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Stress....then Again Life
Well my day started out as any other day would have.....I got up got dressed for work and left my house around 6:30 int he morn....since i was working at the Waffle house as a sever i had to keep everything in slighty good order i guess you could call it....well i stayed at work for like 7 straight hours....i was scheduled to work a 7-2 shift that day....Well once i got off i had my boyfriend pick me up and we had headed home....by the time we got home i had counted all the money i had made in like 2 days of work including my change....it was like $150.00 something dollars....well my mother came outside and started yelling at me because according to her i was suppost to be a adult in the house.....ok let me set this straight....i am only 17 fixing to be 18 i am not suppost to be a 28 year old grown woman with a $640.00 a month rent....in my mothers own house!!!! that is obserd...well i had got mad and walked to my boyfriends job which was only right up the road....and she comes up ther

Streams Of Thought
I was tagged by the kind and handsome Nomad, if you haven't seen his page check it out. Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: Er geez there are a lot of weird things about me. 1.) I like peanuts in coke, peanut butter and mayo... eh.. 2.) I am a lexicon of metaphysical and pagan trivia and info 3.) I can look at two different things with each eye. (Two.. different directions..) 4.) I have little points on my ears. 5.) I'm married but not monogamous (but not cheating, I have permission, thats the odd part haha) 6.) I have a bearded dragon lizard as a pet. I tag Cicisunflower, Ravez, Faerie Majik, Druo, Oakdragon, Eugene Angels are not always found where you would expect. From Baraka, invoking compassion without pity, seeing the beauty of the faces found in the depths of squalor:

Stress!
The decision is hard and i need your input. My friends say im crazy if i want a Scion Bus but i think they are tight. I can hall hella people around, go on trips and pack it to the max, but it lacks the power all men need in a ride. The other choice in a car that i want is the new 2007 Civic SI! I will probably slam it to the floor, tweek the engine like i have done with my last import, and zip around in it. So my what do you think? Go with convience and gas mileage, or go with a lil more luxury and power! Keep this in mind, the scion price is about 10,000 dollars less... This has to be the 5th time my car has been broken in to. Damm street punks got me for my Ipod and the price of a new driverside window. I need to move up outta the hood!!!

Stressed Out??? Try This
Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20 Cheated on your significant other -- $10 Masturbated -- $1

Stress.......
Why is it that when your world is falling apart no one ever seems to be around? Friends/family are never able to be reached and god love the friends you do reach... who want to help but are unable to. They at least are supportive and kind and care. Im so tired of fighting with people and trying to figure out my life. I prayed yesterday for the first time in a long time and got a 7 day eviction notice this morning. I wonder sometimes why i try so hard. And let me say this before anyone starts anymore shit here! I WANT NOTHING FROM ANYONE HERE! I am just venting and crying and trying not go insane without anyone to talk to but this goddamn computer. Do i sound cynical, untrusting ...well yeah i have my reasons. My life has been horrific since i came to Texas with one issue after another and im tired. So very tired of waking up each morning to climb another mountain, put out another fire, and generally try to defend myself and my life to the world. Repeating the same iss

Stressful Times ...
HMMMMmmmm ... it seems that one of US is special ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ I think You’re THE ONE … The more I love you, the more you flirt. The more you flirt, the more I’m hurt. The more I’m hurt, the more you flirt. The more you flirt, the more I love you. ONE of US is dirt! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Love 'n(no more) Stuff, RHEY ... September 08, 2007 Visualize a young Sailor, 20 years old ... at sea on a US NAVY Destroyer ... during the Korean war ... looking at the ocean moving ... waiting for the ships guns to begin thundering again ... looking inside his head ... listening to the whispering of his Brain ... dreaming of a love that he wished were true ... of a love he was soon to meet ... ... dreaming is what I used to do when I was young ... ... dreaming/inventing is what I did in the middle years... ... dreaming/thinking is what I do as life ends for me ... ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... ALL IN ALL, I GUESS YOU CO

--- Stress ----
Ok So.... I am finally 18 Now!! Have been since like the beging of the month! But now that i am everyone seems to be yellin at me more... I just wanna graduated this year and go to college and be something but how can u when u have all these people screamin at u telling u that u can not do it!

Stress
Cut the cables The energy you spend defending your limitations keeps those limitations solidly in place. But what if you put that energy into something else? The effort you spend convincing others of your excuses, makes those excuses more real and more burdensome to you. Imagine, instead, simply letting them go. Yes, of course, life is entirely unfair. Yes, of course, the circumstances and events of your life have you thoroughly tied down like sturdy, unyielding steel cables. There is a way to cut those cables. For it is you who has put most of them in place. Focus your mind, your energy, your spirit, your feelings and emotions on the most joyful and fulfilling scenario you can imagine. Suddenly and profoundly, your reality begins to change. Put the energy of your spirit into giving color and texture and substance and palpable sensation to your most treasured dreams. That will surely make you free. A lecturer when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a

Streets
the crowded streets have no name lying awake i see the day the busy people wonder with no care time slips by and falls between the cracks lights are shining the distance grows big tell me where to go how should i lead everyday seems to dissapear from under me life as we know it doesnt exist a memory of times past lighting towards a fake tomorrow the streets show signs of decay we walk them without ever listening the path they lead us to is the path of your self dont forget the streets or they shall lead you no more

Strength From My Past...
Question...At what point do we fall in love? Is there a set date and time that God has set for us that we dont know about? Or is it that thang called "Fate" that only a few believe in. It could possibly be destiny or even coincidence...But who's to say when? There are some people that say you can't possibly fall in love any sooner than a year of physically bein' together. But honestly do you have to physically be near each other? Or can it be mental? I think love is different to everyone. Its a feeling, an emotion, and it can be a physical sign. But can't it be all of the above? And what makes us fall in love? Is it an attraction, a word, or is it deeper than that? Are we all meant to fall in love? Is there really someone for everyone? And if there is how do you know that person didnt just settle for someone else and now your soulmate is gone with another lover. So what are you suppose to do now? Just deal? Or do you fight for them? Another instance, what if you find your soulmate and

Stress & Health Issues
I have had Terrible right leg pain since Sunday night,behind the knee.Yesterday I went to u-mass hospital.They did an ultra sound on my leg.Found a rare type of Cyst called a Bakers Cyst.Actually 2 of them side by side.There under the skin an so painful they gave me Perks.It's a Percular Pain.Almost as though someone sticking pins in a voodoo doll of me.The pain just about brings tears.it lasts 5 minutes to 20 minutes.It's very hard to sit at the computer,but today I must endure.In my abscence the Kingdom will operate with my Fubar wife,FTW Lost Goth an a few other Loyals.I'm so very Proud of so many in our Kingdom.The Strength of the Wolf will not let us Fail.It knows of no failure just Strength,Endurance,Unity,Respect,Honor. I'm glad the Drama has finally left our Kingdom.We lost many royal Elite Bombers but The Kingdom of Wolves will go on. Actually Simply Amazing I now Classify as Royal Elite,an her Crew member Ice man will be classified as Royal Elite as well,Tweeks on his w

Stressin
THE FOLLOWING IS A LETTER THAT MY EX'S MOTHER WROTE TO MY DAUGHTER AFTER SEEING A PICTURE ON HER MYSPACE. MAKE LONG STORY SHORT. WE STILL HAVE CONTACT WITH A FAMILY MEMBER THAT THEY HATE. THE KIDS AUNT, THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY. SO IT'S PISSING THEM OFF THAT MY KIDS STILL SEE HER. ANYWAY HERE IS THE INFO: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Doree Date: Jan 11, 2009 9:15 PM She is a whore Love ya haely Bad influence Your choice we love you ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ¢¾11-16-08 z&h=2 months Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:53 PM ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ~AUNT*R!A~ Date: Jan 11, 2009 8:47 PM I am so sorry 4 all this!!! she was jus waitin to have something to say!! i snapped the pictyre to fast n yall were laughing!! looks like Ur lickin her chin. haha anyways. i am not using u as a pawn they have never givin me the chance 2 have u guys in my life completely now i wou

Stress Relivers
its my 26th b day and im sober YEE HAWW have a toke for me a shot a bong hit whatever your vice lay one down for me xox jess heres a little place id like to show my friends to go to for a good laugh http://www.joecartoon.com/cartoons/195-froggy_funwheel xox jess Well i wanted to say HAPPY 4 20 to you all my 2007 holiday on 4/20 has left me totaly where i wanna be ... hope all yalls r good too TOKE ON !!!

Stress Management
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work and will make you smile. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already!

Stress
Last week I had a lot of stress because of a few people on here and moving. Well I took care of the people on here by deleting them. The moving is still going on. Ya know slowly but surely. Well I got a bomb drop by my online college yesturday and am so stressed over it. I have one week to prepare for 3 major tests. They are advanced placements tests for english, algebra, and spreadsheets. I have been out of school for 9 1/2 years. I was awesome in English never made under a 90 in it ever. But OMG I suck at algebra. I hate math. So I am stressing so bad. I have never been one for math. And uh never done anything with spreadsheets before. I am so freaked. I have to finish my financial aid applications tonight. Then tomorrow I have to study and Thursday night is orientation. Classes start the 3rd and I have no clue what books I need. They still havent told me. This is the kids last week of school which means short days for them and longer ones for me. No I am not whining I am just ventin

Stream Of Consciousness
Am I a bitch for not wanting to give out my Yahoo ID to someone I don't know? I mean, really? Is it wrong of me for wanting to maintain privacy outside of CherryTap? Some people really confuse the hell outta me. Seriously. Why are you gonna get pissed at someone just because you can't chat with them on Yahoo? Is it a popularity thing? A control thing? A pimp thing? What? *sighs* I totally forgot I had a CherryTap account. I've been very distracted these past few weeks. Been going through a lot of personal issues, and won't really have them resolved for about a week. Sorry to those who sent me mail and friend requests, and hopefully I'll be back on a more regular basis pretty soon.

Stress
ATTENTION ALIENS ARE COMING TO ABDUCT ALL THE GOOD LOOKING AND SEXY PEOPLE. YOU WILL BE SAFE, I'M JUST EMAILING TO SAY GOODBYE. STRESS A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water? > > > Answers called out ranged from 8oz. to 20oz. > The lecturer replied, > "The absolute weight doesn't matter. > It depends on how long you try to hold it. > "If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. > If I hold it for an hour, > I'll have an ache in my right arm. > If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. "In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes. " > He continued, > "And that's the way it is with stress management. > If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " > "As with the glass of water, you have to put i

Stress And Life
Early Sunday Morning 6/3/2006 The unthinkable happened. I lost my 42 year old brother and his 16 year old son in a head on collision to a drunk driver. This still seems so unreal. They were so strong and loving. They were my heros. My first thought was this can't be happening. This don't happen to 2 people like them. I feel so numb because they made sure I was safe and well all the time. now I feel not only depressed but so angry at the 26 year old man that did this. I don't know what I should wish upon him. God wouldn't want my family to wish bad things upon him but it is hard not to. My brother had 3 wonderful kids and now 2 of them are left with out their father and baby brother. They were truley loved. There were so many people at the funeral. One person said they stopped counting at 400. That is so awsome that they had that many friends and family but then there is that many people also hurting at the loss. Please everyone. Don't drink and drive. You might not think it could h

Street Justice Defined
Street Justice An act or state where a Person A does something minorly offensive to Person B, and Person B retaliates by doing something much worse in degree to Person B so that Person A will never choose to mess around again with Person B. In other words: when someone wrongs you and you do something way worse back to make sure they don't fuck with you again. 1. That fool scratched Jim's car so Jim had sex with the fool's mom; now that's street justice. 2. That guy made fun of my brother, so I broke both his shins. Street justice, man. BEAT DOWN The act of receiving a serious butt whoopin at the hands of a person or group of persons. DONE DEAL 1) another way of saying "consider it done" or good to go 2)over; finished; no more ~~Spanky~~

Stress Managment
Can you beleive they made me remove the sexy picture off my profile???? So much for this being an Adult sight.... STRESS MANAGEMENT A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before hol

Stress Management
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. 8. See? It really does work. You're smiling already

Stress Management Technique
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock That hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person You are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already.

Stressed Out..
God I hate cloudy yucky days where it's a drizzle rain and all. Getting all stressed out with it being July, I have to deal with the holiday my sister is coming up in a few days, my mom has surgery in a week and then my dad and step mom come up in a few weeks. My OCD is really going full gear and it gets alot worse because everything has got to be perfect. So now everyday that passes I will only get worse and worse and then be sick from all the stress...

Stress
just taken a moment out, need to vent a little, well enough about that, what do women want? tell you i must be either drop dead ugly, or to damn nice, i cant change whom i am, but honestly im sick of being single! id love to come home one day and be able to hold someone in my arms all night long, or have a conversation like normal people do. this go to work and bust my ass til i have no engery just sucks! so im just wondering what the hell can a nice guy do to make a woman notice im interested! yeah fubar is fun, and myspace is all about drama, and chatting is ok, i want out of it all and try to find someone down to earth and enjoy life with! im sure nobody will read this and if their is one or 2 of you thanks for stopping by and have a wonderful evening or day! i just needed to vent..... still feel confused about it but its off my chest! Paul I was just wondering is it all about rates and points, does anyone on here talk? god its so boring sitting here passing out 10s and nobody ta

Stress Pantry
Hello Everyone, Could you all please go to maxfm.fm and vote for STRESS PANTRY? This is a battle of the bands contest. My sons father is in the band..... I would really appreciate the votes and so would they... THANK YOU!!! :)

Stress
Man I messed up today.. I ran a red light today and damn do I feel stupid.. I feel like shit.. I like have a fever and I don't know why.. Although I did get a manny and peddy today that made me feel kinda good.. I went to the gym and damn I am out of shape.. I need to really step it up and make my body back to its tone self...

Stressed Days
Well today was another stressful day for me. I got up at 6:30 to have a yard sale. Made out alright money wise. Nerves wise, they're shot. Four kids, my three and my cousin Aprils son, all up that early, does not pan out for a good day. Me and Dason had it out a couple of times today, but I actually had to yell at all the kids. NONE of them would listen to us at all. We told them to go out back and play quite a few times but they wouldnt listen. Its no wonder people werent really buying shit. If i went to yard sale and had to deal with 3 kids standing all around me and their parents yelling at them, I would leave without buying something too. I laid down afterwards for a nap, and wouldnt you know it, I got woken up by a damn migraine. Head still hurts but not quite as bad. Well im gonna go watch the Phillies game. More later. XOXO

Street Signs Need Love Too
Sioux Falls police Tuesday arrested a 60-year-old man for burglary and for what they suspect is at least two years worth of videotaped public sex acts. Verle Peter Dills was arrested at his home, 2613 W. Bailey St., after a man who lives in the 1200 block of North Kiwanis Avenue chased Dills out of his yard Monday evening, police spokesman Loren McManus said. The man saw Dills with a video camera and tripod and chased him for a short distance, McManus said. Dills later returned with his camera and again was chased from the yard. He was seen entering the garage of the home where he was staying, McManus said. There, police found the video camera and a "large amount" of 8mm and VHS videotapes of Dills engaged in masturbation and sex acts with traffic signs near his home, McManus said. Dills is charged with burglary, unlawful occupancy and six counts of indecent exposure. Magistrate Judge Alan Dietrich on Wednesday set Dills' bond at $10,000 cash or surety. Dills di

Stress...
Ok so here we are almost six months away from my wedding and I still have nothing done.... I havent done ANYTHING except a few minor things... I need to get the contracts signed and what not... I need to somehow get a hold of the man that was suppose to be my dj .. but i'll wait a week or two because some family issues... my photographer said i already signed the contract but yet has sent me a copy of it... I need a damn cater... UGh my bridal party has not gotten there gowns.... I been trying to except all the help I can get when it comes to the vendors but what help I got I need more Im doing everything by my self all the planning and it makes me so fustrated I give up on it....

Stress Relief
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, Like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch so

Stress
AHHHHHHHHHHHH someone help me!! I have been goin through a lot the past couple of days.........weeks... It sucks. My grandpa ( who I am very close to) is fading. He went to the hospital about a month in a half ago and had a pacer inserted into him. Well, he went back to the hospital on Sunday and the pacer wasn't very good. The doctor told my mom (her dad) and I at the hospital that we have to take one day at a time and pray. We have to secure the monehts we have with him. He is only 75. I guess it's time for him to leave. :( I don't want him to, but I have no choice. He had a great life. Him and I did a lot of fun stuff togther. I will NEVER forget how much I love him...

Streib
so here i am, another computer profile exsisting in hopes to have some sort of geniune experience where so many things aren't--welcome. barstool loyality keeps me glued! you had me then you have me now. and while ten cents is hardly the total of the toll this has taken on me, i can't afford to break myself again. it's an empty pocket feeling that has me writing out this as if it's a balance I can keep, but i can't. and as much as I wish I could be accountable, I know how easily i branch out so i withdraw.

Stress Relief
Here's a creative solution to the day's problems for you.. Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already!

Street Party
Cherry Blossom Street Party We were at the Cherry Blossom Festival for the street party. We'd been going from stage to stage listen to all the different bands, dancing here and there and making out in between. We were both getting pretty horny; walking around we found ourselves at the old train terminal. We walked around the corner of the building and started making out hot and heavy. I was wearing a sundress and you had your hand under the skirt of it rubbing my pussy through my panties. "We gotta find somewhere more secluded" you say and take my hand and lead me around be hind the building. There's not a lot of light on this side and there's a door, you try it to see if it will open but of course it's locked. You grab me and push me back against the door, your mouth crushing down on mine and your hands pulling up my dress again. this time you slip your hand in my panties and your finger between the lips of my pussy, when you find my clit I moan and hook my lift my leg a little

Stress Factor
Sometimez, I sit alone..And look deep into my soul..And I stare at down at something..That's very outta control..Tolerence at zero..Emotions dead and gone..If indo was a pebble then consider me a stone..Patience low I rest to go I got's to get ahead...Motherfuck these hoes and I impose I got to get my bread..The streets say nothing nice..They quit it like the idus..And everybody dippin seein..who can get the highest..Now check this out without a doubt..And about to come fresher...And about that cab..And protect that ass..Don't panic under pressure....My stabbin like a whip..Or better an alligator..temper going up and down..Like a fucking elevator..bitch I want it now...Don't give me no delays..My hustlin got me trippin..Listen from my ike turner ways...Man this life is real..No time to be an actor..And i'll play no man..let me know...it's called the stress factor I want to grow old..have a kid and a place to sleep..A down ass wife..And when I die i'll rest in peace...But man that's

Stress
I try not to stress to much,but life has its way to showing up and kicking my ass.I thought after some one gets a devorse there life gets easier.Even if you get into a simple relationship.Life gives you a suprize.Stress!Im starting to to beleive being single is the only way out of dealing with the stress of a relationship,even marrige.My relationship with my girl friend is starting to kill me.I feel like Im married to my exwife again.My stress level is so damb hi that my head is going to pop.I need to Make up my mind and figure if this stress is worth it.

Stress And Cookies
Have you ever noticed how a cookie bakes? If you have ever tried to bake, you quickly learn there are certain rules if the project is to be a success. If you put the dough directly on the oven rack, then, as the heat warms the dough, the would-be cookie wilts and falls through the rack- only to end up as a mess on the oven floor. What was meant to be a sweet treat for people becomes a brittle, burned lump of coal too bitter to enjoy. However, if the cookies are baked upon a cookie sheet, when the heat of the oven wilts the dough, the support the tray offers keeps the cookie in shape- molded by circumstances into a useful treat. As the heat bakes the cookie dough, puffs of steam break through the surface. This must happen, for if the cookie doesn’t let off steam, it will become a greasy, soggy mess that is good for nothing. People are the same way. If we try to be good by strength or will alone, when the heat of stressful circumstances come, we wilt and fall through the c

"stretched And Submerged" The Ultimate Death Trap
Work has begun by myself and my U.S. manager Robert Baird on planning what is certainly the most abitious and dangerous extreme escape of my career. Called "Stretched and Submerged", the escape will be a brutal combination of a famous Medieval torture, submersion and the risk of death by drowning, and the additional obstacle of a welded shut solid steel container. This never before attempted death trap will be performed live on Toronto's waterfront in the summer of 2008 as a national television broadcast. Further details and exact location to follow.

Stress
Why do I deal with people shitting on me all the time? Why am I so nice? Why can't I be a bitch????? I wish there were classes so I could take one so I wouldn't have people doing this shit to me, so called friends ( you know who you are ) and co-workers. I feel like crawing under a rock and killing myself. I can't take this shit. I am so fu****g tired of it. I wish I would die!

Street Ratz
Street Ratz Chapter layout Ch. 1: The Release Ch. 2: The Reno Assistance Center Ch. 3: Back on the Streets Ch. 4: The Fight Ch. 5: Street Vibration Ch. 6: Friends Ch. 7: The Comstock Ch. 8: Probation Ch. 9: Back to the Comstock Ch. 10: Room 717 Ch. 11: Jits Ch. 12: 86 from the Comstock Ch. 13: Kick out of Everywhere Ch. 14: Juggalo's Ch. 15: Bad Trip Ch. 16: Dakz & Jeykl Ch. 17: Stupid Ch. 18: New Years Ch. 19: Caught and Arrested Ch. 20: In front of the Judge Ch. 21: Unwanted Power Ch. 22: The Trip Ch. 23: Stateline Ch. 24: Sacramento Ch. 25: Santa Cruz, CA Ch. 26: The Boardwalk Ch. 27: Woods of Capitola Ch. 28: 4:20 Ch. 29: The innercircle Ch. 30:

Strength Of Actions
STRENGTH OF ACTIONS THERE IS A SAYING "WORDS CAN MEAN EVERYTHING BUT ACTIONS CAN MEAN MORE" A YOUNG BRAVE WALKED UP TO FATHER MOUNTAIN AND ASKED FOR HIM TO OPEN A PATH THROUGH HIM SO THAT HE MAY GET THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE FASTER AND FATHER MOUNTAIN ASK HIM WHY.THE BRAVE COULD NOT BUT SAY "TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE TO MEET HIS LOVE FASTER".FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID "WHY NOT GO AROUND" AND THE BRAVE SAID "IT WOULD TAKE DAYS".FATHER MOUNTAIN ASKED "HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE THIS WOMAN".AFTER MANY HOURS OF TALKING THE YOUNG BRAVE FINALLY STARTED CLIMBING FATHER MOUNTAIN.AFTER HE GOT HALF WAY FATHER MOUNTAIN OPENED A PATH THROUGH HIM.AFTER THE YOUNG BRAVE GOT TO THE OTHER SIDE HE ASKED WHY DID YOU OPEN THE PATH AND FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID "YOU NO LONGER WHERE TALKING ABOUT IT AND STARTED DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT SO THEN I LET YOU THROUGH" FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID ONE LAST THING TO THE BRAVE "YOUNG ONE WORDS CAN NOT MOVE MOUNTAINS BUT ACTIONS CAN AND YOU SHOWED ME HOW MUCH THIS WOMAN MEANS TO Y

Stressed Out!
Yeah its too much for me right now.. i guess message me ur sn or something if u want to keep in touch. love u guys! To all of the people here on Fubar.. you all get angry with me if i dont respond back to you within the minute that you write me something, and try to make me feel bad about it. Well guess what i dont feel bad..get over it..if men werent such pigs i would have time to talk to some of the good ones . If you cared at all you would ask how i was doing and not lets hook up. For all of you that do care about what happened to me. I was raped last night by my roomate. I think he spiked my drink. He is currently locked up so no worries..but he comes home tomorrow untill a court date. ugh well back to laying down for me. Sorry but this is mostly venting..if you dont want to read bitching/ranting then i would close this if i were you.. Today is technically halloween..I LOVE HALLOWEEN!, but unfortunatly..i live in this shithole town where everyone is fake, and

Stress Free Holiday Shopping
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Street Trendz...must Check Out
Hey all, if you are in the Portland, OR or surrounding areas please come down to St. Helens, OR and check out Street Trendz. We have great name brand product at great prices...installation on site.

Stressed
I know there is a saying you have to go through the bad to get to the good. I am stressed because there are alot of things you look for in a man and when you find that one you want to be with you hold yourself back. You can't allow your feelings to let go that much because of all the bad ones you have had. You question if he is committed to you or is he running game with you. Why do let the past hound us in new realtionships. We wonder if that someone new is going to do us like the others did. True love is so very hard to find. That person that going to go through it with you, thick or thin. You will be the apple of that person's eyes. The person that you can't picture life without. That's true love. The kinda love that makes you feel yal are the only two in that point in time. The kinda love that you don't have to say how you feel, it's all in your eyes and the way yal look at each other. LOVE!!!! My heart was broken today. Have you ever loved someone enough to let them go because if

Stress
Stress is a part of life of course, we all know this. But why allow it to control your life? Do you not know that only YOU can control who or what you allow into your life? You can be the most caring loving person in the world but why allow a stressful person or thing to control your happiness? Is it that hard for you to say no to something? Why must you be everyone else's therapist? I've given the advice that I can and now it's time to focus on me. I have 3 weeks to figure out what to do before I'm deep up shit's river screwed up to the world, so you deal with you and I'll do me. I am always a friend but if you gonna continue to let people run YOUR life then that's on YOU!

The Strength Of All The Elements
The one who takes your hand and touches your heart is a true friend. We seldom think of what we have, but always think of what we miss. Don't cry because its over now, laugh because it happened. The more your precisely you plan, the harder destiny will hit you. What happens, happens for a reason. The best things happen, when you least expect them. The greatest events aren't the loudest but the most quiet hours. The most difficult lesson to learn is which bridge in life to use or which one to burn. Everybody sees how you seem, However, Only some know who you are. He who would like to have something he never had, will have to do something well that he hasn't yet done. Perhaps God would want you to become acquainted with many different people in the course of your life so that when you meet the right ones you can appreciate and be grateful for them. Plan for tomorrow but LIVE for today! Love doesn't require that two people look at each other but rather they they look together in the same

Strength
S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H.~ the quality or state of being strong : capacity for exertion or endurance H.O.P.E~ to cherish a desire with anticipation ~~ There are many times in our lives when we make decisions that at the time you may not realize what the outcome shall be. Times we feel hurt, mistrusted or misloved but may not exactly be the case. When we join this journey called life we have goals, dreams and hopes for the future. If you keep your mind focused on those things and build yourself up you grow strong in knowing WHO you are and WHAT you are about. YOU are the one who determines the end outcome of your life. How is it then that someone who was so strong and confident can and did allow someone else break that? You live your life for pleasing others because that makes you happy (that is who you are) YOU are the care-giver the lover. You know early on in life what your calling is. You are determined to make all your goals and dreams come true. You work hard to make sure it d

"street Life"
Life is ten percent what happens to you and ninety percent how you respond to it. Maturity is the ability to do a job whether or not you are supervised, to carry money without spending it, and to bear an injustice without wanting to get even. "FAKE" ITS THE NEW TREND ,AND EVEYONE SEEMS TO BE IN STYLE!!!!!!!!

Stress
Today I got so angry, That I almost cried. Today's the day I realized, That our love has died. I think of you a lot, In all different ways. I was hoping we would keep in touch, But it seems you don't care, And now everything's come to an end. Know that I sit here and ponder, Of what I thought was true. I finally believed in happiness, I saw it all in you. But now that you are gone, I wonder if you think of me. Is your heart broken, Am I ever in your dreams? You cut things off so suddenly, Like you never even cared. You once told me you did, But the feelings were never there. Why would you tell me, The different things you felt. If in the very end, You left on me a welt. I don't think you noticed, How much I cared for you. When we had that conversation, Everything I said was true. I thought you felt the same, That's what you expressed to me. But now I know it was a lie. All just painful memories. Today I got so angry, That I almost cried.

Stressin About Work
OK so I have decided to terminate my girl at work who I have been told is stealing. I'm not going to tolerate it. I'm going to do this deed on Wed. She's off the next 2 days and I have a knot in my stomach and I hope it goes away after that morning. It is on one of my days off from the shop but I'm going to have to work for a few hours that morning. Then I will also have to work a lot of over time for awhile until I get the schedule straightened out. I hate being the bad guy. She's a really nice lady, but ya know there are just some things that aren't working out. For those of you who don't know, I manage 2 salons. YES I do hair also, more than anyone else there, and you will also catch me moppin the floors and takin out the trash. I DO NOT put myself above anyone there, I treat myself as an equal except in times like this. It has been brought to my attention by more than one person that one of my employees is pocketting money. The routine is when a client comes in they

Stress Reliever
i swear im bout to just say the hell with everything and not get on for a while. thinking bout disappearing like i did before. there are some amazing people here...maybe some a lil too amazing. im not sure what i want to do right now. but if for some reason im not on for a few days know that im simply clearing my head and trying to sort everything out. so much is goin on in my lil head that its confusing me and makin me feel things that i dont understand at all. i just wihs it would all go away and i woud fully understand whats goin on in my head and heart. its no longer a question on why i said the hell with love, the hell with relationships, the hell with it all. have you ever cried and not know why just felt like you needed to even though it made no sence when you could say if they were happy or sad tears when nothing could be explained they just fall like water like theres no end for some reason i have this feeling but i dont like crying i hate teas so why do i fee

Stressful Past Days
I Want To Sleep, I Want To Die, I Want To Commit Suicide. If A Coma Was On The Menu, I'd Order It Cold And Bland And As Fast As The Chef Can. Like A Worn Pair Of Boots, My Souls Worn Thin And Everyday Disappointment Never Misses It's Chance To Begin. Tired Of Being The Denzien Of Depression, The Disciple Of Disappointment, The Unlovable Louse. I Am All That I Am And No Matter How Much I Better Myself Or Pump Myself Up, I Always Come Up Short And Failing. I Know There Are No Gracious Words Or Thoughtful Compliments That I Inspire Or Instill, I Am The Withered Flower People Pass And Ignore On Their Way To The Garden. I Accept My Role As A Faceless Stranger Who Doesn't Stand Out From The Crowd, Who Doesn't Catch The Eye, Love Has Shown Me No Mercy And There's No Hope Of That High. No Matter What I Do Or Who I Am, I Will Always Fall Behind In Comparisons To Ex Boyfriends, Old Friends And New Faces With Kind Words. I Will Always Fall Farther Down The List, Father From The Focus, Un

Stream Of Consciousness
CURIOUS ... IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR GIVE ME A SHOUT...CUZ ITS A SECRET...THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS...YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED ... why is it...when you want something you cant ever find it but the instant you dont need or want it anymore there it is all around. Its like cats ask em in your lap and they dont want to be there but ignore them and you cant beat em off with a stick. Any thoughts I why this is? PLease if you do leave em as comments...THX Hope you continue to enjoy my random thoughts. :D Hello thought I'd let you all into the strangness that is my brain. I will peridically post whatever odd thoughts cross my brain. Feel free to comment and give me your opinion. Lets see todays strange thought is...have you ever just sat at the mall and watched the teen-agers socialize I dont know about you but doing that makes me fear fo

Stressfull.
Life can be beautiful but beautiful can turn ugly. Life can be precious but they say life is too short. But when life gets too hard they just say to move on. Life is only once so what can we do to make the best of it? When there is always demons trying to put us down. We learn from our mistakes and try not to do it again, But what happends when karma comes back around? War may be in the middle east but the real war is in our everyday lives. Where we battle our problems. We have shed so many tears Will hope be near? Only God can say, but when will he come around to stop this misery.

Stressed The Fuck Out
So the company my husband has worked for the last 10 years tells him 2 weeks ago that his full time position was being eliminated by the company to put in place a new system. Which means, he has the end of THIS MONTH (June 2008) to find another full time job, or a part time job to fill in what we're not making with the part time bull shit they're giving him at his current job. He has applied to over 30 places, and you know what's fucked up?? They are mostly over the internet. Because for some godforsaken reason businesses have completely relied entirely on the computer to file through applications. Which sucks, because whereas before, you could go in fill out an application and possibly speak to a manager... now you have to fill out the application online.. WHAT THE HELL Is my ears ringing for!? Anyways... now you have to fill out an application and wait... tap your toes, and maybe possibly call to find out how the application is going... yarrrrrrr right. He fills out an ap

Stress Xs2
So I need to vent a lil bit otherwise my head may explode!! First off I work at a daycare which is stressful enuf within itself. I work with ten 3 year olds right now which actually isn't all that bad but when u add a couple factors.... 1st being on of the children is special needs, we believe he has autism, or I should say he shows a lot of signs in that area he hasn't actually been evaluated or diagnosed yet but from all the expierence at the daycare within the teachers thats the conclusion we have come too. The thing is the child doesn't turn 3 until Sept and hes far from potty trained, he doesn't speak at all, and he weighs about 55lbs so hes extremely hard to handle especially when he goes limp and makes u drag him around. He throws his plate on the floor, dumps his cup out, constantley takes his shoes off, which i may add is again HRS's policy!! During naptime he wakes up an hour b4 the other kids and starts screaming and crying very loudly so i have to take him in the room next

Stressing Situations
well for the ones that know me.they know that i got married june of last year.well its been an interesting ride lately. i wont go into much on here just in case they see it.well im now looking at divorce and im stressed out and worried how im goin to make ends meet.if anybody has my personal email addys drop me a note and give me some help.i really need some support through this time so.hopefully some can help.ttyl people Kevin

Streatch
For those that do not know, I was married to Streatch yes the Streatch here on Fubar. Who is abusive and not only abused me but also abused his son who is not even 2 yet. Now he is sending his friends to my page to down rate me and to call me names and to leave statements such as I do not deserve to have my son. He was going to women on here and telling them that he was single and that we were not married. Because I asked him for a divorce this is what is coming up now on my page.... Screen shots don't lie!!!

Stretch Forth Your Hand..
Stretch Forth Your Hand... Stretch forth your hand and hold to mine as through this fog we go. Endless as night in a borrowed dream of one lost and deep in sorrow... I see you not and I hear not your voice, and yet I feel you so nearby. It's just a dream - yes, always a dream - unreachable for even you and I... I know that I shall never know why I met you this way. Carrying this cross of burden along knowing that here alone I must stay... I cannot know, nor ever will see why this path I know I need walk. Without you here by my side to touch and never given the chance to talk... I close my eyes now and try to see the reason why you have been. A burning fire, an unquenchable desire and so much more than just a friend... A weight of pure sadness presses my soul and tears flow where I cannot see. For what I've so wanted and couldn't have and what I knew never could be... It was you who would visit my dreams and you were unreachable for me then ju

Streakersssssssss
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Stress Reliever
K so ive been getting migraines for years and years...they have never been able to find out what causes them. I have had one now for 3 days and have been puking for 24 hours...i am goin to the hospital here in an hour for a cat scan! I am SCARED to death that there gonna find a tumor or something major wrong...hahaha and so far today none of my friends have said a damn word about it! ppl that i thought cared deeply for me havent even given there well wishes or even tried to contact me to help calm me down! I am the first one that is there for anyone if they need me and now i need someone.....im in tears, have been all day and so fuckin scared! i cant see straight my eyes are fucked right now its all blurry. so basically im typing this to let some frustration out and so that im somewhat talking to ppl! maybe this will be a stress reliever for me! wish me luck! xoxo ~Sessy confusion has set in....im at a point in my life where i wish thigs were so very different. im tired of feeling that

A Stress Reliever
No, this isn't about me relieving stress. Actually it's about how I minimized my stress levels. It's real simple and it helps a lot, doesn't cost anything, in fact it will probably save you money. People...less of them. After dealing with numerous fuckholes in the last four months or so, I decided to cut people out of my life. I think this started around, oh the beginning of October when I dealt with the last of the fuckholes. I decided if I wasn't worth their time, then why should anyone be worth my time? Ever since then, I've had a huge burden lifted from my shoulders. The burden of actually giving a damn about anyone. I've dealt with my last liar, my last whore, my last hypocrite. When I first moved to Muncie over 5 years ago, I was inexperienced. I went through everything with my eyes closed and in turn I made a lote of mistakes. My eyes were opened about four months ago and then shortly after I started seeing reality. I started seeing what I should have seen all of tho

Strength & Courage
It takes strength to be firm. It takes courage to be gentle. It takes strength to stand guard. It takes courage to let down your guard. It takes strength to conquer. It takes courage to surrender. It takes strength to be certain. It takes courage to have doubt. It takes strength to fit in. It takes courage to stand out. It takes strength to feel a friend’s pain. It takes courage to feel your own pain. It takes strength to hide your own pains. It takes courage to show them. It takes strength to endure abuse. It takes courage to stop it. It takes strength to stand alone. It takes courage to lean on another. It takes strength to love. It takes courage to be loved. It takes strength to survive. It takes courage to live. Do u have strength or courage

Streecharmview
first i did this a a blog cause it is the thing i clicked on for stuff. ok as i browse all the fans i see some great pics. i want to hold some type of contest for the hottie (chick) that has the best "bird's-eye view" or screeched out arm pose taking a pic of themselves. i'm ass-tired from saving the country's 3day orders and stopping labs from burning to the ground... i'll add more on that later... like when i get paid to. so um yea sleep

Streets On Fire
The stars are aligned and the planets collide and the plant is alive and shes out there smiling the fear is upon us the skys try to warn us your bedrooms are gone and your childrens are martyrs driving me crazy this war is my lady these bombs are our babies and god is amazing the tick of the time and the slick of the rhyme of the pimp and the rise and the fall of you founder Death Is on The Tip Of her Tongue And Dangers At The Tip of her fingers Street Are On Fire To Night Death Is on The Tip Of her Tongue And Dangers At The Tip of her fingers Street Are On fire Tonight

"street Of Dreams" By Guns N Roses
All the love in the world couldn't save you All the innocence inside You know I tried so hard to make you Ooo I wanna make you change your mind And it hurts too much to see you And how you left yourself behind You know I wouldn't want to be you Now there's a hell I can't describe So now I wander through my days Trying to find my ways To the feelings that I felt I saved for you and no one else And though as long as this road seems I know it's called the street of dreams But that's not stardust on my feet It leaves a taste that's bittersweet That's called the blues I don't know just what I should do Everywhere I go I see you You know it's what you planned, this much is true What I thought was beautiful, don't live inside of you anymore I don't know just what I should do Everywhere I go I see you You know it's what you planned, this much is true What I thought was beautiful, don't live inside of you anymore What this means to me Is more than I know yo

Strength
I took a walk tonight, and i met a man. He said Follow Me, ill help you understand I am the one who granted your wish. Now there's one more thing I must accomplish. He proceeded to walk and i observed his clothes A long hooded black Robe, and he held a black rose his head was covered So i could not seee I didnt know who this man was, or what he meant to me he walked for a bit, Than said to me Have you been waiting for someone to set you free? To take you to a place that you do no know? A place where most people are afraid to go? I stopped for a second and stood in my place, And said Turn around please May I see your face? he proceeded to talk and just ignored me, and said this is what you want? Dont you agree I took a deep breath and said what do you mean? I was beginning to hope this was a dream. Who are you? and where are you From? What do you want? and why did you come? He than turned to me and looked in my eyes and said I feel your pain and I hear your

Strength And Courage
it takes strength to be firm it takes courage to be gentle it takes strength to stand guard it takes courage to let down your guard it takes strength to be certain it takes courage to have doubt it takes strength to fit in it takes courage to stand out it takes strength to feel a friends pain it takes courage to feel your own pain it takes strength to hide your own pains it takes courage to show them it takes strength to endure abuse it takes courage to stop it it takes strength to stand alone it takes courage to lean on another it takes strength to survive it takes courage to live it takes strength to love it takes courage to be loved

Streetsmarts13
Where are all the good women at. My Grandparents were married for over 60 years. Before my pap died they were both in there 80s and when they went to the store people would see them holding hands. That my friends is true love. You just dont see that no more. People dont take relationships serious anymore. There is to much lieing,cheating. Its really sad. Im not saying its the womens fault either. There are alot of good women who have assholes for a husband or BF. Hopefully someday i will find the women of my dreams.

Stressed
Well once again something has to go wrong. Last month I found a lump on my pups leg. So i called the doctor and wanted to know when i could get him into the vet. Well she told me things i could try first at home to see if it will go away. That way i wouldn't have to spend any money. Well a month has gone by and he has gotten worse. The lump is huge and I am thinking it is a tumar. Not only that it has turned black and has gotten hard. Also it has also moved to his inner thigh. which is now all red and also kinda hard. I have made him an appiontment to go to the vets on monday. But to be honest i don't think he will make it till then. He has gotten the shakes and he is always sleeping now. He is also wheezing in hie sleep. I would hate to have to put him down. Hopefull they tell me all he needs is to go under the knife to get it removed. I feel so bad for him. And i have done everything I can to make him comfy till monday. I just hope he will make it till then.

Strength.
Recently, i've been commenting on Mumms. It seems that those who post the Mumms are either A) Looking for a way out of something. B) Looking for sympathy or pity on some of the most retarded shit.. Or C) Looking to start some kind of drama. We all know that Mumms are created about making up a person's mind.. But why the fuck can't they make up their own? I mean really. What the hell is wrong with the U.S and the rest of the world, that other people have to depend on what others say? Most of the time, no one gives a fuck. I know i don't. But back to the subject at hand. Mumms and asshats. I comment on Mumms, i speak my mind. I tell people what i think and not what they want to hear.. Isn't that what a Mumm, and freedom of expression is for? I think it is, personally. People can't take constructive criticism anymore though, which is a shame. No one has thick skin. Then you always get that ONE person who doesn't like what you have to say, so they start talking shit to you. I fin

Street Race
people here in north carolina is nothin but a street racers community, and im one of them. but i know its illegal in all i already out ran the cops once and so on, but now i only race when im challenged but i really dont care anymore my rep is wat keeps me out of trouble so duces

Stretch Mark Treatment
Stretch Marks Acne Stretch marks or striae are red marks created by overstretching of skin because of sudden weight gain. Puberty, pregnancy or heavy workouts are the main reasons of rapid weight gain. More than 80% of pregnant women suffer from stretch marks. It starts developing in the second trimester and continues till child birth. After child birth these marks start appearing as reddish purple streaks which start darkening gradually. Stretch Marks Acne

Stress Reduction Tips: Customer Service Week Care
As a therapist I see a lot of clients in customer service who admit it isn't always easy to be present and in a good mood. Patience is difficult for everyone and when you get irate customers or people who blame , it is easy to close down, get angry yourself or just spend time waiting for the day to end. If you add to this, problems from family life and finances , stress at work can really build. Of course, co-worker tension doesn't help either! Meditation and yoga tools are useful for staying center. I'm hoping some managers will consider stress reduction booklets for customer service week as a way to train employees for reducing their own daily tension.

Stretching Of A Questionmark
Like I said,whether you heard or not,through waves crashingfrom commotion of ripplesyou unknowingly stir,this is why.This is whyI crawl up near,closer than comfort,to let your breathon my necklull us bothto sleep......because that is my home,not those walls.And this is whyI sometimes askfor you to comeand just be around,not hold me closeor kiss it better,but just to watch mewhen I cry......because privacyis too small a room.Anyway, like I said,because you never evenreally tried,you merely turn my conceptsinside out, just passing by......and then you havethe nerve to ask?

Strength
xMCLxFPKxDJ FIREMAN69 CTL@ fubar *looks towards the heavens and prays* please help my family and all those who are in pain and suffering, and for their family that have to go through their situations with them.. lord we all need you and we lay our lives in your hands ** dances around the room lookin at the sky** Lord help us in our times of need for you know what they are and allow is to gain strength from those of our family who have passed on before us. we love them dearly...

Stress
Many of you ask what happened to my hand. September 29th of last year i cut my wrist and had to have surgery. It took two doctors and 5 hours to put my hand back together. It will never work normal and I lost my whole life over it. Why? you ask, well I am still trying to figure out where I lost myself enough for this to happen. I have always been a strong person, so this is a confusion to me. I allowed people to run me down and stress took a toll on me that it just happened. I still see that night over and over in my head. That night I lost my whole life and everyone I ever cared about. A lot of it had to do with a guy named Todd Dreka. This is the guy that was man of my dreams or so I thought. But he fucked up my hrad mentally by telling me constantly I was whitetrash and no one would want me then tell me he loved me then hit me or throw me down stairs. I finally got away but not before he managed to ruin my whole life. I have since been trying to get it back together with no blue sky

Stressed
I have been stressed out alot with work lately due to the combining of floors etc. Seems like my work has doubled..and its hard to keep up anymore. They demand more..expect more work..but dont seem to adknowledge it. Heck my job hasnt gave out raises in 6yrs. I guess its the way most places are now..with the way the economy is. Anyways I get anxious anymore thinking of going into the place. One girl I work with is on xanax.. says she has to have it to work there. LOL. I have seriously thought about it myself but do not believe in getting on them. I dont really think they can be good for you. So yesterday I decided to go to a herbal store and found some pills thta are suppose to enhance mood... st john wort. I bought some and hoping to find out if they really do. I come on here to avoid everyday stress in my life..and escape my real life. I am not sure its helping me much lately. I take things personal on here. I have seriously been sitting here today..rating/liking

String's Blog
Thanks for all the sweet comments. In Kuwait at the moment. Things are slow and hot here. Crowds everywhere and internet access is hard to get. I'll post more as I can. Take care String Finally made it to the party. Got here a couple of days ago. Things are fine. Getting settled in to the new job and the new digs. Net isnt great, but at least I have it. I'll post more later. Thanks for all the sweet comments. U'all take care and enjoy it.... String Well, the NY is here finally. Things are going about as expected. SH is executed. That is one less asshole in the world. Got a few more to go before we are finished I hope. Dont want to leave them for kids to have to deal with. I want to thank everybody for the kind words and thoughts thru the holidays. We got tons of "any soldier" mail over the holidays. Boxes and boxes of goodies. Its nice to know that so many support us even if they don't support the war. I hope all had a great Xmas and NY. I'll catch U around. St

Striptease
Little known truths about sex!! ===================== 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat! produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you wit

Strip Poker With The Guys
Hubby would be home any minute with his buddies. The food was prepped and the beer was cold. Their monthly Poker Night was their little tradition and I had no problem with it. It normally consisted of a trip to a couple of strip clubs then back to one of their homes for a night of cards and drinking. It was our turn to host the poker night and I had gone all out. Tons of food, cold beers and the hot little French Maid outfit I would be wearing while I served them. My husband knew about the food and beer but even he would be surprised at my attire for the evening. My husband works hard and I wanted the night to be a little extra special for him. I was in the final stages of primping when I heard the car pull up. I stuffed my big tits into my new black bra with white lace trim and stepped into my thong with matching white lace trim. I pulled on my black stockings and attached them to my garter belt and stepped into my high heels. I stepped in front of the mirror and put the final

Strive To Be Happy
Well the time has come ladies & gentlemen for another rant.. An inner battle from an idle mind on Saturday night.. A friend & I were talking a little bit today about the idea of marriage, and love. Promises, and sacrifice.. Then the topic changed to Adultery, Affairs, and the rising Divorce rate in the country.. And I've come to realize something... Allow me to enlighten... We, as a society, are considered (at least in my mind) "The Instant Gradification Generation". Due to on-line dating, myspace, along with a few other sites much like what youre on now... people chat online and browse through photos of people within their own area (In my minds eye.. I'm reminded of those carnival stands with the ducks in the pond that youre supposed to shoot with a water gun.. ) Anywho.. You see someone who you think is super hot.. Great smile, nice body, ass.. tits.. hair.. whatever.. After sharing a few emails and exchanging phone numbers the two of you go out and starting dating af

String Theory
The other night, I was up way too late, watching infomercials as usual. Then I happened upon a show about " String theory". It alledges that everything in the universe is made up of these ultra-tiny string like particles. Depending on what frequency they resonate at, they form all the different compositions of matter in everything. Or something pretty close to that, I was kind of tired. Here's the catch, they can't prove it and they never will be able to prove it. But thousands of people are studying it as we speak. With that, I'd like to offer up a theory of mine, this is probably familiar to some of you. I usually offer it up after 8 or 9 beers. My theory states: It's hard to act tough, with a dick up your ass. I challenge anyone to disprove this theory. It is a universal truth both literally and figuratively. Unlike string theory, my theory can be researched by just about anyone. Stay tuned to PBS for the full hour long documentary. It airs right before the Ronco grill and

Stricken Redemption
Hmmm...what to transfer?...this one works well. It was a rpg room description for a now dead site. Bleh...anyway, it's called Stricken Redemption. Somewhere between the past and the future lies a providence isolated from the rest of the world. Those who are found unfit or incapable to be freed from the consequences of sin reside here. Vampirism... a disease that the world has feared for centuries had risen. Followers of the vampire cult, who more than anything wished to be like the walking dead they so admired began going to extreme lenghts to get what they wanted. Murders were cropping up all across the globe. What had began with good intentions, turned into a crime when fledgling vampires could not control the hunger that always rode them. Fanatics of lycanthropcy sought out the leaders of lycan society. Soon there were more preternatural creatures than there were humans. Religious activists and enthusiasts led a new holy war against the sins of the damned. Claiming that human kin

Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Toxic by Britney Spears "With the taste of your lips I'm on a ride You're toxic I'm slippin' under" You may dance for someone - but only to weaken their defenses. What Song Should You Strip To?

Strip Euchre Rules
For those who don't know, Euchre is a card game much like Harts or Spades...played mostly in the Midwest in Ohio, Michigan, Indiana and Kentucky... Strip Euchre Rules Bored of playing strip poker or strip trival pursuit??? Why Not try my own personal rules for playing strip Euchre! "Classic" Strip Euchre (Co-ed) There are two teams of 1 guy and 1 girl and the losing team of each hand must EACH strip off an article of clothing. Once a team is naked, they must play naked until the 10 pts to win the game are finished. Then the losing team, must perform one sex act or "pay up" on the winning team, until the winning team is satisfied that the "pay up" is completed. The losers must "pay up" until one of two things happen: Either the winners ask them to stop, because they are too horny and want to have sex with the losers, or The losers continue "paying up" until the winners orgasm. Once either of these two things happen, the "pay up" is over and you can either

Strip Tease Workout
The sexiest workout ive ever done! Ive mastered the lap dance, hip hop dance, and a really sexy librarian dance. I really recommend this to any woman, esp if they dont know how to give a lap dance, that should be a necessity. :) Ill just send out a warning now. Guys do not try this! You might look like a bonehead and I will make fun of you. LOL Have a look.....

Strip Clubs And My World Travels
Well i went and did what some others had said i should not do again. I got the nipples pierced again. This time they have to stay in they can not go to much further back anymore. Yes this is the forth yep i said forth you did not see wrong. The first time i got them i was overseas and found out about the enjoyment until i was in a bar and had chemlites hanging off of them. Then one of my friends that were drunk was falling. Well the bar was kinda dark so he grabbed for what he could see to keep from hitting the floor. RIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP out they came. I was drunk at the time to so all i did was laugh about until the next morning and then i was only pissed. So then i had them pierced again after they healed up and they were in for a while and then when i was throwing my niece in the pool they hooked into her bathing suit. RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPP and turned the pool bloody also once again the pain was more being pissed that there they went again. So then i wai

Strictly Ct Related
"I hope Jesus has other plans for your life, because right now you're a fuckin loser." - The Mogul Yeah well I did a quick fam check and a third of my family members didn't have me in theirs. I didn't care who you were, I just deleted you! Sorry, my family members recognize me as the same. Otherwise, I don't got time for ya! Peace bitches. DJ TLL is on air at Forbidden Inc. Come on in and chill with TLL!!! Click on the picture below to join us now...

Stripper
How too pick up strippers from stripclubs* 1. You gotta spend alota money* 2. Make sure you dont talk too much about yourself! 3. Dont be cocky! 4. spend alotta money* 5. NO TOUCHING! (that helps a hole lott) 6. No lieing... we dont like liars.. 7. spend more money* 8. Be nice .. believe it or not girls still like nice boyz 9.Always buy drinks.. (if you dont buy drinks that means either a. you dont give a fuck b.you dont have money

Stripping Styles!
Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have? Your Stripper Song Is Pour Some Sugar on Me by Def Leppard "Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man?" Break out the baby oil, you rock it old school. What Song Should You Strip To? Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESTJ) Your personality type is serious, fair, independent, and competent. Only about 9% of all people have your personality, including 7% o

Strippers
Yeah,I'm a stripper.I get paid to shake my ass and get drunk and I'm damn good to.I support my family do this.So,anyone that has a problem with this GET OVER IT!!If you had the money you would pay me to shake my ass for you too> LATER

Stripping
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

Strip For Me
Strip For Me She said she wanted to have sex with strings attached; Only to her arms and wrist. Said she had, had her heart broken far too many times to even consider walking down that road again She said she only wanted to partake, in the physical. Said she, wanted me to fill her chest, with my treasure; Then afterwards, pretend like I had never even met her. But there was something about the way her insides taste after they had Marinated over night, that made me ponder What it would take to have this woman wake up next to me Every single morning for the rest of my LIFE To abandon my fears of abandonment, To make every woman who has come before her a blur! See the Fact of the matter is I want to reinvent the wheel with her. I want to find different reasons to be in love every single minute That's why I contemplate different positions to keep her interested Each and every single time that I'm IN IT! That's why I treat her sweet like Holy Water.

Stripper Pole
In the middle of nowhere is the little town of Brentwood. One of those blink & you’ve missed it places. Brentwood does have one very bright spot the Wild Idol. The Wild Idol is a new bar that manages to be comfortable & familiar. . The club has one outstanding feature ( aside from the very busty & friendly bartenders), a stripper pole. Someone said it was a regulation stripper pole. I wondered what those regulations could be. Isn’t a pole a pole? Would there be a required diameter, rigidity , slickness of surface? Ahhh life’s little mysteries. Front & center stage it’s smooth surface conjures images of sex & sin. For 2 sets the pole beckoned but no one answered the call. Finally 1 brave soul reached for it & the floodgates burst. A couple of women really knew what they were doing. Strength, skill, easy grace & an aura of intense sexuality. Those that didn’t hav

Stripped!!
It's all a memory now...so rooted in my southern spiritual heritage. I rode past a big snow-white antebellum home today. Thoughts exploded; memories perhaps of a previous life? I saw the ornate black shutters, the white imperial columns that held the large balcony atop. Through the grand black double doors leading inside, I envisioned her walking, almost floating about the house. She, so content. She gracefully moves to the window, parting the white lace curtains, and clasping them aside, sees the bright sun beaming down on the greening grass and enormous porch. She smiles, walks to the side French doors, pulls the glass knobs and opens the door to a grand Mississippi afternoon. There I leave her in the front porch swing, rocking slowly, in her pretty pink flowing gown, matching ribbons in her long, auburn hair, and watching two black kittens playing at her bare feet. She is holding three roses to enjoy as she passes a few hours. Maybe she is waiting on her gentleman who will

Stripper Name
i'm not on here often, but i'm on myspace everyday, here it is. www.myspace.com/electricdreams Would You? SurveyPet a snake?: hell no! (sorry John and Sam!!)Spend a week in an empty room?: basically i do alreadyRide in a hot-air balloon? : sureSky dive? : absolutelySing in front of a huge audience? : possiblyScuba dive?: maybeSit in the front seat of a roller coaster?: already doDeliver a baby?: planning on itSwim across the Amazon River? : fuck thatChange careers? : hell noDisappear for a long period of time? : that would be really niceWalk through the forest alone at night?: if i had a shotgun yesJoin a space mission? : i...think....perhaps....NOTell everyone what you honestly think of them? : i already do.Call off your wedding? : now that is a good question.....mmm....Walk naked through New York City for 10 minutes during rush hour?: lol........sorryWalk up to Mike Tyson and call him a girl?: for sureDisarm a bomb? : i'll get back to ya on that.Clean the outside windows of a skysc

Stripper Of The Month
Hey all wanna do me a favor and go to this link below and vote for my favorite stripper http://www.the-strippers-directory.com/oregon-portland-female-rocket.html Vote for Rocket, Portland OR thankkkss !! It just takes a second...ill be ur best friend if u do luvz, ~Cindy

A String Of Words
I want to blame the string of beads that drew my eye down down down, but this want came before. Or, blame the beads of water dripping down down down, between the curves of you, below - be kind to me and gentle, I am just a drunk at the bottom of his bottle. And you? You are my destruction, my salvation, my little bit of buttercream boiling over onto me. You are my reason for wordlessness - too many things and thoughts and this is just a jumble of feelings and findings, but it's the only thing I have to tell you: You are my new skin. © All rights reserved

Striapach Sadai
SUBMISSIVE vs SLAVE This distinction appears muddled, misunderstood and generalized by a great number of the people that I converse with. First I would like to make a point. Language at it's best shifts from area to area. Within this one continent we have many variations or dialects of usage. This can be seen in terms like sweeper meaning vacuum cleaner etc. So, many words used within a community can mean different things to different people based on the 'age' of the person, their background and the common usage of the area they live in. The submissive is a volunteer. The slave is not a volunteer. This is the core and substantial difference between the two terms. Within the BDSM community this can be interpreted in this way. The submissive individual may be lightly, moderately or heavily submissive. The submissive has a desire to submit to the direction of another person which in this community we call the Dominant or Top. Their submission may be quite limited in range, for

The Strip Club
Well it's business as usual at the local strip joint. The crowd looks good tonight. Some are eager, some pensive, All are wondering if the show will meet their expectations. So they sit back and sip their lattes as the show begins. There are different kinds of strippers. Some can't wait to remove every article, To prance about with every orifice clearly exposed, To shout to the crowd "This Is Me!" I'm not one of those. Others just stand there, naked. Saying, "I'm exposed now, what do you think?" I'm not one of those either. Still another type will walk out on stage, Strip completely, and dare you not to accept them. I am definitely not one of those. I'm a fan dancer. I stand naked on the stage, Covered only in two huge feathery fans. I begin my song and dance. I give a little shoulder, Then I take it right back. Then I give a little leg, And I take it right back. My feathery shields are in constant motion around me. The spectators strain to catch a glim

The Stripper & The V.i.p. Room
It was my ex-husband's birthday, wanted to treat him special for his birthday so I took him to Deja Vu, the Strip Club. We walk in, sit down, order some drinks, watch the girls dance, the usual thing. Well, it turns out, they wanted to pay more attention to me & would groan when I asked them to give him a lap dance. They did the obligatory boob in face, quick rub & came back to me. After about 30min, this other stripper comes over.....tall, leggy, built like your wettest dream with the softest looking lips, tantalizing eyes & a fall of sable brown hair that looked like something you could get lost in. We got to talking, I bought her a drink & after a bit, she took us to the V.I.P. room where she made him sit in the corner. While she & I were on the bed, she does her thing, comes up to kiss me, & by this time, I am like, why not? I kiss her back, full lips, full tongue, the whole nine. She starts to really get into it, touching my breasts, guiding my

Stripradio
i was watching a law program today and i was wondering what the hell is up with ppl in this world we live in , I mean if you commit a crime and get away with it you commit another if you get caught you blame the socity , if you cheat in your girlfriend or boyfriend it's because you were tired of their crap or you think it's thier fault and they made youu do it, what makes me all pissed is well blame everyone else for our bullshit when in fact we are our own problem so take some responsabiltyfor yourself and stop blaming everyone else and look to yourself i have 2500 left to level please help a blind man can still see a deaf man can still hear a mute man can still talk HOW COME YOU WITH ALL YOUE SENSES CANT

Strip For Me...a Poem From Bigroaddawg69
Strip For Me She said she wanted to have sex with strings attached; Only to her arms and wrist. Said she had, had her heart broken far too many times to even consider walking down that road again She said she only wanted to partake, in the physical. Said she, wanted me to fill her chest, with my treasure; Then afterwards, pretend like I had never even met her. But there was something about the way her insides taste after they had Marinated over night, that made me ponder What it would take to have this woman wake up next to me Every single morning for the rest of my LIFE To abandon my fears of abandonment, To make every woman who has come before her a blur! See the Fact of the matter is I want to reinvent the wheel with her. I want to find different reasons to be in love every single minute That's why I contemplate different positions to keep her interested Each and every single time that I'm IN IT! That's why I treat her sweet like Holy Water.

Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me IÃve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

Strippers
DO NOT for any reason, date a stripper!!!!!! EVER. It's fun, but it is a bad idea!!! They will reduce you a mental person, with an altered perception on reality. And thats is she's NOT a coke fiend. Stay away from them.

Stricken
AH! AH! AH! OW! You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come along, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am Stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run!- AH! AH! AH! OW! You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know why your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippl

Strike A Chord?
Hey All, Our band finally has some new merchandise for sale. T shirts, mugs, stickers etc. Just go to cafepress.com/davesapparel ..... Our Cd will be released late next month and we will put the link for that up as well. So show some support and stop by.... Thanks, Dave and all of Absoloot Agony

Stripped Of Love
Another romance Of mere Circumstance The combination Of 2 lonely Hearts And empty Bottles Caused something To flutter But not the Hearts To dance Names are Not Remembered As you give A puzzled AM Glance I recall Pieces of Our conversation So I try To think of Something nice To say You slowly Get up To walk away The only Thing That hits My mind Is 'See you On a pole Someday'

Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I've got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

Strippers?
"How about here?" Simon Laws looked at the building his friend, Stephen Clark, was pointing at. Lurid red and blue neon tubes ran along the fascia of an otherwise innocuous old warehouse building. The same tubes twisted into the shape of a heavy breasted girl twirling around a pole. The name, "SATAN'S HOLE", was emblazoned above a narrow doorway. Subtle, it wasn't. "Looks a bit tacky," Laws said. The vodka buzz was fading a little and he wouldn't have objected to heading back to the hotel if the truth be told. "Let's check it out," Clark said. "We can always fuck off if the girls are minging." After paying out a small fortune just to get through the door, Laws thought to himself. It was no use. The conference was over and it was their last night in Moscow. Clark had set his vodka-blurred mind on finding some lithe piece of Russian totty to squirm in his lap and wouldn't go home until mission accomplished. "Can't be worse than the last place," Stephen Morris said.

Strippers
The other day, my friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill. She calls the guy back over, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us, my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks, again. My relief was short lived. Seeing the way things are going, the guy gyrates over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy's egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? Then the marketer in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his ass, grabbed the 80 bucks, and w

The Strip Club
TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.FIRST I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. TO UPDATE SOME OF YA'LL.ON FRIDAY 1/09/2009 HE WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE BUS STOP WHICH HE HAS DONE ATLEAST 100 TIMES.ITS A BUSY INTERSECTION HE NO'S BETTER THAN TO CROSS AT A GREEN LITE.ANYWAYS AS HE CROSSED HE GOT HIT BY A NISSAN EXTERRA THROWN 50 FT AND SUMMERSULTED 2 TIMES BEFORE HE LANDED.HE BROKE THE RIGHT LEG,HAD A ATERIAL BLEED IN HIS HEART AND SMALL BRAIN BLEED.AS OF NOW HE IS STABLE.THE HEART HAS BEEN FIXED.HE GOES IN TOMORROW TO FIX THE BREAK IN HIS LEG.THE BRAIN BLEED IS FINE FOR NOW. THEY ARE HOPING TO REMOVE THE BREATHING TUBE TOMORROW AS WELL BUT NOT UNTIL HE CAN BREATH ON HIS OWN.AGAIN THX UPDATE.HE IS IN SURGERY GETTING A ROD PUT IN FROM HIS ANKLE TO HIS KNEE.HE IS STABLE AND FAIR CONDITION. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SYMPATHY CARDS. UPDATE;4;13PM SHAWN IS DOING WELL.THEY REMOVED THE CHEST TUBES AND ARE WORKING ON REMOVING THE BREATHING TUBE. UPDATE

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Strife
yea i dont believe in life but deaths not a game id like to play...hmm the thought seems kind of interesting but heck what good is that to me.ill be in a pine box with my answered questions but no solution when all i really want is to find a tiny resolution but its okay but i dont even care im comfortable here with my corpse and my fear and ill lay here quietly much like i did when i was alive the only difference i am that scary thing called alive and that pine box is my life and im just sitting around lookingtrying to figure out why im still looking for that piece of substance to keep me afloat so i sang and i praise while you set there and gloat because your doing fine with yourperfect little life unbeknowest to you i paid a small price my agony and pain will be avenged upon you in a nice little word i call strife nicely gift wrapped and sent with love to you. the witness is funny yes your honor it is why/ well because who said the witness was real that he knows waht he is saying tha

Stripper Music
Ok...I'm trying to gather a list of people's favorite stripper/stripping music. I've got a few that I found and like and can't really decide. Yea, yea this will probably turn into a mumm once I narrow it down... So, here's a partial list...if you have any others let me know... (These aren't in any order at all!!!!) Lady Marmalade Buttons (Pussycat Dolls) Kiss (Prince) Wild Thing (Tone Loc) Touch Me (SamanthaFox) Thong Song (Sisgo) SHe's A Bad Mamma Jamma (Carl Carlton) Oh Yeah (Yello) giggles Keep Your Hands To Yourself I Wanna Be Bad (Willa Ford) I Know What Boys Like (Waitresses) Big Spender (Sweet Charity Cast) Justify My Love (Madonna) Fever (Madonna) Back That Ass Up (Juvenile) Unbelievable (EMF) Cream (Prince) Naughty Girl (Beyonce) Living Dead Girl (Rob Zombie) Brick House (Rob Zombie) Hotel Room (Pitbull) (fuckin' yummy if I may say!!!) I Touch Myself (Memories) Leave Your Hat On (Joe Cocker) TY The Big Mike for that one.... Midnight Rendezvo

String Quartet Covers..
i found some choon's afew months ago that BLEW my tiny little mind!..you may not like it a first,but jus it a chance! it's got loads of good stuff like..NiN,DeFToNeS,HeNDRiX,ALiCe iN CHaiNS,PeaRL JaM etc...PLEASE,PLEASE LET ME KNOW WOT YOU THINK! http://www.youtube.com/p/5E3A3A29334CA47E&hl=en&fs=1">

Striking Thoughts
Life Emptiness the starting point. - In order to taste my cup of water (tea) you must first empty your cup. My Friend, drop all your preconceived fixed ideas and be neutral. Do you know why this cup is so useful? Because it is empty. Flow in the process of life. - You can never step in the same water twice, my friend. Like flowing water, life is perpetual movement. There is nothing fixed. Whatever your problems happen to be in the future, remember well that they cannot remain stationary but must move together with your living spirit. Otherwise, you will drift into artificiality or attempt to solidify the ever-flowing. To avoid that, you must change and be fleixible. Remember, the uselfullness of a cup is in its emptiness. Life has no frontier. - Life is wide, limitless. There is no border, no frontier. To live is a constant process of relating. - To live is a constant process of relating, so come on out of that shell of isolation and conclusion, an

St0rm
OK So I have joined this place by a request from an ancient aquaintance who happened to not have deleted me from his contact list. Now I'm wondering if it's worth being on this site at all..... I suppose I'll either drop out completely or become an addict. All I've come accross so far are half naked women and porn bots.... mind you a coupla guys veiwed me and left comments, but when i looked at one guys profile, it was full of naked women and porn bots LMAO. I'll look around when I'm bored but unless I come accross some "real" people, I just really couldn't be fucked.

Strong
Merry Christmas Comment Graphics SO YOU R AT EZ NOW THINKING OF ME ASKING U DO YOU WANT ME TO TOUCH YOU ALL THE PLACE YOU LOVE TO BE TOUCH YOU ANSWER WITH YES PLEASE! WE LAY THERE IN R UNDERWEARS AS U PUSH YOUR ASS ONTO MY DICK. I TELL U IN YOUR EAR WHAT I'M GO'N TO DO TO DAT FINE BODY. I START TO MOVE MY HANDS SLOWLY OVER YOUR SHOULDERS IN SLOW MOTION AS I FEEL YOU BODY START TO RELAXE IN MY HANDS. YOU GRIND YOUR SEXY ASS ON MY ROCK HARD DIC! I RUN ONE OF MY HANDS DOWN FROM YOUR NECK TO YOUR BREAST WERE I START TO CARESSING THEM AS I RUN MY FINGERS ALL OVER YOUR NIPPLES AS I LIC AND SUC ON THE SIDE OF YOUR NECK MMMM..... I CAN FEEL YOUR NIPPLE START TO GET HARD BETWEEN MY FINGERS AS YOU SLOWLY PLACE YOUR HAND BEHIND YOUR ASS SO THAT YOU CAN PUT YOUR HAND DOWN MY BOXERS SO YOU CAN STROKE MY DIC YOU SAY OOOO, HOW I LOVE HOW HARD IT IS AWWWWW..... I ROLL U OVER ONTO YOUR STOMACH RUN MY HANDS DOWN YOUR BACK INTO I GET TO YOUR THONG WERE I RUN MY FINGER DOWN AND UP THE

Stroke
The Stroke. Three little old ladies named Gertrude, Maude and Tilly were sitting on a park bench having a quiet conversation when a flasher approached from across the park. The flasher came up to the ladies, stood right in front of them and opened his trench coat. Gertrude immediately had a stroke. Then Maude also had a stroke. But Tilly, Bless her heart, being older and more feeble, couldn't reach that far.

Strongs Blogs
As we ponder our own trivial pursuits as the day goes by stop for a moment and give thanks for those of us that are sacrificing everyday for what we stand for Ben Laden has come out with some more videos All I can say to you Fugly is take your videos and cram em gooddd and tight The next thing you pull is going to bring worse wrath down on your ass We are sick and tired of hearing your crap and rants and ravings By the way Get a barber man Christ I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. Short line. Just one lady in front of me. An Asian lady who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and she was a little irritated . . . She asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yesterday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian lady says, "Fluc you white people, too!" Magic Beer� A

Strong Women
I’m a flower child With conservative views I enjoy big parties And listening to news I’m so honest It appears fake I’m afraid of flying And of sleeping late. I’m afraid of dying And of wasting time I’m my own woman Not afraid to cry I am tough as nails Yet sometimes I’m weak Certain days I’m gorgeous, Other times I’m bleak. I can change my mind Twenty times a day I can be obnoxious I can be OKAY. But what’s most important Is that I’ll be true To my real nature And, of course, to you.

Strong Women
how many ladies out here have said these: the next man i meet is going have to try twice as hard to get me cuz im tired of men, or he is really a nice guy but were just friends. alot of men get tired of paying for tha mistakes of tha sorry azz brother before him, when we come into tha relationship trying to do what right when ur expected to mess up 95% of tha time. theirs alot of women out here that label men as friends knowning that every thing you want in a man is standing right by your side but you dont choose him because you rather chase what u didnt need in the first place. i know its hard ladies to tell whos who because theses days dudes are willing to stay with you 6 months just to get what they want before they change but u cant say that u dint see signs hanging ova thier heads saying dont do it and u ignored it. all im saying is ladies thier r good men out here but he cant become a good man if you treat him as if he was tha dawg that hurt you! You have a sexual IQ of 153 Wh

Stronger
Hush, just stop There’s nothing you can do or say, baby I’ve had enough I’m not your property as from today, baby You might think that I won't make it on my own But now I’m… Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way My lonliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger That I ever thought that I could be, baby I used to go with the flow Didn’t really care ‘bout me You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong ‘Cause now I’m… Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way My lonliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger Oh, yeah Here I go, on my own I don’t need nobody, better off alone Here I go, on my own now I don’t need nobody, not anybody Here I go, alright, here I go Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way My lonliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger

Stroke Of Good Luck
Ok, yall that know me enough know my car has been giving me issues. had it to the Cardealer like 3 times in the past 6 months for the same issues-over heating repeatedly and transmission jumpin hard.I have been chewin my fingers off worrying.....transmissions are not cheap, and for an 05 monte carlo*sighs* i was freaking. Finally today i get it back to the shop, ready to chew up one of the technicians if they come and tell me they cant find anything wrong.After 3 hrs of waiting, the guy comes out to tell me it is throwing a code...FINALLY!!!! they know whats wrong... thermostat is sticking....waterpump and some seal or something internally in the transmission.(:()OMFG!! he was like its all covered on ur warranty 0 deductible...(:O went my face) i about shit! AAAAAAAAAAND! AND!he got a rental car authorized(no charge to me)(:O)for me to use til tomorrow when my car should be done:) WOOP WOOP!!! funny part is, i been harassin a very good friend of mine about his "shoebox"....heh well..

Stronger Than U Think
its ironic how you think just when you think you've gotten to know someone or figured them out when in that very instance you realize you dont know them at all... love is a toxic poison...as soon as it gets inside you it takes so much to leave your system.... if one really cared for the other they would not cause you pain or suffering... there would be no lies or manipulation... im very strong and i am past the emotional bs... i had a moment of weakness...im past it... I AM ANGIE BABE AND I WILL NOT BE MANIPULATED!!!!!

Stronger
When I, thought I knew you Thinking, that you were true I guess I, I couldn't trust Cause your bluff time is up Cause I've had enough You were, there by my side Always, down for the ride But your, joy ride just came down in flames 'Cause your greed sold me out of shame After all of the stealing and cheating You probably think that I hold resentment for you But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through So I wanna say thank you 'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter Never, saw it coming All of, your backstabbing Just so, you could cash in On a good thing before I realized your game I heard, you're going around Playing,

Stronge
everyday we fight the war every day we lose men and woman every day we have to look in the eyes of childrean and see the tears fall to the dusty ground we close r eyes and still we see the blood on our hands carrying those who have fallin to give us freedome so there fore we shall stand tall and stronge never to give up our freedome but to give those our rath who dare apose us and to make sure we give our fallen comrades respect and to tell them that they didnt die in vein but made use stronger we will always remember ur sacrafise for our freedome WE SALUTE YOU writen by me samantha

The Strong Man
A strong young man at the construction site was bragging that he could outdo anyone in a feat of strength. He made a special case of making fun of one of the lady workers. After several minutes, the lady worker had had enough. "Why don't you put your money where your mouth is," she said. "I will bet a week's wages that I can haul something in a wheelbarrow over to that outbuilding that you won't be able to wheel back." "You're on, lady," the braggart replied. "Let's see what you got." The lady reached out and grabbed the wheelbarrow by the handles. Then, nodding to the young man, she said, "All right. Get in."

Stroke Your Dicks To This One
It is 10am. I already talked to you once online today. Told you about my morning shower I was so horny I brought myself to three amazing orgasms. Thoughts of last night had gotten me so excited I couldn't control myself. Last night was fun. I made you cum with just my words. Typing out a seductive fantasy that got you so hot you just had to release. It was such a rush knowing I had that kind of power over you. And it made me so fucking horny. At least it was a quiet day. I could sneak off to the bathroom and cum again during lunch. I checked my email, went on Facebook and played a turn at scrabble, made a few calls. So frustrating when all I wanted to do was lie in bed and fuck myself into a blissful coma. That's when the Fedex arrived.....I weren't expecting anything......Oh my god! It was from you. I couldn't imagine what it could be but after last night the ideas that flashed through my head soaked my panties. I hesitantly opened the box, trying to be discreet so my co-wo

Strong Even When It Hurts
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? I'm a raging ocean, leaping and wide, Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Strokers Lounge
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Stroll Thru The Autumn Breeze Auction Now Open
LAST CHANCE TO BID ON SOME GREAT PEOPLE A Stroll in the Autumn Breeze..... LAST CHANCE TO BID ON SOME GREAT PEOPLE SilverPixi presents A Stroll Thru the Autumn Breeze Auctions....Come see what is being offered and Bid on your favorite Fu -- Bidding starts at 50,000 fu bucks. ~*~Since this auction will only run for one week..no late entries will be accepted. *Auction will run from November 21 until November 28.* SilverPixi Mz Belle

Stronger
You never know what you can do until you have to. To see that everything and nothing matters, Only time can teach the truth. Stronger now then ever. Seeing things for the first time. Like a breath of cold, clean air, Things are not so clouded. Breaking through the fog. Learning to fail and move on, Stepping up when it is needed the most. Everything must evolve. Afraid of the future. The uncertainty of the unknown. No time to redo life. We must just learn to be stronger.

A Strong Love
A heart sings to that one so far , yet so close to my heart to be.A heart sings to stars above, that sweet song only thoses two ment to be shall hear.A heart sings in hopes thatone true love shall hear my crys, and hold me in her arms and love me for ever.A heart sings out to a field of roses, colors of the world so true so many diffent shades, none the same.A heart sings out to a field of roses, there blooms open to that sweet sound of love so true, that song of love between me and you.A heart sings out to a field of roses, there only promble is there beautifull nature, that glows unpon this ulgy world make it a place to smile and be happy, the same way you make me feel ever time i hear your voice, or look at a pic of u all i can is smile and hope one day i'll get to touch u and fell your sweet embrace, my spin tingles with chills of lust and happiness.A heart sings out to that one , I have never meet, but all the same when that day comes the joy that once was forgotten, may it embran

Strong
I always believed you when you said I was weak, Afraid to hold on – afraid to let go; Terrified of failing – running from success; Standing in confusion despite everything I know. But I figured out that everything you said Was just a part of chaining me to your side; The words that you screamed at the top of your lungs Were carefully chosen to wipe away my pride. And now that my eyes can see your truth, Now that my tears have washed away the lies, I’ve come to the conclusion that all of the weakness Was part of the man I have come to despise. And now I’m strong – Stronger than I ever thought I’d be; And I’ll move on ‘Cause giving up is not a part of me; And I’ll find joy In everything I’m leaving far behind; You cannot win ‘Cause I’m the captain of my own mind.

Strong Women >>
It takes a strong woman, to drop everything, go through her phone, send one final text, delete his number, burn the letters & unwanted memories, and say I WON'T stress, cry, or blame myself anymore, & lets go. A strong woman is one who is able to smile this morning like she wasn't crying last night. A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her. A woman of strength gives the best of herself to everyone. No matter how many rocks she has stumbled upon her FAITH AND STRENGTH remains intact.

Strong
Ive learned that even the strongest people, are weak sometimes. The human body and mind can only take so much pain, that they give up at one point. Glass can shatter, Concrete can break. Trees fall down and metal can bend. But all of these things would not of happened without pressure or something placed upon it. Be who you want to be and live how you want to because in the end, it doesnt really matter

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Structured Lunacy
When ever I hear the word addiction the first thing that comes to mind is drugs, alcohol, or any sort of substance that can be abused in some fashion. It is more often than not that this word gets assigned a negative connotation. There are some addictions that can actually produce positive results but by and far addiction is not a positive thing. Some examples can include being addicted to sports or your job or any sort of hobby oriented activity. A productive addiction can be cultivating but it can also be consuming. An addiction is something that you long and need for and are willing to sacrifice responsibilities and needs in the process of feeding this addiction. So I guess to give this word a negative connotation would be fair. Ok enough background information I should start to elude to my point here. The thing is we have so many things in our lives that we dont even realize that we are addicted to until we dont have that aspect as part of our lives any more. An example of thi

Struggling Poet
Hey to all who view this blog! I have been writing poetry for sometime now, and just published them in the internet, the links are below if you want to read them, please tell me what u think!!!!! "For You, Please Read" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P8218279&BN=999&PN=1 "Suicide With a Pen" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P8218279&BN=999&PN=2 "Because of You" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P6894596&BN=999&PN=3 "Fire" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P6894596&BN=999&PN=4 "Greed" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P6894596&BN=999&PN=1 "Somewhere I Belong" http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P6894596&BN=999&PN=2 thanx in advance for reading my poetry!!!!

The Struggle For Love
In the city called fort Saskatchewan I had famiy. I stayed with them untill I could get a job. I moved in with my auntie and my cousin who at the time was 14 years young. I gave her my focus, and my protection. She began to explore the world and I did my best to keep her on a good path. She began to try drugs and I just made sure she didn't get hurt. She introduced me to drugs of all kinds. I refused to partake. She rebelled aginst her mother and i and robbed me many times. She hurt me a great deal. I soon became violent toward people who were a threat. I would not bend I would break. I knew every criminal in fort Saskatchewan. I began to hate. I met people who could kill people. i met drug dealers. I had them on my side. I don't know how. But through the years I have gained much confidence and a presence of menace. If i feel threatened I seem to grow. I now know that they feared me. i used it to my advantage to protect my cousin from herself. She

Struggling
I've been struggling with firbromyalgia for well over a year now, actually longer, but with actually knowing what it is has been a little over a year. And its been a royal pain in the behind. First was the mess with even getting the damn doctor to acknowledge that it WAS indeed fibro..... 2nd was going through all the problems of finding meds that helped. During all this I was missing work because of the pain & fatigue it was causing me, and most the time it wasn't through sickleave... which meant that when I did miss I wasn't getting paid for it. So on top of struggling with all the getting treatment for the problem.....I have to deal with struggling with paying bills. I get a call today from one of my bill places.. and he says well looking back you've had a bad year. I said YES I HAVE. I've been dealing with medical problems.. he proceeds to ask me where I work. And when I tell him he is like :O and you can't pay this bill? I said I JUST told you why and that I'm working on it.

Struggles Of The Mind....+
Imagine my friend, a forever closing box, A closing box forever open, what a paradox? Imagine now, that you've been in this cave, An unreachable light, making you it's slave. Imagine that soon you will have the strength, Into the light, escaping the box at any length. /Thats what I wanna do/ Imagine that! J. Koblitz In this time, of suffocating fury. I find myself, my judge and jury. I claw at earth, gasping for breath. I cling to life, to escape my death. All I inhale are large clumps of dirt. Every breath out, shows all my hurt. But claw and gasp and choke I do. for dirt and hurt won't keep me from you. And you not bein, anyone else! Then my own future, my own self! I just want to claw above this earth I see. I just want to be happy, being me. J. Koblitz

~*struggle At Mind*~
Last month in December I did something really bad. I will talk about it as much as I can. So here goes. I did something bad to someone that I truly loved. I really loved this person. I didn't even want to fall for this person and I did. It took us a couple of weeks and we became close. We called each other everyday and texted each other until we passed out on each other. Then on this person's birthday out of all days I hurt this person. I made this person cry and feel bad for me. After this person didn't know I "hurt" them. I tried not to make a big deal about it. I tried to make this person's 21st birthday the best birthday ever! We had a party. The next few days was terrible! What I did sunk in, and it went to hell. This person's friends attacked me. I freaked out so much that I became depressed and told the person that night how I felt about it all and how shitty I was feeling. This person told me to give them a few days to think about what all happened. After this person's frie

Struggles With Life.
when it rains, it pours, i like someone a lot, and this person knows it, and i just found out my ex wife is getting divorced, and the person i like alot tells me not to ever get my hopes up about on line relationships, and i have taken a strong liking to someone on the internet, and now im all confused about what to do. I want to run and hide, but we cant run from our troubles, now i have to figure out what to do.

Strugle To Failure
Dark angels wings once broken Raise to fly again Up from within the ashes A broken soul wont mend A tainted heart lost in darkness Reach to find something there Severed soul cut clean Lead by dispare Into the nothing Wondering in darkness Undead hand takes hold and leads me away Second chances lay in the sands Next to my broken heart My heart matches my wings And im left in despare I thought i was ok But i blinked now noones here I immagend her in a dream Or atlest now thats how it seems I cant even immagin her face I guess its in that hollow place It lays in the sands next to my chance Now we have eternity to dance So i look and smile but it kills me inside I try to look happy but its only a lie I just turn away and start to walk And it shatters my soul till I can barely talk But i get out 3 words befor i walk my lonely road I love you is all that was said It didnt come out that way but thats all it was and a broken angel walked so long that he just d

~ Struggling For Clarity ~
I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, T

Struggle
I’ve listen to every reason why I can’t be Too big Too black Too much “uppity” in me Too curvy Wide ass Hey gal feed my baby Too strong—and Spiritual I’ll hang your ass from a tree I said: All your talk don’t mean nothing to me I’ll prove you wrong, one day, wait and see I’ll no longer be feeding your precious baby My Big Black Uppity Curvy Ass Spirit— Will set me free I will no longer live under your tyranny Accept me as I am so I can be who I be!

Struggles With Funding And Co-pay Assistance.
So as im calling yesterday wondering why my aunts MDS medication Revlimid is almost 2 weeks late,in the last 2 weeks they have told me numerous excuses as to why, from being lost in the system to some other bullshit stories...so I finally get a hold of someone that can give the answers I need.I think I have it all straightened out her meds are being delivered today at some point...so they call me back after I think it is all good and tell me the one of the societies I go through for funding doesnt have enough to cover her copay which by the way they tell me its over 3k this month,so my heart sinks, but, I remember I had applied for co pay assistance through the Leukemie and Lymphoma Society so I do all my faxing bullshit and all my phone calls yesterday...and its covered but for this month only..so my task today is to apply to as many co pay assistance programs I can find out there to cover her for the rest of the year...all this due to the fact that her previous med dosage was upped f

Strwberrywine!!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Lauren Birthday: 1 August Birthplace: New Orleans Current Location: In Fubar Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Dark Brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Your Heritage: Australian- Irish/French The Shoes You Wore Today: Knee high boots Your Weakness: Being unpredictable Your Fears: Things Changing Dramatically- IT the clown movie... its just wrong!!! Your Perfect Pizza: Vegetarian Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Live life loud Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: what a Shit Question, im not a geek Thoughts First Waking Up: If I put the covers over my head Will I get away with staying here! Your Best Physical Feature: Haha ummmmm... duno I supose my eyes? Your Bedtime: AM never before 11pm Your Most Missed Memory:: My brothers infectious laugh. Pepsi or Coke: Coke, but only with Jack Otherwise fruit juice MacDonalds or Burger King: Macy dee's but if I had my way Ask Resturant Single

Stryker_beyonds Lil Rants
Hey everyone and hope all my friends are having a good weekend so far. As everyone of you know by now I have been dealing with my grandfathers hospital stay since May. He had surgery and as you know it has not been good ever since. We have had little victories here and there but overall its been a battle day in and out for grandfather physically and mentally for my sis and I. We have watched the man who raised us go from being jovial,hardworking(at 85 years old mind you),loving and the remaining monarch of the family to a shell of weakness,inability to communicate, cannot eat foods and so many other things that if you have kept up with my blogs well then yanno. Yesterday would be considered a victory day. He had a good day. We arrived at around 10 and they had already had him in a recliner for a hour. Of course there has to be alot of special cushions for him. His body is so frail and frankly covered in skin tears that anything can cause him discomfort or cause another spot on his s

Sts-117 Atlantis News
STS-117 Atlantis Launch Video 6.8.07 @7:38 PM EST Watch Live: http://www.nasa.gov/multimedia/nasatv Image above: Space Shuttle Atlantis, mounted on a mobile launch platform, rests on the hard stand of Launch Pad 39A after an early morning rollout. Photo credit: NASA/Troy Cryder 05.15.07 - 1:30 p.m. EDT Space Shuttle Atlantis atop the crawler transporter made the slow journey to the launch pad this morning. The vehicle was 'hard down' at Launch Pad 39A at 11:47 a.m. after leaving the Vehicle Assembly Building at 5:04 a.m. EDT. STS-117 was originally planned to launch in March but in Feb. it was damaged by a hail storm and was returned to the VAB for repairs. Some of the repairs to the external tank can be seen in the image above with the red arrow. The new launch date is June 8+. The move is a major step towards the scheduled June 8 launch for Atlantis and its STS-117 astronauts crew. The Atlantis crew will deliver a new addition to the International S

Sts-117 Atlantis Daily Updates.
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 2 06.09.07 10:08 AM EST It has been a long standing NASA tradition to play a crew wakeup call song.... Todays Song: "Big Boys Toys" by Aaron Tippin, Played for Commander Frederick Sturckow. Atlantis is currently 7,000 miles behind Station gaining @ 840 miles per orbit (90 minutes). During its first full day in orbit, the STS-117 crew will inspect Space Shuttle Atlantis’ heat shield and prepare for Sunday’s arrival at the International Space Station. Crew members will use Atlantis’ robotic arm and an orbiter boom extension to check out the spacecraft’s underside, nose cap and leading edges of the wings and will also take a closer look at the OMS Pod blanket damage. The inspections are conducted to see if any damage occurred to the heat shield during the climb to orbit that began when Atlantis lifted off at 7:38 p.m. EDT from Kennedy Space Center, Fla. In preparation for Sunday’s activities, the crew will extend the shuttle’s dockin

Sts-122 Atlantis
STS-122 Atlantis Arrives At Launchpad. Image Above: The STS-122 patch depicts the continuation of the voyages of the early explorers to today's frontier, space. The ship denotes the travels of the early expeditions from the east to the west. The space shuttle shows the continuation of that journey along the orbital path from west to east. A little more than 500 years after Columbus sailed to the new world, the STS-122 crew will bring the European laboratory module "Columbus" to the International Space Station to usher in a new era of scientific discovery. Image Above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-122 crew portrait. From the left (front row) are astronauts Stephen N. Frick, commander; the European Space Agency's, or ESA's, Leopold Eyharts; and Alan G. Poindexter, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Leland D. Melvin, Rex J. Walheim, Stanley G. Love and ESA's Hans Schlegel, all mission specialists. Eyharts will joi

Sts-122 Atlantis Launch Blog
STS-122 Atlantis Launches!! Feb. 7, 3:00 p.m. EST 2:20 p.m. - The Mission Management Team is being polled for launch and everyone has reported they are "go" for launch today. The MMT, as it is known, reports that the space shuttle Atlantis is ready for the mission. 2:35 p.m. – At T-9 minutes and holding . . . Weather is green and all remains on schedule for a 2:45 p.m. liftoff. 2:36 p.m. – T-9 minutes and counting . . . The countdown has resumed for the launch of space shuttle Atlantis on the STS-122 mission. The last minutes of the countdown will see the orbiter access arm retracted to the tower, the “beanie cap” withdrawn from the top of the external tank and, of course, the launch itself. The liftoff is on schedule for the planned 2:45 p.m. launch time and weather is not expected to be an issue. Atlantis will be aiming for a precise corridor in space so it can catch the International Space Station on Saturday. 2:38 p

Sts-125 Atlantis
STS-125 Atlantis This STS-125 crew patch shows Hubble. The overall structure and composition of the universe is shown in blue and filled with planets, stars and galaxies. The black background is indicative of the mysteries of dark-energy and dark-matter. The red border of the patch represents the red-shifted glow of the early universe. Soaring by the telescope is the shuttle that initially deployed Hubble and has enabled astronauts to continually upgrade the telescope, significantly contributing to the expansion of human knowledge. Image above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-125 crew portrait. From the left are astronauts Michael J. Massimino, Michael T. Good, both mission specialists; Gregory C. Johnson, pilot; Scott D. Altman, commander; K. Megan McArthur, John M. Grunsfeld and Andrew J. Feustel, all mission specialists. Image credit: NASA Image above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands poised on the launch pad after its trek fr

Sts-120 Discovery Launch Blog
STS-120 Discovery makes a flawless launch, 11:38 a.m. EST. Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007. Watch NASA TV Live. Rotating Service Structure (RSS) rolled back, weather still questionable. 22 Oct. 2007 KENNEDY SPACE CENTER, FLA. -- On Launch Pad 39A on NASA's Kennedy Space Center, space shuttle Discovery is fully revealed after rollback of the rotating service structure. Seen above the golden external tank is the vent hood (known as the "beanie cap") at the end of the gaseous oxygen vent arm, extending from the fixed service structure. Vapors are created as the liquid oxygen in the external tank boil off. The hood vents the gaseous oxygen vapors away from the space shuttle vehicle. Below it, also extending toward Discovery from the structure, is the orbiter access arm with the White Room at the end. The crew gains access in

Sts-120 Discovery
Astronauts Thrilled by 'Triumphant' Mission. Image Above: STS-120 Discovery Mission Commander Pam Malroy talks about the mission shortly after landing at NASA's Kennedy Space Center. Space shuttle Discovery carried the crew and a new module called Harmony to the International Space Station on a 15-day flight. Image credit: NASA Official Landing Times 7 Nov 2007 Main gear touchdown: 1:01:18 p.m. EST Nose gear touchdown: 1:01:32 p.m. EST Wheels stop: 1:02:13 p.m. EST The crew of space shuttle Discovery left its mark on the International Sp

Sts-124 Discovery
STS-124 Discovery Image Above: Official crew portrait image of STS-124 space shuttle crew; From the left are astronauts Gregory E. Chamitoff, Michael E. Fossum, both STS-124 mission specialists; Kenneth T. Ham, pilot; Mark E. Kelly, commander; Karen L. Nyberg, Ronald J. Garan and Japan Aerospace Exploration Agency's (JAXA) Akihiko Hoshide, all mission specialists. Chamitoff is scheduled to join Expedition 17 as flight engineer after launching to the International Space Station on mission STS-124. The crewmembers are attired in training versions of their shuttle launch and entry suits. Image Credit: NASA. Navy Cmdr. Mark E. Kelly will command the STS-124 shuttle mission to deliver the Pressurized Module and robotic arm of the Japanese Experiment Module, known as "Kibo" (hope), to the International Space Station. Navy Cmdr. Kenneth T. Ham will serve as the pilot. Mission specialists will include NASA astronauts Karen L. Nyberg; Air Force Col. Ronald J. Garan Jr.; and Air

Sts-123 Endeavour
STS-123 Endeavour Home Safe To enlarge video- right click/zoom/200% Running one orbit late because of troublesome low clouds, the shuttle Endeavour plunged back to Earth today, dropping out of the night for a picture-perfect landing at the Kennedy Space Center to close out a marathon 16-day space station assembly mission. Joining the shuttle astronauts for the trip back to Earth was European Space Agency astronaut Leopold Eyharts, launched to the station in February and returning after 48 days in space. Flying upside down and backward over the Indian Ocean, commander Dominic Gorie and pilot Gregory Johnson fired Endeavour's twin braking rockets for two minutes and 48 seconds starting at 7:33:14 p.m., slowing the ship by about 206 mph and dropping the far side of the shuttle's orbit deep into the atmosphere. After a half-hour free fall, Endeavour plunged back into the discernible atmosphere at 8:07 p.m. at an altitude of 76 miles above the south Pacific Ocean. Minut

Stse2
STSE2 Learn more about STSE2 HERE What is STSE2? First of all, it's not audio this time, but DVD-ROM video. This is the same high-quality video we've been using to create courses for our $800-a-month StomperNet clients and it just allows us to better illustrate everything we have to teach you. Second, yeah - me and Brad will be on there to re-establish AND update all the SEO tactics from the first version of STSE. Here's the kicker – ours is only Module 1 of SEVEN total. Augmenting our SEO knowledge and expertise on these DVDs are several members of our StomperNet all-star faculty. We hired these guys to teach US inside StomperNet, and now we're giving non-Stompers a chance to benefit from this collective pool of GENIUS! Stomping The Search Engines 2, The Net Effect, Stompernet The Net Effect, STSE2, Stompernet Magazine, Andy Jenkins, Brad Fallon, Stompernet, Stompernet effect, net effect, Andy Jenkins stompernet,

Sts-126 Endeavour Landing
Landed: Sun., Nov. 30, 2008, 4:25 p.m. EST Landing Site: Edwards Air Force Base, Calif. Mission Elapsed Time: 15 days, 20 hours, 29 minutes, 37 secs Total miles: 6.6 million Total orbits: 251 Right click for zoom options (Windows Media Player 10 and 11) Blog By Kaos™

Sts-123 Launch Blog
Endeavour launches - gains a couple of minor anomalies. (Right click for Zoom/200%) Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. Endeavour has launched to kick-start her STS-123 mission to the International Space Station (ISS). The shuttle enjoyed a smooth ride uphill, with only a few anomalies relating to two left Reaction Control System (RCS) thrusters that appears to be related to orbiter software, and the requirement to switch to the second string on the Flash Evaporator System (FES). Launch was on time at 2:28:12 a.m. E

1st Taste Of Ascerbic Venom At Fubar, On Day 1!
Wow - Some people run hot 'n' cold, at the drop of a hat! I was chatting with a cute little thing, young enough to be my great-granddaughter, she was friendly, I was friendly - and because I didn't create a yahoo msngr. acct. fast enough for her liking (I'm left to assume), she got miffed, unplugged the chat - and banned me from so much as breathing near her acct.. I'm guessing she hates men in general (she didn't have time to get to hate me for any reason I could think of - aside from me being like eight times older than her, but I didn't realise her age 'til about halfway through our "chat" - I mentioned it, she dismissed it..) but my question is, is this nameless (Ms. Henderson) "member" as rude to people in her daily, in-person life, or might it be a phenomena where virtual strangers don't count or deserve to be treated like a human being? - Hmmnn..

St. Theresa's Prayer
Saint Theresa's Prayer May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content knowing you are a child of God. Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us

1st Time 4 Everything
You stare at the ceiling, and the tears start to flow. Darkness falls slowly outside the window of your lover's house. Is this what it's like to be a Princess? You'll never feel normal or safe again.

1st Time
hello everyone i need a big favour of you all i,m in a contest held by Graphics by rick and i need your votes please can you help me by bombing my pic there i,ll love you all forever :O) lottsa love n hugs to you all Liza xxxx hiya all how you all doing out ther well this is my 1 st blog i,m new on here tonight so just getting to know what to do .If anyone has any hints n tips there most welcome, i,m from the uk i,m 21 and just love meeting new people so let get to knoe eachother love SEXY*LIZA XXXX sorry to all my freinds here i,v met some real nice people on cherry tap but also some very spitefull too so thanks for all your time but i,m off sexxxy couple up yours ok your verry selfish people who should leave people alone ok bye folks liza xxxx

~1st Time For Everythang~
Hmmm how to start this one out, lol. Like doing my blogs just have alot of nosey peeps on myspace... Grrrr!! Live in to small of a town to get by with much. About me... well everyone I meet either calls me crazy or says I flat out skeer 'em,lmao(Becca's lil man) I'm just 1 of a kind I guess, do things my own way, don't like to follow rules to well either... Must be why my men are usually taken ;) Been divorced going on 6 yrs and the ex loves to ruin my groove.. had him 'n' his wife up one nite and a fellar I'd been seeing off 'n' on for about 5 months (his lil g/f wasn't to prominent I guess, wouldn't ya know everytime I backed him up the ex got behind me!? Single as I can be with 3 kidz... just make special time for mah devil ( plead da 5th) Sumtimes Im shy as can be other times Im loud and obnoxious as can be. Ya can usually spot me dancing to sum tunes thru the front window but I dislike peeping toms... Perfect Angel depending on how ya look at it... most don't believe it.. yet o

1st Timer, But Not Really
I Basically Finished Updating My Profile, I Didn't Even Know Whut Fubar Was, Soo I Thought 2 Join Upp 2day, Then 2 My Surprise, I Was Already A Member, I Thynk Dat When This Site Was Call'd "CherryTap" Or Sumthing, Haha, But N E Wayz, It Says Dat I've Been A Member Since July 2006 Or Sumthin, But 2 Mee, It Still Feels Like I Juzz Signed Upp 2Day, January, 16th 2009, Haha, Almost 3 Years Later, It's Strange How Fast Tyme Flies When U Dun't Even Notice It Fly By. I Hope I Don't Have To Do This Every 3 Years, Haha.

1st Time Lover
I love public sex and went to a party wearing a sarong slit to my waist. No bra and a transparent thong. I met a hunk and sat so he could see my thong/clit. I took him down the hill to a swimming hole and took off my sarong as people cheered. I jumped in and floated while caressing my clit. I came out and stripped and sat on a bench and pulled out his prick and sucked it as he finger fucked me and then I stripped him and sat on his prick as we fucked. He dressed but I stayed nude as we walked through the crowd. I stopped to suck pricks while guys stroked my clit and tits. Yay! I took the 1st time lover home and my two daughters dropped by after calling female cousing. Several of them demand that I share him. He loved the orgy.

1st Time Lover
I am nude in public often and caress my clit and go up to studs and unzip their pants and stroke and suck their prick and ask them if they want to fuck me. I love to suck pricks while guys fuck me. I carry a basket and give guys photos of my clit and tits. We met at a party on a hill overlooking a river and swimming hole. I wore a sarong slit to the waist, no bra and a transparent thong and sat so he could see my clit. I took him down to the river handed him my sarong and jumped in; floated on my back and stroked my clit. I came out and stripped nude (lots of cheering) and sat on a bench; unzipped his pants and stroked and sucked his prick while he finger fucked my clit. I stripped him nude and he sat on the bench and I gave him a lap dance fuck. I stayed nude; he dressed and we walked through the crowd as men caressed my clit and tits; sucked my tits and I stopped to suck two pricks. Wow.

1st Try
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? working 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? sucks 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? food 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? whiskey 9. Your dream/goal? rich 10. The room you're in? hotel 11. Music? tones 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? stupid 16. Muffins? bluberry 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? florida 19. The last thing you did? burped 20. What are you wearing? undies 21. TV? stolen 22. Your pets? fish 23. Your computer? black 24. Your life? nuts 25. Your mood? spicy 26. Missing so

Stubbz
people from the this place called united kingdom should all join the army of the united kingdom on fumafia, sort it out peoples join the frim represent the uk we are the best , why else would you want to support other crap turfs when your country needs you !!!, join the firm . this is what i suggest to all the girls with the very large breasts get out your chest show me your big t.i.t.s oh yes god bless its time to get fresh so take off your dress take off your k.n.i.c.k.e.r. with the s yes you know its in your best interest so get undressed please thats my request

The Stubborn Sparrow
Once upon a time there was a little sparrow. This sparrow was so stubborn when fall started turning to winter he did not want to leave his home. As the days grew shorter and colder he decided it would be better if he flew south for the winter. So his journey began. He flew as fast and as hard as he could but it was so cold his wings became frozen and he fell to the ground. The sparrow landed out in the middle of a snowy pasture shivering and cold. Well as luck would have it along came a bull and shit right on top of the little bird. He laid there in the stinking mess and then realised he was getting warmer. Then he tried to wiggle and get loose from the pile of shit he found himself in but with no luck he seemed to be getting in the pile deeper and deeper. A barn cat in the distance seen the movements and silently stalked closer to investigate.The cat picked up the little sparrow by one stinking wing and began to shake the shit off him. The sparrow was so delighted to be out

Stuck????
To anyone who reads this (especially any site mods) I have been stcuk and level 5 99.99% fopr about 2 weeks now. Does anyone know why I might be stuck?? If there is anyone that can help me figure out why I am stuck, and point me in the right help direction on this site? I'd greatly appreciate any help you can give me.

Stuck In My Head!
Ok, we all have them. They always come back. They NEVER go AWAY! I caught myself singing it and when I did it out load,, haha.. half the crew on the job site was singing it.. passers by and people not invloved must have thought we were all crazy.. The song: There's a Hole in the Bucket now, this is a good one as its easy to change the words around and of course that was the case (about 20 mins into it). I guess my question is what song(s) get stuck in your heads.. This blog could be evil, as people might start singing multiple songs and have a few at once stuck there, or just go totally insane due to bad music they can never rid themselves of. I guess it'll be like a remix. haha anyway feel free to share your "stuck in the head" songs!

Stuck...
so, i'm at this place in my life where i feel like i need a change. i'm stuck in this continuous loop of nonproductivity, or at least i feel that way. i'm bored with what i have and what my life is. i do the same things everyday, and i feel like i'm getting nowhere. in all reality, i know this isn't true though. i mean, i go to college, i'm slowly, but surely getting that done....but i feel like there's no point to it. and again, i know that's not true, because "having a college education is the american dream", yeah, i know. some people would kill to have the opportunities that i have. i didn't even have to work hard to get here. maybe that's why i feel like it's all for nothing. everything has been given to me. i'm one of the most spoiled people that i know, but it's not like i try to be. my mom and future stepfather want the best for me, so they try their hardest to give me everything and anything i could possibly need, and sometimes more. they bought me a car, they're

Stuck Up People
I'm in a really Kool contest about ink that people had done for people we cared about and now I would like a little help. Don't get me wrong I would like to level up to but when it's something like this I get FUCKIN' BENT.If people would quit cryin' and work at it it would be really cool here but we have a lot of whinners HERE.

Stuck Between A Rock And A Hard Place
Well I just managed to break off my engagement. I realized that there's so much that I haven't seen, haven't done, haven't learned, and I just want to experience it all. So me and my boyfriend decided to put everything to a stop right now. We've made the choice to make everything very very casual so that neither of us are being held down but so that we can still talk about things. It's been hard. I cried for about an hour and a half and now I feel better. I wish there was someone here to talk with me now, but I should be fine. I know I'll be fine. So every thing's kinda confused but yet straightened out. Well that's it. From Blood To Bones, Hollie So I just found out that I passed my GED! How exciting is that? It's amazing! I'm freaking out! I danced around my house for like 10 minutes straight, then I tried to call or message anyone who would give a damn. Heh the list wasn't all that long. I'm s happy!! Okay I'm done. :D thanks for listening. From Blood TO Bones Hollie

Stuck Between Here And Nowhere
Sorry everyone, I've been travelling lately.. I haven't been online I'm sorry! I hope to get new pics up soon and tell you all what's been happening. Thanks for all the notes and messages. lots of love, hugs, and kisses! Hey there to my friends/fans... sorry I haven't been around lately. Not only has my internet been cutting in and out due to construction STILL going on right by my place my computer has been crapping out on this site. I'm still around and I still love each and everyone of you... if I don't get back to you with comments or messages I'm very sorry and I will try to get back to you asap I'm still around, I'm sorry I haven't been around lately. I've been incredibly busy with teaching and now that I've gotten all my ducks in a row with my teaching career I've also gone back to modelling. I'll be on more often hopefully now trying to network myself. Anyone need a model for a photoshoot? LOL

Stuck In My Head Again
I 'm anxious and distraught for the last few days Now there's nothing of the sort that makes it all right This moment I am compelled to go off the deep end I clutch at every straw, my heart is sinking I give it one more try, I give it all I can I never wanted more, I give it one more shot I give it all I have to make things right What scope is there left? Where is the hope then? I've heard it all before when life is measured A slow and tame despair is inside all of us Your passionate old dreams sometimes you cry for I give it one more try, I give it all I can I never wanted more, I give it all I have I give it one more shot to make things right Little else we can cherish, little else is not enough A glimpse, a glimpse of heaven How can I see the stars? As all others do, as all others do As all others do , as all others do I give it one more try, I give it all I can I won't fail once more Take the bull by the horns Try my luck once more To make things ri

Stuck
Things have been so fucked up lately. I thought that I was depressed a few weeks ago, but now nothing can compare to how I feel now. We are being evicted from our home because my dad stopped paying the mortgage after my parents divorced. We have to be 0uot ASAP, and we have nowhere to live yet. I have to get rid of my animals....and I' mreally sad because I love them, and they are all I have left these days. There is no such thing as friends, or love. I've been completely alone lately. I thought I had friends, but they choose to ignore me in my time of need, so fuck em. Because shit has been so fucked up lately, All I've been doing is partying. I've been drinking to the point where I'd pass out... I'd smoke myself stupid.... fuck, I've even had alot of sex lately... nothing like fucking the pain away right? I Broke down and cried yesterday. I finally do know what its like to lose everything and be alone. Thoughs of hurting myself have crossed my mind, but who fuckin knows

Stuck In An Elevator!!
so today i got stuck in the elevator at work. its a big elevator tho, so it wasnt that bad. i put my cargo in it and pushed the button to go down to floor 1. once it stopped it made a noise and the doors wouldnt open. i thought it was just a delay, but no. the door was stuck shut. i was pounding on the door for 10 minutes waiting for someone to help me. no answer. i stood there waiting to see if someone was going to notice that the door hadnt opened. nope. finally i decided to call my boss's office to get him to help. no answer. so i called the main desk and asked the woman to get me some help, and she thought i was joking! finally i convinced her that i was serious and she got me help. i heard switched being flipped and i heard machines turning off and on. thats when i got a little scared. if the machine is broken, maybe when they turn it on it will shoot me up to the second floor and then come falling back down to my death! luckily not. it went back up slowly, but the door still didn

Stuck Up People
I can't stand stuck people at all because they automaticly think they are better then most people and they are not so i don't know why they come on here thinking they are somebody better when some people just act the same in person when you meet them. Just because you have money or things that some people have doesn't make u any better and this goes for the ladies &men that are action like that because i just think its stupid. Now this website is a little better then myspace. And if sound a lil bitchly its because i haven't been a good mood lately for the most part. Those of you that know what i mean good. For those that don't well here it goes i have very little patients when its hot and usually in a bad mood at times.

Stuck On Level 17!! :(
COULD ANYONE PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE HELP ME GET OFF THIS STUPID LEVEL 17 ALREADY............LOL.... I BEEN STUCK ON THIS LEVEL FOR AGES ALREADY... LOL.. :( :p HELP A ROTTING DEAD STINK ZOMBIE GIRL OUT... LMAO!!!! THANKIES..... :) IF I COULD AFFORD A 3 DAY OR 7 DAY BLAST I WOULD GET ONE.. BUT I DONT OWN ANY CREDIT CARDS EITHER... LOL.... YEAH IMMA GIRL GO FIGURE RIGHT... NEVER HAVE HAD ANY CREDIT CARDS.... DAD TAUGHT ME WELL.. LOL.. :) ..... AND THE CONTEST I WAS IN I WAS IN 3RD PLACE AND PROBABLY WOULD HAVE WON THE 3 DAY BLAST.. BUT AS YOU KNOW.. WHAT HAPPEND TO THAT NOW.... :(

Stuck At Level...
Two things... one... check out Miss_Behavin25 She rocks, and makes pretty stuff, so go check her out and show her some love please ;) that and she's cute and which one of you doesn't wanna go look at cute chicks! Also... Reposting this blog because i STILL see it... so... Guys/Gals... I see alot of you stuck at level 5 and level 10... so public service announcement of the day: if you're stuck at level 5 at 99.99% you need to confirm your email address. if you're stuck at level 10 you need to upload a salute. if you don't know what one is, look under help, there's information on how to make one. (if you still don't get it, look at mine) So if you want to be able to increase your rating limit/photo upload space, you gotta get these taken care of. Love ya'll Sin p.s. afk stands for away from keyboard (meaning i'm not here) Guys/Gals... I see alot of you stuck at level 5 and level 10... so public service announcement of the day: if you're stuck at level 5 a

Stuck
the company i drive for thinks that just because the weather is bad that i can't drive in it i don't have a problem with it hell i love driving in snow but they cancal mr run back north and tharefor i'm stuck someware on long island sence yesterday my next run is monday morning so i wont get home till monday night sometime but that not what pissed me off thar esaying i only get layover pay for 12 hours i will get paied for monday going back north but i'm going to loose tuesday's pay what you you think about that? let me know

Stuck At Work
So I am really bored and my wonderful boyfriend is next to me and we are both trying to figure this thing out and it is really funny actually. but anyways i hate working saturday mornings...who ever decided we should have to work saturday mornings suck. afternoon isn't that bad but mornings are suckie. anyways im done typing about a whole bunch of nothing for today, sorry if you had to read this but hope my nonsense made you laugh! Smile :)

Stuck
I gotta get outta here, stuck in my anger Wanna smell your fear, violence will occur Need to release this shit, the rage wont subside Feelin' psycho, I admit, have demons inside Tell them to leave me alone, they ain't listening to me Need not answer my conscience phone, they don't want me to stay free My mood swings are unbearable, I cant take this much more Why cant this terror be unthinkable What exactly am I here for I'm stuck on the fence, Only see in black and white Normal thinking don't make much sense, how much longer can I put up a fight I need to get the fuck outta here, Fucked up with this anger Cant help but love your fear, Don't want it to, but violence may occur

Stuck In The Middle...
Last November after 7 years of not being a part of my families life..I reconnected with them. Moved from NY to MO because I was tired of being the girl that was always invited over to someone's house on a holiday and not being part of the family. Either way it hasn't been very good. I hate this po-dunk backwards town..and even though my family is five minutes away I never see them. Now after 35 years of marriage my parents are done. I uprooted my life to be closer to my family that I didn't have for so long..and now this... I am the designated translator for them both..and I hate it.

Stuckk
okayyy sooooo here is the thing.. i lvoe my boyfriend very much we have been together for more then 2 and a half years now... but it seems like i dont knwo what i want anymore and i have talked to him about this and eveyrthing there are likea million things going through my head right now about it, and i only want to be fair to him, meanwhile getting what i truely want in the end.. which i dont even know what that is yet... sometimes he annoys the hell out of me and i cant understand why im wiht him which honestly isnt like me and i never thought that way about him before... although then i think its stupid to think that and move on.. however it seems i have been making up more and more excuses not to talk to him... mainly becasue sometimes he can be a huge jerk.. but i always seem to get past it in one way or another..the other side to this is there is another guy i care abou a lot... now i would never ever cheat pn mhy boyfriend im not that type of girl and this guy is like my bestf

Stuck In A Void
Once apon a time I fell in love with this man,who became my husband.Things went well for a while then shortly after things started to unravel.I cannot understand for the life of me why he is like the way he is now.Mind you,I am NOT talking about this to get a sorry ear so much as I need to get this shit off my mind in written form (I guess in this case typed out). My love for him is dimming quick with every passing moment.Anytime now his mouth opens to speak I start feeling sick,wondering what stupidness will spill forth. He seems the lack to understand how the real world works and is a hopeful dreamer.I can understand some of his actions/words are ment in well and good however alot of it is pure cannon fodder.The other day is a good case of the madness I have to deal with.... Yesterday morning the only truck we have spiked in temp. to 250 degrees for a second and then it went down.While my husband was driving it back home. Now he never tells me this shit as I left to go see my f

Stuck With No Clue On How To Get Out
well put it this way. theres a boy and a girl and the boy and girl like each other, but the girl has a another person already. they say they are happy with them but at the same time unhappy with them. so the two start to date but he cant walk her to her car, talk to her outside of their meeting place and only see eachother on 2 days of the week while not talking the other days. what would you say the boy should do in this type of situation. the boy sees something in this girl but is unsure of what. so should the boy hold out and see how it goes for a while and hope it gets better or should this guy say fuck it early and call it quits and return to his same old boring life.

Stuck
She walked back into the salon after her break and headed straight for her station. There was a graduation in that room later and she had to pack up her tools. The director stopped her and asked if he could have a word with her. Am I introuble, she asked jokingly. He joked back, Why does everyone go there first. But she was in trouble. She had taken another client for a fuck up and that had snow balled into a giant fucking mess. They kept getting interupted. A pregnant lady needing to go to the emergency room forced her back into the salon for a moment where several girls were aware she had been pulled into the directors office. I think I am getting written up, she said solemnly. What? Why? Because of that fucking cunt Georgette. I should have turned and ran the other way as soon as she approched me. I'm an idiot. The immediate emergency over she was called back into the office. He told her not to be upset. But I am upset. This is crazy. Before I ever retrieved the guest from the w

Studio
WELL IM GOING IN THE STUDIO TOMMOROW AT 9 AM....FOR 12 HOURS AND IM SO EXCITED.....MY BANDS MUSIC IS AWESOME AND WE HAVE SOME SHOWS LINED UP FOR PLAYING IN FRONT OF 1K+ PEOPLE. WE HAVENT PLAYED A SHOW IN 2 YEARS WITH THIS BAND AND TOO COME BACK ON THE SCENE IN FRONT OF THAT MANY PEOPLE IS QUITE CRAZY......I SERIOUSLY THINK WE WILL MAKE IT BIG.....EVERYBODY THAT I KNOW LOVES US AND WE ARE GONNA MAKE A HUGE STINK OF THE LOCAL RADIO.......WE ARE RECORDING AT ZING STUDIOS IN WESTFIELD MA.....GO LOOK IT UP.....ITS ONE OF THE BEST IN THE BIS....LATERS TATERS This site makes me think, are there so many sex-crazied retarded people in this world?....Im far from perfect....i do friend people to look at boobs and stuff lol...but im sick of it. Ure boobs are nice, dont get me wrong, i just want more, ive been on this site since it started.....my id is like 57k lol.....all i see are people who want me to rate shit or others that dont talk to me ever....thanks for the rate...nice rack...see ya later

Studio Skary
New pictures have just been added to http://www.skaryland.com of Crimson Trauma!! Including almost 500 pictures, and one video clip. The site has only been live for three days, and I'm already adding new content, go attack it. There are free previews for those of you who are too cheap to buy a membership.... so go check it out! Here's just a few pictures from the site... If you are over 18, please go check out my site. Also, please repost this if you're willing to help support our cause! Venus and Alice Skary shot a girl-on-girl scene last Monday in Raleigh NC..... We look forward to posting the edited version of this footage. In the meanwhile, you can learn more about Venus, a lovely and very kinky african-american woman, here: http://www.onemodelplace.com/member.cfm?ID=204514

Studs"r"us
Seeking hot dudes and studs to party with privately and out and about in La Crosse, WI. Bi and str8 guys welcome! IM me! Snoop Welcome to all the hot studs around the United States who decided to stop by Studs"R"Us. My parties are always wild and you will go home with a smile on your face!

Studio 54 Mod Reference And Training
-Ok first off Tiffany and Myself would like to say to all new Mod's/Bouncers ...please Remember YOU represent US as in Tiffany and myself to ALL of FUBAR.Don't make or let personal problems enter our Lounge.Enjoy and have Fun.This is a place to escape the Drama and BS outside (Holy Ground) RULES!!! GOLDEN RULE..If you shout box me about any lounge issues other that the MUSIC Players going down.You will LOSE your MOD Status.I don't care nor have time for your personal problems with other lounge members or STAFF.Re-read the TOP of this Training BLOG ! 1. We allow swearing at something or a situation NOT a person 2 No Spamming DELETE THE COMMENTS warn them about the Offense,if they continue Silence them. 3 The (three step rule) -1st warn them about and offensive remarks, -2nd Last warning -3rd You have the option to SILENCE,EJECT or BAN them.( The First two would probably be the best option) 4 Please DO NOT ADD STUDIO 54 Bouncer to y

Studies Of Prison Inmates
Studies of prison inmates reveal that as many as 75% of violent offenders had early records of animal cruelty. There is also a high correlation between family violence and animal cruelty. Some of the most striking evidence for a link between animal cruelty and human violence lies in the case histories of many of the 20th century's most infamous criminals. Mass-murderer and cannibal Jeffrey Dahmer killed neighbors' pets and impaled a dog's head on a stick. Patrick Sherril, who murdered 14 co-workers and then killed himself, stole pets, then tied them up and allowed his own dog to mutilate them. David Berkowitz, the so-called "Son of Sam," shot his neighbor's labrador retriever. Albert DeSalvo, the "Boston Strangler," shot arrows into boxes of trapped cats and dogs. Brenda Spencer, who fired 40 shots into a crowd of children, murdering 2 and wounding 9, had a history of setting the tails of neighborhood cats and dogs on fire. Edmund Emil Kemper III, who murdered his mot

Students Kill & Eat Baby Raccoon
COLUMBUS, Texas - The killing, cooking and eating of a baby raccoon as part of a class in Columbus has raised animal cruelty questions. Police Chief Danny Jackson said usually the animals are dead when they're part of a wildlife management and harvesting class at Columbus High School. Jackson said the October incident apparently involved two students who took a live raccoon to school. Jackson told KHOU television that the students, "Started stepping and stomping on it, joking they're tenderizing the animal." He said the youths then skinned the raccoon, cooked it and ate it. Superintendent Randy Hoyer said a substitute teacher was in the class that day and did not know any better, but it won't happen again. Hoyer said with the substitute teacher, the students in essence had permission to process the animal on site. But student Stephanie Zavala said it was animal cruelty. Columbus is a community of 4,100, located about 55 miles west of Houston.

Studio Time
Just to let you all know...We have been in the studio cuttin our demo, and it is sounding kickass!!! The demo should be out sometime in Jan. I will post a blog letting you all know that it is out, and how to get it.

Studio 54 Contest For Blast
Contest rules for 3 day blast. 1) you MUST be a member of studio 54 2) you MUST rate ALL my pics (including nsfw) 3) you MUST comment "i want the blast" on EVERY PIC. The deadline is Friday Feb. 8th at 6pm (mountain standard time). Once the contest is over, I will review who has rated and commented and then I will choose the winner. The winner will be notified by a privite message from me. GOOD LUCK TO ALL.

Studiox
I saw you... hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you... pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you... change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you... roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you... frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you... stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you... roll your eyes at our leather jackets and glo

Study On Hepatitis C
I received this info and thought I would pass it on. They said they would give me $40 referral fee. You can either tell them to make a donation to HepCAware.org or keep that for yourself. ;) Dawn Here's the email I received. Thank for your interest in the study on Hepatitis C study with patients. We are looking for patients, based in the USA . We are very interested to talk people who are living with Hepatitis C. What we require of the patient: Complete a self-completion diary (around 10 minutes in the evening each day) for 7 days preceding the telephone interview. 1 telephone interview lasting 90 minutes moderated by an independent market researcher. The telephone interview will involve discussion with 2 other patients on the topics as above. Patients will be required to have their completed diaries to hand. The incentives will be paid the day after the study (cheque of $200,- sent to the mail address that they will provide). I would like to re

Studog788
Just For You…. I would luv to give you a nice hot bubble bath surrounded by candles burning. A glass of white merlot to go with the soft music playing in the back ground for the shadows of candle light to dance to as I sit behind you gently kissing your beautiful neck. After we soak, I'll carry you off to my bed of red satin sheets covered with rose petals where I would gently rub your beautiful body down with hot scented oils. Then with a single soft rose I would trace out your sexy body slowly from one end to the other, only to stop in certain places as you sigh with a deep breath begging for more from pleasures of shivers all through out your body. With your heart skipping little beats, as I continued on until the sun would shine tomorrow. Rubbing you softly asleep until the moon rises with the stars for us to slip into another night of dreams to fulfill. With the night winds blowing soft breeze of sounds that whispers I want you with its night air surrounding us.

Studies And Finds Of King Arthur
In the morning when I wake up And I open up my eyes, I feel an aching in my heart That’s when I realize. How much I really miss you And long to have you near. My heart is filled with sadness, And my eyes are filled with tears. At different times throughout the day, I find I’m missing you. And I wonder if, perhaps a bit, Maybe you miss me too. I miss you in the shower, When I’m in there all alone. And when I want to hear your voice, And call you on the phone. When I check my e-mail And find there’s nothing there. I can’t help it that I worry, And I put you in my prayers. I think by now it’s safe to say, That I miss you very much, And my heart will never be the same Since it suffered Cupid's touch. There is a bridge between Heaven and Earth It's called The Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of the Rainbow there is a land of hills meadows

Studio Veena Pole And Exotic Dancing
An Open Letter to Pole Dancers Charley - Mon, Feb 18th 2013 - Like 18 people like this Over the last year pole dancing has become a struggle for me. Not because the moves are hard or because I can't bend my body in unfathomable ways but because of the way I often see that pole dancers treat one another. Let me also begin this letter by saying, I myself, am guilty of mistreating friends and fellow pole dancers. Yes, I was embroiled in a 2 year fight with someone over a facebook post. I was hurt so I shut her out. I was so angry and my pride was so hurt I could barely look at her. It was the inception of Peace & Pole and my role as an Ambassador that made me rethink our fight. As I found and felt myself being mistreated and excluded I started to realize the gravity of the situation. I would have dreams about this long lost friend, inside I did miss her a lot but couldn't bring myself to recognize that because truthfully my ego and pride was in the way. I wanted her to apolo

Student Loan Consolidation
Do you or someone you know have student loans that you are currently making high payments and/or multiple payments? Are you looking to consolidate them into ONE low monthly payment? If so please feel free to inbox me and let's talk about your options :)

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Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I am a computer geek 2) I chew matchsticks (it is better then smoking) 3) I like cheese on everything 4) I use a conditioning shampo as a body wash 5) I am learning Arabic and Hebrew in my spare time. 6) I wear my socks when I sleep now you are being tagged This is the definition of friend from www.freedictionary.com: friend (frnd) n. 1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. 2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. 3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. 4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement. 5. Friend A

Stuff I Like
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Whips83%Bondage83%Blind Folds83%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Roman Pantheonic Pagan

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Since I used to be a Trucker's wife (still his wife, he just don't drive anymore) this really touched me a long time ago. So I kept it. Its a little long, but a great read and oh so true!! ****************************************** On one trip up the highway, I came upon the Royal Canadian Mounted Police and several wreckers winching the remains of a semi up the cliff. I parked my rig and went over to the quiet group truckers who were watching the wreckage slowly come into sight. One of the Mounties walked over to us and spoke quietly. "I'm sorry," he said, "the driver was dead when we found him. He must have gone over the side two days ago when we had a bad snowstorm. There weren't many tracks. It was just a fluke that we noticed the sun shining off some chrome. "He shook his head slowly and reached into his parka pocket. "Here, maybe you guys should read this. I guess he lived for a couple of hours until the cold got to him." I'd never seen tears in a cop's eyes before. I alw

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Peace is a lie. There is only Passion. Through passion, I gain strength. Through strength, I gain power. Through power, I gain Victory. Through victory my chains are broken. Where there is anger, offer kindness Where there is selfishness, offer generosity Where there is despair, offer hope Where there are lies, offer truth Where there is injury, offer forgiveness Where there is sorrow, offer joy Where there is hatred, offer love Where there is evil, offer goodness I remember where I was on this day 6 years. I was working for a moving company. I remember looking up in the sky seeing no planes at all. One of my Ninjutsu instructors had just moved to New York City just a couple of months before, he was on a ferry heading toward the island, and got stuck somewhere else for a couple days. Later that week I went to Ohio to train with An-Shu Stephen K. Hayes. During that weekend we learned not only how beat the daylights out of people, but we also covered compassi

Stuff I Write
One perfect night Out of nowhere I seen your screen name come up on my screen usually this doesnt happen...you messaging me first so my heartbeat sped up slightly as i typed "hello" to you little did i know that i had just made the first step into having the Perfect Night we made small talk and i showed you my new photos you asked me what i was doing and of course my response was nothing i let you know i missed you and that we should hangout all of a sudden im on the phone with you and you youre on your way to come see me as i talk to you and youre telling me the exit #s your at i just think to myself "can this really be happening" you have no idea how many times this exact situation ran through my head closer and closer you get the more anxious im getting...a smile never dropping off my face youre phone begins to get a weak signal thats when i know its real youre really on your way...to see me you pull in and within seconds of being here you reached for a

Stuff In My Lil' Ol' Head
so i've got shit on my mind that i wanna say....yeah like that never happens. i'm tryin this new approach at being a "normal" person adn crawlin outside of my lil hole i call life. My depression has been perty bad lately, i like to think of it as "wall re-enforcement" month. Those who know me...know i keep a thick thick wall up as to not get hurt. very few select people actually get to see what actually goes on in my fucked up lil mind. Sometimes i thnk it's better to be on the outside lookin in anyways. But this helps me get shit outta my head. makes it easier for me to analyze and figure out what i need to do. My bestest fried Sue, she's been there alot for me the past year. She watched me do some stupid ass shit, she don't always gimme her first thought on the shit i do only cuz she thnks imma be mad. but i'm not. sometimes i don't see past shit and blind to the dumb actions i take. sometimes i just need the questioned to be asked.."WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKIN!??!

Stuff I Rant About-join Me
Good evening to all. My name is John, and I'm hoping that after you've read the emotions I've expressed within my profile you will have discovered my name plus a whole lot more about me. Based upon the feedback I have been receiving, which is all good(Thank You), I wanted to declare a few things about my intentions here: -Everyone here is beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, vivacious, attractive and unique. -Although it is so easy to be selfish and greedy to focus only upon pictures-the quality that I seek from each of you is from within. Your expressions and emotions captured into words truly define just how beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, vivacious, attractive and unique each of you can be and is the true essence of what emanates from. -As you have guessed I seek love, romance, commitment, relationship with one woman-only one woman. Can those qualities be found on a site that, according to the founders: 'LostCherry is the first online nightclub: a pla

Stuff Just For Fun
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko60%Average50%A WUSS !!30%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com You Are 94% Evil You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You? You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stuff I Picked Up Along The Way
Women out there constantly say they want a good man, but it seems alot of them have trouble identifying one when they find him. So here's a little help. *A good man tells you the truth, for better or for worse. *A good man will hold your hand in public. *A good man would rather have your make-up run down his new shirt while you cry in his arms, than to stand back and let you cry alone. *A good man calls you daily *A good man wants to hear your voice, even when there's nothing to say. *A good man won't hurt you on purpose. *A good man makes mistakes. *A good man will do all he can to correct his mistakes. *A good man does not cheat on you, gain your forgiveness, then cheat on you again. *A good man will not, and CAN NOT hit you. *A good man can be hurt. *A good man is not perfect, but he tries his best to be. *A good man understands you've been hurt. *A good man will do all he can to erase that hurt...even if he can't. *A good man may not be rich, but has e

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36 points till i level up.. somebody leave me a comment or something. LOL love you all. :) if anybody ever wants to talk to me on yahoo my ID is- amandarae4719. just be sure that when you do pm me, you tell me who you are and your name on here, cause i ignore a lot of people on there.. oh, and FYI, i dont "cam". so dont ask. :) love all you guys. *big yummy kisses* so i take it 6 in the morning isnt exactly a busy time to be on here.... whoever reads this should message me or something..

Stuff By Me
I had this posted earlier, but realized it was in the wrong blog, so I had to delete and move it. Sorry if you have already read and commented on it. I did post another one right before this one though. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You walk up behind me as I finish loading the washer. You place a kiss on the side of my neck and slide your arms around my waist. A shiver runs through me as you place kisses down along my neck to my shoulders. I can feel myself getting wet. You slide your arms up and cup my breasts in your hands. I raise my hands up over my head and reach back and cup the back of your head. I lean back into you, molding my form to yours as you squeeze my breasts in your hands and run my hard nipples between your fingers. I can feel myself getting wetter as you ignite the flames higher with your hot breath on my neck. I can feel the hardness of your cock against my ass through our clothes. I am totally captivated and amazed at how quickly and easily you c

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My friend has a new site, and he needs some help, so if you are feeling generous, come sign up, and check it out! Copy and paste the following link: http://netquesta.com/index.php?mode=join&ref_id=113 You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stuff That Was On My Mind When Mad And Upset
RIGHT NOW HE IS BEING AN ASS RIGHT NOW AND HE REALLY HURT MY MOM HIM AND FASTSONNY AND THEM DO NOTHING BUT BRING DRAMA TO THIS SITE AND I AM TIRED OF IT MOST OF THE BLAME GOES TO FATSONNY MY LC BROTHER WAS NEVER LIKE THIS TILL HE GOT CAUGHT IN SONNY CROWD HE HAS CHANGED AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE WHO HE HAS BECAME.....DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE HIM TO DEATH BUT THIS SHIT NEEDS TO FUCKING STOP AND I MEAN NOW IF THIS BULLSHIT DON'T STOP I WILL BE DELETING PEOPLE FROM MY LIST THAT GO FOR WHAT THEY SAY....OH AND SLANDERING SOMEONES NAME IS WORSE THAN BEING AN ASS. I CAN'T STAND WHEN PEOPLE SLANDER OTHER PEOPLES NAMES AND SHIT LIKE THAT.....IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY DELTE ME NOW AND DON'T BOTHER TRYING TO CONTACT ME AGAIN THANKS BB I cry for help from up above to save my soul to be safe. I pray to you o Lord to help me through my tough times when I really need you to hear my voice calling for help it seems no one knows I need help not from councalors but from the one that means the

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Ok all each and every one of you were great when my mom was sick and now I am asking for prayers again. My family is having a tough time this year, and not only is the mortgage hard to meet but paying the electric and gas are a real challenge as well. On top of the financial, last June I found out my 7 year old has a form of autisim, and that has been a huge adjustment for the whole family. I don't want things for me, but would all of you please keep your hearts open for my kids, so that they will have a great holiday even though my is so broke she cant buy a gift at all. Thank you friends, I love you all. tink WOW, the loss of a deep seeded love can really be harder to deal with than I remember. So to all of my LC friends, can I have a hug and maybe a kind word? I met my Dom on line, fell totaly in love with him and after almost 5 months realized that I ended up wanting more than he did from our relationship. I told him how I felt and in a totaly adult manne

Stuff And Stuff And More Stuff In And Around My Life
i came across old photos, shared with me by a friend. that night dreams of him raped me, over and again. his cursed giftedness enveloped me, his hidden secrets spread cross'd my thighs, and just as quick as sunrise, the cold sunlight kissed me, and left me alone again. What shame it is To long for a touch that might never be felt a gaze which may never be shared breaths that might never mingle from lovers about to kiss what time is wasted on such thoughts wondering what unspoken words were never uttered dreaming about the passionate embraces that could have been but how irresistible such daydreams can be the passion dreams the hopes the haunted wonderings what could have been if. I am alone...not completely alone. I am with someone who I love, yet I feel all alone. I love him like a father, or brother....i love him as an indentured servant comes to love her master. I care for him, yet my heart...that part of spirit that loves, passions, desires,....is far aw

Stuff Goin On In My Head
I was reading a friend of mine's blog the other day and she talked about her life and how she grew up and how someone made a derogatory comment about her being ghetto or pretending to be ghetto. Now while I was reading this it got me to thinking, and I asked myself a question. "Self." I said to myself. "'Sup" I replied (Yes I talk to myself this way sometimes). "Is being ghetto really such a bad thing?" I asked myself. And here is my reply: First of all, being ghetto is not about being a specific race, color, or creed. No ghetto in this world is completely filled with just one race. Some folk are there not by choice but doing what they can to survive, and others are there for other reasons which I don't want to get into, but yall know where I am taking this. That doesn't mean, however, that growing up ghetto is a bad thing. I am a prime example of growing up ghetto, but that in no way shape form or fashion makes me a bad person. Yeah I grew up on what most people will call the "

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I've been doing some thinking...and I'm in some serious trouble here. I don't know if anyone actually reads this thing, but I get a few views from time to time. I kind of need some advice from people. I think I've fallen in love with a friend of mine. We met on an online dating site. We talked for months on IM and then met. There was a little chemistry, but some extenuating circumstances that kind of held us back. Long story short, we both like each other but don't want to get into a relationship because it's just not the right time. Maybe in a year or so it might work out, but am I just being hopeful. And then there was Saturday night. I was over at her house hanging out and I stayed the night. But then she asked me to share her bed with her and cuddle all night long. Nothing sexual happened, but it was so nice to have this close of a contact with her. I havn't been this emotionally close to someone for years, and that was with my ex-wife. Ever since then I've done nothing

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I love the subtle way he lets me know he wants to fuck The way he turns to me and has that look somewhere behind his eyes What color are they again? I never remember any of the details that seem to mean so much. The way your voice sounds when you're hding somehting from me. How sweet does it sound? Bitter and angry. Just as it should when you hang up the phone after an apolgetic silence. When you call back crying and wondering why. But crying to yourself and not asking any questions. More silence and supressed sobs. Does he know? You don' t think so. And he doesn't care. Why do you stay? The thought of leaving isn't that bad.You could be happy without anyone, couldn't you?You wouldn't go completely mad, not too soon. Why do you stay? His touchis enough to change your mind. It has before.Do I love him? I'd like to think I do. But sometimes its hard to tell. Do I love him today? More than yesterday. Will I love him tomorrow?

Stuff That I Do
Hey my fellow friends and fans... Sorry I have not been around to much...been super sick on top of the fact that I have been moving. We moved into a five bedroom home recently...and Im excited...all four of my kids have the chance to have their own rooms..:P It is awesome. But just wanted to say I will be super busy getting the house in order for the next week or two so wont be around much for it... Good Night...And God Bless!!! Shawna Hello everyone. I have currently started selling Avon products to try to have a little extra cash here and there. But I didnt do so well with the last three orders...so I decided to become an E-rep for Avon to see if it will work out for me. So if you are interested in Avon, or even would just like to take a look, please visit my site at http://youravon.com/smixon They sell makeup of course, but also lotions, kids toys, a line for mens products, some candles, clothing...quite a bit...so please visit and see if its something you may

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I usually post lyrics on these. They best describe my feelings since i'm not very good at writing them down. So... if you wonder why i'm always posting them... then here is your answer :) SEVENTEEN: YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOU'RE ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FR

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Grrrr...I'm trying to do my taxes and it's pissing me off. Why does it have to be so freakin' complicated!!!! I'm such an idiot too! Why didn't I keep my sh*t organized when I did my taxes for last year. I have a '2003 Taxes' file, a '2004 Taxes' file, and a '2006 Taxes' file, why did I not make one for last year! AAAAaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggg!!11 How am I supposed to figure out how much I got back from the state last year...arrrr, I found a copy of my state return, but I don't think it was the finished one, because the 'refund amount' line is freakin' BLANK!!! How in the frickin' hell did that happen? Everything else's filled in! Arrr. *pant, pant, pant...* Ok, thanks everyone for letting me vent. lol, i'm better now... ...I have been so horny. I don't get it. It's like constantly. My poor hand is soo tired. :) Wow, I'm old. So I'm on facebook, because a friend has forced me to sign up, and I just decide to see who I know from High School is on there. Luckily, not ma

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I know, I KNOW! I havent been here much again and I am sorry. It has been totally insane. Some of you may remember me mentioning about my husbands son from his first marriage finding us. (If not its in a blog you can go read about it) Well, turns out there wont be much of a happy reunion right now or in the immediate future. That is unless its going to happen in jail. Thats where my step son is right now and will be until next summer. I have been going crazy trying to figure out all the ins and outs of jail life so I can figure out how to help him. All the rules about receiving mail, and having visitors and making phone calls is just nuts but I am figuring it all out. Some good has come out of this so far. We did get to meet my DIL and the grandkids. She brought them out to meet us last weekend. My hubby got to talk to his son for the first time in 17 years! Its all working out. Step son weants his wife to get settled in a place out here before he gets released so I have been helping

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why does love hurt so much?she broke my heart,yet i still love her.am i a glutton for punishment?she chose good times over a good guy.and that hurts.but as i sit here this very moment,i cant help but feel like the loneliest guy alive.wishing i could hear her voice,her laugh.but that will never happen.i just want to be happy...no i deserve to be happy...but i guess thats for another day! What alcohol are you?? GREY GOOSEFine, fine alcohol! You like to tear up the Goose and be all loose. You know how to get the party started!! Take this test BYOB Video - System Of A Down lyricsSystem Of A Down Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts

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I wish I could understand why I can't seem to meet a man who wants a committed relationship, which includes fun, laughter, snuggling, affection and all the other stuff that comes with it. I just keep meeting ones that get scared after a few months and push me away. I hear all the time what a great person I am and how sweet I am but its just not enough. As soon as I start caring about someone I get blown away. I am too giving I just know it! Are there really any good trusting men out there or are they all like this? Its all about moving on and thats what I am doing. Its funny when you just break the tie and your doing what was wanted, then out of the blue they contact you. Just stay away...I do not need it in my life. Trying to find a man who wants a real meaningful relationship, one who will share "all" of his life with me, as I will with him..is not an easy task. Some day I just want to forget it and quit trying, other days I have hope.... I am so tired of meeting men who jus

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( ) been dumped ( ) been fired ( ) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of my parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (not really) ( ) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend ( ) had a crush on a teacher ( ) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die ( ) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico ( ) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar ( ) set a part of myself on fire not intentionally (x) eaten sushi ( ) been moshing/crowd surfing at a show (x) love someone or miss someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel ( ) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) try going threw puddles on a bike (x) gone puddle jumping (x) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at school ( ) used a fake id (x) watched the s

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you know what i think is really stupid...when people get into arguements about other people's personal opinions...its called a personal opinion for a reason...because its their personal opinion...EX. a few friends are standing around and one of them asks "what is your favorite rock group?" one person answers "i love mcr", another answers, "i don't really like rock and roll", and yet another answers "i like heavy metal stuff like slayer". The friend that first asked the question turns to friend number one and says "ugh...you like mcr? they suck." then they turn to the second and say "how can you not like rock?" then turns to the third person and says "Slayer is not heavy metal. you're a dumbass. Slayer is like 80's grunge or something like that." This of course sparked an arguement. One could argue that Slayer is heavy metal...but the band is also from the 80's...depending on the opinion of the person...either could be considered correct. Also...calling a person stupid for stsing their

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that is all. carry on. I would like to congradulate the person who tagged the screenshot from 300 as being NSFW. The only thing I can assume, by looking at that photo, is that black people are now NSFW. So, I'm going to start a campaign to make SURE that all photos of black people are now properly tagged. Fellow CT citizens, you have been alerted! Viva La Revolucion! so, yep, I've been studying my ass off. good thing there's so much to remove! but no, I've been studying because I have the incredible fortune to be taking 3 out of the 5 hardest classes offered at my school. (Molecular Genetics, Metabolic Biochemistry I, and Three Dimensional Vector Calculus. The other two, in case you were curious, are Physics at the Nuclear Level, and the second half of Metabolic Biochemistry) Fuck. Yeah. So, I wake up, go to class, come back, go to work, come home again, study, go to sleep. On the bright side, my PC died completly, causing me to borrow computers from random people f

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sorry i haven't been around much this past month. my mother-in-law had to have emergency brain surgery to remove a brain tumor. they didnt' think she'd make it but she did and is doing well. things have been pretty hectic around here lately. I'm also starting my own business by becoming a Party Gal distributor. If you think toys are just for kids then you haven't been to one of MY parties!!!! I'm doing my best to get online more but i don't know how much i'll be able to help bomb. I'll help out in any way I can stop by my site and check it out! link is on my profile page!

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As you can tell, I get really bored and post stupid pics of myself for others enjoyment, lol. I guess I could be doing worse things, lol. Anyways, I'm just sitting around and listening to the new skillet album, it's pretty good, in my opinion. I blog a lot over on my myspace page, it's private, but if ya want me to add ya, all ya gotta do is let me know! Visit my myspace at: http://www.myspace.com/austinlost. Thanks for letting me wast some of your time, maybe my next blog will be a little more meaningfull, lol. Austin :o)

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I am so sorry I have not been around much recently. It seems that things are always happening lately. Whatever happened to stuff happening in 3's??? My son has started siezing again and I have had to take him in to the hospital for neuro appointments, EEG's, amblutory EEG's, and a bunch of testing physch wise. Poor kid if its not one thing its another. Now I have even more going on. On Friday night I went to our local state college for their first baseball game of the season with my hubby and kids. Somehow just sitting there I managed to destroy my back even more. As many of you know I have disc problems from when I was attacked while working as a detention officer. I have no idea how, but sometime during the game I managed to make the injury more severe (after 3 darn yrs!!!). I got up after about 2 hrs and wanted to walk around. I had no feeling in my left leg. Since all my numbness was always in the right I didn't think much other then my leg was asleep. I never regained feeling in

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I've noticed recently that many ppl seem to go running to my fiance with personal issues, which is fine i got no problem with that what i do however have a problem with is chicks asking him to look at thier cams and they wind up being atleast half naked......come ppl have some self respect, and if u cant then i feel bad 4 u becasue i would hope that if u were with a man and u found out he was lookin at other chicks on cam that were half or totally naked u'd be a bit concerned. i know for one thing because im with someone i dont look at dick cams, and i can only hope that the ladies out there would have a little more respect..but hey if u like being homewreckers, then by all mean bitches..bring it!!! I know im not alone when i say that women find men just as confusing as they find us, perhaps its a language gap , or a gap caused by society; whatever it is we gotta deal with it. The first and most important lesson men should learn (yes i said should not must) is that pushing away is N

Stuff From The Esergone.
For those of you who don't know me, I am an audiofile. Which is why messenger and online stuff is good for me. Since i can have my music and not have to be that close to people. I am battling, still, a fear of people. But I'm getting better. Now to the main point. In my search for my type of music I have come to rest upon Thrash as my favorite. But too much attention is paid to dificulty. That is why I have thrown out old Ideas of Metal and formed my own. I am working on a band that will not limit itself Musically. I will sing what i write. I will play what i play. The same rules will be followed by the other members. I pull riff influence from all types of metal. i pull vocal influence from all types of metal. I am needing a bass player with their own style and tastes in music. I have a drummer that will need to play fast but not compromise the sound. The other guitarist may rely too much on his knowledge of other band's songs to really be of help. But then again

Stuff I Felt Like Writing.
A feather falls down from a pillow Held tight enough to hurt the sound Of sobbing far too close for comfort Green eyes and a tarnished crown..... So far.... They grew so much apart The story of ferry tales forgotten Leaving behind all he suffers Silent, staring, all but broken Hoping that she just remembers All the words that they had spoken Staying alive But just to keep staying alive Is it worth it? Staying alive But just to keep staying alive Is it working? He lays down in his bed of thorns Silence beating back the sorrow Lying in his bed and thinking Things will be so much worse tomorrow Lost in the dark drifting aimlessly A leaf turning in a dismissive wind I can feel a tear press against my eye But I've forgotten even where to begin I pull my comfort from the waves Of my ocean of broken dreams My soul lies barren and forgotten Stripped by old internal screams In silence I wander farther While my soul mournes it's demise Though I hi

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Ok... It's been way too long since I bitched in a blog so heres my latest whine..... Doctors! They suck! I've been really sick with some mystery ailment for sometime. headaches massive fatigue dizzy ... bad enough that I missed 2 months of work and genrally feel like death on a stick so what do I do? Why, go to the doctor of course, because these highly trained medical professionals will surely know what the issue is and fix me right up, right? WRONG!!!!!!!! So I finally get a doc to see me, nice lady an all but then it all starts. She writes me a bunch of perscriptions and says " And I want you to take this stuff for your allergies" Huh? I dont HAVE allergies! I tell her this and she says yes you do. Uh, no ...... I don't. Last time I checked one with allergies either wheezes sneezes coughs and is usually generally misrable. Ok so I'm misrable without the other symptoms..... but ok I'll take the stupid allergy meds ( haven't done SHIT for me. Why? Because I don't blood

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I was depressed last night so I called Lifeline. Got a call center in Pakistan . I told them I was suicidal. They got all excited and asked if I could drive a truck. At the end of the tax year the IRS office sent an inspector to audit > the books of a Synagogue. While he was checking the books he > turned to the Rabbi and said, "I notice you buy a lot of candles. What do > you do with the candle drippings?" > > "Good question," noted the Rabbi. "We save them up and send them > back to the candle makers, and every now and then they send us a free > box of candles." > > "Oh," replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual > question had a practical answer. But on he went, in his obnoxious > way: "What about all these bread wafer purchases? What do you do > with the crumbs?" > > "Ah, yes," replied the Rabbi, realizing that the inspector was > trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We collect them and > send them

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---No more sadness I wanna be the one to make you happy I wanna be the one to give you hope But in these days of conscious living We've got to take it slow You can't be sure of who you've never met You just don't know what you might get Cause in these crazy times we're living Love can turn into regret But you, could be the one to change my point of view It's all up to you... Give you love without the pain Show you light beyond the rain Gonna make you happy Gonna make you happy now There'll be days when things go wrong I'll be there to make you strong I wanna find a place where dreams can happen I wanna find a love who'll take me there And in your eyes I see a vision That makes me want to care And if two people both agree That only love can set them free Then together let us make a world Of which others only dream And you can be the one to make it all come true So what you gonna do Some days the sun don't wanna shine And I'll be yours and you'll be mine Gonn

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Sing it to the tune of "i will survive" > > >Sing It Girls > >At first I was afraid, I was petrified. >When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! >But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, >That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... >But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and >you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it >was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known >there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! > >Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, >Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! >Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't >you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! >[Chorus] > >I will survive! I will survive! >Cuz as long as I have batteries, >My sex life's gonna thrive! >I will always have good sex, >with a handful of latex! >I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! > >It to

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i haven't beeen on here in forever. holy cow... I think it's time for some new pictures and some new thoughts. so i'm now alice... As in wonderland... it'll be hott. :D I'll post picture on the day of halloween of after considering I'm going to be tottally ripped that night. Well love you all. Dont you hate those nights when things just seem hopeless. When all you want is to be sitting and resting your head in someones lap, having them run their fingers through your hair, or rub your head just to give you the normal comfort that most people don't think twice about. Unfortunately tonight is just one of those nights. -Cali

Stuff About Me
1...i do actualy sleep lol 2...i love that dizzy feeling when your drunk like the worlds spinning round and your stood still ( same feeling you get when you spin round fast except when your drunk last longer lol 3...i got married online haha (didnt even need there permision 4...1 have stalkerish tendancies haha( see 3 lol) 5...i love sacasam, randomness, play on word riddles(tho im rubish i like the cleverness lol) 6...there used to be a lot i didnt like about me now i think im fantastic lol 7...i hate toe nails, mens feet,..think cider taste like puke and i hate people who act like there cleverer than every one else n look down there noses at peops like if it wernt for stupid people they wouldnt be clever at all tut 8... i can chat for england but believe it or not im actualy really shy 9... i have a stutter when im talking to strangers on the phone lol 10... i have 5 kids and there the reason im crazy ...honest lol HowManyOfMe.comThere are:0people wi

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1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy. 2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. 6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usally mean the most. 8 . Call her sweetie 9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 11 . Write her notes. {she loves them} 12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. 13 . Play with her hair. 14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. 15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. 17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her. 18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 19 . Carve your names into a Tree. 20

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First off I would like everyone to know that I'm always open to new friends.I don't add people just for points,I see that as lame.If I add you its because I have intentions of getting to know you.I'm not here to "meet up" with guys or girls as I'm in a wonderful relationship already.I don't care for all the sex talk,its fine to discuss in a mature manner,but NO I don't want to have any kind of sex with anyone else besides the person I'm with.I'm not being rude,or hateful..just honest. I rate lots of people,I don't expect the same in return.Its your choice to rate and for those begging to be rated-fuck off.You won't get my vote.I don't have time for attention whores. My guy isn't jealous,so don't be afraid to say hi..I have his trust :)

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Rule number 1 Women, learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. Ammendment to rule number 1 I now leave not just the seat down, but the lid too, because I got too many accusations of peeing on the seat when it was the dog drinking out of it and dripping on the seat.....so now, don't complain that you have to lift the lid to pee. Rule number 1 Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not considered by us to be opportunities to see if we can find the perfect present . . . . again! Rule number 1 Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. Rule number 1 Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. Rule number 1 Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by

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if you all know about the world then think twice. alot of people have messed up this world and now we can't get out troops home. that is so stupid. i mean why would we want to keep them away from their family. Alot of people ask me what if? Well here is my answer. What if has nothing to do with me if the question doesn't apply to me. I don't want to know about your problems because I have my own. Don't ask me to help, I am not your counselor. Go to your parents or another friend that can help you.

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It's clear that if we don't stop hating, nobody will. It has to start with us because not only are we ourselves suffering horribly from the limitation and burning of all that anger, but the world is never going to change unless one person somewhere starts to stop hating. -Richard Carlson We the unwilling, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We have done so much for so long with so little We are now qualified to do anything with nothing -Unknown (borrowed form Perl.com State of the Onion 2003) *************************** I was having a conversation with someone on Cherry earlier today and was reminded not to sweat the small stuff in life. There are so many more important things on life than senseless cherry tap drama. If someone isn't being hurt by the nonsense, then in my opinion, it is just that... nonsense. And again, this is my opinion. Imagine there's no heaven, It's easy if you try, No hell below us, Above us only sky

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well we just got hit with another snow storm, damn i wish it would be just stay warm, kind of tired seening the snow, but then again i am not that fond of summer either I honestly think that dec 7, 2007 was the scariest night of my life...i was at the flogging molly concert with some friends of mine and thought that everything was going fine.. some time around 8 i noticed that my legs felt a little weak next thing i knew i blacked out and was unresponsive to anything, had shallow breathing, i honestly thought i was going to die that night, i finally came to around 10:05 waking up in the hospital...i don't know what triggered the black out and honestly it scares the hell out of me. so i have desided to take things easy until i know for sure what is going on so here i am yet again stuck with another cold, it sucks first it was dealing with the walking puemonia, synintitis, along with a ear infection all at the same time then i get this stupid cold which all began with a simple little sor

Stuff To Help People
HOW TO INSTALL LOVE Customer: I'm not very technical, but I think I am ready to install now. What do I do first? CS Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located you HEART, ma'am? Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running? CS Rep: What programs are running, ma'am? Customer: Let me see...I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now. CS Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It will remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those problems prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off, ma'am? Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tel

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What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) You can never seem to calm down and always feel anxious for unknown reasons. You tend to not be able to concentrate and have headaches or other anxiety symptoms.OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) Manic Depressive Paranoia ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) What mental disorder do you have? What American accent do you have? Your Result: North Central "North Central" is wha

Stuff I Feel And Thats Going On
I can't escape this hell, So many times I've tried, But I'm still caged inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal. (This animal. [x2]) I can't escape myself,( I cant escape myself) So many times I've lied, ( so many times I've lied) But there's still rage inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal. Somebody help me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. Somebody wake me from t

Stuff I Wrote...
AT YOUR FEET At Your feet I sit Feeling Your hand on my hair Your touch is so gentle Your touch is so warm At Your feet I sit At Your feet I kneel Feeling Your whip on my back Your touch is so wicked Your touch is so searing At Your feet I kneel At Your feet I sleep Feeling Your skin on mine Your touch is so strong Your touch is so calming At Your feet I sleep

Stuff I Find Funny
One evening, after attending the theater, two gentlemen were walking down the avenue when they observed a rather well dressed and attractive young lady walking ahead of them. One of them turned to the other and remarked, "I'd give $250.00 to spend the night with that woman." Much to their surprise, the young lady overheard the remark, turned around, and replied, "I'll take you up on that offer." She had a neat appearance and a pleasant voice, so after bidding his companion good night, the man accompanied the young lady to her apartment. The following morning the man presented her with $125.00 as he prepared to leave. She demanded the rest of the money, stating "If you don't give me the other $125.00, I'll sue you for it." He laughed, saying, "I'd like to see you get it on these grounds." Within a few days, he was surprised when he received a summons ordering his presence in court as a defendant in a lawsuit. He hurried to his lawyer and explained the details of the case.

Stuff That Makes Me Laugh
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that

Stuf And Things
My friends. They're great. I just wish they'd point out my flaws to me instead of my sister. That way, there is no middleman channel to go through. That makes a little sence, doesn't it. Well, it's all straightned out now. Thank god. I think it actually made me physically sick. Sheesh. Anyway, enjoy your Guy Fawks Day!!!!!!

Stuff That Friends Wrote
JUST HOW MUCH I MISS YOU! I MISS YOUR ARMS AROUND ME .THE WAY YOU HELD ME TIGHT,JUST AS IF IT WAS GOING TO BE OUR LAST HUG . WITH PASSION IN YOUR EYES,YOU KISS ME . IN WAYS THAT NO OTHERS WOULD . THE WAY YOU PLACE YOUR HAND IN MY HAIR. AS YOU PULL ME IN FOR A EVEN MORE PASSIONATE KISS. AS YOUR HANDS ARE IN MY HAIR YOU BEGIN SLOWLY TO KISS MY NECK ,AND AS I GASP FOR SOME AIR WE BECOME TWO HOT AND PASSIONATED LOVERS. MY HEART SCREAMS AND ALL I WANT IS TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU . I HAVE LOOK IN YOUR EYES MANY MANY TIME BEFORE . AND I WONDER WHAT IF I HAVE NEVER KNOWN PASSION LIKE THIS BEFORE ? WOULD I BE MISSING YOU THIS MUCH AT THIS MOMENT ? TO HAVE FOUND A MAN AND HE IS NOTHING BUT A BLESSING FROM THE HEAVENS. I AM MISSING YOU I AM MISSING YOU I AM MISSING YOU Look deep into the eyes of evil and see, the tormented souls, see the terror that is put into the hearts of others. Understand and feel the pain that is given to someone by the sli

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Name: Jessica Birthday: November 8,1982 Birthplace: Oregon City,Oregon Current Location: Oregon City, OR (Again) Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'3 Right Handed or Left Handed: left handed Your Heritage: Italian and Indian The Shoes You Wore Today: none Your Weakness: babies and puppies Your Fears: of being alone, snakes Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: pay parents off and have my own place again Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Bite Me Thoughts First Waking Up: I wish that I had a guy next to me. Your Best Physical Feature: Your Bedtime: when ever I want. Your Most Missed Memory: My dog Bear Pepsi or Coke: Both. Cherry Coke is good MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither I don't like Ice Tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Both are good Cappuccino or Coffee: neither I don't drink coffee anymore Do you Smoke: som

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Why is that some ppl always get everything they want and others dont...it sucks i make one mistake and everythings all over for me.. 1. What is your current ringtone? Every breath you take 2. What is your current wallpaper? my kitten 3. Do you own a picture phone? yes 4. If so, what was the last picture you took? my daughter took one of her 5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message from the top says: i dunno wat it was 6. How many contacts do you have on your phone? am i sposed to frikkin count them? dont think so lol 7. Go to your last missed call, who was it? unknown number..thats why i didnt answer it 9. What service do you have? vodafone 10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? 3...stupid vodafone 11. Who's on your speed dial number 5? dont use it 12. Do you have a voicemail? yep 13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have: i dont fell like looking 14. Who d

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The Female Disney Character Personality Test NalaAt a young age, you were playful, adventurous, always wanting to be on top, and didnt always obey the rules. Now older, those traits still show, but now you're more mature.I will now label you: playful, intelligent, thoughtful, fun-loving, and wild.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You are 30% STUPID! You're not a complete moron, but you're definitely on your way if you don't watch out. Beware of brain farts!

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OK so I added one to my page a bit ago and have 2 comments though I dont know who they are from thought Id say thanks. Dear, Little ones You are the light in the dark, The sun in the rain, The stars out with the moon, You are the love in every beat of my heart, you are the flowers I see just after a light rain, your the rainbow in the sky, the first hints of sun raise and those of sun set, your everything wounderful to me, Your my childeren I will love you more with every day and every second that passes by. You grow bigger everyday ,but to me you shall always be my little ones, Ok so we will be leaving really early thursday morning. and coming home sunday evening Im so exited I get to spend part of thanksgiving with my sister we havnt been able to do thanksgiving or christmas for about 6yrs this year we possibly get to do both together!!!

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The individual below is fucking with me for some reason... I dont understand why either... If you know, please email me why in detail... He asked me to stop "ripping his pics" yet I haven't been online to do so... Some asshole If you fall into this category (Um, being a Mother), I gotta contest for you. Number of ratings and comments = a win. So... You know the deal. Have fun, repost for you friends and let's compete. Winner recieves an e-trophy. Rule 1: No insulting contestants in any form. Rule 2: Pictures can be any kind of YOURSELF and yourself ONLY and contestants of all sizes, skin colors and ages are welcome... I went through EVERY photo alert and commented. If you want some, holler. I am fucking bored and would be happy to boost some peoples out. I am also making my way to each and every friend's page to make a comment. Sad, but that's the way it is.

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How does one deal with the passing of ones parent? I am very upset even though I knew this day was coming for a long time. My father was sick for a long time, hes body slowing shuting down and his mind becoming lost into a sea of emptiness. In the end he didn't even Know who I was. My father always sheltered me from the world up until I was about 16. He was a very over protected man when it came to me. I have alot of his qualities myself, most of them taught, because I get called his name all the time by my best friend when I am acting like my father would. In my eyes he will always be a pillar of strenght, intelligence, love, and understanding. He will be truly missed, I only pray that he has found the peace he should have. I LOVE YOU DAD!!!! Yesterday I finally got some time to go and see my father, who is currently in hospital care, waiting for a nursing home to come available for him. Well he has gottten worse since the last time I saw him. He is very sick now, he migh

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where do you turn when its the one that you love the most who is the cause of your tears. they dont mean to be hurting you but they are ripping your heart in two and there is nothing they can do to help you feel whole agian. where do you turn when the world seems to be falling apart around you. and you feel as if theres no way you can catch it, it just slips right through your fingers. oh where do you turn? well i just talked to bubba. he says we are still together and that he cant wait to see me again. but i just dont know it still tore at my heart as if we were just talkin as friends. is this really how it feels when your with a military guy and barely ever get to see them? is it supposed to hurt like this? i love him and want to be with him but damn it hurts so much! all i wanna do is hide dont want to have to deal with it anymore you dont want to help but you think everything should be perfect when it doesnt go your way you run to mommy and daddy they will fix it...they

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I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but

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kristen -- [noun]:A perma-orgasm 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com All that we are is the result of what we have thought. Our life is shaped by our mind; we become what we think. Suffering follows unwholesome thought as the wheels of a cart follow the oxen that draws it. Joy follows wholesome thought like a shadow that never leaves. --quoted from Buddhist text Dhammapada

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A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, she Asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuuu hhhave dddddiilllldoesss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies: "Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu ccaarrryy aaa pppinkk onnee, tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt ttwoo Inchesss ththiickk..aaand rrunns bby bbaatteries? The clerk responds, "Yes we do." Ddddooo yyoooouuuu kknnnoooww hhhowww tttooo ttturrrnnn ttthe ssonnnoooffabbitch offff?" Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and sp

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I have spent a lot of time over the last few weeks thinking about why there are so many things about myself that I would change and what would cause me to have so many insecurities. Well, I think I finally figured it out (and giys do not take offense) it is men. Not every man is this way mind you, but the men that I have dated in the past have beat my self confidence down to the point that even though is slowly creeping up it is still pretty mediocre! I have been told that I am fat, ugly, mean, and unattractive to the point that I actually started believing it! I am going to work on it now that I know what I need to work on! :) I guess just from hearing that I am not wanted and not pretty it kind of put me in a place that was not too full of self worth. However, while I was working tonight I sat down for break and started thinking about myself and I have come to the conclusion that I am an amazingly strong person and that anyone that can't see that, appreciate that, and love me for tha

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If you ever wanted to know about me...or even if you didn't....here is pretty much anything and everything I could tell you about myself. 1. Full name: Steven 2. Nicknames: various, none known here 3. Eye Colour: Blue 4. Height: 6"2' 5. Hair: Brownish-blonde 6. Siblings: 2 younger sisters 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? nope, don't take the time. :) 8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? not really 9. Birthday: Sept 11 10. Sign: Vigo 11. Address: Conway, AR 12. Sex: Had it and LOVE it ;) 13. Righty or lefty: righty 14. What do you want in a relationship most? Love, Respect, Honesty, Open Communication, Humour, Trust 15. Have you ever cheated? yeah...not since i've been married though.. 16. Marital status: Hitched 17. Do you have a car? yep 18. What kinda car do you have/want? 2004 Sante Fe 19. Movie: Hackers 20. Song: can't pick just one. 21. Band/singer: too many to list 22. TV Show: House, Haunting, Ghost Hunters 2

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What i want for my bday is that i need more rate for my profile or pic to level back up so i can upload more plz help me level it up and im on level 8 and it long way to go for me to upload more photos and it makes me mad lol...

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I pick it up, and look it over, a bit rusty. I balance it on my hand, the blade is heavier. I swing it to see how well it cuts, very jagged. I look it up and down, and it looks like something from a horror movie... My mouth spreads into an evil grin... THIS..... is perfect!! This is MY hatchette, given to me by a refined Juggalo. It is not normal, it is rusty, out of balance, doesn't cut straight, and looks horrid... That is perfect for what I will be using it for. I now have my weapon, and my proclomation, I will never die, as Family never does. hehe..hehehaha....MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Well, I am still living with mother, and as a result of that, no matter how old I am, I am not to put a pic of myself on the internet, as her house, her rules, thus for, I am moving OUT in April of 2007, and then I WILL have pics of myself up here, and everywhere else. Loves and huggles all. Ok, Hi I am new, loves to all. ^.^ Just thought I would say hi. :: glomps ::

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TRUE BUDWEISER STORY... AIN'T PAYBACK HELL? There's no such thing as hopeless if you believe ! The Budweiser Story (not a joke). This is TRUE ! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield, California. After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York, Pennsylvania, and the Pentagon. THIS BUD IS NOT FOR YOU, ISHMAEL. On September 11th, a Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Bu

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So I just get a friend request, says hi in it at least, so I add the person. She's rating me, so I go to return the rates, take one look at her folders and the caption on her salute...and she's deleted in double quick time. Point whore to the max. Can't help but feel somewhat bad, though I doubt it will last long. Salute caption = I need help to be #1 i need over 25 thousand rates and over 250 photo comments... Can you Please Rate and comment bomb this picture i would like it to make the Hottest Top member photo..thx Ok, is it just me or is it a bit weird for some random bloke to send me the sweet piece of ass drink once or twice every day? Never any messages, or friend request, or any of that *normal crap. Was so close but pummelling some little punk in to the gravel today, I mean || this close. Was out playing football, these guys join in sometimes even though we hate them. They're these 15, 16 year old gangsta wannabes with their jeans around their kneecaps, the lingo and

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People i'm leaving Cherrytap!!! this is my farewell i will be gone in about 2 weeks.(people is stocking me and won't leave me alone)so this is my goodbye!!! Calling all people from the Carolinas join my group, the Carolina connection!!!