is it that things can seem alright, then go ssooo wrong? And without you even noticing? Why is it that at that pivital moment, it doesn't seem to matter? Is it really that seconds after it all goes down, the saying becomes true? Do we really miss them, or the thought of them? Can you really care for someone though you are in love with another? Or is i

Randomness
Omg!Damn it's christmas again Oh yay!Merrry christmas an all that stuff! Dont get to fucked up now! As we grow up, we learn that even one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once an it's harder every time.You 'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your bestfriend,You'll blame a new love for the things an old one did.You'll cry because time is passing to fast,an you'll eventually loose someone you love.So take too many pictures,laugh too much,an love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back!Now one can make me laugh,make me smile make me cry or drive me mad like he does it's like a curse that is the cure,better or worse one things for sure ,it's real love an I don't know what I'd do If I lost it there ya have My first blog enjoy!

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When Doors Open When a door opens, walk through it. Trust that the door has opened for a reason and you have been guided to it. Sometimes we have a tendency to overanalyze or agonize over the decision, but it is quicker to simply go through the door and discover what’s there as that’s the only way to know. Even if it doesn’t seem right at first, opening this door may lead to another door that will take us where we need to go. Doors open when the time is right for us to enter a new space, metaphorically speaking, and we can have faith that walking through is the right thing to do. Sometimes we linger in the threshold because we are afraid of leaving our old life for a life we know nothing about. We may have voices inside of our heads that try to hold us back or people in our lives saying discouraging things. These voices, internal and external, are known as threshold spirits, and they express all the fears and doubts that arise at the beginning of a new life. Never

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welll im finally back online and while ive been gone ive moved to another state..I now reside in charleston,sc..which rocks..I live 12 minutes from the beach..get too see all hotties in their swimwear walking up and down the beach..

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Divine Delays Greg Laurie There are times when we pray about something maybe once, perhaps twice, even three times, and if we don’t receive an answer in the affirmative, then we give up and assume that it must not be God’s will. Yet Jesus taught His disciples “that they should always pray and not give up” (Luke 18:1 NIV). We need to understand that when we pray, a spiritual battle is raging behind the scenes. In the Book of Daniel we find an interesting story in which Daniel offered his request before God and the answer finally came. An angel appeared to him and said, “Don’t be afraid, Daniel. Since the first day you began to pray for understanding and to humble yourself before your God, your request has been heard in heaven. I have come in answer to your prayer. But for twenty-one days the spirit prince of the kingdom of Persia blocked my way. Then Michael, one of the archangels, came to help me...” (Daniel 10:12–13 NLT) It may be that you have asked God

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Ten Peeves That Dogs Have about Humans 1. Blaming your farts on me... not funny, not funny at all! 2. Yelling at me for barking. I'm a friggin' dog, you idiot! 3. Taking me for a walk, then not letting me check stuff out. Exactly whose walk is this anyway? 4. Any trick that involves balancing food on my nose ... stop it! 5. Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons. Now you know why we chew your stuff up when you're not home. 6. The sleight of hand, fake fetch throw. You fooled a dog! Whooo Whooo, what a proud moment for the top of the food chain. 7. Taking me to the vet for "the big snip", then acting surprised when I freak out every time we go back! 8. Getting upset when I sniff the crotches of your guests. Sorry, but I haven't quite mastered that handshake thing yet. 9.Dog sweaters. Hello, haven't you noticed the fur? 10. How you act disgusted when I lick myself. Look, we both know the truth. You're just jealous.

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Intimacy I am having another moment of random thoughts (or as a good friend says "brain diarrhea" LOL). I recently started reading this book "The seven levels of Intimacy". It is quite a good book and my reason for reading it is to gain more knowledge in True Intimacy. Already I am surprised at how well I can relate and how true the Authors words are. Here is a paragraph from the book: "The problem is, we are afraid. We are afraid to reveal ourselves, afraid to share ourselves, afraid to allowed others into our hearts, minds, and souls. We are afraid to be ourselves. We are afraid that is people really knew us they wouldn't love us. That is the deepest of all human fears, lurking in the heart of every person. Consciously and subconsciously, we are always asking ourselves, "If they really knew me, would they still love me? Employ me? Want to hand out with me?" We desperately want to love and be loved. But we want to be loved for who we are, warts and all. And although we are afr

Random Ramblings
The feeling of having almost no body hair. That's freakin' awesome. My wife got me started on this whole shaving thing, and I'm hooked. Hair sucks. Plus, with a shaved head and no goatee, I look a bit androgynous. It's really great for me. Hey peoples, I'm taking a poll...should I go with the look in my picture, or change up a little? I've grown my hair in a bit, but i'm not sure if I'm going to keep it. Just wondering, y'know. Sam

Random Rantings
I have only about 7 days of the semester left! Yes!!! Hopefully I'll be able to finish the last final I have next week early too. Why?!? As a straight unmarried person, I hate the fact that so many people voted yes on the "gay amendment" in Virginia. Ignoring my stance on if gays should marry or not, I feel as though people didn't consider the rights of a non-married man and woman. I only have about 17 days left until Winter Break! YES! Of course, I don't know when the movie showing for one of my classes will be and I'm required to go as part of a final, but that's not too bad, so I don't really count it in the days.

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So my ex gf has a problem with her current bf and I had to ask it on here cuz its just that interesting...and I'm bored. So u have about an hour left before youre significant other has to go to work. If u give him a blow job till he's rock hard or eat her out till she's severely wet, woulnt it make sense to have sex? BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If I were to take you out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kis

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1) Put your music player on shuffle. 2) Press forward for each question. 3) Use the song title as the answer to the question. 4) NO CHEATING! Or you're no fun. Your Life's Soundtrack - 1) Opening Credits: Sometimes - Papa Roach 2) Being Born: Hurt You So Bad - Crazy Town 3) Toddler Days: Vide Infra - Killswitch Engage 4) First Day of School: Infest - Papa Roach 5) Becoming a Teenager: Ends - Everlast 6) First Day as a Freshman: Pain - Three Days Grace 7) First Love: When I'm Gone - Emimen 8) Graduation Day: Amazed - Lonestar (>.

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Yes this is a Kraft recipe BUT I alter it slightly & every year I have to make it for both Thanksgiving & Christmas! Actually I have to make this Tuesday night so my mom can take a couple to a pot luck lol 4 oz. cream cheese, softened 1 Tbsp. milk 1 Tbsp. Sugar 1 - 8oz. tob of Cool Whip 2 graham pie crusts 1 cup milk 1 - 15oz. can pimpkin already seasoned 2 - 4serving size each pkgs. vanilla flavor instant pudding Mix cream cheese, 1 Tbsp. milk and sugar in large bowl with hand mixer or wire whisk until well blended. Stir in half of the whipped cream. Spread into crust. Pour 1 cup milk, into large bowl. Add pumpkin, pudding mixes & rest of cool whip. Beat mixer/whisk 2 minutes or until well blended. Spread over first layer & refrigerate 4 hours or until set. I usually make them the night before I need them, I just flip the plastic part that comes with the crust over to cover them. That way I can stack them & not have to worry about them getting smashed under wh

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Message of H.E. Dr. Mahmoud Ahmadinejad President of the Islamic Republic of Iran To the American People In the name of God, the Compassionate, the Merciful O, Almighty God, bestow upon humanity the perfect human being promised to all by You, and make us among his followers. Noble Americans, Were we not faced with the activities of the US administration in this part of the world and the negative ramifications of those activities on the daily lives of our peoples, coupled with the many wars and calamities caused by the US administration as well as the tragic consequences of US interference in other countries; Were the American people not God-fearing, truth-loving, and justice-seeking, while the US administration actively conceals the truth and impedes any objective portrayal of current realities; And if we did not share a common responsibility to promote and protect freedom and human dignity and integrity; Then, there would have been little urgency to have a dialo

Random Blogs
If you can read and write (in English), then you should be able to use at least semi-proper English. My biggest pet peeve with the internet (mainly bulletins like those found on myspace and l33t sp33k) is that it isn't real English that everyone can understand. I bring this up now after seeing a mum concerning a "bulletin" where only a linguist may be able to read it clearly and without mentally adding in or re-spelling certain words to make sense out of it. I see these kind of bulletins all the time on Myspace and I generally don't bother replying to them. Every so often, I'll find someone online that talks to me like that and I'll explain my pet peeve and they'll stop talking to me or will take the time to properly spell things out. Is this really so difficult to achieve? I've seen people misspelling "cat" on myspace...and these are literate people, I've talked with them quite a bit outside of myspace. How painful can it possibly be to take the extra 2 minutes to typ

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I HATE THUNDER and I am the only one home with all 3 kids right now! Fucking great! I just hope there is no lightning... My son is 3 1/2 years old and we are having a terrible time poddy training. He's been running around the house for the last hour or so naked with me asking him if he needed to go poddy. Umm nope seemed to be the only reply I would get. He brings out his toy box (one of those huge plastic rubber maid containers) and decides to dump all his toys out in the living room so he could play IN the toy box. He's playing, minding his own business, watching tv, doing this, doing that and I'm thinking okay he'll be fine for a while.... I am walking back into the living room from getting my youngest daughter a cup of milk and all of a sudden I hear the noise of liquid hitting plastic! Oh no he's not....! Yep, he is! I look over and there is my son, still SITTING in his toy box, trying to cover his face, just letting it all go! Oh well, thank goodness it wasn't all over

Randomness
Ok, so for those of you wondering how I became a wrestler..here's the story. The whole story filled with nothing but absolute truth and nostalgia! This also goes right on up to current. So enjoy! So I was 14, and it was a Sunday. The big WWF Pay Per View was going to be on that night and me and a couple of my friends were going to go to Hooters to go watch it. I had been a huge fan of The Hardy Boyz. I grew up basically watching them and Lita because I loved their high fly, high risk style in the ring. Anyway, earlier that day my friend Jeff came over and gave me an article out of Creative Loafing (a newspaper in our area) for a wrestling school. He knew that I wanted it because I had been searching for schools to attend 2 months prior to this date. Anyway, he gave me the clipping. I stuffed it into my back pocket and we hung out all day. Later that night, we were at Hooters, whooping and hollering at the TV. A guy I had never met before walked up and placed a business

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On November 10, 1775 a committee of the American Continental Congress met at Tun Tavern in Philadelphia and drafted a resolution that called for the creation of a new military unit called the Continental Marines. The owner of Tun Tavern, Robert Mullan, was named a Marine Captain, and the owner of another tavern, Samuel Nicholas, was designated Commandant of the Continental Marines. That resolution was later approved by the entire legislative body. That's right! The Marine Corps was born in a bar and today is our 231st Birthday!! So Should you see Marines out and about in their dress blue uniforms, carousing and celebrating, consider that you've been duly warned (by me!) and then go buy them a round!! Today is not the day to tell them what you think about the war or politics, just say thank you because they went through that special hell in the earning and the wearing of that uniform. SEMPER FI AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARINES!!! LtGen Lewis B. "Chesty" Puller, then a colon

Randomness~*~
I'm really bored and I felt like typing so if you got stuck reading this I really am sorry....but yea...Ben is asleep on David's bed and David is asleep on the couch. You should see them right now...ben is much cuter when he sleeps and David is ugly no matter what you do to him...

Random Shit I Think Is Funny If You Don't Like It So What
I AM WE TODD ID I AM SOFA KING WE TODD ID Read it out loud several times you'll get if you dont then PM me and I'll write it the way it should sound Twas The Night Before Christmas - Adult Version 'Twas the night before Christmas, and damn it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I

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Ace - If something is ace it is brilliant. I used to hear it a lot in Liverpool. Kids thought all cool stuff was ace, or brill. Aggro - Short for aggravation, it's the sort of thing you might expect at a football match. In other words - trouble! There is sometimes aggro in the cities after the pubs shut! All right? - This is used a lot around London and the south to mean, "Hello, how are you"? You would say it to a complete stranger or someone you knew. The normal response would be for them to say "All right"? back to you. It is said as a question. Sometimes it might get expanded to "all right mate"? Mostly used by blue collar workers but also common among younger people. Anti-clockwise - The first time I said that something had gone anti-clockwise to someone in Texas I got this very funny look. It simply means counter-clockwise but must sound really strange to you chaps! I think he thought I had something against clocks! Any road - Up north (where they talk funny!!) instea

Randomness
I really, really wanna level up. I know I should post this in a bulletin, but mine aren't read so much, so I thought that a blog might help. If you could go and rate my pics and my stash, that would be wonderful! I will owe you tons! Loves ya!!

Random Blogs Of A Insane Mind
so i really haven't been on here much i didnt do much babysitting this summer now schools back now i am .... well i have the net now but i probly won't get on here much cause i have pretty got bored with fubar... well i live with my sister in law now... me and blake are moving in with his sister and her husband and 3 kids... we were gonna get our own place but someone took the house we were going to buy they bought it from us.. then blake got laid off from his job and so did his sister... so now we are living with them helping them out and helping our selfs out right now.. i stay on myspace more now then i do here but come here and do some checking out sometimes.. anyways thats my little update byes So yeah its friday and i'm working yay for me.. its pose to be my day off how great is that just geat huh.. i hate babysitting late on friday too maybe if i'm lucky their mom will get off work early i'm hoping anyways.. MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts B

Random Events
So thursday I was planning to go in and get a Prince Albert piercing, or to at least go talk to the piercer. For anyone that doesn't know, a PA goes in through your urethra and comes out just behind the head of a penis. Well I got impatient, and went to see the piercer today, and he did it on the spot as a walk in. Anyone who has piercings knows they hurt to an extent...you're getting a piece of metal shoved through you...but this was surprisingly easy. He pierced it at a 12g and immediately stretched it to a 10g to help reduce the bleeding over the next few days, hopefully I can get a few pictures to show it off =)

Random Crap
Maybe my absence was noticed by a few people? Maybe? LOL For those of you that stayed in contact and talked to me while I was out here and/or received my random mass mails, they shut off my mail account days ago. They expected me to be gone by then. Somehow I didn't think of this until today. I can post on update on Fubar! LOL For everyone else, yeah I've been in the sandbox for awhile. Thew news for everyone, though, is that I am in country for another 8 hours before hopping a plane to Qatar. I'll sit there for a night or two and then I am on my way to the states, baby! WOO! LOL The past few days I've just been sitting in a room playing Xbox with a couple of guys in a similar bump situation. However, keep your eyes open on the 29th. Have the fire warm. Break out the beer and lock up the daughter. Wolf's coming home. ;) UPDATE: 31Jan08 Got home last night. Threw some bags on the floor of my uncle's house and crashed HARD, lol. My car has gone to total suck

Random
Ok so I may be freaking ou tabout nothing but...does anyone talk to my best friend 'bright eyes'.....she acts like something is bugging her...but won't talk to me about it...I am asking you people who know her to talk to her and help please. And let me know if she is OK PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random Bullshit
Many of you know my mother. Well she decided to sign me up for a dating website, and when I filled out the usual retarded questionaires that every site has, for some reason I felt the need to think about who I am as a person... the following is what I came up with. It made me feel a little bit better about my situation... I should be putting up christmas decorations, and will now go back to doing just that, but I had to post this, not for you but for myself as a reminder of why I am the way I am and why I must continue living even when life and love deals me a harsh hand. A little about me... It is 4:11 in the morning I am putting up christmas decorations and I got bored so I decided I may as well put some actual TIME into this thing... I am a unique person, My friends have told me that my brain works backwards from other peoples, whatever that means... but If you are looking for basic knowledge about me, first and foremost I LOVE MUSIC, I can listen to just about anything,

Random Ruminations
Roping A Deer------- ( Names have been removed to protect the Stupid! ) Actual letter from someone who farms and writes well! I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that, since they congregate at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away), it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home. I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, having seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes, my deer showed up -- 3 of them. I picked out.. ..a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of t

Random Thought
I have my grandmothers temper and my moms patience. Since they don't get along all the time no wonder I'm always internally conflicted. Why is some people on this site seem not to evne wanna return a hello? I don't think I'm a bad person...I try to say hi to everyone thats on my friends list...see how they are...but I get no response most of the time. Why? Let me edit this b4 people get ticked...I mean people I dont hear from at all.

Random Anger!
ok i understand some dogs who are abused and are mean and need to be put to sleep....but!!! IF A DOG IS RAISED FROM BIRTH WITH TENDER LOVING CARE AND IS TOUGHT TO LOVE PEOPLE AND RESPECT OTHERS , THEN IT SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE!!!!!!! SOME DOGS CAN BE TOUGHT TO HELP THE ELDERLY, THE BLIND, THE DISABLED, THE HEARING IMPAIRED, JUST BECAUSE SOME DOGS HAVE GOTTEN A BAD RAP....DONT MEAN ALL OF THEM R BAD......just like people..... just because some one is poor or homeless or abused and are mean, are you going to kill them 2? i dont think so!!!! so why would u do that to someone that cant speak for them selves!!!! STOP THE KILLING!!!!! START THE LOVING!!!! SAVE THE DOGS THAT CAN BE SAVED!

Randomness
Might be back. Who remembers me? Still no word from any of the bouncers or the owner aboot it, so I sent off fresh emails. Thanks to the few of you who have actually sent me messages, where I can actually get to them Thanks to all who got me here! Now just 325,000 to go, lol

Randomness
HAPPY YOU STOLE OUR LAND, KILLED OUR FAMILES, AND GAVE DISEASES WE NEVER HEARD OF BEFORE (THANKSGIVING)!!! I Want You So Bad Lyrics by Heart When the wind blows through your hair I want you so bad, want you so bad I see your smile boy everywhere I want you so bad, want you so bad I never thought this could happen to me If I've fallen over you Would it be so bad, would it be so bad Every night's an eternity I want you so bad, want you so bad I never thought this could happen to me I want you so bad, bad When the wind blows through your hair I want you so bad, want you so bad Oh I wonder if you're aware I want you so bad I wonder if you care I never thought this would happen to me I want you so bad, bad I want you so bad I want you so bad I want you so bad

Random Stuff
For all of you who are on myspace or yahoo, I would really like to keep in touch with you, especially if you are considering leaving Cherry Tap due to hassle and drama. If you could leave a comment with your myspace address OR send me a private message with your myspace address and/or yahoo ID so that I can add you there, I would appreciate it very much. I love my cherry friends and definitely don't want to lose touch with anyone! MuchLove, Karen I'm a lyrical person. I think the lyrics in music speak just as much to me as the music itself. Some remind me of things going on in my life. Some describe the world in all of its non-glory. Some just make me think. The ability to express yourself through song is truly a gift. Below are some of my favorites.... not all of them, but some. "Independence limited. Freedom of choice is made for you, my friend. Freedom of speech is words that they will bend. Freedom with their exception." "It's better to burn out tha

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SAN ANTONIO, TX - The millions of women who quit taking menopause hormones after a big federal study found that the pills raised the risk of breast cancer now have more reason to be glad they stopped. A new analysis reveals that U.S. breast cancer rates plunged more than 7 percent in 2003 and strongly suggests that the reason is less hormone use. "It's a big deal ... amazing, really," said one of the researchers, Dr. Rowan Chlebowski of Harbor-UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. "It's better than a cure" because these are cases that never occurred, he said. About 14,000 fewer women were diagnosed with the disease than had been expected, researchers reported Thursday at the San Antonio Breast Cancer Symposium. Cancers take years to form, so going off hormones would not instantly prevent new tumors. But tumors that had been developing might stop growing, shrink or disappear, so they were no longer detected by mammograms, doctors theorized. Cases dropped most among women 50

Random Thoughts
i am in need of a fuck buddy......but every one i seem to meet comes up short......do i expect to much?? 1. Want to make love for longer than 30 minutes 2. Wanna give and RECEIVE oral 3. Wanna go out every now and then....(dutch is fine with me) 4. somethimes i wanna make love other times fuck 5. don't want love but do want respect and friendship now sex is better than no sex..... can some one explain to me how lace covered breast get marked NSFW....but lace covered pussy with hand touching doesn't? i got 22 pics flagged today in 15 minutes....jealousy is so unattractive

Random Thoughts, Ideas And Words...
Marco Miller is our areas latest loss to the war. He was 36 and just became a father for the first time in August. He never got to hold his daughter. Only got to see a couple of pictures his girlfriend sent him. Marco died from injuries caused by a roadside bomb. He was declared brain dead at a hospital in Germany. They did keep him going till his sister and two brothers arrived to be with him when they stopped life support. He had been living in Florida. Marco owned a photograpy studio. His mother still lives here. Her husband died this past May. And now she has lost a son. Her kids are scattered all over the country. None of them here in Ohio. This morning on the news she sasid what keeps her going are her dogs. She has five of them. I did not know Marco or his family. When I saw this on the news this morning my heart went out to his mother. I wished I could reach through the TV and give her a hug. During this time of the year when people are gathering wit

Random Facts
There are more 20-year-old virgins now than there were in the late '50s. You wouldn't know it from watching Sex and the City, but most women have had fewer than five sex partners. Most men chalk up fewer than 10 sexual conquests in their whole lives. Both women and men are most likely to have their first orgasm alone. The US has more laws governing sexual behavior than every country in Europe combined. A condom will lasts about a month in a wallet before the rubber gets worn down by friction, making it more likely to break. The record for male orgasms is 16 in one hour. According to a 1996 study, homophobia men show a higher arousal rate when shown gay porn than do men with ambivalent attitudes toward homosexuals. Jews and Atheists have more sex partners than Catholics or Protestants. A woman sexually peaks in her early 30s, a man in his late teens. Circumcision for Christian males became widespread after doctors c

Random Stuff :)
i got a new peircing yesterday, ma tagus...it hurt like hell!! was my 11th one in total, and hurt the most out of all, but still gonna get tother one done at some point!! omg what a fab night i had!! went out to the student union for georgies bday and we were all dressed up a bit crazy (ill get more photos up soon!!) in the club upstairs, radio 1 dj scott mills was a guest dj and was ace, he even signed ma tshirt and gave me a kiss!! woohoo :) jsut had a bloke in from pest control coz theres been sightings of a mouse in one of the girls' room in halls. he was so goddamn hot i wished the mouse was in my room!!!

Random Babblings From An Unsound Mind.
Feel like I'm losing touch with myself, and everyone else.And i can't bloody ASK anyone; that'd be rather pathetic.So I gotta suck it up and embrace this.Shit happens fer a reason, I guess.And if enough shit happens, I can always reinvent myself.No huge loss, aye? Back to sanity.And hate.Mmmm.There's a certain nameless clique at a certain nameless lounge.Anyone who knows me, knows wot I mean.The Ignorers.I want vengeance.Ideally, I'd like to cut each of their lying 2-faced scumbag faces off with a scalpel.But that's impractical.I can't let this hatred go.It poisons me.But just walking away isn't a option, I swore an oath.What does one do, when the ones who one swore an oath to can't/won't hold their ends up, hmmmm?I can't sit back and let karma handle this.Even though it is.It's not enough.I fester with hatred. I know some of them will read this.Make it known.Plain and simple I want a ban.And I want it known to me that I am indeed banned.I can thus move on with life. And though i

Random Things.
well i got to hold a bird this weekend. My bro Greg's mom got a couple of cockateeles ( misspelled i know) and anyhow they attacked me and i got to hold them..id never touched a bird b4. it was kinda cool. but if i get bird flu and die im sooo coming back and haunting his ass.

Random Musings And Filth!!!
Women. Just when I think I have a pretty good handle on them, they go and pull some shyt that makes me realize I still have a whole lot to learn. But the one area where I thought I had shyt figured out in was the physical sense. No… I’m not talking about THAT kind of “physical” in this entry. I mean, I was the kid in the state-sponsored 5th grade sex education class — well, lemme stop right there….. “class” is an overstatement since it was really an hour long barrage of big words and funny looking anatomy depictions of dicks sliced in half and tunneled out coochies. And this “class” didn’t do any of the cool shyt like have practical demonstrations. There was no condom over a banana exercises — and I could have really used these because for a while I was puttin them shyts on inside out. And then I’d have to reach up inside it, while it’s steady choking my dizzle to death, and roll it down from the inside! *the fellas feel me on this one*

Random Shit
The average runner sprints until the breath in them is gone. But the champion has a goal in mind, that makes them carry on. For rest, the average runner begs when limp their muscles grow. But the champion runs on leaden legs, their spirit makes them go. The average man's complacent when he's done his best to score. The champion does their best, and then they do a little more! Evolution is a mystery Full of change that no one sees Clock makes a fool history Yesterday’s so long ago Don’t agree with what I know Tomorrow becomes a place to be I see the light in the sand Trying to find out who I am Looking back to see Where I stand, Evolution Evolution See my reflection change Nothing ever stays the same But you know the pain you bring When you don’t know what it means Nothing’s ever what it seems Unforgiven, Unforseen I sense someones tapping into my phones why do I got this feeling in my bones I might die soon The F.B.I might be tryin t

Random Stuff
Ok some friends of mine started a Dear Santa list as to what they would want this year, and knowing me.. well I made it a little twisted. So here is my "Perverted" Dear Santa letter: Dear Santa, As is tradition every year... we'll still see you at Hedonism right? Great, I've booked the flights and tell Mrs. Clause that bikini season is not an invite to wear the smallest particles of clothing that could pass as floss. Honestly, us big girls need to stick together AND know when to cover up! So I've got the photos from last year bundled up and ready to Fed Ex to the tabloids.. because well I have to make a few extra $$$ because last year you didn't hold up your end of the bargain. That's right Santa I'm calling you on it. I dressed up as an elf and took pictures with those damn flea bitten sorry excuses for reindeer you've been using (topless might I add!) AND you couldn't even have the decency to get me the paint job for my car that I asked for. So this year I'm upping the

Random Stuff
The only thing we make is a difference The only thing we can call our own is the conviction of heart and the honesty of soul that defines how we choose to make a difference for at the end of the day whether surrounded by many or mourned by none we all face the end alone

Randoms Thoughts
There is no hope there is only darkness My life means nothing I serve no purpose I have lost everything and as much as I try I can see no future with me as a part of it My children are not mine My wife is not mine I gave up everything to be with her My family, my home, my life and she has crushed it all I am dead inside, my body has just not realized it yet but soon it will This world does not operate on maybe's and possiblities it knows only certainties and the only certainty that I know is this world has no room for me I was a monster, one of the forsaken I do not deserve happiness I deserve only pain and death you had a chance to save me and you turned your back on me To anyone born before the 80's First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies

Random Thoughts!
Once upon a time a bird fell in love with a white rose. One day he (bird) proposed to her (white rose), but white rose refused. White rose said I don't love you. Bird daily came and proposed to her. Finally, white rose said when I will turn red, I will love you. One day bird came and cut his wings and spread his blood on the rose and the rose turned red. Then the rose realized how much bird loved her but it was too late because bird was dead. So respect the love and feelings of the person who loves you. Thank you Rob for sending this to me. -Found this poem, thought it was so funny. Comment and tell me what u think- Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face Kind, intelligent, loving, hot I just described what you are not ! I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face I love your smile, face and eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies ! I see your face when i am dreaming Thats why i always wake up screaming

Random Shit I've Contributed To Other Sites..
The following is the fucked up questions I was asked as 'Metal-sludge.com' s SLUDGEAHOLIC OF THE MONTH – Feb. 2005 1. Who are you, where are you from, and how old are you? I am known on the Metal Sludge boards as ‘Guitarboy’, I live in Seattle,WA. And I’m 37 years old. (I turn 38 this month, so make sure to send me lots of shit!!) 2. Ambitions: Wow, there are several. * To finish my book, and have it published. * To build a custom guitar for each of my idols (Eddie VH, Satch, Butch Walker, Brian May Give me a call!!) * To make a lot of money as a celebrated author * (see question #13) 3. Turn-ons: Intelligent rock chicks who are sexy, beautiful, and sexually confident. Basically ‘a sludgette’ is my ideal woman. 4. Turn-offs: Selfish, bitchy people with an exaggerated sense of their own self-importance. The sebitchian complex. So, not only would I NOT fuck Sebitchian. I would only piss on him, if he was on fire…or ideally if I set him on

Random News...
Hey there peoples! Just letting anyone who reads my BLOGS know that some of my Boyz from back East just started a new band. They call themselves : Hi Def Herpeez They're Wicked Pissah, so click this link and check 'em out! If you like Heavy Metal/Hard Rock then you should enjoy it as much as I do! http://www.myspace.com/hidefherpeez

Random Ravings
Command of the Language I have the command of the language When it comes to frisky sex and Mathematics, For I adore every conic section Of your perfectly proportioned Surface area-- From your sumptuous cones To your magnificent ellipses, And the congruent circles Of your areolas-- Hidden by the hyperbolic veneer Of your bra and your symmetric G-string, Don't get me wrong, for I've Studied the subtle dimensions Of your curvature, And went off on many a tangent, Deriving your continuous Sexual functions, That led me to your delta of Venus, As my y changed with your x, In the act of orgasmic Integration-- Since then I've learned That pi is truly a transcendental Number, That no rational number can Approximate, And you are boundless In your beauty, Opening up my mind To infinite possibilities. January 12, 2008 --Alexander Shaumyan Internet Women Gina lives in Florida, Next to some Nicole Wh

Random Thoughts
as i choose to fade into this brown space that enfolds my mind before the black. the thoughts of life define the thoughts of grace. surrounding, the crimson flood engulfs my being in a drowning mass of self pity that will be overcome....with time. you see this as a hatred and a sense of what is bad and evil but its the true emotions of time that come and go, forever pulsing through my mind. a life as all have with the ups and downs that are consistent with someone that actually has feelings and emotions. it is not a bad thing. its the knowing that i am alive, even though its an unhappy exhistance for the time being that gives me a sense of knowing. but for the time being i am happy to drown in my crimson pain.

Randomness...
and i have to admit, i'm here for the porn... i mean, not really, but i have to admit how fuckin' sick and tired i am of "community" censorship. if you don't want to see some hot ass chick's tits, then don't open the fuckin' picture. enuf said! ~e

Random Thoughts
1. I really want to lose my virginity 2. I'm f^cking bored as hell 3. I haven't given a BJ in like...9 months 4. I DO NOT LIKE SUPER OLD GUYS! Sorry! I'm fuckin 17 yrs old and I would prefer NOT to get hit on by a fuckin 50yr old guy.....thanks.... 5. I feel like dancing in my underwear....

Random Stuff
Recipe for great Christmas Spirit: 1- Bizarre man who thinks he's too sexy for his mullet 2- Lesbian porn actresses who think they can sing 3- A Christmas Song! 4- Midgets! (Anun? lol Kaleyyyy!! ) 5- A horny pervert who thought the idea of a video would be great!lol The result you can see for yourself here (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fqtQwqy4bBw) AAAAAAAAAAAND wait! There's more! LOL If you don't think that's enough of lovelly Gunther and the Sunshine Girls, check out the even BETTER and MORE bizarre (bizarer?lol) video "Ding Ding Dong" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTvTLvkiAbI (which goes a little something like this: "Ooooh you touched my tra la la.... Ooooh my ding ding dong) PS- I NEED to learn those freaking dance moves!lol

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Hey! Fifty odd friends and only 10 votes? Where's the love? Seriously, if I don't win it's no big thing, but I'd like to at least make a showing and see some love from those I call friends. So am I a classy cherry? Let me know. Go to the link below, check the CLASSY CHERRY photo album and rate me. You don't even have to give me a 10, just the rating alone is a vote. I chose my friends for a reason, don't let me be wrong :) TaintedJasper@ CherryTAP

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Random Things About Me!
Are you a good Girlfriend/Boyfriend?? Loyal LoverYou are a loyal love. You will stand by your mate's side through thick or thin. Hopefully your signifigant other knows they have a great catch. Just be careful not to come off to clingy, this may make you single sooner then you think. Take this test Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test 45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:AHSATAN What did you do last night?:HOMEWORK The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:MUSIC Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:OH YEAH Last time you swam in a pool?:WHEN I LIVED IN GA, BOUT 1 1/2 YEARS AGO. DONT HAVE A LOT OF OPPURTUNITIES TO SWIM IN WISCONSIN!! ITS COLD 9 MONTHS OUTTA THE YEAR HERE!! What are you wearing?:JEANS AND A HOODIE. COMFORTABLE!! :) How

Randomness
Why is it that when i let my heart lead the way down the path that i walk, that there is this 6foot deep steel wall that slams shut on my face. So i just stand there crying, looking at the door wishing i could be like dorthy with her magical shoes that could take her home but i wouldnt want to go home i would want to get on the other side of that wall hoping that there is feelings for me. But instead I turn around slowly walking back to where i started from to do the same thing all over again over another guy. Not this time I say, I am gonna sit and wait for that door to open. Once that door opens there should not be any fear or reget and should be accepting whats on my side of that wall with open arms. My question is how long will that take? Will i still feel the same way as when i started my walk down the path. I know if i waited that long then my reward should be great. I am sorry I havent been around lately and I am sorry to say that it will continue. I may be moving out very soo

Randy's Blog
Hey my cousin is having there 36th Anniversary today and plaese drop by and leave her a message. Yellow Rose@ CherryTAP I'll be going into the hospital on July 23 to get a stent put into my heart also stents in my legs to many blood clots. I'll let everybody know how it goes. I got a insured package the other day from my cousin from NM she sent me all of my dads Navy stuff when he was in the Navy between 1925-1930 all of his Navy buddies and what ships they were on also he took pictures of going through the Panama Canal about 1928 also pictures he took when he was in Shanghi, China about 1928 or 29 I have about 100 pictures and this is a treasure chest to get this.

Random Shit
Lifes a roller caoster we all ride so buckle up,shut up,and hold on! , Live,Laugh, LOVE! , Why do men fight losing battles when they know they are going to die,I guess its the hope that keeps all men alive. , If Barbie is so popular,why do you have to buy her friends? , Why do people who fall in love almost always wind up lonely,hurt,scared and scarred for life? , Save a drum bang a drummer... , Save a horse ride a cowboy... , Tears are the unspoken words of heartache and pain. , In the end everything tastes like CHICKEN and the chicken tastes good.. , Back to your roots,I'm cheif hit a bitch from the slap a hoe tribe... , Smells like fish,tastes like chicken,hold your nose and keep on lickin... , God is in the television,Jesus is in the VCR,Marys in the microwave and the devil is in your bed... , The hardest thing you'll ever have to face is yourself staring back at you.. , What or who do you see when you look at yourself in the mirror. , What do you when the only one who can stop you

Random Self Wrote Poetry
Hope Fear Love Hate, O Why Is This My Fate? What Makes Us Live LIfe, And Take Up A Beautiful Wife? Is It Just A Human Habit, To Act A Fool And Fuck Like A Rabbit? I Do Not Know And Can Not Say, But We All Must Act Out The Scenes Of This Play. I See All The World Fly By, As I Wait For My Day To Die. I Try To Get Beyond Myself, But All I Do Is Deteriorate My Health. The Struggle Within Will Never End, What It Is All Worth Really Does Depend. On Who What Where When How And Why, But Then Again, It Wont Matter After I Die. Pain Within Me Why do u make me care, Even when I know there is nothing there. I try to understand, But you snatch all hope from my hand. You make me feel so much pain, And none of this can I explain. But still I try to see into your eyes, Eyes so dark and full of lies. I want to watch you die, I want to see you bleed before my eye. Only then will the pain go away, And Then I can once again live today. One will always dre

Random Shit
Seth Prime says: hey sorry bout not callin you back, my phone is nearly dead albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: i cried Seth Prime says: bitch albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: now you just made me do it agian Seth Prime says: awww im sorry Seth Prime says: I didnt mean to resurface your unnessissary, self inflicted emotional trauma albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: yes your doing it well now back it up with i would have called right away and dumb chicks would think you actually cared cuase they didnt understand the insault Seth Prime says: haha Seth Prime says: all too true Seth Prime says: crazy bitches Seth Prime says: see this is why I need dumb broads, because running intellectual circles arround them with insults is entertaining to me, I could do that forever albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: true but you must be on your toes cause you could slip up and toss a regular in

Random Rambling
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious girl with

Random Things
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.

Random Thoughts
I speak not of what is on my mind but of random nothingness.....He pretends to listen, but he does not truely hear.....I walk the halls of our dominion with a heavy heart....yet I do not look for escape.....it's the wanting that keeps me here....it is as if I would only have to do something trivial and i would find what i do seek

Random News
Are you tired of slaving away for that shithead boss who's 14-year-old niece could probably do his job better? Are you sick of those co-workers who come to your desk every day and ask to borrow pencils and staples when your cubicle is right next to the supply closet? Do you wish you didn't have to hide in the shitter and sleep on a roll of toilet paper to pass the time at your boring job? Well, we here at the Phat Phree feel your pain. This months installment of the Top 50 list is full of ways to quickly get yourself out of that crappy, dead-end job. 50. The Auctioneer Sell office items on ebay. "Hey Mr. Jones, I need your chair. Some guy in Boston bought it for 85 bucks... You believe that? Don't worry; I'll cut you in. How's 80/20 sound? It's only fair since I did the all work." 49. The Cookout Cook your lunch on a charcoal grill you brought into your cubicle. Slaughtering the pig at your desk before you fabricate and cook it, wouldn't hurt either.

Random Musings...
it kind of disturbs me.. or perhaps i should say more than kind of.. that there are so many people on CT who are insanely concerned about their rank and ratings. it is a cool site and i think the points system is a nice idea, but some people take it too far, and far too seriously. "love me, love me!" while i am on the subject: why oh why must people post such useless pointless blogs vying for attention. i think its more fun if your pictures, words and personality do the work for you. or am i wrong here? people? for some odd reason i dreamt i had to write an essay, describing something.. the taste of something, in immaculate detail. i didnt understand it..and i was out of it even in my dream.. i wasnt up to the essay, telling the teacher who remarkably reminded me of fred savage that i couldnt come up with anything. the page had nothing on it. this test took place in my old childhood apt. i saw an example of the finest essay written for the exam, even though i was alone. the w

Randomness
What Disney Princess are you? BelleYou see past the bad things in people. You also don't settle for someone who is below your standards. You care about your education and you love your family. It takes a lot to win your heart, but once someone does they can count on you to be loyal. Take this test what in the hell is all i got to say... i was robbed on this one!!!!! You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get pass

Random Thoughts
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Random Stuff From The Mind Of Ricardo
You know your from Long Island if…………………………. Jones Beach is the best place in the world to see a concert. CASE CLOSED Billy Joel said it best "Either you date a rich girl from the North Shore or A cool girl from the South Shore "What’s the big deal about the Hamptons? If you’re not from Long Island or NYC, you’re not from New York You don’t go to Manhattan, you go to the "City" You never, ever want to "change at Jamaica…" You never realize you have an accent until you leave. You can name at least three bands that came from Long Island. You curse. A lot! Is Huntington really that cool? You’ve been to Utopia at least once. The damn geese are everywhere! If your parents didn’t, your grandparents lived in the city. At some point in your life you or someone you know has owned an animal that came from North Shore Animal League. You walk around the mall aimlessly. You drive around you town with your friends, and

Random Thoughts From The Mind Of The Insane
Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With t

Random
Searching for love is not an easy task everyone makes promises that will never last.. There are those that know what love is and then there are those that confuse it with lust.. For I have experience both first hand and there both deadly to the heart.. I open my heart and find my self open to fail once more and I’m not even there.. What to do what to do.. Do I take that chance and deal with the feeling of rejection later but knowing once again I find another friend for life.. or should I just let it go and leave well enough alone.. These are the things that contemplate my mind.. Sometimes I just want to cry.. In these past two years god has put two men in my path that have gain a huge part of my heart but yet one of them has already become my friend for life.. the other is on the same path.. Emotions are soaring and my body is calling.. I want to feel his touch in an intimate manner.. I want to know what it feels like to be cuddled and feel some kind of emotion that I have never

Random Thoughts And Holiday Madness
Economic View Job Security, Too, May Have a Happy Medium By LOUIS UCHITELLE Published: February 25, 2007 NYTimes FOR more than a decade, many American economists have pointed to Europe and Japan as prima facie evidence that layoffs in the United States are a good thing. The economies in those countries were not nearly as robust as this country’s. And the reason? Too much job security in Europe and Japan, the economists said. American employers, in sharp contrast, have operated with much more “flexibility.” Hiring and firing at will, they shift labor from where it is not needed to where it is needed. If Eastman Kodak is struggling to establish itself in digital photography, then Kodak downsizes and labor moves to industries and companies that are thriving — software, for example, or health care, or Wal-Mart Stores or Caterpillar. This shuffling out of one job and into another shows up in the statistics as nearly full employment. Never mind that the

Random Fact Of The Day
Coffee wis discovered in Ethiopia in 600 AD by a goat herder investigating why his goats were hyper after eating the fruit and leaves of a coffee bush(tree). Just though you might want to know. :) A billion seconds ago it was 1976. Women who drink in moderation earn 14% more than those who never drink. Cheers!

Random Crap
1. What time is it? 7:26 PM 2. People call you: Steve 3. What are you most afraid of? Losing My Family 4. What do you drive? 2001 Ford Focus 5. Have you ever seen a ghost? yes,well i think thats what it was 6. Where were you born? cape May Court House,N.J. 7. Ever been to Alaska ? Nope 8. Ever been toilet papering? Of course hasn't everyone 9. Croutons or Bacon bits?BACON BITS 10. Favorite day of the week? Depends on what day i am getting off from work that week 11. Favorite restaurant:I prefer Home Cooking 12. Favorite Flower? Dead Ones 13. Favorite sport to watch: Football 14. Favorite Drink: Kahlua and cream 15. Favorite Ice cream:? Coffee 16. Disney or Warner Brothers:? Disney 17. Favorite fast food restaurant? McDonalds 18. What color is your bedroom carpet ? hardwood floors 19. How many times you failed your driver's test? none 20. Before this one, whom did you get your last e-mail from? ??? I got 36 e-mails just now which one y

Random Thoughts
I Had to go to Coolidge early this morning as I was getting ready to pass this, I just stoped and took a picture of it. It's nothing spiecal Just had an urge to take it. One day a teacher had a taste test with her students.She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yells....... "Spit it out! ..It's a piece of ass!"

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Why do guys assume women are always wrong in what they do? Not jus talking bout work in general but in life its self....for example...the damn dishes...the way i see it as if your gonna sit thre and bitch about some of the dishes not being done well than get off of your lazy ass and do them yourself...Am i right on this or not...I also need to mention that there are some really good men out there who would do anything for their women...but WHy do mean assume that in women? My Christmas basically sucked this year....I was sick with upper respertory infection and the freakin flu.....But all that matters is that my bf and I made our k very happy this Christmas...They got what they wanted!!!!! As for me getting things that doesnt matter as long as my kids are happy Im happy! Well i hope everyone got what they wanted or even more and had a wonderful Christmas...I SURE DID!

Random Thoughts
I hate answering all the same, stupid questions over and over, especially since most of your answers can be found in my profile if you'd only take the time to read... So to address some of the things I encounter multiple times on a daily basis: *I will NOT show you my private folder. I don't care if you beg, whine, whatever. The answer is still no. *I will not send you "extra" pictures. What I have posted is all you're gonna see. *I have a son. He is 4 years old and he is my world. *I am NOT gonna have cyber or phone sex with you. Or for that matter, sex in real life. I don't need you to satisfy me. You probably couldn't anyway. *I do not own a web cam and even if I did, I would not be getting on it for you. *I will NOT talk dirty to you in the shoutbox, on a messenger, on the phone, in email, etc. *I will NOT hook up with one of my friends. Go find your own damn girls. *Yes, I am single. That does not mean I want a boyfriend and that does not mean I want to have sex randoml

Random Strangeness
Mmmmmeee me meeee...ahem!*clears throat*Hey, is this thing on...?*taps mic*Oh! Well, here we go... It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, Everywhere I go... 'Cos my gift-wrap skills are awful, And 'cos I'm a lazy ho ho ho.... It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, I'm not falling in the wrapping trap. Going to finish this junk as fast as I can So I can go take my nap. It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags. No more paper by yard and ream, 'Cos if I have to look at one more crap gift I think I'm going to scream! It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, Don't tell me I'm starting late! YOU come wrap all this "festive" shit And see if you don't meet the same fate! It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags For ev'ry sweet adult and tyke. But I'll be using the Wal-Mart bags For the family I don't like. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Alternative sexuality + disability= one very, very grouchy me. So much shit has gone on since last year, it's not

Random Crap From A Lonely Person
everywhere i go in forums, everytime i mention that i have yahoo, people stop talking, what's up with that, are they embarassed that they have it or they just don't want to deal with me on there too the new year in upon us and i'm humble about it, i'm alone in the world with noone, but don't bother me or does it, i did some fun things this year and i won't ever change it, happy new year and be safe it past Valentine's Day, and still no woman to date, it's wierd, it's better to be alone, less drama, less money spent on things that will rot or wilt, i'm tired of being single, won't women realize that i'm a good guy underneath my hobbies and perversions, i have a job, do i look like a jobless douchebag looking for handouts or ass on the net, hell no, i work my ass off for the Sisters Of The Poor, i also don't need a friend or a relative to hook me up, only losers do that stupid crap, do i look stupid, fuck no, i just fall for lies, that's all

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OK SO WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO INFORM AS TO WHY LIFE IS SOOOO FUCKING COMPLICATED AND WHY PEOPLE CAN BE SO DIFFICULT. JUST WONDERING CAUSE IM GOING CRAZY HERE!! OK SO I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO WORK THIS PAGE, SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!! PPAPAPAPAPAPAPLESE!! well im out of here people talk to u all later!! happy new year if i don't talk to u before midnight. much luv!

Random Thoughts
How do you show someone you care about them That you would do anything for them no matter what it is How do you tell someone exactly how you feel When it hurts so bad cuz you don’t know how to How do you tell someone that you hate to watch them leave Cuz you feel so empty inside when they’re not there How do you show someone that you love them But they just don’t wanna see it How do you get close to someone That will not let you get close enough How do you live every day knowing all these things And yet there’s nothing you can do about it How do you tell someone exactly what you are thinking When you are so scared of rejection How do you go on living each and every day When you know that all this is killing u slowly How do you know when your time is up Cuz your heart cant handle the pain and suffering anymore

Random Stuff
Show this awesome girl some Fu Luv 'DustMePink' Here's her Link... this pimp out brought to you by Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle'----Owned by Jus'Me Tell her Micki sent ya ~! ;)

Randomness
im still about 3600 points short of lvling up!! please help!!!! MWAH! i love you all!! ok so heres the deal.. im trying to level up.. and as of right this second i have approx. 4500 pnts to lvl. i REALLY wanna lvl bc i wanna add more [[new]] pics of myself!! [[got some with face paint on for my fam]] among others. and i need you guys to help me lvl up so i can add pix!! im completely maxxed on stupid pics right now lol pleeeeeeeze help me you guys!! rates! comments! anythint to get me those points please!!! its MUCHLY appreciated!!!! i love you all! Mwah!! =)

Randomness
...but for the love of fuck, stopping getting them fucking done in your or someone else's fucking house? Are you fucking retarded? Hepatitis, staph, and strep infections are no fucking joke. They can kill you. If they're not in a licensed shop, doing legitimate work, there's a reason. Usually they fucking suck. I see it all over fubar, myspace, facebook. Tattoos that look like shit because the "client" let a homey's homey do the job. I know I shouldn't complain since I end up doing the coverup on ass quality work and that means job security but when I see a gorgeous chick with a tattoo with weak and shaky lines, flat and weakly saturated color, it just breaks my heart. It's your fucking body and all and you can do with it what you want, but how about a little research into what you're doing.

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I was content to come home after a nite of work and go to sleep. But something had me check my old mail box and I recieved a pleasant suprise for the new year. We will see how it goes. I wanna be hopefull about the outcome coz I need to get some before I explode. I can almost see the whole meeting right now. From what she will be wearing to what I hope to do to her. I will talk to you guyz later with a whole new random thought.

Randoms
The following is taken from "The Divine Comedy", Canto V of Inferno,lines 100-142, by Dante Alighieri written ca. 1304-8: "Love, that can quickly seize the gentle heart, took hold of him because of the fair body taken from me-how that was done still wounds me Love, that releases no beloved from loving,took hold of me so strongly through his beauty that, as you see, it has not left me yet. Love lead the two of us unto one death. Caina waits for him who took our life" These words were borne across from them to us. When I had listened to those injured souls, I bent my head and held it low until the poet asked of me "What are you thinking?" When i replied,my words began: "Alas, how many gentle thoughts,hoe deep a longing, had led them to the agonizing pass!" Then I addressed my my speech again unto them, and I began: "Francesca, your afflictions move me to tears of sorrow and pity. But tell me, in the time of gentle sighs, with what and in what way did Lo

Randomzzzz
Is it like the cool thing to get pregnant between the ages of 12-18? I see it's the new trend at my school. Apparently condoms are too expensive and they dont want mommy and daddy to know their on birth control? Yeah idk. I dont get it... Out of all the jobs in the world, why would you want to be a chiropractor and smack peoples bones/bodies for a living? Ickkk. I blew my back out yesturday. I took some tylenol it got better and this morning it went out again. So I now get to meet the bone cracking freak. Well fuck me running sidewayz. P.S. If you get the chance to see the movie "The other Boleyn Girl" I suggest you do. Very good movie. Someone wanna buy me a blast? lol. If you do i'll love you forever. I know this won't work but i thought i'd give it a shot :] Have a nice day everybody!

Random Stuff
Had a surprise last weekend... One of the tanks I had filled with water and was cycling to get ready for some Angelfish suddenly had baby fish appear in it. I have no idea what kind they are or where they came from. I suspect they maybe baby Buenos Aires babies because I "seeded" the tank with water from a tank that had those in them. The eggs must have been in the gravel I vacuumed while transferring the water. Then I had a snail appear in an established tank that has never had anything but the fish that I originally put in several months ago. That one is a real mystery to me. Although I have nearly 20 different species of fish, I have been concentrating on Angelfish. Perhaps I should call my hobby "Immaculate Conception Fishery." I really had not planned to attend the Sturgis Bike Rally this year, but after my friend arranged for me to catch a ride out to the Buffalo Chip on a plane taking Dale Jr to Sturgis, I just could not pass up the opportunity to see some old friends

Random Thoughts
Random thoughts... literally. Things have been well for me. Sorry I haven't been around, but as most of you who truly know me know that my life has turned for the better. I don't sit in front of the computer hardly at all compared to what I used to. I'm happy with that. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all

Randoms
Dreams of Darkness I see demonic shadows, floating in the darkness, waiting me to fall a sleep, searching a moment of my weakness... Shadows of death, inside my head, this outstanding pain, in my brain... Flames of hellfire, in my eyes, smell of death, in my nose... Molten seas of hell, this demonic smell, someone is casting a dark spell, holding me in the hell...

Random Stuff!
i stole this from tiffanys myspace! but its cool! so read! lol In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. --------------------------------------

Random Babblings Of Me :)
HOTTEST LONGHAIRED MAN ON FUBAR CONTEST BEGINS ON WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 3RD AT 7PM EST AND WILL RUN FOR A FULL 2 WEEKS ENDING ON WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 17TH AT 7PM EST. I WILL BE TAKING MORE ENTRIES UNTIL 5:30PM ON WEDNESDAY!!!! SO IF YOU HAVE YET TO ENTER AND WANT TO LET ME KNOW!!!!!! THE MORE THE MERRIER :D :D :D THE WINNER OF THIS CONEST WILL RECIEVE A 7 DAY BLAST SECOND AND THIRD DEPEND ON HOW WELL EVERYTHING GOES :) SECOND MAY RECIEVE A 1 DAY BLAST BUT AT THE LEAST 2ND AND 3RD WILL RECIEVE BIG PIMPIN :D :D :D :D lost a friend last year... first friend I made in this state that was actually worth something... today would have been his 23 birthday... didn't think about it much all day.. tried to keep it out of my head... but I sat down tonight and got on the computer... saw his myspace and had to take a trip to his page... reading his comments friends left him about made me cry.... so sad how good people get taken off this earth so soon... he had just turned 22 when he had his wreck... the g

Random Thoughts
This is going to be a very sad Christmas. My little ferret Rascal passed away last night. She was my special little girl. She wasn't feeling well the past few days and last night was her final fight. I found her lying still and unresponsive in her igloo. I wrapped her in a towel and heating pad and held her in my arms. I gave her some water by eyedropper to try and get her to drink, and she did a little. After about an hour of talking to her and snuggling her, she started to come around a little. Her breathing got stronger and she even lifted her head a little and chattered to me in her little ferret way. But then after a few short moments of that, she started to decline again. I held her close and talked to her and scratched her favorite itchy-spot on her shoulders for another 20 minutes before she quietly slipped from this life into the next. I buried her out back under my favorite apricot tree. She always liked to nibble on her dried apricots. She was a very old girl.

Random Stuff
Hey people I'm looking for a little help. I'm in a contest that ends tomorrow at midnight. The prizes in this one are real so I'd really like to place. I'm actually hoping for second place because I really like that prize. I would be thankful for any help and I'm always willing to repay the favor. Thank you... My score on The Which Hindu Goddess Are You? Test: Sarasvati(You scored 66 intellect, 20 prosperity, 42 sexuality, and 43 goodness!)Sarasvati is the goddess of knowledge, wisdom, learning and the arts. She is the consort of Lord Brahma, the creator, and is considered to be the most beautiful goddess (although not the most sexual). She's not as material-minded as Lakshmi, just as those with an intellectual streak are generally not as wealthy as their entrepreneurial classmates who went for a Business degree. She rides a swan and sits, peacefully playing her veena. She is the one you turn to for a mastery of an art form or of knowledge. Link: The Which Hindu Goddess Are

Random Thinking
im bored and im listening to music haha im jiggity jiggying lolz haha never thought a hairbrush can be so handy..jumping up and down my bed! hehehe all is missing is a beer haha "every me and every you! Like the naked leads the blind..i know im unselfish and i am kind...something borrowd something blue" weeeeeeeeeeee 8-p My first blog ever.....I guess i'm annoyed and bewildered at the moment and this is my only way of taking a punch at myself and let those thoughts loose. I guess i am an exhibit of randomness and my thoughts don't follow an order whatsover. I think I am hurt by believing into friendship and then it crushes upon me. I wonder if i trust people too easily and I set up myself for failure. I have a really hard time reading people or maybe I read too much into people. I delve into the unknown believing and trusting and I guess I have to believe and trust in myself first in order to succeed in my voyage of nothingness. I am confusing myself by writing all this

Random Thoughts!
I HAVE NO CLUE WTF I AM DOING I JOINED CUZ OF A CLOSE FRIEND SO IF I DON'T RESPOND TO MESSAGES RIGHT AWAY FORGIVE ME I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO EVEN ADD PEOPLE OR TALK ON HERE SO ANY SUGGESTIONS WOULD BE WELL APPRECIATED!!!

Random Thoughts & Info
I learned something about the act of foreplay recently.................. There is something to be said for the hightening of your senses, the arousal of your entire body prior to the actual act of sex!! Anticipation of the next touch, kiss, breath on your skin........................then the tiny chills those acts send up your entire body........it is just about as good as the act of sex! I enjoy the time being taken for that special closeness that only this art brings with it...............intimacy, tenderness, and sheer pleasure...............YUMMY!! Okay, my mind got the best of me when this subject was discussed, so I have taken some time to search this practice out and read up on it. It is interesting, as every article, stresses the issue of a trusting relationship. Giving, having complete and total trust in another human being in order to participate in this sexually erotic act. I think having all the information somehow allows for the opportunity to make a

Random
OKAY SO WHAT! GIRL'S LOVE OUR SHOES! WANNA KNOW THE BEST PART? THIS IS MAYBE HALF OF MY SHOES! OH MY GOD, THIS IS SUCH A KICK ASS SONG! Pop Goes the Weasel (Sing Along) 'Round and 'round the cobbler's bench The monkey chased the weasel The monkey thought 'twas all in fun Pop! Goes the weasel A penny for a spool of thread A penny for a needle That's the way the money goes Pop! Goes the weasel A half a pound of tupenny rice A half a pound of treacle Mix it up and make it nice Pop! Goes the weasel Up and down the London road In and out of the Eagle That's the way the money goes Pop! Goes the weasel I've no time to plead and pine I've no time to wheedle Kiss me quick and then I'm gone Pop! Goes the weasel.

Randomness!
Wanted to be a gypsy and just leave everything and start a new life over each day??? I HAVE!!! ...dance on a rooftop in almost nothing with raindrops and rose petals falling all around me and I would just twirl and twirl and twirl and I would be free and happy...

Random Ramblings
This makes me Sniffle..... A person like you Im lucky to have patient with me always more than I am myself so loving so beautiful so precious so sweet I long for the day when we finally meet a love that I have forever so true a place in my heart and soul for you how I deserve thee I do not know but Im thankful daily that by God's grace my Amie found me without you Im lost never being at piece adrift in my loneliness but I can take comfort every day I can smile for now I have you even across the miles that separate our bodies but never our hearts never shall you need never shall you want just say my name my love you shall have true,pure and unconditional My best friend and my sister my smile and my joy you will always have me through all that shall be Written by Jennifer Barrett,February 18,2007 for Amie,her BFF,her sister,her everything...I love you with all of my heart...I promise you'll always have me,thick and thin,no matter what**Mu

Random Turtlings
4hrs (11pm) till the EB at the mall near my house opens up for the midnight release of World of Warcraft: The Burning Crusade! and even tho the roads are rediculously icy... it's only a 5 min drive so i'm going anyways! wish me luck! and you better believe there will be a lot more pics up after tonight This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." Will be your CherryTap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "WHO WANTS TO MARRY ME?"

Random Musings...
I've got today off work, so I'm working on this whole CT experience...wow, what a ride! so many cool people in one place! Very interesting how this online community has exploded... Anyways, got some work things to do, so I'll update later ;) Rock on everyone!

Random Rants And Ramblings
860 points to go to get me to the next level, and so i post a blog...just some tips to people who order pizza... 1) turn on your goddamn porchlight...how the FUCK do you expect your pizza to be delivered on time if NO ONE can see your house? 2) If you do turn your porchlight on, make sure your numbers are legible FROM THE ROAD...I dont care how pretty your numbers are i cant find your house if i cant SEE the numbers... 3) Speaking of numbers, those wooden block numbers are the worst piles of crap numbers you can get...i cant read your numbers when the shadows they cast upon themselves turn your street address into 1 (3 or 8) circle (8, 6, or 0) 7 east 14th [ooh, profile rated '10'! 855 points to go...thank you, sexililcrazyangel!!! now go rate her profile everyone...] 4) please understand that the time we quote you when you call is just an ESTIMATE...we're not mind readers and we dont know all the circumstances that will happen that will slow us down, so shut the fuck

Randomness
I wanted to make all my female friends/family aware that there is someone going around stealing NSFW photos..this man has some how been able to rip one of my sisters photos even though all of her stuff is locked down to friends/family and all ripping ability is turned off..

Randomness
CHeck out the video in my stash about the crazy bride that freaks out! I just heard she's gonna be on one of the morning shows! I just got my music list to pick a song at random to begin play. It sure beats hearing the same song every time I go to my page, so I'm sure all my friends and fans are sick of the same song too. Even tho I really like the 1st song on the playlist, it's good to hear some of the others too!

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Hey all. I'm forming my own family on here called the Uchiha clan. If you would like to join just let me know. And as soon as i reach level 10 n can create an lounge I will. I just want to have a group of my friends together and get to kno each other and have some fun. So get back at me with you replies. Yours truely, Yung Sykosys, That freaky leader of the Uchiha Clan Pisces n Cancer The sentimental combination of these two signs make for an ideal marriage. Although both will have their moments of gloom and doom, they will soon come out in the sunshine and forgive and forget. Lover's quarrels are frequent , but the making up is bliss . Both cherish home, possessions, and friends and there will be mutual effort to fulfill all obligations. Water and water, emotion and emotion, intuition and intuition. Sorry for being redundant but these two are so much alike in nature that you'd have some difficulty telling them apart. They are both romantic, need to love and be loved and can pr

Random Thoughts From My Head...
ok i just realized something and it's kinda embarassing considering how old i am....but ya know, a man will say an do anything to get in yer panties. Well, get you out of them rather. now i don't know why this surprises me at all really....i mean for the most part they all think with mr. winkie....but i never realized how gullible I guess i am....i know all this seems like psychotic ramblings from a person with no clue, but i do have a clue lol, they just hit me at odd times.....just had too much stuff goin on in my life at the moment and trying to keep too many balls in the air i guess you could say.....ohhhh well, i will ramble more later...

Random Thoughts
Ok people, here are some of my favorite quotes..........enjoy.... "Dream like you will live forever, Live like you will die today." - James Dean "True friends are those that really know you, but love you anyways." "Love is that condition in which the happiness of another is essential to you own." "Hope is not a dream, but a way to make dreams become reality." "Live today like there isnt a tomorrow." "When you feel like crying, remember tomorrow is another chance at happiness." "Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans." -John Lennon "If you fall I will catch." "Say what you mean, and do what you say." "Things dont have to be extrodinary to be beautiful, the ordinary can be just as beautiful."- Wicker Park "Life is not measured in the breaths we take, but rather the moments that take our breath away." "Never leave a fight unresolved for you never know what the morning brings." "If you heart is free, have the courage to follow it."

Random Thoughts
Ok...so i'm happy now...finally...again...I havent been able to get him out my mind and finally broke down and got a hold of him...for those who have an idea of who im on about know,for those who dont,my exbf...we parted on bad terms and a lot of misunderstandings and i couldnt let it go like that...i pushed him away when he was trying to get close to me,so i confessed everything...well,after all was said and done,we got back together..he missed me and wanted me back and i him..so yea...I've got my baby back...go me!whoop whoop...so,yea..thats it for now!comment or whatever..love to all! Grrrr...this didnt take the first time so now i have to retype everything..stupid computer...anyways...Why is everyone obsessed with walmart?I just dont get it.You guys dont work there, if you did you'd realize it aint that grand of a place to be,let alone be obsessed about. Second,why do people drag their children to walmart at 3am knowing that their kids should be home in bed sleeping?Why fuss at you

Random Stuff
"one dark afternoon, like a shadow i flew. thru the rain that fell sick with lament. to this house of incest, for when we undressed. blasphemy against venus were rent. but with sister removed, her wet body approved the parade of my heavenly quests. yet all tongues are not true, some are forked or asque. like an uncivil servants at best. for ousted from eden, i fausted all reason. hook in mouth like saint peter pan. to haunt fairy groves and hot virgin coves. where in the promiscuous swam. i elected lovers and rejected others. mifistresses that don't give a damn. but in those that still do, my deep interest grew. THE RISE OF THE TRUE PENTAGRAM"

Random Poetry
I wonder why the last woman I said I love you to didn't love me back, I wonder why she left & why we went our seperate ways like that. I wonder why I don't look at women as I should, I wonder why sometimes I feel no good behind this darkness and neon glow. I wonder why I sit and watch the sun come up, this ones for those I loved who I lost and for all my wishes and plans. I cast my shadow on a darkend wall,like bare hands. I wonder why my life won't move ahead, having nightmares of demons, devils, you and the dead instead. So to the last woman I said I love you to, I'm not sorry for saying it because C.R. I do love you. I always have, and I'm sure I always will, with all my heart and free will as long as my heart beats red. Beats still. Now I regret not telling you sooner, but it was said. To have your kiss and die, I would happily be dead. Like night to day, I'll live to die another day or just simply into darkness, fade away. The water will run, the rain will fall, the sun will si

Random Thoughts...(poetry)
Laying in your bed With your pillow under my head Cool spring breeze swirls about Delivering the fresh scent of lilacs Through the open windows of your room Hours ago your alarm clock rang Removing you from my arms For work calls Though I wish you were still here Snuggled up to your chest Hearing your calming voice Whispering, “Good morning beautiful” I could lay there forever All my problems seem to fade When you are next to me For hours you will be gone Working hard If there is a job to do You will get it done Because that is how you are Looking at the clock on your headboard Counting the hours until you return For when you walk back through the door A smile will be shown Bright across my face Happy to be with you again To feel the love you have for me By the way you bathe me in such sweet delicate words The gentle touch of your hand across my cheek Tells me I’m no longer dreaming For your time away has ended I lay smiling in your bed Wh

Random Shit
In 1974 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford becomes president of the US Hank Aaron hits his 715th home run to beat Babe Ruth's record Impeachment hearings are opened against President Nixon by the House Judiciary Committee President Nixon resigns President Gerald Ford issues an unconditional pardon to ex-President Nixon for all federal crimes Muhammad Ali knocks out George Foreman in the eighth round to regain the heavyweight crown in Zaire Heiress Patty Hearst is kidnapped by and eventually joins the Symbionese Liberation Army Dungeons & Dragons officially released People magazine is published for the first time Kate Moss, Alyson Hannigan, Penelope Cruz, Alanis Morissette, Leonardo DiCaprio, and Ryan Seacrest are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VIII Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Blazing Saddles is the top grossing film All the President's Men by Bernstein and Woodward is published

Random Thoughts
I was out with a male friend of mine this weekend and we were at a store called Vintage Stock, it's like a movie, music, game, pop culture store. They also sell vintage movie posters. I was looking through the posters they had and came across one for an old Marilyn Chambers movie. I went and found my friend and told him about it and he looks at me kind of dumbfounded. I asked if he knew who Marilyn Chambers was and he replied that he didn's so I told him that she's a porn actress from the 70's or 80's. This lead to the conversation of why am I so obsessed with porn? You see I guess since I was 15 or 16 I've had this fascination with the porn industry. I'm obsessed with Jenna Jameson among many other actress as well as given the opportunity I would love to be able to actually be in one. I have an extensive porn collection and watch it regularly. In this conversation he couldn't understand why I was how I am with it. He said porn is nothing but stroke material that once you've wat

Randomness Is Grand
I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach A

Random Inspirations Into Insanity
My friend Sean sent me a bulletin on another site and here is what he had to say ---------------------------------------------- You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo","Bread", and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If w

Random Stuff
here's my entry in Ezra Valentine's photo/art contest.It's a relatively fair contest; voting is done by number of ratesnot number of comments. No bombing necessary!It is ending this Saturday at 7:00 PM/CST.I would really appreciate your vote! Thanks, Mark Oh, and a big thank you to everyone who hasalready voted. You all rock! hey all...meet my dog Speedy. he rocks. and he's in a contest.please vote for him or he will develop a self-esteem disorder...http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=564541&albumid=231929&i=699346042 USRSF Subject: United States Redneck Special Forces The Pentagon announced today the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces. These Alabama, Arkansas, Georgia, Kentucky, Mississippi, Missouri, Oklahoma, Tennessee and Texas boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists: 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. The

Random Thoughts
I put this on my main page too, but thought it was worthy of a blog entry also, lol. =) I find joy in both the simple and complex things in life. I crave the smell of wet blades of grass, the earth's soil after it rains, Grandma's homemade apple butter when she's canning... and a baby's sweet spot on their forehead. I enjoy the sounds of my Mama's laughter, my brother singing, good music on the stereo, and the thunder rolling off in the distance when I'm safe in the arms of the man I love during a summer storm as we listen to the rain on the window. I admire the beauty of the power of true friendship, butterflies in flight, a sweet smile on the face of a friend or loved one, the color of the leaves in the Fall, and the Snake River with the Grand Tetons in the back drop. I enjoy the feel of a soft, velvety kiss, having my hair brushed and played with, rose petals between my thumb and fingers, knowing that those who matter to me are safe and of knowing I

Random Thoughts
Why do women always take cell phone pics of themselves in the bathroom, never understood that. Well this was not my weekend, lol. I lost it all, but i had a blast doing it! I played some slots and some blackjack, there were some awesome moments at the blackjack table. There was this guy that sat down next to me, his name was Dale, and he kept calling the cards it was amazing, and i don't mean like counting or something, but he'd be like "Dealer is going to have a 6" and BAM! sure enough the dealer flipped a 6, and he kept doing that, it was pretty cool. he helped most of the table win, lol. Also this reminds me of a Vegas story i might as well share here instead of making it's own blog... When I turned 21 my family took my to vegas so I could gamble for the first time ever in a casino. So of course back then I mainly liked blackjack, so I took my $100 and went to a table. I bet $15 on my first hand and i got delt a pair of 10's, I was like "SWEET". Then I said I wanted to

Random Ranting
Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. > > It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: > > When a heroic dog dies to save its master. > > The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. > > After wrecking your boss's car. > > One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". > > When she is using her teeth. > > Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. > > Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. > > If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. > > Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However, complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. > > No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man.In > fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you

Random
i have added a guest book to my profile , so plz come by and add urself too it , thank u The Teabagging The all time classic manoeuvre of tapping your cock on a chick's forehead whilst she is sucking on your balls, and uttering the timeless phrase "Who's your daddy?" The Houdini Going at it doggy-style until you are just about to come, then pull out and spit on her back so she thinks that you have. When she turns around a blast is unleashed into her face and she is left shocked and amazed, wondering how you managed it. The Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Cum Guzzling Sperm Burping Bitch The once in a lifetime act of blowing a hot steamy load down the back of a girl's throat and then proceeding to give her a large cold bottle of your favourite carbonated drink, making her guzzle it down. Then, shake her head vigoro

Random Thoughts From A Twisted Mind
The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hello bitches and bastards, may i ta

Random
So I was thinking, Its weird how you can have everyone around you, And still feel so alone and lost, Even when people say their there for you..No one really can be..Everyone is alone to a point....But I guess thats just apart of life.

Random
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

Random Ramblings...
RACIAL GREETINGS BROTHERS AND SISTERS... YOU KNOW WHAT TRULY AMAZES ME MOST ABOUT THIS SITE? THE CRYING, CLOSE MINDED INDIVIDUALS THAT WILL VISIT YOUR PAGE TO LEAVE A NEGATIVE COMMENT, OR MARK YOUR PICTURES AS NSFW. THERE IS ONE...ONLY ONE INDIVIDUAL ON HERE OUT OF 600,000 PLUS, THAT HAS DONE THIS TO ME. POINT IS THIS FOLKS, IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE ON SOMEONES PAGE...CATCH THE TRAIN. SIMPLE AS THAT. DON'T BE A SNITCH. THIS AIN'T MYSPACE!!! I SEE SOMETHING I DON'T AGREE WITH, I MOVE ON. SOMETIMES I MAY EVEN GET TO KNOW THAT PERSON, FIND OUT WHY THEY LOOK AT THINGS THE WAY THEY DO. I'VE HAD A GREAT TIME HERE, MET LOTS OF GREAT PEOPLE. THEY ALL MAY NOT SHARE MY PARTICULAR LIFESTYLE, BUT TO EACH HIS OWN...RESPECT THAT. 1488 FAREWELL MY SWEET LOVE, I'M LEAVING YOUR SIDE. MY CALLING HAS COME, TO WHICH I MUST ABIDE. I KNOW THAT IT HURTS YOU, BUT PLEASE DEAR DON'T CRY. LIGHT A CANDLE IN MY MEMORY, SHOULD I DIE. THERE'S NO SENSE IN DREAMING, FOR DREAMS NEVER LAST. THERE'S NO SE

Random
Unconventional conventionality? What in the hell does that mean?? I know what it means to be unconventional...but what if the very thing that makes you unique...unconventional...is no longer considered a uniqueness. It becomes one of those things that everyone does. Your face no longer stands out, you're just a number. I've prided myself everyday on going against the norm, doing what I wanted, when I wanted and with whoever was around. But what if what I have rebelled against is now considered the rebellion. Not making much sense am I?? Let me try to clarify: I do things my way. I surround myself with others who do things his or her own way. Life is about forever seeking the pleasure factor. Do things that feel good damn the consequences. There are so many people trapped in situations that last out of obligation, dependence, lonliness. Obligation? I was always taught you shouldn't be obligated to anyone but yourself. Dependence? God gave us a brain, free-will, choices for a reason

Random Ramblings
i doubt that this will get any attention, but im not writing it for you or anyone else...just me...for some strange reason it helps to get it out. i continue to wonder about myself...it seems like everything goes from ok, to great, to horrible sucky in like a week...thats how it always is in my life... then theres the "plane out" period...where everthing is ok...not great, but not horrible either...just survival. then things start to get really awesome, or have the possibility of getting great....and then it allllll goes to fucking hell again. I just wish i could actually get somewhere in life...just for once actually get something i want. i finally have the opportunity to meet someone, and possibly have a relationship with them, but i can't ever seem to leave her alone...im always trying to talk to her, and the more i try, the more fed up with me she seems...its to the point now, that i think she doesn't even want to talk to me...she just does because she doen't want to hurt my fe

Random Crap
GO SEE SiCKO. Eye opening, whether you like Michael Moore or not. Why don't Americans care about each other anymore? And why are we so afraid of our government? They are supposed to be there FOR us, not us for them. Please please please give this situation the attention it deserves - the attention WE deserve. You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Save me from the dark of night I'm drifting like a satellite Miles from understanding Where this love will end Heaven let your light fall down on me Now I'm over-thinking Love can't be this hard We seem to be spinning worlds apart Sometimes truth is hard to touch We give too little, expect too much Promises forever Hiding in our eyes Worlds of chances passing by No

Random Acts
I am in no way making light of the events that took place on 09.11.01 but I gotta get this off my chest. The morning of the attack I was awake and watching TV, and its what I was watching that brings me to my point. To this day on September eleventh I am reminded of MONKEYBONE So here is the task at hand for you all. Tell me the most wildly inappropriate thing that you think of and the event that triggers this thought Well for my first entry in the CherryTap blog i have decided to embarrass myself... enjoy

Random Ramblings
my favourite stripper has moved to Noumea for 3 months to work there. I miss her. noticed that Fubar is well over 2 1/4 million membership. I remember when it was a big deal approaching 10,000 all the questions "will we make it or will it just die out?" Now if Mike just had $1 for every memeber ... he would probably just piss it against the wall hahaha There has been talk about a possible government regulation to have folic acid added to bread. This is because pregnant women here lack it and need it for baby. The reasoning given is that they need it before they get pregnant. My arguement then is that if women need folic acid prior to getting pregnant then instead of adding it to bread maybe they should add it to alcohol because that is what most women are consuming just prior to getting pregnant.

Random Thoughts.
To undo one malicious rate on a photo? Back in the good old days of Cherry Tap, one malicious rate was canceled out by just one eleven. Due to the generosity of some of you, I know I received several eleven's today, but still haven't canceled out a solitary four someone left me. Damn new Fu Math. Sure the easy reach is CT is for Cherry Tap, but if you do any comment/rating bombing it could stand for carpal tunnel. Careful clicking everyone. Take a break once in a while if your hand starts to feel funny. To "Hot or Not." That's not what CT is all about, at least not what it was back in the good old days. The voters on that site are absolutely vicious. I've seen some gorgeous women getting hated on by other jealous females.

Random Ramblings
I often sit here & wonder WHY certain people have taken such an interest in my page. I am refering to repeat visitors that are not people I know on a personal level... Nor do I mean one's that actually rate &/or comment. I mean the ones that just seem to pop in for no apparent reason almost on a daily basis. You know who you are! I wonder... is it jealousy???? or mere curiosity???? Yay!!!.. My first cherry blog... will put a real entry in later! ~giggles~

Randomly Deliberate Thoughts
The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention…. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words. To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The

Randomness
So last night held some amazingly vivid dreams. Nothing like normal, and yet following a pattern to a series. It’s strange how they always start out when it’s within the ‘series’, because I always slip into sleep. One moment awake, the next in another world. Almost as if the purest form of transcendence. This was not a normal one per say, the map that I have figured out, well it was nowhere on it that is known (only I know it’s the same place, just far away). The buildings were current with the others, same as the plant life to junction to architecture. But in a far cooler environment, one that was much more temperate. I’m always in a complete disbelief at first walking through almost empty streets, staring at how everything co-exists. Where there are buildings there is an equal amount of life, mainly plant life. It is almost as if not one plant was harmed when making a building, but the plants soon take pace and partially consume human’s achievement. The closest I can

Random Quizes
10-20 = goodie good 21-30 = a little rebellious 31-40 = getting there 41-50 = rebel 51-60 = bad girl/boy 61-70 = bitch/asshole 71-80 = fucking badass 81-90 = damn 91-100 = cant believe you made it this far 1) x smoked (weed or cigs) 2) x consumed alcohol 3) x slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 4) x slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 5) x made out with someone of the opposite sex 6) x made out with someone of the same sex 7) x had someone in your room of the opposite sex 8) x watched porn 9) x bought porn 10) x done drugs TOTAL: 10 11) x taken pain killers 12) x taken someone else's prescription medicine 13) x lied to your parents 14) x lied to a friend 15) x snuck out of the house 16) x done something illegal 17) x cut yourself 18) x hurt someone 19) x wished someone to die 20) seen someone die TOTAL: 9-19 21) x missed curfew 22) x stayed out all night 23) x eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 24) x been to

Randomness
ummm if only the whole week could feel as glorious as this day right here. Man-o-man! I freakin' love it!!! Just another Monday-Friday run through, and someone tells me theres something called the "weekend"?? Never heard of that..but people tell me its awesome. =) Nothing like writing in a online journal so to speak. One that everyone can read at that! well I suppose it would be only right for me to say hi and goodmorning....but tell me what's so freakin good about it? I woke up this morning like hell...took a shower, felt a little better...then got thrown for a loop. I really dislike being a woman sometimes lol. Shit just eats me up errr...choclate tears, choclate tears running down my check. rant rant rav rav.....I like my Andy babe...hes the shit don't ca' know....now stop drop and roll cause I'm on fire down in my soul yeah that's why this is called randomness....anyways I just wanted to say that this man Andy man...Captian Butthead of the world rules...and he is the only kind of

Random Ramblings And Rantings Of A Mad Man
1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies. 2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie. 3. Post them here for everyone to guess. 4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie. 5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search or other search functions. 6. No looking at my favorite movies on my online profiles (all 4000 of them). ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1)I am the whirlwind. Dune, as guessed by Alice in Wonderland 2)A:What are you supposed to be, a clown or something? B: Sometimes. The Crow, as guessed by Morgan Le Fay 3)Tell me, who was it you left me for? Was it Laszlo, or were there others in between? Or - aren't you the kind that tells? Casablanca, as guessed by Alice In Wonderland 4)I was the first angel, loved once above all others... But like all true love... one day it withered on the vine... The Prophecy, as guessed by Morgan Le Fay 5)Dick Laurent is dead... Lost Highway, as guessed by Saint Sinner 6)Do

Random Things
Well when you're sitting there in your silk upholstered chair Talkin' to some rich folk that you know Well I hope you won't see me in my ragged company Well, you know I could never be alone Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you're the queen of the underground And you can send me dead flowers every morning Send me dead flowers by the mail Send me dead flowers to my wedding And I won't forget to put roses on your grave Well when you're sitting back in your rose pink Cadillac Making bets on Kentucky Derby Day Ah, I'll be in my basement room with a needle and a spoon And another girl to take my pain away Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you're the queen of the underground And you can send me dead flowers every morning Send me dead flowers by the mail Send me dead flowers to my wedding And I won't forget to put roses on your grave Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you're t

Random Poetry Pt 2
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me. xxx ~ Bob Cat I can’t take anymore. Liquor and cigarettes call me back, they want me back everyday and I want relief cause all I do, and all I’ve done is spit on. Its been shit on, so I grin and smile, and keep the violent temptations deep inside. Bottled up, all I’ve done is never enough. Attacked but you don’t care how I feel. Things change, come and go, told by you to forget about my goals and to let them go. I can’t do that, its something I refuse to do, so fuck you. I can’t conform, and act, or do what you want to

Randomness
so im gonna be offline for a while cause i am switch service providers. the company i am currantly using has lost the last to bill paymand wants me to pay again. ummmmm not gonna happen, i'll just switch to a company that doesnt keep employing incompetent people. and 1 that doesnt try to give thier customers a run around until you just give up. no company should ever be permitted to have a monopoly in the service industry .... as it is in the USA not like in Canada. maybe Canada will clue into this soon a child dreams of what could be when they grow up such fantasies rich and famous strong and wise a superhero such dreams such lies fill the spirit spur the soul to triumph to loss it's life I know I remember as a child such dreams I had to fight like Conan to never be sad to just be the best to do what's right for family friends in God's bright light I remember hurt pain and fear of losing someone whom I held near of finding love making vows then sorrows los

Random Thoughts
Military Pay Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much? You be the judge! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Fina

Random Thoughts & Things
Ok guys and gals , some of my oldest and dearest friends have joined CT...Come show them some luv. Please come comment bomb my eyes for this contest I entered called best eyes of CT. Your Hippie Chick Name Is: Saffron Hippie Chick Name Generator

Random Thoughts
A faceless enemy a formidable foe Born in the shadows deep in the soul A creature of desire destined to kill Feeds on the blood of the innocent it spills Cold and calculated it stalks it's prey Grows stronger with rage with each passing day Fueled by anger the beast lives within Longing for escape the battle won't end A glimmer of hope too little too late Consumed by the love condemned by the hate

Random
Vote for me as Penthouse Pet of the Month for April! All you have to do is: 1. Visit Tim's page at; http://fubar.com/user/2415431 2. Go to the Penthouse Pet of the Month Contest Folder 3. Find my pic and RATE! Thats it! Easy as 1-2-3! Thanks Luvs! ~Astra You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You scored as Bdsm. Hurray! you god bdsm you like kink and love, and you wanna show it with either leather, whips or other things. congratulationsBdsm93%Boobies/nipples82%Gay/Lesbian79%Beastiality64%Tb/dl43%Anal32%foot fetish21%Anime

Random Shit
my cousin ray on the other had thinks killing a deer with a rifle is magic in the forest. heres ray after the big kill: Hell, it was 4 in the mornin, twenty-two degrees outside. Course, you weren't there... pussy. i'm in a camouflaged deer blind with grease paint on my face. i've got deer urine on my boots-i'm not sure why. i got a thirtysix-ought-six with a twelve-power scope and a bullet that'll travel twenty-two hundred feet per second. when that deer looked up and licked sucker i'd hung from the danged oak tree, i caught him right above the eye... Yea, well i hit one with a van going 55 miles an hour with the headlights on and the horn blowing. whoo, thats an elusive little creature. if you ever miss one, it's 'cause the bullets moving too fast. slow the bullet down to 55 miles an hour and put som headlights an a little horn on it. the deer will actually jump infront of the bullet!

Random
So as many of you know, I work in a pharmacy, matter of fact I work in a number of pharmacies. I'm on y way to getting my doctorate in pharmaceuticals and becoming a Pharmacist to further my career in medicine, and at this point am what you would consider a Senior Tech at my home store, and a Trainer for the district. I've only been there since August, but since then I've made a lot of friends, a lot of patients who have come to know me as "their Tech." Living in a small town, I know what's going on with their children, their lives, how they are, what's coming around the corner, things of that nature, and truly, as much as I work, they become a part of your life. One of my patients passed on today. I took it hard because well, he was perhaps oen of the most unique patients I've had. His wife, always picked up his prescriptions and despite all that she was going through, she was just the sweetest of ladies. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she came by today. When I brought her p

Random Today News
Sorry that I havent been on much but I moved out of the house with me mom to where I am wokring. I dont have wireless so I am only on everyonce in awhile. I am helping my father in law care for my mother in law. She has brain cancer and needs help. I am on as much as I can. Later Today is the puppys birthday. His name is Buddy and he is 4 years old. He has gotten so big. I will post a pic under my pics. He is so cute, I love him.

Random Stuff
WHAT I THINK OF MY FREINDS 1] THEY CARE FOR ME 2) THEY LISTEN WHEN I HAVE A PROBLEM 3) YOU CAN LAUGH AT A GOOD JOKE 4) SCREAM HOY LEGS ON A ROLLERCOASTER! 5) YOU CAN GO TO MOVIES AND LAUGH AT THE SAME TIME 6) DONT TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE

Random Thoughts
well... im used to myspace, where i always am writing blogs... i have come to find they are so much easier to write then in a journal or diary... anyways... so this week has been busy... i recently broke up with my bf who i have been with off and on for about a year... it was a bad relationship... we did nothign but fight and argue... so i know that times will hopefully be better... although the loneliness hasnt really hit me... and i know it will... but i have good things to look forward to in the near future... my sons 8th bday and my 26th bday... both in march... plus im taking him to see WWE Raw on march 19th... and i know he will love it... so for the moment thats my random thoughts!

Random Stuff
Maybe you will know how it feels to be all alone. Walls closing in on you in your own home. Just you and your thoughts everywhere you roam. to sleep in a bed with sheets as cold as stone. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone. All alone in a crowded room, impending thoughts of doom Something you cant shake, too much pressure nothing left to do but break Cant take it, wont take it, make it stop before i snap. enduring this isnt living life, its more like a trap Fighting these thoughts away Giving everything you got just to keep them at bay. will you give in when it all comes tumbling down. Even with the walls crashing, you wont hear a sound Its deafened by your world falling apart. im sorry to say, you were fucked from the start. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone.

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Have you ever gotten a message where you are thinking... WTF r these ppl talking about? You just cant seam to make out all these little acronyms and slang that is in front of your face...... and what about all those little Emoticons that you see out there :-> c[\"] 0:-) =:-O and think to your self .... what does that mean? hahaha so I came across this little page that has lots of helpful information on all these things, I doesn\'t have them all and there are new ones being made up every day. but I thought I would share this site for those of you like me that look at some of these messages and you rub your head and wonder am I really getting that old? http://www.city-net.com/~ched/help/lingo/chatslang.html Chat, E-Mail, Web, and chat room slang and acronyms AAK Alive And Kicking AAR At Any Rate AAS Alive And Smiling ADN Any Day Now AFAIK As Far As I Know AFK Away From the Keyboard AFN that\'s All For Now AOTA All Of The Above a/s/l or asl Age/Sex/L

Random Crazyness
Okay, so i was just sitting here and it came to mind. Lol. it was a while ago. we were tossing trees over our backyard fence so we'd have firewood, it came from my grandparents, and the tree went the wrong way, and i wasn't paying that much attention when my bro dropped it. well, my grandma tried to grab me, but i moved forwards, towards the truck to help more when it hit me in the head. lol. so, i can actually say i've been hit by a tree. in the head, too! lol. ^^ ~There's some crazy randomness for ya. ^^~

Random Thoughts
I have been strong and confident in moving forward in my life. I am trying to fight the sinking feeling that things are about to go terribly wrong. I pray I won't give in to thoughts of eminent failure and keep moving forward. I strive to keep my calm cool demeanor, but some things, admittedly my own fault, are disruptive; this could be a good thing. As of late, my mind has been consumed with this internal struggle. My professional performance has not suffered, but I can feel a hole growing inside me. I'm not sure what this hole is; is it anticipation or fear? Your comments will be much appreciated. Damn I wish I had this old truck back! What's in my future. I'll tell you. I will have a home, a family, and a career. How far off is it? Hopefully no more than 3 years. My career advancement ends in having a home. My personal pursuits end in having a family. What else is there? By the time I'm 35, I want to have started building an institute for the advancement of ethi

Random Thoughts
I got this random thought from a mumm that was posted tonight. It asked what I'd like to own in the next 5 years...something big or something small. Before I was even finished reading it I already knew my answer. I already own the one thing that matters to me...it is both something big and something small. My husband's heart. His heart is small in physical size but oh so very big at the same time. We've been through hell together, seen more rough times than any couple should have to and have always made it through. He's loved me at my lowest and my highest. He's stood by me through the worst tragedies and the best moments. Though he's rarely here to put my arms around, not even being on the other side or the world from eachother could make me believe he loves me any less than he did the day he proposed or the day our son was born or the day we got married. We've been together 6 1/2 years, married for almost 5 and even though we've only been able to be together for

Random Tune Lyrics
(verse) my popularitys on the ri-ise.my self-image is somewhat sinking my heads expanding in size but my stomachs shrinking it all evens out in the end thats what I'm thinking sing the cashregister raps ch-ching ching.green backs bring the bling bling na na I may stay home.rev got the ring ring ha ha hey hey poem while my answering machine screening calls.hailing safe and alone I want change in your message not the coin return of a payphone my boys are concerned that my brains blown voices get turned away annoyed with what they say if its a gay tone n they like "hey ho!" then I'm all like "hey yo..." few remain prone to spray straight shots with blood stained glocks n a face of stone to melt your ice grill it might spill! n break ya Bone. Thugs-in-Harmony cd presenting tape should own replace the thrown with some Non-Prophets drop bass ON Sage is know to pull your card kid so chill I mess up plans like robbers with no skill my only knowledge is the holy father SO TH

Random Thoughts
Five (5) lessons about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello'." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older Afr

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hey guys I'd like you to tell me 10 things I might never have known or guessed about you. Lol thanks i'm bored and its my bday lol So I've been in a rather blah kind of mood as of late. The reasone being I want to move to be with my gf but I can't afford the move right now like I want to. On top of that my phone has been pissing me off lately. So yeah just be kinda blah and not really been in the mood to deal with shit. So yeah I'm hopeing things get better sooner than later. Hey guys I'd like to get some new voice comments I only have a few and would like some more any one that leaves me one will get one in return if you have one.

Random Rantings
Have you EVER had a boss you just want to slap the fuck out of? I do and she's getting on every nerve I have and since she's been there, I've been stressed out, physically ill and I have a chronic digestive condition and it causes me to use the restroom more than most and this woman practically said I couldn't use the restroom while on company time. I am about ready to slap this woman, until she came along, everything was peachy and now they smell like skunks. lol What would you do? I am going to look for other work but in the meantime, I can't afford to quit but if she doesn't back off, something's going to happen. Grrr. How many out there have developed true friendships from the people that you have on your friends list? How many out of all you have, do you count on to be true and not feeding you a line of bull? How many of you have run into those you THOUGHT you were developing a friendship with only they abandoned you the first time anything goes wrong such as you upset them

Random Poems
No amount of concentration Can allow my pain to escape in this prose compose out of frustration Vigorous contemplation Seeking my mind's emancipation Appealing my soul's incarceration Trapped in the darkest places I try to find patience But only find its traces Of what once was, but never will be I may be clever with these But is this it for me Stuck to never know what could have been What will it be for me But this fire won't subside in me Like a cold atrocity I'm a poetic monopoly And arrogantly, I have a patent on this industry yet, conceivably, my life seems lost in this industry There's no us, just me. But my friends, and fans, seem determine to set this caged bird free So they listen to me sing Cry as I cry, the inherit what is the best of me But past this moment and so on, there's nothing left of me

Random Thoughts....
Ok.. here's how... If you are a Harry Potter fan.. (which means you are someone who calls Normal people Muggles..and technically you aren't one.. I have a common name for what you are.. a NERD...) I'm gonna save you about 5 hours and 30 bucks.. Here's a complete rundown on what happens in the book.. At the end of the story Hagrid was killed by Snape in the attempt of ambush Hermione and Ron. Ron and Hermione flees in privet drive but Voldermort, surprising them, engaged a magical duel with Ron and Hermione. Voldemort attacked trough the imperius curse and Hermione, to protect the life of Ron fight hardly for more than 6 pages and then finally die. (boring, very boring... it's always the same story!) Then, to make a long story short, Harry came up, killed all the bad guys and Hogwarts against became a good place to stay and have fun. Ah, i missed one important information about Draco Malfoy, he started to create Horcrux (for fun and profit!) This is all Greek (or geek

Random Mutterings
Some days, peoples' ignorance amuses me. However today isn't one of those day. I was looking around on deviant art for some stock photos and I run across a young ladies profile. As always, I made sure to read their rules for the use of their stock, and became so annoyed I almost deleted my account there....... Stock Rules - Please link back to me when you use something from this account. - Please send me a link to the deviation, I will add it to my faves. - Do not use my stock for pagan, wiccan, satanic themes. Or you will be permanently blocked. - I don't mind dark themes, like suicide or depression or death. Now I understand, its her work, she can decide what its used for....but to condone pictures of suicide depression and death and then turn around and say I can't make some beautiful wiccan artwork with her photos? C'mon. Sorry, I'll shut up now. So, I'm in this Dragon Tattoo Contest. My first contest here and was wondering if anyone could please go over and vot

Random Thoughts
OMG....What the fuck ladies....Is it some predispositioned genetics that Dominate 90% or more of you gender....Is it hereditarily passed down that most all of you have to be CHEATERS and PLAY mind games and cant be honest to save your own fucking lives.....i mean COME ON NOW.....i am sick of the fucking excuses especially this one "i am not used to being treated so well and i got scared" WHAT THE FUCK EVER.....i found out exactly what that means...it means that YOU FUCKING LIKE IT....YOU LIKE to be treated like shit and YOU LIKE to be a fucking punching bag.....YOU LIKE...to be told your not worth a shit......here i am a guy who considers himself one of the last true hopeless romantic on the planet....i would give somone the shrt off my back if they needed it ....and EVERY TIME i get involved with someone i am the one who gets hurt....WELL NOT ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!.....Since you women out there seem to be so stuck on you asshole men FINE....just come to Shadows World....I will Call you nam

Random Mutterings From The Brain Of A Weirdo
{{{before this begins, allow me to state that I am only posting this on the suggestion of a friend. I would not normally detail such exploits in this type of forum}}} Allow me to tell you this lovely tale, as a side note to the efforts of my roommate, Jeremy. Between my 18th and 20th birthdays, I was quite the adventurous individual. One of the regular adventures I experienced was a monthly game of Truth or Dare with about 20 of what I thought were my closest friends. Anyway, one of my favorite questions from those games mysteriously came to be very true in my day-to-day life. The question posed to me was this: If your sex life could be described as a car, what car would it be and why? My answer to this question was the Plymouth Prowler. Not because it is a limited edition that everyone wanted to have at one point in time. Not because it is powerful. Not because it has a style to it that was all the craze. Not because it was worth every ounce of work to get one.

Random Musings And Funny Life Stories
Before you freak, I would not necessarily do something like this, I just thought it was a good interest-getting tag line... You will see how it works in as the story is told. I went to Philadelphia last year with my wife to visit family. Well, things are certainly different once you enter the "city part" of Philly. The "City of Brotherly Love" definitely speaks to so many interesting things within the city. We went to the west side to visit some family and spend the weekend. Well, first of all, getting there is a chore. You can't possibly take I-95 North on Friday night - it would take about 6 hours. So instead, you have to take I-81 to the PA turnpike and the "long" way to get there, but that isn't the worst part. Once you get in the city, traffic laws become an option. That's right, I said and OPTION. A STOP sign is just a suggestion that you should probably slow down a little and see if anyone is coming and then floor it when you realize there is no one at the corner

Random Stuff
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. okay here goes ....... 1. I sometimes snort when I laugh hehe. 2. I sometimes pick my teeth with my earing. yuck! 3. I have a crazy hamster that likes to stare people out. 4. I have roughly 25 pets including rats, scorpions, centipedes, tarantulas, hamster, goldfish etc. 5. I drink too much vodka on a regular basis. 6. I smoke 20 cigs per day. 7. I have more gay friends than straight. 8. I stalk Justin on a regular basis. (In fact am doing it now) :-P 9 I have a thing about eyebrows its what I find most physically attractive in

Random Times
So I'm just in a mood. I just wanted to say. If you're on my friends list or fan list. you better start talking to me or at least make an effort to. because I'm going to start deleting people that i don't talk to. And yeah. so hmm i'm really bored and what not. but yeah ok just thought i would share that with everyone. Ciao so I'm pretty much new at this whole thing. and I'm bored. Tired. and just drank some wine. so yeah if anyone could help me find a layout that will show up please help me out. alright I'm done grazie Ciao Brittany

Random Jokes
TOP 9 SEX JOKES > > # 9 > A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. > As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps > into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into > her breast. They are both startled and he says, "Ma'am, if your > heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She > replies, "if your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." > > ******************************************************** > # 8 > A young man walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get > you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," > responded the young man. "6 shots?!? Are you celebrating > something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let >> > > me give you a 7th on the house." "No offence, sir. But if 6 > shots won't get rid of the taste, nothing will." > > ********************************************************* > #7 > A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to

Randome Stuff
1. Cumming too fast. Every man’s fear. With reason. If you shoot before you see the whites of her eyes, make sure you have a backup plan to ensure her pleasure too. 2. Not cumming soon enough. It may appear to you that humping for an hour without climaxing is the mark of a sex god, but to her it’s more likely the mark of a numb ****. At least buy some intriguing wall hangings, so she has something to hold her interest while you’re playing Marathon Man. 3. Pushing her head down. Men persist in doing this until she’s eyeball-to-penis, hoping that it will lead very swiftly to mouth-to-penis. All women hate this. It’s about steps from being dragged to a cave by their hair. If you want her to use her mouth, use yours; try talking seductively to her; or ask nicely. 4. Moving around during fellatio. Don’t thrust. She’ll do all the moving during fellatio. You just lie there. And lord help you if you grab her head, just don’t. 5. Going for anal and pretending it

Random Thoughts
Loki or Loke is the mythical Fire-giant/deity of mischief in Norse mythology, a son of the giants Fárbauti and Laufey. Loki also had two brothers (Helbindi & Byleist) of whom nothing is known. He is described as the "contriver of all fraud". He mixed freely with the gods for a long time, even becoming Odin's blood brother. Despite much research, "the figure of Loki remains obscure; there is no trace of a cult, and the name does not appear in place-names."[1] Sources inconsistently place him among the Æsir; however, this may only be due to him being a journeyman of sneak and his close relation with Odin and the amount of time that he spends among the Æsir. Like Odin (though to a lesser extent), Loki bears many names: Lie-Smith, Sly-God, Shape-Changer, Sly-One, Lopt, Sky Traveller, Sky Walker and Wizard Of Lies among others. The composer Richard Wagner presented Loki under an invented Germanized name Loge in his opera Das Rheingold. Loge is also mentioned, but does not appear

Randomness
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) e e cummings So, Jeff (Echis) and I got engaged last Friday!!! And I don't mean ct engaged or any of that nonsense, I mean engaged in real life, like in a cpl yrs (maybe less, maybe more... I have sooo much to think about/do!!!) some of you may be watching us walk down the aisle!!! How friggin fantastic is that??? I just w

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Yes...Since i can no longer post new arts and stuff here (until I "level up"), you can see my newest shitty sketch here --> http://www.sheezyart.com/view/1127764/ Anyway...have fun, take care...and all that jazz. vV""VIC""Vv

Random Stuff
1.The female always makes the rules. 2.No male can possibly know all of the rules. 3.If the female suspects that the male knows all the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 4.The female is never wrong. 5.If the female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the male did or said wrong, or the female suspects that the male did or said wrong. 6. If Rule 5 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. 7.The female may change her mind, at any time, for any reason. 8.The male may never change his mind without prior written consent of the female. 9.The female has every right to be angry or upset at any time, for no apparent reason, and must not give any explanation to the male. 10.The male must remain calm at all times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset. 11.The female must, under no circumstances, let the male know whether she wa

Randomness
>>> Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if >>> you don't and may decide you need one. >>> >>> Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. >>> >>> Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they >>> would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because >>> Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. >>> >>> Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. >>> Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there >>> the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky >>> always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular >>> that his toys stay in the box. >>> >>> It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something >>> told her she was going to die of this disease, she was just sure it >>> was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. >>> >>> The night before she was

The Random Things That Run Through My Brain
Again sorry to all the guys who read this but you know what, I am so sick of men trying to run and control women who can live their lives just as well as a man can. Who says a woman can't have a child and be happy being single, who says a woman can't be pregnant and alone and happy being that way. Who says it's up to the guy who can be a lying cheating scum of the earth to have to be in a child's life or around a person who obviously don't want them around. I am going through alot of hell right now with my best friend and I just can't stop thinking about some of the similarities that she is going through that I have been going through over the last 3 years trying to get my ex out of my life and to move on which I have yet to move on. Not that i don't want to I do I just can't seem to get him to sign the divo papers, and I want a guy who wants me yet can't find one of those either!!!! And anyone who says on here they want me yeah right!!!!!!! Sorry very cinical right now and i hav

Random Tandom
Sometimes I feel like deep down inside that I am not the one that should be who I am. That perhaps I am meant to be someone else, or no one else. Deep down inside my gut starts to churn and my emotions burn. I want to scream at the top of my lungs from all the pressure, but I know if i did no one would hear. And if they did they'd be to worried about their own problems to take a second and worry about mine to begin with. All this negative energy builds up and builds up from my everyday life, until I feel like i should just explode, but i can't. I'm forced to swallow it all and just accept what it is. the only problem is that..I hate what it is, and what it is, is nothing but what it is.. Life. One day I'm just going to run away. I'm going to pack what little bit of stuff I can into my car and run away. Odds are I wont even tell anyone I'm leaving until after I'm gone. I know ranting and raving and then ultimately running away isn't going to solve my problems..but a nice vaca

Randomn Tidbits
"God is a creative force, Lestat, And so are we. He told Adam, 'Increase and multiply.' That's what the first organic cells did Lestat. Increased and multiplied. Not merely changed shape but replicated themselves. God is a creative force. He made the whole universe out of himself through cell division. That's why the devils are so full of envy- the bad angels, I mean. They are not creative creatures; they have no bodies, no cells, they're spirit. And I suspect it wasn't envy so much as a form of suspicion-that god was making a mistake in making another engine of creativity in Adam, so like himself. I mean the angels probably felt the physical universe was bad enough with all the replicating cells, but thinking, talking beings who could increase and multiply? They were probably outraged by the whole experiment. That was their sin." "So you're saying God isn't pure spirit." "That's right. God has a body. Always did. The secret of cell-dividing life lies within God. And all living cells

Random Acts Of Blogness
I should really take the time to customize my profile, fill in all the blanks, and make it all pretty and stuff... But then there's the whole ADD thing working against me for the moment. I'll get around to doing all the cool, fun, profile stuff on a day when there's nothing going on in my world. For now I'll try to throw a few random facts, about ME into this so that I'm not leaving folks totally in the dark! I'm a third generation Irish American, living on the south side of Atlanta, Georgia. With the exception of two years spent in Arlington, Texas, Georgia has been home for about twenty years. Before that I lived in Fremont, California (Oh the fun and bad, bad things I managed to get into there...), Perrine, Florida, Nashua, New Hampshire, Nashville, Tennessee, and my birthplace, Springfield, Mass. Let's just say I have an interesting accent. LOL Pigeonholing other aspects of "me"... Well that's not so easy. I don't really fit into any one tribe very well. I can spend

Random Poetry Of Mine
I can never find the words to say How I feel about you each day you're my reason for living, whenever I am blue Without you I wouldn't know what to do You're the sun in my sunshine The light of my life You're the reason I'm living, The reason I dream The reason you see in my eyes such a gleam Whever you touch me, Whenever you're near You help me see everything perfectly clear When your away, I miss you so much and long for the time when I feel your touch I see your sweet face every day and night To me your kiss is as sweet as honey It means more to me than a world full of money Seems like I've looked for a million years For someone like you to dry my tears Darling, oh Darling what would I do If something bad should happen to you and now that I'm yours alone I want you to know You are the light of my life You are my sun in the morning my moon at night You lift me up and together we take flight You show me the rainbows when all I see is rain You make me smile

Random Stuff
~~ LOVE ~~ LOVE! what is it really ? does everyone have there own real visions on what it really is .. who actually knows what it is? alot of people say you always have that feeling and it never goes away that you have butterflies in your stomach and everytime you see them your heart melts... do you feel it's true? i personaly don't.. i feel love is different in all ways like everybody is different everyone has diffent types of love... list what you think is true about love see how many people actually say what they think love is you'll be surprised!... i think love is all and all fairy tale that everybody looks for and hopes to get one day and once they find it they try everything to hold on to it even if the love has grown apart. but i do believe you can fall in love yes but i believe also that it can fool you and it can actually be lust! so if you do find love think real hard about it and make sure it's real love or just lust!.... well i decided to change how i am and look a

Random Thoughts
Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com I have been thinking alot about Woody lattly, I was making a stash and most of the songs in there ended up being from his funeral. I dont know why this still bothers me so bad so many years latter, It seems like I should be over it by now but I guess I'm just not... It is always hard to loose someone you love but it's really hard when it's so unexpected, we all knew he had a brain tumor but he was so young we never would of thought he wouldn't even get to graduate. The day he died will be in my brain forever, playing on the school playground and he fell, I was younger then so I didn't understand at the time, they took him to the hospital and he was there for 2 days before he died, I will never understand why this happened to him. Most kids would go trick-or-treating for candy and he always went to earn money for the needy. He was so young yet so grown up. I will always love and miss you Woody!

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anyways anyone got any advice or want to help me out lol so yea anyways dont know how this fucking happnd im a vrgn in college taht shits just fucked up. anyone that know any college chciks that help me with my prob it be apriceated reply back to this or message me if u could peace thanks

Randomness
Use Of 'N-Word' May End Porn Star's Career At the quantum level our universe can be seen as an indeterminate place, predictable in a statistical way ONLY when u employ large enough numbers. Between that universe and a relatively predictable one where the passage of a single planet can be timed to a nanosecond, other forces come into play. For the in-between universe where we find our daily lives, that which you believe IS a dominant force. Your beliefs order the unfolding of daily events. If enough of us believe, a new thing can be made to exist. Belief structure creates a filter through which chaos is stifled into order. man the thoughts i have late @ night disturb me sometimes Once again, I'm in trouble with my only friend She is papering the window panes She is putting on a smile Living in a glass house Once again, packed like frozen food Think of all the starving millions Don't talk politics and don't throw stones Your royal highnesses Well of course I'd like to si

Random Ventings Of A Nutter...
if you're born in America, you're an American! i don't care if you are of Irish, or Italian descent, you are _not_ Irish or Italian respectively. what is your nationality on your birth certificate? i am Scottish, i was born in Scotland, i was raised in Scotland, and my luck holding out as it is, i still live here... DON'T tell ppl lies... GET IT RIGHT!! p.s. oh, and for ppl that deem to downrate, thanks for the points ;) i know the american constitution gives them the right to bear arms, and bears can walk on their hind legs, but what do the bears think about american stealing their front limbs? :P remember this? this is what you agreed to when you signed up. posting a copy and paste on your profile means nothing. -------------------------

Randomness
my god i am a sad loney person i comletely lostt my self i hate it and i wont even talkto ppl and the ppl i will talk to r just as messed up as me and leave me feeling worse i sit here will broken and i dont know who i am anymore i messed up i let my self down nd i am sitting here punishing my self for it tears down the face and i let it all slip i dont even know i dont know what i can do to i feel so i cant even explain it So she is strick no strippers soo tell me what u think about my idea ot re inact this So have u ever noticed that there r some songs u listen to them and u just ball your eyes out its like u cant control it they bring u back to a time and place and u cant control it. I put my my comp on random and omg that just happened it just took me back to a moment I had almost forgoten its strange how those emotions havnt changed its been years but when i hear that song I cry i guess thats y i never listen to it lol

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Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding onto him.................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Diff

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There is not alot that I can really say in the blog other than welcome to my page, and hope you like it. I guess I wrote everything that you wanted to know in the about me section and stuff. Thanks for visiting my page. Comment me and show some love anytime you want to. Everman

Random Stuff
1.Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to PUSSY 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to PUSSY 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of pussy your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to PUSSY 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any pussy in public, you become a legend. One point to PUSSY 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of p

Random Facts You Prolly Don't Know About Me...
*When I was 3 I wanted to be a vet, till I learned at age 13 I had to be good in science. *I'm horrible in science. *I used to bring stray animals home till I could find their homes. *When I was 14 I was obsessed with Magick and read everything I could find in the school library about it. (who'd of thunk it? hehe) *When I was 7 I gave my brother a haircut, he couldn't go to school for 2 days till my mom took him to get it fixed. *By the time I was 8 I'd saved the lives of 2 baby kittens. *When I was 14 I was a mime for 2 years, face paint and all. *My first "love" was the preachers son. *When I was 11 I lost my Grandfather, a year later my Uncle. A small part of me died those days as well. *I often wonder what my life would be like if I had ran away from home like I wanted to when I was 7. *I have a huge family, but I don't know over half of them. *I hate diamonds, and gold. *I only watch TV at work. *I've always loved to read, and would stay up a

Random Mussings Of The Koolaid Man
Life is about choices. We all make these choices in our lives becase as humans thats what we do. Sometimes we dont realize how much the choices we make in life affect us or those around us. Just like a stone being thrown across a pond we leave ripples... some big some small. But in the end they all matter so make sure you make your choices wisely. Make sure you when that time comes you never look back because time wont restart or turn back for you. When we are born to this life our first steps in it are always akward, hesitant. Most times we stumble and fall but no matter what we always pick our sleves up and dust of the dirt. We have to keep our heads high even if our hearts minds bodies and souls feel like so much dead weight. Pain makes you stronger if you learn from it . I choose for myself to walk head high shoulders back through life. Even when it seems all things are aginst me I know my spirit is strong. I refuse to bow my head in shame or defeat no man, woman or t

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This question has plagued me for many years, but i guess i will just lay out what i am for now... Its been one year, six months to the day since my first blog... Read bellow ... My first blog (on myblog.com) ------------------- Im a 6'4 (maybe 6'3) 230 pound (fat i know trying to get to 200), 22 year old ugly college student. I lie i cheat and i even steal from my parents(well i did). as far as I can tell im a complete asshole. Though im also a very loyal friend and helpful to almost everyone i meet im the type of guy that when i see a girl crying(even ones i hate) it rips me up inside. What i want to be. A caring, honest, well educated, fairly happy, thin man. ohh and rich wouldnt hurt I dont know if i can transform exibit a back into exibit b... But i plan to try and i plan to post regulary on my progress... Six months later (on myspace.com) -------------------------- Who am i now. Have i grown as a man or not? The easy answer is no but i dont re

The Randomness
Whats up Everybody, In my personal opinion, 2007 sucked ass. but seeing its the holidays, and I normally make a holiday card that pokes fun at someone. I'm gonna put a disclaimer at this one. for those of you that know me, my custom cards have always been in poor taste, and deciphers someone in a light that they would later curse at me about. Adam Walsh did when I make one of him fucking his mother and handed it out of his workplace, Dan got pissed off as his Mr.Turkey X-Mas card. so I'm used to bad Views on my Holiday cards. Normally, its all in good fun and I dont mean any of it. Sadly, this year, I was quite pissed off when I made this one. Now Before I show ya, I may want to backtrack at to what lead to this one. A Few Weeks ago, I posted a bulletin that showed a Danceing Elf (yes, I know, will I ever stop talking about it.) IT showed who I thought was a good friend, Mr.Freeze of No Luck Recordz, in a elf suit dancing to X-mas Music. Now when I originally did this, I did it in go

Random Shit
Are you a stupid person? Do you find day-to-day life hard? Do you wish life had an instruction booklet? Do you wish your brain had an owner's manual? If you answered "yes" to any of these questions, you've come to the right place. This post provides, free of charge, a short "guide to life." On here, you'll find most of the information you need to live life day by day without inadvertently maiming yourself. Read carefully. Carry out each instruction to the letter. -Don't eat rocks. -Don't take naps in the road. -Don't stoke fires with your fingers. -Don't throw a brick straight up. -Don't breathe car exhaust. -If you ever meet the President, don't offer him the surprise gift of a firearm by whipping it suddenly out of your coat pocket. -For all pertinent tasks, use a hammer, not your fist. -Walk around toxic waste dumps, not through them. -Don't stargaze with friends on a hilltop in a thunderstorm and use metal fishing rods as pointers. -The stuff on the bottom of your sho

Randomness
OK, My mind get's filled with all kinds of crazy shit and I just need to let a few devious things out every now & again, or I'll burst! I am sick and tired of seeing all these freakin Bowflex commercials with scantily clad hotties showin off their "Oh so svelt" bods...ugh. Promoting that certain diet pills or exercise machines will build a better me. What's wrong here? Everytime I turn on the television, the radio, hell, even with stupid pop-ups on the internet...I'm bombarded by images of these unrealistic bodies! It's messed up people! Men with abs that look like they were chiseled out of stone, arms so big, they resemble tree trunks, rather than human limbs...women with extremely tiny waists and ENORMOUS fake breasts, all preaching to my lazy ass about fitness...sigh. WTF?! Like ANY of those people share common ground with Jared (That subway guy). They don't even look real! How am I, or any of you for that matter, supposed to "relate" to them? I sit there watching

Random Thoughts
If I say I love you,Would you say you love me too?IF I say I miss you,Would you say you miss me too? If we ever got together,Would it be forever?I know that you say you love me,But is it really true? I just want to tell you,That I love you too My dreams are filled with him night after night, Embracing him in my thoughts with all my might. When the sun awakes me to the reality of the day, My eyes open, only to have him slip away. I try to close them for as long as I can, The force of the light is too strong to withstand. The darkness brings him to me, if just for a short time, Flicking images of him fill every corner of my mind. How I suffer in the sun’s golden light, The days are unbearable until the return of night. Bring back the night it relieves my pain, I curse the light and its power that makes me insane. I can never resist the strength of his kiss, He takes his fill and gives me my every wish. It’s the dark that fills me with anticipation,

Random Thoughts
I wanna be there when you call. I wanna catch you when you fall. I wanna be the one you need. I wanna be the one you breathe....Today's the day we'll fade away. Today's the day we'll find our way grown. Today's the day we'll fade away.....I wanna be there when you cry andwhen your down I'll help you fly. I wanna be the one you need I wanna be the one you breathe.

Random...
OKAY FOR THE ONES THAT WANTED TO SEE IT HERE IS THE CAKE I WAS MAKIN LAST NITE.. ITS NOT AS GOOD AS NORMALLY BUT I WAS BUZZIN LMAO.. THEN I WAS PISSED SO YAH.. THIS IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.. LOL I PROMISED I WOULD SHOW YOU.. J:)

Random Crap
How many People Come online See theyre friends Say Hello or whatever and never get an answer? Why the hell are you online if your not even home?? For the Love of God Shut the Computer Off It will be there when you get home!!! Question Number 2 If your not interested in Talking??? Say So Damnit!! What the Hell!!! Just say Hey Listen Im busy! I dont want to talk to ya!! Or im not interested!!! Dont F'n ignore someone to do so! And 3 days later say Hey! Sorry I wasnt Here or Oh Hi!! Or answer a question I asked a week ago!!! Damnit! And Last!! If I call Have some decency to Call Back! Or Say Hey Im Busy!!! Not Oh I never got your call! Oh my Phone was up my ass Or Oh The Phone was in the Car Id rather a Hey Mother F'er Im Damn Busy Get a Life! Just a Random thought. Hey What the hecks going on?? I cant even get anyone to notice shoutbox msgs ive sent! and not even a hello? Come on its not that hard to type Hi once in awhile!

~~ Random Thoughts ~~
I would write you a love letter, but there's not enough paper to write down everything wonderful about you ~ the way you laugh, talk, and kiss, the way you do those little things that make me so crazy about you. I would write you a love letter, but there're not enough pencils or pens or ink to put down how you make me feel ~ how you make my heart beat faster and my breath catch whenever we're close, how you stay with me like a love song I can't get out of my head. I would write you a love letter, but there aren't enough hours or days or lifetimes to describe all you mean to me ~ the way you've changed my world and made me dream things I never dared dream before. I would write you a love letter, but I can't … I love you too much. ~ Author Unknown ~

Random Thoughts
i can't blog on my normal blog because my SQL is vommiting on me and i don't feel like cleaning it up and i have to blog. it's the only thing i know how to do lately. nate and i are broken up. "officially single" though i can't even get past the fact that we're really broken up. single. no nate. no fairytail. no forever. all down the shitter it went. why bother? i was so happy and content pre-letting someone into my life again. only to be broken hearted and disappointed. again. are you going to be something else i have to survive? apparently so.

Random Thoughts
Sit Back N Laugh Current mood: bitchy Ok so lets say someone calls you NAMES, and it doesnt bother you that u get called that since u know its not true.. But when the tables get turned on them n they get called those NAMES back, they pull a bitch n say Im gonna pound your face in.. So they must really be those NAMES to take such offense by it.. To me those NAMES are just hurtful words that to me personally I wouldnt let get to me.. But if it does get your goat, so to speak, than it must be true!! I'm just gonna sit back n laugh!! It seems that ppl are so raring to call others NAMES before they check themselves.. You must not be happy with yourself to call others NAMES.. Does it make you feel better that you do call others NAMES?? I bet your like *ha ha i called ********* a ****!!* DO YOU REALLY GET OFF BY CALLING PPL NAMES?? Well for one I dont.. I like to turn the tables so to speak n make the NAME CALLER feel how I feel, whether or not what I say is true or not.. Its just a wa

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I was out yesterday doing some shopping, it felt so strange not pushing Terry around in his wheelchair, felt as if something was missing. I went in search of some music to be played at his funeral yesterday for his wife. One song I found easily enough was Tina Turner's "The best". She was Terry's favourite. The other one wasnt so easy. Its a song by Ned Millar (ive never heard of him before" called from "A Jack to a King", apparently Terry Sand it to his wife the day he proposed, any ways with the help of 2 very helpful staff members of the Sight and Sound library I managed to track it down and hired it from the local library. I know people might be thinking I am taken the loss of Terry badly but for the last 5 years since he lost his leg I was with him most days taken him out, to hospitals etc. But apart from him being my BIL he was also a great friend, we have know each other for over 40 years, we were brought up as kids together. It was Terry who taught me to ride a Bike, Ok he took

Random Thoughts
Hey there everyone... Just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten about you. I miss spending all my spare time on Cherrytap..errr, I mean Fubar.... But, work has me killing myself. And that leaves NO TIME for playing. *tear* So, don't foret about me...and keep ratin my shit for me, I'll be back soon enough to return the favor. Much Love All, Sonshyne MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Italian Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Burger King Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. Olive Garden Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. at least 2 bucks Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? A. any kinda pasta Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. bacon & mushrooms Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. apple butter Q. What is your favorite type of gum? A. juicy fruit TECHNOLOGY Q. Number of contacts in you

Random Stuff
Heartistic Soul is having an Easter contest and I would love it if you all could help my wife out with this and get her as much love bunnies as you could. She is tryin to win first just so she can try to get spotlight and the 5 mill will help out a lot. If you got the extra fubucks and would like to help her out it would be greatly appreciated. They are only 500 fubucks each which is cheaper then most drinks you get from the gift shop. Thanks so much for all of you that read this and also help her. Here is the link to Heartistic Soul's page where you can fupal her money and let her no how many you want to give and my wife's id which is http://fubar.com/mommatasha. Again thank you all so much If you help and need anything just let me no and my wife and I will do what we can to help you out. Heartistic Soul@ fubar Just wanted to let everyone know that I got one song recorded finally. You can listen to it HERE. Let me know what ya think. SO if anyone cares to know why I haven't bee

Random Rantz
I actually got a full nights sleep last night, as I was exhausted after getting home. I woke up this morn and had some toast and coffee before heading out with my day. First stop was the bank to talk to them about this $21 that came out of my checking account. I assumed that because my purse was stolen that the thieves had found a way to use my checkbook. I came to find out the the thief was my bank. They took it out to pay for my new checks. That chick up front never told me of any fee that I would have to pay to replace anything and just took it out without me knowing. Bitch. So I will be calling management tomorrow or Monday to talk to them about putting that back into my account if possible. So I took out some money and was on my way. Next stop was the courthouse in Lexington to drop off the paper about my divorce court date. When I walked in the officers started talking shit. One said I was trouble and to watch me because of my brass knuckle necklace, then he said

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Well Heya Im Kinda New At This =] Im realli nervous 4 2moz B.O.T.B Outta be good =]=] && Rather upset Jst broke up wiv my bf Guess i wasnt wot he wanted But.. Iv Found some new mates that are just perfect =] && Make me feel so special E.G. Si =] Or ( jersey ) Hez a gr8 guy =] N Cnt wait 4 saturdaii Were goin out =]=] Anyway talk l8rz peepz xxx

Random
is the day after my birthday!!! so u know ima party!!! i need 2 decide on where im gonna go! my year is almost up *lk its almost been a full year since ive graduated highschool* probably gonna go 2 Career Point 4 RN we'll see what happens

Random Writings
WHy is it that I cant seem to show my feelings at the right time. Is it because I am afraid of getting hurt yet again.. then why is it that no matter what I do I get hurt. Am I not ment to love someone w/o getting hurt. "dont do this or that because you might hurt so and so" well fuck 'em!! I guess I should turn into the royal Bitch and do what ever feels best for me. I give up trying to make everyone else happy! I'm not one who hands out my feelings lightly. Yes I care for many people but there are those who are very special to me. Why cant I show those feelings to the world with out worrying what this bitch that doesnt know I exsist feels or what that one who thinks I'm just a friend because she has a major crush on him..... fuck it So I guess for the sake of my heart andthe sake of my sanity I should probably keep all feelings out of my life. no like no love no happiness no joy no hate no anger no trust no nothing. If I thought it would do any good to report it l

Random Thoughts In Prose
Tears want to fall no one is here to help no one like me I'm hate for something i can never control i walk alone i have no love i have no heart it dead just like me I'm dead yet i still live no one understand me I'm nothing but a failing I'm a dumb guy who cant for a reason to live or hope but why live if everyone want u dead i cry alone no one must see me like this i wish i was free from my pain people walk pass me like I'm not even there it hurt it feel like I'm not need in this world i wonder what my exist in this place i call home i have no Friend to help me in this darkness i live in people laugh at me people hit me like I'm a doll maybe i am a doll maybe that why i feel dead I think I'm depressed i feel the weight in between my Brest's i think i will never be happy that god just over looked me i think i just should take my life because all i cause is pain strife my dad hates me he told me so and my mom tells me she loves me but i just don't know i ha

Random
TIME GETS BETTER WITH AGE I learned that I like my teacher because she cries when we sing "Silent Night". Age 5 I learned that our dog doesn't want to eat my broccoli either. Age 7 I learned that when I wave to people in the country , they stop what they are doing and wave back. Age 9 I learned that just when I get my room the way I like it, Mom makes me clean it up again. Age 12 I learned that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up. Age 14 I learned that although it's hard to admit it, I'm secretly glad my parents are strict with me. Age 15 I learned that silent company is often more healing than words of advice.. Age 24 I learned that brushing my child's hair is one of life's great pleasures. Age 26 I learned that wherever I go, the world's worst drivers have followed me there. Age 29 I learned that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it. Age 30 I learned that there are people who l

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Rocky Birthday: October 6, 1974 Birthplace: St. Louis, MO Current Location: St. Louis, MO Eye Color: Brown, sometimes Hazel Hair Color: Black Height: 6'1" Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: black The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Air Your Weakness: my sexy white choc girlfriend Your Fears: God Your Perfect Pizza: lots of meat Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a car, get engaged Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whatever Thoughts First Waking Up: go to work after I kiss on my baby Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, smile Your Bedtime: whenever we finish makin love, lol Your Most Missed Memory: my mother Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both Chocolate or Vanilla: either Cappuccino or Coffee: either Do you Smoke: sometimes Do you Swear: too much Do you Sing: yes Do you Shower Daily: yes Have y

Randomness
I don't look at... well, looks, very often. This site's doing bad things to me. I'm 'rating' pictures and people... talking to people based on their pictures (mostly because no one bothers to put anything in their profile). It's really weird. I feel out of my element. I find myself saying "he's cute, she's cute, I'll add them... wait a second what am I saying?" I also have that weird thing going on where people keep, for some REALLY ODD REASON that I can't figure out, finding me attractive. I think they may have caught some bug similar to the one I caught. I don't know how to react. People out here in the real world don't find me attractive. Maybe I'm just not attractive when I move. Or maybe it's that I'm not attractive when I start rambling on, like this. Or maybe I'm just that good of a photoshopper, in which case I'll ask now if anyone would like to pay me for a photoshopping job or two? Hehehe... (That's the other thing, I have a hard time portraying my humor on

Random Thoughts
Ok Im not horrible LMAO but I have been neglecting my online duties in exchange for living my life. Ive been hanging out with a local friend a lot, something I miss doing. Most of my friends have been online for so long I cant even remember the last time I just hung out with anyone! Its great to have a life, but I feel bad that Im not on as much as I used to be. :( I hope no one forgot about me! I dont get rated anymore, my points stay the same, I get very few comments, except from my sweetpea Synfully (Love ya babe!) and some random comments from various friends, but I dont get much else. Ya'll forgot about poor Skoobz didnt you. :( I shall go cry now. :( For the next few weeks I will be on and off a lot. I know, its sad, but for a good reason. :D I move on the 10th, and between doing all the work I need to get done to be able to leave my job, and packing, settling my new apartment, looking for a new job, etc, I havent had much time to be on this past week. And Ive missed all my

Random Shit To Fuck With Your Head
them them hypocrites teeth nashers ridicule me at every turn them them throat slashers denigrate me at will them them doubters dream smashers ready to count me out them in memories I bury you today, incapsulated in your body was pure evil, torment beyond belief, you ruined me for life ... I thought, you killed me inside, the nothingness, the empty void you tore in me each day, the cries, the unheard cries that echoed through my existence, the childhood lost, not lost, but torn, ripped from my fragile little soul, my tender virtue gone forever, thrown away like something worst than garbage, for garbage is something first that has meaning, in your hands I had no meaning, but... today I bury you, and with you I bury myself, and then through my own inner strength and the strength of those around me who care, I claw me way through the rocks and the dirt of torment and into the light of freedom, I emerge clean of the

Random Thoughts
Everybody who has a dog, calls him "Rover" or "Buddy"... I decided to call mine "Sex." Now Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to City Hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like to have a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like to have one too." Then I said, "You don't understand, I've had Sex since I was nine years old." He said I must have been quite a kid. When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with me. I told the motel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said that every room in the place was for sex. I said, "You don't understand, Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Me too." One day I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just standing there looking around. I told him that I had planned to have Sex in the contest. He told me that I should have sold my own tickets. "But you don't understand," I

Random Thinking.
Why is it that when ever someone says the are upset, depressed, or mad, that everyone has to take it upon theirself to change that person's mood? No one tries to change the mood of someone that is happy and feeling good. Though being that way to much is more unhealthy to you mentally than being upset now and then. Maybe I didn't get the memo, or go to the meeting that made having any feeling other than joy and happiness illegal to maintain for more than a few seconds. Have you ever asked someone how they are doing, and when they respond good, ask them if they wanted to talk about it? Of course not, because everyone is comfortable with someone being happy. But they get very uncomfortable when someone they know is upset, angry, mad, or just being anti-social. Personally, I find it annoying that when I am in a bad mood, people think it is their responsiblity to make me feel better. There is only one person that can change their own emotions, that is the person feeling them

Randomness
So I went to Ikea today with my cousin. We were buying a bed for her son. So I was on a rant and rave about guys not having balls and how I could care less that we were broken up but I think at the VERY least deserved a face to face explanation instead of a text... but anyway...(dwell over the situation not the guy!) She had picked out which bed she wanted and was waiting for her mom to come take a look at it and we decided to wander. I found two bedroom sets that I absolutely love, but seeing as I don't have any room for them or expendable cash at the moment had to leave it :( Oh well. We ventured into the office chair section and were testing out chairs. I've come to the realization there should be an ikea type store for Men! Just like how I tested out a bunch of chairs looking for a comfy one I could go around and test out hugs and kisses and such then pick one out that had the looks and personality I wanted. Would be Perfect! Go to isle 45, bin 6 for this one! hahahaha! So yeah. He

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Random Droppings From A Diseased Mind...
What Would the Druids Do at the Summer Solstice? by Earrach of Pittsburgh Let's see.... Well, considering the available evidence, we have virtually no idea what the ancient Druids really did for the solstices and many "Celtic Studies" sources feel quite comfortable asserting that the Celts did not even observe the solstices and equinoxes at all! In my book that's just scholarly hokum. Too often, in good books and in bad, the Celts of archeology are confused with the Celts of Irish and Welsh folklore. There are many good reasons that the Celts probably did have solstice and other Sun rites and just because it's not mentioned in the corpus of "Celtic" folklore, first written-down by the Irish monks one thousand years ago, tells us exactly -zero- about what the pagan Celts actually did over two thousand years ago. Thus: 1. A lack of evidence does not constitute evidence to the contrary. 2. "Celtic" or not, early medieval folklore is not an accurate view back into the pa

Random Flava
sooo i got my first tattoo yesterday check it out its in my pictures [me] and yes its spelt with two e's because i wanted it that way bitches. plus because of my name stev[ey] anyways comments are fresh stevey2dopewcl is the screen names ninja/ninjettes YAY its gonna be my birthday in 5 days!! only one more year to be a teenager *19*

Randomeness
So i did a photo shoot a while ago and i can't post the pics here. Blah. but here is the site i did post them in. So go have a lookie and join guys! So I'm doing this to let you all know i i'm more on DES then anything you have a better chance to chat it up with me there. When you join let me know so i can find you and add you and do some posting with you all.

Randomnis
i recently had some guy leave a coment on my profile saying that i had to stop talking to a women who i had met on ct because she was his, but the way i feel is this that wemon arnt posesions. i hate it when men say wemon are theres because in my opion wemon are tresurse. not posesions. let me know what you think

Random Journaling.
I, a child Try to reach the stars. . . Sirius is so near. I run to the nearest hill My reach is always too short Wait till I am a grown man! Now, I am old and bent with years No more running to the hill and mountaintop-- Yet, a warm, steady, life-giving glow Reaches me from Sirius . . . the unattainable. I collect White iridescent and evanescent starbeams For my trip home to Sirius the dog star. --Boris Levinson "Dream" i love you, Moxon, and miss you terribly. sleep well. For a long time, I thought that perhaps I wasn't cut out for the field that I have chosen. I just always figured that I would do it until I failed. . .I'll take those upper-level biology classes, and if I fail, I'll know that I'm not meant to do this. But, I never failed. . .so I just stuck with it; I didn't

Random Thoughts...
I've returned and well miss or missed a lot of you. Drop by if you haven't left. Real life too over and well that was more of a priority. :) As of 11/14/09, I finally leveled to Godfather. So I'm posting this blog to see how long it will take me to reach the next stage here on Fubar. Fuking was bad enough and well most people around here would agree. What in the world, am I doing this for? Well you guessed it and I posted it. Wasn't too sure where to post such a thing, without being annoying. Feel free to post your midget status here also. Thanks for viewing, have a good one. - Black Knight

Random Thoughts Are The Best Thoughts
What the hell is a cherry blast and why do i need one? You get noticed by random people. Congrats. Who cares. Is there some sort of word limit to the the things, or can that many people on the internet actually not spell worth a damn or use one of those things.. whats it called again?? Oh yes, a vocabulary. Hey you know what? That thing in front of you is called a "keyboard". It has things called "letters" and "numbers" and this may shock you but it also has "punctuation marks". They denote "sentences". Let me bring you in on a little secret. "Ur" is a land in the old testament. Not a fucking word, okay? Okay. I'm glad you're all having fun, but seriously think about this. You're thanking people you've never met for "buying" you something they earned by doing nothing. How sweet is that? Would it be as special if i took you to dinner and payed for it with monopoly money? The Crush: Why? What the hell is that? If you don't know who it is all you're doing is creating frustration. It isn'

Randomness
1. Last akward moment? I don't really remember 2. Who do you find yourself crushing on currently? nobody really 3. Have you ever fallen backwards down a set of stairs? yep 4. Ever been to a friends house and starved the whole time? actually yea 5. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? I found $50 in a pair of pants that I thought I had lost 6. Name someone close to you who smokes cigarettes? Me, Julie (sometimes, Becca, Sherri, Sheila, Joseph 7. Name 3 things that everyone knows: 1) Sublime is the shit 2) I love alcohol 3) I love tobacco 8. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them, or let them go? go after them, but if they keep running then they're on there own 9. Have you ever been corrected at your workplace? my latest job? no 10. Has anyone ever been more important to you than a family member? Yep, she still is alot of times 11. Do you still live at home? yea, nobody wants to rent to me 12. Last time you smil

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IF IM GONNA KEEP GETTING BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING AND SHIT AND HAVIN EVERYONE HATE ME I AM DONE I DO NEED A BREAK I HONESTLY DO I HAV TRIED TO TELL HIM THAT BUT HE DONT LISTEN HE ONLY HEARS WAT HE WANTS TO HEAR OR READS WAT HE WANTS TO READ IM BOUT TO FUCKIN SNAP ALL THREE OF US SAID WE NEEDED A BREAK AND SHIT FROM NSL I HAV BEEN SAYIN I NEED A BREAK I CANT ALWAYS BE HERE TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING GOES PERFECTLY AND THE DJS THAT WE DO HAV SHOW UP AND SHIT I CANT DO IT ALL I HAV BASICALLY RUN MY SELF DOWN WITH THIS SHIT AND I DONT KNO WAT TO DO ANYMORE I REALLY DONT I DONT KNO WHETHER TO LEAVE CT ALL TOGETHER IT SEEMS LIK THE BEST FOR EVERYONE IF I LEAVE BC ITS LIK IM THE PROBLEM ALL THE TIME OR IDK WHETHER I SHOULD LEAVE FOR A LIL BIT AND COME BAC THATS WAT I MEANT BY DONE/BREAK I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WAT I WANT TO DO OR WATS BEST FOR EVERYONE ELSE WHETHER TO STAY OR LEAVE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING new yahoo ID if u want it send me your yahoo ID and ill add you all the bullshit goin on

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I rarely blog but what the hell I guess..lmao.. Today was another boring day in this small ass town I live in! Debating on going to college in 2008 to become a paralegal! I really want to do this.. just the money is the problem.. well thats like everyones problem generally in life anyways! There are like no jobs in this area I live so I might as well go to school and get a AS and do something I like!! Nothing else appeals to me anyways..wanted to do Ele. Ed but I really dont want to now.. so glad I didnt do college right outta high school. Well thats my dilema in life right now.. college or a shitty ass job I will hate!! FUCK!! Too much on my mind these days!!

Random Thoughts Racing
I've been thinking..... -Is everybody going crazy? -Love never wanted me, but I took it anyway -Sigh, am I gonna have to gun down romance again? -Pain gives me the right, to be unkind -Wishing you were here,...I miss you -Hmmm....Mrs. Right, or Ms. Right Now? -Why am I here? -Why are YOU here? -Searching for something to be... -Broken Heart, shattered dreams...somebody save me... -Here I Am...Now what were your other 2 wishes? -Am I going crazy? -Someone explain to me why being "crazy" is now the new norm..... -Do I like you? -Do you like me? -Wow, there's a cute girl... -Are you looking at me? -All is nothing, in moderation, it's a dirty feeling, that makes you stronger...well I believe,..I'm just plain tired... -Save me, and I'll be your Superman.. -You're the best thing about me... -Are you the one? -Am I the one? I wonder if someone is thinking about me? -I'd die to know you love me, but I'm all alone -I'm sick of wearing this damn hollow smile -Well, no

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Single or Taken: Married Happy about that? Yep yep ::shakes head violently:: Eye color: Black shoe size: 8 1/2 Height: 5'7 What are you wearing right now? Hahahahahaha I'm not... Can you make a dollar in change right now: Not in change Best place to go for a date: I dont care as long as Im not there alone ______________________________________ FAVORITES Number: 3 Animal: horse/Cat Drink(non alcoholic): Water Sports: Football and soccer Month: Feb. The month of love. Juice: Apple rasberry crannberrie (its a minute maid drink) Cartoon character: GIR!!! __________________________________________ Have You Ever... Bungee Jumped?: No but I did that jump thing at Kings Dominion Made yourself throw-up?: Yep Gone skinny dipping?: Yep Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yeah Broken a bone?: My pinkie toe... I know I know lol Played truth or dare?: Yep Been on a plane?: NOOOO Came close to dying?: Yep Been in a s

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u know so many days i have wondered if this is all a dream, the love i feel for you and the strength you give me. will i wake up one day and it be gone? or will i have you forever? I used to think that love was a game and people were the pawns. now i feel that love is so real and so valuable that if you really love someone you must give all your love away to that person and have the chance of getting your heartbroken. Well with you I have given all my love, my beliefs and my faith. You are the first man that has ever been able to capture me like this and for that I will be forever faithful to you. You came into the darkest time in my life and you as one man Rudi have filled my days with sunshine and hope. I swear to God that you are all I want out of this life. the opportunity to be able to grow with you, laugh with you, nurse you when your sick and give the world to, thats what I want with you. For better or worse in this lifetime, what ever it may be I want to spend it with you. You

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ok so the worst thing about being up at 4am is you do a lot of thinking. over the past few weeks my life has made a lot of changes. ive come close to people ive never expected to meet a day in my life. one of my best friends moved back home and just so much has been going on. im realizing that no matter how much you try people come and people go. but youll always have the memories of them being there. thats the part of happiness we often lose track of. sure theres plenty of things left unsaid that you still wish you could say but thats the part of life you win some you lose some. its time to learn from our mistakes and just let it go. and dont ever forget that theres people out there that still dont know what they want so help guide them to find themselves. never give up on the ones you love cuz in the end theyll be the only ones that will truly be there for you. just hang in there and give them the time and space they need but dont get to distant because you never know if your giving

Random Crap
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first I 'm writing this to get reandom; some sad , some wierd . and funny out of my head . I f ya get trapped here I'm sorry the exit is the light at the end of the tunnel. I have 3 sons , and I think that God is laughing his ass off at me at times dealing with them , saying Karma is a bitch , ya shouldda been better as a kid. What part of I do not want to be in a relationship with you , I'm going to do what I need to to do for me and my kids ; translates to I' think i can forgive you for wrecking our marriage of 7 years and tearing our family apart ? Why do all the songs of the 80's and 90's now ha

Random Thoughts O_o
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts t

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I am so sick of hearing people condemn mothers for "spoiling" their children. So what if a child gets something from Walmart?.....so what if you get them what they want for birthdays or Christmas?......so what if the gifts are a little expensive?....my children are just that..MINE!!!....before my daughter got her own place she still worked full time, helped me keep house, babysat when I needed her to, cared for me & her younger brother when we're sick, fed the pets, reminded me of appointments, bills that are due and that I needed to take my medicine. The list goes on & on. Why can't I reward her for all her hard work?.....God knows how tough she has it now that she's out on her own (and NOT on welfare). Why shouldn't she enjoy what I can give her?...My youngest son is an "A" student, plays football and is in the band. He does his chores, doesn't bother anyone, and is an absolute joy to be around. He has a sense of humor that will make anyone laugh.....he has more friends,

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Clan Farquharson of Invercauld is a HIghland Scottish clan. The clan hails from Aberdeenshire and is a member of the Chattan Confederation. Orgins of the Clan Farquhar-from the Gaelic word 'fear' and 'char' meaning 'dear one.' Fhionnlaigh-from the Gaelic 'fionn' and 'laoch' meaning 'bright warrior' The name derives its name from Farquhar Shaw, 4th son of Alexander "Ciar" Mackintosh of Rothiemurchus, 5th Chief of the Clan Shaw, who settled in the Braes of Mar, the source of River Dee. His descendants took the name Farquharson. 16th Century & Anglo-Scottish Wars Farquhar Shaw's son, Donald Farquharson, married Isobel Stewart, heiress of Invercauld, however, it was their son, Finla Mor who has become known as the first real Farquharson. He was killed during the Battle of Pinkie in 1547 ages 60, where he was the Kings Standard Bearer. As the army descended toward the sea he was killed by a cannon ball fired from one of the enemy ships. His body lies interred in the c

100 Random Things About Me
1. I'm 75% Irish, 25% British (well, technically, Welsh). 2. I often wish I was full-blooded Irish (or at least full-blooded something). 3. I am a Scorpio and exhibit almost all behavioral tendencies (good & bad) the sign is supposedly known for. 4. I am left handed (in doing most things, anyway), which I believe is still less than 15% the world's population. 5. I was severely underweight for much of my childhood. 6. I'm a frustrated Philly sports fan who's losing more interest in all of it every day. (actually, I barely pay attention to the absurdity of it anymore) 7. I've become more political as I've gotten older. 8. I often use humor as a defense mechanism in serious situations, or sometimes just 'cause it's fun. 9. I'm generally very opinionated but pride myself on listening to others' viewpoints. 10. I have no time for people who don't respect others' beliefs. 11. I believe that a woman's body is her own f**king business, and not beholden to any

The Random Thoughts That Are ~twisted Goddess~
TRUER WORDS HAVE NEVER BEEN WRITTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago, Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go If you cling to tightly, you're gonna lose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in It's so damn easy, when your feelings are such To overprotect her, to love her too much And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go If you cling too tight babe, you're gonna loose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in Don't let her slip away Sentimental fool Don't let your heart get in her way yeah, yeah, yeah, You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years a

Random Thoughts
To those that read this... I'm probably gonna be fairly quiet on Fubar for a bit.. just losing the desire (and time constraints) to continually rate, comment, etc.. also breaking from the occasional drama that occurs.. It doesn't mean thoughts aren't appreciated, or that I won't be checking in.. just that I may not respond to everything.. just too much going on.. and I know my level probably isn't gonna get past where it is... so there's no use point collecting.. Just know that y'all are appreciated and in mind, even if I don't express it Wow.. first thing I gotta say is thank ya, whoever you are.. now I gotta decide.. do I try and figure out who you are? or do I assume you are the person who viewed me just before the crush message came through? lol... yes, I do know who that was ;) Of course, I could react like myself, and ask if you need to be tested for substance abuse for crushin' on me.. LOL...but if you need to be tested... and want some substances... body shots

Random Ramblings
So I am waiting for the elevator, to get some breakfast in the Mezzanine, when one of my co workers flashes me a strong arm salute, I give one back. As I get on the elevator, I realize why he did what he did, he is wearing a red shirt, and I am wearing a red shirt also(just happens to be a long sleeve shirt with the #7, and Robby Gordon's name on it) As I am waiting for my breakfast to be cooked, I started thinking why my co-worker would do that, then it dawns on me. It's Valentine's Day, I am normally not one to put a lot stock in the meaning of wearing a particular color, but I understand the red part of my warbrobe today. Now does that mean I have a man crush on Robby, because I am wearing one of his shirts on Valentine's Day? Just putting that out there.......... WHOOHOO Ok, so I am channeling Homer. But I have reason to do so. As some of you know, I am a Cartographer by trade, making maps and working with spatial data. Well, one of the more prestigious

Random Thoughts.
You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears

Random Thoughts & Rants
I found this list a few yrs back & dropped it in a folder online, knowing one day i would want to post it in a blog. i added a cpl of my own. but generally these are the words i try live by and are important to me...enjoy! 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you," mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but

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A Japanese explanation about the small arrow on your computer monitor. How does the small arrow on your computer monitor work when you move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? The mystery is finally solved. Now, through the miracle of high technology, you can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens, the mechanism becomes visible. Click on the link below and you will find out. The image may take a minute or two to download an d, when it appears , slowly move your mouse over the light gray circle and you will see how the magic of the arrow is revealed. http://www.1-click.jp/ Rules of living in the Houston area. Rules of Houston , H-Town, 3rd Coast, Bayou City , The Dirty 3rd, or whatever you wanna call it... 1. You must learn to pronounce the city name. It is "Hue-stun," not "Ewe-stun", or "house-tun" Oh yea, the street is pronounced "San Phil-ee-pay" not "San Phil-eep" ( San Feli

Random Nothingness From The Army Wife
Well tomorrow I have a dr.'s appointment because I have been sick the past few days and my temp has been bouncing all over the place and then to boot my dr. here in killeen is booked until august so I have to go 20 minutes to see a different doctor ugggggg!!! anyways just randomness I love my husband he has been really good and he set up everything for me I dunno what I would do with out him Today has been a bad day for me with John being gone yet it being so close to the time he gets home I am getting sad because it isn't coming fast enough lol I know I should be excited but I keep thinking he is leaving for 15 months soon and I get sadder WTF!?!?! lol someone tell me to shut up already Oh god I am going crazy right now my husband's flight landed about 30 minutes ago I don't know exactly when he will be home or anything so I am just waiting for him to walk in the front door and I am so nervous I have missed him so much and every time he leaves for an extended period of time I get ne

Random Thoughts
I have been asked by a lot of people what would it take to see more of me.... Well.... After a lot of thought, I think I have decided.... Send me a Fu-Mail and I will let you know what it is. DJ Daddy's Gurl@PWS Radio~FuWife to KingVampire~Owned by Cappy~Owner of Rusticlette~@ fubar Lately my horoscopes have been about right on. I'm talking about the one they show on here in your profile set up. It's been weird because I've hardly ever seen one be right on. I don't normally read them first thing in the morning, but later for more entertainment purposes. Today it says a coworker and I will get into a heated discussion. We DID!!! It was also loud and heated as a joke to scare another coworker, but the topic of it was real. Man, let's see how much longer these things are going to be right. Good Evening/Good Night Everyone!!!

Random Thoughts
Ive been thinking of posting some nsfw pic but it might get me in trouble with my superiors. If you wanna see an American soldier's cock let me know here. If I get a big enough response I will go ahead and do it.

Random Stuff
Another one from Dark Prof Have you ever gotten into an accident with you parents' car? Yeah, but nothing serious....although i did get the bumper hung up in someone's wheel well lol don't ask. Ever thought of just picking up and moving far away? Yep, did it too What's the wallpaper on your computer? a picture of me, KC, and Misty What is the last thing/person you took a picture of? ummm i think it was of Adam. What was the most difficult decision you've ever had to make? to leave everyone i knew and loved behind when i moved. Name a band/artist you like that isn't that popular. no idea What is the first vehicle you recall your parents/guardians owning? ummm it was a big pink buick lol i think You only have $5 for the whole week; What do you buy with it? Food. What was the worst job you've ever had? hmmm i would have to say micky d's Have you ever seen counterfeit money? yup Have you ever lost a pet you were attached to? Several. It is

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NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Phone number: 4. Favorite position (s)? 5. Do you think I'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like fore play? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color:

Random Funny Stuff
This didnt happen to me but its funny as hell Don't Shave That Hair!!! I have recently made a mistake in my life, and I offer my story to you, that you may learn from my error. It all started, as many things do, with me having trouble shitting. No, I was not constipated; this was not a regularity problem but a matter of technique. It seems my ass-hair had grown to such a length that tiny grogans were constantly getting tied up in the matted jungle between my asscheeks. It led to much frustration, with me KNOWING that I still had something to drop, but unable to shake the tenacious turd loose from its butthair dwelling. Eventually I would have to do two things: either reach down with some paper and try to pinch off the lingering loaf (which required careful precision to avoid smearing the creature all over my rear, especially since I had no way of seeing what I was doing) or just go for broke, start wiping, and hope that I could remove all the leftover fecal matter before the toilet

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C- Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness. Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty. Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women. Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer. Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart. Carnophobia- Fear of meat. Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed. Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places. Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting. Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors. Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas. Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia) Chaetophobia- Fear of hair. Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia) Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals. Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety. Chionophobia- Fear of snow. Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched. Chirophobia- Fear of hands. Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera. Chorophobia- Fear of dancing. Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money. Chromopho

Random Thoughts And Sh*t
I look around at the world and wonder just what the hell happened since I was born? I grew up watching the ORIGINAL Looney Tunes. Uncut as it were. Yosemity Sam geting shot in the face with a cannon, Wiley Coyote falling from a cliff, Speedy Gonzales showing Sylvester up at every turn. These were around from the time my dad was a kid. He's 70. Neither of us duplicated these stunts cause we were smart enuff to realize they were CARTOONS! I think it's rather odd that the people cutting the heart from my childhood are the very same ones that grew up watching the same damn cartoons. Do they think their children are that dumb? Or are they just too bothered with the rest of their lives to worry about actually raising their children and teaching them right and wrong? The difference between living, breathing human beings and celluloid creations from a by-gone era? Why are we, as human beings, so driven to make sense out of life? Why does there have to be meaning to our existence? I like my lif

Random Chaos
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned tha

Random
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I was the outcast kid in grade school who it was cool to make fun of. It was pivotal and still influences me. 2. I'm a love addict (no, not a sex addict, that's entirely different) and see a shrink once a week. 3. I don't follow or even know the rules of any sports. 4. I can't watch a rape scene on TV or in a movie. I can't stomach the cruelty of it and I have to leave the room. 5. I often extrapolate from knowing close friends' personalities and imagine how conversations would go on various topics. 6. If it's good, I'll read a 500 page novel in a night. 7. I like medieval weapons because I like creative and functional

Random Thoughts
OK i am so pissed right now.A couple people on here know that i work at a gas station. Why do people insist on pumping gas and not paying for that shit???????? I understand that they want to move out of the way so that others can get gas as well but you know if you can pump your gas and get in your car and forget to pay for it as your moving out of the way your a asshole. Why do people just not feel like they have to pay for it. People like me get shit from the streo becasue there ass was not wanting to pay for it. Now let me see . Do i get a write up becasue i have a 27.00 gas drive off or do i just pay the 27.00 and say the write up?? either way i think about it ifeel like i am being screwed , and this is the kind where i am not enjoying it.PEOPLE PAY FOR YOUR SHIT PLEASE!! why are people fake?why do people have to be something they are not? Why do they feel they have to play this game with me? Do they think i have that kinda time to play with?Why do they waste there time saying th

Random Rants, Poems, And Thoughts
Im Mad as Hell!! Current mood: infuriated Category: Life Ok so here ya go, get ready cause I am so Mad right this minute and my fury has not abated a bit since 3:00 am this morning. This morning my child called me absolutely sobbing, when I finally got the story from him this is what he told me. He was on his way home from taking his friend to his house and two carloads of young white boys started harrassing him. He tried to ignore them but they followed him. When he turned down a side street to go to his apartment a train was passing and he had to stop. One car pulled along side him and the other blocked him from behind. The boys then got out of the cars and started hitting him thru his open window and my son got a bloody nose and some bruises out of it. They also were yelling slurs at him such as "faggot" and "queer". They tried to pull him put of the car, thank goodness he had the doors locked. Just then the train moved on. He gunned his car and sped away. H

Random Quiz
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Random Verse
you tempt me when i am asleep you haunt me when awake you come to me differently each time still i watch for you whether it be wake or sleep i am putty underneath you i am nothing without you i am dead to the world when not thinking of you you are my end you are my everything why have i not found you time time it waits for no man or woman it does not go faster watched it is a endless stream stretched out before me waiting and watching for you. i wish to let you inside i want you to be my everything i need to give up my control i want to see nothing but you every morn i wish to be seen as more then flesh and bone i need to show you all the keys to my soul worship you like the moon above adore you like the rock gods give you more then i thought i ever could let you be my setting sun have faith in U/us together more then words can ever say tied to you till my dying day. i see myself as i was wanting to be in the world

Random Old Myspace Blog Thats Funny
Monday, December 12, 2005 Anti Christ Current mood: accomplished Category: MySpace Im doing fabulous today. Its sunny outside, a lil chilly, but that isnt bad at all. so anyway whats on everyone's mind? Im sure a lot of you out there have something interesting to say. other peoples lives are very interesting. just think of all the things other people are out doing while you are doing what you are doing. if that makes any sense. you know there are a gazillion different things going on. i wonder what the odds are that you are doing the same thing as someone else at this moment......ummmm wait, actually you are, if you are reading this now, more than likely you are like about a million other people who are on MYSPACE right now. Wow, what are the odds man? Its taking over. So much now that people can only talk about their myspace, and what they did on myspace today, and how everyone on their top 8 is, and all about them. Wow, what is the world coming to? Its going to completely t

Random Thoughts
I am so sad that i went and took a bunch of pictures and all that jazz and i was takin more tonight and then all the sudden i am at my picture limit. im so sad. i was having fun. i love to take pictures. oh well...only like 20,000 till i level again....::sigh::

Random Silliness
Since I can't create a mumm anymore, have fun with these. This is just random silliness. A bunch of questions for no reason whatsoever. 1. what would you do for a klondike bar? 2. hotter couple, aunt jamima & mrs. butterworth or betty crocker & the pillsbury doughboy? (i said this was silly) 3. cocoa krispies or cocoa pebbles? 4. how many time did the batmobile catch a flat? 5. who annoys you more rosie o'donnell or bill o'reily? 6. is three really the magic number? 7. who is badder, count chocula or the count from sesame street? 8. who is better puddle of mudd or linkin park? 9. fed ex or dhl? 10. better decade of music 70's, 80's or 90's? Have fun. I may just do this again....LOL

Random Rambling
"They can take six years of my life, but they can't take my FREEDOM!!!!" For all those that don't know yet, the day time has finally come. I am now out of the Air Force. I am on terminal leave, again for those who don't know what that is, I'm getting a full pay for another 2 1/2 months to do nothing. Now it is just job hunting time. Anyway next time you are having a drink, do me a favor raise your glass and and do little toast. Toast to freedom, toast to me finishing my enlistment alive, toast to those who will be getting out in the future or have in the past, toast to those who have decided to make it a career, and most definitely toast to those who have sacrificed their lives for our country and will never finish their time or decide to make it a career and most importantly ever see their friends and family again and enjoy the freedom they have made possible. To my friends and family and to all CHEERS to FREEDOM!!!! Business casual What the fuck does business casual wear? No

Random...
So I've been having a crappy week and the weekend isn't any better. It drives me nuts cuz it's like I can't have guy friends, without my other guy friends getting mad. Why do men have to be so jealous? I can flat out tell them I'm not interested in dating them, and they still get all pissy with me if I even so much go fishing with a group of people and there's even just ONE guy there. I'm sick and tired of men being stupid assholes around here where I live. I've finally put my foot down and said once they piss me off I'm done with them for good and that's how it's been going down. One guy called me a good for nothing whore saying I cheated on him...I mean seriosly, you can cheat on friends?? Even if he were a boyfriend, I've done NOTHING to cheat on him with. These guys just need to get over their jealous shit. I do have a boyfriend, and as much as they will hate it, they can deal with it or just screw off. I deserve much better friends than them. Anyway, to change subject, I got my 4

Randomness
I have heard this more times than I could shake a stick at. What would possess to think that you need sex? Like it’s fucking oxygen or something. Like not only will you die without it but prior to dying your dick will shrivel up and fall off. News flash, no ones dick has actually shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. Wait…... news update… yah still no one’s dick has shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. You’ll be ok. You’ll live. No permanent damage will occur from you not having sex for a few months. You will not be reclassified as a virgin. You will not loose your moves. You will not turn into an undesirable geezer. You WILL be ok,..... I promise. Why I ♥ Firemen It’s no secret. I’m a sucker for firemen. I love them. I can’t get enough of them. I’d say daily though, I’m asked why I love firemen and if I could possibly love other uniformed men. I generally give no explanation at all about loving other uniforms and why

Random Prose
Thinking of you every day, every minute your smile, your touch, your breath two minds reaching out to touch the rush of adrenaline every time you walk into the room Then the slow realization what started as the juxtaposition of two souls becomes an ever widening chasm it happened so slowly but when the realization hits it's like a sword piercing my heart to hold on and hope or release you the internal battle rages the decision made with a tender kiss we turn and walk away farewell my sweet, sweet love

Random Thoughts N Cool Stuff
( I saw this and had to post it. I don't know who wrote it but I loved it! ) DADDYS DAY POEM Author Unknown Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At

Random Rambling
When we are kids, we have friends. We have sleepovers, summer camp, summer vacation, Christmas vacation, Spring Break, and loads of other happy things to celebrate. Sure, not everyone had a rosy childhood, but even the most awful memories are dulled by time. When we reach adulthood, we lose these little celebrations, bit by bit. We lose most of our vacations and find out our parents weren't kidding when they said we had it easy. We stop having sleepovers, and trade those instead for one permanent sleepover with a husband or wife. I don't think some people ever really get the hang of that one. We have kids of our own, and fully understand why our parents were so freaked out by us all of the time...why they hated our music and didn't understand our language or the fashion choices we'd made. We finally "get it," it comes to us in a moment of clarity, "Oh my God, you were right. You were right about everything." I asked my mother once, while going through some troubles with my ow

Random Afternoon Boredom And Thoughts...
I am bored.. it's too hot to go to the beach. And my brother stood me up for lunch. :( But I'll live. 900 channels and nothing on. But I was in the shower and Billy Idol came on the radio. (Yes I felt like listening to the 80's today while balancing naked on one leg..) So I had a thought. If Billy Idol wrote 'White Wedding' about his lil sister getting pregnant and getting married, obviously the kid now knows Uncle Billy had a musical career. Do you think that might fuck with a kid's head to know that entire song was based on your embryotic existence? Did it cause a major riff in the family? And whatever happened to the bee girl from the Blind Melon video? God, I am bored.....

Random Thoughts
Even if there only little dreams. I look for the same thing every time I go cruisin profiles, hey a guy has to have a hobby:) well today a friend answered what I like, and they answered it damn well....It's cool to see someone you have met in person in a brand new way and suprisingly (you know guy instincts and all) I don't think any less of them, if anything they now have a more sensual nature to them. I can sum there pictures up in a few words "MORE MORE MORE" and "GRRRRRR" LOL I know the guy side is shining threw a little but omg she is hot:) Fubar has shut me down for tonight, so sorry ladies, if you have satin bra pics on your site they will have to wait another day to get a rating from me lol. Boy my life is rough some times:) Well I posted this on my yahoo and fubar blogs, you know that I like satin bras. Well the funiest thing just happened. I opened up my email and there was a message from an individual that will not post bra pics on the intrenet. Well that kinda hurts my feel

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So where do i begin? My anger is at the boiling point. So yesterday was hell at work. I had to go to trial for the bastards that robbed me over a year ago. No fun...another reset for them cause they won't take the deal. So more pain and the possible fear of one making his bond. So of course, my co-workers are the best, tell me whatever I need just call for they protect our own. So, I spent the afternoon working away and talking to my best friend explaining my worries. Leaving my phone for I didn't have time to talk for I was going from one place to the next with the guys and my bosses knew where I was at all times. When I get back to my office, I see several text messages from several people. One was understandable for she was worried but knew what was up for I told her how my day may be. She knows I will lay low if needed. I did lay low but it was work. The other...well let just say if I told you that I would call you to hang out I would. Don't ever assume a damn thing. And sorry if I

Random Ness Probly Mostly Poems
im just who i want to be got a problem take it up with me you want to talk shit well bitch back it up please because i dont need you to waist my time im not here to please im just fine with who ive grown to be they call me brittaney isnt that extrodinary i got these dreams and to tell you the truth imma pruse them because i have determination ya c i wont give in to lil bitches who doubt what i wanna do and soon enough your gunna c me in the lime light my name will be so big n bright and your gunna be wishin yous was me then i know your gunna try to be someone you thought youd never be a friend to me but ho look you wont even get close enough to touch because i dont play those high school games i dont deal with drama or wanna bes so keep talking shit just ilke your gunna do because im done i dont even got another word for you

Random Stuff
They've taken away my everything. They've taken away my heart. I won't last six moths without him. I'll die from a broken heart. He was going to take care of me. He was going to take care of our baby. I lost our baby. I may not even be able to have kids from what the doctor said. Eating makes me sick. I have nightmares when I sleep. I can't live without him. They just don't understand. He was my world. He was my everything. He was the only things that kept a smile on my face. I'm completely miserable now. I would give up everything for him. I would give up this whole bullshit life. I hate my parents for what they're doing to us. They're ruining this part of our lives. Age is just a number. The difference will always be the same. We're going to be together anyways. So why keep us apart now? I guess they expect things to change. They expect us to move on somehow. He was going to wait for me at e

Random Poetry
Through these eyes Can you see The pain that lies inside My soul crying for help From all the wounds Ive received All the battles that Ive lost My heart is broken And I struggle to fix it Reaching out to someone Anyone at this point in time To help me out of this cell I wasnt looking when I found you Someone who makes me smile Constantly picking me up when I stumble Leaning on you I found something Not intending to I found myself falling for you Day by day The more we talked And the more you comforted me The more alive I became You stimulate me more than anything Making me want to believe in myself I'm far from being perfect The scars on my arm prove that But it doesnt matter to you I dont have to be anything more than me For you to like me To want me You welcomed me with open arms And cradle me with warmth But now,after all this time,you want to leave I'm begging you to stay Dont leave me alone We waited so long to talk one-on-one And you want to let

Randomosities Of Life
yah, i rock out daily... i thought i had soem skllz workin with good ol hell space...so i decided ehh, while im here might as well make it cool right? right! its cool enough for me right now...im workin on it...this codework is touchy unlike the space where you can just slap some stuff in there and your done...you have to tweak tweak tweak inorder to get it right here...good fun i think, gives me something to do for sure could be nsfw....decide to find out what the poke was all about and was presented with this message Error: you can't poke yourself you fuckin sicko! i found this highly entertaining thats for sure remind me not to do such odd things again in the future HA it is always later! see i switch between 2 pc's here and there throughout the day and night. one pc has all my photos one pc has some. so of course im currently on the pc with the some which isnt anything for here. HOWEVER later ill be on the other where i can upload more pics to fill the

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A short list of things that piss me off People who tailgate me on the highway when I'm in the middle lane and the lane on either side is empty People who tailgate me in traffic as if riding my bumper is going to make the 16 cars in front of me go any faster Christians who keep saying how sorry they am for me and how much pity they have for me for not having Jebus in my life People who come to a complete stop at Yield signs every time regardless of traffic People who stop short of a red light by about 100 yards, then slowly creep up to the light until it turns green People who stop on green lights People who get in the right turn lane to go straight, then try to cut me off when I go straight and honk at me for using my right of way That damn "you got questions, we got answers" slogan at Radioshack, WHEN I used to work there, people would come in with the stupedist questions, like why do I still have to plug in the power cord on my laptop now that it has a Wireles

Random Stuff
Sorry I've been away for so long. We had a severe ice storm here and I was without power for about a week and internet for almost three. I now have both back! Yea!!! Just a quick update. Below is the start of a story that I srated writing about 5 years ago and then lost. Comments would be appreciated on how the beginning is going as well as if you think I should start to work on it again and maybe finish it. Let me know what you think! _________________________________________________ My Angel I had always heard that a persons eyes are the windows to their soul but I never believed it until I was drawn into the depths of Angel’s eyes. Caught within his gaze I felt as though I had known and loved him forever even though we had just met. I felt myself falling deeper and deeper into the arctic blue ocean that was his eyes. Within his eyes I saw myself and who I was to become. Within his arms I felt all the joy and bliss that could not be explained or contained even in one

Random Ramblings....
Just wanted to say hello to all my friends!!! So HELLO. Also, I haven't forgotten you just been working extra and not sleeping much with meetings and extra hours.... So the love has been lacking. However, I did get good news from the boss....I FINALLY get to move off the 10 pm to 6 am, 4 days on 2 off shift I have been working...I will now be working 6 am till 2 pm Monday through Friday...supposedly as of the 1st of September. Am afraid to really believe it until it happens of course. But it sure would make things easier and allow me to be available more for my son after school, evenings and weekends. So, am keeping my fingers crossed. Just wanted to share with any who wish to read a tiny detail about my boring little world. Hope all is going well for each of you and you have a great day filled with smiles and laughter.

Random Junk
There's this fat guy at work who seems to love throwing crap at me at lunch just because I like to read alone. I understand the need for attention, but he just does it for a cheap laugh. I'd love more than anything to throw a damned chair at the fat f*** and tell him to eat a d**k, but that would just get ME in trouble. *le sigh* I guess I'll just have to read somewhere else if he's going to be a child about it. Pretty big indication of who my friends really are, as he gets the whole damned table to laugh by bothering me. To hell with these illiterate morons. When I'm making better money by knowing more and getting a better job (and trust me, this douchebag is making the search for a better job that much easier), I'll have to find this fatass and throw something at him and tell HIM to get a better job. If you get caught in a scam where you end up more than a year's wages in debt, why do the banks insist on punishing you with massive loan payments anyway? I've even tried getting

Randomosity
66 views 6 posts hell yea... This is totally not done by a long shot... but hey... Hit it with comments... What do you think? What does it need? And Where should it go? ;) ------------------------------------------------- ::Saturday Afternoon:: I awoke the next afternoon and she was still asleep beside me, she had taken the cuffs off at one point and they were now easily accesible. I quietly moved from the bed and gently placed them around her wrists. and clamped them to the posts. restraining her naked body. I then put my pants on, before I proceeded to go out for coffee and doughnuts. When I returned she was awake, and staring at me, completely naked. I could smell her sex throughout the room, as I moved slowly to toe the bedside, and grabbed her shiny little butterfly knife. I flashed it over her, and her eyes became big. I threw the knife across the room, and removed my own from my bag. It was a good inch and a half longer than the puny butterfly knife, which I

Random Anonymous Bitching
i guess it makes you feel a little better because you get it out without directly hurting people's feelings. so, here it goes. ~You, your boyfriend is a dick. he has the worst case of single child syndrome i have ever seen. He is annoyingly selfish and i hope he gets beat up. ~You, i met you a long time ago...bought you a whip...in real life...haven't seen you but 2 times since. i miss you. wish you stuck around longer. ~You, wish you lived closer, cause we would have way too much fun. ~You, your entirely too nice. I get mean when i'm drunk sometimes and you let me walk all over you...i feel bad about it later. ~You, shut the fuck up. you are soooo not as cool as you believe you are. you might have a few friends in this on-line world, but your a fucking loser. i mean come on, your a mother who is a felon for not paying your child support! you should be shot. ~You, sometimes you creep me out a little. you seem innocent enough, but sometimes you give me a weird vibe. st

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Rules for Bedroom Golf -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play - normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special attention to

Random Things I'm Contemplating.......
I'm sitting here playing around on fubar all day, right...My cell phone rings. It's my ex. The one that just left me a couple weeks ago. Telling me that in November he's going to have a house and car and all the works and that he wants me to think about it, and decide if I want to go back to him and move me and my son up to where he is. In the year and some that we were together, he probably worked a total of 7 or 8 months. He got bad into drugs, and made the worst of friends. He's an alcoholic. Yea, baby! Let me jump right back into that shit! HAHAHAHA. How many times are you suppose to forgive someone for the same thing over and over again? Fucking men. So.... Here it is. There's a guy I know that I'm really starting to like. A lot. The catch is that he doesn't really live close to me. We have always found ways to spend time together, but that isn't as easy anymore. In my past experiences with relationships that start off as long distance, it always ends up with one or both people g

Randomness
Lol my sister posted this same blog a lil while ago but O'well Everyone sign my guest book please please please!! Have a good 1 guys!! Hey can anyone tell me how to do a pimpout bulletin? One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like

Random Thoughts
ok, so i'm new here to FUBAR, but here goes. my first rant of many, i'm sure. i have surgery 2 days ago to remove a kidney stone, and lemme tell ya.... i'm hurtin'!!! with the meds you have to take afterwards, and the gallons of water you have to drink in order to flush all that crap out, there's one big pain in the ass after another. i'll be glad when it's all over. tired of being in such pain. on a lighter note, school starts back up on monday, as does my co-op job as a mechanical engineer for one of the world's largest maker of steering components for GM vehicles. kinda cool. more later..... i have to go pee again....

Random Act Of Kindness
Unto others Do unto others as, you’d have them do unto you. No other words spoken could ever be as true. One thing for certain, this I do believe. It is a better blessing to give than, to receive. Too many people have troubles, struggling all alone. Helping someone else, you forget about your own. I’ve sat and ponder about this for quite a while. No better gift can be given to you then to make someone smile. When, the load is heavy and seems too much to bare. It truly means a lot, to have someone who cares. All the troubles, I have seen since, I have grown. It’s helped me so much, to know, I am not alone. I ask myself often, did I make a difference in someone’s life today. Or, was I selfish and did nothing as I went along my way? Chris JUST GOT THIS IN AN E-MAIL It's frustrating. You just cashed your check, paid rent, paid the electricity, bought the weeks groceries, the phon

Randomness
I didn't even see my birthday blast. :-p Then again, I wasn't home most of the day. Ha! Oh well...at least I know I didn't get screwed. One person actually sent me a note saying they saw it and stopped in to say hi...another sent a request with a message saying they saw it as well. Wasn't looking for assloads of requests, etc anyway. There's no way in holy haha I'd ever be able to play the "point whore, tage me, tag you" games like some folks here do. LoL...I can hardly keep up with saying hi to the couple of good friends I've made here as is. Speaking of...THANK YOU so much to those of you who always say hi or stop in to molest my pics or page just to let me know you were here and thought of me. Thank you for the kind words, silly links and pics, KICK ASS tunes, and fun chats. It's folks like YOU who make it worth even thinking about turning on this machine some days. ;-) I really do have the best friends. On and off the web. :-D *hugs* for making my birthday, and time her

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1. A is for age? 32 2. B is for beer of choice? Bud Light 3. C is for career right now? S.T.N.A 4. D is for your dogs name? Kellie and Jack 5. E is for essential item you use everyday? apricot scrub for my face.. have to keep skin smooth and soft~ 6. F is for favorite tv show at the moment? one tree hill .. yeah im a dork .. but, look at sophia bush!! yummm 7. G is for game? all POKER baby 8. H is for home town? jefferson, ohio 9. I is for instruments you played? french horn and tenor sax 10. J is for favorite juice? cranapple 11. K is for whose ass you'd like to kick? list is wayyyyyyyy to long at the moment 12 . L is for last place you ate? my moms house 13. M is for marriage? i am 14. N is for your full name? Shelly Lei Harris 15. O is for overnight hospital stays? 4-6 16. P is for people you were with today? my hubby and my neice 17. Q is for quote? " love me or hate it is your obsession" 18. R is for biggest regr

Random
So I recently (this week) started a new job and I closed tonight (at midnight) when about 10 minutes before I'm ready to close I get a phone call from I assume my boss (sounded like him and he said it was) asking me to wait about 10-15 for him to come by because he had to pick one of his tools up. So like any good employee I did. Then about 10 minutes later I get a call from someone who wasn't my boss (I think it was his cousin [who happens to be someone I've been told not to trust on numerous occasions]) asking me to put a box of tools on the roof (see where I'm going with this). After I did that the handyman comes in asking for my boss. He waits around with me until almost 12:40 (a full forty minutes after I am supposed to have gone) Finally I relay the two phone conversations to him and we come to the conclusion that I was duped by the cousin. So I left to go home not before leaving my boss a note just in case it was him who called and if it wasn't him he knows what happened. But kn

Random Stuff
OK, so I am a uber huge wrestling fan, and here are just a few of my thoughts on what killed WCW, warning this is a lengthy read. • Benoit left the company as WCW champion. He offered to lose the title to whoever they wanted but was told instead to just leave. Those backstage who questioned the move were told that Benoit was a vanilla midget who would never draw. Guerrero, Malenko and Saturn were all granted unconditional releases aswell. Despite being midcarders most of their WCW careers, their RAW debut drew a 6.59 rating to Nitro's 2.79. The peak of Raw's ratings was during the main event, featuring - you guessed it - Benoit, Malenko, Guerrero and Saturn, AKA The "Vanilla Midgets". Their match drew a rating of 8.1 • WCW claimed that Three Count's album (which didn't exist btw) had gone Platinum. Evan Karagious also claimed their second album would be even bigger and would go Gold. (For those who are not aware, Platinum CDs > Gold CDs). • Sid had a winning streak which

Random Thoughts
For those of you that know me, my goofy smile with me pointing is a typical photo of me... a friend of mine took a photo with the same pose and named it cheese & point... It seriously made me laugh out loud... So I started a new photo inspired by her.... If you wanna be in my "cheese & point" folder, let me know and send me a link to the photo to be used... LOL... How in the heck was acupuncture developed? Was there a time when people actually thought sticking needles in someone was great fun? Probably. I always figured it had to be something weird. I bet some Chinese prison was torturing someone, but instead of hurting him, the more they poked, the better he felt. "Wow," he'd say, "My headache is gone! I can run again -- I haven't done that since I lost both of my legs. My vertebrae all seem to be in alignment, and my impotence problem is gone, too! Thanks, guys!" Send this warning to everyone on your e-mail list -- it's urgent! If someone comes to your front doo

Random Acts Of Me-ness
Okay for those of you that don't know, I have injured myself in another totally random, off the wall way. Monday night around 10:00pm, my idiot dog, Jack (who is mostly pit) snatched a piece of steak off of my dinner plate. I reflexively popped him on top of the head to get him to drop it. He didn't even notice the contact enough to look up. *I* broke my freaking hand! Just once, I want to be able to say I injured myself in a normal way, like a car wreck or a simple fall. But no. I get things like I broke my foot walking through my own yard, or now, I broke my hand on my dog's head. I officially fail at life. Oh yeah, did I mention school has judt dtarted and I went on Tuesday and took a page full of notes with said hand? Because, without freaking fail, it was my right hand! So, point of the story is I probably won't be on here much for the next few weeks because it is a b!tch to type with one hand and even more of one to use the damn mouse left handed. So, as decreed by The RedRum

Random Thoughts
When we last discussed ACORN they were engaging in criminal breaking and entering of foreclosed homes. Before that, ACORN ran the largest voter fraud in American History, they were convicted of, or being investigated for voter fraud in 14 states (marked in red above-Map from Rottenacorn). Now the Democrat's favorite voter fraud group, the Association of Community Organizations for Reform Now (ACORN) has a new opportunity to destroy the constitutional right of "one man-one vote." They have been contracted by the Census department to hire local census workers. That's right, the same group that registered Mickey Mouse to vote in Florida, will now be counting him in the Census. This is President Obama's transparency and honesty at work: ACORN to Play Role in 2010 Census The U.S. Census is supposed to be free of politics, but one group with a history of voter fraud, ACORN, is participating in next year's count, raising concerns about the politicization of the decennial surve

Random Funnies
Three buddies die in a car crash, and they find themselves at the pearly gates. They are all asked, "When you are in your casket and friends and family are mourning upon you, what would you like to hear them say about you? The first guy says, "I would like to hear them say that I was the greatest doctor of my time, and a great family man." The second guy says, "I would like to hear that I was a wonderful husband and school teacher who made a huge difference in our children of tomorrow." The last guy replies, "I would like to hear them say... LOOK!!! HE'S MOVING!!!!!" The Indian With One Testicle There once was an Indian who had only one testicle and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more.

Random Thoughts
I was feeling down last night, tired of always being short on money and feeling lonely. Then this morning I got an encouraging comment on another site, from someone I didnt't expect to get one from, and I realized if you have good friends you are never truly poor. The world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be the beginning.

Randomness
Look to the future, outlaw the storm is coming now, race war the skies darken as night falls the battle’s coming now, your race calls we’ll carry on the fight ‘til the day we die against the people that would kill us for the flags we fly we wont surrender, we wont give in we’ll fight the fight, and we will win, now! Stand up beside us and we’ll have our day stand up against us get out of our way! The tensions rising, the flood grows the banks are bursting, overflow here it comes no, tidal wave god help our people now, mass grave join the battle, join the few stand up for your race and your nation too we know the traitors are in our midst but now they’re running like the others did People to the left, people to the right people in the middle that don’t wanna fight traitors fight against us, showdown people in the middle get knocked down We fight for freedom, we fight to win the color of our uniform, Is the color of our skin we’ve got the power, we’ve got the pride