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Radio Ugly.com!!!!!!!!!!
HEY PEOPLE!!!! TUNE IN TO WWW.RADIOUGLY.COM WHERE YOU CAN HEAR ME LIVE!!!!! JUST DO IT, DON'T PUT IT OFF... DON'T MAKE IT ONE OF THOSE THINGS THAT YOU THINK "EHHH, I'LL DO IT NEXT TIME, I'M NOT IN THE MOOD RIGHT NOW.. I HAVE A HEADACHE... IT'S THAT TIME OF..." wait sorry, was thinkin of something else there, my bad. ANYWAY..... STOP BY TUNE IN FOR A BIT I'LL TAKE CARE OF YA!!!!!

Radiohead
ONCE AGAIN THE LSU TIGERS ARE ON TOP OF THEIR CONFERENCE AND SHOULD BE #1 IN THE COUNTRY,I MEAN,THEY ARE THE DEFENDING NATIONAL CHAMPIONS!!!!!WELL,A LACK OF RESPECT FOR LSU WILL BE A PRIME MOTIVATOR IN US RUNNING THE TABLE AND THEN BEATING WHOEVER SHOWS UP AGAINST US IN THIS YEARS CHAMPIONSHIP GAME.USC,OKLAHOMA,TEXAS,WHOTHEFUCKEVER!!!!!!!!!!WE WILL BE REPEAT CHAMPIONS AND IF YOU ARE NOT AN LSU FAN,OH WELL,GET USE TO THE PURPLE AND GOLD RULING COLLEGE FOOTBALL FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE!DID YOU SEE HOW WF CAME BACK AND WON AT AUBURN LAST NIGHT?OUR QB LEE CAME OF AGE IN THE SECOND HALF AND IF HE CAN PLAY LIKE THAT EVERY GAME,OOPS,WE'LL DO IT AGAIN!!!!.......WELL,NO NATIONAL CHAMPIONSHIP FOR US THIS YEAR,WE ACTUALLY VERY NEARLY SUCK,BUT IT'S JUST A NEW QB AND LOSING OUR DEFENSIVE CORDINATOR THIS YEAR,SO NEXT YEAR WILL BE BETTER...I HOPE!!GO LSU,I STILL LOVE YOU!! Goooooodddddddd!These guys are awesome and is there anyone else today that is near Pink floyd status as far as making weird mus

Radiator Springs By Route 66 Train (30 Riders Plenty Of Room!)
Hop on Board Come Travel Along Route 66 to Radiator Springs! Radiator Springs by Route 66 Train Tags for new riders joining December 8, 2008 and on With the economy the way it is and the Holiday Season among us I have chosen to drop my VIP to put the money towards other much needed things. With that being said, I will be posting all new train tags in a separate blog entry with the train for new riders to right click on their tag and save to their PC to upload to their account for use. B1tch MscFrk The link to join this train is below Radiator Springs by Route 66 Train

Radio Storm Invite
PLEASE COME AND JOIN US IN THE RADIO STORM LOUNGE. WE HAVE AWESOME TUNES AD AWESOME DJ'S. http://www.fubar.com/lounge/59077 YOU ARE ALSO WELCOME TO JOIN OUR FAMILY. WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU.

Radio
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Radio Reqest
And Welcome To Our Lounge Where you as the member and guest are, the V.I.P Of the lounge so you matter and so do your input and idels and we want to hear theme So come Join Today and Tell all Your Friends And Yes Right Now We Are Looking for All Staff Postitions Available Are Head greeters /Night&Day Promoters Dj's Bartenders Bouncers Also We Will Be Having Many contest and events coming up soon for both members and staff so keep your eyes on the bulletins to see what we are up to So come and Apply Today! Ask For Dog The bounty Hunter Or countrygirl Have A Drink On Us Let Our Awesome Staff Take Care Of You And Show You A Good Time

Radiation And Strip Searches
In the past, I've written of abuses by the TSA, including its belief that you check your 4th Amendment rights the moment you purchase a plane ticket. The TSA's invasive screening tactics shame passengers into their potentially harmful porno scanners with the horrific thought of being groped by an agent if you refuse.As it turns out, while conducting tests on the radiation levels of these scanners, a number of them were coming back with higher levels than expected. "It would appear that the emissions are 10 times higher. We understand it as a calculation error," TSA spokesman Sarah Horowitz told Wired.A "calculation error."

Raeana
is knowing he will never be there for u like he was once be4 When waking up at 6:00 am to get ready for work and your Ironing your hair so u can looksome what good when all of a sudden u close tou flat iron down on your ear lobe. Only to find out a few Min later u have a big ass blister on the back of you ear and u cant wear ear rings but u do anyways ya i am in alot of pain still and i have my braces tighten too Okso i popped my lost cherry blog cherry ha! ya i dunno i guess this can be a good thing maybe people read the shit i say and care lol well soo ya i am in class i just got off the pohone with the world koolest guy ever he is the only guy i know that will listen to every word i say and make me feel good baout myself and he is the deff "GOOD GUY" kind and just think the other day i was bitchin that there is no such thing as a "GOOD GUY" any more so ya i am kinda happy for once and wow! thats all i have to say to that i have this feeling i have not had

Raffff....meow...
You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat You are a nice blend of cat and dog. You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful. And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long. Are You More Cat or Dog?

Raffle Contest!!!
CLICK ON THE PIC TO REGISTER NOW!! 20 comments gets you 1 raffle ticket. Drawing will be held on Febuary 17 at 11 pm EST If you haven't already vote damn it!!! Come on ppl what do you have to lose? Great music and Great ppl? Who would want to miss that?

Raffle Tickets Prize On Sat Nights At Hang Loose
If you sing karaoke stop on by & see me every Sat nigh from 8pm till Midnight at Hang Loose. Hang Loose 3225 Lisa Dr Metairie, LA 70003 (504) 780-9818 Every time you sing a song you will get a raffle ticket & at 11:30 we will draw a winner for a Free custom made karaoke CD+G - CD with up to 17 songs. You pick the songs you want. & Your name on the CD. ( NO papper lables, just like at the store, the lable is directly on the CD. "" Must Be Present at time of drawing to Win "" Hang Loose 3225 Lisa Dr Metairie, LA 70003 (504) 780-9818

Raffle
Ok...I am going to raffle off an AUTO11/Cherrybomb. Entry to the raffle will require you buy a FuOwned from me. To show that it is an Auction Entry you will buy then for an amount ending in 422. For example 1,000,422 Fubux... Or 20,422 FuBux. There is no bottom limit to the FuOwns price to Qualify. The Lowest possible bid accepted for an entry will be 20,422 FuBux. In other words if the Min bid is only 12,000 fubux..you have to change the bid to 20,422 fubux. I will pick the winner by using a random name generator called Mad Hatter. I will attempt to video the draw. If you don't trust me..don't participate. Each FuOwned Purchased will be considered an entry as long as the purchase price ends in 422 so you can have multiple entries. Consider each FuOwned you buy as a ticket Raffle Entries Start NOW..and continue until May 3rd 12:00 PM PST. Raffle is open to anyone that I don't have blocked or that has me blocked.

Rage
Rage is a state of anger so intense that one loses control of one's actions, often regretting what one did in this state afterwards. It can be caused by anything, but is typically triggered by the actions of someone, frequently close to the enraged person. The feeling can also lead to a state of mind that will push a person to thinking that he is capable of doing anything that would seem to be physically impossible. Those in a state of rage usually experience extreme adrenaline rushes, which give them almost superhuman physical strength. A person in rage will also have the sensation that everything is happening in slow motion, due to their brain processing information at an accelerated rate. A person in a state of rage has lost much of his or her capacity for rational thought and reasoning, and is acting, usually violently, on his or her extreme anger. Contrary to popular belief, a person (usually with a lighter complexion) in a state of rage typically has a pale, white face, ins

Rage.
enslaved. in chains of fury. but only to let go. let go of love. embracing hate. with skies of red. and thorns of roses. becoming heartless. as taught. with empty eyes. and looks of pain. screaming. in moonless dark.

Rage
Hands shake,Sweat beads,Thoughts race.., Vile thoughts speed thru at a steady pace. Noone sees it coming,..its seemingly out of nowhere.., The looks start..its over,his face becomes a placid stare. Piercing eyes that burn right throuh me.. The rage starts to build,its about to be set free. Taken back by the vile things you say.., Somehow I have to bring you back, theres got to be a way. With no regrets no remorse the fists start to fly.., I step back and watch, my heart pounding, wondering why. The voices scream so loud inside him he cant ecape whats he to do... He has no other choice but to hear them and follow through. Please trust in me, please believe inme I wont let you down.., Youll be safe here give me your hand,Fall on me when noone else is around. Im the only person in the world right now its just you and I... Come back to me..Im here for you cant you feel me cry. Agony and anger consume him so.. He feels there is nowhere for him to go No place to be nowhere

The Raging White Dragon
Yesterday, I found him face down in the garden. He was lying face down in the flowers, and very still. Slowly, I approached him, and rolled him over. He looked so familiar, like somebody that was very close to me, but I couldn't quite place it. I pulled his body from the foliage, and laid him on the stone path. Nobody else was around, so I knelt in the roses next to him and searched for a wallet. No luck. It was driving me crazy; I knew him, very well in fact, but I couldn't remember who he was. I brushed my hand through his short blonde hair, and then lifted an eyelid; grey eyes were what I found. I hadn't bothered to ponder how or why he got here, or even why he was laying unconcious in the garden. I gently shook him in an attempt to wake him up, and got no response. Water might wake him up, so I left him on the path and headed to the fountain in the center of the garden. Upon reaching the fountain, I gathered up an old rusted steel bucket with some water in

Ragtime
I aint your stepping stone! why do people only ACCEPT friends request?? Is it that hard to click to someones page and at the LEAST rate the profile?? Are you that much more special that you dont have the time to click someone?? I took the time to come fan rate and add you... why cant you return the favor?? the Fu is getting lazy I think :( and for the 4 people that will read this.. I appreciate you all, and this is by nooo means directed to you. xoxo maybe its pms or something.. but im very weepy and sad and pissed off. you get no love here less you have autos runnin or bombers going. Cant be poor and level here for sure. and this list of ppl to bomb.. who made it? the ppl that HAVE that bombers? Is that why other ppl didnt get added? lol Ill take a midol and get over it.. just needed to type it lol just BLAH for everyone with the attitude.......... it is 4 days until school starts here I have NO school shoppin done I was tryin to move as well.. that isnt g

Raid
Raid The rain came down in buckets, Upon the midnight jungle floor. My stalking eyes were fixed, Upon the guard beside the door. Inside the hut the VC lay, In sleep, and homeward dream. Knowing not that in the rain, Lurked a Special Forces team. Hand over mouth to hush his scream, My blade deeply in his chest. Blood spattered on my painted face, I put the hapless guard to rest. Explosives planted beneath the huts, For when we make our getaway. Then off to seek our comrade, They had captured yesterday. He was setting in the court yard, Impelled on a two foot bamboo stake. He had been there for hours, Until death gave him a break. The look was frozen on his face, Of agonizing and tortured pain. I could not hold the tears back, Even now they flow again. Spawned by despair and hatred, Sometimes Jekyll turns to Hyde. Something inside turns to fury, Brutality sucks away your pride. We turned the cranks and blew the camp. No VC troop was spared.

Raider ... That's Me!
... If yer a player ... Stay away ... Ya won't last long with me ... I have had many adventures . When you fall in to a deep blind love that is uneven ... always expect the worst. Expect lies, excuses, stories, & cheap love in motels & hotels. The truth is most important, vital, & yet difficult at times. Someone is bound to get emotionally attached then hurt when the relationship starts out with a lie. Never be blind as a fool going into something your not sure about. Always keep a protective shield that is hidden to help you see clear. Yes there are two sides to every story. Only one is backed with proof, facts, & evidences. Even when the liar gets caught they still try to believe they were in the right. A player comes in many forms. A player is more successful playing someone who has never been played. The key is to keep your calm. If they know your on to them you will never get the facts to build your story against them. When they say that they love you while loving someone else

Raider The Pirate
Many ask: Why am I single without children? Well ... Because I've been careful & just not ready for the game players, gold diggers, & advantage takers. Oh I'm sure one day the right gal will come along. She better be secure, independent, smart, reasonably self sufficient and strong emotionally. I am not for the player types & usually like women that have the determination. I also feel that if she loves her self enough to take care of her self ... Then she will love me to the very end too. Sadly 8 years ago I was divorced after finding out that me ex-wife would never be happy being with one bloke. Not even after her 3rd husband. As I was her 1st victim I knew I would not be the last. Moving on was the hardest thing to do when I thought that marriage was supposed to be a one time sacred thing. Who knew how life would turn out. Who knew she'd want me back? Seems to be me life story always. It seems they always feel that the grass will be greener on the other side. When they realize i

Raider Kinda Week
YES WE DID IT RAIDERS WON LAST NIGHT TRUE FAN 4EVER AND i'M STILL GIVING A SHOUT OUT TO DA RAIDERS DIE HARD TILL THE END YYYYEEEEAAAA CUZ WE PLAYED A HELLA GOOD GAME OAKLAND RAIDERS BLACK HOLE MAGIC WERE GONNA OUT SHINE EM ALL

Raiders
Nine more touchdowns and we match all of last years offensive touchdown count. And we signed our rookie quarterback who will probably suck so GO Daunte! Now if anyone reads this and they are a Raiders fan let me know would like to hear from ya.

Raiders Royal Stealth Bombers
Attention Kingdom of Wolves.There has been some Controversy,pertaining to my New Platoon.Raiders Royal Stealth Bombers.This is a Platoon that Operates within The K.O.W..It also has K.O.W. Bombers as some of it's Members. It is not Govern'd by The K.O.W.~S.O.W.or Howling Wolves.An because of this Factor,my Fubar Wife will no longer make Morphs for This Platoon.Don't Fret I have a Morpher in Place,that we will try out. I'm Also the Co-Founder of this Venture.Hopefully it Doesn't have as much Stress Factor.As The Daily Operations of The K.O.W. has had.I will Continue to Assist when needed The Operations of the Kingdom of Wolves.As we Continue to Curb the Drama if Possible.Fubar it's self is Drama Filled as we are all Exsperiments in there eyes.Fubar is a Socialization Online Community (exsperiment)+ if the Discrimination Continues by Fubar,I will leave this F in Site that I once Loved . Lord Wolf~Founder Kingdom of Wolves~Co-Founder Raiders Royal Stealth Bombers Co-Fo

Raidergoat
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Rain
It was a beautiful, warm, sunny day. She slipped on her little cotton dress, it was simple but she knew it was one of His favorites. Her excitement showed in her face, as she carefully packed all His favorites for their picnic. Breadsticks, cheese, strawberries and melon. Finally two wine glasses and their favorite white wine. Checking in the mirror one last time knowing He would be pleased, she went to meet Him. As she crossed the lush grass in the park, she saw Him waiting there, watching for her, her pulse racing she ran to Him. When she reached the blanket He looked up at her and extended His hand, taking His hand she dropped to her knees beside Him. She poured the wine and they drank together as she served Him and fed Him strawberries. Content He lay His head in her lap, they shared their day and talked about everything, while she stroked His forehead. They watched people in the park, and felt the sun warming their bodies. This time together so precious, so tender. So lost i

Rainy Day At Mudd Lake
The day started out warm and breezy, the weather forecast was calling for rain. She anticipated the arrival of her date. She had planned a nice dinner for outside. They were to meet at the park and drive together to a secluded spot by the lake. She had packed a nice bottle of wine, salad, spaghetti, garlic bread and chocolate mousse. She hoped all would go as she had been dreaming of in her mind. She dressed in a tank T-shirt and Jean shorts. She packed a jacket and sweat pants along with her umbrella for safety measures. She placed everything in her minivan and checked her list to make sure she had everything. Now it was off to meet the date she had been dreaming of for months. She pulled into the park to wait for his arrival. She wasn't sure what type of vehicle he drove so he actually could be sitting there already, and she wouldn't even know it. A red car pulled up beside her with a handsome driver. He had s gorgeous smile, dark hair, and nice tan. As he got out of his car

Rainbow
RAINBOW !!!!!!!!!! For those of you who don't have kids or are far too young to remember the splendid children's TV programme "Rainbow", this may be a little lost on you...... but it must have been a great episode to watch! Almost too ridiculous to believe... These are taken from original Rainbow scripts and there's no way these could have been done by Accident. Innuendo all the way .... The sketch opens with Zippy peeling a banana..... Zippy: " One skin, two skin, three skin, four " George: " Zippy, where is Bungle?" Zippy: " I think Geoffrey is trying to get him up" We see a view of the door and hear Bungle moaning from behind it. Bungle: " Geoffrey, I can't get it in" Geoffrey: "You managed it last night" Bungle: "I know, lets try it round the Otherway. Ooooooh, I've got it in" Bungle and Geoffrey enter the studio with Bungle carrying a hammer and peg kit Bungle: " Would you stick this on the shelf, George" Ge

Rainy Day
For all of you troop supporters out there. please log into home for our troops. giving back to those who sacrificed for us. Not just me but many soldiers like me who are unable to get around in a conventional house. Thank You. My wife found a Dalmation about a month ago and decided to take it in. But with a one year old running around the house the dog was just too bug to keep around so today I had to take it too a shelter. I hope they can find a home for it. Anyway it is now at the Houston humane society on almeda rd. Most of Houston is getting hit hard by rain and flooding today and getting from one place to another is challenging. But I made it back home. I listened to the news and have heard of some that weren't so lucky. I saw many homes and cars underwater. Nine whole days of Thanksgiving week. A whole week with the kids home. Lots of Family, food and football. Go Cowboys!! And of course Frantic Friday. The day after Thanksgiving that everyone goes shopping for

Rainbow
i was told by my boy friend that this was a good site so i thought i would come on and see for my self, only to find every one is nakie on here and it buggs me a little, i thought these sites are to talk and make friends with people so why do ya have to have your clothes off for that yeah i know what goes on, on some peoples puter i am not stupid but do they really have to have a web site for a bunch of horney people. so like i said i would give it a chance and see if i was wrong about my feeling about this site and i started to like it alittle till i saw that people dont really write to you

Rainbows
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

The Rain
as i sit under a clear blue sky, enjoying the warmth and the sun, i am feeling as if i have forgotten something, something i cannot put my finger on, something important nonetheless.. so we continue to toke our weeds, and talk our talks, and my cell phone rings, i hear the voice of one very familiar reminding me that a death has occured in our large family, and that i am late, i will be picked up shortly... and as i hang the phone up, i realise, the bright blue beautiful sky has now faded to a dismal grey, and as i stand, the first few drops hit me...and so does the rest of my day

The Rainbow Of Me
You Are Grape You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.What Color Purple Are You? You Are Indigo Of all the shades of blue, you are the most funky, unique, and independent. Expressing yourself and taking a leap of faith has always been easy for you.What Color Blue Are You? You Are Cameo You are understanding and very empathetic. You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend. And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together.What Color Orange Are You?

Rain Feather's Poetry
The Taste of Wine While traveling deep and weaving through the vine I had a taste of lovely wine The wine it was a scent devine Upon it which to Grow and Climb I climbed the vine And ate the grapes And found the leaves And donned a cape I donned the cape And drank the wine Which tasted bitter At the time Time Time on which to rhyme To rhyme upon a spiraling vine The grapes I ate Till I was full I climbed the Vine Till it was Yule The Sun! O Sun! Began to grow I climbed into the clouds to know The vine I climbed And donned the cape Oh Warmth of Sun Oh Spirit of Grape And I became an amorphous shape To eat the grapes Upon the Vine To laugh and cry Upon the line To see the pine In through the field To see below the dragon shield Tis far, so far, I am above! To drink the wine Of laughter and love To see, to see As mourning dove To soar, to soar A serpent dragon conceiving of Life O Life And Death Below To Rise this Vine To taste and

Rainbow In The Dark
Woke up this morning, thinking of you, same o'l same nothing new, looked out my window, through the mist and the dew, I saw a rainbow, reminded me of you,, you are my pot o gold, my treasures untold, I live for the day, I have you to hold, my life was empty, hollow and cold, then I found you, My Rainbow In The Dark Dio - Rainbow In The DarkMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Rainy Day Adventure
The colors from the night before had all run together into a gray sunrise. She slowly woke up to find herself alone in his bed. She lay there for a few minutes, absolutely loving the feel of his bed sheets on her naked body. After prolonging getting out of bed long enough, she set foot on the floor, the carpet of his bedroom tingling her bare feet. She walked over to his closet and found one of his white shirts, which fit her with plenty of room to spare. She walked into the kitchen, where she was greeted by Miles Davis' horn playing softly on his sound system, as well as the smell of freshly brewed coffee. A coffee cup was sitting on top of a note to her that read, "Out of milk, be back shortly." She poured the brown liquid into the cup, and took a seat at the kitchen table. Miles struck up another tune, and she let her mind wander off. Her new lover would be home shortly. What would the day bring for them? Neither of them had anything to do today. They could go somewhere. They

Rainbows & Sunset
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Rain Rain Go Away!
Don't get me wrong I love the rain, but I've had enough of it. I have a little sissy car and it dies on me every time it gets a little wet, on my way to work I ran into some water and died! what is even weirder is nobody even stopped to help me push the car. Well just wanted to get a little frustration out, anyways, thanks for listening and stay dry!

Rain
Well folks, I am going to drive to New York this evening. I will be heading out at about 6 p.m. and won't be here for two days. The reason forthis trip is to keep two appointments with NYU, and to prepare for the fall term. This means I will not be online for a couple of days, and I will let everyone know how my trip up there turns out. It's supposed to rain. Rain is nothing less than the tears of angels, who mourn for a soul lost in the emptiness. And the emptiness is when the heart has known pain too long, and finally feels anything no more. When the mind has thought so much, that it thinks no more. Leaving the body free and unguided. Leaving only the most primal of actions, for the mind no longer thinks, there is no logic. The heart no longer feels, there is no emotion. There is the animal left. There is only the beast. There is only the monster within. It's supposed to rain... do the angels mourn for me? The world fades away into the deepest of black. The brightest of day

Rainbows And Butterflies
I TOLD himI wanted to be with him, that was the reason I contacted him in the first place. I will love him always. But I am not putting upwith his bs. Its stupid. He said I could come back,why would I? The way he treated me, always so distant. It was unbearable to be there and to go a day or so, without him even glancing at me. It was stupid of me to think we had a chance. I DO NOT think I am perfect,far from it. Anyway ,went to the music hall the other day, it was fun , except randall starts flaunting his gf in front of me, which made me mad. I dont need people doing that, especially when I am single right now. well so it ends, thats okay....i mean yeah i am very sad, but hey, it wasnt my decision to leave and you know i got to make my life better. Its like I wonder why I am even here. I mean people talk behind my back, they are to freakin scared to talk to my face and thats such a pussy way of dealing with things.

Rainbow Bridge
Rainbow Bridge Just this side of Heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine and our friends are warm and comfortable.All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigour; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special, someone who was left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly, he breaks from the group, flying over the green grass, faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend fin

Rain
time is endless, it goes on. Neverending, but yet there never seems to be eonoug time. Time iis the epicenter of life. it controls every breath we take.l It controls how long we live and when we die. time seems to control our future and our lives day to day. where would we be withou time? in an endless abyss that goes on forever? would we ever accomplish anything? they same time is a virtue. but who is they? patience is time. all good things come to those who wait? What are we waiting on? time is a mystery. remember time is essence and essence is time. I love rain. Why I dont know. But it is comforting. Rain is so soothing to the mind and the soul. Rain is cool and refreshing. I think of rain as tears of the dead. I think thunder is anger of the dead.

The Rain
FALLING SLOWLY AND HITTING THE PARCHED GROUND CAUSING DUST TO RISE AND THE GRASS TO BEND MAKING THE EARTH TO DRINK HEAVILY OF THE SYRUP OF LIFE FROM THE HEAVENS. HITTING THE ROOF IN A RHYTHM THAT LULLS THE SOUL AND CALMS THE MIND AND MAKES THE BODY RELAX INTO A SPACE OF COMFORT LIKE THE MEMORIES OF GRANDMAS TIN ROOF PORCH, IN THE SUMMER WITH LEMONADE AND A PORCH SWING THAT WHEN IT MOVED CREAKED IN A BEAT THAT ALL OF THE CREATURES TRIED TO EMULATE IN THE SUMMER HEAT. THE THUNDER ROLLING IN FROM THE DISTANCE THE LIGHTNING BREAKING OPEN THE SKY MAKING ROOM ROOM FOR THE ONSET OF A DOWNPOUR TO WATER THE EARTH. AND FEELING THE HEAT OF THE DAY MIXED WITH THE MOISTURE OF THE INCOMING STORM. TREES LEAVES TURNING TO MEET THE DOWNPOUR, COWS STANDING IN THE COOLNESS OF THE RAIN, PEOPLE SIGHING IN THE SOUND OF IT FEELING AS IF THE VERY SOUL GET CLEANSED IN ITS ARRIVAL.

Raining Over Me
I stand beneath the waterfall of you. Your love raining down on me. Cleanses me of the loneliness, I so often find myself in. When the hurt comes over me, Your love washes it away. It is often the only thing right now Getting me through the lonely days. Like shards of static electricity racing in my soul Your thoughts make my body quiver sometimes uncontrollably. How is it that our minds can touch across this mighty world, Creating such a splendid bond of shivers to behold. Above the clouds your love captures The true essence of my heart. Flowing like a river through my veins Which takes it to my sea of dreams. Alas it is only dreams we hold onto right now And is unknown whether they will really come true....But somehow, some way....I always feel you raining your love over me.

The Rain...
The Rain…. Rain falls from the darkening sky… We gladly walk out in it, you and I… We stop and kiss, right where we stand… Rain drops caressing your skin like a thousand tiny hands… Heat from our passion causes steam to rise… We kiss again, gazing deeply into each other’s eyes… The soft, gentle rain won’t quench our fire… Hearts full of Love, passion and raging desire… Warm kisses, soft caresses and ecstasy too… Making love in the rain, a fantasy come true… Brian - 2007

Rainbow Of Life
Rainbow of Life RED = ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? 4. Does your face turn red when you’re angry? 5. When you’re mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? ORANGE = EXCITEMENT 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? 2. Are you easily excited? 3. What event is coming up that you’re most excited about? 4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? 5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: 2. Birthday: 3. What’s your main goal in life? 4. Do you want to have children? 5. How do you want to die? GREEN = OPINIONS 1. Are you against gay marriage? 2. Lower the drinking age? 3. Capital Punishment? 4. Abortion? 5. Democrat or Republican? BLUE = LOVE 1. Do you love someone? 2. Do you have a bf/gf?

Rain Cloud
since i let you leave its been as if there is a rain cloud over my head. waiting for me to find out how to get you back. My head has let go but my heart just want let me. I don't want to i just wasn't to be happy again, the way it was when i was with you, you made me laugh when i didn't even want to smile you always knew what to say to make me feel better. I use to lie to my self and say it was you but then i realized it was me i was in love and didnt know what to do, in love with you and no one wanted us to even be together. my own family didnt even want me to be with you. they didnt want me to be happy they wanted me to be with someone that would "help me" but you did help me i was happy for the first time in years. no one seen it but i felt better about myself and how my life had turned out and what happen to my family how it was torn apart but no one saw that but me i never told anyone, i never showed my sadness or my fear of how my life would

Rain / Sunshine
It is raining... now. I like it when I'm cosy, warm and don't have to go anywhere... This is a home-type rain. I like it when I'm sad, walking in the rain without an umbrella helps me hide my tears... And the dull weather suits my mood. Seems that the sky is crying with me and knows my pain. This is a friend-type rain. I like it after a long drought. The smell of rain is great then and it is so expected and needed. This is a refreshing rain. I like it first time in spring. It washes the grumpy snow away and helps the grass get green and is usually mild and warm. This is a greening and washing rain :p Any more rains YOU like?

Rain
another passing night my rain isnt there i stand outside hands towards the sky begging pleading where is my rain i know she will come when where soon i hope rain saves my soul frees my mind grows my love it hasnt rained in many a day when will she come soon i hope i lay upon the ground gazing at the stars sleeping dreaming a drop of rain another day saved another day of hope

Rain.... 4 Cass
Bound by reality, driven by emotion he allows himself to fall in love knowing all well it is just a fantasy. Who could love him when he knows nothing of love? Just an average man nothing stands out another number another body another shadow on this earth that will fade with the darkness. Blending in with all shadows a part of the dust that gets swept away with no mind. He is just a friend never making it further always in the back of the mind there only when needed. The reality is just that of a cloud never thought of unless it rains. Like the sunrise taking the back seat to the sunset. Two equally beautiful occurrences yet most sleep through one never seeing it just like the masses in the streets of New York. The majority just do the bump and grind passing by thousands everyday and not seeing them just a mass just faces that have no meaning just in your way. Emotionally they are just images of data in your mind just ignoring them just like breathing, it is there yet you don’t think

~rain
My head back, hair wet against my face, I look into the darkness of my closed eyes, as I feel you pour upon me. Touching my face, neck, and shoulders; you cause me to shiver. Every sense within me heightened beyond any scale, I treasure your caress. Arms outstretched, I await your consumption of my being. The glistening you cause upon my flesh, far more intensified by the blinding passion you have instilled within me. Rage, sadness and love; a welcome turmoil. You bring every feeling inside of me to surface. Your sounds, hushing all that surrounds me, causing an awakening calm; arousal of my soul. Your touch becoming softer, I open my eyes to find a glistening, brighter world. A light shines as I watch you fade into the skies, yet again... ~Jess~

Rain
Rain I feel the rain a crowd around my back is gathering let it die leave my drenched body to flood the peice of earth I am currently pearched upon leave me to fade away this is the moment I know I never meant a thing rub it in my face the only way to understand is to feel the rain...

Rain In Az.....
So as of yesterday I have a art-time joby job.......I am enjoying the time away from home. The pay ain't to bad either.....For those who don't know Arizona is a right to work state, which means the employers can pay you what they want.....as long as it equals to the federal min wage if you get tips. And since I work in a restaurant as a server that means I can get paid a little as 2.25 an hour. This place pays 5 an hour plus I get tips. The tips at this place aren't as much as say the last restaurant I worked at but that's ok cuz I get paid more an hour......I work at a pizza place so there are more phone orders than in house dinning..... Well I suppose that's all for today! Wow as I sit here rather bored and tired not quite ready to go to bed.....I'm just going round the internet and surfing the various subjects that kinda interest me. I know lame blog but I just had to write about how I feel right now.....loved, bored, tired, sick still and in need of a couple pain killers....

Rain
Here again comes the rain; Cascading down my body like a burning flame! Wet and wild it comforts me, Pouring down so free. I dance in the middle of a puddle; Barefoot ,my cotton dress in a bundle. I want to scream out! As I dance about; For ,I am as happy as I can be; Because ,I too am free! Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A Laboy Copyright Dec 11 2007

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Rain & Moonshine..
You know how the sun looks when the sun is shining and it is raining? The way the sun seems to shine through the clouds and on other clouds? That is such a beautiful sight.... Well I saw a night version of that with a full moon. Some of the clouds would partially cover the moon. The shine of the moon would shimmer through the clouds and onto other clouds that was near... I wished I could take what I saw and paint a picture of it.....

Rainbow
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Rainy Nights
it is raining here tonight. the sound of the rain reminds of my younger days when i would play in the rain and the puddles. brings back the memories of being with my dad and enjoying the rain playing in it with him like he was a kid. the rai makes everything smell so clean and lets me drift back to my childhood at times. thank goodness for the rain

Rainey Night
It had been a long trip going home on leave in the navy. My car had broken down 10 miles back in the dead of night and the rain kept getting harder and harder until it was torrential downpour! I was soaked to the bone and freezing! I thought the back roads would be better but now I’m rethinking it! I have not seen a car in the last 5 miles and not a service station in sight! My feet squishing in my shoes I see lights coming behind me. My luck must be changing as you pull off the road to see if you can help! You see this wet sailor wet and cold and offer me a ride! I want to but I don’t want your car to get soaking wet as me. You insist I get in so you can get me too town. As we ride the heat in your car is finally warming me. You see my firm fitting tee shirt sticking to my hard firm chest and abs with my nipples hard from the cold. I find you gazing at me with your beautiful sexy eyes. You say the service station is down the road but closed until morning and insist I stay at y

Rain
Standing in the pouring rain Letting stifling thoughts drench out of me The heat of the day diminished in cool, hard rain I’m waiting for my storm The feel of lightning through my veins And thunder through my soul To feel alive as never before As if at the edge of life I’m waiting for my storm

Rainbow Room
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Rainbow Brite
Choke a smurf? is that what they're calling it now? What the hell happened to the chicken?! ~ It's Saturday night in Tampa & I'm sitting on the computer. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!? I should get in the car and go to ybor but Beckas busy & don't wanna go alone. IM BORED! ENTERTAIN ME! ~

Raindrops Of Passion.
Raindrops of passion My mind a constant race Though my heart lies exceptionally calm… Swirling… Shimmering… In your warmth. Holding close the image of shadows touching the light… Basking in the darkness that I no longer own. The silent moment still lying around us… Brings me to comfort. The taste of your kisses so soft… Infinite in variety. Your eyes dance upon me… Clothing me in their mellow acceptance… Their mist… I’ve entitled Rain. For I have been bathed within their gentle caress! This… My vivid picture of vision… Magical reflection of charming affection… Melting within your gaze. A newborn breeze blows in the eloquence of your smile… Accompanied by the sun’s perpetual breath… Calming the heart of my troubled spirit. My desires now lie hushed… My soul satisfied… Within your quiet, fragrant form. ~moi.

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Rain
Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.

Rainbows
“Thought is the sculptor who can create the person you want to be.” Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies. -- Ann Landers Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.-- Buddha

Rain
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling

Rainbow Club
Rainbow Club is the only group on FuBar that is for Bi Sexual, Bi Curious, Gay & Lesbians! We r more like a family then a group! We want everyone 2 have fun! We r just starting out but give me time..it will be awesome! The link 2 the page is bellow! Check it out! It wont hurt! Remember..u dont have 2 join though 2 be a friend! We r always looking 4 new friends as well! If u would like 2 join please read the blog on the Rainbow Clubs page! Then message us & let us know!

Raining In The Dark
Here is the best thing that I ever wanted I'll do my best to justify All of my actions The way you do your hair and The clearing of the truth as I see And hold onto nothing To lay out a bed Of the lords favorite rings Hold on minds,be real And you'll never know just how dark this rain could be... The reason Im living high at the moment Is probably hard to understand Lay back and never let the wanderer Get away and run til thats all that I can do And you'll never know just how dark this rain could be... Will you ever know just how dark this rain could be?? Here is the best thing That I ever wanted And I'll do my best to justify All of my actions,so be real And you'll NEVER know just how dark this rain could be.......

Rainy Day
It's raining, my soul is on fire Ecstasy fills me deep with desire Our hearts burning deep within As we commit the ultimate sin Your wet kisses spin my head As you carry me to the bed Your shaft throbbing As it slides down my thigh My body longing for you to be inside hotter than a flamming rod My body sweeter than an apple pie Yours as salty as the oceans air Enter my Kingdom if only you dare

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Rainbow Bridge
A Letter from the Rainbow Bridge Hi, MumNow that I’ve been across The Rainbow Bridge for a couple weeks, they said I should write a letter home. Sorry, mum, but I’m so busy ‘across the bridge’ that I haven’t thought of home much. They said it’s okay and that you would understand. I hope you do. (I think you will.)Remember that night when I wasn’t feeling very well and we were all crying? I don’t remember much, but I do remember seeing and hearing all of you and feeling your touches and hugs…I remember hearing “we love you” and that one last command of “Go through”. I didn’t know what you meant, so I turned around and walked through the fog that was in front of me. I saw the biggest bridge I’ve ever seen! And so many friends on the other side of it! They were all playing with toys and balls! You were right to tell me to go there!My feet kept moving forward, but my heart kept pulling me back. Your

The Rain
The Rain The rain comes freezingcold the feeling of it wetting my skin as I silently run in it. The wind at my side headphones in the pain a wonderful feeling making me forget the pain. As always I would rather hurt from the outside. Piercings were my first escape the heart a finiky piece of @#$%. The good girl sick of the pain. Life is what I make of it keep going. Phoenix I think act like one it can't rain forever and yet you take one step forward and drop to your knees three backwards. God where are you? As the rain wets my hair and my tears become invisible I think why? why me? Run harder run faster lose a little weight smile more cry less. The ocean a dream far far away my favorite place and yet I'm a Texan here I remain. Let go I think you will find him and he exists. Slowly I open myself to the rain open my arms and dance in it if it rains I will enjoy it. No one can see my tears if it's raining.. Slowly I pick up my pace the pain a welcome reminder of a warrior true to the wor

Raising [awareness] For Child Abuse.
Neglect Neglect is a failure to provide for the child's basic needs. The types of neglect are: physical educational emotional Physical neglect Physical neglect is not providing for a child's physical needs, including: inadequate provision of food, housing, or clothing appropriate for season or weather lack of supervision expulsion from the home or refusal to allow a runaway to return home abandonment denial or delay of medical care inadequate hygiene Educational neglect Educational neglect is the failure to enroll a child of mandatory school age in school or to provide necessary special education. This includes allowing excessive truancies from school. Emotional (psychological) neglect Emotional neglect is a lack of emotional support and love, such as: not attending to the child's needs, including need for affection failure to provide necessary psychological care domestic violence in the child's presence, such as spousal or partner abuse

Raising Hell And Proud!
You are Dr. Doom Dr. Doom 98% Green Goblin 96% Magneto 91% Apocalypse 91% Poison Ivy 90% Lex Luthor 88% Two-Face 88% Mystique 80% Catwoman 78% Riddler 77% The Joker 75% Venom 69% Mr. Freeze 67% Kingpin 66% Juggernaut 64% Dark Phoenix 58% Blessed with smarts and power but burdened by vanity. Click here to take the "Which Super Villain are you?" quiz... BASICS Name: Dia Starr Date of Birth: 1/18/72 Birthplace: ATL Current Location: Atlanta Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: blond Height: 5'5" Heritage: Irish/Cherokee Indian Piercings: Ears, tongue Tattoos:none but i will get one after the birth of my first child to mark significance. FAVORITES Band/Singer: Lenny Kravitz/Prince/Elton John/Kid Rock Song: Too hard to Choose Movie: City of God Disney Movie: Lion King TV show: Bike shows on Discovery Channel Color: Purple Food: Spicy Pizza topping: pepperoni Ice-Cream Flavor:Key lime pie Drink (alcoholic): Jack Daniels

Raise
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace ra

Raise Request For The Penis
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Raising Caine
My first blog post. And its pretty much me whining like an emo bitch boy. Here's the thing, I have not always been a good man..hell, i'm still not. I am a liar, a cheater, a confrontational, arrogant, condescending son a ...well, my mother is a saint but you get the point. I know this and i am striving to change, to grow, to be a better man, for my son and because of one amazing, amazing woman. My son adores me...the woman, not so much. That's not entirely accurate. She adores me too...she just doesn't trust me. She's seen the darkest parts of who i am and it scares her. Her heart bears the scars of where its led her in the past and she sees me and the spectacular, epic failures that i bring about to relationships and she is running for her life. I got the "we're friends to the end" speech. I know she's afraid of being hurt. I know most likely, thats exactly what i'll do. And i know, I know a good man, a better man would let her go. I have left a trail of bodies in my wake

The Raise
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary

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Ralph Marston
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Ramblings
I'm saying it right here and right now! We are at record highs in the Dow! The economy is at an all time high! Unemployment is an all time low! WHY is this? Because we have a republican in the office! I will bet anyone right here and right now that if a democrat is elected the Dow will drop below 10K... MORE 401Ks will be obsolete and Unemployment will rise!! Don't believe me? Lets wait and see! It's all in the history! I'm not against democrats but I do believe that an all democratic government will screw this country up! So I'm putting it in writing right now, and those who doubt me should come back here in a few years when we are in the unemployment line! I've been waiting for this feature for a long time! You rule mike! Everyone reading this be sure to come visit the flownet lounge http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=39 And listen to your favorite DJs.. I'm broadcasting right now 9-13 until 9pm eastern... You can catch my regular shows Twisted Tuesday 9pm to whenever I get o

Ramblings Of A Mixed Up Mom Lol
****Let me edit this just a bit... I feel I need to add some information... Do NOT get me wrong, it takes two to either make or break a marriage... I am not innocent by far... I have made my share of mistakes in the past 13 years, but I can honestly say that I have not deceived, lied, or forgotten the fact that I'm married... He has... I have tried in the past to make this marriage work... but a woman can only take so many times that her husband cheats on her... Twice he has been caught... Both times, he's denied it... Both times he threw it back in my face and made me the one to blame... There have been so many times that he's done this, but only twice has he been caught in the act, so to speak... OK, so maybe I am to blame for some of this, but does that give him the right to continue as he has done? No, it does not... ***** I do not even know how to begin this blog... I do not come to this site often anymore because of things that have happened, that I've seen, that I'v

The Ramblings Of A Chaotic, Never Sleeping, Gemini Mind
What if you don't want a new world but to find a way to mix the new & old I've grown too addicted to one, for the other too bold What if you're not sure you want a new love but do know you want old love to be a friend While you work on healing yourself so your broken heart can mend Sometimes you're willing to rewrite the book but you don't want to accept & forgive Unwilling to acceot a new way to love & live Hate for you is not what fills my eyes But anger & fear that I can't stop or change the changing tides As to the last, who decided what was wrong & right I'm unwilling to give in to socities closed mind without a fight So hard to see myself without you, I feel my heart beginning to break Not sure who I am anymore but I know I now have a choice to make You can you look me in the eyes & honestly tell me you're in love with me Are we both trying to hang onto the past comfort when we really want to be free It's going to break me, trying again t

Ramblings From An Old Curmudgeon
No it was not me but it shows that pagans may be getting at least some acceptance by the public If the Pictures don't show up try the links provided http://hanovereveningsun.travidia.com/SS/Page.aspx?sstarg=&facing=false&secid=25101&pagenum=1 http://hanovereveningsun.travidia.com/SS/Page.aspx?secid=25101&pagenum=2&sstarg=&facing=false& How To Give A Cat A Pill If you have ever tried to give a cat a pill you know how difficult it is. The following instructions are fool proof! 1. Pick up the cat and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth, pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow. 2. Retrieve pill from floor and cat from under chair. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process. 3. Retrieve cat from bedroom and throw soggy pill away. 4. Take a new pill from

Ramblings Of Meself
The number of people that respond on this thing is absolutly amazing! My friend has been telling me about it for weeks so I said to myself,"self, let's take a look" and wow wow wow. At this rate you will have myspace's ass kicked in no time!! The number rating thing is kinda dorky though. Who wants to insult anyone by giving less than 10s? No one as far as I can tell. Not all of us are 10s. The whole world can't be! Nonetheless I give this site a 9.75 . Cheers!

Ramblings
I really would like to know when some ppl are going to grow the fuck up and realize that ppl do change. Since the day I found out I was pregnant with my daughter my life changed. The moment I found out that I was going to be a mom I made the choice to change so I could be there for her. I dont take kindly to ppl talking shit about me behind my back espically if they dont have the balls to say it to my fucken face. I've done nothing to deserve the shit that I take from my daughters sperm donor. All I have done is insure that she grows up in the best enviroment possible and that means one with no drugs around including ppl that use them. Its fucked up that I can sit here on my computer and hear from differant ppl all the time that Im back on this and doing that. Fucken plz I would like to see him take a surprize ua and pass the fucker. Yeah not going to happen. I've worked my ass off for 5 years trying to provide my daughter with the safest enviroment possible and what has he done jack

The Rambling Explanation Of Me!
yeah aggravation..... it comes in so many forms. work, people, things I cant handle.... its all there. alot of it comes from people, because i am so totally different from the average joe(not trying to be concieted, this comes from my closest friends). im not overly intelligent or anything, i just use my heart instead of my dick to get me thru life. morality is a bitch, and maybe it has had an adverse effect on me but im at least out of trouble, and it keeps my mind open most of the time. but when u get the ppl with NO morality, and no pride. one guy i know has been called every name u can think of, but he wont get angry unless u talk about his clothes. no pride. other ppl in iraq with me frustrate me too. like they will only do the job they WANT to do, but when it comes time to go out of their way to help a co worker they just dont feel like they have to do it. what else is there to do? there you go. me. i am a man, albeit a short man. always told that i am not the "typical guy"

Ramblins From A Country Gal!
Howdy there everyone. I just joined this site yesterday through my friend Katy. But its takin me a lil bit of time to figure it all out. I've gotten alot of '10s' and comments and request and 'shout outs' and what not..but still in the process of tryin to see what its all about. So please dont take me as bein rude or anything if I haven't commented back, requested back or gave you a 'shout out'. Just gonna take some time to get used too. Thanks yall!! Annie

Ramblings Of An Angel
"Journal daily....embed the emotions into the parchment and ink so that it becomes a testimony rather than baggage." I saw that on someone's web site and I really liked it and it makes a lot of sense. So I thought about it a bit and decided that I really should try and adhere to that ... or at least update this journal since its been awhile. Since I never know where to start I'm just going to pick a place and start so this will end up the usual jumbled assortment of my thoughts. Have a little faith...that is so hard sometimes ...especially when I've been conditioned to believe that the sky is constantly falling on me...and usually it is. I did come across a song and some of the lyrics were those wow lyrics... Oh but dont bowl me over Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so Crazy, crazy Crazy..theres a word I know a lot about : crazy: Adjective Inflected forms: crazier, craziest 1. Affected with madness; insane. 2. Informal Departing from proportion

Ramblings
scince when are we all in grade school and need a dress code... I wear my corseet as a shit i wear it to work i wear it shopping it is NOT ligerie if you can wear it to a bar what freacking right does fubar have to tell you it cant be your freaking defult pic....scince when id an adult site more anal retentive then myspace and face book?? if your freaking at work you should be damn well working not hanging on freaking fubar wasteing your time and bitching that a girl in a corset has scrolled across the top of your freaking screen ...i understand about nudity i even understand about racist and or sexist usernames but if all your goods are covered NOONE should be able to tell me what im alowed to freaking wear and tell me my everday wear is NSW what is this want? the burning desire to feel your lips on mine i can almost taste your breath i dream of it so vividly your kiss a guilty addiction every other set of lips i kiss a weak echo of yours your cocaine kisses call me so clearly i can f

Ramblings Of The Inner Me
stars shimmer and glisten the moon lights the way at night i dream of tommorows of peace and then i hear a loud plight screams ravage the dreams the untold torn fights where dreams end and reality bites. gazing across the stormy skies noone hears my soul as it cries without hope there is nothing not even a dream as tommorows nightmares become reality it seems. It goes in dry and comes out wet! The longer it is the stronger it gets! It comes out dripping and starts to sag! ITs not what you think! Its a fuckin TEA BAG! A thousand tears fall onto the floor, a smile that shines bright, a look of passion trembles within, hope renewed , joys found, unexplored depths opening the gate, reaching hands wishing to touch, happiness so near yet so far, the order of balance is yet to even, sadness of forgeting something that should never have been forgotten, stretching out so far just to find a glimpse of confirmation of the truth, my mind in a turmoil yet calm with peace,

Rambling's Of A Mad Catz
I believe I have or will obtain all the things i need in my life, though not all the things I want. I believe there is one true love/soulmate for every person, though they may not be what I imagined them to be. I believe there is good in everyone, though sometimes you have to look deep inside the person to catch a glimpse of it.(and that's if they allow you to) I believe in myself, though I have trouble seeing myself in a positive light. As long as I believe in something, I will always carry hope, and there's a chance I can spread it to others. I believe in you...Do you? 10/10/2006 - Rambling Catz

Rambling.....
I wonder if it has anything to do with me drinking hot tea?? Well, I woke up around 3 am and right now at 11 am, I am soooooooooo tired, plus I can feel a headache coming on...yay for me. I had some horrific heartburn, plus had to majorly go potty and on top of all of that, I had a REALLY weird ass dream last night, so all of that woke me up and now my ass is dragging. I'm hoping to lay down for a few hours a take a nap, although it won't be uninterrupted since the kids just can't seem to leave me alone, at least it will be a bunch of small naps...that might be suffice enough for a while.....we'll see. Well, I just got home from taking the kids to catch their school bus and when I got back I went straight to the back yard to check on the poopie dog. Well, Bodey kept messing with something over at the wire fence that is between mine and the bitch's, um I mean my neighbor's yard and I saw something furry. I first thought I was seeing a squirrel tail and that he had gotten stu

Ramblings Of A Madman
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: Hmmm... :) 2. Next movie you want to see: None 3. Next person you want to go out with: ? 5. Next time you're going out: Good question 6. Next place you'll take vacation: Hopefully NM 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: Put my clothes in the dryer haha 8. Next thing you are going to eat: No idea 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: I never plan to be drunk, it just happens 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: Have a smoke 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: Shrug -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: Hmm 2. Last person you hugged: Mom 3. Last person you spoke to: Cassie 4. Last alcoholic beverage: Guinness 6. Last movie: Van Helsing 7. Last person you thought of: :) 8. Last school you went to: WyoTech 9. Last person you said I love you to: Mom...don't even go there people 10. Last run in with the Law: Umm, a few weeks back, speeding no le

Ramblings And More From Sunshyne Video
All Photo Albums are now available for everyone to see this weekend. After This weekend they all go back to restricted... Feel free to rate and comment! Both of these ladies will be in the same room when They get CT hitched and live on Cam!!! Simply add Sunshynevideolive to yahoo messenger to watch these gals get CT Hitched... 25.00 bucks and its yours. Only used 1 time. Perfect condition. Pick Up In SeymourEmail me back with a phone number if you are interested in more information

Ramblings
So I'm just getting around to uploading more pictures on this site.. I still find it a bit bizarre but its cool.. So anyone reading this please go in and comment my photos...I'm not whoring for comments and Rankings But it is fun to just read stuff... So year thats it for now... Just a Busy week for me... working 60 hours at UPS not so fun!!! but at least I get a chance to be on LC for a part of the day!

Rambles
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God88%A Romantic48%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com e.e Hehe, that's only half-true, at best. Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and t

Ramblings Of A Cd
It's My Way or the Highway, in my Prius Current mood: aggravated A little customer service will go a long way. Having worked most of my life in a Sales position I find it very annoying when someone can not take care of an issue that was simple to defuse in the beginning. It goes to a level that should have never happened. Thrsday morning I was in a pretty good mood, getting ready to go to work, when the phone rings. I pick it up and the person on the other side is starting off on the offensive. They called to tell my car payment was 2 months delinquent. I thought this was odd because of 2 reasons. The first was that the loan for the car was set for them to automatically deduct the amount from my checking account at the 15th of each month. However, I had paid the car off two months ago so even that made no sense. I brought up the fact that I sent a rather large payment to them to pay off the car and she looks and says that the payment was only the principle (

Ramblings Of The Insane
Marine's 'Twas the night before Christmas Nathan Tabor Nathan Tabor December 2, 2005 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who is this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary; I found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that

Rambling On
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Ramblings....
Over the last 2 months or so, I have become very interested in this woman. I just don't know what to do. I feel as if I know her very well from talking to her a lot. So, here in lies the problem. She just wants to be good friends. That's all good and fine with me...I just wish that it could be more. Do I push it and tell her so, or should I just remain good friends with her?! What to do, what to do. I am soooo in love with a wonderful woman!!!! I met her about a year ago on the internet and have been very good friends with her. We have basically been there for each other and it has been wonderful. My feelings for her grew over time to utter love for this woman. I've just recently declared my love and found out that she has the same feelings(if not more!!!) for me!!! Everytime i talk to Bonny, i smile. When i wake up in the morning, she is the first person that i think of. When i go to bed, she is with me right there every night in my heart. We talk to each other at least twice a day,

Rambling
HELLO everyone nice to see you all ... listen i need some help i am new to this and need some comments and some freinds so please help me outall u can .... and if there anything u wannaask me go ahead i will answer any uestion love skitzyp

Rambling Rose
I'm not a big fan of these things, I've got one on another site that I abuse, but I'll try to post thing on here. It's been a quiet day, somewhere in between tolerably warm in the day, to toe curling cold. In need a spot to cuddle up under my blanket with movies and Coca Cola. I had no idea what to name this diary thing, so I threw in the name of someone I care about a lot and what she's doing now. I've been trying all day to figure out where to take my brother out tomorrow, as it will be his last day of vacation. The way it's going, we're just gonna end up in our favourite TGI Friday's, having lunch, drinks and laughing alot. I'll not complain about that! I'm so very tired right now, I'm really ready to pass out, but still got 2 more movies to watch and some episodes of Death Note. As far as first diary entries go, this really stinks lol! I wonder if anyone ever reads these things? Hmmm we'll find out sooner or later. xoxoxox I'm not a big fan of these things, I've got o

The Rambler
Well, it certainly is if you happen to be in the UK at the moment. If you aren't from the UK you might not have heard. The eminently incompetent politician (I know, that describes all of them) and British Home Secretary, John Reed MP, sent out a memo to all judges to tell them about the chronic overcrowding in the decrepit prisons and asking them to only sentence those who have committed serious violent crime or persistent criminals to jail time. Now that memo in itself raised plenty of comment in journalistic circles but what happened over the last two days has, hopefully, made the Home Secretary realise what a complete muppet he is. First a case featuring a man accused of downloading and having possession of child pornography; he was given a suspended sentence. Then today yet another paedophile was released, this time on bail. Now since the first man was only in court for downloading the filth, he may have gotten that sentence anyway, maybe. However in the second instance the jud

Rambles
Love is the greatest obstacle to being reborn. In love, one stakes claim to another human being, incorporating that person into his or her own self image. Lovers not only find it hard to imagine existing without the other, they become a third entity - the couple. This is why love feels so liberating when it blossoms. But yet is there not in every coupling also a slow death of each individual, a disappearance of the man and the woman into one another? Is this what people mean when they say "loving someone to death?" I love you to death Is being a couple truly more worthy of survival than the two individuals. Yet when you lose the other person who is apart of you that slow death steps in like necrosis taking each and every part of that person you have taken into your own self. You can love someone to death. Love is stronger than death. Yet losing that love may not bring physical death, but the dying inside and loss of that person and part of oneself seems sometimes just as pote

Ramblin
My first day on CherryTap!! What an experience...and talk about overload. So much to put on my page and some many places to find it. WHOOAAA!! But, I do have to say it was a interesting process. Hopefully I will get used to it and become a vet. Thanks to all that have already rated me. I was shocked..at least 3 in my first 10 minutes. I wasn't even finished setting up my profile. Keep it up though! Mandy

Ramblings
Going to have my gall bladder removed on Monday, Dec the 10th. Hope it will give me time to catch up with everyone here. PD I'mGuest_PolarDoveon yes it is that time again. time for Hells Kitchen with Chef Gordon Ramsay. i watch it every year. kinda fun to watch since i work in the food industry. http://www.fox.com/hellskitchen/ above is the link to the site that Fox has. check it out and watch the show.

Ramblings Of A Bored Individual
TO A KEEPER! ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . And take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.... And friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hi

Ramblings, Rants And Musings
You may have noticed that I haven't been around much lately. I'm taking an indefinite break from Fubar, you can find me on Facebook if you'd like. Here's the link http://www.facebook.com/johnhmaloney Week 15 of Stanza 365 has begun. The first line of today's poem is a slight variation on the title of a song that I wrote some years ago. Day 98 Too Easy What seemed like a good idea at the time is now another lesson learned. I thought I had everything figured out, but then the tables turned. It all seemed a little too easy. I should have known that something was wrong? It was already too late when I noticed what I should have seen all along. And, as always, days 1 - 97 are available at http://stanza365.wordpress.com/ Midway through week 5 of Stanza 365 and still going strong. Today I whine about having to write on my birthday ... trust me, it's much better than it sounds. lol You can find it, as well as all 37 previous days at ... http://stanza365.wordpress.com/

Rambelings Of A Yeti
Nerd Porn Auteur by Ernest Cline I've noticed that there don't seem to be any porno movies that are made for guys like me. All the porn I've come across was targeted at beer-swilling sports bar dwelling alpha-males Men who like their women stupid and submissive Men who can only get it up for monosyllabic cock-hungry nymphos with gargantuan breasts and a three-word vocabulary Adult films are populated with these collagen-injected liposuctioned women Many of whom have resorted to surgery and self-mutilation in an attempt to look the way they have been told to look. These aren't real women. They're objects. And these movies aren't erotic. They're pathetic. These vacuum-headed fuck bunnies don't turn me on. They disgust me. And it's not that I'm against pornography. I mean, I'm a guy. And guys need porn. Fact. "Like a preacher needs pain, like a needle needs a vein," Guys need porn. But I don't wanna watch this misogynist he-man woman-hater porn. I want por

Ramblings Of A Madd Woman
tHERE IS THIS KNOT I THE PIT OF MY STOMACH IN THE PIT OF ME LIES THE CENTER IM UNCENTERED IM LOST IN THOUGHT THOUGHTS OF HOW I DONT BELONG HERE OR NOW NOT SURE WHICH JUST SURE SOMETHING ISNT QUITE RIGHT ABOUT ME DAY TO DAY.WATCHING THE "NORMALCIES" OF LIFE AND OTHERS. Y DO THESE FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS SURFACE AND TWIST AROUND IN MY HEAD REALING ALL DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS PULLING ME APART AT THE SEEMS AND IT SEEMS THAT IT MUST ALL GO UNNOTICED TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT IF I WAS IMPORTANT ENOUGH SOMEONE WOULD NOTICE THAT IM BLEEDING NEEDING A HAND UP OFF THE FLOOR UP OUT OF THIS RANCID POOL OF BLOODY THOUGHTS AND PUTRID FEELINGS. IF IDLE HANDS ARE THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND THEN IM A FUCKING SITTING DUCK! MY MIND RACES SO FAST SOMETIMES THAT I KNOW MY HANDS CANT KEEP UP BUT ITS QUITE APPARENT TO ME THAT NO MATTER HOW FAST MY MIND IS HE CAN STILL CATCH UP AND TAKE THE RIENS AND DRIVE ME INTO A PIT OF FLAMING SELF DESTRUCTION. INTERNAL PAIN NEEDS TO OUTSOURCED LIKE A FACTORY JOB T

Ramblings
Am looking for a really good girl on girl pic to email my bf to brighten his day(and mine as well...lol!!). Anyone able to help at all?? Ok...am being so selfish here. My dad is dating...let me start over...My mother was diagnosed with cancer and less than a year later, she was dead...last April.He's kind of dating now...which I know is really awesome for him and all....It's just really weird for me and I guess that some of it comes from the way he's acting about it all.I want him to be happy and go on and stuff...I just need a moment to freak out without anyone telling me that he deserves or whatever...I need to just be ok feeling the way that I'm feeling...he has no clue...don't want him to. Ok....enough rambling...took the long way home from the store today...almost could 'feel' spring.The sun has changed it's path a bit and it was warmer than it's been in a long time.Rode around with my window down,stereo blasting and heater going strong...lol Ok...how can I put my music on here

Rambling Madman
That touch accidental contact, a grazing pass that takes your breath. Prickling of skin under their exhalation. Butterflies in your belly, incurred by a glance. Yes you have it bad, you haven't a chance. Nerve endings inflamed with anticipation. Fired by wishes and imagination. Gasping for air, from this charged atmosphere. Eyes that swallow you whole. Frighten of falling in. Of being so exposed. Unable to break the contact. In falls heart, closely followed by the soul. Wisdom says run, but your rooted to the spot. Breathing now rapid and hot. Skin aching for caress. To be embraced, held in sheltering, caring. Encased Maybe's and daydreams, engorge the mind. Inspiring imagination, with frivolous suppositions. And that from just a touch. A kiss would surly, stop time dead still. Silly Dream Rocking gently on an undulating sea. Sixty foot trimaran rolling beneath my feet. Tropical Islands and barrier reefs, litter the ocean. Beacon

Ramblings Of A Furry Kitten
Wow. First time to blog in here. Hmmmm. Right now, myh favorite other site is down, had to go with my friend to check on his ex's car(She managed to crack the engine block!) and now i am just lounging on the bed with the laptop, trying to figure out why I am still awake at 6am!

Ramblinrover
The realms that night were quivering in anticipation, you could smell it in the air. Ethelred sat in the tree line, the shrubs and undergrowth was more than enough to hide his form, as he had so many times before. He had never managed to sneak this close to the hunt circle, so near, enough to feel the heat from the moot flames. The other figures dancing around the ascending golden embers, with their meaningless vocalizations... something he had not done, nor could he ever hope to, the Get hunt party that we watching, and had seen so many times before. It was to the point to where he could envision every step that each of the pups would make in their ascension right of hunt. Something he had not ever had and part of him hated them for that reason. "Dreaming Thomas?" the feminine voice shook ethelred out of his dazed complexion. He turned, there she was. A dazzling display of strength and female softness with a voice that could haunt a soul. "You know it is dangerous for you to m

Ramblings
Okay, maybe I'm smoking too much crack but I used to have an Adult albuma and it's GONE. Are they deleting adult ablums even if you mark them as NSFW? (I feel I'm so tame compared to what's out there. Someone slap me back to reality and tell me I'm TOO MUCH for the public.) XOXO, Tina Can someone please tell me - I don't understand??? I'd post the pic if i still had it. Wasn't NSFW, in the least and I included everything required. Does someone really think I'm not Tina Grant??? I'm tempted to close this account...unbelievable. This is the THIRD time, I've had to redo. I'm sure one of my latest uploads may be NSFW, although to me, they seem pretty mild. My apologies if anyone is offended by any sexy images. I try to be good. Have a good night ya'll. mmmmwahhhh.... Tina

Ramblings
They say time heals all wounds. How much time is the main question. I can only dream of the day I wake up and all the burdens are lifted from my shoulders. Somedays it seems almost unbearable, but I make it somehow. Ever since my ex's passing, I've been going through alot of different emotions. Emotions from guilt, sadness, confusion, hate, regrets, if onlys, and what ifs. Somedays it just gets to be so confusing and overwhelming. As if it's not hard enough to watch someone you love, or even once loved, die once, it's even worse to go through it twice. Especially when you haven't even gotten over the first time. The first time being losing the man I fell in love with and married, to drugs. He was no longer that man I once knew. That man didn't exist anymore. Second time was the losing him for real. I had known my ex for 16 years. Even though he didn't think I loved or cared about him, I did more than he realized. It hurt to watch him suffer and not be able to

Rambling's Of A Mad Woman!
Wow, last time I logged in it was CT, what happened..lol... My life has been so f'ing crazy, I finally moved out on my own and filed for that divorce from asshole I had been talking about for so damn long :-) YAY me!!! So I just thought I'd check in with all my old buddies on here and see what was up! Like I said it's been about 3 months too long since I have been here... Missed ya'll!! ~Gina The kids have been good at least for the past couple of days, they know when something is wrong with me, I guess. I took a muscle relaxer earlier, am about to take a nice hot bath, then take a few (no more than 4, I'm ok) sleeping pills and pop my favorite man in the DVD player, Mr. Izzard, hmmm maybe some Robot Chicken, thanks for that Nate. If I still can't sleep I may jump off the roof...Just KIDDING...I'll just call up my good friend at 2AM(as has been done to me) for a laugh or 2. I am sure he will just LOVE that... I did call someone today I haven't spoke with in a long time and it

Ramblings......on Life And Love
Made “Rock Star” status, if you can call it that, today and I got to thinking about all the wonderful friends I have made here that made this happen. I cogitated on this while I perused my lists of friends, fans and family and I noticed a distinct lack of testosterone. There is good reason for that. You see, I have tried to get in touch with my “feminine” side, but she has a restraining order against me. I need all the estrogen laden input on life and love I can find, and the oh so lovely ladies of Cherry Tap are a true wealth of information and understanding concerning the “feminine mystique”. Each and every one of you are more than special to me, and because I have reaped so much from you I thought I would try and “give something back”, so to speak. For my few male friends here, be forewarned, I am going to let ALL the cats out of the bag, as it were, and ladies, hopefully this will give you some insight into the fellow in your life. Now, let’s see, where to

Rambliings
well i am new to this page and i am learning very slowly it seems how to add things. i know i will eventually get there but it is taking me a while. this is proving to be much more difficult then my 360 page. oh well got to love a challenge.

Ramblin
Doctor Dave had slept with one of his patients and felt guilty all day long. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal was overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that said: "Dave, don't worry about it. You aren't the first medical practitioner to sleep with one of their patients and you won't be the last. And you're single. Just let it go, Dave." But invariably another voice in his head would bring him back to reality, whispering: Dave............................... Dave...................... Dave........... You're a Veterinarian, you sick bastard" 1. PASS MY SHOTGUN 2. PSYCHOTIC MOOD SWING 3. PERPETUAL MUNCHING SPREE 4. PUFFY MID-SECTION 5. PEOPLE MAKE me SICK 6. PROVIDE ME with SWEETS 7. PARDON MY SOBBING 8. PIMPLES MAY SURFACE 9. PASS MY SWEATS 10. PISSY MOOD SYNDROME 11. POOR ME

Ramblings
I have been noticing on here that its not much different than real life. Unless you are very good looking or buy a lot of Happy hours and blasts and stuff your not gonna get anything. No matter what type of person you are, people only look at the exterior and thinks that is what you are.Plain normal outside usually means the person is boring and not worth your time. Well you know what there is one person on here that I met on here that has taken the time to talk in shout with me and found out who I am. Go to my page and you will see her page its True Beauty. The rest should take a little note from her and learn to see a person for their inside not just what you see on the outside. TrueBeauty@ CherryTAP I have just been watching things and looking around and noticed a few things. 1)People visit your profile and don't even take the second it requires to Rate it. Cmon people it's not that hard to at least rate a profile. 2) Same things with Pictures if you take enough time to l

Ramblings Of A Sane Madman
1. What is your full name?....John Henry Koch Jr. 2. When is your Birthday?.... 5/8/1962 3. What is your e-mail address?... 4. Do you smoke?....Nope, smoked for about 19 years and then quit on my 39th birthday. Haven't smoked since. 5.How many sexuall partners have you had?... More than a few, less than a lot 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many?.... Wasn't aware I was supposed to be keeping score 7. Can you cook?....Hell, yes!!! I'm a damned good cook. 8. What was your dream growing up?....I'm a kid from the 60's .... an astronaut of course! 9. What talent do you wish you had?....To sing, I couldn't carry a tune in a bucket. ;-) 10. Favorite place?....The beach 11. Favorite vegetable?....green beans 12. What was the last book you read? .... "The Taking" by Dean R. Koontz 13. What zodiac sign are u ?....Taurus 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?...Not a single one 15. Worst Habit?....I was going to put procrastination, but I desided to put it off until later. ;-

Ramblings
Been doing some thinking....Trying to figure this world out. As a mom I have to step back and wonder what kind of world my children will be living in. Lord knows I try not to think about the world my grandchildren will live in. There was a time not so long ago that it was safe to say hello to the guy you passed on the street. We used to live in a world where neighbors knew each other. Where people actually cared about the important stuff. I am afraid for our future, the future of my children..... I fear the society that we face ahead. What kind of society are we living in? What does it say about us when we allow so much hatred to breed and grow around us never stepping up to make a difference? There will be more added to this over time just having my coffee and doing some reflecting....

Ramblings Of A Captain
So it would seem that i have gotten a lot of my life on track, i finally moved out of oak park and aways from the insanty that is the girl. I found the one girl i have been wating for ever since ruthie died, she is just incredable i am so in love with my blue haired goddess. I am less stressed a lot happier and have gotten back to the old me ( yes i found my spine ). But with change and trasistion comes problems from the old life that refuse to die, namley certain women that are in denial ( yup just not a river in egypt) one of them while young and a bit wise refuses to give up th ghost of any relationship with even thought i have told her flat out that i dont love her in the way that she does me. So i get the converstions of your dumb all your friends think your dumb kinda shit, for starters if you KNEW all my FRIENDS they your tell fucking insane and to go on with your life or somthing to that effect , you want me around but not as friend but then you tell me i am being a bad frien

Rambling Thoughts
Ok time to chew some a$$ about the general public once again. For those of you who have read my previous blogs you know what I do and why I write these. For those who dont...... go read the other 5 I have posted. Today we start out with a basic question of upbringing. I know for a fact that most people were brought up by their parents that when you get something you put it back where you got it from. WHY is it that once you enter a public place you cant do the same thing? How many times have you been out shopping and as you walk down the ailse at the store you find items that have no relevance to that area. case in point, you are walking through the toy department and on the shelf next to the Barbie Dolls you find a package of raw round steak. hrmmmm last time I checked, raw meat was only a toy for ugly children so the dog would play with them? You pass by that steak without another thought. BUT do you realize that that steak just raised the cost of everything else you buy, not j

Ramblings Of A Dime-store Philosopher
Before you naysayers disagree, keep in mind, this is coming from someone at least reasonably intelligent. It also follows with an explanation. First, let's look at what intelligence is... A lot of people point to someone knowing more as being intelligent. Possibly, and partially true. We'll get back to that. Others say the ability to learn based on what you experience is intelligence. That's BS. Any dog will stay away from you if you kick it a few times. Does that mean a dog is smart? No. Learning based on positive and negative response is something even relatively stupid creatures can do. Others say that intelligence is required for problem solving. That, also, is BS. Ants do problem solving all the time. They reach a stream, and hundreds throw themselves at the stream until one finds leaves. Boom, they get across. Intelligence doesn't solve problems. Persistent attempts solve problems. It's true in human society also. So why do some people learn faster than ot

Rambling
whered ya go i miss you so seems like its been forever that youve been gone she said somedays i feel like shit somedays i wanna quit and just be normal for a bit i dont understand why you always have to be gone i get along but the trips feel so long and i find myself tryin to stay by the phone cuz your voice always helps me when i feel so alone but i feel like an idiot workin my day around the call but when i pick up i dont have much to say so i want you to know its a little fucked up that im stuck here waitin at times debatin tellin you ive had it with you and your career me and the rest of the family here singin whered you go i miss you so seems like its been forever that youve been gone whered you go i miss you so seems like its been forever that youve been gone please come back home you know the place where you used live used to bbqin burgers and ribs used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile but now u only stop by every onc

Ramblings.. Copyrighted
My friends and i make up an interesting group of people. we are occasionally "that guy". so we called our little group, "that guy".That guy has there own female ranking scale from 1-10 that people other than us dont quite understand. i am here to break it down, so people can see things from our point of view. here we go. 10(ten)- These creatures do not exist. atleast we are convinced of that. since god decided that guys needed somethin to fuck, he created women, and since this happened a 10 has never been sighted. god has cheated us all by never created one of these fine specimen. with that bein said, none of us will ever fuck a 10. a 10 could consist of perhaps, the body of jessica biel, head of say a jenifer aniston, cooks like martha stewart, the money of oprah, the sluttiness of a paris hilton and the cocksucking abilities of jenna jameson. god has yet to bless mankind with one of these. 9(niner)- although very rare, these creatures do exist. a nine is a wonderful thing to

The Rambling Style Of......just Me
Everyone's Life Is Driven By Something; Many are Driven by things like guilt, resentment, anger, fear, materialism and the need for appoval....Friends this world is not your home, so don't get cozy in it. Don't indulge your ego at the exspense of your soul. what God looks at is the attitude of your heart..... "Do not conform yourselves to the standards for this world, but let God transform you inwordly by a complete change of mind. Then you will be able to know God" - Romans 12:2

Ramblings
My friends and I have thrown 4 games of drunken kickball. We rent a baseball diamond for 4 hours or so and get a beer permit which is about $70 total. After that we get a keg for about $70 and if we get enough donations from the players we can get another keg when the first one runs out and keep playing. Every time we play it gets bigger and bigger and the last two times we've played its been swarmed with weird little emo kids. Some are alright to talk to but most of them are just cocky douche bags. Mostly, they suck at kickball and they suck at being cool... all they do is drink and eat and consume far more than they have or ever will contribute. Last night, my team kicked the emo team's ass by 6 or 7 points, because thats how we roll, we're just fuckin good at our shit. The game ended early though cuz the keg was tapped but we had about another hour and a half on the permit. Since some of these emo fags brought underage chicks and the people we actually like were already drunk

Ramblins
I soar on wings of broken dreams, & heed the facts as mere warnins... I hurt the 1s who love me most, Then wonder y I can't get close. I c the beauty n ur eyes, & silently I wonder y... We can't get closer than we r, Y gradually we drift apart. I loved u more than words could say, & could not go a single day... Without the beauty of ur voice, Echoin with words of choice. I longed 2 have u here with me, 2 have u near so u could c... How much I loved & how much I cared, How love that deep was truly rare. How much I longed 4 happiness, Compared 2 mine urs was less... & even tho I am worthless, My love 4 u, I did confess. The world round comes crashin down, I can't reach; I'm tied & bound... If u loved me u would care, & rescue me from this despair. Save me from my mind's worst fears, Dam the river of my tears... Make some effort just 2 help, B4 I snap & hurt myself. B4 I snap & hurt the 1s, Who loved me 1st & not 4 fun... Who love me when I'm sick & ill, & t

Ramblings
Ok, Last night, I headed out to go down to my favorite hang out place on the weekends, The Irish Pub. It's a short walk to downtown from my place right now. When I move back into the barracks, I'll have catch a cab but this is a good set up for now. Anyway, as soon as I hit the street, I could here the music and knew it was gonna be a GREAT night. I believe the reason that germans and Americans get along so well is that German know how to throw great parties and Americans LOVE to go to great parties. It's a match made in heaven. It took me about 45 minutes to walk there. I was expecting one of the Parks to be filled with booths, Brat and beer stands, and, obviously, a stage to be set up, and then the WalkPlatz to be half filled. This is not what I found! They had the Grass area in front of the KurHouse FILLED with booths and a stage and the Main roda CLOSED off for atleats 2 kilometers. They had another Stage set up in the MIDDLE of the road and was playing techno

Ramblings Of Me
So I sit here, it's after midnight and I have to be up at 7am, yeah it sucks, realizing how time has passed. Payton turns 9 this week and Raegan turns 6 next month. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW FAST THEY GROW?!?! My angels are getting so big, so fast. It is hard to believe that it wasn't just yesterday that they were taking their first steps! Who knew I'd be a mother of 2, at the age of 29? More so, who knew my kids would be so F*CKING perfect? Yes, I am partial. I deny nothing, but in all honesty, I have done something so right with these girls. I don't know what it is, I dare NOT question nor change a thing. They try so hard in school. Behavior marks remain perfect ALL year long, grades are good, not superb, but good with signs of trying. I am so PROUD, so blessed. I have such GREAT friends. A superior support system in place (in all aspects). Who could ask for more? NOT I! That's for damn sure. I want to say thank you to all who have been there for me along this wonderful ride

Ramblings Of An Insomniac
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged (or have read this), you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. 1987 was the worst year of my life 2. I love the rain. 3. I was born in Illinois. 4. I take things too seriously. 5. I can fit my hand in my mouth. 6. I daydream WAY too much. 7. I want to own my pre-school someday. 8. I hate politics. 9. I miss my parents ALL the time 10. I love to take pictures I'm not tagging anyone, if you want to play you can :) *hugs* dv xp3j h3yu c7 etc....... I know I'm not the only one annoyed by the bouncer, but I need to vent. 8 times!! 8 times in a row I had that crap. I'd enter the code and up it came again!!! what the hell? Okay, F

Ramblings
this helped me a lot. thought i'd share in case someone else could benefit. Then, just as you're preparing to mingle, it happens: You pass a mirror and glimpse your reflection -- your horrifying, horrifying reflection. Your hair looks as though a crazed weasel nested, bore young, and died there. Aghast, you wobble off your high heels and sprain an ankle. All eyes are glued on you. All conversation focuses on your disgrace. Everyone begins texting hilarious descriptions of you from their cell phones. In your dreams, baby. I mean this both literally and figuratively. Most of us occasionally dream about being embarrassed in social settings. But even in waking life, many of us operate as if Simon Cowell is doing a play-by-play of our work, wardrobe and snack choices. One team of researchers has dubbed this phenomenon the "spotlight effect." In the beam of imaginary spotlights, many of us suffer untold shame and create smaller, weaker, less zestful lives than we deserve. Terrified

Ramblings Of A Pissed Of Chick!!
So, you live your life and meet that "perfect" someone. To find out that he plays the game well. The only thing he does not realize is I play it so much better! It's funny how men (and I suppose woman too) think they can pull something over on you. The internet helps them with being the dishonest person that they really are. And they don't realize that the trail is there to be found. No matter how hard they try to get rid of it. But, you just have to know where to look. Play the games you want to play because they will not affect me any longer. I am better then that and I will get by without a lying cheating dick like you. It may take some time but, hay I've been single before and loved it so I know I can do it again. So while your sitting there in your dark lonely world remember that you made the mistake of lying not me and You're the one that choose not to have reality at your side!! And If your reading this as I am sure you are it is about you!!

Ramblings.
I'm seriously pissed. I was made to take down my primary photo (along with 4 others over my two week life here) because they were NSFW. If you're reading this at work and you get caught, it's not my fucking problem that I'm hot. I'm not naked in any of them, they're tastefully done. I'm a pin-up model and I am irked as hell that my art is being labeled as something somehow dirty or vulgar. FUCK THAT. I'm still trying to get the hang of this website, so bear with me as I thrash around like a fish out of water. Seriously, though. Yikes. If this keeps up my head may actually explode from all the compliments. I'm an outgoing person but I can also be fairly shy so this is a total mindfuck. I'll take naked pictures in return, though. Put 'em on the table, ladies and gentlemen.

Ramblings
hey go rate my tattoo please see my bulletin for link little background before you read this. If you're just as disgusted as I was after reading this...please repost!!! Adam Sky is one of the hardest working individuals in the business in my opinion. Months ago he was offered a guest spot at Kat Von D's High Voltage tattoo shop in Hollywood California. This is why we hate rockstar attitudes in the tattoo industry, and people who turn into fucking leeches. Read, go throw up, and then repost please! I got fired from L.A. Ink Sarah and I were sitting at one of my fave sushi restaurants in Hollywood, Sushi Cafe, enjoying getting full on sushi pizza when I get an emergency phone call from Kat Von D.'s personal manager, asking me to hold tight at the restaurant and she's got something to tell me in person. So we're sitting there, trying to figure out what's so important that it couldn't be discussed over the phone. I'm starting to get nervous as I could only imagine the wo

Ramblings From A Demented Mind. Life, Sex, Love, Whatever........
Hello all. I really dont think anyone reads this blog. But in the hopes that some of the friends that I have made on here in the past read this, I just wanted to say I am back. So to get you all caught up. I had a great computer two years ago. Then I let a friend of mine move in. He accidently knocked it off the desk and the mother board broke. Oh well live and learn. Between getting laid off and my friend not haveing a job at the time. Well...it took awhile to get a nother computer. I did, but it was cheap and slow and would freeze up on Fubar, myspace, etc...I could hardly check my w-mail. So I just havent been on line in almost a year. And that SUCKS!!!!! I miss Fubar and all of my friends here. So please hit me back after reading this. OK? Last year was a rough year. Good job, but it didnt pay as much as the last job. There was cut backs in my budget but no bailout. LOL.....So Now I have a better computer. I was married and am now getting a divorced. I will be moving

Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
My roomie got a job and starts tomorrow. YEAH!!! We have been so worried about all the bills and the kids but as usual the fates came through. I hope this job is as nice as she thinks it will be and as comfortable in the office. GOOD LUCK ROOMIE!!!! This holiday was not as bad as I thought it would be. My roomie did not go away, instead her Grandma came here. She is a very nice lady and nice to have around. We had a big dinner last night with my son, his wife and my ex-hubby. So we had 8 people in our little house... LOL It was very nice though. Not much fussing or anything. Today was more or less a lazy day. The boys got there presents this morning, Heather got hers, Grandma got her and I even got a present from Heather. This turned out to be a very nice time, the only way it would have been better is IF a certain guy was around. Hopefully I will get to spend some time with him soon. I miss him alot! I hope everyone had a great time and hope w

Ramblings
Why the hell are people so damned obsessed on this thing with how people rate their appearance? Who gives a shit. If I rate a picture, it's based on creativity or artistic license and I could give a rat's ass about how attractive or unattractive a person is. People, please just get over it already!

Ramblings Of A Mad Woman
Hummm..... You are on the verge of a major change, but it won't begin until you go out of your way to try something new. Look around and figure out what seems most interesting or exciting to you, then do it!

Ramblin Man
In times of need, why are most people more apt to turn their backs than to offer a helping hand? Is it so hard to be generous, or are we becoming a society of people hell bent on taking what we can from whomever we can? I don’t just mean monetarily but emotionally as well. Being decent is so easy. So is being kind and looking out for the other guy. This selfishness is more evident in some cultures more than others. I’m not going to point fingers but, how much “BLING” does one person need? This mentality is really pissing me off and makes me want to bash a head or two. You aren't clever, or unique. There are alot more just like you out there. Be original, be yourself! Yes this is just me rambling on but oh well, I feel better. Thanks for taking time to read it.

Rambling
Ok, so earlier I was here talking to some people when my phone rang. It was a good friend of mine who runs a local coffee shop that does poetry slams on saturdays. So anyways today was the "erotica" slam, and the person that she had lined up to read backed out on her saying that they had "found god". And she wanted to know if I could drop everything and come and perform. Now because of someone on here who encouraged me to start writing again, and share them. I told her yep be right there. So i made arrangements for my son to see his grandmother and blasted out to the shop. Once there I was please and scared to find that it was full of people waiting for the slam. a couple of people that I had never heard before did some short reads then my friend intro'ed me. I stepped up to the mic and turned it off. My voice carries and I didn't need the cops called when i started moaning or talking about sex. Everyone got super quiet as I started. I read for about 15 mins before I really

Ramblings.. Poetry.. Stuff I Attempt To Write.. Lol
I have a dog tag that stays on my keyring that says this: "TO GRAVES REGISTRATION... AS YOU BAG ME UP KISS MY COLD DEAD ASS." ROFLMFAO As I lay here in deep thought My mind wonders to your enchanting smile I long to hold you , heart to heart for eternity Holding you in my arms is like holding the world I have never felt a love such as this I wonder why God has granted me this great gift Am I worthy of such splendor Do I deserve such wonders My heart aches at the thought of being away from you Every moment I am gone seems like millineums I am lost, lost without you by my side Lost without your heart next to mine Can there be such love in this place Can it be true Are you the one true gift from God My only desire is to hold you close to me Forever and Eternity , My everything I have so much hurt inside, Sometimes I just want to die, I try and hide it with a smile, But that only lasts a little while, Is it right for me to feel this way, I have done nothing

Ramblin
sucks been so long since we had a real winter here in sw michigan i was too young to remember cuase last good winters were back i nthe 70's and i was born in 78. so don't get enough snow locally to justify buying a snowmobile till i really got the extra money. get cold enough weather but not enough worth while snow for more than a week or so. and about all this weather is good for is cuddling which if ya read my profile i am single and right now don't have any women to spend much time with. schedules always seem to be a problem with some i meet. pretty much winter time when i don't have a g/f i relax mess around online or gaming on either the pc or the ps3. and when i got a g/f well watch alot of movies cuddled up together typically on my bed since my bedroom is where i spend most my time in the winter and got most my electronics. but at the same token as nice as it would be to have a woman to cuddle with not sure i wanna deal with that again most of what i seem to find are cheaters or

The Ramblings Of Killer_dimples
Look at me doing it again.. I joined yet another social site.. Get your own social badge Guy:"Can we have sex now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don'

Ramblings
Today October 19th I choose to be happy, and if I cant be happy I sure as hell can fake it. My hunni will be home in a few hours and he certainly dont need to see the emotions I have had the past few days, yet he has heard them all in my voice. Today I choose to show Rudi just how much I love him, to shower him with my love and admiration. Today I choose to smile, even if I feel like I am dying on the inside, nobody will see it on the outside. Today is a new day and I choose to look at it as just that. How can I feel so alone when I have someone that makes my heart pound and rush whenever I look at them or think of them. I am feeling self pity right now not knowing where I am going to stay when I go back to the states. I feel so confused and so alone. Maybe one day I will have a place to call 'home' again. Right now I feel like a ping pong ball that keeps getting bounced off the table. Next week I am getting a new tattoo with the word strength written in Japanese Kanji on my

Ramblings Of A Kilted Caveman
Still no net at home, which really sux, cuz I can't get on here as much as I want, nor be on IM. Sighs. Hopefully, soon I will be tho. We (the gf and I) got our rental app approved for a mobile home in Warrenton MO. Will most likely be moving the majority of things on Friday. If anyone is around this area, and could help, would be enormously appreciated!!!!!! Thinking about going camping tomorrow night...sitting around a campfire, gtetting drunk, having fun...anyone close up for it???

Ramblings Of A Fractured Mind
Life’s mysteries Gnaw at my very core Dark phantasms Chase me into the light Crossing those thresholds Of sanity And instability That calm façade Seen by most Hides The passionate beast That only the privileged Or the cursed See Touching the dark side To expose my truth Multiple pieces Of a fractured puzzle Which when complete Shows all But only small bits Are shown At all Todd A. Wilson October 16, 2007 Silly words Fill my memories Causing tears Bringing laughter Silly words Cut me to the bone And lift me higher Than ever Those silly words Of love Of hate Of support Of denial I run towards Silly words I crawl away from Silly words I want to embrace To make my own While cursing them As I utter them Silly words Formed from the slime Of my darkness And the sparkle Of my passion Over and over I hear them Over and over They haunt me Those silly Silly words Todd A. Wilson October 16, 2007 Silly hopes Whimsical

Rambling Stuff
So I've learned yet another useless skill (previous ones learning how to breathe fire and juggle). Authoring dvd's. I've spent about a year now learning how to do so. I had the basics down after a month. It's all the little things now that I've been exploring, as well as learning new styles and layouts to do. I want to learn how to do separate (sp) audio tracks, only it won't be english/spanish/french, but more like english/band talking about the song, etc. Yes I've been shooting a lot of bands lately. Keeps me busy. We all need something to do for a hobby. This appears to be mine. Oh, my first job authoring a dvd was shooting 4 nights of a local stage production of Godspell, and then editing them together, to make a mult-angle performance. That's a hell of a way to learn how to author dvd's! Somedays you just need someone, anyone, to talk to, and there's no one there... an internet full of people, and no one is there... all your friends are busy, so they can't talk, and

Ramblings Of A Radio Rebel
kaysframeofmind, one of the network shows on Alliance Media Network, is beginning a theatrical radio segment TONIGHT on www.nowlive.com Tonight at 9pm ET/ 6pm PT! Thought I'd take a few minutes to tell folks a little about me. I'm 44, available, and a show host on NowLive.com I also founded the Alliance Media Network, a full service promotions and development network for citizen broadcasters. I am a smoker and social drinker who loves music, comedy and reading. I love to make people laugh and have a very quirky sense of humor. I love meeting new people and getting to know them (hint hint). Even though I am 44, I don't look OR feel it, so please don't judge me by the numbers! We are pleased to have RANDOM DREAM joining us in Ft Myers for the Mad Mixture Show NYE party! Check them out at www.myspace.com/randomdream Also, there will be a NowLive WEDDING taking place, and it looks like HOOTER'S will be on board as a sponsor and supplier. More news as it comes in!

Ramblings
People seem to forget that I have two main problems with lots of people or even crowds. 1. Too many people. 2. Too much fucking noise. Now, there is a lot to be said for peace and quiet, and I can even see why some have been driven to kill to achieve that state of existence. For me, that place that I can at least minimize the noise is my room. And you know the house is too hectic when I am followed into the room by shadow. Today is one of those days that I really have a hard time dealing with. One more person in the household that seems to go out of his way to keep Cassie squealing and screaming. Okay, so he is playing, and since I am the only one that is getting upset by it, I will make a tactical withdrawal from the area where this noise is occurring. Unfortunately, I can see myself isolating more in order to prevent any explosive outburst of temper. The temptation to skip my fourth meal in a row is coming on strong. I would rather be hungry than dealing with e

Ramblings Of A Twisted Mind....
TO MY MOMMY......... Current mood: hopeful Category: Writing and Poetry To my mommy that was never there,To my mommy i wish to share. This poem from me to you,something so sad yet, so very true. To my mommy i needed you near,so you could hold all my fear. To my mommy i needed so much, to see your smile, to feel your touch. To my mommy i loved you so, because you made me head to toe. To my mommy i don't understand,why did you leave us for that mean man? To my mommy how could this be?You left and never came back for me. To my mommy so many tears i've shed,crying and angry upon my bed. To my mommy in time you'll see,the beautiful lady that has become of me. I write this poem to you from me,Remember your daughter... I'm Destiny...... Everyone has a sad story about the life they have and mine |is just another one of many. Although, life is tough and things don't always go the way we would like them to, youmust play the hand that was dealt and

Ramblings,thoughts And Assorted Stuff
Are your legs tired? Oh, well, I’m not surprised; your thighs are almost comically muscular. You must wash your pants with Windex, because something really smells like Windex. Your father must have been a thief. I don’t know, you just have the look of someone who was raised by criminals. If I said you had a beautiful body, would you hold it against me? That is to say, would you be offended by my comments, not would you physically hold your body against mine. Sorry for any confusion. Anyways, would you? Do you have a little Italian in you? Really? Wait, what was your last name again? Oh, yeah, I guess that does sound Irish. Never mind. If I could rearrange the alphabet, I probably wouldn’t. Can you imagine how much that would screw with everybody? Are you from Tennessee? I hate people from Tennessee. Excuse me; I seem to have misplaced my inmate number, which was assigned to me by this state’s accursed penal system after it was discovered that I was indeed

Ramble On...
this world is cracked broken and blue I see everyday the pain within you I cannot express this feeling inside it tears at my heart I could almost cry still sitting..wondering why There is nothing wrong with this world I say that can't be helped with what is right, roll up your sleeves its going to be a hell of a fight One day I know you will see within the things you you think where sin its all for reason, ryhme or scheme yes its possible, not just a dream you will see ... one day soon me standing infront of you with arms streched out its a crazy life ...thats no doubt two can be three with minds set free, its in my heart I hold the key another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my

Ramblings
Bah. I, for one, struggle with this time of year. So many losses in the past, and always more to come it seems. This year is slightly different though. I have a great new addition to my life. He's wonderful on every level. He reminds me that there are some good things to look forward to, and it's a little easier not to focus on the past losses. They haunt me, as I'm sure they haunt many of you. Just think of it this way, it could always be worse.. and it could always be better. Which would you choose? :) Let's not sit around and cry in our beer (or drink of choice) and, instead, make the best of what we have. Smile. Live. Do what so many others don't get to do, and enjoy your families. This is just as much a reminder to myself as any of you. Some day I hope not to need it, but for now... :) ... Happy Holidays? YES... please ~Jess~

Ramblings
The other day someone I used to call friend broke into my home and took something I need to servive a day at work and to over come the pains I endure from everyday life.. Junkies.. Cant stand them..Any way, you know who you are, and you also know it takes a lot to piss me off, but you have accomplished that.. And now your done, finished, I will do nothing for you again.. My last favor for you was that I didnt call the cops.. No forced entry narrows the field of suspects.. Also knowing the house was going to be empty, and the only thing you took was that certain item would put them right on your door step.. There was an offer made, you ignored it, and now that I am on crutches because i fell down the steps and am in excrutiating pain brings me to say, Your Done, Finnee, and will never be welcome to my home again. Dont bother knocking.. You know who you are, to all others, nothing has changed!!!!

Ramblings Of Tasha......
I have faith that I am capable of anything. Beyond that, I have faith that I will achieve my pie-in-the-sky dreams. I will be with my soul mate. I will become enlightened. These aren't so much ifs to me as whens or hows. This understanding goes beyond rational thought. I don't have any logical basis for these conclusions, I guess it is just something I foresee as a natural consequence of life. I have wanted to become enlightened for longer than I knew there was a word for it. I wanted to become enlightened for all the wrong reasons. So that I could be overwhelmingly happy all the time. So that I could achieve all my goals. So that I could help people and have respect and admiration. More recently, so that I could be at peace with myself. I realized that the root of my unhappiness for so many years is the disconnection between what I intend and what I am. I have all these ideas of how I want to change my life, who I want to be, what I want to have. I want a meaningful romantic relat

Ramblings In My Heart
Before I start I will warn you, that this may not make sence. As most of you know Steven has been ill in hospital, some know the extend of illness, some dont. We were at the hospital today and after talking to the doctor, he pulled my ex wife to one side and had a talk to us. He tiold us we have got to stop hiding our emotions and dont been afraid to tell people how you feel and the full extend of stevens illness. Steven has Stage 4 Seminoma Testicular cancer. Stage 4 means that it has spread to other other organs, at present it has effected Stevens Lungs, Kidneys and brain. He had brain surgery 6 weeks ago to remove cancerous tumors from the brain, at the time we were told it would give him at least another year or 2 onto his life, unfortunetly the tumors have returned again causing him to have seizures, which are a lot worse than when he first had them before the surgery, each one lasting approx 30 mins, and has left him paralised in his right arm and today he started to lose m

Ramblings...
I hate, loathe, despise people who lie. What is so hard about telling the truth? I don't lie. If I don't like you, I don't pretend to. If I am unsure about something, I ask. If you ask me a question, I will answer it honestly. If for some reason I don't want to answer it, then I will tell you, I prefer not to. Holy fuck. I hope there is a special place in hell for liars, where they get ass raped by some huge machine that just rams a giant fucking splintering piece of wood up their ass. I am a regular person... not very religious.. but believe in a higher power. Just don't know his/her name. I like horror movies and various types of music from Korn to Marilyn Manson or some retro 80s. I don't like closed-minded people. People shouldn't be afraid of the unknown or different. Humor and sarcasm are second nature to me, so if you can't handle it, I wouldn't msg me. Other than that I am a very easy going person. I love life and animals. Live each day with no re

Ramblings Lol
Pets Are For LIFE A man in Grand Rapids, Michigan incredibly took out a $7000 full page ad in the paper to present the following essay to the people of his community. HOW COULD YOU? By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took l

Rambo Review
I just finished watching the new Rambo movie. Although it is a relatively short movie,( 87 minutes to be exact. ) There is plenty of action for any Rambo fan. It is even more graphic then even the Saw movies. For people who thought Stallone was getting to old to play one of his most famous roles. It does not disappoint the avid Rambo fan.

Ramblings Of An Insane Man!!
The following blog will be the rablings of an insane man with Bi-Ppolar Type II and a host of other "fancy" Psychiatric Diagnoses who lives for his medications and the insane oddities of life!

Ramblings Of An Earthly Goddess
I'm nobody's fool but dammit I'll be a fool for you ya toss around sweet words like pennies into a wishing well but they don't flatter me they just ease my descent into hell you tell me that ya miss me like crazy that living for my touch is what keeps ya going that your world is muddy without my beauty to clear the view ya tell me that ya wanna make love to me but ya cant say i love and me I'm nobody's fool but dammit I'll be a fool for you I let you in over & over & over again tellin myself we can be just friends but I look at you & pieces of my eternal soul become inflamed they fly as ashes then fall to ground my heart does just the same I sit here now with the juice of you still moist on my thighs & I wonder why I fell again I can't even bring myself to cry cuz the nearness of you it's still thick on my skin but I know that will wear thin and the tears will flow cuz despite the sweetness that ya toss in the air for me you'll never really care

Ramblings Of Whimsy And Lust
It's all over but the killing Of a milliion tiny demons White-hot passion burns up your distraction Melts your world away to look like mine But now mine is ours For my world was caught in the gravity-well of your bright star Cosmic collisions and merging of atoms to create something new, this new place of sharing Heating, explosions and cooling and gone But now we have the blue-prints to create another one Everything created will be destroyed Eager to self-destuct Eager to fuck

Rambling's From An Insane Mind.
The truth will set you free! Yeah right. I've learned the hard way that sometimes it's better to just keep the truth to yourself. Sometimes people aren't prepared to handle the truth. You lose too much, you lose friends, you lose love. The truth isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sometimes it hurts too much. It causes way too many problems. Sometimes you should just let people beleive what they want to beleive. Tonight i'm sad and getting drunk, the truth has made me lose too much. Never again will i trust, never again will i beleive. It's over. Feeling sad and alone. The one i love and long to be with is far away, and i crave his touch. now, i'm depressed and tryint to keep my mind on something else, but it keeps going back to him. Back to the sound of his voice, those beautiful brown eyes, even that little wave in his hair. I can't stop thinking of him. I know soon we'll be together again, soon i'll hold him in my arms. I just hope that day come's soon.

Ramblings From My Crazy Mind
SOCCER IS MY NEW FAVORITE SPORT. MY SON WILLIAM JUST PLAYED HIS FIRST GAME ON TUESDAY. HE IS NUMBER 3 ON THE GREY TEAM IN JACKSON YOUTH SOCCER LEAGUE. HE HAS SO MUCH FUN. HE DEFINITELY HAS THE ENERGY AND STAMIDA TO PLAY BUT HE NEEDS HELP WITH STRATEGY. ALL HE DOES IS RACE EVERYONE UP AND DOWN THE FIELD AND KICK THE BALL OUT OF BOUNDS. HE LOOKS SO CUTE IN HIS UNIFORM TOO. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM! We are moving to Tennessee! Jason was offered a job at N.F.S and he has accepted. He starts working down there March 24th. The job is in Unicoi County: Erwin, TN that's near Bristol. We are very excited about it. I dread moving away from my family and friends but he is going to be making good money and good benefits. On the plus side, Erwin is BEAUTIFUL! And it's a small friendly town like where I grew up. We are going down next week as a family to check things out and hopefully get started finding a house. We hope to buy instead of rent. Jason also needs to find a place to

Ramblins Of A Mad Man
What is freedom , What does it mean to live as a free man or women ? They say we live in a country of freedom, but do we really live as free people ? We might have things that other countries don't, But By no means do I , or Will I say " I am Free ", For I would be telling a lie. We are the sheep being led to the pastures for the sake of herder, for the betterment of the flock. There are no longer free grazers , anything and every thing will cost you more than you really have. There are also those that wish to take your things you work so hard for , they want more than they need , yet still want whats yours. They are taking our god givin rights from us, and in return, make us live in fear and strife. What rights do we have any more ? Where are the family morals, what happened to human morals , and when did we all become so self centered ? When did we forget what was really important, and who are true freinds were ? When did we place ourselves as judge, jury,

Ramblings From Misskitty
Okay...so I got my first tattoo last night. tat2edup (number 2 on my friends list, also in my family) did my tattoo! for everyone out there, ya'll need to go to him! i am ultra afraid of needles and this guy did an awesome job. he has a light touch with the needle and he takes the time to actually get the right shading and color! so if ya'll are in Killeen, stop by and get a tat from him! you ever start playing a game that you don't really like but it gets addicting, and then the further you get into it the more you like it? yea. so my husband and i picked out this video game that seemed pretty cool. when i started playing it, i hated it. but i figured i would give it a chance and play for a little bit. it got addicting...now i can't stop playing...and i have like 4 other video games that i am in the middle of but i can't bring myself to quit this game long enough to finish any of the other ones. and looking at the game, well it seems like i might be playing this game for a long long

Rambling Man
Trying To Make It Through I am spending these days alone, not in search of love or for companionship, but in search of myself. My son has made it quite clear that I am not needed as much as I used to be. I am sitting here trying to find a place where I belong, and a place where I can actually make a difference. I spend too much time in search of something that doesn’t exist—perfect love. No longer will I dream, no longer will I face the world with a hope in my heart, but with darkness and disbelief. This is all attributed to the fact that no matter what, love is something that does not exist on the level that I believe it should. How can a man have been so wrong? This is something that I have to make certain that I find out because I am that man, and I was so wrong. There is world hunger, and disasters left and right, and in the middle of it all, I thought love could prevail but I know now, that only if it were true love, then it would, but there is no such thing. T

Ramblings.....
Sometimes things don't work out the way you planned right? Ever think you know something before the other person is totally oblivious to it? The last week my life has been turned upside down and i feel im handling it quite well in the same sense i don't think those around me can see whats coming. Whenever something is said its automatically my fault and im not sure i like where any of it is going....ok so all of that was a little obscure... carry on.

Ramblin Mind
rambling mind i usually can ramble at the mouth. tonight, i am going to ramble at the blog. has your mind ever just filled up with to many thoughts, you dont know what to do with them? i sometimes let things build up to much. i am so use to handling things on my own. i dont confide in to many people. it is all just normal shit too. i am worrying about my son going to college. i know he will be ok, but i am his mom and he will going to NY. i am worried about making sure it gets paid. i will do whatever i have to. i am worried about my financial situation. i am not poor, but by all means, i am not reach. i live from pay check to paycheck and i hate it. i am thinking about my job. not sure i want to stay,not sure if i should go. i work for my stepdad and dont want to disappoint him. my mother and him have done so much for me. i am scared he would get pissed at me. but, its getting hard for me to work for him. there are reasons of course, but i wont get into those now. yea believe th

Ramblings
OK i want to know why the hell people lie and tell you shit, ok take this, u meet a guy he is everything u wanted, good looking sweet caring thoughtful and he made the pain of a past love go away, u guys are in love madly in love and then a year later he tells you he stopped loving u awhile back and that he loved his ex still, that he loved her the entire time and that he lied about saying he didnt...how would u honestly feel? i mean then he goes and rubs it in ur face like it was your fault and that u need to be punished...i mean ok so im dating again i dont rub it in his face, i dont even bring it up unless he brings her up. he made me believe he didnt love her nor like her anymore and then he goes and leaves me for her...the pain of that is horrible.. all i wanna do is lay in bed and not move and wish death. i hate love i hate everything to do with love and i hope to never fall in love ever again...its worthless and it hurts and i hate it..like i hate anything to do or made me feel

Ramblings Of The Red Mistress
I never know how to start a new blog, never know what the hell to say. I'm not really even sure why I'm here except that it certainly looks interesting so I shall stick around for awhile and see what this thing is all about. I am supposed to be working. I have 34 reports to finish by Monday- which majorly fucking sucks. I love everything about my job except the damn reports and it feels like that is all I do every spring. So what is this whole rating thing about? What is the point exactly? To meet people and make friends? On da innernet? And yeah- I know, it's spelled internet. *eyeroll* This is probably the most insanely boring fucking blog post EVER. Sorry- sorry that you had to sit there and read this shit. I never know what to say in the beginning. It's difficult to find my voice right away- we'll see if I stick around long enough to do so. Ciao...

Ramble
R A M B L E II VI The sun went down again, the same way it had when we first got off that metro, when we descended into hell, to those pearly gates that weren't pearly, to the handguns and to the crazies and to the judges. The jury was out, but that judge kept sitting there in his throne, staring you down, makeing you feel small in comparison to the scale of existence. Everyone's a judge, eventually, and everyone makes everyone else feel small. I just hate it when real judges do it. When the time comes to stand in front of the entire world and let the judges judge, who's really man enough to say "I'm scared?" I would. I'd say it until i was blue in the face and dying. I'd whisper it on my dying breath, even if it meant staying alive that much longer to curse out one last syllable. VII How many times does the sun come up? How many times does the sun go down? How many times do we stand here? Does this end? Do we ever get to see tomarrow? Will I wake up? I swear t

Ramblings
So usually I am not one for posting blogs but fuck it. I'm in a weird emo mood ( call it what you will) and im feeling a little shitty at the moment. SO maybe i'll whine for a while and i dont care about punctuation or spelling i just dont want to be bothered with it. Im not going to sit here and and say my childhood sucked or that its this one or that ones fault because in the end i am my own person and i make my own choices although i will admit some people have influenced them lol. anyway i have had a lot of time to think about a lot of things and I was thinking back to when i was 16 and nieve.. i was in my first "real" relationship fell in love for the first time blah blah bah and i remembered how i sat up late one night and planned my whole life how i wanted to be married by the time i was 24 have kids the house the whole nine yards and it was a very nice dream funny how things dont work the way you want them to lost my virginity at 18, had a kid when i was 19 im 27 now l

Ramblings
Entertainment Weekly released a list of their "Top 100 albums of the past 25 years"...but its a joke. Read my take on it here: http://web.mac.com/tony.b.cook/Quarter_in_the_Jar/Blog/Entries/2008/6/21_dear_entertainment_weekly...we_are_so_over.html

Ramblings
So in my fu travels I learn more and more about this world. Apparently someone who doesn't give you a photo rate of 10 is a downrater? Ummm.. what if your ugly? I mean hey much luv if you rate me a 10.. but I don't expect it. I mean if we're all being honest I would feel pretty good for anything over a 4. Sure sure I don't have any cleavage photos or any crazy angle photos of my butt crack but I think I'm at least average. I'm just saying... if you want a 10 then show some boobs. I know I am. I just need to find a good enough camera that won't break whenever I try to take that manboobish picture. sigh zomg! a million things scrolling across my screen and tons of things I dont understand. sigh. someone hold my hand. lol I'm at a disadvantage here. I need a good cleavage shot to get some good traffic. I wonder how much traffic man-cleavage would get me. ..... Or a mirror picture of my booty? FOrget that I'm about to show some camel toe!!!

Ramblings Of A Twisted Mind
Has there ever been a lifetime ...when we didn't instantly recognize one another? ...when one or the other of us didn't wonder if THIS time we would get it right? ...when we didn't HOPE that our children would be siblings instead of friends? ...when we didn't reach the heights of ecstasy and the depths of despair? ...when we didn't get our timing wrong? ...when we weren't both left hurting? Will there ever be a lifetime ...when we don't instantly recognize one another? ...when we don't wonder if THIS will be the right lifetime? ...when our children are siblings in addition to being friends? ...when the heights of ecstasy and the depths of despair are just normal hills and valleys in our relationship? ...when we get our timing right? ...when we are free to love one another openly? Someday... There has to be a lifetime for us. Well Kinda. I was originally going to write a blog containing recipes for foods that contain the word "Sex" in the title. Things such as "

Rambling I Suppose
what i want and im sure what every other girl wants in a man and the same for what a guy wants in a girl(or guy what ever ur choice) most ppl expect one to say "i want a guy/girl thats tall/thin built/small and has money" yeah well thats all fine and dandy if you want a superficial self absorbed brain dead person as a bf/gf. not i. i want a man thats caring,honest,trust worthy,dependable,open hearted, a comforter,a protector,my best friend as well as my lover,a great personality,sense of humor,knows when to be serious,loves kids, communicates on the regular basis COMMUNICATE COMMUNICATE COMMUNICATE cant emphasize that enough (that i can COMMUNICATE with at all times) even if its just to talk about useless everyday things youve got to communicate or you have nothing a guy that calls me by name and not baby and sexy all the time someone that respects me just as much as i respect them someone that loves me for me that can separate online life with REAL LIFE and not

Ramblings And Rants Of A Pro Wrestler
Okay, so a couple of months back, a really nice person decided to hack my account and wonderfully make me lose all the stuff I had. Photos, ratings, the whole bit. and dammit I had a good rating too. Now I gotta start all over, and try to do this all over again. My computer has crashed since the last time I had that account, and I lost all of my NSFW pics. Doesn't mean I won't post more. I'll get some more pics up sometime soon. Ahhh...FINAL WEEKEND OF BASEBALL!!!! And my Cubs are gonna take it all this year...like the signs say, IT'S GONNA HAPPEN! That's all I gotta say bout that, lol Also, I'm trying to track down all the friends, fans, etc, I had before the account got taken, so hopefully I can track down most of you before the end of the next century, and we get back on track. Okay, that's all here, guess that wraps up the first blog. Generally I use the first blog to explain a little bit about myself and such, but here's the basics...I'm a pro wrestler, have been for eig

Ramblings
65 above zero: Floridians turn on the heat. People in Maine plant gardens. 60 above zero: Californians shiver uncontrollably. People in Maine sunbathe. 50 above zero: Italian & English cars won't start. People in Maine drive with the windows down. 40 above zero: Georgians don coats, thermal underwear, gloves, wool hats. People in Maine throw on a flannel shirt. 35 above zero: New York landlords finally turn up the heat. People in Maine have the last cookout before it gets cold. 20 above Zero: People in Miami all die. Mainers close the windows. Zero: Californians fly away to Mexico . People in Maine get out their winter coats. 10 below zero: Hollywood disintegrates. The Girl Scouts in Maine are selling cookies door to door. 20 below zero: Washington DC runs out of hot air. People in Maine let the dogs sleep indoors. 30 below zero: Santa Claus abandons the North Pole. Mainers get upset because they can't start the snowmob

Ramblings Of A Insane Bookworm!
my first blog here. . . . no longer a virgin uh? so i'm trying to get use to being back in college after years being out. . . . feel like the oldest person there even though I'm not. .

Ramblings
Well, I started drinking again last nite. Thanks to those "gift" packs of Wild Turkey 101 that Wal-Mart carries this time of year. The funny thing is, I feel better this morning than I have in a long time... LOL

Rambalings Of A Mad Man
DISCLAIMER: Nothing I say or do is to taken seriously. I do write the truth from my own personal life experiences. That being said please enjoy laugh and learn. This is an issue I don't address much but as a hobby I go to craigslist.org Look at the personals and erotic services. Looking at the ads make me laugh but the erotic services really make me wonder why is it so much for sex some girls are charging way more than they're worth but $350 for an hour of banging come on now. That’s $350 dollars to rent out your vagina for 60 minutes I almost wish I could get the cash up cause I have good stamina and some length take that then throw some benzocane on my cock you get problems. I'd get one, fuck her until she bleeds and is crying then I'd be like that’s worth $350 then drop another $350 in her face and destroy her ass take her out of the game for a few weeks. and they're not that good looking the hookers I plowed in Europe where 100x better looking then some of these chicks and

The Ramblings Of Dark Scholar
Well going to give this fubar a try. I am going though a lot of changes in my life and I like the blog feature not to mention the other stuff. So you are welcome to read my ramblings. (why would anyone want too??) And enjoy. And remember. No warranties express or implied. Not responsible for deep depression that may result from reading such tripe! Enjoy

Ramblings
Top 10 Reasons For Being Spanish 1. The rest of Europe thinks Africa begins at the Pyrenees. 2. The rest of your country is already invaded by Moroccans. 3. Glorious history of killing South American tribes. 4. You get your beaches invaded by Germans, Danes, Brits, etc. 5. Honesty. 6. Gibraltar. 7. Everybody else makes crap paella and claims it's the real thing. 8. Supported Argentina in Falklands War. 9. Only sure way of bedding a woman is to dress up in stupid, tight clothes and risk your life in front of bulls. 10. You get to eat bull's testicles (and they actually taste good) Top 10 Reasons For Being American 0. You can have a woman president without electing her. 1. You can spell colour wrong and get away with it. 2. You can call Budweiser beer. 3. You can be a crook and still be president. 4. If you've got enough money you can get elected to do anything. 5. If you can breathe you can get a gun. 6. You get to be really obese.

Ramblings And Nonsense
It's been a while since I've entered anything! No one ever reads these, I know, but writing things out makes me feel better. Maybe there's a fubar fairy that reads every little thing entered. I dunno. But anyway.... Today's rant: Attention sluts. You know them. You know how they work. They update their status constantly, sometimes not even changing it just so it shows up in the bar tab. "HIII - LOOK AT MEEEE!!!" I know it's not gender-specific either, but since I have more female than male friends on here, I see female attention-seekers far more often. Also, since I don't have boobs, guys aren't vying for my attention! We all know how the leveling game is played on here, and I'm not going to knock anyone for wanting to achieve Oracle status. Hell, I've gotten caught up in the point-collecting also. I'm one of those who buys their own special powers bling - I never beg or ask my friends to spend their hard-earned money on me. I rate plenty of family and friend's photos to help them le

Ramblings And Rants
It's been a while since I've come across an idiot who goes around rating people less than 10. This one doesn't seem to understand why you would rate a 10 in the first place. Ahhh gotta love those people who take fubar as a serious business of expressing serious opinion. Of course you could make the case I'm taking fubar serious by even caring, but hey I'm bored. http://www.fubar.com/user/2369967

Ramblings
This morning on the walk home from work, I decided to do something different. Against my best judgment and all reason, I decided to stop by Starbuck's for a cup of coffee. The reasoning behind this, though mainly because Brennan had stopped by work and was on his way over there, was that it is between my apartment and work, roughly halfway. This makes it extremely convenient, though as I later learned, was not so "convenient" after all. Now, there are reasons I do not drink Starbucks, most notably because it tastes like burned celery. But, despite that, it has been a few years since I've had a cup of Starbuck's coffee, and I figured, why not. Well my friends, I found out "why not." Brennan and I sat at the patio this morning at Starbucks, "enjoying" our cups of coffee, strained from beans obviously tortured to death by over-roasting, most likely over brimstone. Judging by their "bitter" nature, I think these particular beans were elderly, and had spent the last bit of their li

Ramblings
First off this doesn’t apply to everyone, all of my close family and friends please disregard because you ALL rock!!! I’m super open and honest and hold no punches, like it or not it’s me so deal with it or delete me, delete me and I wouldn’t want you as a friend anyway so GFY.. : ) So for a few months I’ve been bombing people like crazy and the same thoughts keep popping into my mind over and over. Why is it so hard for people to write an email that takes 10 seconds to say thank you? I never ask for ANYTHING from ANYBODY.. I was brought up in a VERY strict Italian family and taught a lot of respect, I do my best to say “thanks” to everyone but am sometimes overwhelmed with many, many pages of email and it takes me time to get through it all lol.. If I don’t say thanks personally I usually wind up bombing you lol… Bombs and auto’s aren’t cheap and a lot of the people (especially the beggars) don’t get this.. I do

Ramblings
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69 Do you like it rough or sensual?: Sensual Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: I have a boy friend for now, but I like women just as much. How often do you like to have sex?: Is there a time that isn't good? Is sex a top priority for you?: Its up there Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Yes, and I like it from behind too LOL. How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Not ofen, and not for a while. How do you feel about one night stands?: They can be fun How many one night stands have you had?: A few What's your favorite position?: Boys: from behind; girls: 69. Where's your favorite place to have sex?: In the butt LOL, the bedroom I think. Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Depends, making love is nice and sometimes fucking is just plain needed. Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: y

Ramblings Of A Busy Mind
This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done, and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was sure Somebody would do it, Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody did it. So it ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

Ramblings Of A Mad Woman (we All Go A Little Bit Mad Sometimes)
P: Well here we are againI guess it must be fateWe've tried it on our ownBut deep inside we've knownWe'd be back to set things straightC: I still remember whenYour kiss was so brand newEvery memory repeatsEvery step I take retreatsP+C:Every journey always brings me back to youAfter all the stops and startsWe keep coming back to these two heartsTwo angels who've been rescued from the fallAfter all that we've been throughC:It all comes down to me and youP+C:I guess it's meant to beP:Forever you and me after allC:When love is truly right(this time it's truly right)It lives from year to yearP+C:It changes as it goesC:And on the way it growsP+C:But it never disappearsAfter all the stops and startsWe keep coming back to these two heartsTwo angels who've been rescued from the fallAfter all that we've been throughC:It all comes down to me and youP+C:I guess it's meant to beP:Forever you and meP+C:After allP:Alway just beyong my touchYou know I needed you so muchC:After all, what

Ramblings
DEPLOYING TODAY. CAN'T SAY BYE TO EVERYONE. SO, THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT. I'LL BE ON WHEN I CAN GET ON! LOVE YOU ALL. I hate CQ. It sucks, it gives you a lot of time to think about stuff that probably should never be thought of, actually. Lol. I know I bitch about being single, and I know that I'm the only one who can change my current situation, but I'm starting to wonder if there is anyone who can actually put up with my bullcrap! For instance, I talk WAY to much. There are times when MY ears want to bleed from listening to myself for as long as I do. Then let's factor in my indecisiveness. I can NEVER make up my mind about anything. I'm the one who has to get her food to go because she couldn't decide what she wanted when everyone else did. Seriously! I cuss, alot. I don't know why, I guess because the words were always a part of my parents vocabulary...who knows! But nobody wants to take a girl home to meet their parents and the first thing out of her mouth is, "Well, d

Rambling Randomness
Say… hypothetically speaking… you have six dollars in your wallet and very close to zero dollars in your bank account and you need to make something for lunchdinner. Also… you have a very daunting blank Word document in front of you that you’re supposed to fill with words and pictures and recipes and more words. You’ve run out of people to text message as a distraction. You can’t waste another minute of time on Twitter… you’ve tried… seriously. You’ve exhausted your brain by imagining every combination of human and animal body part…. your favorite being a chubby, blue-eyed toddler with cocker spaniel ears.

Ramblings About My Job (funny)
I work at the mall in a very popular lingerie store. And to those of you who have never worked retail before here are a few pointers for you. 1. If you come in the store you are going to be asked by numerous people if you are looking for anything. It is our JOB to sell you stuff. If you tell us you are just looking your going to be asked repeatedly. 2. Please do not be rude to us. Even if you are having a bad day taking it out on sales people will only get you talked about once you leave the store. It makes us feel bad if you are nasty when we are only trying to do our job. Just smile and say "No thank you" if you do not need assistance. Also ask us nicely for help and don't bark at us, we're not servants. 3. If we do not have something in stock don't scream. You only make an ass out of yourself. There is nothing we can do if we are out of stock except call another store. Or (if the store has the ability) order it for you on-line. 4. When waiting in line don't get pissy if you have

Ramblings Of An Idiot
Well, technically it's not mine. But there's no way in hell I'm letting my daughter actually drive this thing when she gets her license. She turns 16 next week. It was given to her by her grandfather. '78 MG Midget. So I decided to actuallt go tot this thing and am drunk off my ass so fuck off about anytypoes, etc. I arrived like an hour after it started in hopes that lots of people were there, and there were. Upon my arrival I was given some dude Bobs's nametake instead of Jeff. good start i figured :) So anyway, name tags straighed out I walk in. So first group of people I see is a dude I knew bob, I walk over, shake his handm and he basically is like, 'who the fuck are you'. So I wander off and am thjinking good start. So I start to walk across the room and suddlently my name is broadcast to everyone. I look up and the DJ happens to be a good friend of mine form school. Hurray, I'm saved I think, Mark is a cool ass dude. So basically me and him spend othe res

Ramblings Of A Hot Mama
Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you find the answer in the journey and sometimes you find the answer at the end of the road. Sometimes you're too busy looking for the answer that you can't see that it's right in front of you. It's in that moment when you realize why things have happened, that you find peace within your journey. It's that moment when you realize how thankful you are for the answered or unanswered prayers. I was surfing through my profiles all over the net when I came across a particular profile. I've looked at that profile hundreds of times, but today was different. For the 1st time I looked at that profile and I was at peace and thankful for those unanswered prayers. I was no longer angry by what had transpired previously. I finally realized that those things happened because better things await in the road ahead of me. There's potential for greatness in every area of my life. I'm excited and nervous about the possibilities that may come my wa

Ramblings
As most of my family knows, I am one good Mumm away from leveling for the last time. In the time that I have been here, people in my family have come and gone. But there is a core group who have not only helped me when I asked, but have made this place fun and worth sticking around.

Ramblings Of The Maddened Mind
Staring in the light of day The sunlight ravishing the mind with pain Numb sensations filter through the soul The agony felt loses sight of the goal When out of the light a darkness comes Like rain laden clouds to blot out the sun Cold downpour of dreary rain Falls down on the hollow remains Cleansing to the soul and water the soil My body lying naked in my hole I toil With empty words I cry out from my grave Seeking to undo all the pain I have made Angelic sounds filter to my ears Everpresent but never near The spectres of love and desire Tantalizing as they sear my soul with fire Covet thy neighbor and drown in sin For sweet whispered bliss that may never have been Just hopes and dreams within my sight As I soldier on and muster the will to fight And I strive on still to hear that sound Of love and happiness when loss is found Well things are back to there usual. I'm home alone right now, roommates are out of town. This girl that I moved out here to be with over

Rambling Thoughts And Textual Intercourse...
I pummel your ass because you're constantly, repetitively stressing me out? Because, y'know, seriously, if you come by my desk and you say "dude, can you do this for me?" And, on the outside chance that I say, "Sure, I can do that, after I get my workload finished up", you then wander by my desk at least once every fifteen minutes to a half an hour, asking me if I've got your damned report/paper/memo/low-level-flunkie-makework done, and have the nerve to look surprised when I glare up at you from behind my desk and tell you that "I'll let you know when it's finished and go away before I hurt you."Those of you who've had office jobs know, of course, that I'm talking about middle-managers when I say "you" in this case. Middle-managers, people with MBAs who make more money than I do, and generally couldn't find their ass with both hands and a map, even if you'd just pointed it out to them three minutes before. They don't actually have a job to do, they just make shit up for you to do, in

Ramblings
to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you! I LOVE MY NANNY AND I MISS HER SO MUCH SHE WAS MY WORLD ITS SO HARD TO TALK ABOUT HER IN THE PAST TENSE I STILL CATCH MYSELF TALKING ABOUT HER IN THE PRESENT EVERYDAY, THERE ISNT A DAY THAT HAS GONE BY THAT I HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT HER. I SIT AND THINK TO MYSELF IS SHE REALLY GONE...NO SHE CANT BE BECAUSE I STILL FEEL LIKE SHES HERE, THAT WHEN EVER I WANT I CAN JUST STOP BY HER HOUSE AND SHE'LL BE THERE. HOW CAN SOMEONE THAT WAS SO FULL OF LIFE BE HERE ONE DAY AND THEN GONE THE NEXT. IM STILL HAVING

Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
My skin is like a mapOf where my heart has beenAnd I cant hide the marksIts not a negative thingSo I let down my guardDrop my defenses down by my clothesI'm learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowI bruise easilySo be gentle when you handle meThere’s a mark you leaveLike a love heart carved on a treeI bruise easilyCan't scratch the surfaceWithout moving me underneathI bruise easilyI bruise easilyI found your fingerprintsOn a glass of wineDo you know you're leaving themAll over this heart of mine tooBut if I never take this leap of faithI'll never knowSo im learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowAnyone who can touch youCan hurt you or heal youAnyone who can reach youCan love you or leave youSo be gentle...I bruise easilyI bruise easily Cervical Cancer Fear,Does it have a name?Does it have a face?Can you tell it to go away?Will it disappear when you close your eyes?Fear,Is coming to me in a white coat

Ramblings Of The Random
Im me. Im never gonna be anyone else, Im never gonna have anyone else's life so i have built a life for myself on my own, and Im very protective and proud of my life. RECENTLY ive went through some shit that I will never go through again....and it has left me COLD as the cold wind blows...when it snows n its 20 below..ask me y man i just dont know...but i do know...it all comes down to a person. Ima call "it" my CATALYST....for IT set in motion the path that my life has collided with...Friendship is not needed nor wanted...Cus when it ends its like a breakup, and sometimes u come to terms with the breakup n move on.....or it changes your life forever, and you promise yourself that you will NEVER ever ever put yourself in that situation again. I used to trust, accept, acknowledge, help; people. Not anymore. This so called BEST FRIEND used me and abused everything I had to offer, and acts like i am to blame for its life. FOR IT: before i begin let me tell you....i dont care who you are..

Ramble
ok fisrt off please dont rag on me about speling and crap with that out of the way I want to say that I feel its not fair that loved ones are stricken with illnesses and ailments like cancer having lost a brother and now loosing a father inlaw to cancer sucks ok while drug dealers murderers and rapists sit in jail healthy as a mule while our loved ones die around us I know I am not the only one to loose a loved one to cancer or another ailment car accident whatever and as far s a job carrer whatever you call it I work fora major retail chain which i will eave the name out of it cuzz I dont want to loose my job but I wil lsay this it seems in my store that the more you are a idiot or screw up the better you make out and are treated I have been there for almost 3years

Rambles In My Head
ok so it's been awhile since i blogged and well alot has happened since the laost blog but not sure how much i wanna share of it. but i can say i am a happier in many ways since i am enrolled in college ready for it to start but gotta say i am scared as shit tho means so many new things to come in my life and decisions to be made and not sure witch way to move or if these classes may just pull a cincinnati switch on my ass and i am gonna be left out in the cold? if this happens has i burnt to many bridges to turn back around and pick up with the mediocore life that i am in now where my biggest thrill is looking forward to going out to eat at night i mean don't get me wrong i get great joy out of hanging with my online friends and my nightly games of backgammon with bella where i get my ass whipped 8 out of 10 times are awesome and knowing that i can tell her anything and she knows what i mean and where i am coming from makes a day ten times better and i have met some cool new people bu

Rambling
its like i cant control anything anymore. my life is a whirl wind of movements and causes but nothing is ever complete. its go here, go there, forget who you are and pretend to be what you want to be. those two things shouldn't be too far from each other. i hate not working. the last week has been nice other than the lack of money. girl scouts and new friends. lots of old friends. that makes me really happy. my old friends. the ones that have been by my side since i was 13. the ones that never have faltered and never done me wrong. right now, its almost like my life is complete with out a man. but then there's that trickle of feelings i have for a man. i don't know. men drive me insane.

Rambling
NEW YORK (Reuters) - A high-profile group of global leaders declared the "war on drugs" a failure on Thursday and urged governments to consider decriminalizing drugs in a bid to cut consumption and weaken the power of organized crime gangs. The Global Commission on Drug Policy, which includes former presidents of Brazil, Colombia, Mexico and Switzerland, said a decades-long strategy of outlawing drugs and jailing drug users while battling cartels that control the trade had not worked. "It's not peace instead of war, it's a more intelligent way to fight ... the use of drugs," former Brazilian President Fernando Henrique Cardoso, chair of the commission, told a news conference in New York. "Stop the war on drugs and let's be more constructive in trying to reduce consumption." "We cannot have one recipe. It's not so easy to say stop the war on drugs and let's legalize, it's more complicated than that," he said. "Between prohibition and legalization there is an enormous vari

Rambling
Well after 2 very long years I am ready to see my daughter. I leave out here in minutes driving to MO to get her. Well now my ex is deciding to pick up my daughter 2 weeks before I get her to take her to live with him for that time. He has no one who will watch her while he works a 12 hr work shift nor wheil he is sleeping. So if he makes that attempt there is a chance that I will be making a run for my daughter this weekend. This poor little girl has made it clear to everyone around she wants to be with me and he is getting bitter about it. He assumes he will never see her again. I wouldn't do that. Yes he did it to me but it's wasn't fair to my fdaughter, that is her dad I am her mom she should be able to have contact with us both. I would never take that away from her and in truth even as much as I dislike my ex I am not cruel enough to do to him what he did to me.

Ramblings Of A Would Be Author
"My name is Asura, and this is my story. The story of my life would take pages upon pages to chronicle it completely. So forgive me when I say, fuck that you are getting the short version. I haven't the time or the patience to sit here and drone on about all my horrific adventures...So here it goes. I am sure you have heard of the "All Mighty" God, and perhaps some of you even worship him. I am also confident that some of you worship that shit of a son he had, known as Jesus. Well in a sense I was once like you. I worshipped God. He was my father. I did everything he ever asked of me. You see back then I was Vespera better known as God's Evening Star. I was an angel, and a beautiful one at that. Today, you hear stories of Michael God's warrior, but never do you hear of Vespera. Back in the days when I was still welcome in Heaven, Michael couldn't hold a flame to me. I was the one God always came to, along with my brother. That of course did not last, or I would not be telling you this

Rambling, It's What I Do
I'm kind of big on family traditions. Thanksgiving is a goddamn EVENT in my family. See, first we have The Family Dinner. It's like a redneck Normal Rockwell painting. Picture it: my whole family gathered around our hundred years old family table, table covered in so much food that it's groaning under the weight. Grandma and I look flushed and giddy from both lack of sleep and hunger; we've been up since three in the morning cooking. We have a turkey; not because we particularly love it, but because it's tradition, and you just don't fuck with tradition, alright? The turkey gets shafted, though, unloved and unwanted until the day after; in the center of our table, where the turkey would be with every other family, is a giant fucking platter of fried chicken. Grandma makes it for every major event - and it's perfect. This is the fried chicken that can make grown men moan like they're being given a blowjob under the table, and women completely disregard the fact they've been dieting al

Ramblings
Well, sometimes it takes a stark reminder of who your friends really are and who you are truly close to and whom cannot be trusted. there comes a time in all our lives when we must stand up for ourselves and shout "Enough is enough!"

Ramblings
As I sit here, watching the girls putter around the house doing their own thing, I remember. I think back to when I was their age and hoping I would grow up and be able to do all the things that grown ups do. Although, I had no clue as to what it was. It just seemed a whole lot cooler than the things I was allowed to do at the time.

Ramblings Of An Irish Princess
I was listening to one of my Pandora stations and the song "Jar of Hearts" came on...my mind immediately went toward one of my former fuFiances, The Immortal Demon (or The Demonic Angel, or whatever the hell he's calling himself now--I honestly don't give a flying fuck at this point). Those who know me well know the story of this asshole and how he treats women, so will see why this song would make me think of him. I will post the lyrics for all to read, and I hope one day his harem will wisen up to the person he really is--a heartbreaker.

Ramblings Away From Oregon
And the question you need ask is who will say this too and who will say this to you “Run, no questions” and take your hand. Though predictable it really is beside the point; NRA and second amendment things. Gun control does not make crazies channel their energies into more productive activities. Most of us grew up with strict drug control; most of us know where to find gray and black market drugs. I’m not saying “If you outlaw guns only outlaws will have guns” I’m saying when motherfuckers start shooting up the joint waving a law at them is frivolous.

Ramblings Of A Mad Man
I find myself in question of alot of things. I have my days of sitting and pondering the most ridiculous things, while on other days my mind's skepticism of all things existent seems nonexistent. I've questioned the meaning of life, as many of us have. I've questioned the meaning of salt on a French fry (Sure it tastes better, but is it really necessary?) I've over analyzed the reasoning that another person can't just accept that I disagree with their point of view and leave it at that. And I find myself asking the question, "Why even bother?" Do we drift across these tiny morsels of thought because we are just bored? Or is it just a need to, even occasionally, question everything? What psychological make-up is it that drives us to do what not all have it within them to do? To question, analyze and even exhaust ourselves with the search of our own self perceived truths. To the common dictionary or encyclopedia there is but one answer. There may be 10 different sub answers but they all

Ramblings
I Thought.. I thought the sea was blue, I thought its depths were endless I thought there was nothing to compare, To the billion stars reflected and shimmering On its surface in the moonlight. I figured there were mysteries there, Things I'd never see. I thought it held secrets I would never know, I wondered if I could ever feel what it would be like to swim forever in it. I wondered how very lost I could be I wondered if I could feel the soul, the heart of it. I wondered if totally being one with it Would drown me, or save me. I've thought about the truths That might be found by plunging those depths. But then I started to fear my own mortality I started to question myself I wondered if I would die trying... I started to think it wasn't worth it I started to think it would be safer To stay on the shore.. To look on from afar and dream. To dream, rather than do, To imagine, rather than try... To stay safe and dry I may never experience the waves. I may never dive and explore b

Ramblings Of One Mans Heart
A brief look in to your eyes while the shields were down . I could see the hurt of your past . The pain put upon you by the words of those devils . Not one could see the compassion within . The love waiting to be shared . In a brief second as I opened my eyes to your soft voice a moment stolen as I seen the love the passion the kiss of life you hold within so honest and gentle here amongst the shamed . I wonder now that I am awake can you ever forgive the pains done to you ? Can you rise above the little people with the closed eyes ? Can you love now one who is shamed and humbled with the emotion behind your sensual eye's ?

Ramblings Of An Angel Waitin For Wings
I never really understood why love hurt so much when it's supposed to be such a wonderful feeling. Then again I'm young and maybe don't understand what love is really about. I always thought love was something shared between two people who cared deeply about each other, no matter what obstacles were thrown in their way. The love that they had for each other never faltered because they were committed to one another. They shared their joys and sorrows with one another. If something came along they didn't agree upon they worked it out. Even when things were at their worse, their love surpassed all else.

Ramblings
Some people make me say "what the hell is wrong with the human race". I was reading over comments about the West Memphis 3 having new evidence pointing to someone else. And some moronic chick makes a comment stating that they were "poor white trash". So, I take it as that if we don't drive fancy cars, live in fancy homes, and have alot of cash flowing out of the bank account, we are, in her mind and eyes, "poor white trash". I would really love to smack that bitch.

Ramblings Of A Chaotic Mind
After a month of not seeing eachother, having no contact after our break up, you come to me. You held my hand and with tears rushing down your face you said I was the best thing you ever had, and all you did was throw me away. I told you we all make mistakes, we just have to learn from them. We talked for hours. You're the only place that's ever felt like home. You begged me to forgive you. I told you I already had, that it was you who needed to forgive yourself. We've never stopped loving eachother. Yet you know how to destroy me more than anyone ever has. And that's sad. I held my husbands hands through Leukemia, I watched him take his last breaths, and I loved him til the end and beyond, I still do. I don't love for a short time. That's not who I am.

Ramblings Of The Crazed Mind
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Ramblings
Google “when to say I love you” and you’ll come up with over 100 articles full of idiotic advice.Before he lets those three little words “slip,” Men’s Fitness says a man should know his beloved’s three favorite books, movies, or songs, her birthday, her middle name, where she was born and how she would spend her money if she won the lottery. Cosmo says a woman should wait until after she’s done the dishes to tell a man how much she cares. AskMen says wait at least 12 dates. Daily Mail says six months minimum, to make sure you’re past the “infatuation” stage. And most all the experts agree – never say it just before, during, or just after sex (cause God forbid we confuse sex with love).An article in Psychology Today made slightly more sense, arguing that rather than focusing on the timing of dropping “the L bomb,” people should say it whenever they feel like saying it. But the author loses me when he sta

Ramblings
At the moment, I'm about five days into my new diet/lifestyle. And at this exact moment, I could eat a pound and a half of chocolate. Stress makes me want sweets in the worse way. I've been on the road for a bit (and off Fubar) and I learned while in Europe these last few weeks for work, that they are all pretty much slim little things. And I, as an American, REALLY stood out with my excess weight that really hadn't been bothering me. Well it "didn't" bother me until I was walking along the Promenade in Frankfurt. I thought I was on a semi-casual catwalk with all the thinness of those around me. Do they ever eat?! Well they smoke so maybe some of them do that as opposed to eating food. But seriously, thin/fit/insert descriptive of choice here.

Ramblings Of A Raven
I'm very quickly coming to the grim sensation that I'm likely to be single for another 5 years or more. Its been five years since I have really been with someone and all I'm feeling now is that it isn't likely to change. I'm feeling a lot like I'm pathetic for wanting to fall in love again. For desiring to find someone who can be truthful with me, and see past whatever physical sexiness I do or do not have. If its not I'm just friend material its someone who wants to use me for my sexual desires. I'm still a person underneath the lingerie, and sexiness. I'm doing my best to be a good mom and trying to be a good daughter by taking care of my mom who is older than most parents of my generation. I try to not focus on the loneliness that is eating away at me, but its there everyday when I wake up to no one other than an empty side of the bed. For a while I was content to be alone since I had to figure out things in my life, but now it is becoming a sore reminder everyday that I'm just not

Ramdom Thoughts On Things That Arent Really Pertinant
THE BEST NEWS I HAVE HAD IN A LONG TIME NO SOONER THAN I GOT DONE PRAYING THAT HE WAS OK I GET WORD FROM HIS BUDDY THAT THEY FOUND HIM HE IS ALIVE VERY MINIMAL INJURIES AND IS ON A HELO BACK TO THERE CAMP ! I AM EXTACTIC I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO IF I LOST HIM WITH OUT FULLY GETTING OT KNOW HIM AND BEING A LARGER PART OF HIS LIFE , THANK GOD HE IS SAFE! OK SO WHY THE HELL IS IT THAT HOT GUYS ARE ALWAYS WITH FAT UGLY ASS WOMEN??? COULD SOME ONE PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME ??!! IVE BEEN TO SEVERAL PAGES THIS MORNING AND HERE ARE ALL THESE SEXY ASS WELL BUILT GUYS WITH PICS OF CHICKS THAT WEIGH LIKE 300 POUNDS SAYING THIS IS MY BABY I LOVE HER SO MUCH ,AND MANY VARIATIONS ON THAT WTF IS UP WITH THAT SHIT IS IT THAT THERE SELF ESTEEM IS SO LOW THAT THEY THINK THEY CANT DO ANY BETTER OR WHAT??? I MEAN DAMN I KNOW LOVE IS BLIND BUT COME ON NOW, LOVE ISNT THAT BLIND , I KNOW THE OLD ADAGE THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME IN THE DARK COMES IN TO PLAY BUT SHIT I AM NOT ABO

Ramdom Thoughts...
Hearts make no sound as they break.... Quiet as an empty grave... Wildness fueled by fantasy- Souls burning with madness- Embracing what "could" become- Self destructing furture unknown- Intertwining lives as we go- Our hearts producing our thoughts- Brains unable to function properly-Signs still not visible- Craving unity we continue down- Letting the electricity flow through us- Our first thought into reality; bright and vivid- Desire blazing into the depths of humanity- Serinity and peace cloud our judgement- Our faoundation begins to weaken- Fire burning out of control- Unstable ground comes out from under us- We begin to slip on our own remains- As I stumble the fire catches me- I feel it's burn as my flesh smolders... Struggling within myself to survive- Waiting for the blaze to dissipate- Waiting for our fire to burn cold- The fires insanity, like my own- Still burns like the sun- Seeing you in the shadows-

Rammstein- Du Hast Mich Revealed !!!
After many long conversations with various people it has come to my attention that nearly everyone has no clue what Rammstein is saying (lol). Mostly the misconception of what the phrase Du Hast Mich means. Many, if not all, have come to believe (for some reason unknown to me) that it means You Hate Me, which for the MOST part is true. However it is NOT entirely true. Yes Du means you. Yes Mich means me. But Hast DOES NOT mean Hate.Hast in fact means Have. I can understand how this mistake has come about. A simple spelling error. If the song were to be called You Hate Me then the tittle would read Du HASS Mich and not Du HAST Mich. just one wrong letter has changed the true meaning for many.But now you finally know the true meaning of Do Hast Mich You Have Me. However Hast CAN mean hate if used in the correct sentence structure which is not the case in this song. Time for a quick recap: Du = You Mich = Me Hast = Have Hass = Hate to make the difference of You Hate Me

Rammstein Lyrics In English
Whoever does good will be forgiven Therefore be good in all your journeys Then you'll soon have visitors We'll come with the song book We were born for music We are the servants of your ears Whenever you're sad We play for you If you live without sin And give each other a hand If you don't squint into the sun a song will be played for you We are the servants of your ears We were born for music Whenever you're sad we play for you Whenever you can't sleep May you be treated to a song And heaven cracks A song falls softly from the light of heaven We were born for music We are the servants of your ears Whenever you're sad We play for you Love is a wild animal It breathes you it looks for you It nests upon broken hearts and goes hunting when there are kisses and candles It sucks tightly on your lips and digs tunnels through your ribs It drops softly like snow First it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts Amour Amour Everyone just wants to t

Ramon's Blog
im sorry to all i use to talk to if you still get on here send me a messege let me know your still here so i can keep talking to ya and i will try to be back on here as long as i can plz leave comments on my videos i put them up for viewing and commenting so plz comment on my videos i woudl greatly appriciate it thanx Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along th

Rampant Stupidity
Stopped by Jack in the Box today for lunch and got a Chipotle Spicy Chicken Ciabatta, Cheddar and Bacon Potato Wedges and two tacos. I like to get ranch for the sandwich and especially the potato wedges so I did as usual and was asked if I wanted any sauce. Me -"I'd like an insane amount of ranch please." Her - *Confused look* "I'm sorry, what?" Me-"An insane amount of ranch." Her -*More confusion, but gets out a TUB of ranch cups and digs in with both hands piling up 12 on the table* Her -"Is that enough or keep going?" Me - "That should be good." So, I drove off with my twelve cups of ranch and am now happily enjoying my lunch. This tactic never fails for getting a condiment unless it is one of the places that charge you for an additional sauce.

Rampant Stupidity
Is it just me or is anyone else seriously starting to get depressed by the stupidity that seems to be running rampant in the US. Now I am not saying that everyone should be a rocket scientist. But a little bit of common sense and basic knowledge should be a bit more prevelant in our society. I work in the tech support field and I talk to hundreds of people a week. What I have found is seriously depressing. When you have to spend 15 minutes talking to someone who called you because they could not find the "Any" key on their keyboard, you just have to shake your head and sigh. Because at the end of the call, your not 100% sure they have grasped the concept. Just thought I would try and get others opinions and see if this is just something I have noticed and if it bothers anyone else that we live in the "stupidest" country in the world. I love it here and I am not trying to offend any of you very "special" people that call me. But come on read a book guys.

Rancid
RANCID LYRICS "Daly City Train" He was an artist and a writer and a poet and a friend In a man's life he will take a fall but how low he goes it just depends He's shooting dope in the men's room at the station daly city train Have you ever seen an angel well I know I have they'll stay here for a while and then they'll fly away Jackyl had a beer in his hand last time I seen him When he rolled the dice he never thought twice never thought twice about being here Some grown up and some grow old but what about the kid who never learned the rules Spent all these years on this earth when you look back it's just a flicker of time Jackyl was one of the one's that perished He was one of the one's that was already saved Through all the evil and wreckage he maintained a sense of himself Jackyl had a beer in his hand last time I seen him When he rolled the dice he never thought twice never thought twice about being here Some men are in prison even though the

Rancour
Sorry world but it’s over now You thought you had me Pulled a fast one somehow That just didn’t work out The way you planned To destroy me Take me out on my own land It won’t work this time Oh no you see Because this time I’m holding on I’ll save my tears for me Because crying over you is pointless I’ll save all my smiles Because unlike you They don’t need a trial I’m keeping my heart to myself You will no longer read my words My fire used to keep you alive Now you will feel its burn You turned your back on me But that’s not what I’ll burn first First it’ll be your heart and your soul I’ll burn your insides Make your blood boil Then once my fires released You’ll skin will burn And fall as ashes at my feet I told you before I’m not gonna sit here and take this I’ll tell you again I will no longer sit here and fake it Fake the smiles Fake the blame Faking my entire

Randomness With Boom
National Paintball League Results (Huntington Beach, CA) PROFESSIONAL 1) San Antonio X-Factor 2) St. Louis Avalanche 3) San Diego Dynasty 4) Golden State Ironmen SEMI PROFESSIONAL 1) Arsenal Evolution 2) Method of Destruction 3) Impact 4) Avalanche Army DIVISION I 1) Aftermath II 2) Hollywood HK 3) Splat Kids 4) All or Nothing DIVISION II 1) L.A. Endurance 2) Miami Rage 3) DC Arsenal Predators 4) Aftermath Factory DIVISION III 1) CS Union 2) NV 3) Rockstar Factory Red 4) Black Cell (Copied from White Boy Dancing) White BoY Dancing!!!@ CherryTAP I was talking to a new friend, Jennie, and made a simple comment. "Why is it that mens' comments have a tendency to be only one or two words?" I mean take a look at the typical male comment: CUTE!, HOT!, SEXY!, DAAAAMMMN! (like the additional letters in the word is supposed to make it longer! LOL). I have decided that mens' comments are in direct proportion to the length of their penis! I appre

Randomness
ONE - Spell your full name without vowels: nn Wrrngtn TWO - Are you single? nope THREE - What’s your favorite number? 29 FOUR - Favorite color(s)? blue, black, red, purple FIVE - Least favorite color? brown, but it is the most amusing SIX - What are you listening to? I Am Ghost - Killer Likes Candy SEVEN - What do you smoke? nowt EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now? Yeah most of it NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity? someone said i looked like a female version of Johnny Christ but i think they were joking TEN - What is your favorite class in school? Media ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE? HA HA HA HA...no TWELVE - How do you make money? I work at my local CO-OP FOURTEEN - Are you outgoing? not really FIFTEEN - One word to describe you? crazy SIXTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes? either my black and pink sketchers or my black and white skull and cross bones shoes SEVENTEEN- Do you own big sunglasses? nop

Random Thought
Nice something new to play with on lostcherry. Its not like im confused enough on how to make the damn skins!!!! Now they give me something else to sidetrack myself with. WHOOPEEEEEE. The one word that can totally fuck up a great day... DRAMA. I fucking hate drama.

Random Writings..........
I don't have much time online at present, but I will try to get back on later. I just wanted to say I am alive and miss you all and I am still slowly getting my life on track. Well what a day, I woke up this afternoon, feeling better then I have the last few days then my crankiness and my brother crankinesss got the best of us and we had a big fight, I am at the libary now. He dont want me back the place, so I dont know what I am doing or where I am going. if I am not around for awhile you know why. To me Christmas Time is now for the kids. My Goal this year for Christmas is to help this family that lives by my house, they have 3 kids and I know they have a hard time. In the summer I would treat the kids every chance I got. So for Christmas I am going to try to give them a Christmas they wont forget.

Random Thoughts From The 'trap!
Ok, i belong to a lounge, but went to bed. Couldnt sleep and since no one was in my "home lounge" I decided to try some of the other lounges out. I went into like 3 or 4 other lounges and the people there were, shall we say "unfriendly". I got welcomed by maybe one person per lounge!!! I mean, most of them had so much stuff loaded into them that it took a while to load, but if they have that much stuff loaded into them, then they should take that into account and give a person so much time to say "hey" or "hi"! But even so I said "Hi" and got absolutely NO RESPONSE!!! I'm like WTF!? You would think that theyd be happy that new "blood", so to speak, was headin into their lounge, but nope, no hello back from anyone! These lounges on here need to wise up and realize that it's the members of fubar that make them work! Welcome new people into your lounge the same as you would a person that has been a member from the start! Damn! Legitimate Rant Over! LOL! This

Random Writing And Pages From Me Book
A light breeze picked up a strand of her hair and blew it across her beautiful alabaster skin . Her blue green eyes caught the moonlight glistening rivaling the stars themselves. One lone tear slid down her cheek as she thought of the love that she had longed for. So long had she been searching that the vision had become blurred in her mind till now. "Kelim why after all this time have you come to me? I was happy in my haze. But now .........now you have come to me re-instilling hope and giving nothing but old pains anew. Why do you haunt me so" A dark figure slowly imurged from the forest as if born from the tree's themselves, flanked by two hounds, huge lumbering beasts born from the nightmares of children. The figure glided closer running his hands through the thick coarse hair of his companions.His hair and cloak flowed in an non existant wind, as a ghost trapped in his own reality. "Does it pain you so to look opon my face maiden? Would you prefer that I left you to yo

Random Thoughts Of A Pissed Off White Woman
I am me, I am the way I am, and I do not change for anyone no matter what. I love to meet new people but I have the type of personality where you will either love me or hate me..lol. So who knows, maybe you'll be my new friend? I'm ALWAYS 100% brutaly honest, and I pride myself on being that way. I'm blunt, outspoken, and I say whatever I want to say. I don't really put much thought into alot of things before I say them, if it comes to my mind, then it automatically comes out of my mouth.. lol. I'm weird, and I know it. I love my weirdness! I'm quick witted and I maintain multiple personalities while most people find it hard to maintain one. LoL. My favorite colors are orange and blue. I love to laugh. I hate most people. Girlie girls make me hurl. I swear like a sailor when I wax my cunt. I swear like a sailor when i'm not waxing my cunt. I hate most things anyone else would like. I'm spiteful. I'm stubborn. I can be selfish. I can be jealous. I'm a flirt. I

Random Thoughts
Just letting you all know that im going to be in a contest here on Cherry tap in the near future....annnnnd it would be greatly appreciated if you could take time and cast a vote for me =) I hope that you all had a marvelous Christmas and that you are getting ready for the New year. haha i can't believe it, it will be 2007 soon =O Ahh this weekend went by so fast. I hate when that happens. lol. Now its back to the usual stuff...classes and such. Im attempting to find another job, but i really have no idea where to start. so im going to be heading out today to search for something i suppose. I need money...been spending too much of it lately, and need to go back to saving. Its beautiful out today, going to be hitting low 80s here..which is amazing for this time of year up there in rochester ny. haha. Its most likely going to be the last warm summer like day around here. The leaves are starting to change colors and im excited. I love the fall. Its a shame that i have to spen

Random
Lonely Little by little, you stop loving on me the mad wind of banners passed through my mind my love, my own in heart stop feeding of your love with out leaving mine seeking the new blossoms. No one wonders, is no one there No one will come on my life Lonely the days Lonely the times Lonely am I On my ways my lost soul wanders Alone in the life I FINALLY WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT!!!! HANK WILLIAMS JR AND GRETCHEN WILSON IN ROANOKE RAPIDS NC...MY TOWN.....IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME....I HAD A TOTAL BLAST.....I NEVER KNEW HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVED HANK AND GRETCHEN!!!!!I WILL BE HORSE IN THE MORNIN BUT IT WAS WORTH IT ALL THE WAY!!!!!THANKS FOR READING DONT BE AFRIAD TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!!!!LOVES YOU GUYS well tonight i was approved as a SEXYBEAST21~RIDER~...Just want to say thanks to all the RIDERS who accepted me...i loves you all

Random Jibberish
I am not trying to be mean, cocky, or bitchy. As I have been called all those things and more lately by people wanting to see my private folder. It is private because I do not open it to the public. I am unsure as to why some people feel that I should just gladly open it up for all to see. If this was the case I would have never set it to private. It is nothing against anyone- I just want to get to know people before I show them every kind of photo of me. lol. But I have it listed in several spots to not ask in my profile, as well as in the name of the folder. Trust me - If I want you to see them I will invite you to see them, even if only for a day.

Randomness
I will NOT: (see list below) get on Cam for you Dont ask or beg your pathetic post pictures of my pussy (that's personal for me and whoever I am with besides there's plenty of free porn out on the internet and several fu skanks that are willing to show theirs for some stupid bling on here) Make NSFW or SFW Salutes for people that automatically think they deserve one... If I make u one its because I WANT to and WHEN I WANT TO Speak with you in the chatbox if you keep acting like an attention deprived child Answer questions that are already on my profile (yeah I put information on there that I think everyone should know) Talk to you if all u have done is perv on my pics and comment only on my NSFW pics

Random Writings:
1. must be open minded 2. able to hold an intelligent conversation 3. must be dominant enough to hold one's own in my presence 4. must have positive outlook on one's self 5. must be willing to work hard and play even harder 6. must love spending lots of time with children 7. must not be the jealous type 8. must not freak about Sanguine tendancies 9. must know how to please your partner in the bedroom and out of the bedroom This job entails a lot of hard work but can have great rewards. If you think you have what it takes to be this person, please send your qualifications listed on your resume and I will get back to as soon as possible -Hell Vv--vV A woman sits alone in contemplation under the soft glow of the moon. Looking down she sees the movement of life from her womb. Evidence of a once promised love. Crimson tears well up in her eyes with the thought that one day they will want answers. Anger and self loathing in her heart for her weakness to so

Random Rant Time
So many times I have sat back and watched so many people on LC posting bulletins. Many of the posts that I have seen have been all out attacks against women on the LC. Calling women names like whore. Does putting labels on people make them feel empowered or a better person? I can understand that some people are concerned about this kind of content being exposed to thier children but LC is an adults only website so it really shouldn't be an issue. I can also understand the statement of people getting tired of seeing nothing but titts and ass all over LC. My thought on that one is if you don't want to see it just move on to something else, there is plenty of activities to keep you busy on LC. So why all the labelling and the trodding on others? Is this not America? Do we not have the right to express ourselves in what ever fashion that makes us happy? Does a woman choosing to express her sexual freedom and self love make her bad? Where does the line finally stop? For so many

Random Emo Shit
Tomorrow is Alex's funeral. I've been okay most of this week... I think I will freak out tomorrow. I wrote a song for Alex... It's not dune but I hope to have it done by next thursday to record and have available to the public and most importantly, Alex's friends. It's sort of my own way to work throught things instead of letting it sit in my head and eat away at me. I'm rediculously stressed... but I do it to myself I guess.... I love this new song by Evanescence called "good enough". It's just an amazingly romantic emo song. I love it with everything I'm worth. My ex boyfriend kissed me the other day... that totally messed with me. *sigh*... the world of being single is really weird to me. I haven't been single in a very long time. I am pissed that I haven't been able to live it up. I haven't slept with ANYONE since I've been single, lol. No I'm not a ho.... or a slut. lol, I just like some action every now and again. I'd also like to play with my band. Damn it. Early

Random Writings..
These gifts I bear unto you. Gifts of dirt, death-eaters, and decay. Gifts to pay homage to my Messiah of Forever Darkness. Dirt from the graves of those who oppose your law. Death eaters in the shape of worms and maggots to sprinkle along your unhallowed grounds Decay, enough for a feast to sedate your militia of unliving souls. At the black ebony gates of Hell I feel welcomed with open arms and spread wings. You with your wicked words and black heart full of desire. I have waited an eternity for your embrace. I have screamed your True Name to the full eager moon. I have shed my crimson tears. And I have waited. Oh, Have I waited. As I fell into the warm grasp of the flame, I felt you near. To curl my fingers against your leathery flesh darkens the last remaining innocence of my soul. As I breath the soot from your hair, I know the promise you carved into my spine was true. You will Never let them Hurt Me. Punish me, O

Random !
Okay, i stumbled on this site and lol, I have to say, a BIG thanks to all the guys and gals that have given me a great welcome so far.. I was a bit dubious about using it but, how can I not after that? im still working / learning my way around the site ( its a bit clumsy :P ) but il figure it out.. hopefully figure out how to talk to some of you guys and such.. if anyone wants to mail or something me and help me out il appreciated it!

Random Things
I have figured it out. What I am missing is the anticipation that comes when u get to touch someone for the first time. U know, the first meeting. the first everything. I'm bored with my situation and now I have realized that it's just that the anticipation. Wondering, daydreaming, wanting. So my senses aren't gone, they're just in hiding waiting to be discovered. Forever Gone It took him to leave here to make her realize just how much she really feels inside. Now she's trying her best to hang on, praying every night he's not forever gone. She spends everyday thinking of life without him. Now she prays his feelings for her don't dim. Each night she dials the phone, hoping he'll pickup this call. So now she believes they could have it all. All of this to make her open her eyes, It's her own doing that she has no more time to buy. It took him to leave here to make her realize just how much she really feels inside. Now she's trying her best to hang on, praying e

Random Song Lyrics
Check, check, check check... out my melody Special You think you're special You do I can see it in your eyes I can see it when you laugh at me Look down on me You walk around on me Just one more fight About your leadership And I will straight up Leave your shit Cause I've had enough of this And now I'm pissed Yeah This time I'm 'a let it all come out This time I'm 'a stand up and shout I'm 'a do things my way It's my way My way, or the highway Check out, check check... out my melody Just one more fight About a lot of things And I will give up everything To be on my own again Free again Yeah This time I'm 'a let it all come out This time I'm 'a stand up and shout I'm 'a do things my way It's my way My way, or the highway Some day you'll see things my way Cause you never know Where, you never know Where you're gonna go Check out, check check... out my melody Just one more fight And I'll be history Yes I will straight up Leave your s

Randomness
please help my dragon grow by clicking on him I like this site, the fun I've been having with creating my avatar is unmatched by any other chat program. There are even ways to earn credits for free, if your patient you can get any item or outfit for your avatar for free. I feel loved when...The Five Love Languages My Primary Love Language is Physical TouchMy Detailed Results:Physical Touch: 11Quality Time: 9Acts of Service: 4Receiving Gifts: 4Words of Affirmation: 2About this quiz Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.Take the Quiz!Check out the Book

Random Quizes
Take the quiz: What does your birth month reveal about you?JuneThinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! yup and a gemini goddess. remember?! Take the quiz: Which Greek god/goddess are you?AphroditeYou are Aphrodite! Aphrodite was the goddess of love and beauty. She flirted with everyone, even though she was the wife of Hephaestus, son of Hera, and Hephaestus did not do much to stop her from cheating.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook

Random Thoughts
Man it's too late to be doing this but I guess I've got a lot on my mind and I need to put some of my thoughts down. I've been down a lot here lately because I can't seem to keep a job I work two years for Arby's, and was fired over some stupid crap that was not my fault. I got another job work as a security guard at the hospital, and it was a easy job but I got laid off and now I'm sitting at home drawing my unemployment with no jobs in sight. This shit is killing me I don't know what to do or where to go I need to get out this small ass town and head out to the big city,but I hate starting over again. My thoughts has been on joining the Army because it's stable job and it would be a mean of supporting myself,but I'm 31 and there's a freaking war going on right now and I to be honest I don't thinking that the army would be the perfect place for me right now. I just don't know what to do cause I don't want to waste my life and having nothing to show for it. So I guess I need

Random Thoughts
I was talking to a new friend, Jennie, and made a simple comment. "Why is it that mens' comments have a tendency to be only one or two words?" I mean take a look at the typical male comment: CUTE!, HOT!, SEXY!, DAAAAMMMN! (like the additional letters in the word is supposed to make it longer! LOL). I have decided that mens' comments are in direct proportion to the length of their penis! I appreciate that guys want to comment, but for pete's sake, make us look like more than neandrathals! I mean I look at some womens pics and it is like cavemen!! CUTE! MINE!! FUCK!! NOW!!! LOL Go ahead...grab her by the hair and drag her back to your cave! LOL Therefore, I propose that men actually take a moment and think before commenting...yes, I realize that this could be a life changing event for most men. Take the opportunity to say CUTE...or SEXY in a slightly better way. Or...keep saying it in one word and "tell" the world that you are hung like a rabid field mouse! So, with tha

Randoms...
Holy shit...I havent been on in a lonngggg ass time... and i havent added any pics in a while... but! ill get on that soon... anywho thats about it K so...Hi everyone lol This would be my first blog on here... As of now im still kinda trying to figure out this whole site..and so far I have to admit, Im confused =S but there is alot of stuff to do here. If anyone wants to give me some site pointers haha that'd be great, Tell me some of your favorite features of the site too and i'll check em out... Im gunna try and post new pictures pretty often so, check it out =P Thats about it for now...I'll try to update things as much as possible too. TTYL, Sammie

Random
I will be running a Famp and Boomy on Friday the 13th at the same time I will have a blast going. I only have 11 fam so far and looking for anyone inerested in a spot. A boomy will get you and 2 friends or

A Random Life Update
So I sprained my ankle, and my ex from Boston took me to the hospital.... Then after I got my painkillers filled, I took two (vikoden, and before that 2 percs at the doctor), gave two to him, and fell asleep.... THAT MOTHERFUCKER STOLE 6 MORE FROM ME!!!!All the bullshit lines he's feeding me about how he's getting better and soon won't need the pils at all, and he steals mine, when I obviously need them!!! I don't know what to do... I hope for things to get better.. I mean... I don't want to start his whole dating process again... I can't handle getting hurt anymore.. Why can't anybody settle down with me AND be good for me? I wish I had a gun.... -Angel K-

Random Crap From Whoknowswhere....
Don -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Im gonna go lay back down in bed.. if anyone wants to contact me they only need read bcak in my blog and do it... anyone else should already know how to contact me...only a couple people i really wanna talk to today anyhow...no offence to anyone... Talk more soon.... HEY HEY HEY.. for ALL MY FRIENDS and FAMILY... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... i decided to just post a blog and let EVERYONE know what my contact info is... donbellwa on yahoo/email igor2@hotmail.com on MSN/email/myspace and OF course you can always contact me on here... MUCH love to all... Don / Lover1371 PS... if you decide to contact me on ANYTHING.. PLEASE... let me know who you are...lol...

Random Joking Things
(x) been dumped ( ) been fired (x) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of my parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (x) been arrested (not really) (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die (x) been to Canada (X) been to Mexico (X) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar (x) set a part of myself on fire not intentionally (x) eaten sushi (x) been moshing/crowd surfing at a show (x) love someone or miss someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel ( ) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) try going threw puddles on a bike (x) gone puddle jumping ( ) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at school ( ) used a fake id (x) watched the s

Randomness!
So, I have two jobs now. CiCi's Pizza and Denny's. I like both jobs all right, though I find my job at CiCi's tedious and remedial. I'm not sure if they mean the same thing or not, but you get the picture. Its the worst thing- having these two jobs. It looks as if I m going to have to make a decision that I dont want to make. Which is more important to me? Are either important enought to take precedence over the other? Will I ever know? Perhaps I will know but it will be too late. The biggest question of them all is can I survive the final decision...... I do know that I want to go back to school in the spring, but I dont know how Im going to do that. I'd have to quit one or both of my jobs, but I need the money from both. I got a call from the Burger King on post to go work there for like $6/hour, but I cant do fast food. Talk about tedious. I would miss the interactions with the customers that I have a t Denny's. I guess it really is a whole other world. I feel so mu

Randomness
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Passion33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com Obviously, I'm bored so I decided to make a blog and post a comment.. i enjoy making new friends, so don't hesitate to send me a msg and/or add me to your friends list. :) Well, as usual i'm bored so i decided to post a blog entry.. i'm hoping to meet some new friends, so please feel free to send me a msg or add me to your friends list.. but only if you actually plan to talk to me.. :)

Random Thoughts
i was in foster care for 18 years of which i was not prepared for anything except failure. Most the homes i was placed in were terrible to say the least. Why do we still allow ourselves to subject the future to such a heinous atmosphere? and what steps can we take to change this? It came up in a conversation today that men dont tell woman what they really want they have a hidden agenda of sorts. But do woman really want to know what men want? And why is it that when men do tell woman what they want they get all fussy i mean you cant expect them to say what you want to hear can u?