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Randomly Posting My Writing
The dark, sloe eyed glance had caught him, she knew, as he made his mind up to leave. She watched him hesitate, passing his keys from one hand to the other, anger still present in the set of his shoulders and the muscles along his jaw. She watched him and realized, once again, that she didn’t care overly much as to whether he stayed or went. This time there was a child involved, sure, but there were probably millions of children involved all over the world. What was one more? The glance she had shot him had merely been habit. It was in her nature to at least try and keep him, as it had been in her nature to snare him.

Random Facts About Rae!
‎23 Very Funny ADULT TRUTHS ****** 1. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. ... ... 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on # 5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind-of tired. 10. Bad decisions make good stories. 11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blu-ray

Random Thoughts
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them

Random Moments Of Misguided Creativity
I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything

Random Thought
i had this dream where i was in some kind of group of friends i was wandering around with a couple of guys*not like that* in my dream i mustve known them awhile i was kinda like the lil sister or something, we were running from some guy that wanted to kill us and as we ran down this dock looking thing i saw a ship leaving so we ran after the ship and jumped onto it just in time to be too far for the guy chasing us to follow...i thought we were safe til some crazy lady that mustve owned the boat showed up and told me she had a deal for me..she sat a girl down at the table on the deck where we were all sitting and handed me a gun..she told me if i shot the girl in the arm we could stay on the ship but if i didnt she was going to throw us off into the water i assume...so i shot her in the arm after hesitating for a few and i actually thought of a spot to do it where it wouldnt be as bad she looked dissapointed at me like she knew what i did but allowed us to stay on the ship...then we doc

Random Thoughts And Other Shit
when I speak sometimes the words just won't come out right thoughts and ideas take a tangled flight, leaving my tongue in a knot, and me lost in thought. when I write though, not always but sometimes, some magical times, it's like the words are transmitted to me from some cosmic thought center where right and wrong are neatly organized,all black or all white, no grey in sight, then they filter up through my soul and flow onto the page,, I'm hoping this is one of those times,,, lately my mind takes me on a trip, a journey with every thought, even the simple ones somehow manage to wrap themselves up, twist around with others and form a labyrinth,

Randomness
Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward. Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both. For a wounded man shall say to his assailant, "If I Live, I will kill you. If I Die, You are forgiven." Such is the Rule of Honor. Thats an awesome quote from one of my favorite bands Lamb of god.

Random Thoughts Of A Mad Man
RANDOM THOUGHTS OF A MAD MAN I WALKED THAT WALK INTO THE LIGHT. AND I DID FIND ALL IT HAD TO OFFER. HAPPINESS , LOVE ,JOY.BUT THEN AGAIN IT WAS ALL TAKEN AWAY WITH NO REASON OR CAUSE. I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT MY PLACE IS IN THE DARK. THE DARK IS WHERE I FEEL NO PAIN OR HURT OR UNHAPPINESS. YET I ALSO FEEL NO LOVE OR JOY. BUT I GIVE UP ALL THE FEELINGS TO FEEL NOTHING WHY BECAUSE NOTHING CAN NOT HURT AS BAD AS ALL THE OTHER FEELINGS HAVE CAN IT?LET ME ASK YOU A QUESTION? HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH YOUR PAIN AND HURT. DO YOU DO LIKE ME AND BOTTLE IT UP, HIDE IT NOT ONLY FROM

Random/everyone
This photo only needs a rate, you may comment if you'd like to but it's not necessary. I still hate the format of these blogs. Maybe that is why I abandoned the Fu. This was where I chatted up my friends.

Random Thoughts...
"Fire scares me, yes, and earthquakes, and venomous snakes. People scare me more than anything, for I know too well the savagery of which humankind is capable." ~ Excerpt from Chapter 10 of Odd Thomas, by Dean Koontz In the middle of reading a book about a man who talks to ghosts, solves crimes, and takes down criminals I had a thought. In general, I don't particularly like people. Not to say I don't like certain individuals, I have friends and I enjoy the company of others. But in the grand scheme of things, I would just assume avoid delving into the real world social mix. I have the unfortunate gift of seeing things as they are and not how I would wish them to be and reality is no fun place to live. I don't think there is any inherit good, or evil for that matter, inside any of us. Rather, I think there is a primal desire. Supremacy. Simple enough, we all want to win. And, who doesn't? There is nothing wrong with wanting success. The issue lies in seeking individualism power vers

Random Things...
You Are a Visionary Soul http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/visionary-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100">You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What">http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? Blogthings">http://www.blogthings.com">Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

Random Thoughts
A whisper in my ear, thoughts only spoken to the mindm with a slight touch of sanity, my dreams become my reality.... never wanting to wake from this slumber, to spend the rest of my life in this state, its a place where noone can enter,,, only be brought....

The Random Thoughts Of A Madman
The Mad Hatter, Asmodeus, Big Poppa...All these things i have been called, But never any less, Nor ironiclly any more. There ofcourse, Are people within my life, That mean very much to me. My Love, My brother, and several more, But I am an agent of Chaos, Thus This shall be a venture, within the mind, Of a truely and faithfully, MadMan. Have you taken the brief moment today, to view the magic taking place all around you, or have you passed it by, ignorant as ever. Have you taken the time, To thank, Your children, Husbands and wives, fathers and mothers, For being with you all this time, Faithfully, and completly? Have you taken notice, of the magic, of life? There are things within this realm of existance, people take for granted, to be there, day after day. Never Questioning why it is the way it is. Instances such as not taking a few moments of the day,

Random Thoughts
I havent done one of these things in a really long time. Just thought i would sit down and write one for the hell of it. I been having a lot going on in the past few years .Im just ready for my life to settle down and be happy for a change. In the last 7 years i have been through two marriages and 2 divorces. It seems

Random Thoughts
Wait. We cannot break bread with you. You have taken the land which is rightfully ours. Years from now, my people will be forced to live in mobile homes on reservations; your people will wear cardigans and drink highballs. We will sell our bracelets by the roadside; you will play golf and enjoy hot hors d'oeuvres. My people will have pain and degradation; your people will have stick-shifts. The gods of my tribe have spoken. They have said, "Do not trust the Pilgrims, especially Sarah Miller." And for all these reasons, I have decided to scalp you and burn your village to the ground. Christina Ricci as Wednesday Addams in Addams Family Values, playing Pocahontas in "The Camp Chippewa Thanksgiving Pageant"

Random Thoughts
My heart is heavy, my heart is broke. It takes your breath, and it makes you choke. The pain will take you to a dark place and eat you alive. Loving someone will only get your heart broken. The tears will roll and you will ache. Love is a lie, love is untrue. It will eat you alive and leave you blue. I look into your eyes and see the real you, and it makes me wonder why you do the tings you do. People

Random Stuff From My Head Some Old Some New...
contrary to popular belief I am not perfect, I am not a saint, I am not a mind reader, I am not a millionaire... what I am is an imperfect bitchy broken mess with a heart a mindset that cause me a lot of pain and happiness all at the same time... A girl with a mindset that everyone ELSE needs to be happy and my needs and wants will come later or that the people i am caring for will take care of my needs... and in the end there usually isn't enough of anything left for me... Why is it that no one can see that all i want is for some one to love and care for me as much as i do for them... i want them to think of me before themselves... goodness knows i think of them and their wants and needs before my own... why is it so hard for others to do the same... I am tired of feeling used and abused and bitchy... So I can not seem to find sleep, so I am going to start a blog on here.. I mean why not...

Random
SNOWFLAKE (INSPIRED by Naked Rocker) Formed from dust and vapor falling through the freezing air. If one should fall from grace and enter in the Devil's lair, May the beauty God's bestowed it; individual and rare put shame to all his minions crawling back into their doom. For with this Godsent snowflake, He reminds us he made room... Merry Christamas... Rox

Random
-as my eys start to close the light starts to fade away. -as my breathing slowers the sweet scent of your skin fads away. as my mind starts to stop working my momories of you are no longer around. -as my heart stops beating you begin to cry knowing that you never said goodbye. -as my spirit leaves my body it never leaves this world to protect you. -as you begin to cry I'll be the one holding your head up high and the voice in the back of your head telling you that everything will be ok. -as you start to break down I'll be the one to put you back together from the inside. -as you start to fall I'll be the one stoping you befor you hit the ground. -as you find yourself in a dark place all alone with strangers I'll be the making you fell safe. -as you start to remember all the great times he had its not to make you feel sad and cry its me telling you that im still around and i havent forgotten about you. -as you see your loved one talking to him self when he'

Random Men Bullshit.
hi...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures.feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my yahoo: misterak20 msn:

Random
I thought before I first saw you,I knew what love was.That, I later found, to be false.You showed me the meaning of True love.I loved you with all my heart,I gave you everything I had to give.I thought our loved would last a lifetime,I was the only one, though,You already knew it wouldn't be forever.You tried to tell me.I always chose not to listen.I only heard what my heart was telling me.If I could go back in time and change things,I wouldn't. I always want the memoriesof you and I together, the way we were -Happy for the most part.I love you still,And I always will.But today my life starts over,Starts over without you.This will be a tough journey for me,But I know I will make it.Life does go on. How long beforeI kiss your sweet lipsAgainTasting the curves ofYour mouthAs we unite.When willI get to hold you in my armsAgainFeeling your soft curvesPressing against my bodyAs we embrace.How many days must pass untilI love you on all levelsAgainIntoxicating you onThe physical, spiritual an

Randomness
Sexuality is an interesting thing because we all have the capability of being sexual. It’s what we chose to do with that’s important. Even those like myself that don’t have a high sex drive still have the ability to be sexual. The way to bring that out is to have a partner that understands your needs. It is very difficult for some to tell their partner what their needs are but bu doing so your partner is able to learn what your needs and wants are and are more able to turn you on. Of course this helps your self-esteem. So why is it so difficult? Some would say it’s not polite. Even in the 21st century sex seems to be a topic that is considered taboo. Why is that? Everyone does it so why not be open with your partner about what you like and what turns you on. Sex is a natural normal part of life. Another thing, while we’re on the subject, why do people cheat? Most of the time it’s not because they don’t love their partner or enjoy being with the

Random Crap
Do not go gentle into that good night,Old age should burn and rave at close of day;Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right,Because their words had forked no lightning theyDo not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how brightTheir frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sightBlind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height,Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.Do not go gentle into that good night.Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Ok once again a padre at work has sparked off another blog, well this time I was in a sort of disscussion based forum.. a few of us there. Th

Random Old Writeings :p
Stress What is stress? is it pain? is it drama? is it tears? really what is it?to me stress is life,life is stressi mean you work so hard for one thingand you try and try and trybut in the end u end up hurt and aloneand so stressed out that u dont know what to do with yourself anymoreyour world has crumbled down and your left helpless PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY NO MATTER HOW BAD OFF YOUR LIFE IS,THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE OFF THEN YOU.I GUESS ITS A SOURCE OF COMFORT. BUT THE IDEA THAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE OFF LEADS TO THE LOGICAL CONCLUSION THAT SOMEWHERE IN THIS WORLD THERE IS A PERSON WHO IS IN WORSE SHAPE THAN EVERYONE ELSE.SOME GUY WHO HAS ALMOST 6 BILLION PEOPLE DOING BETTER THEN HIM. BUT IN REALITY,AS YOU GET TO THE BOTTOM OF THE BAD-SHAPE PILE,IT BECOMES HARDER AND HARDER TO KNOW WHO'S DOING WORSE. IS A BLIND,PARALYZED,MANIAC REALLY BETTER OFF THEN A THREE-FOOT PARAPLEGIC IMBECILLE? TOUGH CALL THEN THER'S ALWAYS MY 'PLUS-A-HEADACHE'FORMULA.NO MATTER HOW HORRIBLE AND

Random Thoughts.
I'll be sitting in the back waiting for whoever to notice me again... If you do find your way back, I'm sure its only temporary. I'm not going to speak over everyone to get someone's attention. I've tried, its tiring, and very unhelpful. Are you wondering who you are yet? You could be wrong.

Randomness
Okay so to start I will just say that I am only here for fun. Do NOT need the fu-drama and will block you if you start it. As far as the rating goes, if you down-rate me and I see it I will down-rate you as well. Fair is fair, and that will be the end of it. If you bomb me or my pictures

Random
1. Breakfast Club 2. Top gun 3. Gladiator (with Russel Crowe) 4. The Ugly Truth 5. Alice in Wonderland (with Johnny Depp) 6. Men in Black 1 and 2 7. Field of Dreams 8. Radio 9. The Spongebob Squarepants Movie 10. Jeff Dunham movies RANDOMNESS IS GREAT

Random Shit, Blah!
Pray for me everyone. I'm soo confused about my husband right now its not even funny. When I met him in march I already had a son from a previous relationship. I ended up getting pregnant in May, with a baby girl. He moved down here at the end of June. We got married November 18th of last year. Had my baby girl December 8th. Everything was going great with us until he lost his job about 2 months ago. We have been staying with my mom. And he just basically quit caring all together about having a job. Our income tax came right about that time. So he's been just gung ho about staying at home. For the past 2 months, I have felt like I'm single with a roommate that just happens to the father of my baby girl and husband. Since he has moved in with us, he has not had to do dishes once, take out the trash or anything. I do all of this. All he does is Snooze all day till about 3-5pm. Wakes up, then logs onto World of Warcraft. Plays it all freaking night, pausing maybe twice if I insist he help

Random
we come to times of trial and choice through life. What separates a good man and father.. from the rest, lays in the palms. how much blood are you willing to hold? how much of your own? we live in a nation of indulgent bastards dreaming of gold rings.. at the cost of fellow soul. it is no secret that i hold little opinion for my fellow man or their acts.. the actions of a decaying society that has been on a path of destruction far beyond the years i ever took first breath. my poor fellow man and woman of a land corrupt and born to... non has gone without suffering or wrong.. non has not been smited unjustified. but few remain to stand against.. to wily give of thy self in full for a greater good. teh heart has grown weak and inept to see the good in these dark places. our selfishness engulfs like a kerosene fire of lustful dreams. am i the only bastard child of the cold world that will stand defiant? am i the only one that sees a purpose beyond myself wants? TAKE... all my blood.. in y

Random Shit
From The Onion: WASHINGTON—During an emotionally charged press conference Monday, newly minted Redskins quarterback Donovan McNabb expressed gratitude to the unappreciative, abusive, and intolerant fans of the Philadelphia Eagles for their total lack of support over the years. "I'd like to thank all the Eagles fans who were always there to demand the whole world from me every week, who expected me to do everything with almost nothing, and who blamed me for the team's every failure," said the six-time Pro Bowler, who also apologized for his failure to shore up the Eagles defense and his inability to keep Brian Westbrook healthy while leading the team to five NFC championship games. "I can't thank them enough for the constant insults or tell you what their lack of support meant to me when Rush Limbaugh made racist comments about me. My only regret, besides every fucking awful moment of the past 11 years, is that I couldn't give these people what they wanted most: drafting Ricky Wi

Random Works
The smile on your lips, I find it quite teasing.As I look down at your naked form, it is more then simply pleasing.Yet when I enter you, I scream in pain.The shaft of my member is chafed, yelling 'Never again'.There is no easy way to say this, but my dear you are rather dry.If you give me but a moment, I will run and get the KY.

Random Facts Because Witchie Said Pretty Please With Sugar On Top
Random Facts (I'm only doing this because my under the cover lesbian Witchie said pretty please with sugar on top) 1. My depression meds have killed my sex drive 2. I once went two weeks and couldn't make myself cum :( 3. I have no contact with my mother and father, although they live only 15 minutes away. 4. I was my best friend's first lesbian experience and she tells any guy she is with now I can give head better then him. 5. If I had more cash, I would be a drug addict. 6. Curve cologne makes my mouth water and my thighs tingle. 7. I have sent topless pictures to Jonathon Davis and Fieldy from Korn and talked with them on the phone after a show. 8. I am slightly obsessed with tattooed guitar players 9. I love and trust people to easily 10. I love Reese's Cups

Random Quotes
While you SCREAM at ur woman, there's a man wishing he could talk softly to her ear... While u HUMILIATE, OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her & reminding her how wonderful she is. While u HURT ur woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While u make ur woman CRY... there's a man is stealing smiles from her.

Random Thoughts
OK SO THIS IS MY 1ST BLOG ON HERE, I HAVE SO MANY CRAZY RANDOM THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU MY HEAD LIKE IF I LEFT TOMORROW WHO WOULD KNOW AND IF I SHAVE MY HEAD WHO WOULD STILL TALK TO ME FOR MY AMAZING SOUTHERN CHARM OR WOULD CALLS AND TEXT STOP HMMM PEOPLE ASK IF A TREE FELL IN THE FOREST WITH NOBODY AROUND WOULD YOU HEAR IT, WHO GIVES A MONKEY BUTT ABOUT A SILLY TREE SOUND, I HAVE NO CLUE BUT I'M SURE THE ANSWER IS ON A SHIRT SOME WHERE HMM NOW I'M BLANK IMAGINE THAT

Random Poems
the painfull memory of a damge childhood that haunts me like a nightmare destorying me leaving me helpless and weak can't defend for myself because i'm blinded by the hate that runs through my body like a drug being injected into my vains make me not see thing so clear, everthing is so dark when you are all alone with no one to hold you when you are dying on your back laying in a pool of your own blood and have nothing to show for what you did in your life only the mistake you did and the scares you got from the painfull memorys of your childhood nothing seem to make sense to you your inncote is takin from you at a young age each day you face a new challege of what would life throw at you next when will life take you away with just one breath not know what life will do. life play it's sick joke that will haunt us to the day we die and hope that are mistake will not be repeated life painfull memory show me that life is just a dream on the way to death, if this is my hell then give me de

Random Thoughts
He who knows truthKnows he must bring honorHe who knows loveKnows to bring commitmentHe who knows integrityKnows to bring intelligenceHe who knows his loverKnows to bring his open armsHe who is a knightKnows that he is protectorHe who sees beautyKnows he is the eyes beholderHe who understands compassionKnows he must be patientHe who understands his dutiesKnows his role as a prince

Random Thoughts
When I look back on my life nowadays, which I seem to do, what strikes me most forcibly about it is that what seemed at the time most significant and seductive, seems most futible and absurd. For instance, sucess in all it's guises; being know and being praised; ostensible pleasures, like aquiring money and seducing women, or traveling going to and fro in the world and up and down in it like Satan, explaining and experiencing what ever Vanity Fair has to offer. In Retrospect, all the exercises in self-gradifaction seem pure fantasy, what Pascal called, "licking the earth" Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gased at the sun into the fading night? Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask,"How are ya?", do you hear the reply? When the day is done, do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head? Ever told your child,"We'll do it tomorr

Random Facts And Stories
Tampons start to bleed… IN THE BOX! Reanimated corpse of Mr. Hooper descends on Sesame Street to exact murderous vengeance on Snuffleupagus Viacom reincorporates as a non-profit North Dakota ravaged by civil war with South Dakota Los Angeles swept away by 1000-foot Cheez Wiz tsunami Gallup Poll reveals Americans totally apathetic about sex JFK Jr. and Princess Di rise from the dead to sire a new race of entitled do-nothings Jerry Falwell comes out of the closet Canada develops its own culture Swarms of flying goats terrorize playgrounds Tall glasses of cool, wholesome milk spontaneously transform into frothing cups of demon vomit Whiteheads become chic Chimpanzees begin to accessorize Switzerland falls into the sea The Anti-Christ appears – accompanied by the Uncle-Christ Flipping someone the bird can KILL THEM New fast food craze: McLocust Burgers Cease fire declared in war between cats and dogs P. Diddy is appointed U

Random
I have been thinking about the most painful stuff that some people have to live with and come to realize the "mentally and emotionally" unstable people are where they are for a reason they trust friends to always help them out when times get rough but sometimes we take that for granted it's something stupid that we all do.. well what happens when those friends turn there back on you and everything falls apart this a stupid fuckin blog . I know im not the nicest or coolest person to talk to or be around especially on my bad days and the more and more i i think about it the more and more i realize that i treat people like shit because i'm unhappy or depressed well maybe it's time for me to step up and try to make a change for the better and maybe by doing this i wont hurt the ones i care about and that care about me the most. We often take things in our lives for granted and maybe we should give our head a shake well all in all i guess this is just me giving my head a shake

Random Thoughts
Ya know, for the sake of your children, you should be nice. At least care enough to put your child first and be civil with your ex. It's not that hard. It doesn't take a lot of energy to do such a thing. I do it EVERYDAY of my life. As much as I HATE my ex, I care enough about my child to put him FIRST and be civil. It wasn't always easy at first, but we made it work. So to you, you know who you are, quit being a selfish ass cunt and for the KIDS, who are starting to become the VICTIMS, put your anger aside and be an adult here.

Random Thoughts From A Psycho's Head.
"What do i do now that you're gone? No back up plan No second chance and no one else to blame All i can hear in the silence that remains... Are the words i couldn't say." ~Rascal Flatts Today, all i can think about is the fact that you're gone. I'm so angry for what you did, but i miss my husband like no other. But you sir, you are not my husband. ~You are not the man who was at my wedding. ~you are not the man who sings a lullaby withme to our son every night. ~You are not the man who makes dinner special even if it's mac n cheese. ~you are not the man who used to kiss me passionately with meaning. ~You are not the man who put his arm around my waist as he turned out the lights for the night. ~You are not the man i love. You are the opposite of the person i married. You have taken him away from me and i'm angry with you. I don't even think you know who you are anymore. Where is my soulmate? Where did the fun times go? Why can't we just smile anymore? Why can't we just lau

Random Thoughts
I don't know but i think fubar should make an app for the android market. would be a lot better for some people that cant get on all the time and if they have a smart phone and have an app it would be worth the while to have it but that just me saying Just want to get somethings out in the open.

Random Jess Musings
This should be interesting... ***{Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"}*** ***{Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"}*** ***Basic Info*** o1. Your Name: o2. Age: o3. Fave Color: o4. Whats your sign? o5. Phone Number (you dont have to do this one): o6. Location(you dont have to do this one): o7. Height: o8. Hair (color and style): o9. Piercings/tattoos: ***Here Comes The Fun*** o1. Are we friends? o2. Would you kiss me? o3. With tongue? o4. Would you enjoy it? o5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? o6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? o7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? o8. Would you walk on the beach with me? o9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 10. Do you/have you talked about me? 11. Do you think I'm a good person? 12. Would u take a nap with me? 13. Do you think I'm cute? 14. If you could change anything about me -would you? 15. Would you dance with me? 16. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 1

Random Thoughts
been working hard to reach goals, won't buckle from stressbut I was sent here for the struggle, and I'll suffer to deathmy concepts stay focused, waiting for something to changemy progression remains hopeless, afraid I'm stuck in my ways

Random...
I fear what the mummers would do to me if I posted this as an actual mumm, so here it is in my blog for your consideration... I'm going to get a new tattoo on Tuesday! I like them all and I can't choose which one I should get... Give me your advice! Tell me which one you like best. I'm going to be getting it on the inside of my arm right above my wrist, so if the location helps you pick a picture, sweet!

Random Words
I don't know how else to put this.It's taking me so long to do this.I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.My muscles feel like a melee,My body's curled in a U-shape.I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.Propped up by lies and promises.Saving my place as life forgets.Maybe it's time I saw the world.I'm only here for a while.And patience is not my style,And I'm so tired that I got to go.Where am I supposed to hide now?What am I supposed to do?Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?Tell me I should stick around for you.Tell me I can have it all.I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.I get to go home in one week.But I'm leaving home in three weeks.They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.I'm following suit and directions.I crawl up inside for protection.I'm told what to do and I don't know why.I'm over-existing in limboI'm over the myths and placebosI don't really mind if I just fade awayI'm ready to live with my family.I'm ready to die in obscurityCause I'm so tired

Random Postings
Ok, here I am again, on my fifth day off from work and still up early in the morning. What is wrong with this shit. Oh well, allows me to get on the comp and play. Trying to decide how to waste my time today again, although I am sure I am going to get started on another paper in psyche. Ever feel like one things consumes you all the time? will be glad when I am done with this school thing, but that isnt goin to be for probably another three years. At least I like my classes, just not the time lost.

Random Rants
Why can't Mountain Dew just keep the throwback version? Can the Dallas Cowboys win with Tony "I took Jessica Simpson to Cabo San Lucas instead of putting in more time to beat the NY freakin football Giants of East Rutherford New Jersey" Romo as thier QB And another thing either the Giants and Jets drop New York from thier geographical indicator in there name and change it to where they really are, or in the Jets case move back to the actual state of NY or they both drop the NY and just go by the team name. Last I looked at the calandar we are in the 2nd decade of the new millenium and

Random Ramblings
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym

Random Shit
Just once when I apologize and try to work things out with someone, I wish it wouldn't get talked about or whispered about or brought back up again, oh yeah..i also wish something could just stay personal. Like a fight or argument could be just between the people having them. It's no wonder a person feels awkward and out of place. Maybe airing ones dirty laundry to the group isn't exactly the way to bring people together. Or make one feel welcome or that they belong. But its just my opinion.

Random Thoughts
I sit here on Christmas Eve and I wonder what the hell has happened to most of the people. Most everyone is out for themselves. Want, want, want. Thats all everyone does. What happened to a time of giving. Something that comes from the heart. I am getting so sick of this place. I give without being asked. I help because thats what makes me feel good. But all I see in status messages is give me this and give me that. Its sad. You all wonder why this country is going to hell. Everyone has a hand out and wants something for nothing. It makes me sad. Makes me actually hate the Christmas that everyone else talks about. I celebrate a season of giving, but I dont do it just this time of year. I do it year round. So examine yourselves. Think about the real meaning for the season. And then do something for someone else without them asking. Figure it out before its to late.

The Randomness That Is Me!
long ago we were in love you were all i could think of now that time has past i wonder if were gonna last now only time will tell where we are going to be now in going crazy everything so hazy were fighting all the time nothing seems alright i dont know what to do going crazy because of you why cant you listen when i speak why do you always have to ignore me i feel things may be coming to an end wasted all that time we spent trying to work things out almost thinkwere better off with out really dont think you ever really cared about me i know i over react but its not just about that i feel like im talking to the wall you say sorry all the time but it dont mean a thing if you were truely sorry i wouldnt have to repeat myself all the time i try and talk to you about the things you do and you just laugh it off say your sorry when your not why do you let me push you around

Random Thoughts Of My Love!
Woke up about 6 am still groggy from my meds. I wish that I could b close to u. U make me laugh, u make me smile,I think of u often well always. Just to have u in my life makes me want to continue. I would b nothing without u! I would give anything to have u here with me even if it were just a few days that would make me ecstatic. And as for all those that say they care........ I call b.s. On that cuz betrayal doesn't show care just selfishness!

Random Stuff In My Head
Just some stuff going around in my head....The State of the Union Address: Why during prime time ? You're fucking up my television schedule. And why so long ? All he really has to say is "Shits fucked up and I'm gonna try and fix it"....people will clap, and I can get back to some fine television viewing. Anteaters and aardvarks. Why is there both ? They're basically the same damn animal. Does the world really need both ? Cleavage. Ladies, if you're going to put it out there, we will look. Just a fact of life. WAR. What is it good for ? Well let me tell ya. It keeps me employed and getting a paycheck. Boredom. I am suffering it from it right now and thats why I'm doing this. I'm not doing it because I think anybody is interested in what I have to say right now. If you are reading this, are you bored too ? Well that's all for now.

Random Scribbling And Rants
living in my own hell no one cares or understands all alone in this worldalone with my thoughts thoughts vile and dark matching a soul black as night so many faces and layers no one really knows what lies under the dark they see what is projected but never the truth the hurt and scared girl afraid of what is next cant go forward wont go backward stuck in the darkness no sees her tears or her fears so she stands brave and tall as long as she stays in the dark

Randomness
So, with the recent sucess of the movie The Social Network, comes also the age old question, "Are we becoming too dependant on technology"? How many of you out there remember, in the not too distant past, a time when you actually rememberd your friends' phone numbers? When there was no 'Fave Five' to put them in, and catagorize them as a face, or a name? Much like the Cartographers (map makers) of old, is personal interaction going the way of MapQuest? Punch a few qualities about a person that you'd like to have in a companion, and Viola!!!! ???? Ok, so maybe that's a little too I Robot, but you get what I'm saying here, don't you? The very same thing that is suppost to bring us closer, is actually teaching us to become more 'personally reclusive'. Now I just made up that phrase, but the best I can explain its meaning would be as follows..... Shying away from tangible human contact in order to contact humans thru mechanical means. Did Native Americans send smoke signals to each other?

Random Lyircs
I wanna cut through my skin And pull you within My heart burns like the sun As our flesh becomes one In the darkness My heart aches at the sight of you Trembles and quakes within sight of you In the darkness Our bodies burning Tides are turning Somehow stopping time What is becoming of my heart and mind? In the darkness All that you want from me is all I have to give In the darkness Coming so easily, learning how to live In the darkness All that you want from me is all I have to give In the darkness Coming so easily, learning how to live I will surrender my soul And give you control Make me a Martyr for love To the heavens above In the darkness My heart aches at the sight of you In the darkness Trembles and

Random
1. First Important Lesson - "Know The Cleaning Lady" During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. Second Important Lesson - "Pickup In The Rain" One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alab

Random Poems
i remember the days when my mind used to beoverrun with emotions and thoughtsof all things good and the worst;as time went by,with each new day,and with a brand new life to look forward to,my mind emptied itself in a flash, just like that;with a cup of coffee in hand,i sit back and think about the yesteryears,smiling at the change that has taken over meand the life that i have been blessed with now;strolling down the memory lane,unafraid of the future,blinded by the ecstasy of livingeventually, with eyes wide open,i’ve come to understand, thatsome things, including life, change for the better;

Random Stuff
I have uttered this phrase more than once along with "everything happens for a reason"....I really try to practice what i preach and not let things get to me but its hard when you have had the life I have lived so far....i dont want to rrlive all of it but i do want to talk finally about the latest tragedy/roadblock......I have 3 sons one in new mexico and 2 who are in oklahoma....my youngest prestyn "supposedly" locked himself in a car trunk and died....I was devistated because i have not been a good father i made a mstake and followed what i thought was love only to get my heart destroyed not broke destroyed...so now my baby is gone and i only have the option of riding a bus to oklahoma to the funeral or not going there at all...i went...only to get the news that my baby isnt mine but my best friend and brother jasons and that my ex knew since right after we got divorced but to screw me out of child support money she never said a word....out of everything though i must ask why she di

Random Thoughts
j The book I am currently writing.... Chapter 1 Stranges in passing... He stared into the empty blackness of the sea thinking that something in his life had to change for the better. He just wasnt content within himsef. As the waves rocked the ship gently about, he began thinking of his mother and how she had talked him into taking this cruise.Itll be, She had said. Maybe youll meet someone special. Youre a nice boy and you need someone to make you smile, instead of being a work-a-holic all the time. She had said with a wink. As he stood alone on the bow looking at the darkness waiting for a sign that life would be better, the sounds of laughter and music played out behind him. The sea reminded him of his life as a reflection of dull stationary existance. He couldnt help feel the tear roll down his cheek as he gazed at the older couple off to his right.Look at them. He thought to himself. As he tried to hold back his sorrows, he took a final pull from his ciggarette and retreived his

Random Shit
just another random thought,sitting in the silenceof my disturbed thoughts,i refused to think about it;i closed my eyes,tried to shut it tight,carried everywhere by the wind,it seemed so real and so true;gazing deeply into the pool of water,i see my face staring back inamazement and in wonderat the emotions that i am overcome with;drawing me closer and closer,stirred by the depth of passion,torn between the life that isand the life that will be, i struggle;trying to find a solution,i try to claw my way out,i try to fight the feelingsand all the emotions i have been overcome with;sitting in the dark,thinking of you,wishing you were here,realizing i am a prisoner of love

Random Stuffs
They may see mebut not for who i amthey accept mefor the person i"ve showni may be funny energetic and strongon the outsidebut withinim shatterd like broken glasstorn to the edgeused to the boneim slowly pushed outthey dont think im usefuland it hurtsi cant change who i ambut maybe of what you think of mewe were gonna be friends foreverbut nothing lastspeople change......you changednow in my lifesince i feel as though im not loveto everyone im faded She is my strength when I am weak and she is my star in the night sky,She is my sun on a cold and rainy day,She is the voice that soothes me when I cry, She is the blankets that keep

Random Reflections
It has been a life time, 14 years, but the scars still stay, both physical and otherwise. I was 19 and you had just turned 18, you were charismatic, and yet shy. Strong, yet so vulnerable, already your life had given you more then your share, and I just added to it. I still remember walking through the park, and you asked me if I wanted a relationship with you, or if we were just fooling around. I was scared, and still trying to come into my own and figuring myself out. I wanted so much to say that I did want a relationship, but I hesitated, and you drew your own conclusion and you backed off from me, I had blown it, but worse then that I had become just another in a long line of people who hurt you and let you down. Then I had to go and tailspin out of control with my life, and you got sucked into it. Maybe you wanted to hurt me like I had hurt you, but in that moment I snapped and did something really stupid, and you got blamed for what I had done. I ultimately did the right thing, a

Random Bloggishness
So, I recently set out to prove a point to myself, that fubar, and 90% of the so called friends I and everyone else ahve on it, only notice if you got bling, and notice I put 90% I have found a few wonderful friends on fubar that I wouldn't change for the world or trade for millions of dollars. but...

Random Qoutes
Sex is evil, evil's a sinsins are forgiven, so let's begin. Kids in back seats cause accidents, accidents in back seats cause kids. If youve been naughty go to your room if you wanna be go to mine. you have been very naughty now go to my room!

Random's
" He has what we need (his face is here, his face is there, we wanna see him). He has everything (we say his name, we give him fame, we wanna be him). He's constellations and satellites. He's UFO's on angel wings, invisible in his universe of sky-he's so high. He shoots the stars and blinks the lights. His paper skin covers up his paper scars. Black of eyes, black of vanity. He's overdressed just to win us over (the hair shines, the face is pretty). He's by design and his mind has been placed by a string. He is the model nihilist. He's got the face of a million superstars. Obsessed? It's what he wanted. Impressed? It's all the sugar. I'm am candy coated, so come and see all the fashion and frolic."

Random Shit
We're tiny, we're toonyWe're all a little loonyAnd in this cartoonyWe're invading your TVComic dispensersWe crack up all the censorsOn Tiny Toon AdventuresGet a dose of comedySo here's Acme AcresIt's a whole wide world apartOur home sweet home, it stands aloneA cartoon work of artOur scripts were rejectedExpect the unexpectedCause Tiny Toon Adventuresis about to startThey're furry, they're funnyThey're Babs and Buster BunnyMontana Max has moneyElmyra is insaneThere's Hamton and PluckyDizzy Devil's duckyFurrball's unluckyand Go-Go is insaneAt Acme LooniversityWe earn our toon degreeThe teaching staff'sBeen getting laughs since 1933We're tiny, we're toonyWe're all a little loonyIt's Tiny Toon AdventuresCome and join the fun.And now our song is done!

Random Thoughts And Things Some Funny
APPLCATION FOR A PIECE OF ASSName:______________________City:______________________State:_____________________Age:__________ Phone:______________Hair Color:__________Real Hair Color:____________Eye Color:___________Dentures: __________Weight: _________Height:___________Waist Size: __________Breast or Bra Size: __________Marital Status:Married___________Single______________Divorced:_________ Other__________Are Your Breasts Real? ____________Do You Like Them:Sucked_________ Chewed__________ Kissed____________Caressed__________ Squeezed________ Licked_________Other_____All of the Above____________Can You Stay Out Late? _____________ How Late?_____________All Night? _________ Several Days? ___________Do You Like To Have Sex And Be Screwed All Night? ____________How Often? __________Do You Like Oral Sex? _____________Pussy Size:Small ________ Medium __________Large ____________ Extra Large __________While Screwing Do You:Faint______ Fart______ Cry______ Moan______Hum______ Whistle______ Scr

Randomness
Being an Evil Overlord seems to be a good career choice. It pays well, there are all sorts of perks and you can set your own hours. However every Evil Overlord I've read about in books or seen in movies invariably gets overthrown and destroyed in the end. I've noticed that no matter whether they are barbarian lords, deranged wizards, mad scientists, or alien invaders, they always seem to make the same basic mistakes every single time. With that in mind, allow me to present... The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord ... 1. My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear Plexiglas visors, not face concealing ones. 2. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through. 3. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell in my dungeon. 4. Shooting is not too good for my enemies. 5. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River of

Random
It was a beautiful day sun was out, not too hot nor too cold and i was just enjoying the day with my friend Jenn. The kids were in the house which was by the lake. All of a sudden my phone tells me i got a text and its from my ex wondering if ii could postpone our court date because he cant make it. I told him I would try, not really meaning a word of it and fuming inside that he would even ask me that. I told Jenn that i needed a pack of cigarettes so i left to go get them on my way back home i get a phone call from my exes grandparents telling me that they love me and to be careful after hanging up im wondering what that phone call was all aboutwhen i hear a loud buzzing inside my ear. I look up and notice that the wind had picked up and the skys were a dark menacing color and thats when i see the tornado i run from it barely dodging it and everything else getting picked up with it. I run towards my house only i got lost and cant find my way back. The only thing on my mind is to get

Random Thoughts
Love is the unconditional, unwavering, unfaltering, undisclosed and unmistakable act of emotion that transcends understanding. It is only limited by the one who gives it, even when it is unwanted. It is most effective when it is unwarranted. Loves limitless power can overcome the greatest of mountains in life and can scale the highest of peaks. To give love is to give the greatest of gifts one could ever receive. Love freely and often, as it is God's reflection shining through you. I thought of an analogy last night as I was trying to fall asleep about relationships and feel led to share this morning...Imagine two hands facing one another. When two people meet and begin a relationship is when the two hands are placed against each other. As the relationship grows the fingers of the two hands begin to move toward the other hand and fold downward. As the love begins to mature

Random Thoughts Of A Ridiculous Mind
your hair flows like a summer's breeze your beauty brings men to their knees your voice captures my heart with ease eyes glisten like the moon over the seas and tho i know im not easy to please still you stand right there beside me

Random Thoughts And Rants
I live in a new section of Albuquerque. You drive down the road and there is still large pieces of undeveloped land here and there. I was excited that a Jack in the Box had opened up in the neighborhood, having never had it, the closest one being across town. I cook at home a lot but when i do not feel like it a few food choices are nice. There is not much selection in 5 square miles we have, McD, Burger king Carls jr, and a taco bell/kfc (meaning it does not have a full menu of either). Jack was having a promo, we are new to the area come in and try this combo, Burger, fries, 2 tacos and a drink. Now my thought was, hey trying to win over new customers with a hot fresh and tasty combo. Verdict: Massive fail to win me over as a new customer. Fries, while flavorful were cold, not warm but freaking cold. 2 tacos, at first I thought they were soft tacos being so cold and loaded with grease that the shell was more soft than crunchy. Might be on par with a taco bell taco, somewhat tasty but

Random Shit
FIND MORE HERE http://www.youtube.com/user/TheAnonMessage Things you need to know about the ACTA bill. Citizens of the united states, you need to understand what the bill ACTA is and why it's so dangerous. Here are some things you need to know about ACTA. It isn't the european SOPA. It's nearly global, and will apply to every country that signs the treaty. ACTA is far more aggressive. ACTA will not simply affect websites and have them blocked out of the internet - its measures go as far as surveillance of anything you share through private channels. ACTA doesn't have a campaign against it that is as wide spread and organized as the SOPA one. This is dangerous, and there's less time between now and the final signing of the bill. It has effects on healthcare, trade, and even tourism. ACTA has to be stopped. Let's start spreading the word and organizing a good, solid response to it. We are legion. We do not forgive. We do not forget. We are anonymous. Expect us. Together we st

Random Bitching From A Random Bitch
...cheat on a significant other...forget who is important...learn my lesson...intentionally hurt another person...forget my past...understand how people can be so cruel...stop making an ass of myself...hit a child...learn from my mistakes...truly get what I deserve...trust another person completely...stick up for myself like I should...say what I really want to say...be as strong as I appear...complete my bucket list...give up on those who have never given up on me...wear Crocs...wear socks with sandals...see through everyone's lies...use my children as leverage...be who I want to be

Random Stuff
1. What's your middle name? Lynn 2. What are you listening to right now? I Need Love - LL Cool J 3. What was the last thing you ate? Turkey Sub 4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Wes 5. Do you drink? Only on days that end in Y 6. Do you smoke? Yep 7. What is the first thing you noticed in someone? Physically...eyes ...but i notice if they have an outgoing ot dry personality. 8. What is your hair color? Red- the best hair color DUH 9. What is your eye color? Blue 10. Do you wear contacts/glasses? Perfect vision 11. Dogs or cats? both 12. What's your favorite animal? Lions 13. What's your favorite television show? Single Ladies (VH1) 14. What's your favorite movie? Love & Basketball and 7 pounds 15. What's your favorite band/singer? I love too many 16. How old are you? 31 17. Do you have a crush on anyone? Yes 18. What's your sexual orientation? Strizzle my nizzle 19. What's your favorite color? Blues and Reds 20. What was your most embarrassing m

Random Off The Topa My Head Stuff
ok i aint got much to talk about so lets see what my brain has in it. What should i write about. There is so much to talk about but i dont know what. I could talk about the people in my head but that would make me sound crazy ( there are not any people in my head really.) I could talk about ICP and how great they are but the family all ready knows that. I could talk about Family guy and how they are so propot.When i get done typing this you will be liek wtf did i just read.. looks like alotta bullshit lol. Silent Bob and Jay are amazing. I was so suprised the first time he talked. i loved it. i can come up with alot of all the wall shit like my radical penis enlargement status. That came from my bored as hell brain. I am stuck here is Midland with nothing 2 do but talk 2 myself. its so boreing. Gay clubs are so much fun even tho its mostly straight people there. ( goign to the club is the only time i dress like a girl :) ) This is my first blg so i am just pulling shit outta my ass (HA

Random Thoughts
To you maybe it does seem strange You just do not understand why things must change It's like we are stuck in the wrong gear It's time that we overcome the fear Many memories born and dead in this town We both know its time for anew stomping ground.

Random Scary Shit (true Too)
The Legend:Everyone knows the feeling. You're alone in your house when you get the unmistakable sense that you're being watched. It's like you can feel another human presence in the house with you, even though you know you locked the doors and windows. This spooky trick of the mind is probably why so many of our ghost stories are about someone being inside our house. There's the call that was coming from inside the house, the killer who hides under your bed, the guy who wakes up to find a note taped to his forehead. Even the monsters living in our closet. But those fears are irrational, right?The Truth:A 57-year-old man living by himself in Japan began to notice small things amiss in his house -- objects wouldn't be where he'd left them. Food would disappear that he swore he didn't remember eating. He'd wake up to strange sounds in the middle of the night, but every time he'd go and check them out, the door would be locked, the windows tightly shut. Nobody was there.Was he losing his m

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Random Pathos And Fervered Dreams
Thoughts, moments and something stirring in the night #1 In honor of poetry month... I craved a moment of silence the thought kept triggering on something you said and another thing and another thing and...another, tired, the room grew colder so did my shoulder, but patience is not my strongpoint, and so I held myself in a thought, let the sunrise, I remember happiness

Random Thoughts
So I have had a lot of people ask me since my divorce how would I feel if he got married again. I figure since today he's doing just that it's time to answer that question. I have known for a few years now that this was going to happen so it's not a shock to me. I left several years ago and when I made that choice I no longer had a right to his life. I was then and I am now fully aware of that.

Randoms
I had my first motorcycle at 13. It was a Honda 75 Enduro, and was hooked on riding since then. Tearing up the desert in northern Nevada was heaven. I have had a few bikes since then and know that riding is in my blood. I had happened on a few old outdated magazines called "In the Wind", and "Easyriders", and while I knew they existed, had never owned a Harley. I read the articles, and the stories about how it was to be free in the wind, the joy of the open road and no real destination in mind, but in those same stories were countless accounts of these machines breaking down and I thought "why the hell would anyone pay for something that costs more to fix than own, and spend more time in the shop than on the road ??? Fucking insanity !!! Right? I decided that a Harley was not for me. Then one day, I was in my local harley shop (they do have really nice gear), and as usual, a salesman would come up and start a convo about which bike I rode, and once they learned that I did not have a Ha

Random Bits And Pieces Of My Mind
So I honestly have nothing wrong with Friends With Benefits. Honestly, at the moment it would be almost preferable to just have someone to sleep with and relax without worrying about the stress of a relationship.

Random Stuff
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATEA BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOMEACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,LIKE THE ONE

Randomness
Okay...so I don't blog like this usually. I had an amazing day today, but something so trivial hit me out of left field, and I was taken aback by how seemingly fragile this tough as nails woman can be.

Random Thoughts - New Additions On Top
I don't know why I remember this or if it is common or rare. When I was a little little girl, I thought you were born and you died on the same calendar day. I have reasoned this idea came from seeing gravestones with birthdates and seeing older gravestones with just year born and year died. I had the idea if you didn't die on your birthday this year, you were good to go another full year! Thanks!! I am happy to be in the top 42 chicks today after last week. I only try to stay in top 42 so you can find me on hotness style homepage easily by going to the top chicks in the middle square. The new achievements released the past two days & the new top level 55 have more people interacting, I think.. unless you're paying to find out when to show up to polish a pony. .. If you choose to pay for a tip, that's on you, but if you are charging to give the time to get yours polished and you're getting points on top of that, I don't like how you play. I don't charge people I help out. Maybe I'm

Randomness
Sugary sweetness swells around my ankles...pulling...gripping.. holding me still Embracing me with beautiful words and darker visions of the truth I ache to wade out in the make believe that is you and swim Blind my watering aqua eyes to what my heart doesnt want my mind to see

Random Bull
At one point in my life I was in a 5 year relationship, where he never introduced me to his family. I could never figure out why and to this day I still don't know. It's not a good feeling when your own boyfriend doesn't acknowledge that you even exsist. You have to wonder, was I not pretty enough? Not thin enough? Not good enough? Sometimes those feelings still haunt me.... sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough, and I have to keep reminding myself that I am. I may not be the prettiest, or the thinnest, but I am me. I am loving, caring and giving. If that isn't good enough for someone, then they aren't good enough for me.

Randomness
I'm a product of my society My craziness is something the ingrained in me My faulty wiring that they choose to blame Is caused solely by their attacks to my name I won't sit idle, and just play my role You may hold my mortal boundaries, but you'll never tame my soul Born white trash, but that's not what I'll stay With this brain and these wings I'll fly away Stereotype me, go ahead and place me in your box I'll break out for my will is stronger than all locks I'm the big bad wolf, that's going to tear apart these sheep And finally expose the true actors behind the sheet These crooked politicians, who claim to have our backs Are merely paid actors, giving us someone to point at While the puppet masters play behind the screen We're to busy watching the decoys to catch whiff of anything We don't see that their houses get bigger, as we lose ours We don't see that our freedom is restricted by these bars Or how while we struggle to eat , they have five course meals With mo

Random
I have been trying for the last week to be able to get out of this place. I finally got everything finished. I will be in the Philippines this weekend. I am very excited and just finised everything I had to so I can leave. Hope it all goes for the best Well I have gotten the news that I wont be going to the Philippines. Received that this past Friday when I walked into the airport to get my ticket and it wasn't there. That left me really bummed and very agitated. But on another note because of the issue, my brother has agreed to let me come up to where he lives so I have a place to live so I do not have to sleep on the streets. Hopefully this all works for the best. Just a few days left til I'll be in Ohio I dont quite understand the whole reasoning for everything going the way it does. Today has been very short in all aspects. I ended up having to go out to the hospital at like 3 am with my brother and his wife. She wasn't feeling well so she decided it was time to head over to get ch

Random Musings Of The Rutting Man Beast
With apologies to William Blake (Author of the original poem A Divine Image) Fear has a Human Heart, And Selfishness a Human Face; Uncertainty the Human Form Divine, And Aapathy the Human dress. The Human Dress is forged Iron, The Human Form a fiery Forge, The Human Face a Furnace seal'd, The Human Heart its hungry Gorge.

Random
Eventually we'll forget the past, the reason we cried and who caused us pain. We will finally move and the memories will slowly start to fade. It's time to move on and forget about those who forgot about us. We will realize that if they still wanted to be with us, they'd still be here but deep down we know the truth. They won't come back, they've moved on with their life. We can't spend the rest of our life dwelling on the past and what could've been. It's time to move on. Sorry I had to let you go but I couldnt hold on anymore. It kills me to let you go but its even worse to see that you dont care at all about me. You mean everything to me but I guess to you, Im just another friend. The more I hold on, the more I'm going to get hurt. Someday I'm going to look back and regret and Im gonna wish I tried harder but the sad truth is, that in the end the one that gets hurt isnt you, its me. How can you act like we never fell for love. We fell and we fell hard, it's not the fac

Random Thoughts/ramblings
I have been thinking a lot lately (the past month/month & 1/2) about all the stuff you said to me in sb, yim, txts & in the rare phone conversations. Why did you lie to to me the whole time???

Random Thoughts
A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness,Her beliefs hidden from most.Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown.Wondering where her place is in this life,She has come close to sharing herself,Never completely revealing anything to anyone,Feelings of invisible chains corner her,When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes,Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp,She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world,At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears,But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out,She roams day by day, playing roles,Strength unknowingly resides in her,History repeats itself once again,The translucent veil she so proudly wears,Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside,One day there will be no more mask for her to wear,One day her beliefs will be known,One day she'll know her place in this life,One day she will share herself,ONE DAY this mask will be NO MORE Why am I here and where a

Random Jottings
I guess I'm supposed to write something here. I really don't have anything fantastic to talk about at the moment. Sorry. I'll think of something eventually. I have writers block at the moment..... *annoyed sigh* Glory to you, O Lord Ganesha!Born of Parvati, daughter of the Himalayas, and the great Shiva. O Lord of compassion, you have a single tusk, four arms, A vermilion mark of on your forehead, and ride on a mouse. People offer you betel leaves, blossoms, fruits And sweets, while saints and seers worship you. Glory to you, O Lord Ganesha!Born of Parvati, daughter of the Himalayas, and the great Shiva. You bestow vision on the blind, chastened body on the leprous, Children on the sterile, and wealth on the destitute. We pray to thee day and night, please bestow success upon us.Glory to you, O Lord Ganesha!Born of Parvati, daughter of the Himalayas, and the great Shiva.

Random Things
Okay so I am a random person. I don't plan things out for the simple reason of its boring, I am easly amused by small things like animals or shinny object must be part of my ADD. I am one that can't sit still for long unless I am writing I am a very creative person I write books and do roleplays not he sexual kind just FYI I can add sexual content to any that I do but its not all sexual. My thoughts jump from one thing to another as you will see while I type this up. One topic does not keep my attention long. I believe in expressing your self in what ever way works for you I am a very shy person so this is out of my comfert zone by a lot. To talk about my self and to feel open about what I think is wrong or to show I have an opinion is odd to me but I am going out side of the box i call facebook. Well that is my random out put for today.

The Random Ass
Womanhood has found her, thanks to my death She masturbates in memory of me Injects a healthy dose of lovejoy in her system, after cumming twice But she can’t find Wonderland Her old man returns home Incest on his mine, thirsting for pussy Young siblings silent in fear They curse God for letting this happen She hears old man coming “Get out here bitch!!!” “You dirty little bitch!!!” “Daddy has something for you!!!” The same familiar song in this household Makes the ears painfully bleed Makes her wish she didn’t assist but join me in suicide

Randomness
Since my mumm didn't work so well I figured I'd try here instead. I'm new to game design, and I'm planning to make an old school 8 or 16 bit style RPG, but I can't decide which genre it should be inspired by. Should I make a steampunk style RPG? I know there are already several steampunk games out there, specifically Final Fantasy 6 and 7. Or should I make a horror inspired game? The west never got Sweet Home, so maybe that's something to consider. Or should it be something entirely different and wacky kinda like Earthbound or a combination of different things?

Randomosity.
My vent on people who can't cover up their fat rolls.You're gross. Buy pants that hides your muffin top. I know you like to try to fit your fat ass in pants that are 2 sizes too small, but no matter how much you shove and tuck it's gonna stick out.

Random
Blocking people for polishing bling? Its part of the game how do you think you got where you were or did you forget you had to do it as well? I can understand if one polishes a pony but for the rest? STFU. It's a game and should be treated as one and not ultra serious because the majority come here as a retreat when bored, or to occupy our minds not get yelled at my greedy hoes and trendy fucks. Instead of blocking people who polish your treats why not be happy they ahve actually decided to visit your page? Sure it is to polish but it is an essential part of the game is it not? Saying I will block you if you polish my stuff is highly immature for an adult to say assuming one is actually their actual age on here but let's face it ,any say they are 23 and are 16 or 35 and 45 but still seems high schoolish now don't it? This is truly the adult version of high school although not many act adult here just goofy, flirty and such but it is a goofy game where many come to decompress. The drama

Random Poetry And Wirtings I Do :p
My thoughts set dreary eyes upon rest, with dreams of an absent heart, a love lost with the sands of time, only he who seeks her will find her true beauty as I once did. Love never felt so bold in a heart that was cold from sorrow and agony, it sought to seek the happiness it prolonged for, so many years later it rejoiced itself in her loving embrace. A embrace one couldn't break apart, only she can loosen the embrace, as one never thought love would do, but spoken words of cruelty loosened her hand that had once held love and happiness. love felt unbearable to be ever felt again from another touch and kindly spoken words, only self grief brought upon thought of loneliness, agony, and despair. Never thought ones hand once so fragile with touch would become a rock so hard and harsh with thorns of pain, happiness disappeared within a night under many moons where it came from, only eyes have seen the damage it has caused, a soul so white it shined, turned to darkness so black, darker then

Random Thoughts
You stand with the gun in your hand Staring at the wall with a look so sad Thinking about who really cares And will they even notice if I just disappeared In one bang, blood rushed to the head He'd rather fly through the sky than walk with the dead He stays high while the world goes by Just another day here waiting to die

Random Thoughts
So why is it so hard for people to actually be themselves? Why do they feel the need to be fake or lie? As much as it scares me to let people know the real me, I do it anyway because I would rather somone dislike me for the real me not because I was fake and lied.

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Bulletin: 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email or message your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! I've bee

Rand Logistics
International parcel delivery doesn't come cheap. You select a reputable courier company to delivery your goods, because you require making definite that they arrive in nice condition & on time. But aside from selecting a reliable courier service, you also require to make definite that the items you are going to send are packed properly for worldwide delivery. Proper packing of your goods helps keep them undamaged by factors like handling & climatic conditions. If any destroy happens to your parcel that is improperly packed, you might not have any chance to claim or demand anything from the courier company anymore. Thanks to the advent of the net, everything is feasible at the click of a button. Cheap international parcel delivery is no exception. It is a click away! The World Wide Web has made parcel delivery convenient and cheaper. Historically, in the event you were necessary to send a package to mainland Europe, you were expected to pay a fair amount to do so. Gone are those days

Random Late Night Bullshit.
So. I'm sitting outside. Possibly suffering dehydration and tolerating wind that feels like Satans ass gas for the simple fact that I am running away from laundry. AKA: Being an adult. Plus, I'm stressing about the whole getting older thing. To the point that I may be experiencing a mental breakdown. Within five minutes, I thought of some of the most absurd and hilarious mind-pickings. We'll see how good or bad this could be. I present to you, from the mind of a sunburnt and lazy, quite assuredly retarded Shay..."WTF Was I Thinking.." 1. Damn it's hot. Swamp-ass season. Swamp hunters...ass crocodiles. Wait...bungus gators! 2. A gator couldn't survive this swamp ass. 3. Man, I need...uh...a drink. 4. (Back inside staring at the dryer like its a slutbag pariah, while eating Cheetos) I could be like Chester and rub my fingers all over the clean clothes. Dickbag left a half can of Copenhagen in his pants and it got washed. Cheetos May be an improvement. Stick a pin in this and th

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As of now, it's been 13 days since my birthday. I still think of it as a time for birthday cake & all of that. I suppose I have that mentality of still wanting my birthday to be a big deal, but for the past two birthdays since I've been here it really hasn't been. I think it could be I'm two states away from family so it doesn't seem like a big deal, just another day. At what point in our lives do we go from happy go lucky on our birthday to just meh?

Random
hello if u have fb plz like this photo. my little cousin is in his first jobs costume contest and needs like just click the link it will take you right to his pic. voting ends 10-29-14 at 6 p.m. eastern time thatnk you to thse of you who have helped this far!!! https://www.facebook.com/TastebudsPopcornVB/photos/a.723564574359337.1073741828.715008478548280/750005555048572/?type=1&theater You know, people always think the most painful thing is losin' the one you love in your life.

Random Musings
“I want to love you wildly. I don’t want words, but inarticulate cries, meaningless, from the bottom of my most primitive being, that flow from my belly like honey. A piercing joy, that leaves me empty, conquered, silenced.” ~ Ana

Random
VNV Nation "Standing (Still)" Eyes betray the soul and bear its thinking Beyond words, they say so many things to me A stranger here, reborn it seems Awaking wonders deep in me If nothing's ventured, nothing's gained So I must seize the day And fighting time, so hard I pray That this moment lasts forever And will the world stay standing still, at least for me Through my eyes, stare into me I bear my heart for all to see With my face turned to the sun, there ever standing still It wasn't you, it wasn't me, it wasn't anything It was a day so long awaited and a chance to be as me I let the wind run through my hands Before I turned to walk away In distant days, I long to sense it, all so clear And fighting time, so hard I pray That this moment lasts forever And will the world stay standing still, at least for me Through my eyes stare into me I bear my heart for all to see With my face turned to the sun, there ever standing still And fighting time, so much I ask I will this moment la

Random Thoughts
Ya know it's bad when ya get to that point when ya can't even make sense of the thoughts goin through ur own head. I try soooo hard to be strong for everyone round me but maybe it's time i admit i'm not super woman anymore. I just feel sooooo lost n confused these days n dunno wtf to do bout it. I know i have ppl close to me i could talk to but hell what do i say when i can't even make sense of the shit.

Random
What is it ? Will we men know what we like, and what we don't. We learned from young age to love, admire, lust over, droll, get excited, sexual, turned on, but one thing we don't know about a woman in that aspect. You see, we enjoy a woman's hair, eyes, lips, face, neck, shoulders arms,hands breasts, back ass, stomach, thighs legs feet, let's not forget just the cleavage, tan line, nude and in a lingerie, Legs in stockings or in a bath tub. A full teas or partial. We get excited over any of those in a picture even if it looks like there is a hint of nipple or panties never a the less our reaction to the fact that there is something showing and it's not panties wish wish wish Fully dresses, partially, covered with a hat, hand book to paper we get excited and over joyed But if you ask us to take a selfie we start shacking, wondering in our lost mined ( what does she mean by that ). And our answer is empty as usual because, we don't know what you want to see, we don't know how t

Random Crap
Okay, so today fucking sucked. Figuratively, yes, but it fucking sucked. It starts off with me waking up to my room a complete disaster, thanks to my half angel, half devil in disguise son. After I finally get my room clean, I let him play games on my computer. Big G-Damned mistake there. He threw a fucking conniption fit when I told him to stop. (Mind you, he's 2). Anyways, my mother accuses me of breaking a flour canister and not telling her about it. Like why in the hell would I hide about breaking the canister? Damn! Blame me for every fucking thing, because I was dumb enough to lie a couple of times about where I was or what I was doing. Every G-Damned thing is 'her fault'. Dishes didn't get done? 'Her fault'. Clothes didn't get washed? 'Her fault'. Lawn didn't get mowed? 'Her fault'. Guess you can see the pattern. Anyways, the shit day didn't end there. I started driving to work and was being tailed by an asshole in a red pickup truck. Douche monkey wouldn't get off my ass. I th

Random Stuff
This is something that has been on my mind for well, probably a few years now. As my youngest gets closer and closer to graduating and enlisting, it seems to cross my mind at least once a day. The past 20 years have been dedicated to raising these girls. One is in college studying pediatric oncology, the youngest is going to enlist (branch of service undecided at this time). Come June 2019, she will be off and doing her thing and well....then what? For many, many years my passion has been animal rescue. Specifically bully breed rescue/rehabilitation and adoption into forever homes. My soft spot is and always will be the loyal and the bold, Rottweiler.

Randommadness
I sometimes like standing in the darkness of my mind.. Stand there, and make faces to all, laughing without the rhyme or reason, that even I sometimes do not know why. The act of total control, of the madness that's inside. Is the funnest, the most painful, the most hateful of that, I love to hide. The blank stare to the universe, I put on the mask of nothings wrong. All the while I'm screaming at the top of my lungs to the crowd that's not even listening, or cares if I'm sadly hurting... inside. Wondering if the illusion that I'm seeing, is the dream that I'm living to eternity. I want to disappear from the show, exit stage left, I see a light....

Random Thoughts
So lately, I've had the overwhelming urge to take residence in someone's daughter's throat. Like...there's nothing more fun than to have a woman let you take up occupancy in her mouth/throat for a while. Anyone else knows what I'm talking about? Hopefully, it isn't just me. I'd hate to be just one of few that have had that pleasure/privilege. It's been so long though. Hopefully, that changes soon. But until then, thanks for reading.

Random Thoughts
Johns Hopkins lists the usa of having a 1.8% death rate for people who have contracted covid. That means its only deadly in less than 2% of all people who get covidand thats only if you can trust the reporting of cases vs deaths and all the other health issues that person may have had. So why are willing to give up our freedoms on a less than 2% chance of death even iff we get covid at all? Boston tea party tax 3cents per pound of tea. and we all know how that went right? What about all the other people who died today who didn't deserve it. Just because they didn't make x amount of money playing a sport are they any less important? Where's the out cry for them? A quick google shows a story of a state troop who was killed in a cigar bar or how about some kid who killed his whole family and then went to school like nothing happened. Why is there more interest in a basketball player then whats going on with the U.S President. What the hell is going on with people. Im scared for my

Random Writting
You know whats living to me...3am...after hot summer night...when starts cool off...look up stars glitter...above...mix in with lights...on buildings...and reflect off windows...pushing from spot one spot to where ever your adventure takes you….getting kicked out by same cops...security guards every night...getting chased...the adrenaline...the rush...the clicking and clacking of wheels...the way they vibrate under feet on …sneaking buss transfers out to friends on window...counting change in pocket to ride...to where ever you never been...seeing the city in ...you own eyes...not sensationalized on tv...and media….watching ...the people passing by and people your passing by...realizing underneth it all we are all the same….just programmed differently…..random conversations...trying a trick...getting broke off till physically should give up….but still try it...and catch it...or the trick ...that you have to walk away from think...impossible for

Random Shit Lizzy Thinks About
Here is my list of 50 things that I’m perplexed and curious about….What do you wonder about?? 1. has anybody ever really been abducted by aliens? are the grays for real??2. where did all the ships go in the Bermuda Triangle??3. Where is my twin? my Doppelganger? what would it be like to come face to face with her if she does exsist?4. what are dreams exactly? where do they really come from? where exactly do thoughts come from anyway, or sudden creative urges, insights, memories, intuition? 5. are there colors we have never seen? what do they look like? (this one really drives me nuts when I think about it too long :)6. Did I really have past lives or is this just this artist’s imagination run wild?7. What will be my final thought before I exit?8. are there parallel universes? what am I doing in one closest to this one right now??9. Did we really really really land on the moon in 1969?? After hours of researching this on the internet and looking at both side

Randomness
When tomorrows sunset Becomes yesterdays memory Remember the all the beauty And all the things you said to me The soft whispers fade Laughter fails, now silent simple silly jokes Brings hard tears, quiet Hearing your own heartbeat The pounding in your chest Breaking hearts bleeding As you wonder, what's next? Remembering the simple things Hoping for a somber place Simple, soft, and comforting Putting on an optimistic face A happy illusion bright within Holding a smile for you to see With happiness on a blue horizon Becoming harder and harder to believe Waking up with thoughts of you

Random
As those close to me on this site know, I lost someone really close to me to a war that neither of us really understood. I was just about to turn 19 at the time and he had just turned 22......22. Does that seem like the age of someone that should be gone so soon from this world? I'm well aware that there are a lot of assholes out there that say "He knew what he was signing up for, it was his own fault"....we had to literally fight our way through protestors on the day of his funeral. It was so fucked up. Do you know what it's like to be mourning the loss of someone you love, only to be faced with people spittng venom in your direction? Yelling at you that he was a murderer and that the war needed to be stopped at all costs and that he got what was coming to him. He got what was coming to him.....that's a literally thing that someone yelled at this man's mother. On the day that she was burying her son, her first born, her only boy. My 7 year old sister knew better than to do something l

Random Ramblings, And Songs Unsung
A few years back, I was living with a woman, and every night, she'd wake me up and tell me to stop snoring. One night, at around 2am, I got out of bed to go make a sandwich, and a cup of coffee... Suddenly, I hear from the bedroom, "Stop snoring!" So, I stroll down to the bedroom, Coffee in one hand, sandwich in the other, lean against the door-frame, and ask, "What was that?" She rolled over to face me, and, as she did so, said, "I told you to - Oh! Never mind" From then on, once I finally got to sleep through her snoring, she never woke me up to tell me to stop snoring ;)

Random Thoughts (feelings)
"The Lashing (Ghost)" Therein lies the questionWhat now is to be done?Keep hiding in the shadowsOr go and face the burning son?Lay bare for the lashingTie yourself up to the postOr fade away in shameAnd in time become a ghost?I've something to admitIt's right behind my lipsAnd I just can't hold it inSay it already, already, already nowEverytime she comes aroundI feel it in my chestLike a swarm of bees buzzingWith things I've left unsaidAnd I know she might go runningIf I open up my mouth

Random Thoughts
I have been doing a little thinking this weekend, and it occurred to me, that some people have a really misguided view of "the reds". There are a lot of myths concerning the people who are in the weekly top 10, so I decided to write this blog, in the hopes of clearing some things up.I keep hearing how there is so much drama, and competition for the weekly ranking, but I have not experienced it, from "the reds". I have experienced it from the people hoping to be "red", or those who once were, but have not been able to adjust to the new family sizes, and famp rules. I have been "red" for over a year, and have helped a few others get there. I have also watched other "reds" help others make it, so where is all of this competition? Most of us get along really well, at least on the men's side. There is a certain level of respect that we have for each other. Maybe even an admiration.

Randomness And Wisdom
My mind wonders a lot. I can have 29 tabs open, 5 are playing music that I can't find where it's coming from, & I am researching and reading about topics that interest me. Every once in awhile, I get a quiet mind. One that ponders on one subject. This one is about basically courtship in love. You know...when you are trying to win over someone you are head over heels with and you will do anything to gain their attention to make them yours.

Randoms
Any one else like coding in Discord.js and Discord.py? I am a nerd lmao. But eh, it's fun tho. And if Y'all like coding, and can do it yourself, eh, Hopefully theres a like button here. I am new here.

Random Question Survey Things
Have you ever lied to a priest, preacher or holy man? I ... don't ... know ... Have you ever borrowed something and just never returned it? That sounds like stealing Have you ever opened and re-wrapped a present that had your name on it? I don't get presents Hero or villain for a day? I'm always a little bit of a villain Would you rather be alive and alone or about to die with a group of friends? neither Whenever you ask someone "how they've been doing," do you really want them to tell you the truth? Sometimes yes sometimes no Have you ever dropped food on the floor and then picked it up and eat it? noooooo Ever had to run from the police? hideing isn't running Would you rather know when you're going to die or how you're going to die? neither Are you keeping a big secret from someone? all day long Have you ever been outsmarted by another person? who hasn't ? Would you ever take a lie detector test with a loved one asking the questions? Oh dear god no Would you rather ask a

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PROFILES: RATE, LIKE, CRUSH, ADD, FAN, BLOCK, USE/RESET ABILITIES TO BOOST, GIVE GIFTS, BLINGS, VIP, INVITE BACK or to LOUNGES, SHARE, PUT IN FAMILY or TOP FRIENDS/FAMILY, TRANSFER COINS/FUBUCKS and COMMENT. PURCHASING COINS (REAL MONEY) VIP, BLINGS, RESETTING ABILITIES, RUN POWER UPS, HAPPY HOURS, BLASTS, EXTRA 11’s and TRANSFER. PICTURES: UPLOAD, RATE, LIKE and COMMENT. (Make a Salute to verify you are real) LOUNGES: MAKE YOUR OWN OR HANG OUT, WORK THERE, LISTEN TO MUSIC and CHAT. FUBUCKS: VIRTUAL MONEY EARNED - YOU ACCUMULATE FUBUCKS TO USE ON GIFTS, AUCTIONS, BLASTS, HAPPY HOURS, SPOTLIGHT and TRANSFER. POINTS: YOU ACCUMULATE BY LOGGING IN (Booty Bonus - Points, Gifts and blings) RATING (PROFILES/PICTURES), VOTING (Songs/ Battle of the bands), COMMENTS, POLISH/LIKE BLING, RUNNING POWER UPS. (To LEVEL, ACHIEVEMENTS and SHARING) BATTLE OF THE BANDS: LISTEN and VOTE FAVORITES. You can also VOTE on SONGS on MUSIC PROFILES. Also UPLOAD MUSIC VIDEOS TO YOUR PAGE.

Random Thoughts/poems
She's afraid to fall in love fully because that's the hardest part of the game. She's ok with emotionless hookups. A quick nut never hurt anybody. Just no kissing... Feelings, who needs them?

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I've noticed something on here & I find it very amusing. On a lot of women's profile they have the "losers on fu" folder or "fu losers" folder. In these folders you see comments men have made & messages they have sent. What I don't understand is how is it that women have those folders & right above or below that they have folders of them naked, half naked, or kinks they are into. If you have those kind of pics in your folders, then what kind of comments do you expect to get. There are billions of people in this world & I'm sure most people are aware of how this world is. So why act all surprised when you get nasty comments & messages when you have naughty pics of yourself & your kinks. If women have loser folders then how about men make folders & put pics of the comments & messages those same women send to other guys lol. This is an adult site so you are gonna see adult content & receive explicit messages & comments @ times. If you don't like it then don't get on here. I think women ge

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Ranger@ Cherrytap
If U lived In an aptment.... Where someone has Fogged the aptment sent U To The Hospital... Did Everything to make you ill with bad oders and smells. Runs cold water in kitcken and bathroom all night. You went to board of heath did nothing, also tried to talk with landlords did nothing. They have even openned basement sewer. Still no one cares in bayonne about all this< and you have been living all over. Would you move or stay the fight??? UNLAWFUL FLIGHT TO AVOID PROSECUTION - FIRST DEGREE MURDER (3 COUNTS), ARSON OF AN OCCUPIED STRUCTURE ROBERT WILLIAM FISHER Photograph taken in 1999 Photograph taken in 1997 Altered Photographs Robert William Fisher Get Realplayer TRANSCRIPT OF VIDEO Video tape image depicts Robert William Fisher walking down a street in a residential neighborhood. Fisher is holding a small child and a dog is running around him. Video tape modified and sound removed. Alias: Robert W. Fisher DESCRIPTION Dat

Ranger Down
The Rangers have the address of the place they are going to hit, and the layout. They have learned from far too many urban engagements how to play this. They take nothing for granted, they don’t underestimate their opponent, or overestimate their own prowess. This is always the worst part, putting the pieces in place. It is when they are most vulnerable and when you are least flexible to adjust the plan. None are worried, the soldiers have faith in their leaders, and the leaders have unwavering faith in their Rangers. Their friends should be back, or called in that they killed the guy in the hospital. But it has been a while and no word. Not even anything on the news. They are starting to get worried, and one again their captive is muttering to himself. “Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the field of battle for I am better trained and will fight with all my might. Surrender is not a Ranger word. I will never leave a fallen comrade

Rangeroverlimo
I am from New York City, and likes to travel around the world. When my friends visit me in town, I would drive them around with the luxury Range Rover limo. If you want something new,Escalade limousine New York is one of the fine choices for transportation to get you there in style. Remember, if you happen to come to NY, remember to try out NYC Limo.

Rank
Sharon 'Shash' PEACE N LOVE My Status: Online Stuffing my face Stepped away Trying to work Passed out Hung-over Sick Customize Back Buzz: 40% -- buzzed.. My Public Profile: http://fubar.com/user/165471 My fubar Stats My Info My Giftbox List Gifts Sent | List Gifts Received Dozen Roses from Amity Pint of Guinness from Tracey Diamond Earrings from (sweet) Member ID: 165471 Member Since: Aug, 12 2006 Birthday: October, 4th Age: 2007 Gender: Female Location: Oklahoma City, OK My Public Profile: (customize!) Referral Path: Passion beyond your wildest dreams -> Shash Core Interests: booze, smoking, movies, partying, traveling, volunteer work, ink, photography Points: 750,718 [?] fuBucks: 749,408 [?] Referrals: 30 sent, 13 joined Fuberlord --> Henchman 749,282 Points to go! Level: Fuberlord (21) [?] Today's Rank: #232 Rank: #892 Rating: 10.06 (4299

Ranking
This Wednesday will be my last day for trying for daily and weekly ranking. I'm retiring from the ranking world. I have met all my goals with ranking, achieving #1 Lifetime and obtaining 10 million rates, and I no longer find ranking fun. I am stepping down to let others achieve the top spot. I'll still run bling, but when I want to. I want to thank everyone who have been so kind to me and helped me along the way, you're the reason I met my goals, plain and simple, and I am very grateful to you. With the end of my ranking career, I'll leave a bit of advice to anyone looking to get into the ranking game. Treat people how you want to be treated. The color of your name NEVER makes you better than anyone else. Never forget how it was before you started running bling, when no one would rate you and it made you happy that someone actually visited your page and try to always do the same for others on this site. Always make time to chat with someone who is looking for a k

Ranking
Ok let me start out by saying ty to my wonderful family, including my perm boosters, I would have never have gotten this far in the game with out your help, and hard work and dedication iv felt so honored knowing that you have cared enough to work as a team to get me to my goals of top ten and even pushing me further too #1 truly from the bottom of my heart ty all so very much, My real reason for writing this blog is that it has come to my attention that if you are not a level 57 ranker you should step down from the ranking game, ok for one I agree if your already at your 58,59 level yes it would be the right thing to do and help out, their has been a few people not naming names, that cant keep my name out of there shout boxes or referring me to a (NEW BREED OF RED) in some specific blogs, that they feel me at level 56, and on the verge of 57 should stop ranking and fall off the grid, but before you people talk your smack and say your insulted by my family members still running me, you

Ranking
Ok I have been thinking about this and reading what everyone is saying. There is something that EVERYONE needs to realize about those REDS and the Powerhouses that are running famps all the time. You guys trying for ranking dont want them to stop running. You should want to be in those families. Those of us that are running famps three or more times a week are the ones you want on your side. Ask yourself this...if those who are doing all the famping (REDS and Powerhouses) stop running, where are you going to get your rates from? Your bitting the hand that feeds you!! Those of you that have commented on this blog that have already been RED once if not more should agree with me on this. You know the rating game and how it works. Think about it! Stop trying to screw other people and play the game the way it was intended to be played. Everyone knows what runs this site and sure is not everyone giving someone something for nothing! Learn to work it. If you want tips on how to make it to the

Rannn-dommme
AS LIFE WOULD HAVE IT --------------------- Written By: Shara Stoner Where has the year gone? Where has the time went? At first she was the smallest joy to ever grace the Earth, that made the cutest sound softer than anything I've ever heard. As all children do she continued to grow eventually she was holding her head alone. As the months continued she began to laugh, an coo, and such the personality she began to develop was the sweetest...to meet her a must. A timid child, quiet, calm, happy, and always satisfied slept through the night without a peep. How have I been graced with such a good child? When me myself was the wild, untamed, boisterous one. She continued to grow (as all children must) and she began to roll over and play with us. After a few more months she'd begin to crawl and then she'd fuss when the vacuum or disposal came on. She started pulling herself up on things like the coffee table... and then thats when everything became property

Rants
Lately I have noticed a lot of times thatpeople are on networking sites with PRIVATE profiles? I mean does this really make sense to say you are on a site to make friends, and yet have a private profile? I know several people that if they do notknow a person and say some guy asks to be your friend but has no picture and a locked profile. And then he bitches because he got denied..........ummmmmmm DUH??

Rantings Of The Crazy And Dark At Heart
As I sleep written on May 26, 2006. Cold sweat trickles down my face. My pillow stained with millions of silent tears. The squeal of tires rings in my ears as I'm pulled from my reoccurring nightmare. His brown eyes wide with fear still loom before my tired eyes in the darkness. His blood curdling scream still hangs in the air around my bed. Only when I sleep do I hear his voice and see his perfect features. Only when I sleep do I feel his warm touch on my skin. But as I awaken from the horrific scene, I realize he is simply a memory of what I once knew. He'll never hold me again as I fall asleep. He's gone forever now. Falling Apart written on May 13th, 2006 Falling apart from the inside out Burning alive, And no one sees. Staring at you, But never really seeing the pain. Falling apart from the inside out Hiding behind the walls you've built, Keeping everyone out. No one can break through, Not even those closest

Rants Raves & Blissful Moments
Thank heavens for that - I finally start my holiday this morning. 12 days of stress-free bliss (he lies). Work is soo hectic right now and the chance to take a few days off at half-term to spend time with the kids, and celebrate my wedding anniversary this weekend, is simply fabulous. Will I miss work? Will I hell! I won't think about that hole until an hour before I'm due to go back there. The down-side... I have to take the kids to see the in-laws. They're ok in short doses but anything more than 2 days of them and murder suddenly becomes an option. The rough with the smooth I guess. See you all in a few days. Take care all and keep it Cherry! It's a blog Jim, but not as we know it! Well, now we've got 'em we better make the most of them. To all my family, friends, and fans - thanks for being great supporters during my time here. I do appreciate all your comments. Even the critical and frankly awful ones give me the encouragement to do something better next t

Ranting Doll
Homicide .... is more then just murder .... Come Join The Hottest Party on the Net!!! We are the Forbidden Fruit....................Are you Tempted? Taste the apple of the darkness...click the pic to try us....

Rant And Rave
I am so sick of this site being Micromanaged! The fun is slowly draining out of it! I can't leave messages for all the people on my lists, because it popped up and basically said "fuck you quit spamming everyone bitch". What the hell. So, instead of completely losing it before the holidays and telling the staff where they can shove their "PC" world, I'm gonna try to make the rounds to say goodbye to as many of you as I can. I'm sorry... this is like a daycare center now. I miss the old LostCherry site... anyone know of any other fun sites that they haven't destroyed with the big brother effect yet? I know you all get the bulletins or read the blogs and see the messages that float around about how you're a fake friend if you don't do this or that.... what a crock of shit! Have you ever stopped and looked that the picture whores that post 100 pics a day and then whine that you don't fucking constantly rate them and leave comments are the worst offenders for getting back and rating

Rant
Okay LostCherry is cool and everything. I come on here daily and check messages and what not, but you guys need fucking FORUMS! If you get some, I'll be whoring it up here more often. As of now, I feel it's kind of boring... There's nothing really to do on here except look at people's profiles and buy them stuff if you decide to. Please make some forums... NOW.

Rants And Ravings
I wrote this weeks ago, but got busy and never put it up. Then something happened last week that added to the article which was good that I waited. Then I got sucked into this game that I can't stop playing during any and all free time I have. But I finally got my ass off of it (at least for a few minutes) to write this piece. First and most importantly, a farewell to Christoper Reeve. If anyone in the world deserves the title of Superman, he does. I even thought I'd get to see him walk again. I watched all the coverage about his death and no matter what they showed him doing, all I can see is Kal-El/Clark Kent/Superman. He may not have fully beaten his injury but he didn't give in to it. And he inspired many others with similar conditions to live their lives and not just sit back and watch it pass by. And the plays into what the main focus of this article is about. Gene therapy coming from Stem Cell research, which is opposed and fought against by Bush. This research could help

Rants
I believe my profile is pretty much easy to understand! Why the F**ck do guys think that they can ignore the profile to make friends? Maybe there should be a way to send someone a kick in the ass for bein inconsiderate pricks. Guys wit only female friends and fans, and have no profiles are just lookin for pinup dolls. I will not be one and every guy who treats women like meat should go back to have lessons wit their mom about how to treat females. Not all of women need to be called sexy. Or want to be treated like whores. Not all women wanna show their ass for pleasure. Not all females think every comment tag should have a half naked gurl. Sexual freedom doesn't mean you hafta put everythin out there for strangers. Self-respect does tie into sexual freedom. I have both and refuse to be nice to guys who only think wit their penises and expect me to bow down to them. Ok done rantin. I was forced to leave home last year at this time. I moved in with people I met through friends because I

Rants
Bulletins are certainly a useful tool for conveying information, promoting contests, even telling jokes. I've done all of the above myself. I've even reposted a few from time to time, as have we all. But then there are the ones who think their bulletin is SOOOOO IMPORTANT that they have to post it 15 times within 2 minutes. To these people I say you are retarded. Do you really think anyone but you cares that much? I doubt it. So if you happen to be one of these people, feel free to remove yourself from my list, that's if you can find time between posting your bulletin over and over and over and over and over again. Or just give me a shout and I'll do it for you, I'm not as tied up with meaningless drivel. ~nuff said~ Oh my fucking god, I seriously do not know how much longer I can deal with shit. Its like no matter what I do nothing is ever good enough for anyone, EVER! And god fucking forbid people be honest and straight forward anymore. Everyone has an angle they are working, or s

Rants....
Well friends. It seems I have a stalker. One who is in love with me. Let it be known that this profile is the link to my stalker. He is blocked but he still bugs me. I think my block feature wasnt working well. So if he visits you I am very sorry if he makes any drama for you. THIS IS MY STALKER!!!! XXX_Genocynaide_XXX@ CherryTAP Now to clear up the mess. This link here under this part of the bulletin is the man I love. The man I am to marry. This man is a good heart warming generous sweet kind special man. An has been through hell by all the stalkers who bug me. So if you get something from the above link before this one here. Ignore it. Only this link below here is what is important. this is my FIENCE!!!!!!!!!! Wolverine~~HoMiE~~JuGgAlO~~@ CherryTAP Thank you all for your time and being a good friend to me. Kinky

Rantings Of One Of The Crazy People....
This poem was given to me by my foster children's counselor when she saw that I was burning out. I have been told by too many lately that I "cannot save the world." But I was determined to save those I can in my little corner. This has become detrimental to my own sanity and well being. One cannot help others if one is also broken. So I printed this poem and framed it. I hung it where I could read it daily. It has helped immensely. I hope that it can help someone else also... Love and peace, Singing Hawk The Journey by Mary Oliver One day you finally knew what you had to do, and began, though the voices around you kept shouting their bad advice--— though the whole house began to tremble and you felt the old tug at your ankles. “Mend my life!” each voice cried. But you didn’t stop. You knew what you had to do, though the wind pried with its stiff fingers at the very foundations, though their melancholy

A Ranting Nix
(One rule- if you read it, please comment!) I often spend a great amount of driving time reading bumper stickers, I guess that's normal in rush hour traffic. Yesterday I passed by a woman who had a "yes on prop 204, stop animal cruelty" bumper sticker. This rant is two parts.... First animal cruelty. It's an unfortunate fact that we kill and torture animals, the justifications are varied and many. From food, to medical advances, to sport... Personally, I don't like the idea of killing anything, who honestly does? I'm the kind of person who will run an old lady off the damn road for driving too slow, but bring home orphaned ducks to raise them by hand. (twisted sense of morals, huh?) But guess what? I love me some steak. I love leather, I love suede, I love a great piece of fresh backstrap... my teeth were made for eating flesh. I don't want to see my food killed, but I'm not going to complain about the way it's killed. Get over this whole inhumane farming thing. It's going to die a

Rants
I'm so sick. booooo. veggie soup anyone? So. Someone messaged me saying that my pics have been stolen. Here's the profile... wtf... http://lostcherry.com/user.php?u=313948&friend=313948 To avoid getting my pics hijacked again, I moved them all to a new folder, except the two (support needs the original url), and marked them ALL adult. Hopefully no more shit, huh?

Ranting
Just wanted to warn some people that if they are no longer on my friends list, there's a reason why. Some people i have not heard from for months, others just wanted me to add them for whatever reason, or to see my private pics, ya well thats changing. I have over 200 people on my list and i may talk to a handful, and told myself i wasnt gonna do what i did on myspace. Normally i dont bitch about much at all, but this is becoming ridiculous. Even when i leave comments for my "friends" shit i dont hear a thing from them, so ya cleaning time. So to any of you who chat with me, disregard this, cuz i appreciate you all and all of you are wonderful in one way or another, and i thank you dearly for at least saying hi from time to time. k i'm done bitching, have a great night everyone I posted a bulletin about this, but most dont pay attention to the damn things, so posting it here too: Up till now i have been pretty quiet here with all the shit that is going on, but now i need to bit

Rant-a-long
"Upon Reason" I kept thinking til it hurt I kept thinking til it bled I knew that nothing was wrong That this was all in my head I wished that I had known before I wished the stars knew the truth Thinking now is only pain The truth that lies within this brain Upon my reason I don't recall I might as well return those wishes Those wishes wished upon that dream I'll see the truth I'll see the path I'll see your face Tonite I wait and stray to linger Tonite I cut and bleed to feel Tonite its only tonite I'm walking path the past I'm running past the future I'm running I'll see the truth I'll see the path I'll see your face I know this is foolishness I know this is wrong I know what is true That is how we survive This pain That pain My pain I'm waiting to see.... "Your Gone" I could tell you these words hidden in my heart I could tell you those words locked away in my mind I could tell you so much Is it already to late? I

Rants And Raves
I swear I hate living in a little town! everyone THINKS they know everyone else's bizz and run's their dicksuckers about it not realizing that they are looking like jackasses! then you got extended FAMILY members that like to put poison in your closest friends ear to what cause I have no clue but it is enuff to really fucking fry my tail feathers! with FAMILY like that who the fucking hell needs enemies! Then you got the friends that do the same but you can deal with it becuz they are just plain stupid! it's not that I can't let it roll off my back like water off a ducks ass becuz I can but after it builds and builds I just have to vent or scream and right now where I am living screaming would not be a good idea for the simple fact that I would be heard across town! not that would be a bad thing more like I most likely would scare the holy living shit out of most of the people I know....hey not a bad idea! You know you have to really sit back and take a good look at the peop

Rants
Why do I keep getting blokes checking me out??? Am I turning into a gay icon or something??? Okay, why do guys put pictures of women in their main profile pics??? I mean, are they trying to get other guys to look at them? Are they benders or something? Not saying I'm a homophobe. I live with a gay guy and he's superb. However, what's the point of trying to attract guys to your page unless you like it up the chuff??!!! This was on British TV last night. Fooking wicked!

Ranting Away
Starting to feel like some of my other friends on here. This place is really starting to suck. Starting to suck as much as Myspace. I wish that I could say that I don't care if I win a contest or not. But part of me does care and knows that it is a lie. That's why I had never entered one til now. No one ever reads my bulletins, or my blogs for that matter. Ok...very few. It's like being in a ghost town. I don't know why I bother waisting so much of my time on here. I have made some great friends though. A couple anyway. Don't know how much of a difference I've made in those few people's lives. Maybe I won't come here as often. See if anyone notices me gone. My phone just got shut off...those jackasses!!! Now I have to pay a $36 reconnection fee!! Anything to milk it for all it's worth!!! Fuckers!!! Then one of my friends decides that they are going to leave LC. I don't know whether it is because of me or someone else. If you are reading this....YOU ARE CON

Rants And Raves
I have serious issues with str8 guys who come on to a public site, create a public profile and then get all bent out of shape cause your "gay" and you "looked" at their page....LOL......"MOM, HE LOOKED AT ME!" Ok, I'm done ranting....

Rants
I am going to be swearing in this, so if you don't want to read FINE-YOUR PREROGATIVE First thing is twhy in the hell do they have the stupid mumms if the only thisgs asked are "who wants to fuck me", "do I have pretty nipples", "do you want to see me naked" "am I a prettier bimbo than..." am I a slut" WHO THE FUCK CARES!!!!!!!!! I couldn't care less if your nipples are pierced, or your head was green or you were a hermaphodite (for you stupid assholes--that's someone who has both sets of genitalia)(pussy and dick for retards)Some of us actually have some though provoking questions that we pose and no one offers an opinion--WHY--is everyone stupid or is it just that all they think with is their GROIN. The other-and related rant is about the fucking bulletin board---DOn't put HELP!! if all you want is someone to vote for you fucking tits of my best fiend is a slut--help her get to be biggest asshole on the cherry , or i'm in a contest to see who is the biggest fucking asshole---vote

Rants.
To my friends who are supportive and caring to me, thank you that means a lot to me, you know who you are, well cause i told you already but in case you forgot I'm reminding you. So people want to go around and piss me off do they? Well DIAF dick wads. I am sick of being treated like a common pervert/stalker. Just because I am nice and want to have a decent conversation about say the shape of a apple, doesn't mean I want to get in your damn pants. Don't flatter yourself, most of you I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole let alone my pecker. Don't like my attitude right now? Then don't piss me off. I have a really really long fuse, so you have plenty of time to realize you are irritating me. ~Gerry~ My views on breast implants are as follows: I do not like them. they look horrid, and feel unatural. i dont care how good the doctor is, the dont feel real nor look good. plus anything more than a mouthful is a waste. that is all. Self image is an issue for me, as most people. I don

Rantings Of A Madman
How Carrie did loathe this. To be treated only as a piece of meat. Carrie knew that I love her for her. I loved her for her pure childlike heart. For her inner beauty as well as what was on the outside. This always gave her a radiance and beauty that even the heavenly angels themselves stood in awe of. But you! You chosen few who chose to make her life and her livelihood a living hell. You I blame for her death! You were the ones who called and showed up to get her upset to the point of depression. The ones who got her so upset as to the point of being careless. The ones who made my Carrie lose all hope, no matter how hard I tried to reassure her. I’ve come to conclude that once hope is gone, we are no longer human. We become something that merely tries to survive on sheer instinct. This race never actually developed to homosapien from Neanderthal – we are still there. We strive to contradict today what was religiously upheld yesterday. Yet we still con

Rants
Yado all, it's whiskey and Rant time. The Single urinal vs the trough. Who shall win? This is the shit I think of when I take a piss in the bathroom. On the one hand a trough is bigger and allows for multiple guys, but the urinal has privacy. A trough you ain’t got to worry about flushing but with a urinal, who says you gotta flush? A urinal you some times gotta watch out for that little splash and in a trough you have to watch out for someone elses splash back. You know what, I think next time I’ll walk outside and piss in the gas tank of that guy who just cock blocked me. Zado, and screw that guy. I'm getting a little sick of being called an alcoholic, for all you alcoholics out there, good on you. But I'm not an Alcoholic, I'm a drunk, Alcoholics got Twelve steps, I got twelve packs. And I do admit I have a drinking problem, I can't afford it all the time(donations welcome.) But I don't suffer from alcohol, I enjoy every minute of it, and I know that booze isn't the answer,

Rants
Well I wont be levelling up because I refuse to give in to something that was intially created as a VOLUNTARY activity. Oh its voluntary but if you dont do it you'll be penalized? I could do a salute photo but now I'm not just on principle. Any cute pussy who whines to his majesty babyjesus gets her way and he changes rules and goes against his initial ideas. What pisses me off the most is the fact I was real enough to pay good money for a Cherry Blast a while back from my credit card which, by the way, is a common method of verification on other sites. I'd have to be pretty talented and crooked to fake a credit card. You can be sure I wont be spending any more money on this site. Nor will I be promoting it. Sure I only brought in 19 referrals but every little bit counts. But...god wannabes must play... THIS IS MY BLOG, SO I'LL WRITE WHAT I WANT IN IT. I'm purposely keeping it out of the bulletins section cause it'd get buried in all the bullshit anyway. I just went through reading

Rants
... or do they JUST look at the pictures and then comment? Ok... I freely admit that I do it sometimes, too, but when a person's handle says "read my profile", I tend to read the profile first. I'm a male photographer. Most of the pictures I have up are of models I have worked with. I display those pictures in hopes of attracting some interest in my work and perhaps get a little work. At the very least I'm hoping to make contacts in the industry. However, I do rotate my default pic so that there's never two of the same girl up in a row. And of course, I do want to make new friends here too. I can understand that it can be confusing, since there's NO WHERE in your profile to indicate if you're a guy or a girl (and that'll probably be my next rant), but c'mon... it says right in my handle to "pls. read profile". Is it THAT hard to do? Honestly, I'm flattered by all the guys saying how beautiful or sexy I am *rollseyes* but geez... I even have a section in my pictures called

Rants And Raves
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked,

Rants And Ramblings Of The Quasi-insane
Ok my first Blog. What do I have to say? Well, basically I have no idea. I blame Vicki for my entry into this crazy forum. So we'll see how it goes. And yeah I can blame her, cause she's been a friend since we were wee little things. Shame we don't get to see each other as much as I'd like, but atleast I do get over to her neck of the woods a time or two in the year. I'd write more but seems the young Padawan has decided that I simply *must* help him play Lego Star Wars. ::sheesh::

Rants
(Things that don't matter but are interesting) You see lots of movies and books about zombies. They have all sorts of scientific explanations in these movies and books about how the zombies came to be. What makes them animated, why they do what they do, how it spreads, etc. There's one thing they never explain, and I think it's because they can't. Why don't the zombies eat each other? In every movie, a living person can't blend in at all. I've even read a book where they tried to make themselves look dead and walk around slowly, and still got found. Zombies can spot the living from a distance, and walk as a hording team to go get them and consume their flesh/brains/whatever. They never attack each other. In fact, in most cases, they seem to utterly disregard each other, falling over other zombies as they claw their way towards the living. Let's look at the brain-eating side of it. Do they only want to eat functional brains? Zombies have functional brains. They

Rants And Ramblings
I just noticed there was a comment from someone asking if I was a lesbian. I do happen to be bisexual, but the only thing they could use to gauge that was my photo and profile. My guess is that some people don't realize a woman can love sex, love men, but still be Dominant? What a surprise. I happen to adore men, that's why I keep two of them.

Rants And Randomness
Is everyone on this site a DJ? If you're going to fake an 8th week miscarriage and post 'funeral' pics, you could at least post an 8 week old fetus. Some people will do anything for attention, I guess. I have friends who have really miscarried, and they sure as shit wouldn't be posting about it on a fucking rating site the very next day. This Mutha F**ka rated me an 8 and it looks like he been doin it to a lot of CT hotties that we all love show him some CT "love" ['downrater' and original poster IDs removed] I shit you not, this is a real bulletin. Get over yourself. You should be thankful you got an 8. EDIT: Holy shit, people are bitching that guy out for giving them NINES. Newsflash: Not everyone thinks you're a ten. 1-9 exists on the scale for a reason.

Rants And Raves Of A Naughty Lil Angel
It's been a bad day... a bad week all the way around. Today, I lost my friend. He was a five month old rottweiler puppy.... and my salvation. It's sad to sit here, to know that I'll never see him again, to watch him play, frisk about, and sit on my feet to keep me from leaving. I'll never have a Buddy kiss... a Buddy hug..... laugh at the way he sticks his head all the way out of the trunk window... or how he would always shove his head up between the seats because he didn't like being in the back seat without us. I'll never get to watch his antics as he chases his favorite toy, or watch him try to get Rocky to play. I'll never get to say to Shadow that I want my Buddy, only to have him go and get him just to make me smile. I lost my friend today. I lost my stress reliever and my cuddle buddy. I lost the smartest dog I had ever known, to a disease that is preventable. Parvo! My friend found Buddy, on the side of the road, hurt, lonely, scared of his own shadow.

Ranting On
this part here was copied from a person who left it as a bulletin and it really ticked me off. my responce is alittle lower. "i got this from dear abby and thought some of my friends should read this. for some it is too late but either way here you are. ARE YOU READY FOR PARENTHOOD? (1) Can you support the child financially? Children are expensive. I always urge people to complete their education and delay parenthood until they are self-supporting, in case they should find themselves in the role of sole provider. (2) Can you support the child emotionally? Babies are cute, but they are also completely helpless and emotionally needy. While some young women say they want a baby so they'll have someone to love them, the reality is it's the parent's responsibility to love and sacrifice for the child. In plain English, this means the end of a normal teenage social life because babies are extremely time-consuming. (3) Are you prepared to be a consistent parent? Children lea

Rants
I am a woman who has her life together. I am looking for a very special man! To start with, he must be heavily medicated. If you regularly find yourself drooling in a corner you have met requirement number one! Additionally, you must be very romantic. I have my own view of romance. Firstly, you must NEVER buy me a gift. Not for my birthday, not for Valentines Day and certainly not for Christmas. If the voices in your head tell you that you must make a purchase please restrict yourself to a card. Inside the card, no matter what the voices say, please write something lovely like I want to smell your butt. Scaling my balcony at four a.m. while serenading me with choruses of how I am trying to ruin your life will make me melt! Please drink profusely in every public place we go. I feel so needed when I have to carry you into the house and wash your piss stained pants. (LOL! I forgot to mention I like it when you are so drunk you can't control your bodily functions). I

Ranting And Such
Sitting here I have been trying to think. When have I been truly happy? To the point to where I had no cares or worries in the world..As far back as I can remember, I have always been stressed about something, have always worried about something, had a fear in the back of my mind that something, sometime, somewhere, something bad is going to happen to me and there is nothing I can do about it.Sure I can change things...but my version of changing is not what is needed. My change is chasing everyone that I care about away for me to be left to my own devices and destruction to try to see what will happen on the other side. The depression and anxiety takes me faster than I can realize, faster than I can comprehend.My whole life has been filled with disappointment. Dealing with a mentally abusive, alcoholic father, a mother that no matter how much she showed the front of being a dominant type person, in her own reality, she is afraid of being alone. She will not admit it, but I can see it.H

Rants
Remember this day for what is is, not for what they want us to believe it is. Seven years ago on this day we were attacked. We were attacked. I will say it again, that we were attacked. In the seven years since the towers fell a hole still remains. This hole has been deepened by we as a country slowly tearing itself apart. Our Government has failed us, our leaders have failed us, our country has failed us and we have failed ourselves. On this day our leaders will thump their chests, say they have made us safer, that we have not forgotten the fallen, say God bless American and salute our flag. While seven years later we are not safer and has God truly blessed us? We as a country need to stand together and challenge our leaders to rebuild on this sacred ground, so that we as a country can move on and yet never forget. Instead of looking a pile of dirt where once two mighty towers stood. Seven years since our skies went silent. Seven years since our hearts and souls were broke

Rants, Vents & Verbal Vomit
You Know, I actually Thought I would Use this For debatable rants, But it Turns Out, I am using it for something else. One Would think that jealous women wouldnt get the raging green monster eating them when they click on a profile and view someone's pictures. One would think they would either, look and be cool, or move to the next profile. I know i come on here to get my mind off shit, take a break from w.e and meet some cool people that more or less, log on for the same reasons. I understand, we, as people, put ourselves out there by posting our mugs, inwhich some of you are fake as the fucking acrylic nails we wear, and yet some of you have the childish manner to post on pictures how we appear as if we are "whored out trash" or "Crack Whore material" or " we steal pictures from others ? " For real now, if you have to hate on people, dont fucking post shit cause frankly i pity your ass. Big fucking deal if i appear fat, or perhaps im unattractive to you, perhaps even i

Rant Rant Rant
i'm not in the mood to write a blog i'm not in the mood to read your blogs. as a matter of fact... the only thing i wanted to say at all... was fuck off. all of you. except you... because you didn't do anything wrong. but the rest of you.... fuck off. that is all it's adorable. it really is. grow. up. then we'll talk. yesterday... february fourteenth... two thousand seven. also known as this robots manufacture date. i wake up... unplug myself from the wall and throw on a pair of jeans. it's freezing! i yawn... take a look out the window... and notice that the weather is not so good. shit weather... on my birthday? NEVER ::chortle:: i throw on a trogdor hoody (burninating EVERYTHING) and run downstairs. no time for coffee... gotta take chris and dad to work... i need the vehicle today. boots... hmm... ::thinks:: boots... where are they? jackpot. i throw on my boots... grab a scarf and a pair of gloves and

Rants And Thoughts Of A Single Country Boy
I am a member here and MySpace and numerous others spots on the web that people can come together and chat and get to know each other. But the other day I had a person pose a question that got me thinking. Ops did she screw up so I just had to let my mind explore this issue and have entered that question in my book. Yes I am and have been developing chapters and combining them into a book which I hope to one day gets published. But that is another story. This person whom I had asked via the net to join my friends list posed this question to me, "WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIND?" I was taken back a bit and had never been asked that question. So I ask you people even the ones that have so graciously joined my friend’s network and rated me (I hope honestly) why do you pick me to be your friend? Why do you pick anyone to be your friend? What does a friend mean to you? What is friendship to you? I know most don’t care for or even listen to country music but Tracy Lawrence has a son

Rant
Why doesnt it say who rates your pics below a ten.For the last couple of nights I've been getting alot of pic ratings of 5 and below.I mean it is ok if people want to do this but i would like to return the favor.You know the do on to others as you would like them to do to you.That is all I'm bitching about I want to return the favor to them coward pieces of shit.And when I find out who is doing it I will do it back and give you a comment letting you know I did it. Does anybody on here use the shoutoutbox or even look at it.It seems like evertime you send out something you dont get anything back in return oh well just felt like bitching a little

Rant
I hate it when people make their yahoo messenger status ", GET ONLINE RIGHT NOW!" ... ... ... Dumbass, like the person can really fucking see that youre telling them to get online, seeing as they ARENT ONLINE. Dumbasses.

The Rant !!!
I'm fairly new to CT (3 wks) and I've noticed something that disturbs me a little. Well, maybe alot, or I wouldn't be here bitching. Why are people so afraid to put themselves out there? I was under the impression that when you join an on-line community and set up a profile page you actually share yourself with the rest of that community. For the first time today I started really paying attention to the entire profile that I was checking out. I'm sad to say I was a bit disappointed by what I saw. Why do so many people have so many "10" ratings on their profile when there isn't a single thing on it that even hints at who they are? I saw alot of comments that said "cool profile, I gave you a 10", with some sparkly graphic thingy. WHY??? The only things on that page even remotely interesting are the graphics that people are putting in the comments!!! Well, I can tell you, I'm drawing a line in the proverbial sand!! If you don't have something interesting to say about yourself, N

Rant
Lyrics ©2001 Rammstein. Eins, zwei, drei, vier, fünf, sechs, sieben, acht, neun, aus Alle warten auf das Licht fürchtet euch fürchtet euch nicht die Sonne scheint mir aus den Augen sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn Eins Hier kommt die Sonne Zwei Hier kommt die Sonne Drei Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Vier Hier kommt die Sonne Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Händen kann verbrennen, kann euch blenden wenn sie aus den Fäusten bricht legt sich heiß auf das Gesicht sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn Eins Hier kommt die Sonne Zwei Hier kommt die Sonne Drei Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Vier Hier kommt die Sonne Fünf Hier kommt die Sonne Sechs Hier kommt die Sonne Sieben Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Acht, neun Hier kommt die Sonne Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Händen kann verbrennen, kann dich blenden wenn sie aus den Fäusten bricht legt sich h

Ranting And Raving
From hallowed halls, forgotten souls wallow. As death has done with each swallow. History speaks without words, while the peace be perturbed, the ushered, assured that truth be on the side of peace, confide in peace, or do they hide in peace?

Ranting!
im writing this cuz im soooooooooooooooooooo freakin bored its insane lol im waitin for time to go to preschool w/ kira yippie hangin out w/ a bunch of lil kids and the cleanin up after em all. not my idea of a blast. dont get me wrong i love my lil girl but kids ask stupid questions and im not quick enough to have a witty retort for them to change the subject lol kids are great in small doses and small numbers lol i guess im a bit overwhelmed to say the least.and to top it off all i wana do is take a nap lol im so gona b draggin ass 2day. hopefully things go smoothly and my daughter doesnt get rebelious w/ me being there. i guess ill have to WAIT and see lol blah blah blah blah blah

Rants
All of it. What the hell else are you doing? And before anyone wants to point fingers at sensationalism, take notes - research all information given... Katt Williams - Self Esteem Issues (Bitches!)Add to My Profile | More Videos I found this on my Passion Parties "Mom's" personal site... I've been addicted to listening to it EVERY SINGLE DAY I EVER FEEL like shit, or sorry for myself. I AM THE MOTHERFUCKIN SHIT

Rants, Tangents And Other Miscellaneous Crap From My Brain
Ok so time to rant I wont use names here! Lets just say that it seems like shit keeps snowballin and I find out more stuff all the time. I go to my moms yesterday only to find out that she "knew" what was going on between my sister and the person i used to love. Apparently my niece came over quite awhile ago and told my mom what was goin on. Then my mom starts cryin and tellin me she wished she was dead, that she cant handle whats goin on between us girls and that she wish we could just have decent lives. Of course I assured my mom that I am fine, obviously Im not happy about the situation, but Im ok and I can deal with it. I also assured her that I would never start shit with my sister over it at my moms house or durning any family functions. But now Im even more fuckin pissed, now I feel even more hate for these two because, its now affecting my mother, and shes not in the best health and doesnt need to be worrying about all this. I swear to mother fuckin god, the n

Rants, Raves And General Crap
1. No Tenure / No Pension. A Congressman collects a salary while in office and receives no pay when they are out of office. 2. Congress (past, present & future) participates in Social Security. All funds in the Congressional retirement fund move to the Social Security system immediately. All future funds flow into the Social Security system and Congress participates with the American people. It may not be used for any other purpose. 3. Congress can purchase their own retirement plan, just as all Americans do. 4. Congress will no longer vote themselves a pay raise. Congressional pay will rise by the lower of CPI or 3%. 5. Congress loses their current health care system and participates in the same health care system as the American people. 6. Congress must equally abide by all laws they impose on the American people. 7. All contracts with past and present Congressmen are void effective 1/1/12. The American people did not make this contract with Congressmen. Congressmen

Rants Of The Goddess
My father is being released from the hospital today so this Goddess is soon on her way to his side. I will be in S.E. Alabama in a town called Dothan. Yikes lol Be good my babies I will miss you all. The Goddess Ellen Am I the only one who’s noticed the barely legal females who are so full of hate? I mean really here I am minding my own business and I have been getting down-rated by a bunch of 20 year old twats being sent nasty emails and off color comments. But hey if you think about it it’s awesome for me. Here I am 46, chubby and with NO nudes showing etc yet these 20 year olds have to come and say something negative. LOL poor little girls must be a bitch to be threatened by me. Keep them coming girls you are making my day. LOL Its time, I have made my decision and am now looking for a live in lifestyle slave to join me in the French Quarter of New Orleans. Requirements are as follows. Single. Over 30. Have a job skill with the ability to support oneself. Able

Rants And Info
Hey all! So I've been asked how I lost weight and got in shape; I decided to post my secrets. BODY FAT (BF) & Lean Muscle Mass (LMM) First thing to figure out, is your Body Fat percentage. The easiest way is to buy Body Fat Calipers; they should come with directions on were to use and a chart used to calculate. Weight - BF = Lean Muscle Mass (LMM) Resting Metabolic Rate (RMR) What your body burns w/o help. Total calories burned/day = RMR = 60-70% + Activities = 20-30% + Food effects = 10%. HOw to figure your RMR? Multiply your calculated RMR by 1.3 (sedentary) 1.4 (moderately active) 1.5 (very active) RMR expressed in calories (kcal)/day Height expressed in inches Weight expressed in pounds Age expressed in years Men: RMR = 66 + (12.7 x height) + (6.27 x weight) – (6.8 x age) For women: RMR = 655 + (4.57 x height) + (4.36 x weight) – (4.7 x age) Example: A 190-lb male, 6’0” tall, 28 yrs old, very active. Daily caloric requir

Rant
I finally find a good person (well at least he is to me anyway) to be there for me as a friend and someone has to go starting shit for who the fuck knows what reason!? He has been there for me when I really needed someone to be. Yes, it's a guy...who gives a flying fuck? He has sat on the phone with me many times and just listened to me cry. Has provided a place for me stay when my kids' dad wants to spend quality alone time with our kids. Has listend to me for hours rant and rave about this and that. We have even talked about a girl that he wanted to see but he was unsure about how a certain situation would affect it. We've talked about his daughter and all the crap that he went through with the courts. He confides in me just as much as I confide in him. BIG FLIPPING DEAL! Why am I so pist off? Because someone decided to once again start running their mouth about shit that they have concieved in their mind. No facts, just what they think they are seeing. It freaking irritatin

Ranting And Raving!!!
Small rant of the day.... If you post pics on here, people can rip them from you. No problem there. They can even be sneaky and right click, and save if they want. Again, no problem. But here's the thing that gets me. I came across a profile today that had one of my pics as her main pic....ok, it could have come from someone else. So I look in her album...I admit, my curiousity got the better of me. There is my pic...and yes, it was mine....it had been very poorly edited to cover my username with some other writing. Still no big deal really....if I didn't want it ripped, I didn't have to put it up for anyone to see or take. But this girl.....I couldn't stop laughing when I read the caption for the pic....she has the nerve to say "please don't rip this pic from me" and "if you rip it, don't change it". I must say she has some guts to take a pic from someone, edit it to her liking, then tell other people not to do it to her...LMAO.... What goes around, comes around.

Rants/raves/etc.
There’s such a thing as rep-tism... You know what I’m talking about. People who are otherwise very open minded, yet don’t think reptiles can be good pets. People who think that the only appropriate pets have fur. Why can they not see the value of reptiles as well? Why couldn’t I derive just as much unconditional love from my gecko, my alligator, my frog? Who’s to say that pets with scales can’t be just as rewarding to own as a cat or dog? And who are the rept-ists to judge those who DO form lifelong relationships with their bearded dragons and their iguanas? We’re talking about rational people here. People who would never accept other isms in their life. People who would balk at racism or sexism, yet they look down their noses at people who happen to have pets that differ from theirs. I just find this unacceptable and I want it to stop. Right now. That’s it. lol Good. Web designer wanted I need some help getting my website to what I want it to be. If anyone's i

Rants!!!
Quite flooding my damn bulletin board!!!!!! Contests... fan me, rate me... and all of my friends as well, hateful crap and general bullshit! I'm done... you flood, you're gone!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have gotten the same damn bulletin over and over and over again for the past 10 hours. I really hate to put my bulletin board on "family only" because sometimes I DO get something interesting that I like to read. If I looked a bulletin once then I'm probably NOT going to look at it again... ESPECIALLY if I keep getting the same one over and over. Please.... please STOP THE MADNESS~~~~~~~~~~~

Rant Time! (trademark Of Rocmanraz)
There are so many reasons to write this episode of RANT TIME! that I don't even know where to start. So I'm just going to jump straight into it...lets ROC! RANT TIME! Episode 5: MILKING THE FRANCHISE!!! How many of you fuckers remember...MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS?? Why the hell did they need to continue it after the first season? It was great (and corny as hell) but great...especially when you are a 9 year old living in Chicago. BUT WHY IS IT NECESSARY TO TAKE SOMETHING COOL AND DESTROY IT?! Ninja Turtles, He-Man, Final Fantasy VII... DAMNIT! OK NINJA TURTLES IS AWESOME, WE ALL KNOW THAT. But why the hell did they feel a need to remake the cartoon series? I know the remake of Ninja Turtles is loosely based on the comic book but WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT?! It was great back in the 90's and late 80's. Same with He-Man....WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON WITH THAT...granted I don't remember much of the original He-man (I was a wee-little He-Man when it was on TV) but WHAT THE FUCK!

Rants And Ramblings
Ugh, another commercial to donate to a charity in need. I can't take much more of those. This was for the World Wildlife Fund, on how the polar bears are losing their habitat due to global warming, and they show this Mama Bear with her cute little cubs. I am COMPELLED to send them money. Fuck my car payment--I can't let Mama and her babies die!!!!! That's just as bad as the ASPCA commercials with Sarah McLachlan. If they got a dollar for every time I cried watching those poor mistreated kitties and puppies, they would be LOADED!!!! Well gee whiz...I guess I can pay my car insurance on my next payday. That kitten needs me!! Seriously, I don't send money to these places all willy-nilly, but why do I want to save the world when I can't even figure out what's going on in my own life right now??? Somebody PLEASE shoot me.... It's dark.....It's late.... And you feel so alone. You're tired but you can't sleep; You lie there, listening to your pulse Race through your body As you

Rants
OK...I have had many many people ask me if I will add them to my fmaily list so that they can rate my private pics. Normally this wouldn't bother me, but when I get 5 people asking me this within 2 minutes of me adding 3 pics it's a little rediculous so... #1) If you ASK to be added you WILL NOT be added! Plain and simple. Those on my family list are people I have enither known since childhood or those that I actually TALK to! #2) There are NO NUDES in my private albums! I DO NOT do nudes! The only person who sees me naked is my husband (and a few select others I have slept with in my life)! #3) STOP ASKING! I really really fucking hate the fact that people can not take the time to read my damned profile enough to see that a) I don't do messenger and b) I'm not here for sex! The fact that I had to change my damned name to get people to stop asking is pretty fucking rediculous! What's worse is I still get assholes asking me to add them! WTF! IF you want on my fami

Rantings And Ravings
ok ok start at the bottom here i was trying to see if ther was any intelligence in this boys head and for the most part there is not much. there was more but my shout box was being silly. so much for good conversation. YEP HES A DUCHE ·÷±‡± C}{E...: ur trying to tell me im wrong by stateing wat christ followers put into peoples heads open your mind and lay off me ->·÷±‡± C}{E...: i was just asking how one is a satanist and a witch at the same time. i wasnt bashing anythin ·÷±‡± C}{E...: yea fucker well i dont im u judgeing your religion for your fucking info i believe in goddess bast now go read a damn book instead of stateing stupidness to me ->·÷±‡± C}{E...: wow dont get so damn defensive. as a matter of fact though, i have at least 3 books on satanism with in arms reach on is crowleys work, a king james bible, the celistine books and abut 200 lbs of books just dealing with witches alone not to metion the 2 bookcases full of occult history book

Rants
So, Last night I went to another major socializing site, primarily focused on organizing in person meetings, chat, etc. of an adult nature. I went into the chat room, and found like 100 guys and 10 women. I knew from the beginning it was probably a complete waste. Middle aged, and trying to explain what an open marriage is just doesn't fly in that crowd. Well, what do you expect.

Rants
"boys are jerks" "guys are all assholes" "men are stupid" and so on now let me get something straight i agree, most of us men are irrogant little pricks and assholes, but there are those of us that are nice, friendly and willing to do just about whatever, even go out of his way to help a girl he likes out, isnt that what you girls want anyway? you all say "why can't i find a nice guy for once" or "i want a nice guy" BUT it seems like you all go for the assholes and jerk off's anyway!!! if you really want a nice guy who treats you good usually you dont have to look too hard, try one of the guys your friends with or talk to once in awhile.. chances are their interested in you, and you've already got stuff in common if your friends now that i had my little rant you can quit reading my bitching and go on about your daily everyday lives, if this starts getting passed around then cool, other people agree with me.. if not oh well i still told you and you had to deal with it

Rants...
This morning, I rose up again at dawn to start my day with different things planned from the norm. I made it a point to go to the local court and provide support on behalf of Ella, a dog found dead and abandoned in a local residence and struck a chord in my heart. In the news at the following: http://www.floridatoday.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080617/NEWS01/806170334 The defense attorney for a local Cocoa woman accused of moving out of her home and leaving her dog behind to starve to death wants nearly all the evidence in the case to be thrown out, arguing that police illegally searched the house. According to a motion filed by West Palm Beach attorney Andrew Stine, police shouldn't have entered Christine Abrams' home without a warrant unless there was reason to believe they or someone inside was in immediate danger, or that evidence was about to be destroyed. It was during that search that police found the decayed body of Abrams' German shepherd, Ella, locked in a c

Rants
OK it's been a long time since i've been fuckin pissed enough to write one of these things. For fuck sake I walk into a gas station to get a goddamn candybar, see an American Flag on a magazine and think 'fuckin-A I love my country' and I smile, happy times are had by all. Fuckin door opens, two emo-goth faggots walk in, one had about 6 pounds of peircings in his face, I got problem with peircings so he didn't bother me much. But the chunk of shit next to him is what caught my eye. Some pale fuckin douchbag was actually out in public in a GODDAMN SKIRT with pink and black socks. to top it all off he had fuckin black lipstick smeared half way up his cheaks and so much goddamn eye-liner on it looked like his mom got knocked by a racoon. Does this little fuck not have parents and if he does are they coke addicts? Hippies? Liberals? Cousins? French? Do we really want this fuckin emo trash reproducing? I think we should bring back natural selection. Any male who likes to put on make-up

Rants From The Lunatic Fringe
This is going to be long..doubtful anyone will read this...but I'm doing this, more so for me, than for anyone else. I already have a Yahoo 360 Blog. But I just felt like putting some General Bullshit into here as well. My Yahoo 360 Blog is like the antithesis of dearth. There is so much bullshit in there that you could get lost in it. Anyway, There was someone's blog, on Yahoo, that I was reading, about a week ago...he posted an entry about "The N word." Now, he didnt write the article, itself. He had found it somewhere on the web and had posted it to his site. I saw, what I thought to be a few inaccuracies in the article and decided to point them out. Really, my only problem with the whole post, just stemmed from some historical distortions. Which was a paragraph, at best. So, I decided to comment on his page with some of my own opinions, concerning his post. I suppose I should Just copy and paste the article in here first...and then after that..I'll paste my own

Rants, Raves, And General Mayhem
Thanks so much for all the friend requests and comments! I'm sorry if I haven't left you a comment yet, I'm working my way through my friends list LOL! Either way I hope you have a helluva great weekend

Rants, Raves, & General Mayhem!
If you like kick ass music, wicked people, and hella fun then you need to check out Danger Zone lounge! Awesome Djs keep you on your feet. We'd love it if you joined us! So I went and made a profile earlier, but the password ended up getting messed up, so I transferred everything to this one. Sorry if it messes anyone up :) And thanks for the comments!

Rants
I know, this can be fixed by shutting off my HTML comments..but wheres the fun in that? I like getting comments, don't leave many just cause I'm lazy, or would rather talk to you in conversation. However, it has come to my attention that running around and searching for various "comment graphics", to post on your friends pages is really kinda tacky. Yeah it allows you to leave yer mark on friends profiles...that's nice. sure alot better than some encouraging words right? Maybe it's just me, but it's kinda like going to yer friends house, and leaving a fucken lawn ornament in their yard. Spray paint the words "Here have a fucken flamingo on me, as if yer yard wasn't loud and offensive enough" Heaven forbid I ever actually find a good Flamingo lawn decoration comment graphic, I'd so go rampant with it, leave one for everyone I come across.. ohhh well just wanted to get that out in the open, feel free to trash my yard...just keep it in the fense please. Peace love and

Rant Of The Day
i found this letter on glennbeck.com that was posted on drudgereport.com. It is a letter to Al Gore from PETA...after you read this you will laugh, because its basically says that Mr. Gore is a fraud! just click the link. http://www.drudgereport.com/flash2.htm According to CNN, Captian America was assinated. An All-American hero, from the 40's, when he fought against the nazi forces, to the communists of the 50's. He was a hero to all who remember him. In the comic he is in, the Patriot Act forces all super hero's to register with the government. On his way to court he was shot, and killed. This is no more than an attempt by the writer to show his discontent for the Bush administration. Even if you were to bring him back for some reason, his resurrection still would not make much of a difference. You may say that he is just a cartoon character, but to many of us he is more than that. he is a symbol of freedom, much like the Statue of Liberty. Liberty that kicks ass, and takes names. I

Rantings Of A Roadhammer
20 toes walking in the sand 10 fingers joined hand in hand 2 hearts racing in the miday sun 2 bodies unite and become one. Mark © Breaking the stone that surrounds her heart. A future love, a brand new start. She's paid her spirit for the debts of her past. For only the hope of a love that will last. She stands tall, two children she did bear. Now there is only one to which she must care. A son to carry the on the family name. A daughter she hopes one day will find fame. She faces every day with a new found hope. The daily challenges alone she must cope. To be her strength when life becomes a burden. For her, my heart is forever certain. My arms for her are forever open. To hold and comfort when her heart broken. When she crys, wipe her tears away. For by her side is where I'll stay. © Diesel - Mark Her skies dark from ravages past Of granite and stone, her spirit is cast. Her eyes covered, her hands bound. A quiet prayer for loves key foun

Rants!!!!!!!!
Whichever one of you stupid ass horny fucks reported my main photo as NSFW can bite my ass!!!! I Have seen far worse on here and there was nothing there but some harmless cleavage. I would like to thank you personally you chicken shit little jackass!!!!!!

Rantings Of A Madman
Steppin out of myself for a moment, I just wanted to tell a few people a few things, and you know who you are. Fuck you to the people who think they are better than me even though some are, fuck you all of the mother fuckers that say I am insane though I am and you all need someone who makes you all feel better about yourself, and to all of you who like to use me because of my kind nature, Fuck you to all the people who say I love you and lie about it, Fuck you to the source of my tourment, Fuck all the people who think I can't love I am looking for love and it's you all that can't love, fuck you to the people who are thinking I can't spell for shit just because I can't, damn you all who call me a alcoholic I am drinking because of you mother fuckers! and to all the self-righteous fucks who judge me, and the people who say I will be there for you but never are, and to the false people who say one thing and do another, I am real mother fuckers! Fuck you to my dad who baught me crack

Ranting
the people I really want to talk to on messenger want to talk to me? When they do want to talk to me then I'm never here. I figure what is the point of having messenger at all. No one really talks on them Also the only time most of them IM me is if they are horny and think they can get some from me. Even though they know for a fact that I WONT give it to them. FUCK MESSENGERS!!!! /end rant

Rants
They add five more levels. By the time I get to level 30, if I even want to attempt to get there, some people will be on level 35. The first rule of acquisition states: "Once you have their money, you never give it back." Last night I lost my Internet and phone because the cable wires outside my house needed to be replaced. So today I had to wait around for a few hours so that a tech could come by and fix it. But before all this, I was without the Internet and phone for over twelve hours. If I didn't have a cell phone I would be screwed. All I get is an apology for my inconvenience. This is not the first incident I have had with the cable company for the pass month or so, so I am not a happy customer. It's too bad Verizon doesn't do that great a job in my area, because I would drop these guys in a minute if I could. Before I begin, I would like to thank all of my friends who do a lot more than take up space on my list. There's no way I could have gotten to this level without all your h

Rantings And Mumbles Of A Troubled Mind...
well im home and really looking forward to seeing my baby boys.. Im irritated and repressed but i dont care. my boys are the most important to me and everything else can wait i guess! my soon to be ex wife decided shes a lesbian now and im happy that she is happy. Im just ready to mmove on with my life and be me. Im tired of changing myself for other people and ending up tired, hurt, and alone! Its 6 in the morning and i cant sleep. Between the migraine and the thoughts in the rattled head. I sit here and think about people i have lost and things that i always wanted to do that i still havent done. Its like beating yourself up for not realizing your dreams. I hate looking backwards cause you never see all the good things that you have done, all you see are the places that you screwed up or made mistakes. Hindsight is twenty twenty right? Oh well no one really wants to listen to me complain that my life isnt what i planned it to be so i will wander off again! Back into the swirling sand

Rants
It's time once again for another wonderful and fun-filled hate mail review! Yeaaay! More hate, just what the world needs. The Would-Be-Hater in Question : Some faggot Linkin Park Emo fan. And his oh-so thoughtful and fear-inspiring, degrading lump of near-hate : Now you all know how much I love hate-mail. It really makes me feel special and important, to contemplate the possibility that I ruined some poor fuck's day with a mere lump of text. Mr. Da Vill (which is evidently Canadian for "The Town") was repsonding to a recent post I placed on a Linkin Park Official Myspace Page blog, which he believes I visited for the express purpose of talking shit. Well, Mr. The Town, I actually saw Linkin's sorry-ass blog on the Most Popular Blogs section of Myspace, alongside such frumpery as the goddamn Suicide Girls (naked fat punk chicks) and related horrible "blogs". Blog isn't even a fucking word, you morons. Anyway, now back to demolishing Mr. The Town's self-este

Rants
what the hell its the middle of april and we are still getting snow are we even going to get a summer? and what a shitty ass winters its been, it started early and started cold, now it won't end. I should move to vancouver, this town sucks. I hate noise. Especially noise from nerds. I just moved to another floor, and at first, it was much more quiet than my pervious location, until this week. Some guy came back from a job, and he hasnt shut up all week. why can't people work without talking all day. example of what I have to deal with, actuall quote from this guy. “I was watching European tennis championships and team Argentina….” to quote George Oscar Bluth, "COME ON" As a desk jockey, I get rather bored at work sometimes. I enjoy reading news and opinion articles at work. But lately, primary on forbes via yahoo, I came across alot of news slideshows. Why do they make these things, I can see for some stuff, but yesterday, I looked at one about 10 common

Rant
Reading this may cause you to lose IQ points.... I needed to vent and I suppose this is the only place to do it and not really care what anyone thinks GROW THE FUKK UP..if you want the fukking lounge it is all yours....ok I feel better now :D So since I have been accused of dating ppl I am not.....Imma make this simple I am off the market I am going to concentrate on ppl closer to me and end the drama..... If you have a problem with me bring it to me.....we are all adults....this is not Jr High where you need to tell everyone else your issue hoping everyone takes your side...half the time it is something frivolous and can be resolved rather easily...you bring everyone else into it and stories get changed and mangled and that creates an even bigger problem...I deal with enough drama from my twelve year old daughter and shit @ work....I don't need to come on to Fubar and deal with it in a place that is meant for fun....I am happy to be friends with everyone that I meet on here a

Ranting
Wow,where do I even begin,and why am I even posting this,for all the world to see?.Because I guess I need to get this off my cheast, I feel as though I am going to break out of my skin. An actual study says the human heart takes 18 months to heal after an inital break-up.18 months for a broken heart to heal.My heart has been broken for 8 years,and yet,I love him still with every broken peice.I won't go into my relationship details,needless to say I was young,he was my first in every way.Since I was 14 I have related in some way,this man, with a part of my life.Every step I have taken without him by my side,was taken with the thought that my steps would lead back to him.We have spent days, months,years apart,yet time brings us back together,and it's always like we have never been apart.And I have loved this man so much,that I was never able to be that clingly type of women that would take what ever means nessasary to hold onto my man.That isnt what love is about.I loved him s

Rants And Raves
Lovers of the English language might enjoy this......How do non-natives ever learn all the nuances of English??? There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP." It's easy to understand UP , meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP ? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir up trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this up is confusing: A drain must be opened UP

Rants And Raves
I'll be gone all this week working at the NASCAR race in Talladega, Alabama. I've been tasked to make sure that the extensive deployment of NEXTEL equipment to cover the 250,000 people coming to the race does not affect the very critical Public Safety communications. I'll be working with Southern Linc, Alabama State Patrol, various Fire Department and EMT groups and the many TV and radio broadcasters covering the event. I've never been a NASCAR fan but being at the track today gave me a new appreciation of the enormous scale of racing. The track area is easily the size of 25 football stadiums. The grandstands and infield provide a temporary home to almost 170,000 people! The banked turns are impressive... they look more like walls than roadways. Once all the preparation and testing is complete, race day should be uneventful. The Sprint NEXTEL entourage is a group of about 20 and we'll have a pretty spectacular view of the race from about 30 yards from the back straight away. T

Rants N Shit
I am so burned out. I want to cry but I can't. If I'm gonna die soon, I wanna die happy. I have done some horrible things. Some under the guise of friendship, most in pursuit of survival. I have alot to confess to, but He's not getting my messages. maybe Hes' given up on me. I feel numb lately. Well, I feel horny and numb. I'm a sex addict, I use physical pleasure as a subtitute for emotion. I have made some progress on turning that around. Yay, me! I don't think that my previous head injuries help matters any. Well, I guess "when it rains, it pours", but in my case it seems to be pourin' acid all over my sanity. I have ALOT of difficulty getting around since my legs are about gone. Today I had to replace the brakes on my truck. All 4 sets. Right now I hurt so bad dying wouldn't even give me relief. My whole body is swollen from heat exhaustion, even though I'm still a bit dehydrated. Why the fuck can't I get a break? I mean, it's not TOO much of a pipe dream to be hideously wealthy.

Rant #1
Ya know when you walk and you thing how nice it is and how your day is going great well i was having that day until.............. one of the houses i was walking past just like every day to work the guy who lives there hit me with his car so good thing i know where he is bad thing i got to go to the hospital in a ambulance i got some vicodin and i lost a days worth of work. i have a nice pic of my knee stop by and have a look Thanks for listening What I want in life, well fuck it is easy. I just want some to hang with and to care bout. I mean fuck what the hell does it take to find the person that will fit my attitude and my off the wall humor. I think I really know who it is.... no one. Now I know what some might be thinking and say but you will find the right person.... well guess again sparky I have already Fucked up a couple of the best relationships that I have ever had and beat myself in the head every fucking second of everyday because I fucked it up. But wait you might say yo

....rants And Such....
Ok so it has been a really long time since I have posted a blog anywhere, in fear that it will be read by people who shouldn't read it and twisted around to further help them. I have been going through court and all kinds of crazy shit to keep my son. It's been the worst 2 years of my life. I feel like I am on a never-ending rollercoaster. I am right at the point where you think you're gonna puke...but can't. My ex thinks he can basically black-mail me into giving in and giving up my rights as a mother. Well I am going to fight tooth and nail to keep my son. I know I am not a perfect mom, but honestly who is? Even the snooty bitches in huge houses who can buy anything and everything for their kids are far from perfect. My point is I know I am a good mom. My kids are well taken care of and get just about anything they could ever want (when I have the money to get it). They are clothed, bathed, housed, fed and loved. We don't live in filth, our house is moderately clean like just

Rantings
someone i know recently lost her baby too, and had this posted on her blog. i've changed some and also added some of my own. Normal is having tears waiting behind every smile when you realize someone important is missing from all the important events in your family's life. Normal for me is trying to decide what to take to the cemetery for Birthdays, Christmas, Thanksgiving, New Years, Valentine's Day, July 4th and Easter. Normal is feeling like you know how to act and are more comfortable with a funeral than a wedding or birthday party...yet feeling a stab of pain in your heart when you smell the flowers and see the casket. Normal is feeling like you can't sit another minute without getting up and screaming, because you just don't like to sit through anything. Normal is not sleeping very well because a thousand what if's & why didn't I's go through your head constantly. Normal is reliving that day continuously through your eyes and mind, holding your head to make i

Rants And Raves But Mostly Rants
Ok as most have figured out I'm absolutely addicted to tv. (and please excuse and mispelling I'm extremely tired at the moment and should be in bed as I have to be up for work in 4 and a half hours. So I will pay for this bitch fest. But I have a few things I MUST get off my chest. I guess I'll attemt to go show by show but again excuse my if I ramble from show to show I will eventually get back to the topic at hand. First off I guess I'll start with Grey's Anatomy which I'll admit I didn't start as a fan from the beginning. I started watching after the end of season 2 over the summer to catch the reruns of the Denny/Izzie storyline because I had become a HUGE fan of Jeffrey Dean Morgan after falling in love with his protrayol of the patriach on the WB now the CW series Supernatural John Winchester. I just adore this man in so many ways and the way he could pull off two such different characters at the exact same time is just absolutely FANTASTIC. I of course went into GA knowing t

Rants
I am here to give my opinion on these mainstream religions and how big of a load of bullshit they are seriously the bible is the a walking contradiction of itself and honestly I feel its the biggest load bullshit ever written and its kinda sad how many people and how long people have been eating up all the bullshit that the bible has.The bible is the reason that women had to fight for thier rights because according to the bible women were only meant to stay at home and clean house,watch after the kids,cook for the family,and bear children why do you think that you rarely saw any famous woman in the early history of man bc they were made to stay home and do these things,and women say men are sexist if God truelly exist which he doesnt he would be the biggest sexist there is.Then theres that whole thing about Virgin Mary giving birth to Jesus Christ haha yeah right there is no miracle that could possible impregnate a virgin during these times that the bible was written if it was written

Rantings Of An Eveull Mind
100 useless facts about me 1. I can say the alphabet faster backwards than I can forward! 2. I am overly tender hearted. 3. When I sneeze, sometimes I make this crazy noise of "cha-ching" my kids lose it when I do this. ~shrug~ 4. Sometimes I crave frozen Totinos pizza and french fries as a meal. (takes me back to my childhood) 5. I learned to cook at the ripe age of 6. (my mother can NOT cook!) 6. I am afraid of spiders. 7. I am afraid of heights. 8. Sometimes I dream things and they happen 3 days later. 9. I am slightly colorblind when it comes to pastel colors. (thank god I'm not into pastels!) 10. I want to have sex in the anti-gravity room at NASA. 11. I have no life lines on my hands. 12. I collect Magic The Gathering Cards for the artwork. 13. I don't really like wearing gold, I prefer silver, white gold, or platinum. 14. I can roll joints that look like cigarettes. (no I don't use a rolling machine or dollar bill, free hand only!) 15. I don't eat rabbit food.

Rantings
ok, so apparently there's a lot of people here who seem to think that the world revolves around ratings. Ok, I guess I can deal with that. but when you go around bitching because someone rates you a 7 when you feel it should have been a 10 (the person rating you doesn't know your story or the meaning behind the pic.... just see's the pic) you're just an asshole for downrating them completely. And then YOU have the nerve to post "downrater" pics on their profile before deleting them? what the hell is up with that shit?! Dumbasses.... ok, so this has nothing really to do with the title. I just felt like using that. I hate seeing empty blog thingys so I'm doing this for no other reason than to have something here. ok, so I guess that's all for now. if I think of anything else I wanna share, I'll add it later. Ciao!

A Rant
Okay, so Im 22..and I have been out of high school for 4 years...I dye my hair black and poof! Im back is high school. All of a sudden people I work with assume and make comments about me being "goth". One girl actually said and I quote "So are you going to paint your nails black, get boots that tie up to your knee, and wear a lot of eyeliner?", and this is a woman whos in her mid 30s. I could have sworn for a minute I had been transported back 4 years, cause I knew that at some point I grew up. Then there's this guy who claims to be my friend...told me he had my back, if I ever needed a place to crash, I could have his couch...until I listened to ICP, he told me he doesnt associate with "my people" and I havent heard from him since, except one time like 5 months ago when he needed my help and I told him no, I had plans to hang out with "my people". Now I thought at one time, that friends accepted you for who you were and what you liked, and they did have your back and never threw you

Ranting And Raving
Ok only 3 more days and im out of dodge....DISNEY here i come...finally that first real family vacation....First flight in like 15 years a little nervous about that but still stoke....Ill just fill my IPOD full of KORN and DISTURBED and ill be OK!!!!!! Nothing really to bitch about at the moment, but wanted to create the blog. Tune in later when im not so hung over!

Rantings Of A Madman
I've been thinking an awful lot latley about life in general. Tonight, something struck me, something I have never seen before. I feel that I live in one of the most scummiest places I ever have. I loathe Woonsocket more and more each day. I'd prefer living in Providence..... yea, that's how bad its gotten. But tonight, I was walking home from a friend's house and taking the back streets, which is always fun because I feel I'm living in a post-apocalyptic world where there is no sign of life aside from street lights and abandoned cars, but I digress. I see something blinking green in the grass and I think to myself, "ooooh, maybe someone dropped some electronic device." (Yes, I was that geeky about it and did say "electronic device") I walk over to it and realize its a firefly. So, I put my finger next to it and it crawled right on.... I was just staring at it for a good 5 minutes, just looking in awe at the glowing bug. I started walking with the bug still on my hand... and

Rants
** For all of our soldiers out there .. either at home with their families or over seas fighting for us ... GOD BLESS YOU!! May you always know you are appreciated and loved. ** Pain Is My Passion If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever

Ranting
AHHH IM SO CRAVING SOME MORE PIERCINGS AND TATS RIGHT NOW IM JUST BROKE AND DON'T HAVE THE RIDE LOL. SERIOUSLY THEY ARE LIKE DRUGS SO ADDICTING SERIOUSLY I LOVE MY PIERCINGS AND TATS HARDCORE. HAVE- SEPTUM, TONGUE,INNER LABIA, MONROE/RETIRED IT, GEMINI TAT, HELLO KITTY TAT -WANTS- CLEAVAGE SURFACE PIERCING -BRIDGE -TRAGUS -NIPS -NAPE TATS - HUMMINGBIRDS ON CHEST -ZOMBIE ON LEG -KOI TRAMPSTAMP -TREE OF LIFE ON SHOULDER -EVENTUALLY A SLEEVE DONE IN FLOWERS - CUNT ON MY LIP im so up set my monroe piercing is rejecting from my lip and its extremely painful hardcore so monday i go in for surgery to have it cut out because on the inside of my lip it has completely healed over that back of my bar so i can't take it out!!! and all this happened within the last 3 days its insane and hurts really bad : (.

Rantings Of A Ranter
I lost the girl I love due to my own stupidity... I didn't cheat on her, I never abused her... my mistake was not giving her the attention I should have. This is a girl that I have loved for like 4 years and in that time things haven't been the smoothest. Between her coming and going from college, issues with roommates getting in the way, our own problems were magnified and constantly drawn out. Like a moron I was letting what others said get in the way of how I really feel, and I began to withdraw from her. I wish I never did. I wish she would come home... back to our place. Right now she has been spending a lot of time with friends and being out, and it worries me... I'm afraid she'll forget about me. I want to show her the love I did that first year together, before all the room mates, before the college days... I miss her...

Rants
How can you be so in love with a person, yet still have the most idiotic fights over the most idiotic things? Im 20, and Im pretty sure ive found the woman I want to spend my life with. Ive been threw hellish relationships the past 5 years. This is the only one that has ever made me think about not looking anymore. Now I like to comment girls, who I think look sexy or cute in whatever they wear in a picture. She does the same things to guys, but Im the one getting screamed at constantly about it. Thats not fair now is it? We've fought about this for a month now, its really startin to get on my last damn nerve. I dont know why she's feeling insecure. Im always with her & im always complamenting her. I think shes the hottest person in the world. Look at our picture together. But i dont know how much more stupid fights I can deal with. I dont like not knowing what to do. Anyone got any advice to a guy that needs it badly?

Rants
ok, first blog. and yes its gonna be random. so, im kinda bummed/pissed off right now. i have 3 days before i leave for vacation and i still havemt found out if my friends i invited are allowed to go. i mean cmon who wouldnt want to go to the beach with me for a week? well, anyways.... so i might be getting off in just a few mins because i am really tired plus i have to work in the morning and it fucking sucks. so yea. whoever is gonna read this, g'night. -Jen

Rants And Raves
As many of you know, (or might not)... I haven't really been on much lately. And i've been in the process of moving due to an eviction, caused by loss of job. Fortunatly, we have somewhere to stay. The move just got finished today. Kinda hard to pack everything up, get everything out of the house and into storage in 3 days. But we did it. Unfortunatly, the move will never be finished until we get a new place and everything from storage, into the new place. Im waiting for a job driving truck locally in northern kentucky, half hour south of cincinnati. Which means, we might end up living in kentucky again. which i have not problem with, because that is beautiful country down there. Some have been inquiring about my daughter, Emmalee, and how she is doing. She is doing great. She gets a little moody now and then, but thats because she has two teeth trying to break through. But other than that, she's a very happy baby. Always smiling, giggling and all. I couldn't ask for a bet

Rants And Other Stuff
“Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.” Joss Whedon Your Love Element Is Fire In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best wi

Rant Ahead
The following was a bulletin I had today from one of my myspace friends in part (I'm not going to say who it's from): ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ahhh, yes. It's Friday night. Let's do something..! If you happen to be a pretty girl, and you have nothing to do, reply to this. I'm going out with Bryon, girls should most def. come! =] Enjoy a fun and entertaining night with us! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Anyways, the 2nd part is what got me. Can this person be so VAIN that they only allow pretty girls to hang out with them? Who's to say the author is Good Looking? How do you define what "pretty" is? Is it what society tells us what pretty is? In that case it's girls who starve themselves to be thin, who reduce themselves to someone else made up of plastic silicon bits because they have an INFERIORITY COMPLEX,

A Rant
OK, so now on a different note. I wanted to talk about those people that do karoke all drunk and can barely talk. Why is it there friends don't go up and say if they don't know already. You know that you are making a total ass out of yourself and there are people staring at you wondering how much you had to drink or who dropped you on your head.. As the face of that guy from american idol flashes in there head and all they hear is SHE BANGS SHE BANGS and there is a dork up there trying to dance. I would go up and get my friend. I mean if only to keep someone seeing them sit back down next to me. Plus I would like to keep my ears I have heard screams that sounded better the some of the sounds that come out of these peoples mouths. Yea, lets hold that note as there voice cracks and changes tone about 30 time is 3 seconds. Now don't get me wrong I am know better I can't get up there and hold a tune any better but I mean come on people.. Don't wreck my drink with your version of "this is w

Rantings Cuz I Can!
Beware of language that is in this blog... and of misspellings that I could care less about! This is not to anyone on here at all *well but one person*....it is to a friend of ours that Used us and is a ....well you will see. You wanna fuck with me? You wanna fuck with what is mine and treat me like shit? You wanna lie, decete and be an ugly no good SOB...be my fucking guest, but don't ever ask me for a damn thing! Don't even come at me thinking that you will EVER in a million fucking years have a shoulder to cry on here! Don't ask my family or friends for shit EVER NEVER again! You think you are God's gift to people? Where do you get off? Who do you think you are? GET THIS YOU NO GOOD SOB....you are less than nothing to anyone in my life, on my friends list or in my family's life. You can take you playing games, lying, stealing asses some where else cuz I fucking don't need the drama or shit in my life and I KNOW that there are several people out there that feel the

Rantings Of An Insane Mind
So, it has occurred to me recently, that though i have mainly male friends, i don't think i get them at all... lol... i know that i am not a supermodel, but i know that i am not ugly. i know that even though i may be a bit of a bitch at times, i am not impossible, and yet the men in my life have thier heads shoved so far up thier ass they can't see straight... is that some sort of genetic defect caused by testosterone? i am just looking for someone that i feel a connection with that loves me as much as i love them, i am tired of being in love and getting nothing in return, so if there any men out there, not little boys, men, that are looking for a real woman, who is honest, and caring, oh and has kids, let me know. at this point i am about to just give the fuck up on love all together. I find it all together insane, how much life can change in just a few months, days, hell even minutes. Now with that s I would like to point out that I still don't understand men, however, i don't know

Rants And Topics
Your title. Hah! You thought I was going to condemn your lifestyle choice didn't you. It's ok, the subject line is a bit misleading. To start, I have no intent on attacking anyone for anything. And the information I'm about to share may be old news to some of you. But I just need to type something, and I love controversial topics. You see, I do not like using the term "lesbian" to describe female homosexuals, even though it is common parlance these days, and even embraced by that community. You see, lesbian is derived from Lesbos, an ancient name for an island near Turkey. I can't remember the exact coordinates, but it's there. Now this island did have a preponderance of rather liberated women, after some civil strife and whatnot. It is also the birthplace of Sappho, a poet who is thought to have written many a poem about the love she shared with other women. Thus why the term became popular. However, it would be more appropriate to name a female homosexual a sapphis

Rants And Ramblings
Rant time: Who do people that are no longer on my friends list decide to view my profile and STALK me anyway? What the Fuck? Don't you have anyhing better to do with your time? I mean we were friends and YOU ditched me. If anyone that reads this that is NOT on my friends list has anything to say to me by all means email me on myspace or on FUBAR. Don't be a fucking chickenshit and stalk me on here. I have a tracker that shows me who views my profile and i check it everyday. Someone is stalking me and i know who SHE is. Grow up please. Either be an adult and say something to me or be a bitch and wish you had me back cause you lost a good friend. Your loss, fuck off. Go and fuck that ugly ass psycho ex of yours and leave me alone!! Or you can be a normal person and say something. Speaking of psycho exes, why is it that when i'm going to leave a comment on my girlfriends page i see fucking sappy as shit from an ex? What the fuck!! Stop leaving fucking "i miss you" and "you are forever

Rants
Don't get mad at me because I didn't rate the pic a 10. I'm not against 9-11 or anything, but I rate for quality and content. I'm not going to be overly fond of "god" references because I am not christian, and god is not a name. If the pic is small, I'm not going to rate it as high because I can't see it very well. I HAVE rated some 10's on here, because they were big enough I could see them clearly and they were well done. I just think it's really silly to get mad at me and even block me, for not getting a 10. Geez. Get over my ratings, people. :P I'm not the least bit patriotic, but I'm not against people who are.

Ranting
I want to make my profile look cool, Cool background,etc. How do you do that? How can I give my profile a nice update, some personality, things like that? I should check the support lounge probably , but right now I don't have the time. Rant more later. I don't know what to do when money is so tight and it seems like I'm the only one really legitimately trying to make ends meet. There are bills piling up everywhere and it doesn't seem like we'll ever get them all paid to date. We sleep at way different hours of the day and that is starting to bother me too, I'm a sleep at night mode, and my partner's sleeping in the middle of the day. I guess that's all for now as I have to do some things and then get ready for work. What else can I say? Kendra, I really do love you !!!! Everyone should visit and check out Pouncing on Acceptance on Fubar. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52431 hopefully you can just click tht link. Just do it.

Rantings
Cuchi was born in January 1962 San Juan, Puerto Rico. Ironically she died 49 yrs and one month later in North San Juan, California. I felt like a hero when she first arrived in this world! She was always a happy little person and loved by those around her. Her many friends called her “giggles” or Cuchi. Her last words to me 1 day before her death were “Pop, I just love you and mommy so much and little Rebecca. I want to see you all and my grandbaby soon, maybe in March”. Sadly she is coming home after being killed by a hit and run driver, all her laughter, tears, fears, joy and hope reduced to a handful of ashes.

Rants
Why do people have a really hard time believing that someone can have a friendship with someone of the opposite sex with out more being to it? I have many male friends, with nothing more attached to it. We are friends, we joke, we laugh, we have a great time together. Sometimes I find my male friends are better friends then some female friends. You aren't competing with them for the favor of someone, nor who's prettier, or sexier, or whatever the case may be. Just my thoughts.

Rants
U KNOW ITS A DAMN SHAME U CAN REPOST BULLTIENS FOR STUPID SHIT AND CONTEST BUT U CANT REPOST BULLTIENS ASKIN FOR PEOPLE TO PRAY FOR AN INNCOENT CHILD,FFS PEOPLE COME ON HAVE A HEART AND TO THE PEOPLE WHO DID THANKS SO MUCH MEANS ALOT TO ME LOVE U ALL AND MAY GOD BLESS U ALL OK HERES THE THING... IM NOT INNA GOOD MOOD.... IM ANGRY,HURTING,ANNOYED,DID I SAY ANGRY,SAD,TIRED AND JUST PLAIN FED UP... IM NOT IN THE MOOD FOR UR DRAMA OR PROBLEMS SO PLEASE UNLESS U R CLOSE TO MY HEART LEAVE ME ALONE FOR UNLESS U HAVE SOMETHING INTELLIGENT TO SAY TO ME OK LOVE U ALL WISHING U ALL LOVE PEACE AND HAPPINESS THESES HOLIDAY SEASONS IF U ARE ADDING ME JUST BC U THINK U MIGHT SEE ME NAKED ...THINK AGAIN,FFS GO BUY A FNING MAGAZINE OR SOME PORN N BEAT OFF BC IM NOT ANYONES MASTERBATION MATERIAL SORRY FOR UR LUCK THERE GUYS NEXT GUY OR GIRL TO ADD ME THEN ASK TO SEE MY NSFW FOLDER WILL BE BLOCKED IM FED UP FUTHER MORE THERE IS ONLY PICS IN THERE THAT SOME JEALOUS ASSHOLES FLAGGED NSFW N TH

Rants........
For a site that professes to have no ads I now know of two... First we have the "sponsor" Bullz-Eye which is an advertisement. And now this whole CALL ME thing is yet another sneaky way to get in an ad on the site. Does anyone but me notice that things are rapidly changing on this site and everything they professed it to be when it was Cherry Tap is now being thrown out, the rules are being changed daily and it is hard to keep up? I love the friends I have made on here but between keeping up with the changes and weeding through the dramatic BS this site is beginning to lose some of it's luster. It's just my opinion but some of these new changes are not in the best interest of the site or the members that keep it going. Thanks for listening....

Rants!!!!
BREAKING INTO YOUR HOUSE Let's say I break into your house. A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)." According to the protesters: You are Require

Ranting
I sit here letting the tears wash down over my face because I no longer exist to the one that said he would help me. I sit here in tears because the one that is suppose to be here for me when I have questions or am confused no longer sees me. I sit here in tears because to him I no longer matter and it has begun to turn my heart to stone once more. I sit here in tears because I know that nothing I do will meet his approval, and that no matter how hard I try I am always wrong. I sit here with tears washing over my face because I let myself love him only to have him reject that love and use it against me. I find myself sitting here in tears more and more often and the only thing I can say is that tears are good to cleanse the soul, but why is it he can bring me to all these tears just by not doing as he says. I must be a terrible person that no one feels I have feelings also and can just be walked on. I know I am not the best person at times that I can be and fr that I

Ranting And Raving....
Well, I have met some really cool people on here and I have enjoyed their company and grow quite a sense of respect for them.. But there is one case where i have become a little jaded.. I met someone on this site. We talked for a little while and he seemed very cool. I wasnt looking for love or anything like that.. Just for friends and nothing more.. Plus, I knew he had a girlfriend and I respected that. Never flirted or talked in any preverse way what so ever. After a while things were great and we talked all the time.. Until the Girlfriend caught wind of me. I am not sure what the problem is and personally, I dont really care. It seems in her mind that we were flirting or making some sort of reference to "hook up" or some shit.. I have told her personally that this wasnt the case but I guess my words werent good enough for her. She was pretty much a bitch to me and posed as my friend to milk me for answers for something was merely in her head. We stopped talking and was

Rants
Why is it that anytime you feel like you may have found someone that you can really care for they already have met their "#1" person? I myself am getting tired of falling for this shit. Find a guy, like him, possibly even develop feelings for him, and nope... you can't be his "#1" because they already have found their "#1" and they left 'em. Yea I'm getting pretty damn tired of this shit... and I'm about to just give up!!! I just don't understand why I always end up being someone's back-up because they and their "#1" broke up or whatever. GOD I hate that shit!!.... ok I'm done ranting about this.... for now.

The Rant House
Ok so I signed up for this Fubar thing, because a friend of mine is on here. Because I love her to pieces I decided to check it out. First, it was confusing as shit. So... I laid back and didn't come back until a month or so later. I went to her house and we were fooling around in the site. As I see how much she's in here, I figured "what the hell..." So as time passes I'm slowly figuring this out with the generous help of other fubars. I get sucked into a few things first. I played the "bored" game where you rate shit like hot or not. So I'm being honest and rating with 2s and 5s... because well some people put up fucked up pictures. I can't help it's a bad pic and I'm being honest. BUT I didn't know it was telling them then it was ME doing it. LMAO So I get a lot of mad peeps. Oh well. SORRY!!! I just won't rate like that anymore, I'll keep going if I think your picture is shit! LMFAO :P It's a fucking website for shits sake!! Do you LIVE your life here? So anyway...

Ranting And Raving
First off let me say...this blog doesn't apply to everyone. With that said, let me start off by saying...I DESPISE WHINERS!! As of late I've seen people whine about being set back to a certain level because of a fubar rule that states something about not having more pictures then you are supposed to have. Now if you are only a few pictures over what you are supposed to have, thats no biggie...but if you have 8,000 pictures and you only have room for 2,500...I can see where people would think you are cheating. Personally I think that if you put that much time into this site, you need serious mental help and need to turn off your computer and step away and go cash your reality check thats been sitting in your closet collecting dust for all these years. I don't see why you would want all those pictures clogging up your computer in the first place. All they do is take up space you could be using for something else more productive then seeing how "virtually popular" you can make you

Rant About Guys
heres what i hate.... you come onto a site to make friends and all that fun stuff then all these guys comeon and message you asking you if they can fuck you, I find that extremely sexist in the sense of all guys really want is a sexy girl and her body.... not her mind... just their pussys and their tits. One thing that really frustrates me is when they ask you is if you want their cocks in you, and how you want it........ I CANT FUCKING STAND IT.......HELLO WE ARE PEOPLE TOO YOU KNOW....WERE NOT HERE FOR JUST SEX... IF YOU WANT THAT JUST GO ON THE STREET AND LOOK FOR A FUCKING PROSTITUTE..... I really dont care how I come across to people.... I am me.... Thats all i care about i dont see myself as ugly i dont see myself as pretty i see me as me! Guys need to just stop thinking with their fucking cocks and sexizing ( I dont know if thats a word or not... but i dont care it is in this blog so shut the fuck up) girls the way they do...... just because we have pussies and tits doesnt mean

Rants
I'm so glad you are all (not all of you, but some of you) finding humor in what fu-daddy has done regarding his soap fetish. Personally it makes me ill. We are talking about exploiting young children for his sexual pleasure. Where the hell is the humor in that? Hey maybe I got up on the wrong side of the bed, but i'll tell you what you all wouldn't be laughing if it was your child, relative or someone's child that you knew in the video's...now would you? Just a thought....everyone has fetishes and there's nothing wrong with that as long as you leave the innocent children out of it! I have nothing more to say except, think of the poor children that have been exploited here. Oh and i'm not saying your seeking pleasure from the children, but however you are feeding into his sick mind posting all the soap photos on here! The original bulletin/blog with the facts. http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=180732713

Rants
PART ONE ok, so I have been on this site awhile now and it never seems to amaze me on childish mentality of people on here. Maybe I am not getting the full FUBAR experience because I refuse to pay money to this site. Maybe it is because does it really matter if I am a FUBAR FRESHMEAT or a FUBAR FUBERLORD? What do you get in the end besides a lighter bank account? Everyone keeps telling me (like I don't already know) that I need to do a salute to level up. DUHHHHH!!!! If I cared about all of this and wanted to level up I would have done so months ago. I have my face pics private for a reason (see PART TWO for more on pics). Why would I want to do a salute and put it out there? Come on people get over it! Why don't you actually try to get to know the people on here instead of begging random stangers for "Bombing on your contest pic" The winner gets what? A FUBAR keg? Whooo freaking doooo! Unless someone is delivering a nice frosty cold keg to my front door, I could care les

Ranting
I was just asked by someone... "Why are so open in your blogs about your feelings and thoughts?" Well I informed them, its actually very simple... I really don't care what people think of me... We all have opinions and ideas about one another but if you get right down to it... We all pissed in our bed when we were babies and we all did stupid shit when we were young... (Some of us are still doing stupid shit) So why not be open? Of course they said after this... "Well if you are really open about yourself then you'll get used alot." Wow... Of course someone is going to try, and try is the key word.. But you have to let them hurt you. Granted you can't stop someone from using you or hurting you, but you can learn and keep an eye out for people like that. Plus I'm careful who I let in all the way into my life. But the main reason I wright my feeling down and tell people openly about me and my thoughts... is to teach and find people who agree with me... Nuff said.. Mike Ok... So

Rants
Trust is a huge issue with me. I don't give it out often, but when I do, it's 100%. Lately I've noticed that trust is traded freely as if it were a dime stock on the exchange. There was a time when someone's word meant something, but that time is long gone. It makes me sick when someone acts one way in private and tells you things they swear are just between the two of you and you find out that everyone else knows. They act one way with you, then another with everyone else. Some say that's not lieing, but I think it is. IF you make someone feel special, only to let them later find out that they are one of many interacting with you in the exact same way, you're a liar. You're not doing that person any favors. It makes you wonder how many secrets you told that person that have been spread around like wildfire. One day, the people who do this will have to face their biggest fear, they will be all alone and will have only themselves to blame. That's right fukers, Wolfie's on his way back.

Rants & Raves
It was the night before Christmas, And everyone at work Was feeling kind of pissie Cause the boss man is a jerk. The people that I room with Were laying fast asleep, A snoring and a farting Like a fucking herd of sheep. The hard hats and steel toes Were outside in the halls Smelling like that stinky cheese You get beneath your balls. When suddenly I heard a sound That almost pierced my ears Followed by some footsteps That I thought might be reindeers So I opened up my door And what came running past A roustabout his first time out With rig dope in his ass I watched him in amazement As he staggered out of sight And I knew right from that moment This ain't no regular Christmas night So I crawled back into my rack And tried to do my best To lay there almost motionless And try to get some rest When once again I heard a noise That has to be Saint Nick Then a Cuban speaking galley hand Said 5 o'clock you prick So I tried to wash my eyes and then looked down A

Ranting!
Ok, let's start this by saying that I am in a foul mood today, for really no reason what so ever. So there are things that are pissing me the fuck off that would normally wouldn't bother me... All of these might not fit the pissing me the fuck off standard, they may be mild annoyances, but I really just don't care enough to differentiate... Also, these are in a very random order, as they occur to me, not in importance... so... I don't really give a rat's ass if you put 'girls only' on your page, what the fuck is that? are you a lesbian? then just fucking say so... 'girls only', fuck you... if you are gay, I have zero problem with that... if you don't like guys sending you lewd messages, that will not stop them, hell, guys dig girl on girl shit, so you are setting yourself up for more of it... next... downraters... what the fuck are you thinking? I really don't care if you don't like me, or anyone else on here for that matter... Do you think you are making some form of stat

Rant Yall
F U and U and U Current mood: thoughtful Well I guess that got your attention. So this last couple weeks has been a couple weeks of partying and drinking hell. I seriously don't think it has stopped since I became single. It seems every time I am going to have an easy night, something comes up. I have had a blast, but I am going to kill myself if I keep going like this. There were nights I don't remember driving home, and nights that I know I should not have. So I have done some thinking during my drive time today. 1. I need to stop drinking for a while. I need to get my life in order and organize myself. Drinking really won't help anything in the long run except take away from what I am trying to save and do. 2. I need to kick up the work outs big time. The start of the school year I stepped in a nasty pothole while running and messed up everything really bad from my back on down. I started doing ok and getting back to it some, then almost stopped again while da

Rantings From The Mind Of Arma
So here it is; I'm an artist. Mostly self taught. I do paintings, mostly in tempera and watercolor....in a non traditional sense. My main focal are ANGELS but not your typical cherub cutsie looking fat babies kind of thing. My seraphim are sinners like the rest of us. Tattooed and scarred, full of bull asses like you and I. I have been working on this series for well over three years now and I find that alot of people look at the work and don't understand my take on it. I try....being operative,not to allow negative remarks to effect my flow but there are some people who don't know the true meaning of Art. Art isn't about something pretty, something that will go with your sofa or the color of your walls. Art is mind provking, thought provoking and so forth. I find my work is more accepted in the genre of tattoo design then in any other but I struggle to understand how the world got to be so closed minded when it comes to art......

Ranting
so i was talking with my friends and we were talking about fighting if the US ever got taken over he said he wouldnt fight he would run to cananda and i was thinking about it lately and it got me all worked up that some people who are free wouldnt even stand up and fight for it or die for it yet there are thousands upon thousands who would fight and die to be free but here is someone who wouldnt i think then he dosent deserve to be free if you wont die let alone fight to be free whats the point huh? maybe im not seeing something or is he just that much of a pussy? i mean i would be sacred to fight but i would hope if it ever came down to it i would stand up and be brave and fight awwwww who knows im just ranting so i had to work right well when i got there i was told i could go home and work on my day off right well i was like ok now i can do something for new years right.....NOPE i called everyone and its to late i think they are allready shitefaced and not anwsering this fucking suck

Rantings
I have been mulling this one over for days even a weeks now and I still can't stop feeling hurt. You know I have been Married 16years now as of May 2nd and that idiot didn't even buy me a card for our Anniversary. didnt even pick me a flower, I mean he did nothing. Not that I wanted him to spend a butt load of money or anything but I dont think it was to much to think I would get a card or was it? I made sure I got him a card and I bought him some damn saw thing he wanted. Then to top it off I told him to go hunting cause it is his thing to do. Then here comes Mothers day right. Again I didnt even get a card, he didnt even take the kids out to get me something small. my youngest daughter was upset that she didnt get to go to the store and buy me a card, she was mad at her daddy for not taking her. I tried calm her down I told her I would take her to the store and she cried mommy that just not right you cant be there when i pick it out. I felt so bad for her , I told her she didnt

Rantings Of A Mad Man!!
Ya know...I am getting a little tired of people jumping on this guy's bandwagon. Granted, if faced with the choice (and none other), I would choose him over Billary, but still..... This country is tired of Bush, and I understand that (dont AGREE, but understand, nonetheless). And the thought of putting that woman in office scares the living hell outta me! Not because she is female, but because she is the wife of our previous President who showed no signs of having testicles, (other than Monica playing with them) , which leads me to conclude that Hillary actually has them, surgically attached to her dried-up and shriveled snatch!! BUT... before you get caught-up in the movement to assure the failure of "The Ole' Boys" this next election, and vote for someone based solely upon the fact that he is different, I urge you to thimk of HOW different: Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, alligators attackin

Rants And Social/ Cultural Stuff
Ok. so I met someone on here. All she had to talk about, at first was her cousin, which i thought was odd in and of itself. she didn't ask me anything. just started talking about her cousin. Then, we start talking about music. She lists: Britney Spears, Prince, Patti Labelle, and some others. I tell her, I don't like most of what she listens to, based on that sampling. She TELLS me I must not like "black people's music" (WHICH IS RACIST in and of itself...) THEN she procedes to ask me what groups/ artists i like that have black lead singers. I told her, I don't know because I don't think about music that way. She says "you must only like white music"..... .... ...??????? Who the HELL are you to imply that I am racist because I don't like modern RnB (which used to be good music back thirty years ago) or rap, which there is plenty of good rap out there. just not this mainstream 'bitches, bling, and gats' SHIT. and on the other end of the industry, I don't listen to most pop rock/pun